Transcript
[0:01] fall asleep fast with this bedtime story
[0:05] and sleep meditation for grown-ups
[0:09] tonight's sleep story features special
[0:12] guest christian thomas from meditation
[0:15] vacation
[0:17] you're listening to
[0:19] the night train
[0:20] travel to a pastoral landscape on a
[0:24] starry night
[0:26] where old train tracks weave through
[0:28] rolling summer meadows
[0:31] fireflies and a full moon
[0:34] illuminate fields of wildflowers
[0:38] with flashes of gold
[0:40] and opal moonbeams
[0:42] on rare nights like tonight
[0:45] a night train mysteriously appears on
[0:48] the abandoned tracks it is a relic from
[0:51] another time
[0:53] that slows as it approaches
[0:56] the conductor calls out from a freight
[0:58] train and helps you to board the night
[1:01] reveals a healing journey
[1:04] where you release the past
[1:06] appreciate the present
[1:08] and imagine a better future
[1:11] elisha cooper wrote
[1:13] the train is a small world moving
[1:17] through a larger world
[1:19] so get cozy and prepare yourself
[1:22] for a world within a world
[1:25] within a world
[1:27] it's time to dream away
[1:32] i would like to welcome you to
[1:33] michelle's sanctuary
[1:36] i am michelle
[1:38] and as you listen think of my voice as
[1:41] that of a loving guide and fellow
[1:44] traveler
[1:45] i am here to remind you of how special
[1:48] your journey is in this life
[1:52] the greatest and longest relationship
[1:55] you have
[1:56] is with yourself
[1:58] you deserve to cherish yourself
[2:01] with self-love
[2:03] self-care
[2:05] and a time reserved to use your
[2:08] imagination
[2:09] for peace
[2:11] and pleasure
[2:14] now is that time
[2:17] free of guilt
[2:19] free of concerns
[2:22] protect this moment in the sanctuary of
[2:26] your room and mind
[2:29] by committing to feeling good
[2:32] [Music]
[2:34] personalize this journey to what best
[2:37] resonates with you
[2:39] [Music]
[2:41] you know yourself better than anyone
[2:46] and the story will guide you
[2:48] deeper into self-discovery
[2:53] should you wish to let go of my voice
[2:56] and surrender to sleep
[2:59] you may always return to listen again in
[3:02] the future
[3:05] use chapters to skip ahead if you wish
[3:08] to get straight to the story
[3:11] or let me guide you into deeper
[3:13] relaxation
[3:15] with a few
[3:17] soothing breaths
[3:21] release your breath in an exhalation
[3:24] through your lips
[3:25] [Music]
[3:27] letting out a sound like a train whistle
[3:32] the site offers release
[3:35] and an announcement to your body that
[3:38] you are standing down
[3:40] and letting go
[3:43] your journey towards sleep and respite
[3:46] begins here
[3:49] when you are ready to take in a deep
[3:52] breath
[3:54] each molecule of oxygen travels through
[3:57] your nose
[3:59] to the cavernous region of your deep
[4:02] belly
[4:04] [Music]
[4:06] you expand and your belly and chest rise
[4:12] as more molecules of oxygen
[4:14] arrive with a message
[4:17] imagine peace
[4:21] and so you imagine peace
[4:25] traveling from head to toe as you exhale
[4:30] inside out any tension you notice in
[4:33] your body
[4:35] [Music]
[4:38] let go and blow out the air
[4:41] as you sink deeper into your bed
[4:46] safe in the sanctuary of your room
[4:51] your exhale tells your nerves to stand
[4:54] down
[4:57] you are safe
[5:00] you are well
[5:05] inhale one more time
[5:08] and make this breath even deeper than
[5:12] the last
[5:14] notice how good you are at self-soothing
[5:20] when you cannot sip any more air
[5:25] open your mouth into a big yawn
[5:29] [Music]
[5:30] and then exhale
[5:34] sigh
[5:35] release
[5:38] and simply feel good
[5:41] as the story begins
[5:47] a wise woman once said
[5:50] you may miss the train many times
[5:54] but if there is somewhere you are meant
[5:56] to be
[5:57] another train will find you when the
[6:00] timing is right
[6:03] you will never miss what is yours to
[6:05] have and you will always get to where
[6:08] you need to be
[6:10] for there are many routes that lead to
