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[0:01] imagine there's sort of like a veil
[0:03] between the conscious and the
[0:04] subconscious mind and that Veil is this
[0:07] veil of forgetfulness and there's no way
[0:09] to pass notes through that Veil or
[0:10] communicate through that Veil you have
[0:12] to learn the morse code of communication
[0:15] between those two Realms and
[0:18] synchronicities are that Morse code
[0:20] [Music]
[0:31] hi I'm Sahar Rose and this is the
[0:34] highest self podcast a place where you
[0:36] discuss what makes you your Soul's
[0:37] highest evolvement
[0:39] one thing I have been fascinated about
[0:41] my entire life are synchronicities so
[0:44] these are when you experience these
[0:47] coincidences and I'm making little quote
[0:49] marks with them but little signs that
[0:51] feel like the universe is talking to you
[0:54] so maybe you notice different angel
[0:56] numbers or you have a specific number
[0:57] that anywhere you go you notice a
[0:59] license plate or it's on the clock or
[1:01] it's on someone's shirt or maybe like
[1:04] myself you just feel like you're in
[1:06] constant conversation with the universe
[1:08] so I know for myself oftentimes when I'm
[1:10] writing and I'm listening to music the
[1:12] lyrics will tell me exactly what I meant
[1:14] to write upon next especially if I'm
[1:16] stuck on a word it like gives me the
[1:18] words through the music oftentimes I
[1:21] will have conversations with people that
[1:23] I at that moment don't realize how
[1:26] significant they are until later like
[1:28] I'll have a conversation with someone
[1:30] about relationships and then a few days
[1:32] later be in that exact same situation
[1:34] that that conversation was preparing me
[1:36] for or sometimes it's even something
[1:38] catastrophic that needed to happen I
[1:41] always talk about how when you are
[1:42] living in alignment with your Dharma
[1:44] your Soul's purpose you experience flow
[1:46] kriya so that's when you meet the right
[1:48] person at the right time and you feel
[1:50] these synchronicities but when you're
[1:52] out of alignment with your Dharma your
[1:53] Soul's purpose you experience Karma
[1:55] which is bounded action by the universe
[1:58] so those are the barricades and blocks
[2:00] that are actually The Universe telling
[2:01] you that something is out of alignment
[2:04] and that you need to make a shift to
[2:06] come back into alignment so oftentimes
[2:08] at the beginning it's a tap tap tap you
[2:10] feel a little anxious something feels
[2:12] off we still don't listen because most
[2:14] people in the world feel that way all
[2:15] the time
[2:16] and then it turns into a punch punch
[2:18] punch something bigger you know maybe
[2:20] you're having panic attacks or you know
[2:23] you really don't want to go to work or
[2:24] you're experiencing fights with this
[2:27] person or whatever else and oftentimes
[2:29] we still don't listen because we're
[2:31] stubborn little humans and then it can
[2:33] be an on your knees moment an accident a
[2:36] catastrophe a divorce something really
[2:39] big that it's like okay you need to look
[2:42] at this area of your life and that
[2:45] doesn't mean that the Universe was out
[2:46] to get you no it's actually its way of
[2:48] protecting you it's telling you that
[2:50] something is off and that's why there's
[2:52] that pain that's why there's that
[2:54] resistance it's the barricades on the
[2:56] end of the highway it's to get you back
[2:58] on track
[2:59] and then when you get back on track
[3:00] towards your Dharma your Soul's purpose
[3:02] your fullest expression the big reason
[3:05] why you are here and that's exactly what
[3:07] I teach in Dharma coaching Institute
[3:09] when you're living in alignment with
[3:11] that you start to notice that the
[3:13] universe is propelling you in the
[3:15] direction of your purpose because you
[3:17] are living in alignment with your unique
[3:20] design you're sharing the gifts that you
[3:22] are here to share you are literally
[3:25] operating at your fullest potential and
[3:27] that's what source God Universal
[3:30] Consciousness wants it wants us all to
[3:33] be living our highest timelines because
[3:36] that's what's going to create the best
[3:38] world for all of us we need the singers
[3:40] we need the poets we need the builders
[3:42] we need everything and you you were
[3:45] designed with your own unique archetypes
[3:47] your own unique experiences even the
[3:50] obstacles you've overcome where your
[3:51] training ground to prepare you for
[3:54] embodying your Soul's purpose because
[3:56] you may have been born with this purpose
[3:58] but it doesn't mean you were born
[3:59] embodying it you need to go through
[4:01] those life challenging lessons to give
[4:03] you the the tools the grit the
[4:06] resilience the confidence the strength
[4:08] The Voice we experience contrast to help
[4:12] us see okay this doesn't feel right and
[4:15] now how can I come into an alignment
[4:17] again
[4:18] so in my own experience it has been
[4:20] through my greatest life tragedies in
[4:22] fact going through health challenges in
[4:24] my early 20s doctors telling me that I
[4:27] was going through perimenopause when I
[4:28] was 21 years old then learning how to
[4:30] heal my body studying ayurveda which led
[4:32] to me writing my first and second book
[4:35] on ayurveda then dealing with issues
[4:37] with my family which caused me to go
[4:39] down this healing journey and looking at
[4:41] the ancestral patterns and all the ways
[4:43] the feminine was oppressed and being the
[4:45] first woman in my family to really go
[4:47] out there and work and share her gifts
[4:49] and then experiencing my divorce and
[4:51] that heartbreak and looking deeper into
[4:53] myself in the ways I wasn't fully
[4:55] meeting and showing up for myself so all
[4:57] of these initiations are preparing us
[4:59] for what is to come
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[6:33] so now let's get into this episode today
[6:36] I am sitting with Robert Grant you may
[6:38] recognize him from the Gaia show codex
[6:40] he is a man of the Mysteries who has
[6:43] actually discovered one of the biggest
[6:45] discoveries in ancient Egyptian
[6:47] mythology and in today's conversation
[6:49] he's going to be merging metaphysics
[6:51] Math and Science with spirituality to
[6:55] help us actually see how many of these
[6:57] claims that we talk about such as
[6:58] synchronicities are actually
[7:00] scientifically and mathematically proven
[7:02] so this is a great conversation
[7:04] especially if you're someone that's
[7:05] maybe a little bit more skeptical or you
[7:07] tend to just be a little bit more on
[7:09] that left brain side that you need more
[7:11] math and research to believe something
[7:13] or to share it with your partner who may
[7:15] be more like that I love seeing the way
[7:17] that math and music spirituality and
[7:20] science can go hand in hand and this is
[7:23] a conversation that's going to help you
[7:24] see that these aren't actually different
[7:26] sides of ourselves but they're actually
[7:28] interrelated so without further Ado
[7:31] let's welcome Robert Grant on the
[7:33] highest self podcast all right well
[7:35] welcome Robert to the highest self
[7:37] podcast it's so great to have you here
[7:38] great to be here the first question I
[7:40] would love to ask you is what makes you
[7:43] your highest self
[7:44] what makes me my highest self I think my
[7:47] authentic self
[7:49] so I think I spent the first half of my
[7:52] life probably trying to be my ideal in
[7:57] every single way
[7:59] and I think the second half of my life
[8:01] has been spent realizing that I was
[8:03] already ideal
[8:05] and it's like we from the moment we're
[8:09] born we experience separation we start
[8:11] carving off parts of ourselves that we
[8:13] think are not really what we want to be
[8:16] because those parts bring us shame and
[8:18] guilt so we sort of just cut it I think
[8:20] of it like a block of cheese you start
[8:22] off with a big block of cheese and then
[8:23] by the end you've got this thin pillar
[8:25] and you've separated yourself from all
[8:27] the rest of it when actually the great
[8:29] lesson is to learn to bring and
[8:32] integrate all those aspects of yourself
[8:34] that you've cut away from yourself in my
[8:36] case I'd been a musician who gave up
[8:37] music I was an artist who gave up art
[8:40] because it was something I didn't want
[8:42] to associate with
[8:44] I was a serious business guy right so
[8:47] and into my left brain very much into
[8:50] mathematics and logic and I thought my
[8:53] whole job here on Earth was to learn to
[8:55] be a better judge
[8:57] and what I've realized over time was
[8:59] actually that what I thought was black
[9:01] and white was actually more gray than
[9:02] black or white and a lot of the oars
[9:05] that I was living and experiencing
[9:07] actually became Anne's
[9:09] and then I started realizing that I am
[9:12] what I've been looking for
[9:14] so my highest self is realizing the
[9:16] beauty of the uniqueness of what I am
[9:18] and just integrating that and accepting
[9:20] it fully and loving it fully and as
[9:22] I experienced that more and more than
[9:24] the world around me starts to become
[9:25] more like that too
[9:27] and you start to experience the
[9:28] synchronicities that are guiding you
[9:30] there that want you there so I really
[9:31] want to dive into this because I heard
[9:33] you on another podcast and I was like
[9:34] because I've been really devoted to
[9:37] synchronicities and being in
[9:39] conversation with the universe in that
[9:40] way but you know sometimes we even
[9:42] question ourselves like even when we had
[9:43] a zoom call I'm like you know sometimes
[9:45] I even question like am I making this up
[9:47] in my head am I you know when you say
[9:49] red car you start noticing red cars
[9:51] everywhere so is it like my own bias in
[9:54] my mind so I'm curious how first of all
[9:57] how do you see a synchronicity what is
[9:59] your definition and your understanding
[10:01] of it let's start there and I got some
[10:03] more layers I want to get into it I see
[10:06] it as a moment you know Carl Jung says
[10:08] that you can actually track your
[10:11] progression through the individuation
[10:12] process
[10:14] by the degree and number of
[10:16] synchronicities you experience and
[10:17] register
[10:18] and I believe that wholeheartedly and so
[10:22] what I realized is that all along a lot
[10:24] of these synchronicities were around but
[10:25] I wasn't necessarily tracking them and
[10:27] noticing them you know I'd wake up every
[10:30] morning at like 1 11 or 4 32 or 137 and
[10:34] I was like how is it always one of these
[10:36] three numbers I mean it's kind of
[10:38] bizarre I mean obviously I have some
[10:40] sort of clock inside my body that is
[10:42] running all the time and somehow telling
[10:45] me to wake up at this time because
[10:46] that's time I have to go to the bathroom
[10:47] but wait a minute
[10:49] is it really that way all day long too
[10:52] how is it that I'm seeing the same cycle
[10:55] of numbers through my life all over and
[10:57] over and over again and is it really
[10:59] that's these things are something
[11:01] separate from me or is it really that
[11:03] what I'm experiencing is the outside
[11:04] world around me is really just my U
[11:06] inverse
[11:08] and this is the way that the higher self
[11:11] and your subconscious mind can
[11:13] communicate with your conscious mind
[11:15] through synchronicities it's like
[11:17] imagine there's sort of like a veil
