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Synchronicities, Mobius Time and the Universe's Hidden Code

Sahara Rose
Sahara Rose
May 20, 2025
9 min de leitura
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A car ahead with a license plate that catches your eye. A song whose exact lyric lands like an answer. An old text thread that surfaces just as you were wondering about the same thing. In a 68-minute episode of the Highest Self podcast, host Sahara Rose and guest Robert Grant take those everyday jolts seriously as a language, one they argue runs from the self behind the veil, through stored emotion, and into numbers. Along the way they propose that time behaves like a twisted strip rather than a straight line, that past and future lives are folded into DNA, and that the spiritual path runs directly through the ego's least flattering traits. It is part mysticism, part cosmology, and it rewards slow reading.

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What are synchronicities, and who is actually sending them?

Rose opens the conversation by framing synchronicities as the channel through which a person reaches their higher self, and she describes her own experience of them as a running commentary on where she is headed.

"Whenever I'm on path to something, I am seeing angel numbers, hearing songs, telling me the exact lyrics that I need to hear, even like having thoughts of random things, random words, and I'll like look it up in my phone and find like an old conversation with someone that was exactly what I needed to see."

Sahara Rose, Highest Self podcast (2:16)

Grant's answer to the question of who is sending these signs is the more radical part. He does not picture the universe as a separate force dispensing messages. "I don't tend to believe that the universe is separate from each of us," he says. "I believe that it it is us." In his telling, the messages come from "the part of you that's behind the veil," which he describes as the subconscious or unconscious mind, the "you inverse."

That reframing turns the synchronicity from a lucky break into a kind of mirror. Grant's claim is that emotions stored within us, both the ones we are aware of and the ones we are not, get projected into the outer world and magnified there, so that what we are carrying shows up as what we see.

"It's all just what's being reflected in our outer world related to our emotions. Those emotions that we have that are stored within us that we're aware of as well as the emotions we're not even aware of, and it all just gets magnified in this outer world as a reflection back to us."

Robert Grant, Highest Self podcast (4:28)

Why do numbers keep showing up in the middle of it?

The numerical side of the argument is where the conversation becomes most specific. Grant says the "source code" of all this is numerical, comparing it to computer code, and that is why the signals so often arrive as numbers. The practical rule he offers is simple: when a sign appears, the thing you were just thinking about or feeling is the thing to attend to. He describes the bodily tell that often accompanies it, the chill that runs up the back and along the arms, as the moment you sense "there's something more to this."

Grant also makes a claim about timing. The synchronicities, he suggests, may be happening all around us constantly, and the question is when we begin to notice them. His answer is that they become visible when you are on the right path, and at that point "they find us." Looked at this way, the sense that events were arranged in advance is not a belief to adopt but a conclusion he says people reach once the pattern becomes visible. "You realize that everything was already planned far far far in advance," Grant says, "and what you thought was destiny is really just the free will of your higher self."

Is time a Möbius strip, and do our past lives live in our DNA?

This is the part of the episode that most rewards careful attention, because Grant builds his model of time from a physical object most people have held. He asks listeners to remember the paper bracelets made in elementary school around Halloween. A strip given a single twist makes a loop with one twist in it. Give it a half turn more, to 540 degrees rather than 360, and you get a Möbius strip, a surface that has only one side.

His analogy is a racetrack. On a normal loop you drive along one side of the paper. On the twisted version, you end up on both sides, and the distinction between them stops holding. He offers that as a picture of time, and then ties it to DNA: "Think about DNA how it twists right and how it's this double helix structure." From there he arrives at the claim that "all of our past lives and all of our future lives are embedded right within our DNA," which Rose states in the episode's introduction and which Grant develops in the body of the conversation.

"What we consider as time is really just the limitation that we have on our perception. I believe that we are dimensionally limited avatars, dimensionally limited purposefully into this fourth-dimensional space, which is the third dimension of depth and the fourth dimension of time."

Robert Grant, Highest Self podcast (7:50)

It is worth being clear about the status of these ideas. Grant presents them as personal beliefs and metaphysical models, not as findings of laboratory science, and the episode frames them that way. The Möbius image is useful mainly as a way to loosen the assumption that time must run in one direction, a move that many contemplative traditions have also made.

Does the future shape the past?

Rose pushes the time model to its most provocative point. She accepts without difficulty that the past and present can shape the future, and then reverses the arrow. "But does that also mean the future and the present also determine the past?" she asks. Grant's answer, as Rose presents it, is yes, and she calls it juicy, which is an apt word for a claim that is intellectually slippery and emotionally charged at once.

The breadcrumb image she uses is the thread that holds the discussion together. If what we experience as destiny is really a future version of ourselves leaving signs along the way, then synchronicity is not only a reflection of the past but a message from ahead. That is a compelling frame for anyone who has felt pulled toward something before they could explain why, and it is also a frame that can slide into fatalism if it is not held loosely. The episode does not resolve that tension, and it does not need to in order to be useful.

How do you learn your own type of intuition?

About sixteen minutes in, the conversation turns from cosmology toward method. The question on the table is how a person identifies their own unique type of intuition, and numerology enters as one of the lenses for doing that. The exchange is more exploratory than prescriptive, and the excerpt available for this piece does not allow a full account of the framework, so the practical takeaway is best read as an invitation to pay attention to which kinds of signal you already respond to most strongly.

Sahara Rose, Highest Self podcast (16:43)

Can narcissism be part of the awakening path?

The episode's most provocative promise, listed in its own summary, is that narcissism is part of the ascension journey. Rose raises the question with some humor early on, asking whether she is going to make Grant a spiritual narcissist after his first appearance became the show's most downloaded episode. Grant says he has new material on the subject, drawn from what he has been learning in his own experience.

The thread that connects this to authenticity, which the episode also names as a path to awakening, is judgment. The central move is to stop treating the less flattering parts of yourself as enemies. The conversation's approach is to integrate and accept the traits you would rather disown, and to notice how much of your energy goes into judging them.

"When you stop judging is when you no longer judge things."

Sahara Rose, Highest Self podcast (61:21)

This is less a permission slip than a demand for honesty, and it echoes the broader claim that the traits we resist in others and in ourselves are the material the work is made of.

What is the sacred math of pi doing in all this?

The episode description promises a segment on suffering and divinity arriving at wholeness through the "sacred math" of pi. The transcript excerpt available for this article touches on the idea that the two quantities, suffering and divinity, come together to equal pi, with a reference to degrees, but it does not carry the full derivation. Rather than reconstruct an argument the material does not provide, this piece leaves the mathematics for the listener to hear in the full conversation, where Grant can explain it in his own words.

Where to go from here

The most useful way to approach this conversation is as a set of practices and questions rather than a set of settled claims. Start by watching or listening to the full episode, paying attention to the timestamps that carry the most weight: the synchronicity explanation early on, the Möbius model around the seven-minute mark, and the judgment discussion near the hour point. Grant's framing of synchronicity as emotion reflected outward gives you a concrete test to run in daily life, asking what you were feeling when a sign appeared. The episode closes with a guided meditation, which Rose introduces as a practice in its own right, so the conversation ends where it began, with attention turned inward.

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[0:00] The way that you can communicate with

[0:02] your higher self is through

[0:03] synchronicities. Synchronicities are

[0:05] everywhere. I feel like whenever I'm on

[0:08] path to something, I am seeing angel

[0:10] numbers, hearing songs, telling me the

[0:12] exact lyrics that I need to hear. Your

[0:14] higher self is basically telling you,

[0:16] pay attention. The source code of all of

[0:18] this is like computer code and it's

[0:20] numerical. You realize that everything

[0:22] was already planned far far far in

[0:25] advance. And what you thought was

[0:27] destiny is really just is this a future

[0:29] version of ourselves giving us little

[0:31] breadcrumbs along the way? All of our

[0:34] past lives and all of our future lives

[0:36] are embedded right within our DNA. I

[0:38] actually did a podcast with Robert Grant

[0:40] that came out about 2 years ago now and

[0:42] it ended up being the number one podcast

[0:45] ever. He is an Egyptologist, a wizard, a

[0:49] mathematician. Merges together

[0:52] spirituality with science. We have no

[0:55] problem to understand that the past and

[0:56] the present can determine the future.

[0:58] But does that also means the future and

[1:00] the present also determine the past?

[1:02] Yes. This is juicy. Does there ever come

[1:05] a place that we have nothing we're

[1:06] afraid of and can live in a state of

[1:08] bliss? I think the way that you can live

[1:10] in a perfect state of bliss is by just

[1:12] flows to let go. Just flows to let go.

[1:16] I'm the one I've been waiting for. Just

[1:19] flow to let go. Just flow soon to let

[1:23] go. The trust flows soon to let go. I'm

[1:26] the one I've been waiting for.

[1:30] Welcome back to the Highest Self

[1:32] podcast. My name is Sahara Rose and on

[1:33] this podcast I love to talk about

[1:35] spirituality but make it modern, fun,

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[2:08] on all future episodes. Now, let's get

[2:10] into this one. So, synchronicities are

[2:14] everywhere. I feel like whenever I'm on

[2:16] path to something, I am seeing angel

[2:19] numbers, hearing songs telling me the

[2:21] exact lyrics that I need to hear, even

[2:24] like having thoughts of random things,

[2:25] random words, and I'll like look it up

[2:27] in my phone and find like an old

[2:28] conversation with someone that was

[2:30] exactly what I needed to see. It is

[2:32] crazy the science of synchronicities.

[2:34] And I actually did a podcast all about

[2:36] that with the guest you're going to hear

[2:37] from today that came out about 2 years

[2:40] ago now. and it ended up being the

[2:42] number one podcast ever in our eight

[2:45] years here on Highest Self podcast. So,

[2:48] I want to introduce our guest today,

[2:49] Robert Grant. You might know him from

[2:52] Gaia TV's show Codeex. He is an

[2:55] Egyptologist, a wizard, a mathematician,

[2:59] just like someone who truly merges

[3:01] together spirituality with science, math

[3:05] and music. And I mean, over

[3:09] 700,000 downloads on his last episode. I

[3:12] don't even know where the conversation

[3:13] is going to go today. So, without

[3:14] further ado, welcome back, Robert Grant.

[3:16] Number one ever. You know, I'm totally

[3:19] shocked. Um, I mean, so you've had some

[3:21] pretty amazing people on. I mean, you've

[3:22] had like Deepo, Sod Guru, everyone.

[3:25] Yeah, you've had everyone. You've had

[3:27] everyone like literally Teal as well, I

[3:29] think. Yeah, you've had like amazing

[3:31] people on Don Miguel Ruiz. Yeah. But

[3:34] you're number one. Am I Am I boosting

[3:35] your ego though? Is

[3:36] this You know what? Am I going to make

[3:38] you a spiritual narcissist?