[6:12] your final destination
[6:14] [Music]
[6:16] timing is an important factor in trains
[6:21] but in the bucolic field of a sleepy
[6:24] town
[6:26] the night train always arrives just on
[6:29] time
[6:31] there is no written schedule our
[6:33] predictability for this mystical train
[6:37] it mysteriously comes when summoned by
[6:41] will
[6:42] by longing
[6:43] and by necessity
[6:46] the souls who return from fantastic
[6:49] journeys on the night train
[6:52] speak lovingly about how it appeared
[6:55] when they were most in need of hope
[7:00] the midnight air is tepid
[7:04] and the late spring breeze brushes
[7:07] against your skin like a soft feather
[7:10] [Music]
[7:12] rolling emerald hills
[7:15] dabbled with pink
[7:17] white and lavender wildflowers
[7:20] glimmer in the light of a full moon
[7:25] a silhouette of purple black mountains
[7:28] creates a jagged line across the starry
[7:32] indigo sky
[7:34] you walk beside old abandoned train
[7:38] tracks
[7:39] where tall grass and daisies sprout up
[7:42] between the wooden railway sleepers
[7:46] [Music]
[7:48] a coyote sings out
[7:50] and his song echoes through the valley
[7:53] of chirping crickets
[7:56] wispy pewter hued clouds lazily drift
[8:01] through the sky
[8:04] your boots kick away loose shale
[8:07] that takes on the iridescent hue of oil
[8:11] in the bright moon glow
[8:14] the air smells of dewy grass and sweet
[8:19] wet earth
[8:20] [Music]
[8:23] silver mist rolls in over the tracks
[8:26] like gossamer
[8:28] and brings a timeless sensation
[8:31] that others who have taken this path
[8:34] have felt as well
[8:37] [Music]
[8:39] the ground begins to vibrate
[8:42] and the tracks begin to rattle
[8:45] [Music]
[8:47] a train whistle cries out and conjures
[8:51] the nostalgic feelings
[8:54] of a song once played on a fuzzy radio
[8:57] station
[9:01] the sound resonates like a beckoning to
[9:04] come home
[9:06] to the home that makes you feel secure
[9:10] and free to let down your guard
[9:14] free to relax
[9:17] and be every expression
[9:19] of your incredible self
[9:24] the air becomes cooler
[9:27] as the train approaches
[9:30] and a gust of wind comes down the tracks
[9:36] you step away from the tracks
[9:39] and your feet fall onto the damp earth
[9:43] [Music]
[9:45] tall blades of grass rustle against your
[9:49] pant legs
[9:51] you feel remarkably alive
[9:55] and well
[9:57] every sensation feels amplified
[10:02] and the beauty of the moment
[10:05] is as dramatic as a film
[10:08] going from black and white
[10:10] to technicolor
[10:11] [Music]
[10:14] the headlight of the train shines in the
[10:16] direction of new discoveries
[10:20] [Music]
[10:21] the light pours over your face
[10:25] and you raise a hand to shade your eyes
[10:31] the light seems otherworldly
[10:35] and the train begins to slow
[10:39] as the first cars pass you by
[10:46] you hear your name faintly called over
[10:49] the sound of the train's engine
[10:52] and rustling breeze
[10:55] a conductor stands in the back of the
[10:58] caboose
[10:59] and waves for you to board
[11:04] you walk towards the tracks
[11:07] hesitant at first
[11:09] but intrigue gives you a burst of speed
[11:13] and you jog towards the conductor's
[11:16] extended hand
[11:19] he reaches down to hoist you up
[11:22] with a surprising amount of strength
[11:26] for a moment you feel like a small child
[11:31] as you land inside the freight car
[11:35] the car is completely empty
[11:38] but for a thin coating of sawdust and
[11:42] the wooden planks of the floor
[11:46] you wipe the flax and grains off your
[11:49] legs
[11:51] and take note of the sweet woodsy smell
[11:54] that lingers in the air
[11:57] the conductor's eyes sparkle with
[12:00] kindness
[12:01] and assurance as you stand tall
[12:05] welcome my friend
[12:07] my name is alden
[12:10] i was hoping you would join me on this
[12:12] pleasant night
[12:15] he looks familiar
[12:18] but you cannot place his face
[12:22] perhaps he has appeared in a dream
[12:24] before
[12:27] or as someone you crossed paths with