[11:19] between the conscious and the
[11:20] subconscious mind and that Veil is this
[11:23] veil of forgetfulness and there's no way
[11:25] to pass notes through that Veil or
[11:27] communicate through that Veil you have
[11:29] to learn the morse code of communication
[11:31] between those two Realms and
[11:34] synchronicities are that Morse code
[11:37] it allows you to communicate with your
[11:39] higher self it allows you to connect and
[11:41] when you finally do communicate with the
[11:43] subconscious mind or the U inverse
[11:45] that's when you're starting to integrate
[11:46] the super conscious mind
[11:49] and every moment can be a beautiful
[11:51] synchronicity if we just start to notice
[11:53] what's happening around us but we have
[11:55] to be present and we have to be aware
[11:57] and realize that we're not disconnected
[12:00] from the world around us but actually
[12:01] we're just a part of that larger
[12:04] Consciousness that is us I love that
[12:06] Universe U inverse yeah that the
[12:10] universe is you in verse it's a
[12:12] reflection of you it's an inverted you
[12:14] yes so my question is then who is Behind
[12:18] These synchronicities
[12:20] what is the energy behind it and what
[12:22] does it want
[12:24] so I think what it wants is as I kind of
[12:27] gave the analogy when we start off I I
[12:29] remember in 2017 I started drawing out
[12:33] what I was seeing in my mind is musical
[12:35] notes because I was a musician also and
[12:38] I was noticing all these correspondences
[12:40] in mathematics to music you know most
[12:42] people that bring in a lot of new
[12:44] mathematical Discovery happen to also be
[12:46] musicians and we know Bernard Riemann
[12:49] because he give us something that's
[12:51] called the prime number conjecture right
[12:53] it's prime number distribution how prime
[12:55] numbers are distributed out into
[12:56] infinity and and he wrote this
[12:59] conjecture that's never been proven yet
[13:00] still unproven but most people know
[13:03] Riemann for being a musician he wrote
[13:05] neo-rimanian tuning right so he was a
[13:09] very brilliant musician who also
[13:10] happened to be a number theorist
[13:12] and and so what you find is that math
[13:15] and music are just opposites of each
[13:17] other in a way you could say that that
[13:20] music is the you know is the way that we
[13:23] enjoy music but we do it through the
[13:25] abstract concept of it the center point
[13:28] of those two things is geometry so
[13:29] geometry definitely is the music that we
[13:31] enjoy with our eyes
[13:33] and
[13:34] music is the geometry that we enjoy with
[13:36] our ears so when you start thinking in
[13:38] those terms and the math is the abstract
[13:40] notion of it all the language beneath it
[13:42] the source code beneath it all then you
[13:45] start realizing that
[13:47] what is really happening here is I've
[13:49] been separating out as a higher self
[13:52] imagine you're a higher Consciousness
[13:53] that higher Consciousness wants to
[13:55] experience itself through your eyes
[13:57] through your unique your unique
[13:59] perspective your unique way of viewing
[14:02] the world is the highest value you can
[14:03] bring to the akashic record
[14:06] the akashic record wants to expand with
[14:08] more and more what is akashic record for
[14:10] someone the akashic record is a field
[14:12] right it's it's a Data Bank you could
[14:15] think of it like a blockchain it's like
[14:17] a blockchain of everything that has
[14:19] happened through time and what are those
[14:22] things well it's a blockchain of all of
[14:24] our emotional experiences
[14:26] it's literally a blockchain of ours what
[14:29] has ever happened and will ever happen
[14:30] that has ever happened and will ever
[14:32] happen
[14:33] and you know in India I know we have a
[14:36] mutual friend in Deepak so Deepak asked
[14:39] me to come with him once to Kerala and I
[14:41] wasn't able to go with him on that trip
[14:42] but he told me that when he goes to
[14:44] Carol he gets this Banana Leaf reading
[14:46] right that gives you your money yes
[14:49] exactly yes and I was so excited to do
[14:52] this I went and did it anyway but I
[14:53] didn't go with him because I couldn't
[14:55] make it I had a board conflict that that
[14:57] same week
[14:58] but basically the idea is is that
[15:00] there's a record of all of the
[15:03] experiences that we have all of the
[15:05] incarnations of you that are happening
[15:07] actually simultaneous to this moment of
[15:09] now
[15:10] and that record is basically this
[15:13] blockchain storage
[15:14] of all of the emotions now we can't
[15:17] track time without motion so if you
[15:20] think about dimension for just a moment
[15:21] right remember in school a single line
[15:24] would be the First Dimension right
[15:26] if we then put another axis on that line
[15:28] so we have an x-axis now we have a
[15:30] y-axis now we can have two dimensions
[15:32] and we measure that in units squared
[15:35] right so we can measure area because you
[15:37] could take you know going up the y-axis
[15:40] and to the to you know to the right on
[15:43] the x-axis you can basically have five
[15:45] and five so the area would be 25 for
[15:48] that and so that's how we measure it
[15:50] in the third dimension we add a z-axis
[15:52] right so now there's a depth Dimension
[15:54] it's not just flat anymore
[15:56] and that depth Dimension allows us to
[15:58] measure things in volume
[16:00] right so then you would just take each
[16:02] one of those sides if it was all equal
[16:03] and you'd be S to the third power right
[16:05] so the side to the third power
[16:07] well the fourth dimension is time
[16:11] and what that requires is motion
[16:13] right so motion
[16:16] so you could say that time itself is a
[16:19] recording of all motion
[16:22] but I find it interesting and analogous
[16:24] that actually what we experience through
[16:27] every moment of time that we experience
[16:29] is really the sum of all of our
[16:31] perceptions that then lead to emotional
[16:34] results
[16:36] and emotion in motion are closely
[16:40] related to each other
[16:41] because if you wanted to experience
[16:43] yourself through someone else's eyes
[16:46] right so the one divides itself into the
[16:49] many
[16:50] simply for the joy of observing itself
[16:52] Through The Eyes of this other number
[16:55] this other person and then also having
[16:58] that group or the mini come back into
[17:01] the number one again eventually so the
[17:04] one design divides itself in the many
[17:05] simply for the joy ultimately of
[17:07] becoming one again
[17:09] so each of these perceptions that we
[17:11] have
[17:12] are not actually related to the things
[17:14] that happen to us because what actually
[17:16] happens to us is not necessarily what
[17:19] truly happened to us what do I mean by
[17:22] that
[17:22] everybody has their own lens of
[17:24] perception
[17:25] so if we so walked out onto your street
[17:28] outside here and we witnessed and we
[17:30] were eyewitness to a crime and then we
[17:32] ended up having to go to court to
[17:34] testify about that crime and there were
[17:36] 30 other witnesses that saw the same
[17:37] crime let's say there was a old woman
[17:39] who got robbed on the street
[17:42] how many different accounts would there
[17:44] be of what happened
[17:46] at least 30. right and would they all be
[17:50] the same
[17:51] you would think that they would be the
[17:52] same they're not the same
[17:54] very often it's one of the biggest
[17:56] challenges when you go to court because
[17:58] many eyewitnesses to what happened all
[18:01] have entirely different accounts of what
[18:03] happened it's because we cannot separate
[18:06] ourselves from our own observation bias
[18:10] from our experience
[18:11] and so if we're living every single
[18:13] moment we think that oh this happened to
[18:15] me or that happened to me it's not
[18:17] actually what happened to you
[18:18] necessarily we see the world not as it
[18:20] is but as we are
[18:22] so what happens is we then say this
[18:24] happened to me and we make an
[18:26] interpolation we interpret what occurred
[18:29] and that interpretation is an
[18:31] observation that comes from our
[18:33] conditioning biases ultimately
[18:35] so therefore
[18:36] we then cannot differentiate between
[18:38] what actually happened to us
[18:40] right and what we perceive happen to us
[18:43] so what we say happened to us is
[18:45] actually just the sum of our perceptions
[18:47] and that perception leads to emotional
[18:50] states
[18:51] right so it's like an inducement of an
[18:53] emotional state and you can go through
[18:55] life not having any control over your
[18:57] emotions and just letting external
[18:58] stimuli
[19:00] stimulate you into one feeling or
[19:02] another and you could be all over the
[19:03] map until you find your Center
[19:06] and you realize that this is actually
[19:08] happening to you you can actually grasp
[19:10] it and get control of it and say I'm not
[19:12] going to perceive it this way I'm going
[19:15] to perceive it a different way
[19:16] altogether
[19:18] and when we do that it keeps a record
[19:22] in the akashic field because it's a sum
[19:26] of all the motion states and emotion
[19:28] States right that we experience so we
[19:32] can tap into those emotional states in
[19:35] that moment and we can revisit those
[19:37] places and when you actually raise your
[19:39] Consciousness to an INF level you can
[19:42] access that akashic field of information
[19:44] which is all information in it all the
[19:47] emotional states and all the stimuli
[19:49] that basically led to those emotional
[19:51] outcomes
[19:52] so what I struggle with understanding is
[19:55] then what's the difference between an
[19:56] emotion or emotion that you actually did
[19:59] versus didn't do if it's all being
[20:00] recorded
[20:02] it's how you remember it first of all
[20:04] because there is something called retro
[20:06] causality which you can go back have you
[20:08] ever had a situation where you said gosh
[20:11] that was terrible and then like a year
[20:14] later came back to that and said oh in
[20:16] one yes that was the best thing I dodged
[20:20] a bullet right oh my gosh that was like
[20:22] the best thing that ever happened to me
[20:23] right we've all had that experience time
[20:26] has this way of flipping polarity of
[20:29] circumstance
[20:30] and perception right so there becomes a
[20:35] retro causal nature of it because then
[20:36] that is also incredibly healing because
[20:39] once you finally have that realization
[20:40] that what happened to you actually
[20:42] happened for your highest benefit
[20:45] then you no longer feel the victim
[20:47] and you can let go
[20:49] of that trauma I don't even like to use
[20:52] the term trauma to be honest because
[20:53] trauma implies I had nothing to do with
[20:56] it and apply something negative that's
[20:58] taking away from you it implies
[21:00] something negative and that you don't
[21:01] ultimately have control you're not the
[21:03] captain of your soul you're not the
[21:05] master of your fate
[21:06] I believe that we are the master of our
[21:08] faith and we are the captain of our soul
[21:09] and that we do have a tremendous amount
[21:13] of power over how we choose to perceive
[21:15] what happens around us yes and what
[21:18] often happens to us is that we go into
[21:20] these modes where we've become the
[21:22] hammer
[21:23] that's always searching for a nail
[21:27] and we don't even realize it
[21:29] so if we think we're a victim
[21:31] we will be victimized over and over and