[3:41] We did talk about that last time, didn't

[3:43] we? You know, actually, I've got some

[3:44] new material for you on that, too, that

[3:46] I've just been learning and experiencing

[3:48] through myself and but we could get into

[3:51] that part of the discussion if you like.

[3:53] We'll see where the synchronicities

[3:54] guide us. So, for people who did not

[3:56] watch that first episode or want a

[3:58] little recap, what are synchronicities

[4:00] and who is sending them to us? Well, the

[4:03] good news is they're basically from you.

[4:05] It's just the other side, the part of

[4:07] you that's behind the veil. You know,

[4:09] you could call it your subconscious or

[4:11] your unconscious mind. And it's the you

[4:14] inverse. I don't tend to believe that

[4:16] the universe is separate from each of

[4:18] us. I believe that it it is us. And in

[4:21] fact, it's just what's being reflected

[4:23] in our outer world related to our

[4:25] emotions. those emotions that we have

[4:28] that are stored within us that we're

[4:30] aware of as well as the emotions we're

[4:32] not even aware of and it all just gets

[4:34] magnified in this outer world as a

[4:35] reflection back to us. And so when we

[4:38] see synchronicities and and the source

[4:40] code of all of this is like computer

[4:42] code, it's very similar and it's

[4:45] numerical. And so as a result, the way

[4:47] that you can communicate with that other

[4:49] aspect of you, your higher self as it

[4:51] were, is through synchronicities. So the

[4:54] synchronicities show up and then you're

[4:55] like, "Okay." And I'll know very often

[4:58] if all of a sudden, you know, I'm

[5:00] driving down the street and I see a car

[5:02] in front of me that's got a license

[5:03] plate that says alpha

[5:06] omega73, right? Which I actually will

[5:08] see that it will have a o or axo 73. And

[5:12] I'll be like, hm. And whatever I'm

[5:14] talking about at that moment is

[5:15] something that I need to pay extra

[5:17] attention to. or whatever emotion I'm

[5:20] feeling at that moment is what I need to

[5:22] pay extra attention to. It's kind of

[5:24] like whenever you get um I'm sure you

[5:26] probably experienced this, one of those

[5:28] sort of extra sensory perception things

[5:29] where you'll get like chills up your

[5:30] back and along your arms and everything.

[5:32] You're like, "Oo, and you just and you

[5:34] just know that wait, there's something

[5:37] more to this." And your higher self is

[5:39] basically telling you, pay attention.

[5:42] This is for you. And those

[5:45] synchronicities could literally be

[5:46] happening all around us and we're just

[5:48] simply not aware of it. But I tend to

[5:51] believe that at the right time for us to

[5:54] find those synchronicities is when we

[5:56] start finding them and they find us. And

[5:58] that's when you start knowing that

[5:59] you're really on the right divine path

[6:01] for your life and for everything

[6:03] happening in your life. And you realize

[6:05] that everything was already planned far

[6:08] far far in advance. And what you thought

[6:11] was destiny is really just the free will

[6:14] of your higher self. So this highest

[6:17] self that we're speaking about, I'm

[6:18] curious in your perspective, is this a

[6:20] future version of ourselves that like

[6:22] knows the ultimate timeline and is

[6:24] giving us little breadcrumbs along the

[6:26] way? You know, I tend to think that time

[6:30] is like a Taurus or a moia strip that

[6:34] are you familiar with what a moia strip

[6:35] is? So, do you remember when you were in

[6:37] like elementary school and they would

[6:38] like make these around Halloween time

[6:40] usually like take a strip of that kind

[6:42] of colored paper and then they'd make a

[6:44] bracelet around your arm with it, right?

[6:47] Well, if you twist the paper, right,

[6:50] you'll have a twist right in the middle

[6:51] of the bracelet. But if you twist it

[6:53] another half turn, so you end up

[6:55] twisting it, you know, not

[6:58] 360°, but actually 540°. So, you twist

[7:01] it all the way 540°. Then what you end

[7:04] up with is a mobius where it becomes

[7:06] like a imagine a racetrack where you

[7:08] drive on one side of the paper but

[7:11] because it's twisted you end up on both

[7:13] sides of the

[7:14] paper right I believe that's what time

[7:17] and DNA actually is. So think about DNA

[7:20] how it twists right and how it's this

[7:23] double helix structure. Well all of our

[7:26] past lives and all of our future lives

[7:29] are embedded right within our DNA.

[7:32] It's literally accessible to us. So what

[7:34] we consider as time is really just the

[7:38] limitation that we have on our

[7:39] perception. I believe right I believe

[7:41] that we are dimensionally limited

[7:43] avatars dimensionally limited

[7:45] purposefully into this fourthdimensional

[7:47] space which is the third dimension of

[7:50] depth and the fourth dimension of time

[7:52] which is measured you know through we

[7:53] look at it as motion but we measure it

[7:56] through time. So what we consider then

[7:59] our past and our future is just another

[8:01] form of

[8:02] duality that we are persistently

[8:06] perceiving because we're only seeing

[8:07] time going one direction. We don't

[8:08] understand that the paper twists and

[8:11] that it goes both directions. So in this

[8:13] context if we think of time as a Taurus

[8:16] in fact scientists often would say this

[8:18] that if you shot a photon right and

[8:20] photons don't actually travel but that's

[8:22] another discussion but let's say you

[8:24] shined a light to the edge of the

[8:26] universe ostensibly what should happen

[8:28] because the universe is shaped in a

[8:29] tooidal shape it should boomerang

[8:32] eventually back to you right it may take

[8:34] a super super long time to come back to

[8:36] you but eventually because it's shaped

[8:39] like that it should come back to you

[8:41] well Who's to say that time isn't the

[8:44] same? That what we consider our distant

[8:46] past is simultaneously also our distant

[8:50] future. And in a matrix of mind, it can

[8:53] only be that. Because we have no problem

[8:57] to understand that the past and the

[8:58] present can determine the future. But

[9:00] when we start to think about it from the

[9:03] context of okay well the past and the

[9:06] present determine the future. Yes. But

[9:08] does that also mean somehow are you

[9:09] saying Robert that the future and the

[9:11] present also determine the past? And

[9:13] yes, and I'm going to give you concrete

[9:15] examples of what I mean by that. This is

[9:18] juicy. Right? So when you've probably

[9:21] had something that's been terrible

[9:22] that's happened in your life, right?

[9:24] Where you've gone through a bout of

[9:26] sadness or maybe even depression or

[9:28] something. I've told you about it,

[9:29] Robert. And I know about it. I know

[9:31] about it. I'm just I'm not leading the

[9:32] witness here. But you've probably looked

[9:35] back on that at certain points in time

[9:37] and said, "Wo, that was like the hardest

[9:39] moment of my life." But then with the

[9:42] benefit of some more time, it doesn't

[9:44] quite seem as bad as it was. And

[9:48] probably at a certain stage, you're

[9:49] going to be like, "Wow, I dodged a

[9:52] bullet." Right? And then you might even

[9:55] get to the point where you eventually

[9:56] look back on it and say, "That was the

[9:59] best thing that ever happened to me."

[10:01] Period.

[10:03] Right? Right? Are you at that stage now?

[10:04] Oh my god. So grateful. Right. So

[10:06] grateful that it happened. Right. So

[10:09] what really changed here? Did history

[10:11] change? Well, for you it did change

[10:14] because you went from saying there was a

[10:16] worst thing when we first talked about

[10:17] it 2 years ago. It was like fresh. It

[10:20] was fresh and painful for you. And then

[10:22] when we met with Teal, you brought it up

[10:24] to Teal as well. And it was still so,

[10:27] you know, it was bubbling under the

[10:29] surface kind of thing. But then, you

[10:32] know, the next time I saw you and I

[10:34] could tell each time you're lighter,

[10:37] lighter and lighter, and it's not

[10:39] weighing heavily on you as much anymore.

[10:41] And so what happened was you made a an

[10:44] interpolation. You made an assessment

[10:47] based on your perception of what that

[10:49] moment in time represented to you. And

[10:52] that was the worst thing that ever

[10:53] happened to you. You know, going through

[10:54] a divorce and all that is tough. But

[10:57] then later on with the benefit of time

[11:00] you make a new assessment and say that

[11:02] was the best thing that ever happened to

[11:03] me. Thank goodness that happened. I'd be

[11:05] in a loveless mar you know whatever go

[11:07] down a whole litany of things. And yet

[11:11] the historical reference what actually

[11:12] happened to

[11:14] you didn't

[11:17] change. But in life you know what

[11:20] happens to us is not what actually

[11:22] happens to us. It's what we believe

[11:23] happened to us. And so we make an

[11:25] interpolation. we we make an

[11:27] interpretation of what happens to us

[11:28] these events that occur and everyone's

[11:30] going to have a subjective reference

[11:32] because everyone has their own you know

[11:35] what we what I would call some sort of

[11:37] you know conditioning bias whatever that

[11:39] conditioning bias is will determine how

[11:41] you will react to this type of

[11:44] situation as such history changed for

[11:47] you because what was really the

[11:49] history was the

[11:51] emotions that you felt ascribed to that

[11:55] moment in time and those emotions each

[11:58] one of us are acting like blockchain

[12:01] validators and validating that emotional

[12:04] state. That's what the aosic is. The

[12:06] aosic record is basically everyone's

[12:09] different emotional states for what they

[12:11] believe happened to them. And as those

[12:14] emotional states get collected, you can

[12:16] actually change history by changing how

[12:20] you perceive what happened. And then

[12:22] history altogether

[12:25] changes. So the past determines the

[12:28] future. But the future in that context

[12:30] determines the past because now your

[12:32] past and your emotional state is now no

[12:35] longer this

[12:36] sullenheavy you know very sobering

[12:39] discussion. It's now one of freedom and

[12:42] emancipation. History changed. And

[12:44] collectively that's what's happening

[12:46] now. Imagine that we had certain periods

[12:48] in time in our history of a 24,000year

[12:51] cycle, right? And we had certain periods

[12:53] of time in our history that you know are

[12:56] like the yugas, the yuga cycles that

[12:58] would say, okay, this is a satya yuga

[13:00] and satya just means truth, right? So

[13:03] that's the period that you know the

[13:05] truth. And then you've got the kaliuga

[13:08] and that's a period where it's like

[13:10] destruction and hardcore, right? Kalima

[13:12] and all of the stuff that we ascribe

[13:14] that would be negative associated with

[13:15] that. All that's happening is we're

[13:18] going through these cycles of higher

[13:20] consciousness and access to higher

[13:22] dimension. The notion that time goes

[13:25] both directions and then we have moments

[13:26] in time where we forget all of that

[13:29] because that's the game we wanted to

[13:32] play. It would be no fun for us to play

[13:35] a game where I'm omnisient, omnipotent,

[13:38] and omnipresent and you are too. That's

[13:41] no fun. We wanted to play chess. I'd

[13:44] know the moves you're going to make

[13:44] before you make them. You know the moves

[13:46] I'm going to make before I make them.