[12:30] at some point in your life
[12:32] like strangers in the night
[12:36] you have sudden pops of memories
[12:39] flashes that reveal
[12:41] you may have unknowingly encountered
[12:44] each other
[12:45] many times before
[12:50] it's as though he reached your mind when
[12:52] he says
[12:53] no need to reflect on the past
[12:57] it will only interfere
[12:59] with the beauty of this moment
[13:05] alden leads you to the edge of the open
[13:08] door
[13:10] and grabs a steel handle near the frame
[13:13] [Music]
[13:16] you follow by grabbing the handle on the
[13:18] other side as alden leans out into the
[13:22] night
[13:25] the wind sweeps his hair around the bill
[13:28] of his conductor's head
[13:30] and causes his navy wool uniform to
[13:33] ripple
[13:35] give it a try he says with a smile
[13:40] you lean out into the beautiful night
[13:44] and feel as if you are surfing on the
[13:47] wind
[13:50] you feel your vitality
[13:53] [Music]
[13:55] the train speeds forward
[13:58] and you look in the direction of what's
[14:00] to come
[14:03] when you turn towards what was left
[14:05] behind
[14:06] [Music]
[14:08] the beauty of the experience dims
[14:12] you feel held back
[14:15] and so like alden
[14:17] you turn your body towards the front of
[14:19] the train
[14:21] and relish the wind
[14:25] you are so very much in tune with the
[14:27] moment
[14:29] your mouth opens in a big smile
[14:33] and you start to laugh at how good it
[14:36] feels
[14:37] [Music]
[14:38] you feel free
[14:42] you feel
[14:43] limitless
[14:44] [Music]
[14:46] alton comes back inside the train car
[14:50] and you follow his lead
[14:53] just because there's room for baggage
[14:56] doesn't mean we have to carry it all
[14:59] it's nice to have space
[15:03] if there's anything from your past that
[15:05] you want to release
[15:06] now is a good time
[15:08] [Music]
[15:11] you pause and look around the empty car
[15:16] notice how wonderful it feels to claim
[15:19] space
[15:21] in the vacant open railway car
[15:25] a cross breeze circulates freely through
[15:28] open doors on each side of the train
[15:32] you imagine what it would feel like
[15:36] to be this open
[15:39] and free of clutter
[15:41] [Music]
[15:43] your breath becomes deeper
[15:45] [Music]
[15:46] and your chest expands as you think of
[15:49] this
[15:53] alden looks at you as a loving guardian
[15:56] who does not judge
[16:01] you lean out of the freight car
[16:04] to feel the cool
[16:05] night air on your face
[16:10] your scalp tingles from the massage of
[16:13] the wind
[16:16] you hear the coyotes cry over the
[16:19] chugging of the train
[16:22] and spontaneously open your mouth
[16:27] and begin to cry out as well
[16:29] [Music]
[16:33] the sound that comes out of your mouth
[16:35] is liberating
[16:38] [Music]
[16:39] your voice could move mountains
[16:42] and you know it
[16:46] you feel your inner strength and power
[16:51] and while you call out
[16:55] confidently
[16:56] and bravely into the night
[17:00] you smile
[17:04] the muscles around your face
[17:07] feel splendor
[17:11] as it reveals pure bliss
[17:16] your eyes glitter like the endless stars
[17:20] that spread like a comforting blanket of
[17:23] peace
[17:25] as far as you can see
[17:29] you take in a deep breath
[17:34] and one last time
[17:37] you cry out in full voice
[17:41] surrendering to the waves of emotions
[17:44] that flow through you
[17:46] [Music]
[17:48] past disappointments
[17:51] grief
[17:53] and fears flow out of you
[17:56] in this empowering
[17:59] release you let go of old wounds
[18:03] keeping only the impressions
[18:06] that made you evolve into a wiser more
[18:10] compassionate
[18:13] person
[18:14] these impressions are like the faint
[18:17] fossils of seashells
[18:20] embedded in golden limestone
[18:24] and with just the hint of them remaining
[18:27] like a distant memory
[18:31] you become
[18:32] more clear
[18:35] you are aligned with your intuition
[18:40] and the deep
[18:41] understanding
[18:42] that you know what is best for you