[21:34] over again
[21:35] If instead you feel like empowered
[21:38] you don't feel the victim you're not
[21:41] victimized anymore and even the
[21:43] circumstances you might have said from
[21:44] one angle could have looked like you got
[21:46] victimized
[21:48] it can become an incredible source of
[21:50] empowerment towards you
[21:52] right and I know you went through a
[21:54] similar a very challenging circumstance
[21:56] that you that you told me about during
[21:57] our last conversation and now but it's
[22:00] so incredible how quickly you've already
[22:02] gone into that new polarity yeah of
[22:05] perception by seeing it as an Ultimate
[22:08] Gift of transmutation
[22:10] and knowing that that's what life gives
[22:12] us it's to turn that bronze into gold
[22:14] and to continue to have these deeper
[22:16] initiations to take us to deeper levels
[22:18] of embodiment that we would not have
[22:20] been able to reach had it not been
[22:22] through those transformative periods So
[22:27] and I've noticed so many more
[22:28] synchronicities since going through this
[22:30] journey of just like constant
[22:32] confirmation of being in and out of
[22:34] alignment through flow and then also
[22:37] through that you know bounded energy so
[22:40] coming back to my question of like who's
[22:43] behind these synchronicities what does
[22:46] this U inverse what does this God Source
[22:50] Consciousness want
[22:52] so imagine
[22:53] if you
[22:55] could multiply Yourself by your U
[22:59] inverse
[23:00] so if you have a number and let's call
[23:03] that number really a light signature
[23:05] because we can convert a spectrum of
[23:07] light into a numerical representation
[23:09] right so that means that the world
[23:11] around you would simply be one over your
[23:14] number let's say that your number
[23:16] happened to be your birthday
[23:18] was your birthday combined with your
[23:20] name in Gematria which is assigning a
[23:23] numerical value to the letters of your
[23:24] name it's also your birth location your
[23:27] birth time
[23:29] and what I've just described to you now
[23:31] is the gene keys
[23:33] it's effectively the gene Keys that's
[23:34] the information you have to put into the
[23:36] gene keys and it's remarkably accurate
[23:38] if you haven't done it before yeah it's
[23:40] it's very accurate just as numerology is
[23:42] very accurate incredibly accurate and so
[23:44] as astrology but really jinkies to me is
[23:47] like a higher order higher dimensional
[23:49] astrology in a way
[23:52] and so when you realize that you have a
[23:55] light signature so this Consciousness
[23:58] you believe chose your birthday and your
[24:01] name and your birthplace to give you
[24:03] this certain number Spectrum to
[24:05] experience life through which then means
[24:07] I will have it in because there's never
[24:09] anyone else that's had my exact same
[24:10] number Spectrum no one else ever has
[24:14] ever had my exact same number so
[24:18] therefore my experience in my outside
[24:21] world will be another number pattern
[24:24] that will be the inverse of that value
[24:26] so 1 over that number will give me a
[24:30] repetition rate so what do I mean by
[24:32] that so certain numbers when you take
[24:33] their inverse values
[24:35] you take the number seven for example
[24:37] one over seven so the number one divided
[24:40] seven times is
[24:43] 0.142857 and then those same six digits
[24:46] repeat infinitely
[24:47] okay it's called a period or periodicity
[24:51] it's almost like a time tracker or you
[24:53] could say it's like a one four two eight
[24:56] five seven one four two eight five seven
[24:58] one four two eight five seven like a
[24:59] sine cosine wave on that number now as
[25:02] you get to larger and larger numbers
[25:04] that length of period becomes gigantic
[25:07] becomes huge
[25:09] so huge sometimes that you cannot zoom
[25:12] out enough to see the pattern but let's
[25:14] say patterns in your life repeating
[25:16] Bingo it's exactly right the patterns in
[25:20] your life are repeating they're set
[25:23] so that everything was actually
[25:25] predetermined
[25:27] you just didn't realize it and it took
[25:29] you your whole life until you realize
[25:32] wait what are the patterns that are in
[25:33] my life that are repeating that are
[25:35] specifically related to my unique light
[25:38] signature I used to think that you know
[25:40] I was good in business and that's why I
[25:41] could Succeed in Business and I worked
[25:43] really hard and you know I was always
[25:45] like oh you know luck isn't really this
[25:47] thing it's just a chance and opportunity
[25:49] meet in the right place you know
[25:51] preparation and opportunity is what I
[25:53] basically represent and so therefore I'm
[25:55] successful
[25:56] but one day I realized Maybe
[25:59] it could just be that I was born Taurus
[26:02] just have a propensity towards material
[26:05] grounded you know every torian every
[26:09] Taurus I know
[26:10] has the same thing or they like nice
[26:12] things right they they manifest luxury
[26:16] they're like of this Earth they can
[26:18] literally ground anything right and I
[26:22] don't I don't think I know any tourists
[26:24] that aren't like that yeah
[26:26] right and they're just good with it
[26:29] and they just do it like like like a
[26:31] fish swims right if we try to judge a
[26:34] fish by its ability to climb a tree
[26:37] right this is a quote from Einstein you
[26:39] know obviously we're all going to be
[26:41] disappointed and then not being a genius
[26:42] but actually judge it on what it's built
[26:45] to do
[26:46] and that's understanding what our own
[26:49] Gene key is when we finally understand
[26:52] what we're here to do that's what I
[26:54] meant when you asked me the question
[26:55] what is your highest self and I said
[26:57] it's my highest authenticity
[27:00] it's recognizing and owning who I am
[27:03] and realizing that that is good enough
[27:05] and
[27:07] that I exist for a reason my existence
[27:10] is here to provide another expansion
[27:14] to the akashic field of information so
[27:17] that the Universe the one the universal
[27:20] one or God if you want to call it that
[27:22] not some old guy who's like reaching out
[27:24] to Adam but actually the entire universe
[27:27] itself
[27:28] is alive and wanting to expand and grow
[27:32] I gave you a copy of my book Philomath
[27:35] Philomath means lover Philo means lover
[27:38] just like from you know philosophy
[27:42] Sophia means wisdom so Philo Sophia is
[27:46] lover of wisdom
[27:48] Philomath doesn't mean lover of math
[27:51] the ancient word for mathematics never
[27:53] meant until the time of Aristotle it
[27:56] always meant the seed of all learning it
[27:58] was the language of all learning so this
[28:01] idea of philosophia
[28:03] and phyllo math is actually not a lover
[28:07] of mathematics it's a lover of learning
[28:10] the universe is a lover of learning
[28:14] the universe wants to expand its
[28:16] Consciousness just as we want to expand
[28:18] our Consciousness and through each of us
[28:21] going through this process of Ascension
[28:23] and then returning back to one it adds
[28:26] more and more value to the expansion of
[28:29] overall consciousness
[28:31] so do you think that the universe is
[28:34] benevolent or just neutral do you think
[28:37] it wants the highest good for Humanity
[28:39] or it just wants to experience the full
[28:41] spectrum With No Agenda of what's
[28:44] benevolent or evil I think we all have
[28:47] these Notions of what we think you know
[28:50] God should be and and I kind of use the
[28:53] example of Michelangelo's you know God
[28:56] and Adam reaching out to each other like
[28:58] this mirror reflection of each other
[28:59] most people don't realize though that
[29:00] that as God is reaching out to Adam
[29:03] there's something around God it looks
[29:05] like a curtain around him he's got some
[29:07] angels and cherubs around him and a
[29:08] woman right across from him making the
[29:11] shape of an ex as well
[29:13] well that isn't all a representation of
[29:16] the brain the human brain the x is
[29:18] representing the optic chiasm which is
[29:22] the right eye connects to its optic
[29:24] nerve to the occipital lobe on the left
[29:27] side of the brain and the left eye
[29:29] connects to the right side of the brain
[29:31] so it creates a chi shape an X right
[29:33] over the pituitary gland the pituitary
[29:36] gland is the feminine of the brain
[29:39] the the pineal gland is the masculine of
[29:42] the brain it's actually shaped like a
[29:43] penis and the pituitary gland is also
[29:46] shaped like the you know like the sex
[29:49] organ of a woman right the vagina
[29:52] and those two things actually can work
[29:54] together they're apart from each other
[29:56] in the brain but through breathing
[29:57] exercises you can actually lift
[29:59] the pituitary gland so that will be on
[30:01] the same plane when you breathe in and
[30:03] out it actually does move up and down
[30:05] and actually what's funny is we all see
[30:08] CNA fluoroscopy echocardiograms of heart
[30:11] tissue right we'll see somebody's heart
[30:13] pumping and we'll be able to look at
[30:15] something like a CNA fluoroscopy where
[30:17] we can actually see blood going through
[30:18] the heart but it's very seldom that we
[30:20] get to see something where the brain is
[30:23] actually moving with each one of our
[30:25] breaths but if we could see it right if
[30:28] we did have that kind of an accuscan or
[30:31] an MRI or whatever running in real time
[30:33] you would see the brain pumps in and out
[30:35] just as our heart does it goes up and
[30:39] down with each of our breaths
[30:40] just as our heart is pumping all the
[30:43] time and moving as well
[30:44] so what this does is
[30:47] when you can actually bring together the
[30:49] pineal and the pituitary glands then you
[30:52] balance the masculine and feminine and
[30:53] in particular with the breathing the
[30:55] feminine must rise
[30:57] the pituitary gland is lower on the
[30:59] plane so this optic chiasm right is
[31:03] representing the left side of the brain
[31:05] merging with the right side of the brain
[31:07] the left side of the brain being the
[31:10] seed of all rational thought the right
[31:12] side of the brain being the seed of
[31:13] irrational thought creativity
[31:15] the masculine or linear side of the
[31:17] brain is the left side
[31:20] and you could say that would be
[31:21] represented by the letter A
[31:23] and then the feminine side of the brain
[31:25] brings in the curve it's not just
[31:27] straight lines it's the Omega
[31:29] so you have now Alpha Chi Omega
[31:32] Kai bringing the balance between the two
[31:35] so we've been living in this existence
[31:36] of Duality now I raise the concept of
[31:39] Duality y
[31:41] well because we all have this concept of
[31:43] God being only good
[31:46] so then we have to come up with a name
[31:47] like set
[31:49] in Egypt which became Satan
[31:52] right Satan just means he that opposes
[31:58] is Satan just an actor as part of this
[32:01] to create this separation somehow from
[32:03] God because we can't associate the bad
[32:05] things that happen in the world with a
[32:07] god figure
[32:08] because we think they're only good you
[32:10] know it's only kind of Western
[32:12] philosophy that has led to these
[32:14] concepts of of divinity being only good
[32:17] if you look through history the Greek
[32:20] pantheon the Sumerian Pantheon right
[32:23] which had seven gods the Egyptian
[32:24] Pantheon had nine Gods the Greek
[32:26] pantheon has 12.