[13:47] There's no fun in that game. Instead, if

[13:50] you think about like the best part of

[13:51] superhero movies, the best part is when

[13:53] they start figuring out that they have

[13:55] superpowers. And when they realize that

[13:57] they have these superpowers, then you're

[13:58] like on this journey of discovering what

[14:00] other powers do they have? You know,

[14:02] Spider-Man can climb walls, but what

[14:03] else can you do? Can he shoot a

[14:04] spiderweb out or something? That's what

[14:07] we're going through right now. We're

[14:10] starting to realize that there are

[14:11] things that are embedded with our own

[14:12] within our own DNA that are unrealized

[14:16] potentialities within each of us. We're

[14:18] starting to realize that there's even

[14:20] Earth has a 5D and possibly even a

[14:22] sixthdimensional history that we're

[14:24] unable to perceive because it's in the

[14:26] fifth and sixth dimension. Is that what

[14:28] Atlantis and Lamuria actually are?

[14:31] They're hidden from our vision and in

[14:34] they're no longer in our history because

[14:36] they were in higher dimension. And as we

[14:38] raise our consciousness and go to higher

[14:39] dimension, then all of a sudden we start

[14:41] finding all these remnants of this lost

[14:44] civilization. You follow what I'm

[14:46] saying? We are dimensionally limited

[14:49] avatars. And we're here to learn through

[14:52] emotional states in this game that we

[14:54] call life. That is a spiritual life

[14:57] simulation game. And that simulation

[14:59] game is meant for us to uplevel our

[15:03] consciousness and remember and find all

[15:05] these abilities within ourselves because

[15:07] that's the most fun part of the game.

[15:09] But without the contrast, without the

[15:11] negativity, without the darkness,

[15:12] without all the challenge, without the

[15:13] divorces, without all the stuff that

[15:14] happens in our lives, we wouldn't it

[15:17] wouldn't have the same

[15:20] weightiness because a fundamental

[15:22] principle of a successful spiritual life

[15:25] simulation game would be materiality and

[15:29] objectivity. That becomes the basis of

[15:32] the whole thing. It's like, okay, so we

[15:34] have to believe in materiality and

[15:35] objectivity. Well, as we start to ascend

[15:38] in our consciousness, we realize

[15:39] actually that the world is a lot less

[15:41] material and objective and then we start

[15:44] realizing actually it's mental and

[15:47] subjective and what I thought were facts

[15:49] were merely facets of a larger truth

[15:51] that I just didn't have access to. So,

[15:54] every day I'm unlearning what I've

[15:57] learned. This informs our history,

[15:59] informs our present, informs our future.

[16:02] And if you want to change the world,

[16:03] change how you perceive the world. So,

[16:05] you may have noticed from listening to

[16:07] this podcast, talking to your friends,

[16:08] getting to know different people that

[16:10] there are many different types of

[16:11] spirituality out there and even zooming

[16:14] into intuition that we all connect to

[16:16] our intuition in different ways. So,

[16:18] some people are like, I saw this vision

[16:20] of something and it came right through.

[16:21] And other people are like, I just knew

[16:23] it. Like, I had a firm knowing that this

[16:26] was the truth. And someone else might

[16:28] say, I heard something in my ear.

[16:29] Something whispered to me or I received

[16:32] a download. And someone else might be

[16:34] saying, "I had this gut feeling in my

[16:35] stomach." And you might be like, "I

[16:37] don't know. I've had experiences with

[16:38] all of these. Which one is mine?" So,

[16:41] this was a really big question I had.

[16:43] What is my unique type of intuition? And

[16:45] that's why I've put together a free quiz

[16:47] that you can take in just 90 seconds to

[16:49] understand your unique type of

[16:51] intuition. So, are you clair cognizant,

[16:53] the person who just knows? Are you clar

[16:55] sentient, the person who feels things

[16:57] sematically in your body? Are you

[16:59] clairvoyant, the person that sees

[17:00] visions, dreams? or are you clear

[17:03] audience the person that hears things

[17:04] and then how can you actually integrate

[17:07] this into your life? How can you begin

[17:09] to trust your intuition? How can you

[17:12] begin to have a better relationship with

[17:14] your intuition so you know the

[17:16] difference between the voice of your

[17:18] intuition and the voice of your fear?

[17:21] Because that's the big eternal question.

[17:22] How do I know if this is really my gut

[17:25] guidance or if it's just me being afraid

[17:27] or caring conditioning? And that's what

[17:29] we further dive into in our programs at

[17:31] the Highest Self Institute. So, let's

[17:33] get started with understanding your type

[17:35] of intuition. Then, I'll be guiding you

[17:36] on how you can actually even create a

[17:39] career using your intuition first and

[17:41] foremost. So, head over to the show

[17:43] notes to take my free quiz, discover

[17:45] your unique type of intuition. My top

[17:47] two are Claire Cognizant and Clare

[17:49] Audient, I would say. So, I'm curious

[17:51] what yours are, and I'm so excited to

[17:53] support you on the other side.

[17:56] Do you believe that our souls chose

[17:58] these obstacles prior to incarnation

[18:00] that we came in with a soul blueprint

[18:02] you know with certain soul contracts

[18:04] with people or do you feel it is

[18:07] something that we are choosing and

[18:10] creating? I believe it chose it all. Do

[18:12] you believe it was a prior to

[18:14] incarnation like a destined you're going

[18:17] to go through this health challenge this

[18:18] divorce this that or is it I'm here to

[18:21] learn liberation and then situations

[18:23] just show up. I believe that that we

[18:25] chose like every detail is chosen and

[18:29] not before but in the now there's in

[18:33] that place there is no time there's no

[18:35] past and there's no future there's just

[18:37] all now and what we're it's almost like

[18:40] the movie is already written for us

[18:42] we're just given the benefit of seeing

[18:44] it play one way but is the movie written

[18:47] with the specific obstacle or also is

[18:51] there a theme to each person's life yes

[18:53] and You can find it all in your

[18:56] astrology. You can find it all in your

[18:58] numerology. If you dig deeper, you can

[19:00] find it in your human design. If you dig

[19:02] deeper still, you can find it in your

[19:03] gene keys. Right? And and if you dig

[19:05] deeper still, you can even find it in

[19:08] mythology. And what you'll find is that

[19:10] all of these archetypes of challenge

[19:13] that you face are all predetermined in

[19:16] our context of what's pre. But again,

[19:19] it's you that's chosen it all because

[19:22] all that's happened is you're in an

[19:23] avatar right now. Call it a meatsuit.

[19:25] And the meatsuit is not able to access

[19:29] the higher self except for through

[19:31] synchronicities, except for through

[19:33] those moments of samadei except for

[19:36] through the still point that you find in

[19:39] meditation. And as you start tapping

[19:42] into that more and more, then you're

[19:44] actually merging and this also comes

[19:45] through hemocynchronization of the

[19:47] brain. the left and right hemispheres of

[19:49] the brain and being

[19:50] heart-ledd leads to

[19:52] authenticity and that is actually where

[19:55] we all want to get to in this existence

[19:58] is pure and unadulterated authenticity.

[20:01] There was some research I just read

[20:03] recently about, you know, which

[20:05] emotional state carried the highest sort

[20:08] of amplitude along with it, you know, so

[20:10] that people could all feel. And I

[20:13] thought it was going to be love. It was

[20:14] actually

[20:15] authenticity because authenticity I

[20:18] realized is

[20:20] love. So if you think about it, we have

[20:24] chakras. Our lowest chakra and I I've

[20:26] struggled for a long time. Okay, what's

[20:28] the opposite of love? What's the

[20:30] opposite of love? And I thought, okay,

[20:32] is it hatred? That didn't really quite

[20:36] feel right for some reason. Is it fear?

[20:40] Right? And okay, that could also be

[20:42] courage. There's a lot of things that

[20:44] didn't really match. And I know a lot of

[20:46] people that like claim to hate someone

[20:48] actually love the person, right? There's

[20:50] a lovehate relationship that can exist

[20:51] there. So, I started realizing maybe

[20:53] there's something more. And the nuance

[20:55] of this was that the lowest chakra, the

[20:57] root is where we have our highest degree

[21:00] of conditionality being here on earth.

[21:02] And conditionality comes from the word

[21:04] con, right? I just did a podcast with

[21:06] Matias and we talked about this. And

[21:08] conditionality is con it implies with or

[21:11] co. Like in order for the one to

[21:16] perceive itself, just like an eye can't

[21:18] see itself without the aid of a mirror,

[21:20] the one has to divide itself in order to

[21:23] perceive itself and it creates a mirror.

[21:27] So it creates a mirror between you and

[21:28] me. We're separate, but we're not

[21:30] actually separate. These are just

[21:32] reflections. You represent an aspect

[21:35] inside of me that I'm not fully aware

[21:37] of. And the reason why you come into my

[21:39] field is so that I can integrate and

[21:41] understand that aspect of it and learn

[21:44] how to accept all of it as well. So as

[21:48] we go through the chakra system, you

[21:50] could say that the root chakra would be

[21:51] like one part love and six parts

[21:55] conditionality or

[21:57] judgment. And the basis and foundation

[21:59] of everything is duality. Duality exists

[22:01] in all higher dimensions too. It's not

[22:03] that it goes away. It's like trying to

[22:05] say, "Okay, yeah, once you moved up an

[22:08] octave and you're in a higher

[22:09] dimensional state, then all the lower

[22:11] dimensional stuff goes away." Not

[22:13] really. That'd be like looking at a an

[22:16] advanced or or what we would call a

[22:18] hyper polytope, right? So, you know,

[22:20] you've got a hyperpolytope and these

[22:22] hyperpolytopes are higher dimensional,

[22:24] but the second dimension is still there.

[22:26] It's still part of the drawing, right?