[18:47] [Music]
[18:48] the wind blows against your face
[18:53] and your heart is directed towards the
[18:55] sky
[18:58] the pearly white moonlight lands on your
[19:02] chest and heart center
[19:06] and you feel an expansion inside
[19:11] making room for all that is good and
[19:15] healing
[19:17] making the space for hope
[19:21] and for new things to come
[19:26] you step fully back into the train car
[19:29] [Music]
[19:31] enlivened by a sense of renewal
[19:35] you feel lighter than you have felt in a
[19:38] very long time
[19:42] alden smiles at you proudly
[19:46] and then wistfully stares out at the
[19:49] passing cornfields
[19:52] tinted blue by the night
[19:55] trains keep moving forward
[19:58] even as the landscape changes passengers
[20:01] come and go
[20:02] and there are unexpected stops along the
[20:05] way
[20:06] but the pursuit continues
[20:10] there's always another destination ahead
[20:15] alden walks towards a heavy metal door
[20:20] and you follow him through the gangway
[20:22] connection
[20:25] you rock back and forth as you balance
[20:28] carefully
[20:29] [Music]
[20:31] led by a curiosity about the next car
[20:36] the train coupler softly chirps
[20:41] you feel the force of the train in
[20:43] motion
[20:46] and it kindles a connection
[20:49] to your inner drive and fortitude
[20:55] alton opens the door into a dining car
[20:59] that instantly evokes delightful
[21:02] sensations
[21:03] [Music]
[21:06] the decor is classy and timeless
[21:11] and upon closer inspection
[21:14] you recognize symbols and items
[21:19] that represent all the things you are
[21:22] grateful for
[21:24] in your present life
[21:28] when you focus on the abundance of these
[21:32] simple pleasures
[21:35] you find magic in the mundane
[21:40] our attention shifts away from the murky
[21:44] and towards fulfillment
[21:47] [Music]
[21:50] the warm dry air offers a potpourri of
[21:55] your favorite smells
[21:57] [Music]
[21:58] from comfort foods
[22:01] to soothing aromas found in nature
[22:06] to scents that set off memory capsules
[22:11] have happy moments in your life
[22:13] [Music]
[22:15] on their own
[22:17] each simple pleasure elevates your mood
[22:22] but when presented in multitudes
[22:25] in this opulent setting
[22:29] you feel a sense of euphoria
[22:32] [Music]
[22:34] an elegant chrome bar
[22:36] hosts an array of silver framed photos
[22:40] of the things you cherish in your
[22:42] current life
[22:43] [Music]
[22:45] beloved landscapes
[22:47] [Music]
[22:49] your favorite people
[22:51] and images
[22:53] enjoying your favorite activities
[22:57] you pick up each frame and reflect on
[23:00] the snapshots captured from your mind
[23:03] [Music]
[23:05] and as you look at each photo
[23:09] pathways in your brain light up
[23:13] like the golden wires of an edison light
[23:16] bulb
[23:18] that spreads feelings of joy
[23:24] music plays in the dining car
[23:27] a playlist that elevates your mood
[23:31] and captures the essence of who you are
[23:37] a server enters the car
[23:41] and sets a covered silver tray
[23:44] on a lush burgundy and gold tablecloth
[23:49] draped over a window side setting
[23:55] alden goes behind the bar
[23:58] to prepare a bubbly elixir
[24:02] made from vibrantly hued liquids
[24:05] that he mixes from the bottles
[24:12] you note that the bottles are labeled by
[24:15] ideas and themes
[24:18] rather than conventional flavors
[24:21] [Music]
[24:23] alden mixes a soft pink liquid labeled
[24:26] gratitude
[24:29] with a soothing seaside blue liquid
[24:32] labeled serenity
[24:36] and the third bottle of sunshine yellow
[24:39] liquid
[24:41] labeled hope
[24:44] he pours them into a champagne coo glass
[24:49] made of crystal
[24:52] the bubbling drink swirls
[24:55] and the colors inspire thoughts of a
[24:58] turquoise sea
[25:01] and pink sand beach
[25:04] awash in the golden yellow shimmering
[25:08] sunlight
[25:12] alden leads you to the dining table
[25:16] balancing a silvery antique tray
[25:20] with a colorful elixir above his
[25:22] shoulder