[32:28] and if you look at each one of the
[32:30] personalities of Zeus and Poseidon and
[32:33] and Athena Etc they all have these
[32:35] incredible strengths
[32:37] right and these abilities they've got
[32:39] kind of special powers but they also
[32:41] have very very
[32:43] High degree of fault tolerance right so
[32:47] what I mean by that
[32:48] oh Zeus was this crazy player right he
[32:51] had all these women he was married to
[32:53] Hera but he had all these affairs with
[32:55] all these other women and he was well
[32:57] known for that
[32:58] it wasn't like he was this just
[33:00] perfectly good guy if you look into
[33:03] Indian right in Hindu belief systems
[33:06] right we've got concepts of Kali which
[33:09] is kind of like destructive Shiva right
[33:13] Brahman they all have these different
[33:15] kind of personality types and we don't
[33:17] look at it as like that's Satan
[33:20] but actually it is creating cycles of
[33:22] Destruction
[33:23] so instead of looking at it through the
[33:26] lens of Duality though good and evil we
[33:29] can transcend above that concept and
[33:31] just realize that it is
[33:34] and that everything must remain in
[33:36] Balance so that that means that God
[33:39] himself or herself
[33:41] must be both light and dark
[33:46] because that's what's happening in this
[33:48] world and we're just a reflection in
[33:51] totality of just all of the different
[33:53] divisions that could be possible of that
[33:55] number one
[33:57] the number one is neither evil nor good
[34:00] it's balanced
[34:02] so I believe that you know and I know
[34:04] this is hard for people sometimes
[34:05] they'll say I don't believe that
[34:07] anyone's any better than anyone else
[34:08] what I believe is that the people that
[34:11] I'm most concerned about are the ones
[34:12] who don't believe they have any Darkness
[34:14] within them
[34:17] because usually those are the ones that
[34:19] will then do the things right that
[34:22] Society has the hardest time integrating
[34:25] because they believe fully that they are
[34:27] completely above and beyond and they're
[34:29] only good
[34:30] this is how you get the Catholic priest
[34:32] who ends up you know molesting the the
[34:35] altar boy
[34:37] and this is what life is here to teach
[34:41] us that
[34:42] Shakespeare says whether good or bad
[34:45] right thinking makes it so
[34:48] whether good or bad thinking makes it so
[34:51] it's kind of in the same concept of you
[34:54] know as we make judgments
[34:56] we don't realize often that the things
[34:58] we judge are the things we attract
[35:01] until we no longer judge the things we
[35:03] attracted
[35:04] so we're not here to learn more judgment
[35:07] after 40 50 years of life you start
[35:10] realizing I'm not here to be more of a
[35:11] judge I'm here to be a lover
[35:14] I'm here to accept I'm here to love and
[35:18] to be loved and to learn how to receive
[35:21] that love both from myself and from
[35:23] others
[35:24] when I keep judging that it's not there
[35:26] I'm only recreating more cycles of
[35:29] samsara which is that periodicity of
[35:32] that number that relates to my inverse
[35:35] right so every single person when you
[35:38] start realizing this and that you can
[35:40] communicate with your higher self all
[35:42] the experiences all the people that come
[35:44] across you as you walk down the street
[35:47] they can be divine emanations
[35:50] bringing you messages
[35:52] confirming your path
[35:55] and then when things that are going to
[35:57] happen to you that are not so great
[35:59] happen
[36:00] then you can actually look at it from a
[36:02] different perspective and say the
[36:04] universe didn't happen to me it's
[36:06] happening for me I just need to see it
[36:08] in the light that it is
[36:12] we get triggered by things and now in
[36:14] that context we have to say well if I'm
[36:16] triggered by this thing
[36:17] what is it that I'm trying to teach
[36:19] myself through this triggering
[36:22] right and that is really when the world
[36:26] changes
[36:27] when you start realizing that wait a
[36:30] minute this is all happening for me
[36:35] then you start realizing you're in a
[36:36] game
[36:39] and the game is of your own making
[36:42] and then it's beautiful
[36:45] and it changes everything because the
[36:47] context is now totally changed
[36:49] Everything Has Changed
[36:51] and you start realizing oh I'm getting
[36:53] less and less triggered by things that
[36:54] that means you're literally dissolving a
[36:57] lot of these issues that you had judged
[36:59] in yourself
[37:02] your life gets lighter
[37:04] your relationships get better
[37:06] and then you start to ask yourself
[37:09] not why did that happen to me but why
[37:11] did I choose this
[37:15] and then everything becomes medicine and
[37:18] then everything becomes medicine
[37:21] and then your whole life just becomes
[37:22] more fun
[37:24] you're not toiling anymore in the same
[37:26] way things just start happening for you
[37:28] kind of automatically
[37:31] you don't have to worry about what's
[37:33] going to happen in your life because you
[37:35] already realize you're there and one of
[37:38] my favorite Chinese Proverbs is
[37:40] the man who blames others has a long way
[37:43] in his journey to go
[37:45] the man who blames himself is halfway
[37:47] there and the man who blames no one has
[37:50] already arrived
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[38:57] and I see this happening a lot with the
[38:59] Western psychology model you know it's
[39:01] like we go from
[39:03] unawareness this is happening in the
[39:05] news I'm a victim and then we go into a
[39:08] lot of the psychology work and it's like
[39:10] it's because of my childhood it's
[39:11] because of this it's because of that and
[39:12] then it's like I'm a traumatized person
[39:15] and you know I need all these labels and
[39:17] all these ways that we give up our power
[39:19] you know and we we do become victims of
[39:23] our own situations and thought patterns
[39:25] and and all of that and I think it's a
[39:27] way of negating responsibility
[39:29] and then when we're able to move past
[39:31] that it's like okay how did why did my
[39:33] soul choose this what lessons did it
[39:35] teach me what medicine it gave me and
[39:36] then anything that's showing up for you
[39:38] it's perfect exactly as it is and then
[39:41] when you release preferences yeah that's
[39:44] really been my practice of like I don't
[39:47] know
[39:48] I don't know where I'm supposed to live
[39:49] I don't know where I'm supposed to go
[39:50] how could I know because I couldn't have
[39:52] never known the direction my life has
[39:54] gone I would have very much limited my
[39:57] full potential had I decided you know at
[39:59] what age do you decide because it's
[40:01] constantly changing right you would put
[40:02] a cap at your potential at whatever age
[40:04] you decided how your life was meant to
[40:06] go so instead just stepping into this
[40:08] show me show me by hearing the right
[40:11] thing at the right time and meeting the
[40:12] right people that guides me to the next
[40:14] step and then you're like on the edge of
[40:17] your seat of Life yeah you know and
[40:19] you're just like this is going to take
[40:21] me in that and and like I noticed Within
[40:24] Myself of the ego trying to grasp to
[40:26] certainty because I do think it helps
[40:29] like before earlier on the Journey of
[40:31] like goal setting you know like okay
[40:34] this is my goal I'm gonna work hard
[40:35] towards it I'm gonna be disciplined and
[40:37] practice and it can help us go from
[40:39] maybe like
[40:40] unawareness apathy to a sense of control
[40:43] and empowerment which gets our fire
[40:45] going but then to go beyond that it's
[40:48] how can my little human mind know
[40:53] yeah you know certainly is I think
[40:57] something that everybody falls into the
[41:00] Trap of
[41:02] and and there's really no such thing
[41:04] I mean literally I could walk outside
[41:06] right now and just make a mistake
[41:08] because I'm looking at my phone and get
[41:09] hit by a car and then we hold on to
[41:11] these certainties of I have this job and
[41:13] I'm in this relationship and this is
[41:14] where I live and this is how I do things
[41:16] and when it's gone it's like that was
[41:18] taken away from me as if it was ever
[41:19] yours yeah have you ever seen that movie
[41:22] uh have you ever seen that movie Office
[41:23] Space it's absolutely hysterical and
[41:26] these guys are like these total like
[41:29] Silicon Valley nerds and one of the guys
[41:32] is like from Syria or somewhere in the
[41:35] Middle East and the other guys are
[41:37] figuring out how to like rob the bank
[41:39] that they're working at or the company
[41:40] they're working at they're going to take
[41:41] one fraction of one penny off of
[41:44] everybody's bank accounts it's actually
[41:46] a really funny comedy
[41:48] and of course they you know it becomes
[41:50] this whole thing but in the in one of
[41:53] the scenes one of the guys the guy
[41:54] that's from the Middle East
[41:56] one of the guys makes the comment the
[41:58] the guy that was from Silicon Valley
[42:00] originally says he goes what do you want