[22:27] It's still part of the same geometric

[22:29] form. You can't get away from that. No,

[22:31] there's no getting away from it. You

[22:33] have to have it. And so what happens is

[22:36] we start to realize that as we go up the

[22:38] chakras, each chakra becomes another

[22:40] dimension. So you got the first

[22:42] dimension which is a line. The second

[22:44] dimension becomes a sacral and it forms

[22:46] the shape of an X, right? Or a cross. So

[22:48] you got the line of masculine and the

[22:51] vertical line of the feminine. Also

[22:53] represents where heaven and earth

[22:55] meet. Then you go to the sacral and the

[22:58] sackel now gives us depth. So I've got a

[23:01] z-axis. is no longer just the X and Y

[23:02] axis. I've got now got a Z-axis coming

[23:04] across it as well. And then we go to the

[23:07] fourth dimension which is the heart

[23:09] chakra. So the heart chakra represents

[23:13] our relationship with

[23:15] time. We have to realize that everything

[23:18] in this universe is all about now and

[23:21] we're just persistently seeing it only

[23:22] going one direction from a time

[23:24] perspective. So once we start to realize

[23:26] and transcend and understand that now

[23:29] the heart is the first time it's four

[23:30] parts love and three parts judgment you

[23:33] tip the balance that allows you the next

[23:36] entry into time the throat chakra five

[23:39] parts love two parts judgment that

[23:42] becomes the bridge between the heart and

[23:44] the

[23:45] brain and that's when you start to get

[23:47] in the fifth dimension the fifth chakra

[23:49] the fifth dimension so now you've got a

[23:51] pentaract right so you've got a

[23:52] tesseract in the fourth dimension And

[23:54] you've got a pentaract in the fifth

[23:56] dimension. The sixth and seventh merge

[23:58] together. The pineal, the male, the

[24:00] pituitary, and the female. They come

[24:02] together and form the crown together.

[24:05] And so now you're going into the seventh

[24:08] dimension in effect as a representation.

[24:11] It's not saying that we're going seventh

[24:13] dimensional. If you're seventh

[24:14] dimensional, you're not going to be here

[24:16] anymore. Right? That's that's kind of

[24:18] the point. Those higher dimensions I

[24:21] call them omnipotent, omnipresent and

[24:24] omnisient would be 7, 8 and nine

[24:26] dimensions. So each one of these

[24:29] different aspects of yourself are

[24:31] representing the degree to which you are

[24:33] transcending the

[24:34] duality and raising your awareness

[24:37] towards more and more unconditionality

[24:39] of love. And what is the ultimate

[24:42] conditionality? And last time we talked

[24:44] about narcissism, right? We talked about

[24:46] narcissism and a lot of people got

[24:47] triggered by it. And I talked and said

[24:50] that I believe that narcissism is part

[24:52] of the critical path for anyone's

[24:55] ascension. They just don't necessarily

[24:57] know it. And we have different types of

[24:59] narcissism. We have covert and we have

[25:01] overt narcissism. And overart would be

[25:03] more like we associate with, you know,

[25:05] in popular culture and in psychology.

[25:08] But in psychology as well, they

[25:09] understand covert narcissism. A covert

[25:11] narcissist is one who says, "Oh, you

[25:15] know, I can't go out tonight because,

[25:17] you know, I'm like just completely sad

[25:20] about all the rainforest being

[25:22] depleted." And you understand what it's

[25:25] like to be me as an empath. You know,

[25:27] I've got to basically live with this and

[25:29] my life is difficult. And then everyone

[25:30] is expected to kind of fawn over them,

[25:33] right? And this is covert narcissism.

[25:36] They just don't even know it, right?

[25:37] They you could be so empathic that you

[25:40] you it's kind of like intolerance at a

[25:42] certain level you become so tolerant

[25:44] that you become intolerant of

[25:45] intolerance. So people that say oh no we

[25:48] should have tolerance everywhere but

[25:49] then they become intolerant of

[25:51] intolerance

[25:53] itself. You see what I'm saying? You see

[25:55] that's how it's like the piece of paper

[25:57] that's being twisted. That's the twist

[25:59] part of the loop. When you become

[26:01] intolerant of intolerance, right? This

[26:04] this is sort of the the the far degree

[26:06] of duality. So, as we go up the chakras

[26:10] and we're moving more and more towards

[26:11] this, what we're really getting towards

[26:13] is removal of the mask. Because as we

[26:16] live our lives, we're born into

[26:18] separation. We want to be with our

[26:20] mother, but we can't be with our mother

[26:22] anymore at the same time. And so, you

[26:25] know, we're out of the womb and we start

[26:28] living all these different things that

[26:29] build our ego, that build our

[26:30] separation, that build our persona. We

[26:32] have to learn how to cope. We have to

[26:33] create coping mechanisms and all of this

[26:35] for traumas that we experience. And then

[26:38] what happens is we get to about 40 years

[26:40] old, 35, you know, you first you have a

[26:44] narrow brush with like disaster when

[26:46] you're late 20s and then you get into

[26:48] like 40s and you're like,

[26:52] okay, why is it seem like that the whole

[26:54] world is not like I thought it was? Like

[26:57] everything seems

[26:59] off. And and so then you start realizing

[27:02] that seems like you're surrounded by

[27:04] And then you finally notice

[27:07] the correlation that wait a minute, if

[27:10] I'm surrounded by am I the

[27:14] So you're starting to become

[27:17] self-aware. And and this is when your

[27:20] life really starts to shift because then

[27:22] you start realizing all the stuff that

[27:24] you thought were facts were really just

[27:26] facets. And that what you had done is

[27:28] you had pushed all the things that you

[27:29] were not. So I am not that thing. I am

[27:32] not this. I'm not that. And you push it

[27:34] out of your personality into the outer

[27:37] world around you. And so the net result

[27:40] of that is you just keep finding the

[27:42] same things that you judged in

[27:45] yourself. And you know I felt the same

[27:48] way. It's like I finally woke up one day

[27:50] and noticed that all the things I've

[27:51] been judging were things that I didn't

[27:53] like about myself.

[27:56] So this is when the narcissist starts to

[27:58] realize the narcissism is really just

[28:00] the fullest expression of your persona,

[28:03] the mask. And once you get to the higher

[28:06] chakras, what you're really then given

[28:08] is the opportunity to see yourself in

[28:12] truth, the full self, the dark aspects,

[28:16] the things that you don't even want to

[28:17] recognize about yourself. Narcissism is

[28:18] not true self-love. Narcissism is

[28:20] conditional love of the self. You think

[28:23] that you're only projecting one aspect

[28:25] of yourself and you want to hide all the

[28:27] rest. So as you get to the highest

[28:30] chakra, what you get to is not really

[28:32] just pure unconditionality, but it's

[28:34] authenticity because now you know who

[28:37] you are and you accept who you are. And

[28:40] authenticity is the path of

[28:42] enlightenment. It's when you become

[28:44] totally authentic and you're not worried

[28:45] about like you're not putting on errors

[28:47] to people. You could be completely

[28:49] vulnerable. You show up, your heart

[28:51] chakra is open, wide open, and you just

[28:54] don't give a what everyone else is

[28:57] gonna think. You're just going to

[28:58] express

[28:59] authentically. And that expression of

[29:02] pure authenticity has a huge impact on

[29:04] everyone in the world around you.

[29:06] Because a lot of people, you know, fall

[29:08] in this trap of saying, "Oh, you know, I

[29:12] was so bad. I did all these things

[29:13] wrong. I'm not good enough. Therefore,

[29:15] I'm going to change. My my family has

[29:17] all this karma." Did you know that you

[29:19] know somewhere back in my history they

[29:20] did really horrible things. So then like

[29:22] I'm going to change my name that's the

[29:24] manifestation of it. So I'm going to

[29:25] change it to something like the one or

[29:27] light or something like that. And

[29:30] because I don't want to associate with

[29:32] any of that bad part of my karmic

[29:34] history. I don't want to carry any

[29:35] karmic

[29:36] debt. Well the fact is the individuation

[29:40] path is just learning pure and perfected

[29:44] authenticity. That's what the AON is.

[29:46] That's what Carl Young's individuation

[29:48] path actually is. Is when you can fully

[29:52] know yourself and accept it. And it's

[29:55] not good enough to just say, "No, it's

[29:56] unconditional love, love and light, love

[29:58] and light." No, that's not what this is

[30:00] about. Because if you don't know your

[30:03] own darkness fully, it's easy to say

[30:05] love and light. It's when you know fully

[30:08] your own darkness and can fully accept

[30:10] it and have experienced it in a

[30:13] spiritual life simulation game that is

[30:14] built around experiential learning,

[30:16] which is exactly what we're all here

[30:18] doing. So, that's a long answer to your

[30:20] question, but narcissism is a core

[30:23] aspect of the path for everyone. The

[30:27] earth is becoming super narcissistic

[30:29] right now because we're about to fully

[30:31] awaken. That's what's

[30:33] up. And it's a critical part of this

[30:37] whole awakening path. It reminds me of

[30:40] spiral dynamics where in each level of

[30:43] consciousness there becomes a focus

[30:45] towards the individual and then a focus

[30:47] towards the collective and individual

[30:48] and collective. And so narcissism would

[30:51] be this hyperfocus on the individual.

[30:53] Now the light in that is I'm not talking

[30:55] about like clinical narcissism. I think

[30:57] what we're referring to is something

[30:58] that's in all of us, right? This

[31:00] spirituality can be inherently

[31:02] narcissistic because we're hyperfocused

[31:04] on the self. We're analyzing the self or

[31:06] our full focus is going inward to a

[31:08] level that it could be even obsessive,

[31:11] right? And I know this word narcissism

[31:12] can be very triggering, but what the

[31:14] medicine, you know, of Wuma really

[31:16] showed me was all the ways that I was a

[31:18] narcissist. And and it was interesting

[31:20] cuz my dad was very narcissistic, but

[31:22] like more on the like actual like

[31:24] clinical route. And so my biggest fear

[31:27] growing up was I never want to be a

[31:29] narcissist because I can see how much it

[31:31] hurt it. It hurt my family unit. So I

[31:33] went more empath, you know, feel what

[31:37] everyone in the family's feeling, the

[31:39] fixer, the rescuer, the coach, the

[31:41] teacher. And that led to me becoming

[31:44] hyper intuitive, which I was born and

[31:46] then I believe even chose this father

[31:48] because it made me become so intuitive

[31:50] to just the way that he walked, like how

[31:52] he felt that day. However, my biggest

[31:55] fear that I had pushed away is like, but

[31:56] I could never be a narcissist. So, let

[31:58] me be so asking people questions and

[32:00] listening to what they say so they like

[32:02] me. But even that was

[32:05] narcissistic. And so, we need to learn

[32:07] that even in that which is like going

[32:09] that people pleaser route, there is a

[32:11] level of narciss because it's self

[32:14] preservation. And then I think the

[32:16] deepest level to go beyond that is like

[32:18] there is no self to preserve. You know,

[32:20] it's like who am I even trying to

[32:21] preserve? like I don't even really exist

[32:23] because the things I thought made my

[32:24] personality have shifted so radically

[32:27] over the course of my life. So it's like

[32:29] we're trying so hard to know this this

[32:31] everchanging version of self that by the

[32:33] time you figured it out it's already

[32:34] moved. It's a moving target and then you

[32:37] can like release it and I feel like this

[32:38] massive like release happens further

[32:41] along in your spiritual journey where

[32:42] it's like you know I know my junkies and

[32:45] my numerology and my human design and

[32:46] all all of that and it's like and I'm

[32:48] none of it. Yeah. Exactly. Exactly. So

[32:51] it's interesting. It's like as we start

[32:53] forming our personalities, we form it

[32:56] like it's it's akin to how I often lead

[32:59] like strategy sessions when I've worked

[33:01] at um you know universities and done

[33:03] lectures. And one of the strategy

[33:06] sessions I did was at um the executive

[33:08] MBA program at Northwestern Business

[33:10] School in Chicago. I did it for like

[33:12] eight years. And one of the things I

[33:13] talk about is sandbox analysis. So

[33:16] sandbox analysis is when you're trying

[33:18] to figure out what your unique selling

[33:21] proposition is for your product or

[33:23] service or what it is that you can

[33:25] provide uniquely to the world. It's kind

[33:26] of like an eeky guy kind of analysis.