[25:26] you sit down in the glow of flickering
[25:29] tea light candles
[25:31] and crystal tulip shaped holders
[25:36] burgundy silk lampshades
[25:39] with soft black fringe
[25:43] decorate the wall sconces
[25:46] scattered on the mahogany walls
[25:50] the dining car is warm
[25:53] opulent
[25:55] and regal
[25:59] alden sits down the effervescent curious
[26:02] drink before you and says
[26:06] people often confuse hope to be for
[26:09] future projections
[26:10] [Music]
[26:12] but hope is for the present
[26:15] the only moment we have is now
[26:19] and by being hopeful in the now
[26:23] we set the tone for what will come
[26:26] hope is deeper than optimism
[26:29] it is a function of survival that helps
[26:32] us rise above it to thrive
[26:36] enjoy your meal my friend
[26:39] he removes the silver cover from the
[26:42] supper tray
[26:44] and leaves you to enjoy a late night
[26:47] supper
[26:49] as the train weaves through the
[26:51] mountains
[26:52] and the full moon peaks in the sky
[26:58] you sip the colorful drink
[27:02] and as it flows down your throat
[27:06] your body instantly becomes calm
[27:09] [Music]
[27:12] your heart feels warm
[27:15] full of dreamy hope
[27:18] in its purest form
[27:22] the hope
[27:24] of the innocent
[27:27] the hope of those who have struggled
[27:31] and rediscovered it at unexpected times
[27:36] the final notes on your palate cause
[27:39] your mouth to water
[27:41] with a perfect balance
[27:44] of sweet
[27:46] and bitter
[27:49] they flood you with sensations of
[27:52] gratitude
[27:53] [Music]
[27:56] you recognize how long the list would be
[28:00] if you were to make mention
[28:03] the grand details of everything in your
[28:07] present moment
[28:12] there is so
[28:13] much beauty to take in
[28:18] the handcrafted designs
[28:21] of the chairs
[28:23] and the bar
[28:24] [Music]
[28:26] the rich gold and black rug
[28:30] that feels plush beneath your tired feet
[28:36] the way the chair hugs your back
[28:41] the attention to detail in every photo
[28:45] on the bar
[28:48] every musical note
[28:50] in each song
[28:51] [Music]
[28:53] the aromas of the dining car
[28:55] [Music]
[28:57] and the meal before you
[29:00] inspire gratitude
[29:05] your favorite dishes and flavors are
[29:08] presented on the tray
[29:11] and you savor each bite
[29:14] with an appreciation
[29:16] for all the care put into this
[29:19] experience
[29:22] just for you
[29:24] you lean back into the velvet chair
[29:28] and peer out at the starry sky
[29:32] in this world within a world
[29:36] you are grateful
[29:38] for your gratitude
[29:41] your eyes become heavy
[29:44] as the train continues to rock you
[29:47] gently
[29:50] lulling you into
[29:52] a peaceful state
[29:56] alden returns to the dining car
[30:00] dressed in a modern uniform
[30:05] the fabric has a classy blue sheen to it
[30:10] and like the navy wool of his previous
[30:12] attire
[30:15] the buttons are pearly white
[30:19] are you ready for the sleeping car my
[30:21] friend
[30:23] you are more than ready
[30:26] and slowly rise to follow him through
[30:29] the gangway connector to the front of
[30:32] the train
[30:35] you feel as if you are floating through
[30:38] a waking dream
[30:40] he leads you down a narrow hallway
[30:44] with sapphire silk wallpaper
[30:48] that complements his uniform
[30:50] [Music]
[30:53] like an inquisitive child
[30:56] you cannot resist running your fingers
[30:59] across the lush walls
[31:02] the train car smells of fresh mountain
[31:06] air
[31:08] pumped in from the outdoors
[31:11] it is cool and the perfect temperature
[31:15] for sleep
[31:18] alden opens shiny black walnut doors
[31:23] that lead into a modern suite
[31:27] that is clean
[31:28] and decorated in your favorite colors
[31:33] the interior design is arranged to your
[31:36] personal preferences
[31:40] exactly the way you would want it to be
[31:44] if you had no limitations
[31:47] [Music]
[31:49] alden leaves you with one more bit of
[31:51] wisdom
[31:53] before he disappears for the night