[42:02] you want to just be in this job for the
[42:03] rest of your life sitting in that
[42:05] cubicle
[42:06] and then the guy from like the Middle
[42:08] East says I can only dream of such job
[42:10] security
[42:11] which is the funniest thing because
[42:13] everyone's like oh that would be like
[42:15] the worst existence ever right to be
[42:17] stuck in some like cubicle for the rest
[42:19] of your days right grinding it out for
[42:22] some lame company you have no purpose
[42:25] working for right all you're doing is
[42:27] shuffling papers from one desk to
[42:29] another type of thing and then the other
[42:31] guy's total different perspective is I
[42:33] can only dream of such amazing job
[42:34] security and it's like Maslow's
[42:36] hierarchy because it's like when you
[42:37] don't have your survival needs met then
[42:39] yes job security sounds like the most
[42:41] grounding thing ever I really want that
[42:43] right and when you have that a lot of
[42:45] people in the in the US and Western
[42:47] World they're like okay what's next but
[42:48] then often we go into the material Goods
[42:50] thinking that that's what's going to
[42:52] give us Liberation I know that's been a
[42:53] part of your journey and then we
[42:55] realized the The Emptiness and the
[42:57] yearning and the longing for something
[42:59] greater is still there and then we let
[43:02] go
[43:03] but how can we let go without having to
[43:06] get all of the things first
[43:09] I think it's already predetermined By
[43:10] the Light signature in your number I
[43:12] don't think it's something that you can
[43:14] just you don't believe there's free will
[43:16] I believe that what we call Free Will
[43:18] and Destiny is actually related in a
[43:21] different way I believe that what we
[43:23] call Destiny is the Free Will of our
[43:24] higher selves
[43:26] because yeah sometimes I think if
[43:28] there's free will doesn't our highest
[43:30] self already know what we're going to
[43:31] decide based off it's working
[43:33] independent of time already right so it
[43:35] knows better than we can know because
[43:37] it's got the the the perspective of
[43:40] being able to see all past and all
[43:43] future
[43:44] [Music]
[43:45] right forever for it it's just now
[43:48] so do you think then by doing practices
[43:51] like you know well let's just start by
[43:54] healing your inner child and things like
[43:56] that do you think you can change your
[43:57] destiny
[43:59] I believe that the destiny is already
[44:04] predetermined and the path of what we
[44:06] wanted to learn right and maybe not in
[44:09] our lower context in our in our
[44:10] conscious minds but let's say over our
[44:12] higher lessons the overarching lesson so
[44:14] let's just say that there's something
[44:15] selected where the higher self which is
[44:17] the entire universe says
[44:19] here's what I want to experience
[44:22] here's what I want to learn it's like a
[44:24] menu I'm going to go down the menu list
[44:26] of things and based on this light
[44:28] signature which we can basically embed
[44:30] in each person by determining their time
[44:33] of birth their location of their birth
[44:35] and all that stuff right it's like built
[44:37] into you so then you're the Arc of your
[44:39] life is already set
[44:41] your hero's journey is already
[44:43] predetermined the fact that you're going
[44:45] to come back the life's work in gene
[44:48] Keys is the closest thing you found to
[44:50] explaining that yeah I would sorry mine
[44:54] says you're here to teach about
[44:55] spirituality well there you go see you
[44:57] found your you found your place but then
[44:59] maybe it's the mediums that is the Free
[45:02] Will of like okay how am I going to do
[45:04] this but then what about people who
[45:06] never reach their sidhi their Dharma
[45:08] their purpose
[45:10] well I mean sometimes you go through
[45:11] multiple lifetimes right but I think
[45:13] that's actually part of their purpose
[45:15] too they're just going through their
[45:17] long cycle of this massive repetition
[45:19] cycle and at some point once they
[45:22] finally raise their Consciousness and be
[45:24] able to see the patterns of their lives
[45:26] and then once we expand Beyond Duality
[45:29] that's when you start experiencing time
[45:30] differently
[45:32] the moment you start letting go of
[45:33] judgment
[45:34] is literally that is the encryption
[45:37] layer time is the encryption layer
[45:40] between the fourth dimension and The
[45:41] Fifth Dimension The Fifth Dimension is a
[45:44] dimension of love and acceptance and the
[45:47] way we transcend time
[45:49] is by
[45:51] turning to love rather than judgment
[45:53] I experienced this firsthand because I
[45:56] was very much operating at the frequency
[45:58] of Truth and I was sharing with you
[45:59] before I went to each of those very much
[46:01] in my whole life truth Seeker share the
[46:04] truth be the truth truth truth truth and
[46:06] you know truth is a very important
[46:08] virtue
[46:09] but just the initiation the portal that
[46:12] I've been in and going to Egypt it
[46:14] shifted my frequency to love that it was
[46:17] less about truth because truth has this
[46:19] element of Justice to it yeah it has
[46:21] this element of this is right and this
[46:24] is wrong and I need to balance the
[46:26] scales through my actions which means I
[46:29] ultimately know was I am the judge of
[46:31] what's right or wrong and it showed me
[46:33] just first of all that we as humans are
[46:36] not in charge of that at all we have
[46:38] ma'at the deity and many other deities
[46:40] and all these different cycles and all
[46:42] of these different layers that we're
[46:43] just not even consciously aware of in
[46:46] the grand scheme of lifetimes where this
[46:49] is all being played out it's in truth a
[46:51] judge panel is not on one specific
[46:53] situation
[46:54] and beyond that it's like truth
[46:57] ultimately if it's not being received
[46:59] what's the point right if I'm like this
[47:02] is the truth I'm gonna tell you the
[47:03] truth and you're closed off to it
[47:04] because I'm not coming from a place of
[47:05] love then it's it's just hitting a wall
[47:07] and then I'm just actually lowering my
[47:09] vibration now because now you're not
[47:11] feeling hurt you're not feeling met and
[47:13] for the other person their truth is
[47:15] their truth
[47:16] it could be the same as looking outside
[47:17] and say no no you know one person could
[47:20] say oh the guy ran up and stole the back
[47:23] from behind and the other one would say
[47:24] no that's not true came from the other
[47:26] direction and stole it from the front
[47:27] right and both of them may be right
[47:32] how is that possible that both are right
[47:34] so this is so difficult because people
[47:35] are like wait a minute ah there has to
[47:38] be an objective truth
[47:40] no what we all have to realize is that
[47:43] what we've been telling us ourselves is
[47:45] the truth is what we subconsciously and
[47:47] unconsciously believe was benefiting us
[47:50] right
[47:51] yeah because also truth changes with
[47:54] time
[47:55] different levels of consciousness
[47:56] different awareness different pieces of
[47:57] the puzzle you might have seen that
[47:59] accident happen on the street but now I
[48:01] realize the car behind them was actually
[48:02] pushing this car to go faster so it
[48:04] wasn't this car it was that card and
[48:05] it's like my my field of awareness
[48:07] expands so then the truth changes again
[48:10] meanwhile your field of awareness is
[48:12] changing we might actually switch sides
[48:13] of what is true oh completely so by the
[48:16] way that's what political parties are
[48:18] doing right now right exactly no that's
[48:20] exactly what's happened I mean we can
[48:22] look back in history
[48:24] so you know we tend to think of the
[48:26] party that's an advocate for you know
[48:28] NAACP and and sort of for minority
[48:32] issues ETC is going to be the Democratic
[48:34] party generally right and then we tend
[48:37] to think about the Republican party as
[48:38] old rich white guys right and that's
[48:40] kind of the way they're both portrayed
[48:42] and to a certain extent both kind of
[48:43] accept that as well
[48:45] but what's more interesting about it is
[48:47] going back in time because the
[48:50] Emancipation Proclamation was made by
[48:52] Abraham Lincoln who was a republican the
[48:54] Democrats were actually the party of
[48:56] slavery right
[48:59] yeah so how did that flip 180 degrees
[49:02] right because we could say it is true
[49:04] that Democrats stand for freedom and it
[49:07] is true that Republicans stand for
[49:09] they're all conservative white dudes but
[49:11] that actually just wasn't true because
[49:13] Abraham Lincoln's time it was the polar
[49:14] opposite well I'll give you another
[49:16] example of it since we're on politics
[49:17] and you know I'm not I'm neither
[49:19] Republican nor Democrat I refuse to
[49:21] participate now I'm done yeah exactly
[49:23] I'm non-preference I'm so over it I'm
[49:25] like please
[49:27] the Republican Party touts itself as the
[49:30] party of conservatism right and that
[49:33] also extends to how they spend their
[49:34] money right and yet every Republican