[33:28] What are the things that you're good at?

[33:30] What are the things that you love to do?

[33:31] What are the things that the world will

[33:33] value? And what are the things that you

[33:34] can make money at? Right? So all of

[33:36] those kind of come together in a ven

[33:38] diagram and you're like okay that's my

[33:40] strategy. But actually another way to

[33:42] approach strategy is to start from the

[33:44] opposite which is let me talk about all

[33:47] the things I'm not. What are we not? And

[33:51] that's easier because then you can say

[33:52] I'm not this, I'm not that, I'm not

[33:53] this, I'm not that. And then it narrows

[33:55] it down and then you can do the eeky guy

[33:57] analysis from there. So it's almost like

[33:59] another, you know, 50,000 ft back. You

[34:02] can start to see it better. And and so

[34:05] we do the same thing with our

[34:08] personalities. Whenever we feel shame or

[34:10] guilt, we're like, "Uh, that stung. I'm

[34:12] not

[34:13] that. That's not me. My father's a

[34:16] narcissist. I'm not that. That's not

[34:19] me." Right? So all the things that you

[34:22] are not, then what happens is as you

[34:25] judge that thing that I am not that,

[34:28] you've taken it out of your ability to

[34:30] perceive it in yourself, but it's still

[34:32] there. And what happens is it just shows

[34:35] up as a reminder to you all around you

[34:37] in the world around you. So then you get

[34:40] surrounded by people that are like

[34:41] narcissists and you're like I'm not

[34:43] that. I'm not that. So whatever it is

[34:45] that you feel triggered to say I'm not

[34:47] that on that's a moment an opportunity

[34:50] for you to learn to lean in and to

[34:52] embrace because in this spiritual life

[34:54] simulation game we learn through

[34:56] opposites. If and you asked is the game

[34:59] set up so that you know like everything

[35:01] is known in advance and well there's

[35:03] some really specific stuff related to

[35:05] numerology and really to think about how

[35:07] numerology gene keys lost octave all

[35:10] these things could basically work

[35:11] together and be all right. I'm like

[35:14] damn. So do you think our soul chose our

[35:17] birth time and place so we would have

[35:19] that specific chart or that place

[35:22] created a different resonance based on

[35:24] that birth time and day? I believe it's

[35:26] more like this. I believe that the one

[35:29] divides itself in the many for the joy

[35:31] of perceiving itself through our unique

[35:33] eyes of perception. Each one of us being

[35:34] totally different. There's never been

[35:35] another Sahara Rose. There'll never be

[35:36] another Sahara Rose. So that's your

[35:39] unique purpose is to experience life and

[35:42] fill the accashic record, right? Inform

[35:45] the AOSIC record through your emotional

[35:47] states based on your unique conditioning

[35:49] biases. And as your conditioning biases

[35:52] evolve and your belief systems evolve

[35:54] and you start to realize that the only

[35:56] cage that you live in is the one your

[35:59] consciousness can only expand to the

[36:01] volume of the cage of your belief

[36:03] systems whatever that is right and once

[36:06] you start to understand all these things

[36:08] then you can start to see hey wait a

[36:10] minute this has been me all along I

[36:12] somehow chose all of this down to like

[36:15] abject level detail but let's say

[36:17] there's a theme that you wanted to learn

[36:18] or you have noticed in your

[36:20] life. Let's say I wanted to learn

[36:23] unconditional love throughout my

[36:25] life. Unconditional love. Or maybe a

[36:27] better way to put it is not even

[36:28] unconditional love. Maybe it's authentic

[36:31] love. Truly authentic love. Love on top

[36:35] of the authenticity that was the highest

[36:37] amplitude of all of our emotional

[36:39] states. That's what it's all about. So

[36:41] if I'm here to learn truly authentic

[36:42] love, then I'm going to be inundated in

[36:45] my lifetime through the experience of

[36:47] opposites of that thing. Because every

[36:49] time I judge love conditionally, I'm

[36:52] going to judge the negative aspects of

[36:53] it, the fake love, right? I'm going to

[36:56] judge betrayal negatively. And it's only

[36:58] through understanding that the moment

[37:01] that I finally can learn to accept and

[37:03] integrate

[37:04] betrayal and not have this immediate

[37:07] like recoil and say, I am not that. I

[37:11] would never leave a man down. I would

[37:12] never hurt someone like this. I would

[37:14] never betray them like that.

[37:16] It's only when you finally can recognize

[37:18] and say to

[37:20] yourself, "Yeah, I can accept the

[37:24] betrayal. I'm not condoning it. I'm

[37:27] simply accepting that it exists and that

[37:30] it must exist in order for there to be

[37:32] unconditional love or truly authentic

[37:34] love." The moment that you finally can

[37:36] learn to accept betrayal, when you see

[37:38] it happen to someone else or see it

[37:40] happening to yourself, is the moment

[37:42] that you finally learn unconditional

[37:44] love.

[37:45] Mhm. And until that moment, you haven't

[37:48] learned it. So from that context,

[37:51] whatever you've chosen to learn and

[37:53] integrate in this lifetime, which I

[37:54] believe we are given that, it leads

[37:57] along with our conditioning biases and

[37:59] everything else to a cascade of events

[38:01] that are uniquely suited to each one of

[38:04] these archetypes. And I feel even

[38:06] different chapters of our lives are

[38:08] different teachings, you know. Yeah. So,

[38:10] do you feel that some people maybe only

[38:12] learn one theme because it takes them a

[38:14] whole lifetime to really learn that

[38:15] theme? And some people maybe take the

[38:18] speed track of, okay, unconditional

[38:19] love, go through the betrayal, like

[38:21] really sit with it, feel all of the

[38:23] feelings, transmute it, that lesson

[38:26] learned, move on to the next one. Yeah.

[38:28] Yeah. And you know, usually what happens

[38:29] is the way the universe will deal with

[38:32] your emotions is that the things that

[38:35] you

[38:36] judge will simply continue to get

[38:39] attracted by you. So we'll attract

[38:41] everything we judge until we no longer

[38:43] judge what we attracted. So the world

[38:45] all of a sudden gets populated with all

[38:47] these things that you're judging

[38:48] negatively until you finally realize, oh

[38:51] wait, this is just me out there. I know

[38:53] everyone's thinking, how do we become

[38:54] aware of what we're judging? because we

[38:57] probably don't even know it. That's

[38:59] right. And and one of the key aspects of

[39:02] this is to stop yourself when you do

[39:06] find yourself in a judgy situation. Like

[39:08] we we know generally, right? Like you

[39:11] know, I was very much triggered by

[39:12] Donald

[39:14] Trump like historically like super

[39:16] triggered by him. So if you're triggered

[39:18] by someone like Donald Trump, then look

[39:20] within because there are aspects of

[39:22] Donald Trump that you want to deny in

[39:24] yourself. It's the nature of the

[39:25] universe. You know, if someone is like

[39:28] complaining about other people being

[39:29] arrogant, usually the people that

[39:31] complain about other people being

[39:32] arrogant are the most

[39:34] arrogant. It's the if you smelt it, you

[39:37] dealt it rule.

[39:39] And if you spot it, that means you got

[39:41] it.

[39:43] We're bringing it back to kindergarten,

[39:44] y'all. That's right. So, if you call

[39:46] someone else out on something, you know,

[39:48] that's not just some self-righteous

[39:51] thing. That is you forming more of your

[39:54] narcissistic persona. whether you know

[39:56] it or not. So, I had to come to grips

[39:59] with the notion that why was it that I

[40:01] was so triggered by Donald Trump. And

[40:04] the reason I was is because I realized I

[40:06] had certain characteristics that were

[40:09] not too far away from his that I didn't

[40:11] like about myself. Whether you vote for

[40:13] him or not, I don't really care. I'm not

[40:15] even voting this time. And I don't even

[40:17] believe in, you know, this whole battle

[40:21] between left and right wing and, you

[40:24] know, all this stuff. it this is this is

[40:27] now at the stage in human development

[40:30] it's time for us to be able to learn to

[40:32] transcend. So does there ever come a

[40:36] place that we have no judgments nothing

[40:38] we're afraid of and can live in a state

[40:39] of bliss. So I don't believe that our

[40:42] goal here on earth is to live in a

[40:45] perfect state of

[40:47] bliss. I think the way that you can live

[40:49] in a perfect state of bliss is by

[40:51] understanding the role of the

[40:54] suffering. So suffering for suffering

[40:57] sake is just suffering, right? But when

[41:00] I think of the word duality, what are

[41:02] the words that you would associate? If

[41:03] we played a word association game, what

[41:05] would the words be that you would

[41:06] associate with the word duality?

[41:09] Right, wrong, dark, light, masculine,

[41:12] feminine, left, right. Okay. Opposites.

[41:17] Opposites. polarity, right? Mhm. You

[41:19] probably also think of like abundance

[41:21] and scarcity maybe on that list that you

[41:23] found. And you could go down that entire

[41:26] list and then you would start to maybe

[41:27] even realize if you start contemplating

[41:29] each of these words that

[41:31] actually they're just a flip in polarity

[41:35] of the same thing. It's like different

[41:37] degrees of the same thing.