[31:57] the future is yours to imagine
[32:00] and it begins now
[32:03] as you fall asleep and dream away
[32:06] you have the power to dream a way to
[32:09] live out your greatest desires
[32:13] sweet dreams my friend
[32:16] the door closes behind him
[32:20] and you feel safe
[32:22] and at home
[32:23] [Music]
[32:25] you walk towards a vanity with a magical
[32:29] looking glass
[32:32] you see your present self
[32:35] with sparkling eyes
[32:38] a glowing complexion
[32:41] and a radiant aura
[32:46] the mirror becomes like a movie screen
[32:51] and images play out like double
[32:54] exposures
[32:55] [Music]
[32:58] you see yourself at the moment
[33:02] layered over the future you desire
[33:08] you are in good health
[33:11] succeeding at the things you most enjoy
[33:17] surrounded by love
[33:21] overflowing with gratitude
[33:25] and stronger from all the lessons
[33:29] that have come your way
[33:31] [Music]
[33:34] you recognize this version of yourself
[33:39] the best version of you to come
[33:43] [Music]
[33:45] and that version is within reach
[33:49] [Music]
[33:51] you can feel it
[33:53] [Music]
[33:54] like the last jagged piece of a puzzle
[33:59] perfectly fitting
[34:02] into the remaining open spot
[34:07] you see the bigger picture
[34:10] and all the stops along the way
[34:15] make sense
[34:18] you change into the softest cotton
[34:21] pajamas you have ever worn
[34:26] they are light and airy on your skin
[34:30] [Music]
[34:31] you walk towards the sleeping quarters
[34:35] to a queen-sized plush bed
[34:39] with a satin upholstered headboard
[34:45] you peel back the heavy cotton comforter
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[34:50] and glide across the sateen sheens
[34:56] your head sinks into the downy pillows
[35:01] that contour perfectly around your neck
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[35:07] with a whiff of the freshly laundered
[35:10] bedding
[35:13] your mind wanders to thoughts of rolling
[35:16] meadows of wildflowers in spring
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[35:23] cast in the moonlight
[35:26] you look out the bedside picture window
[35:32] as the train continues onward
[35:35] into the night
[35:38] the majestic stars
[35:42] and wisps of swirling clouds
[35:46] remind you of van gogh's starry night
[35:51] and it is no wonder
[35:54] he believed the night is more alive
[35:58] and richly colored
[36:00] than the day
[36:03] the train rocks you softly back
[36:07] and forth
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[36:11] the vibrations soothe you
[36:14] and your muscles relax
[36:17] as you sink
[36:19] deeper into the bed
[36:24] you close your eyes
[36:26] and reflect on the power you have
[36:30] as you cross over the bridge
[36:34] to your sleeping life
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[36:38] full of gratitude
[36:41] serenity
[36:44] and hope
[36:48] for the future is yours
[36:52] and you are the architect
[36:54] of the dreams to come
[36:58] and the day to follow
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[37:03] each breath
[37:06] every beat of your heart
[37:10] is another opportunity
[37:15] to step closer
[37:17] and closer
[37:19] to the life you imagine
[37:24] and all the healed past selves
[37:29] and your present self
[37:32] and all the selves you will become
[37:38] exist in this sleeping car
[37:41] in harmony
[37:44] as you align with your highest self
[37:49] and feel at peace
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[37:55] the soundtrack of the train lulls you
[37:58] deeper
[37:59] and deeper down
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[38:03] until you can no longer resist the lure
[38:08] of sleep
[38:12] and you cross through the tunnel
[38:16] to the dreams that await
[38:20] finding bliss
[38:24] finding peace
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[38:27] finding
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[38:31] sleep it's time to dream away
[38:37] good night
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