[49:38] presidency has run a much larger budget
[49:41] deficit than their Democrat counterparts
[49:45] right
[49:46] what gives it's almost like you want to
[49:49] basically fool everybody just you know
[49:52] if you want to be a successful president
[49:53] I've heard this before either be a
[49:55] democrat or a republican who ends up
[49:58] running on those two platforms but then
[50:00] after he goes into office flips to the
[50:01] other side
[50:02] whatever that is because you'll get way
[50:05] more things done
[50:07] so if you're a conservative and you
[50:08] actually want to get something done well
[50:10] you got to do it is you got to basically
[50:11] run as a Democrat and then have
[50:13] conservative policies
[50:16] because that will turn the tide yeah
[50:18] right and so this is what's been
[50:21] happening I realized probably 2010
[50:24] that what I considered was dualistic
[50:27] you know humility and arrogance I
[50:30] started looking at people that were
[50:31] arrogant
[50:33] and they're the ones that were calling
[50:35] out other people for being arrogant so
[50:37] they're the ones that would say oh I
[50:39] can't stand that person because he's so
[50:40] arrogant yeah we see what we are if you
[50:43] spot it that means you got it
[50:45] and so that's what I started realizing
[50:47] that okay what we call fascist
[50:51] actually always starts off as communist
[50:55] you look throughout history
[50:56] I mean is Kim Jong-un and uh Kim il-sung
[51:00] you know his grandfather and all the
[51:01] people that basically have set up what
[51:03] is North Korea today
[51:05] I mean you go there you know it's
[51:06] fascism because there's giant pictures
[51:08] of people's faces everywhere
[51:10] but the thing is is that they all always
[51:12] start running on platforms of social
[51:14] democracy Hitler was a Social Democrat
[51:17] yeah what we resist persists and we
[51:20] become that thing exactly so all of it
[51:22] is a circle or a sphere
[51:25] it's you know you take one more step to
[51:28] the right and you've got you know you
[51:30] think that you're you're right wing you
[51:32] keep going you end up at communism yeah
[51:34] and even just on a like a little micro
[51:37] example
[51:39] um my uncle is very clean like OCD clean
[51:42] wants everything to be clean and always
[51:45] ends up with the stains on everything
[51:48] you know the stains on the shirt the
[51:49] stains on the couch and it's like the
[51:50] one thing that annoys him the most what
[51:52] does he do that he's an oral surgeon
[51:54] okay
[51:56] the doctors that have the pin Pockets
[51:58] here and then there's always like ink
[51:59] stain exactly exactly and they're super
[52:01] meticulous and everything else and it's
[52:03] almost like we joke because his wife my
[52:05] aunt she could be eating like
[52:06] pomegranate which is like super messy
[52:08] and like bring it from the table to her
[52:10] mouth and like totally fine and he like
[52:12] touches a little bit and it's like
[52:13] ruined his perfectly white stained shirt
[52:15] so that's the funny thing of like
[52:18] whatever you don't want to happen
[52:22] for you to get rid of that preference
[52:25] but then I wonder I'm like okay let's
[52:28] say I come into a lifetime of having no
[52:30] preference I'm just floating I'm just
[52:32] like accepting what is it's like well
[52:33] then how would I have Beauty how would I
[52:36] have expression how would I have
[52:38] individuation if I just become this like
[52:40] blob of no preference
[52:43] well I don't know that it has to be no
[52:45] preference I think you can because I'm a
[52:48] Taurus I I used to not want people to
[52:51] know that I was like I like nice things
[52:54] right so I remember I used to have an
[52:56] Aston Martin
[52:57] and I had several Aston Martins and when
[53:00] I worked it out again I remember
[53:02] thinking oh I probably shouldn't drive
[53:03] my Aston Martin to work
[53:06] because I don't want people to like
[53:07] think of me as being like obsessed with
[53:09] this material stuff right which is kind
[53:13] of stupid because people all figure it
[53:15] out anyway right it's better just to own
[53:18] it
[53:19] just own your
[53:22] right instead of trying to tell somebody
[53:24] oh I don't like this or I'm not like
[53:26] that or judge everyone else for doing
[53:28] the thing that you're trying to avoid
[53:29] being yourself
[53:31] just be at one with it and accept and
[53:34] own it I like nice things
[53:37] there's nothing wrong with that
[53:40] it's us that assigns guilt shame blame
[53:43] to whatever the things are in our life
[53:45] that we're not yet fully comfortable
[53:47] with and at peace with yes it's when
[53:49] you're wobbling that you're questioned
[53:51] it's always the case right and so what
[53:55] what happens is like you know it reminds
[53:57] me sometimes
[53:59] um I had one circumstance like this back
[54:02] in high school that really
[54:04] bothered me and then it happened again
[54:06] later in life so it was in my second
[54:08] marriage you know people ask me the math
[54:09] equation all the time you know what's
[54:11] half of a half of a half and I say three
[54:13] marriages right that's that's kind of
[54:15] the way it works but but I remember in
[54:18] my in my second marriage there was
[54:20] someone that was a friend of mine who
[54:22] his wife was you know very very
[54:25] attractive beautiful woman I'd never
[54:27] really talked to her before and he and I
[54:29] were close friends and
[54:31] she was in The Forum with my ex-wife
[54:34] and she went to this forum with my
[54:37] ex-wife and this forum is like it's like
[54:39] a YPO type for him if you know what YPO
[54:41] is it's a CEO Club basically
[54:44] and and and she said you know
[54:46] I in this forum with with the women she
[54:49] told my ex-wife and I'd never even
[54:50] talked to this woman she told my ex-wife
[54:53] um I think that your husband might be
[54:55] attracted to me
[54:57] which caused me a lot of pain it was
[55:00] very difficult it was super painful
[55:03] and and
[55:05] the thing is I never even talked to her
[55:08] so how she could come to that
[55:10] right we tend to and you know we all do
[55:14] this we all project sometimes
[55:17] things I've done it myself so I had to
[55:19] learn that experience we learned through
[55:21] opposites
[55:22] so for example I had to go through this
[55:25] terrible terrible experience that I was
[55:26] in 2016.
[55:29] um where I felt I I experienced Mass
[55:31] betrayal from several of my friends
[55:34] which was horrible I was in a battle
[55:36] with the VC partner
[55:37] that was trying to get control of a
[55:40] company that I had founded that became a
[55:41] unicorn company
[55:43] like overnight
[55:45] and I ended up winning the battle but I
[55:47] felt like I lost the war
[55:49] and it took me a long time to realize
[55:51] why it had to happen that way
[55:54] because I realized later that one of the
[55:56] things I came here to learn that was
[55:58] part of my Dharma
[55:59] was to learn unconditional love
[56:03] so if my choice at a higher self level
[56:06] is to learn unconditional love that
[56:08] means I'm going to learn that through
[56:09] the opposite of unconditional love
[56:12] which is conditional love and the
[56:14] extreme form of conditional love is
[56:16] betrayal
[56:19] I had to keep experiencing that betrayal
[56:22] until I learned to accept it
[56:24] because if I kept judging it I would
[56:27] just be on the same hamster trail of
[56:29] repetition there's just another number
[56:31] cycle that's coming forward
[56:34] so once we transmute it we can actually
[56:36] turn ourselves into a golden light
[56:39] relationship so do you think then when
[56:42] we transmute it we accept that thing we
[56:44] no longer have judgment around it then
[56:46] this number wave shifts yes it does and
[56:50] that I just discovered so one of the
[56:52] things I promise you I wasn't going to
[56:54] talk about math but here I am talking
[56:55] about math one of the things that I'll
[56:57] try to do as easily as I possibly can
[56:58] let's give us the fourth have you ever
[57:00] give me the fourth grade version have
[57:02] you ever heard of the Fibonacci yes
[57:04] member series okay so you know the
[57:07] Fibonacci number series determines the
[57:08] number of leaves on that plant right oh
[57:11] no I didn't know that yeah or the number
[57:13] of Petals of a rose so the way it works
[57:16] is for the branches on a tree every tree
[57:18] will follow this wow so you'll have one
[57:21] branch will show up close to the base of
[57:22] the tree then there'll be another branch
[57:24] and then there's going to be two
[57:26] branches and then those there's going to
[57:29] be two plus one so you just add the last
[57:31] two numbers three branches and then at
[57:33] the plants and then there's going to be
[57:35] five branches under the next rung
[57:36] because you're just adding it up one
[57:38] plus one equals two and then two plus
[57:40] one equals three and then three plus two
[57:41] equals five and then five plus three
[57:44] equals eight so the number series goes
[57:46] one one two three five eight thirteen
[57:50] 21 34 55 89 144 and then if I take those
[57:56] numbers at 144 and I divide it by 89.