[41:39] So in that context, do I know people

[41:42] that became so humble that eventually

[41:45] they became arrogant in their humility?

[41:47] Yeah, I do. I know plenty of people like

[41:50] that. In fact, it's like that for

[41:52] everything. When you start to really

[41:54] analyze it, you see everything is that

[41:56] moious paper that eventually flips on

[41:59] itself. You know, is Republican

[42:01] right-wing or is Democrat leftwing?

[42:03] Well, I mean, compared to the rest of

[42:06] the world, we shift right on pretty much

[42:07] everything except for now the last few

[42:09] years, I would say. But when you look at

[42:11] it, give me an example of a communist, a

[42:13] truly communist regime regime that did

[42:16] not become some form of a autocratic

[42:21] despotic rule or regime. Yeah. We flip

[42:24] from extremes. Even in relationships,

[42:26] you date one type. Oh, I will never date

[42:28] that type again. You go the opposite.

[42:30] It's like then this. And then you find

[42:32] what you believe is the opposite to that

[42:34] until well is there ever a time we find

[42:36] the perfect harmony? I think the time we

[42:39] find the perfect harmony is when we

[42:41] finally learn not to judge negatively

[42:44] all the things that we basically

[42:45] attracted. So if you want to take on

[42:48] deforestation and you realize now this

[42:50] is a principle that anything you're

[42:51] feeling inside the anger that you feel

[42:53] inside for deforestation is merely going

[42:55] to reflect in the world around you with

[42:56] more and more deforestation. And if you

[42:59] actually understood that by your actions

[43:01] to try to stop or repress any notions of

[43:05] reforestation within

[43:07] yourself callousness when you go visit a

[43:09] forest or state forest or whatever that

[43:12] you're actually creating more of it by

[43:14] fighting against it what we resist will

[43:17] always persist in this world dynamic. So

[43:21] I believe fundamentally that we have

[43:24] this opportunity to learn for ourselves

[43:26] and to see wait I'm actually creating

[43:29] this reality around me and then you

[43:32] could start to think about things like

[43:33] this duality which when if I were going

[43:35] to ask you what number do you think of

[43:36] when you think of duality do it's two

[43:40] right yeah I think of 11 you think of 11

[43:42] okay so you got 11 but that's still two

[43:45] because 1 plus 1 equals two so you've

[43:48] got duality so the one that was the one

[43:50] was divided into two. Okay. So let's

[43:54] just unpack this for a moment. So what

[43:57] would you associate with duality then?

[44:00] Maybe scarcity, maybe suffering, maybe

[44:03] difficulty,

[44:05] pain and beauty. Pain and beauty. Okay.

[44:08] And let's say that you wanted to find

[44:11] the essence of duality and and you

[44:13] wanted to find the mathematical way to

[44:15] describe the essence of duality. What

[44:18] might it be? Be like the spirit. It's

[44:20] the part of duality that lives on,

[44:22] right? And it's infinite juxtiposition

[44:25] contrast. How about the square root

[44:28] function because the square root can

[44:31] make itself as a number, right? So you

[44:33] could say the square root of two becomes

[44:35] like the spirit or the essence of the

[44:37] number two and the number two becomes

[44:38] its compression for the infinite number

[44:41] series compression of

[44:43] data. So if we take that analogy and

[44:46] take it a bit further. So the

[44:47] square of 2 is 1.4142 and 1.4142

[44:52] * itself equals 2. Now if we add that to

[44:56] the square root of three, we think of

[44:57] the square root of three. What do we

[44:59] think of when we think of the square roo

[45:00] of three? What number or what? Triangle.

[45:03] Mhm. So you think of three maybe

[45:06] trinity. Exactly. Right. Yeah. And

[45:09] there's always like three perspectives.

[45:11] Okay. Always like three perspectives to

[45:13] come to to triangulate the truth or

[45:15] something. Right. Okay. So what would be

[45:18] the essence then of the number three?

[45:20] Using the same analogy I just used on

[45:22] the number two harmony. The square root

[45:26] of three. So I just said the square root

[45:28] of two is its infinite essence. Mhm.

[45:31] Right. And yes, there's a harmony with

[45:33] three without a doubt. The major third.

[45:35] The major third is the music of love. Da

[45:38] da. That is the music of love. So you've

[45:41] got the square root of two which becomes

[45:42] an infinite form of the number two

[45:44] itself. And every conversation that ever

[45:46] exists and ever will exist is inside

[45:47] that number string in a non-re repeating

[45:50] non-patterned number set. It goes on

[45:54] forever. The decimal extension, the

[45:56] square root of three is the essence of

[45:58] the trinity, the divinity, the divine

[46:01] aspect. So if we add the square root of

[46:03] two, which we associate with suffering

[46:05] and difficulty and challenge and

[46:06] scarcity and all that stuff, and we add

[46:09] it to the square root of three, what

[46:10] does that number come out to? Pi. Okay.

[46:12] So like the square root of four is two.

[46:15] 2 * 2 is four. Right. So start here.

[46:19] There you go. You got it. Okay. So

[46:20] what's the square root of nine then?

[46:22] It's 3. 3 * 3 = 9, right? Yes. Okay. So

[46:26] 16 is 4 * 4. 5 * 5 is 25. So the square

[46:29] root of 25 is 5. So now it's a number

[46:32] that you can form from itself. It can

[46:34] form itself because it's already got all

[46:36] the information it needs to form itself,

[46:38] right? Well, for numbers that are

[46:41] non-perfect square values like 25 and 16

[46:44] and and four and 9, those have perfect

[46:47] square values. So therefore, it's just

[46:49] a, you know, an integer value that

[46:52] becomes a square root value. But as soon

[46:53] as it's a non-perfect square like 17,

[46:56] then it's going to be instead of four

[46:58] being a square root, it's going to be 4

[47:00] point something, right? Right. Some

[47:01] fraction on the end of that. Well, let's

[47:03] say we take this analogy and we say the

[47:05] suffering and difficulty is associated

[47:08] with square root of two. The essence of

[47:10] duality is 1.4142. And the essence of

[47:13] the trinity is

[47:15] 1.732. We add those two

[47:18] together, divinity and

[47:21] suffering, and they equal pi. And what

[47:24] does pi imply? Pi implies a circle,

[47:27] doesn't it? So, wait a minute. Your

[47:29] suffering now just went from one segment

[47:32] of a line segment to becoming full

[47:35] circle. There's a reason for the

[47:38] suffering. When we understand the aspect

[47:40] of divinity is why we're here to suffer.

[47:44] Suffering for suffering sake is just

[47:45] freaking suffering. But when you

[47:47] understand that you're suffering for a

[47:49] reason, then it has a different

[47:52] value. Everything shifts. So, as an

[47:55] example, the the symbol for the square

[47:57] root of two looks just like the symbol

[47:59] for Saturn. Look at the symbol for

[48:01] Saturn. It looks like a square root of

[48:03] two. And in music, the square root of

[48:05] two is the diminished fifth. It

[48:06] literally divides everything. It's the

[48:10] da da. It's like the music that people

[48:13] don't like to hear. It's the devil's

[48:15] tronee. The square root of two of

[48:17] duality, the separation between light

[48:18] and dark is always like the introduction

[48:20] of something dark. Right? So now I just

[48:24] said but if you have the context of the

[48:26] square root of three you come full

[48:28] circle to 3.146 it's approximately

[48:31] pi and then if I look at what degrees

[48:34] number of degrees are ascribed to that

[48:36] suffering on that

[48:38] circle it comes out to be 161.816° 816°

[48:43] that's exactly the golden number. The

[48:46] symbol for the square of two is matching

[48:48] the symbol for Saturn which is

[48:50] represented by the element or the

[48:53] metaloid of

[48:54] lead. So wait a minute when I understand

[48:58] that suffering is not just suffering by

[49:00] itself but the suffering has a purpose

[49:02] and it's in the context of taking me

[49:04] towards my

[49:05] divinity then it becomes led into gold.

[49:10] You see what I'm saying? And that's what

[49:13] we have to start to realize is that the

[49:16] suffering that we experience is not just

[49:17] for suffering. It's here to advance us.

[49:21] So the most difficult heartbreaks, the

[49:24] most challenging of circumstances, the

[49:26] most, you know, painful exercises are

[49:29] now seen in a new light, in a new

[49:31] context. Because your heart was broken,

[49:34] you found a higher authenticity within

[49:37] yourself. And that was a gift that you

[49:40] never thought would be perceivable as a

[49:42] gift when you experienced it. You see

[49:45] what I'm saying? How history changes. So

[49:47] in that context, anything that happens

[49:50] to you, you now can start looking at it

[49:52] and saying, "This is my path to

[49:56] divinity." And it's teaching you the I

[49:58] remember when my heartbreak happened.

[50:01] Even though I did not know how and I did

[50:03] not know all this math stuff, I was like

[50:06] this heartbreak is going to be the very

[50:08] reason why I have the truest love in

[50:10] this lifetime. And if it wasn't for the

[50:13] heartbreak, I wouldn't have gone on the

[50:14] path of the love devote really diving

[50:17] into it to the level that I have. And I

[50:20] had to learn the inverse. I had to learn

[50:22] the suffering. I had to learn the pain.

[50:24] I had to be brought to my knees. The

[50:25] heart literally had to be cracked open

[50:27] to open. Right? You've got to break

[50:31] something open. And I feel that a lot of

[50:34] times we want the path to always be

[50:36] easy. You know, that's like the Abraham

[50:39] Hicks like spiritual thing that's often

[50:41] gets us like at first interested of like

[50:44] well if I'm going to do spiritual things

[50:46] because then I will like always live in

[50:47] a state of ease and it will always be

[50:49] and we we wouldn't grow. We wouldn't

[50:52] learn. we would actually live in the

[50:53] highest form of suffering without these

[50:55] you know forgings in the fire you know

[50:57] and it's like what you spoke about it's

[50:58] the process of alchemy that the ancient

[51:00] Egyptians were speaking about for

[51:02] thousands of years of bronze needs to go

[51:05] through stages right it needs to and you

[51:09] know all the stages in more in depthly

[51:11] but that bronze turns into gold that mud

[51:14] turns into lotus and so when we're in

[51:17] the experience of the pain of the

[51:18] suffering of the thing that seems so

[51:20] unfair I feel the way to quantum leap

[51:22] time is to ask ourselves in that moment,

[51:25] what is this teaching me? If my soul

[51:27] chose this right now, why? And then all

[51:30] of a sudden, you start to get really

[51:31] curious and then your world view on it

[51:34] expands. And then you're like, huh, this

[51:35] is a really unique curriculum my soul

[51:37] signed up for here. I wonder why I'm in

[51:39] this master class. And then it's like, I

[51:42] must now experience what's on the other

[51:44] side of this betrayal. I'm going to

[51:45] experience trust. And I do find as we

[51:48] get more in tune with the subtle energy,

[51:51] it doesn't need to be so bleak, right?

