This teaching from Joseph Goldstein's Satipatthana Sutta series examines aversion—one of the deepest mental habits in Buddhist psychology—as a root cause of suffering. Through mindfulness practice, we learn to notice aversion in its gross and subtle forms, investigate the emotions hiding beneath it (particularly fear and hatred), understand why we personalize impersonal situations, and gradually weaken these tendencies through clear seeing and the cultivation of loving-kindness. The practice moves beyond mere recognition to responsibility: taking ownership of our aversions rather than blaming external circumstances.
What Is Aversion and How Does It Hide?
Aversion, in Buddhist psychology, is one of the three fundamental mental roots that perpetuate suffering—alongside greed and delusion. Unlike desire, which pulls us toward objects and experiences, aversion pushes us away. It manifests as resistance, rejection, discomfort, and the wish for something unpleasant to disappear. Yet aversion operates on many levels. We notice it in obvious moments: anger at an insult, irritation at a delay, disgust at something unpleasant. But Goldstein emphasizes that these surface expressions root themselves in deeper, latent tendencies.
The shadow side of the mind—what we don't usually see—contains underground layers of aversion. Mild forms of resistance, subtle recoiling, quiet judgments, and barely perceptible tension all belong to this hidden terrain. When we ignore these quieter expressions, they remain as latent tendencies in the mind, ready to activate when triggered. This is why illuminating the shadow becomes essential: we cannot work with what we don't see.
Interestingly, aversion lives even in language itself. The words we choose, the way we frame situations, contain both desire and aversion. Noticing this linguistic dimension reveals how thoroughly aversion permeates our experience before we consciously recognize it as an emotional reaction.
Hatred as an Underground Force
Beneath many forms of aversion lies hatred—a powerful force the Buddha identified as one of the most destructive mental states. Hatred is not always obvious rage; it can appear as resentment, bitterness, ill-will, or the persistent wish for harm to come to someone or something. The Buddha's teaching specifically addresses nine thoughts that can stir up malice according to traditional commentary. Understanding these thought patterns helps practitioners recognize when they are cultivating hatred, often without noticing.
Goldstein's approach treats hatred not as a moral failure but as a mental state to be investigated with clarity and compassion. When we recognize hatred arising, the instruction is not to suppress it or feel shame, but to look at it directly. What triggers this hatred? What am I believing about the situation? What am I taking personally that is actually impersonal? These investigative questions activate the mind's wisdom.
Why We Personalize What Is Impersonal
A key insight Goldstein explores is our tendency to personalize situations that are fundamentally impersonal. When someone is rude, we feel it as directed at us personally, triggering aversion and sometimes hatred. Yet that person's rudeness arises from their own conditioning, pain, and mental habits—not because of who we are. Similarly, physical pain, aging, and loss affect all beings; they are not personally targeting us, yet we often react as if they are.
This personalization is itself a form of delusion, a distortion of how things actually are. The Buddha's teaching invites us to see events more clearly: they arise from causes and conditions that have nothing to do with our personal worth or identity. This doesn't mean becoming indifferent or passive. Rather, it means responding from understanding rather than from the reactive impulse to defend a self that feels threatened.
Aversion Rising with Physical and Emotional Pain
Aversion becomes particularly acute when we encounter pain—both physical and emotional. The natural reaction is to push pain away, to wish it were different, to resist its presence. Yet in resisting pain, we often create additional suffering. The Satipatthana Sutta teaches mindful observation of pain in the body and in the realm of feeling-tone (vedana), which helps us distinguish between the pain itself and the aversion layered on top of it.
Through this practice, practitioners learn that pain and aversion are separate phenomena. You can experience physical sensation without adding the mental reaction of pushing it away. You can feel emotional difficulty without the compounding resistance that makes suffering worse. This distinction opens space for a different relationship to difficulty.
The Practice of Mindful Investigation
The core practice Goldstein teaches is mindfulness—not as relaxation or positive thinking, but as clear, non-judgmental observation of what is actually present. When aversion arises, the instruction is simple: notice it. Name it. Investigate it. What does aversion feel like in the body? What thoughts accompany it? What emotions hide underneath?
This investigation requires arousing the investigative aspect of the mind—a quality of curiosity and keen attention. Rather than being swept along by the aversive reaction, you step back slightly and examine it. You ask: What purpose does this aversion serve? Is it protecting me? Is it helping? Does it actually create the results I want? Often, honest inquiry reveals that our aversions don't serve us well; they simply perpetuate old patterns.
The mindfulness practice taught in the Satipatthana Sutta includes observing mental states as they arise and pass away. You learn that aversion is not permanent, not solid, not who you are—it is a transient phenomenon with causes and conditions. This understanding gradually weakens its hold.
Opening to Aversion as a Mind-State
A crucial shift in practice occurs when you stop struggling against aversion and simply open to it as a noted mind-state. Instead of "I am angry" (identifying with the emotion), the practice invites: "Anger is present." This subtle difference creates psychological space. Aversion becomes an observable phenomenon rather than your identity or an enemy to defeat.
From this opened, observant stance, you can study aversion with interest rather than judgment. You notice when it hardens, when it intensifies, when it releases. You see the chain of thought that feeds it. You recognize habitual patterns. This knowledge itself begins to loosen the tendency's grip on the mind.
Taking Responsibility for Our Aversions
An important teaching Goldstein emphasizes is that we must take responsibility for our aversions rather than blaming external circumstances. While it's true that external events trigger reactions, the aversion itself—how strongly we hold it, how we express it, whether we feed it with further thoughts—is within our domain. This is empowering: we are not helpless victims of our emotions.
Responsibility here does not mean guilt or self-blame. It means recognizing that the work of transformation happens within our own mind and choices. We cannot control whether aversion arises (it will arise in conditioned minds), but we can control what we do with it when it appears.
Weakening and Uprooting Deep Tendencies
The goal of Buddhist practice is not merely to notice aversion but to gradually weaken and uproot it. This happens through repeated clear seeing. Each time you observe aversion without being overwhelmed by it, without acting it out unskillfully, you weaken its neural and psychological pathways. Over time, the deepest tendencies—the latent layers—begin to dissolve.
This is a gradual process. The Buddha taught that mindfulness and clear understanding, applied consistently, gradually weaken the roots of suffering. Small shifts in how we meet aversion accumulate into significant transformation.
Loving-Kindness as the Antidote
While investigation and clear seeing are essential, Goldstein also teaches the development of loving-kindness (metta) as a complementary practice. Loving-kindness is the deliberate cultivation of goodwill toward all beings, including ourselves and those toward whom we feel aversion. This practice doesn't deny aversion's presence; rather, it opens the heart beyond aversion's narrow contraction.
As loving-kindness develops, it naturally undermines aversion's hold. You begin to wish well even to those who trigger your aversion. You extend compassion to yourself when aversion arises, rather than adding shame. Over time, the mind becomes less prone to malice and more inclined toward warmth and acceptance.
Where to Go from Here
This teaching is part of Goldstein's 48-part series on the Satipatthana Sutta, one of Buddhism's most foundational texts. If you're interested in deepening this work, reviewing the earlier episodes in the series will provide comprehensive grounding in the four foundations of mindfulness. Consistent meditation practice—observing your own aversions as they arise in daily life—is the true teacher. Notice when aversion appears, investigate with curiosity, practice taking responsibility, and gradually cultivate loving-kindness. The instruction to "illuminate the shadow side of our mind" is not academic; it is an invitation to freedom.