[57:59] the immediately preceding number
[58:01] it gives me a ratio of 1.618
[58:04] now this is a very important ratio and
[58:08] it's a ratio that shows up everywhere in
[58:10] nature in fact it's often referred to as
[58:12] God's signature
[58:14] 1.618 1.618 so I'll tell you where it
[58:17] matters am I looking around for your
[58:19] viewers I'll tell you where it matters I
[58:20] launched a product called Juvederm right
[58:22] which became a huge product for dermal
[58:24] fillers and everything
[58:26] and
[58:27] and the doctors that would inject
[58:29] Juvederm have you heard of Juvederm
[58:30] before yeah when they would eject
[58:32] Juvederm they'd put it in lips they
[58:34] would inject it in both lips right but
[58:38] actually technically the way they should
[58:40] inject it is they should inject
[58:42] 1.618 times the volume that they inject
[58:46] in the top lip the larger amount should
[58:49] go on the bottom lip
[58:51] do you know why
[58:52] that's the natural ratio of the lips
[58:55] that's the natural ratio of the lips by
[58:57] the same token if you wanted to look at
[59:00] the feminine form which is we we love
[59:03] the curve right who would want to live
[59:04] in a world of only straight lines the
[59:07] feminine form the hip to waist ratio is
[59:11] 1.618
[59:13] a DNA strand so you've seen how a DNA
[59:16] strand looks right so if I took a strand
[59:18] of DNA
[59:20] the length
[59:21] of that strand would be 1.618 times the
[59:24] width did you know this yeah everything
[59:27] is this I only learned about Pi that was
[59:30] like the big number in high school
[59:34] 3.1415926 yeah there's like a
[59:36] competition of like how much you could
[59:38] memorize but I did a competition at
[59:40] Pacific High School in Newport Beach
[59:42] okay and um and they had me speak to
[59:45] their whole student body about
[59:46] mathematics and I did this competition
[59:48] I'm like okay who could do you know Pi
[59:50] out to X number of digits and there was
[59:53] one kid there that actually just kept
[59:55] going everyone else gave up after like
[59:57] 40 digits wow and this kid went to like
[1:00:00] 2 000 digits I was like
[1:00:02] okay that's a lot but I think the world
[1:00:04] records something like 20 000 digits
[1:00:06] someone actually can remember it's kind
[1:00:08] of crazy crazy tells you what the human
[1:00:10] mind can do but what's interesting about
[1:00:13] this number 1.618 there's something that
[1:00:15] makes it golden
[1:00:17] now you can understand I tend to refer
[1:00:19] to like the pyramids I'm sure connected
[1:00:21] to them the pyramids are definitely
[1:00:22] connected to it no doubt about it but
[1:00:25] the thing that is absolutely connected
[1:00:27] to it is a mirroring property
[1:00:29] so what do I mean by a mirroring
[1:00:31] property
[1:00:32] well
[1:00:33] I call the universe the U inverse right
[1:00:37] and another way to look at that would be
[1:00:38] like a mirror between our two
[1:00:40] Consciousness types the conscious mind
[1:00:42] which is what I call me and the
[1:00:44] subconscious mind which is everything
[1:00:46] else around me my experience and it's
[1:00:48] Unique to me because my light signature
[1:00:50] is unique
[1:00:51] and my 1 over X is that mere reflection
[1:00:54] so the mirror of Consciousness the
[1:00:57] number 1.618 is unique because it's the
[1:00:59] only number that when I take its inverse
[1:01:02] the string of numbers the 0.618 into
[1:01:06] Infinity remains identical
[1:01:08] so it's literally the perfect mirrored
[1:01:10] number
[1:01:12] only number that does this
[1:01:15] and we call this the golden ratio
[1:01:17] because all artwork has it embedded
[1:01:20] within it whether we know it or not I'm
[1:01:21] a sculptor I'm sculpting I don't take
[1:01:23] calipers to measure to see if I'm doing
[1:01:26] the hip to waist ratio if I'm doing the
[1:01:28] face ratio the distance between my
[1:01:30] pupils should be you know exactly versus
[1:01:34] my temple to Temple people to pupil
[1:01:36] Temple to Temple Temple to Temple versus
[1:01:38] people pupil is 1.618
[1:01:41] it's perfect my lips are supposed to be
[1:01:43] that everything's supposed to be this
[1:01:45] signature of God
[1:01:47] the reason is because it has this
[1:01:49] string of decimal extension that's
[1:01:51] identical even when you take one over
[1:01:54] that value
[1:01:56] so how does that even matter what it
[1:01:58] matters is that
[1:01:59] no other number can do that so I used to
[1:02:01] think this is a property that only the
[1:02:04] golden ratio has that's the only magic
[1:02:06] number
[1:02:07] where it takes its inverse and it's
[1:02:09] perfectly the same number infinitely no
[1:02:11] other number can do that so you could
[1:02:12] say it'd be like the God of all numbers
[1:02:14] right
[1:02:16] but then I learned and discovered the
[1:02:18] method
[1:02:19] to apply that and have it work for all
[1:02:22] numbers
[1:02:23] and it's totally possible to have it
[1:02:25] work for all numbers
[1:02:27] what you have to do is you take whatever
[1:02:30] number it is you square it you add one
[1:02:33] to it take its square root
[1:02:35] and then you take half of its value on
[1:02:38] the left side of the decimal extension
[1:02:40] and then you add back half that value
[1:02:43] back to it and then that will create a
[1:02:45] number now that will be a perfect
[1:02:46] mantissa or decimal extension of
[1:02:49] equivalence in its one over x value so
[1:02:52] now you could say that the number itself
[1:02:54] on the left of the decimal is your
[1:02:56] conscious mind
[1:02:57] and the number on the right of the
[1:02:59] decimal is your subconscious mind they
[1:03:02] can now be joined into one number we
[1:03:04] take the 1 over X of that value and it's
[1:03:06] the same decimal extension identical
[1:03:08] every number can now be made golden so
[1:03:12] you just asked me the question so if I'm
[1:03:13] stuck to this repetition pattern
[1:03:16] how do I become golden how do I become
[1:03:19] Divine how do I break out of this cycle
[1:03:21] of samsara mathematically you can you
[1:03:25] become perfectly infinitely irrational
[1:03:28] no repeating patterns you're infinite
[1:03:30] it's your spirit aspect you could think
[1:03:33] of yourself like if I could take the
[1:03:36] square root of Sahara
[1:03:38] right the square root of U would give me
[1:03:40] an infinite irrational number right
[1:03:43] that's perfect it's beautiful there's no
[1:03:45] repetition patterns in it it's perfectly
[1:03:47] infinite it's entropic it's also
[1:03:50] synthropic we just don't know the
[1:03:52] pattern what's entropic centropic and
[1:03:54] Tropic means chaos there's a chaos
[1:03:57] aspect to the entire universe right
[1:03:59] chaos has to be balanced and then
[1:04:02] there's pattern
[1:04:03] but maybe what we call entropy is really
[1:04:05] just pattern we don't understand at the
[1:04:07] level of our Consciousness because the
[1:04:09] pattern's too big for us to see
[1:04:12] so you're saying that if you see
[1:04:15] everything in your reality as you
[1:04:17] inverse and you transcend having
[1:04:19] preferences then you will end up on this
[1:04:22] code that never repeats and you never go
[1:04:24] through patterns again is that correct
[1:04:26] the caveat is love
[1:04:29] hmm
[1:04:30] that's how it's not just it's not just
[1:04:32] learning to transcend your preferences
[1:04:34] it's learning to love and accept the
[1:04:37] world exactly as it is
[1:04:40] where my mind goes to well what about
[1:04:43] injustices
[1:04:45] so then you start asking yourself the
[1:04:46] question why these injustices keep
[1:04:49] showing up in my field
[1:04:52] it's very difficult for us sometimes to
[1:04:54] be able to look at these kinds of
[1:04:56] travesties that happen in the world and
[1:04:58] just say I accept that the world is a
[1:05:01] difficult place
[1:05:03] I accept that the world's a difficult
[1:05:05] place
[1:05:06] without trying to do something and cause
[1:05:08] a fight for it right or fight against
[1:05:10] that thing and I'm not saying that you
[1:05:13] just sit back and do nothing I'm not
[1:05:15] saying that but realizing that
[1:05:17] everything happens in this universe for
[1:05:20] a reason
[1:05:21] everything and everything can loop back
[1:05:25] on itself in many ways that now we
[1:05:27] cannot see and with time most things
[1:05:30] there are some exceptions but most
[1:05:32] things we look back on and say gosh that
[1:05:34] was the worst that ever happened but I'm
[1:05:36] actually grateful that it did happen
[1:05:37] because it did lead to this yeah and
[1:05:40] this is The Human Condition
[1:05:42] so I'm not saying that
[1:05:44] you know we look at the injustices of
[1:05:46] the world and we just simply accept the
[1:05:48] Injustice of the world I'm definitely
[1:05:49] not saying that but what I am saying is
[1:05:51] we should not let those things
[1:05:54] become the nail that we then simply
[1:05:58] become the Vigilante trying to stamp out
[1:06:00] every single Injustice because what will
[1:06:02] happen when we do that I can tell you
[1:06:03] this for certain
[1:06:05] it's no different than your
[1:06:07] father right
[1:06:09] right or your uncle who's the oral
[1:06:11] surgeon who doesn't want to get stuff on
[1:06:14] a shirt
[1:06:15] we create the outcomes
[1:06:18] from our fears
[1:06:20] we create the outcomes from our
[1:06:22] judgments
[1:06:23] so if when something like that happens
[1:06:26] the learning can be okay how do I not
[1:06:29] propagate this same experience and have
[1:06:32] it continue over and over and over again
[1:06:34] it doesn't mean you don't get involved
[1:06:35] but there's an attachment that we need
[1:06:38] to avoid
[1:06:39] right the attachment is what we often
[1:06:42] get so like into that we get attached to
[1:06:45] I'm gonna be the one who saves the world
[1:06:47] from this one pernicious or you know
[1:06:50] nefarious act or whatever it is and so
[1:06:53] that becomes egoic
[1:06:55] and then by that egoic transition
[1:06:58] happening we tend to create more and
[1:07:00] more of it in our field
[1:07:02] when if we can exchange that with more
[1:07:05] of the teachings that we would have had
[1:07:07] from you know whether it's and I'm not
[1:07:10] Christian per se I believe Jesus was a
[1:07:12] Buddhist who went to
[1:07:15] um Tibet and who basically learned there
[1:07:19] and I met the Dalai Lama Dalai Lama told
[1:07:21] me oh we have all the records of Jesus
[1:07:23] visit to Tibet you know in my house uh
[1:07:26] back in Tibet