[51:53] It doesn't need to be this like huge

[51:55] like thing you didn't see coming. I feel

[51:57] like those are like the ways that we can

[51:59] start to speak the language of the

[52:00] universe. And then it starts to feel

[52:02] into this like subtle little

[52:04] contraction, you know, and we can adjust

[52:06] that contraction. We can have we can

[52:08] have that expansion and then continue to

[52:10] kind of like move through life as like,

[52:13] you know, the Pac-Man games and they're

[52:14] kind of like bumping and bumping. were

[52:16] kind of like bumping through the

[52:17] resistance rather than like getting

[52:19] stuck in one point of the resistance.

[52:21] Yeah. And and this whole thing is the

[52:23] path to this higher

[52:26] authenticity and you know being able to

[52:30] perceive that yes what I'm going through

[52:32] is difficult. You know, I went through

[52:34] I've had a very This year has been crazy

[52:36] year for me, but in the last couple of

[52:39] months, I've had probably some of the

[52:41] hardest two months of my life and I went

[52:44] through a major heartbreak and I'm still

[52:46] going through it. And it's um you know,

[52:48] I did a podcast on it. For those of you

[52:50] interested, go check out my podcast. And

[52:52] I did it with my with my ex-girlfriend

[52:54] as well. And it was it was very painful.

[52:58] And who knows, we may end up back

[53:01] together again. I I don't know, right? I

[53:03] really don't know. But I'm grateful that

[53:07] it cracked my heart wide open because

[53:09] the heart really it breaks so that it

[53:12] can expand. The ego permanently breaks.

[53:15] So it's like each time you experience

[53:18] this, you realize that you're going

[53:20] through, as Richard Rudd puts it, a

[53:22] series of

[53:23] softenings where your heart

[53:26] expands through heartbreak. And that

[53:30] expansion continues to the point where

[53:32] you start to perceive and transmute pain

[53:36] that you experienced into higher

[53:38] purpose. That's when you can experience

[53:41] bliss all the time. And so you're

[53:42] resilient. Doesn't matter what

[53:44] circumstance you're facing, what you end

[53:46] up

[53:47] doing, you can find bliss in that

[53:50] moment. It reminds me of this movie, The

[53:53] Last Samurai. It had Tom Cruz in it. I

[53:54] don't know if you saw that movie, but at

[53:56] the very end, um, I can't remember the

[53:58] name of the actor, Watanab or something,

[54:00] but he was this Japanese actor, and he's

[54:02] getting killed on the battlefield and

[54:04] the Sakura, which is a cherry blossom.

[54:07] It only happens like two weeks out of a

[54:08] year in Japan. I used to live in Tokyo.

[54:11] And we'd wait for the cherry blossoms

[54:13] comes really beautiful. And this the

[54:15] wind picked up this cherry blossom until

[54:17] like was starting to float right in

[54:19] front of his face. And he was in the

[54:21] process of dying. and he just looks at

[54:24] the cherry blossom. He's like,

[54:25] "Perfect." And then he dies. It's like

[54:27] classic Japanese style, right? Death.

[54:30] You get to have an honorable death type

[54:32] of thing. But when we can actually

[54:36] abandon seeking perfection and actually

[54:39] see it in everything around us, even the

[54:43] difficulty, even the challenge, and

[54:45] remain authentic and go through the

[54:48] difficulty and pain, not bypass it. know

[54:51] that it's there, but realize it's all

[54:53] for higher purpose. That is the bliss of

[54:55] enlightenment.

[54:57] So well said. H we're all gonna take

[55:00] that home. So where can listeners

[55:03] connect with you further, listen to your

[55:05] podcast, watch your shows, and learn

[55:07] more from you? They can go to robert

[55:09] edward.com uh on my website. I have a

[55:12] podcast called Think Tank also that I've

[55:14] had you, you know, it's like it's

[55:16] something that has been a real passion

[55:19] of mine this past year and it's great to

[55:21] have you there as well. And you can also

[55:23] find me on Instagram and all the other

[55:25] platforms, you know, you could find all

[55:27] under the same brand name. And I have a

[55:28] new book coming out called Philosopher.

[55:30] My my first two books were uh Phomath

[55:34] and Polymath. They've done really well

[55:36] and those are on Amazon. And the new

[55:37] book will be coming out also on Amazon.

[55:40] And um you know when we start to realize

[55:42] that this whole world around us is all

[55:44] just reflections of

[55:46] us. It becomes a playground. And this is

[55:49] the stage of

[55:51] Leela. That moment that you realize it's

[55:54] a game and you're having fun playing the

[55:56] game. And I am so blessed because I get

[55:58] to play this game with people that I'm

[56:01] really close friends with. And I'm on a

[56:03] huge scavenger hunt to find ourselves.

[56:05] And it's the most beautiful thing. And

[56:07] as we raise our consciousness, all the

[56:10] ancient civilization stuff becomes more

[56:11] and more in our memory because it's also

[56:14] our future. All the stories that we've

[56:16] heard about about Lamuria and Atlantis

[56:19] are the stories that we are yet to

[56:22] do, all the legends and myths that you

[56:25] hear or all the things that you are

[56:27] actually living out now. So it becomes a

[56:31] mirror of everything. And the nice thing

[56:32] about being in a mental matrix is that

[56:34] the only thing you have to do to change

[56:36] the mental matrix is change your

[56:39] perception. Become aware. It's all about

[56:42] capturing awareness. It's the awareness

[56:44] that actually changes the world, not by

[56:46] our action. Once we're aware of

[56:47] something and put that into action, then

[56:50] the whole world will reverberate like a

[56:52] butterfly

[56:53] effect. And that's what we're

[56:55] experiencing now. And it's so so

[56:57] beautiful. And it's going to be, I'm not

[57:00] going to lie, it's going to get kind of

[57:01] crazy over the next few years. It

[57:03] already is cuz this is just part of the

[57:05] transition we're going through to a new

[57:07] Earth paradigm. And it's Earth UR. It's

[57:11] like the little cafe. This is a new

[57:13] Earth paradigm that we're going to be

[57:15] going into over the course of the next 5

[57:17] years.

[57:18] and the the dividing line between those

[57:22] who are have chosen to experience more

[57:26] duality and it's not bad because we need

[57:28] the people who have decided to

[57:30] experience more duality because it's

[57:32] only through the opposite of actions

[57:34] right so every action must need must

[57:37] always have an equal opposite reaction

[57:39] that's Einstein that's Newton and

[57:41] several others have said that throughout

[57:43] history in order for certain people to

[57:47] ascend. Certain others have to decide

[57:49] not to. They're just their path here in

[57:52] this environment, in this circumstance,

[57:55] is not yet to ascend. So, they're just

[57:59] going to be here longer. And by the way,

[58:01] when we die, we can't wait to come back.

[58:04] The earth is not an escape room that

[58:06] we're meant to like try to get out of

[58:07] and escape out of like some escape room

[58:09] in downtown LA. It is either heaven or

[58:13] hell. And it's by our choice that we

[58:16] make that. And I know that sounds so

[58:19] difficult for some people to to

[58:21] recognize. But I've known people that

[58:23] have been born in the most challenging

[58:24] of circumstances that found their way to

[58:26] make that world heaven. And it's not

[58:28] financial success. It's not having and

[58:32] having not. It's not what I'm talking

[58:34] about. I'm talking about lasting real

[58:37] satisfaction and contentment. When you

[58:40] don't need anything, you become the

[58:41] wealthiest person on earth.

[58:44] So to me, this is the stage that we're

[58:47] going through. And because the some

[58:48] people have chosen not to ascend and

[58:51] other people have chosen to ascend, it

[58:53] enables those who have chosen to ascend

[58:55] to ascend. One has to happen. It's like

[58:58] a seessaw. It has to be this way. And

[59:02] that's what we're experiencing right

[59:03] now. So I don't even judge the people

[59:04] that are going to continue on in that

[59:08] paradigm because they provide us with

[59:11] the contrast. They provide us with a

[59:14] contrast. It's not an escape room. The

[59:17] only way to transcend beyond this earth

[59:19] paradigm is to fall in love with it just

[59:21] as it

[59:22] is. To fall in love with it, just like

[59:25] true authenticity requires us to fall in

[59:28] love with ourselves just as we are. And

[59:30] even true love is to fall in love with

[59:32] the person just as they are. That's

[59:34] right. That's ex and that's the panacea.

[59:37] That's what everybody wants, right?

[59:38] That's the this mythical goal. and and

[59:42] we will want to see if it's possible if

[59:44] love could be chosen like that and we

[59:46] can just choose it right now and we can

[59:48] choose it with our with everybody on

[59:50] earth. We're all just divisions of this

[59:53] number one that has chosen to divide

[59:55] itself so that it can perceive itself

[59:57] through our unique eyes. And

[59:59] relationships become the most critical

[1:00:00] aspect of this whole thing because

[1:00:02] relationships form the mirror for us to

[1:00:04] find the things within ourselves that

[1:00:05] are triggering us. And the things that

[1:00:06] trigger us within ourselves are the

[1:00:08] things that that's where we're going to

[1:00:09] turn our attention to work on and learn

[1:00:11] to integrate and accept within

[1:00:12] ourselves. Same thing all the things we

[1:00:15] get triggered in the outside world.

[1:00:17] Those are the things that we have to

[1:00:19] start to look within and see why is it

[1:00:21] that triggered me instead of asking why

[1:00:23] did something happen to me ask ourselves

[1:00:24] the question why did I choose this and

[1:00:27] then earth life becomes a beautiful

[1:00:31] existence and that's where the cycle

[1:00:35] continues and it will continue for some

[1:00:36] in one way and it'll continue for others

[1:00:38] in another and the division line of who

[1:00:41] chose to do what is going to be a line

[1:00:44] of

[1:00:45] authenticity. It's all going to be about

[1:00:47] authenticity. And I feel the opposite of

[1:00:50] judgment is also preferences. And to

[1:00:54] drop all of these preferences we have,

[1:00:56] which are the ego's need to control of

[1:00:58] like, well, I need this to be this way.

[1:01:00] I need my relationship to be this way. I

[1:01:02] need to be d and it's like those things

[1:01:04] make us miserable. If we just truly just

[1:01:06] let go and whatever is is perfect, then

[1:01:10] we're free. Judgment is a source of

[1:01:13] suffering. But suffering paradoxically

[1:01:16] is a source of enlightenment.

[1:01:18] So I guess keep judging to get enlighten

[1:01:20] enlightened.

[1:01:21] When you stop judging is when you no

[1:01:23] longer attract those things and then you

[1:01:25] enter into a new realm. But you'll know

[1:01:28] the moment that you're like, okay, I'm

[1:01:29] over this now. I'm over the judging. I

[1:01:32] want to accept myself. It's not about I

[1:01:35] want to accept the world around me. It's

[1:01:36] I want to accept myself. The moment I

[1:01:38] can accept myself is when I can stop

[1:01:40] judging the world. The moment I can fall

[1:01:42] in love with myself is when I can fall

[1:01:44] in love with the world. You can only

[1:01:45] love others to the capacity level that

[1:01:49] you can love yourself. And to love those

[1:01:51] ugliest versions of ourselves that we've

[1:01:53] created all of these masks to hide.

[1:01:55] Yeah. We create all these masks. And so

[1:01:58] the ultimate that's that was the whole

[1:02:00] metaphor of COVID, right? The whole

[1:02:01] metaphor of COVID and the the pandemic

[1:02:04] was really so that we could realize that

[1:02:07] we're all wearing masks and we all

[1:02:10] thought our truth is the objective

[1:02:11] truth. You know, I can't believe how

[1:02:13] easy this is. You know, what an easy

[1:02:15] world this is. I used to say this about

[1:02:16] my parents when I was 15 years old. I

[1:02:18] was like, "Wow, I woke up this morning.

[1:02:19] My parents just became really dumb and

[1:02:21] they don't know anything and they can't

[1:02:23] judge things, right? of course they have

[1:02:24] to vote Republican or of course they

[1:02:25] have to vote whatever and they should

[1:02:27] just get rid of anyone who's you know

[1:02:29] murder murderers and everything should

[1:02:31] all just be you know punished and we

[1:02:32] should have capital punishment and it's

[1:02:34] all black and white and when you're very

[1:02:37] young your life becomes one of very

[1:02:40] black and white orientations and then

[1:02:42] you finally get a little older and you

[1:02:44] get to 22 and I was astounded how smart

[1:02:46] my parents became in the last seven

[1:02:48] years and Mark Twain who says this too

[1:02:51] then when I was 30 I was like wow my

[1:02:53] parents are genius. Oh my gosh, how are

[1:02:55] they navigated so well? And I got into

[1:02:58] my 30s and 40s, I realized that the

[1:03:00] world wasn't blacks and whites or black

[1:03:02] or white. It was shades of gray that

[1:03:04] then became shades of rainbow colors

[1:03:07] that then became 16.8 million colors on

[1:03:09] a high def

[1:03:11] screen, then became psychedelic colors.

[1:03:15] It's interesting you brought up colors

[1:03:17] because my dream last night was a

[1:03:19] teaching around that we're born on the

[1:03:23] trajectory of a rainbow and each color

[1:03:25] is a different lesson season in our

[1:03:28] lives. Yet, we can start to create our

[1:03:31] own rainbow by having more awareness of

[1:03:34] the color. Diving deeper into the color.

[1:03:35] That's how we create the micro colors,

[1:03:37] the turquoise, the fuchsia, the magenta,

[1:03:39] by really being in that, by noticing the

[1:03:43] texture, feeling it. Whereas most people

[1:03:46] are just like, "This is my life. I'm I'm

[1:03:47] born. I'm this. I'm that." And it's like

[1:03:49] to really go in that deeper journey,

[1:03:51] then you start to make these new

[1:03:53] rainbows of colors that have never

[1:03:54] existed before, these psychedelic

[1:03:56] rainbows. And so, it's interesting cuz I

[1:03:58] was like, I wonder if that's going to

[1:03:59] come up in anyone's discussion today.

[1:04:01] And I think in life, there is just no

[1:04:03] one. It's it's seasons. It's chapters

[1:04:05] and we're we're never aware of the

[1:04:07] chapter that has passed until it's long

[1:04:10] before us. And to become awake within

[1:04:12] the dream is to realize I'm in this

[1:04:15] chapter and I can feel myself now

[1:04:17] creating a new color now creating a new

[1:04:19] chapter rather than looking back on oh

[1:04:21] yeah those were the good old days. It's

[1:04:23] like so what are the next days? And

[1:04:26] that's how we can become conscious

[1:04:28] creators of our reality. Yeah. It's so

[1:04:31] beautiful this

[1:04:33] experience. You know there are three

[1:04:36] types of people in the world. I used to

[1:04:37] say two. Those that don't believe in

[1:04:41] miracles, those that do believe in

[1:04:45] miracles. And the people that don't

[1:04:47] believe in miracles will never

[1:04:48] experience miracles. By definition, this

[1:04:50] universe is not that we get what we

[1:04:52] deserve. It's a universe that we get

[1:04:54] what we expected we were going to get.

[1:04:55] It's it's our based on our belief

[1:04:57] systems. So if you don't believe in a

[1:04:59] miracle existing, then you're never

[1:05:01] going to experience them. So that's just

[1:05:03] one way to like look at the world. Then

[1:05:06] the people that believe that life itself

[1:05:09] is the miracle, right, is the second

[1:05:12] group. They realize that yeah, they

[1:05:14] believe in miracles and therefore life

[1:05:16] itself is the miracle. And then a third

[1:05:18] type is the people that believe that

[1:05:20] they are the

[1:05:22] miracle. And it's literally this

[1:05:24] progression. I don't believe in

[1:05:26] miracles. I start believing in miracles

[1:05:28] and I realize that life itself is a

[1:05:31] miracle and that I am actually the

[1:05:33] miracle. That's this just an

[1:05:36] encapsulation of this individuation path

[1:05:38] and realizing that all these things that

[1:05:40] you thought were your flaws, your

[1:05:41] foibless, all your character traits that

[1:05:43] were

[1:05:44] unseemly are actually those things that

[1:05:48] you were meant to bring to this

[1:05:50] existence and to live

[1:05:53] authentically. And it's like it's like

[1:05:55] when a cheetah realizes, you know, at

[1:05:58] some point in time maybe a cheetah or

[1:06:00] the ugly duckling thinks, "Oh, I wish I

[1:06:02] was a different kind of duck, like a

[1:06:04] malard or something like that. They're

[1:06:06] prettier when they're, you know, babies

[1:06:08] and and I'm not so pretty as a baby

[1:06:11] swan." And then you realize that you're

[1:06:14] a swan and the swan is so majestic and

[1:06:17] so beautiful. And the universe, I think,

[1:06:20] derives joy from that. When we find what

[1:06:24] we were always intended to be and live

[1:06:28] in that truth and live in it

[1:06:30] authentically and don't try to put airs

[1:06:32] on it and don't try to wear masks for

[1:06:33] it. Just allow yourself to be it and

[1:06:36] then you're going to

[1:06:37] fly. See it then you'll be it. You know

[1:06:40] if you want to change the world change

[1:06:41] how you look at it. You know if you want

[1:06:44] to see more love in the world then be

[1:06:46] the love. If you want to see more

[1:06:47] kindness in the world then be the

[1:06:48] kindness. If you want to see more

[1:06:49] compassion in the world, then be the

[1:06:51] compassion. Be the change you want to

[1:06:53] see. And you can and you can do it

[1:06:56] authentically and in the highest highest

[1:06:59] authentic love. And to me, that's why

[1:07:01] we're here. And that's the Christ

[1:07:03] consciousness is now coming onto Earth.

[1:07:05] Beautiful. Well, thank you so much

[1:07:07] again. We will have your links below.

[1:07:09] Always such a multiaceted,

[1:07:11] multi-layered, cosmic yet grounding

[1:07:13] conversation with you. And I will have

[1:07:15] all of his links below. So this is a

[1:07:18] great one to share with your friends,

[1:07:19] have a deeper conversation, be like,

[1:07:21] "What did you think at this minute over

[1:07:23] here and to really dive deep? I feel a

[1:07:25] lot of us are longing to have those

[1:07:27] deeper conversations with our friends,

[1:07:29] our partners, people in our lives,

[1:07:30] family. So this is a really good podcast

[1:07:32] that people can all listen to and kind

[1:07:34] of break down and share their own unique

[1:07:36] perspectives. And what a beautiful way

[1:07:38] of especially with your family members

[1:07:40] to get to know each other in a deeper

[1:07:41] way. And also, please leave a comment or

[1:07:44] a review. that really helps this episode

[1:07:46] be seen and heard by more people. And as

[1:07:48] a free gift, I will send you my womb

[1:07:50] meditation. This is a meditation for the

[1:07:52] divine feminine out there to connect to

[1:07:54] your sacred womb powerhouse. So, all you

[1:07:56] got to do is leave a review or a

[1:07:58] comment, take a screenshot, and email it

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[1:08:07] and all the links mentioned today in the

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[1:08:16] so grateful to have you here on this

[1:08:17] journey. I'll see you in the next one.

[1:08:19] Trust your intuition. Trust your inner

[1:08:20] wisdom. Trust your inner guidance. Close

[1:08:22] your eyes and

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In this conversation, Sahara Rose describes seeing angel numbers, hearing songs with exact lyrics, and finding old messages whenever she is on a path toward something. Robert Grant frames these as synchronicities sent from the part of you behind the veil, the subconscious or higher self, reflecting emotions you carry.
Robert Grant argues the universe is not separate from each of us and that synchronicities come from the self, reflecting stored emotions, both conscious and unconscious, back into the outer world. He describes the source code of these signs as numerical, similar to computer code.
Grant compares time to a Möbius strip, made by giving a paper strip a 540-degree twist so that you travel along both sides as if on one racetrack. He connects this to DNA's double helix, suggesting past and future lives are embedded within it and that time is a limit of our perception.
Sahara Rose asks whether, if the past and present shape the future, the future and present also shape the past, and Grant's answer as presented is yes. The idea is offered as a metaphysical belief rather than a scientific finding, and the episode treats it as provocative rather than settled.
The episode lists the idea that narcissism is part of the ascension journey as one of its topics. The approach centers on stopping judgment of your less flattering traits and integrating them rather than rejecting them.
The episode description says the conversation explores how suffering and divinity equal wholeness through the sacred math of pi. The available transcript excerpt only partly covers that argument, so the full explanation is best heard directly in the episode.
About sixteen minutes into the episode, the conversation turns to how to identify your unique type of intuition, with numerology offered as one lens. The exchange is exploratory, so it works best as a prompt to notice which kinds of signals you respond to most strongly.

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