[1:07:28] out of exiled Palace in dharmsala
[1:07:31] but basically
[1:07:33] the idea was this love your enemy
[1:07:38] love the triggers
[1:07:41] people think that this world could be a
[1:07:43] terrible place I don't believe this
[1:07:44] world's a terribly difficult place
[1:07:45] because people hate each other I believe
[1:07:47] the world can be a very difficult place
[1:07:48] because people hate themselves
[1:07:52] and when we hate ourselves we will
[1:07:55] propagate around us all of that
[1:07:57] projection
[1:07:59] and that will show up in our experiences
[1:08:02] it's very difficult for any one of us to
[1:08:04] judge the position of anyone else and
[1:08:07] it's very difficult for us to not look
[1:08:09] at the world and say I'm better than you
[1:08:13] like I said before I don't believe the
[1:08:15] people we should be afraid of are the
[1:08:16] people that
[1:08:21] aren't balanced with their Darkness
[1:08:23] the people we should probably be afraid
[1:08:25] of are the people that think they're
[1:08:26] entirely righteous
[1:08:29] you know I don't think I can ever think
[1:08:31] of anyone
[1:08:33] who was a villain who didn't think they
[1:08:35] were a hero right
[1:08:37] and this is what I mean if that's the
[1:08:39] attachment I'm talking about we start to
[1:08:42] create things we start to create
[1:08:44] circumstances uh to to make things
[1:08:47] better we start cutting Corners we start
[1:08:49] being inauthentic with who we actually
[1:08:51] choose to be so that we can push our
[1:08:53] agenda forward we see this in politics
[1:08:55] and we see it in in all types of
[1:08:58] division that exists in the world I
[1:09:01] think it comes from you know a deep
[1:09:04] sense of guilt of like oh
[1:09:08] I am so lucky to be blessed so I should
[1:09:11] do something good to like repent for
[1:09:15] myself almost I think a lot of these
[1:09:17] altruistic acts are coming from the
[1:09:19] sense of like
[1:09:21] keep good things coming to me so that's
[1:09:23] why and but then it begs the question of
[1:09:25] like does it matter if it's doing good
[1:09:27] in the world you know if I'm donating
[1:09:29] money to make myself feel better
[1:09:31] is there an energetic shift in who's
[1:09:33] receiving that money versus I'm just
[1:09:34] donating out of the open goodness of my
[1:09:36] heart
[1:09:37] you know it's such an interesting
[1:09:39] because I I think you nailed it just now
[1:09:42] that place of guilt and shame is what
[1:09:46] actually creates a lot of the
[1:09:48] reflections right right again I don't
[1:09:51] believe it's the world's a difficult
[1:09:52] place because people hate each other
[1:09:53] it's because they hate themselves and
[1:09:54] also it's not the sin it's the shame
[1:09:59] that accumulates and creates the density
[1:10:02] lots of people I know are like gosh this
[1:10:04] place especially during Cove it's like
[1:10:06] how do we escape planet Earth this place
[1:10:08] is like a freaking and then I saw the
[1:10:09] memes where like there were aliens right
[1:10:11] memes and they're like sitting down with
[1:10:13] popcorn like have you seen the last
[1:10:14] episode of Earth man this shit's getting
[1:10:16] crazy right type of thing and everyone's
[1:10:19] talking to me it's like how do we escape
[1:10:20] this place I'm like
[1:10:22] newsflash I think that they're
[1:10:25] not there's no Escape
[1:10:27] I think the only way we transcend is by
[1:10:31] Falling In Love With It
[1:10:33] and realizing that it's all Divine
[1:10:35] Purpose yeah and the only way we can
[1:10:37] Ascend is to descend is to actually go
[1:10:40] deeper into it and that's Shadow
[1:10:42] integration and realize that that shadow
[1:10:45] Is Us
[1:10:47] and we start seeing everyone around us
[1:10:49] with a different degree of empathy and I
[1:10:52] think it's easier for us to get this in
[1:10:54] our own personal lives where it's hard
[1:10:56] as like these Global issues of like
[1:10:58] What's Happening Here on deforestation
[1:11:01] that we're like well how did I create
[1:11:03] that reality but it's like actually a
[1:11:06] lot of people's shared Karma has created
[1:11:09] these things yes I think that's exactly
[1:11:11] right the guilt that people have at a
[1:11:14] generational level right for success I
[1:11:16] think that's what the United States is
[1:11:18] going through a lot of right now right
[1:11:20] right it's like I I've been to dinners
[1:11:23] with people and they're like how can you
[1:11:24] eat this food right now like how can you
[1:11:26] literally sit here and realize that
[1:11:29] there are people dying all over the
[1:11:31] world right and that's what I mean by
[1:11:33] that attachment
[1:11:35] you still need to be able to realize
[1:11:37] that this world in this life can be a
[1:11:39] blissful experience but if you're
[1:11:41] carrying a lot of Shame and guilt for
[1:11:43] your life for your success for your
[1:11:44] abundance for all these things you're
[1:11:46] likely only going to end up reflecting
[1:11:48] more of that negativity in that world
[1:11:50] around you right because your suffering
[1:11:52] doesn't help the cause not at all and
[1:11:54] you being
[1:11:56] what I would call a closet narcissist
[1:12:00] right so people tend to think narcissism
[1:12:02] is this terrible thing I actually think
[1:12:04] narcissism is the doorway to hire
[1:12:06] spirituality
[1:12:08] what do I mean by that because things
[1:12:09] become so extreme
[1:12:12] that you look in the mirror and you're
[1:12:13] like what is going on you finally see
[1:12:15] the highlight of all the patterns
[1:12:18] as a narcissist as a narcissist a
[1:12:20] narcissist will actually go and and
[1:12:23] notice that wait a minute I thought I
[1:12:26] was so good but actually they'll start
[1:12:28] seeing just like the Arrogant becomes
[1:12:30] the humble or the humble becomes
[1:12:33] arrogant I know people that claim to be
[1:12:34] so humble they become arrogant in their
[1:12:36] humility
[1:12:37] it happens
[1:12:38] it happens through this cycle at the
[1:12:41] tail end of narcissism is when a lot of
[1:12:44] people go through their spiritual
[1:12:45] Awakenings
[1:12:47] they realized they hit rock bottom and
[1:12:49] they're like wait a minute so how
[1:12:51] narcissists do they have to get though
[1:12:53] right I know it's like okay it's like
[1:12:56] I'm pretty sure
[1:12:59] yeah when's this gonna happen now
[1:13:01] finally right like I've been waiting a
[1:13:04] long time so but no I found that a lot
[1:13:07] of people that go through the spiritual
[1:13:08] Awakenings have gone through this
[1:13:10] pathway of narcissism they get to the
[1:13:12] end of it and they're like this doesn't
[1:13:13] work anymore
[1:13:14] well yeah I mean I think that maybe it's
[1:13:16] like
[1:13:17] a self-focus instead of narcissism or do
[1:13:20] you think it's an actual nurse no I
[1:13:21] think it's an actual narcissism what
[1:13:23] happens is they get so far they have a
[1:13:25] crisis
[1:13:26] that what they thought was their world
[1:13:29] is now dramatically not their world and
[1:13:33] they're so detached from reality
[1:13:37] that they don't even realize that it was
[1:13:39] like that all along
[1:13:41] but they were just going through this
[1:13:42] pathway so it's through I think
[1:13:44] Consciousness goes puts us in these
[1:13:46] circumstances all the way to the tail
[1:13:48] end of narcissism so that we will snap
[1:13:50] and right what makes some people wake up
[1:13:53] and not others well I mean when I say
[1:13:55] narcissism let's say let's go back to
[1:13:57] the analogy of the block of cheese right
[1:14:00] so a true narcissist will say they don't
[1:14:04] really love themselves you realize this
[1:14:06] narcissists hate themselves
[1:14:08] that's what I mean by problem in the
[1:14:10] world is people hate themselves right so
[1:14:13] what happened is is that to be good
[1:14:15] enough they cut off all these aspects of
[1:14:18] themselves that they thought didn't fit
[1:14:20] their narrative
[1:14:21] they fall in love with the reflection of
[1:14:23] what they thought they're projecting not
[1:14:25] actually who they are
[1:14:27] and so as they cut parts of themselves
[1:14:29] off they're judging everyone around them
[1:14:32] in that negative light also oh I'm
[1:14:35] cutting this part of my personality off
[1:14:37] so for me it was like stop being a
[1:14:39] musician and I was like musicians are
[1:14:41] beatniks and like I don't want to be
[1:14:43] like this guy doesn't get anything done
[1:14:45] right I'm going to be solid contributor
[1:14:47] to society
[1:14:49] so then all my musician friends I'm like
[1:14:51] ah I'm not hanging with you anymore
[1:14:54] right that was a narcissistic Act
[1:14:57] because I decided this is the Persona I
[1:14:59] want to project that's not consistent
[1:15:01] with that Persona so those people are
[1:15:02] out
[1:15:04] right ghost done and you start doing
[1:15:07] that over and over and over again until
[1:15:09] finally you're always seeking perfection
[1:15:12] because you can never see it but what
[1:15:15] makes some people realize this and not
[1:15:17] others because some people just die like
[1:15:19] that
[1:15:21] I think first of all I love the I love
[1:15:24] the uh the despair
[1:15:27] some people just die like well just
[1:15:29] Awakening in general it's like some
[1:15:31] people awaken in this lifetime and other
[1:15:33] people just don't and it's like is that
[1:15:35] part of their soul plan is that they
[1:15:38] have right the the pattern is just
[1:15:40] further away is it they're younger Souls
[1:15:42] they don't have enough lifetime
[1:15:43] experiences here
[1:15:46] it could be any of the above and it
[1:15:48] could also just be the path that was
[1:15:50] chosen for them and that they likewise
[1:15:51] chose
[1:15:53] so you think about this Arc of life you
[1:15:56] know it's hard to know where someone is
[1:15:57] going to make their flip and be like I'm
[1:15:59] aware now
[1:16:01] and I'm gonna now turn my world to a
[1:16:03] world of love
[1:16:04] but
[1:16:06] my experience has been that it's often
[1:16:08] through that doorway of narcissism and I
[1:16:10] think collectively that's true as well
[1:16:12] that we are at that precipice right now
[1:16:14] and even hyper codependency can be
[1:16:18] narcissism too yeah and so that's where
[1:16:20] I was going in the beginning which is
[1:16:21] there's another type of narcissism as
[1:16:24] well
[1:16:25] so there's sort of a an overt narcissism
[1:16:28] which tends to be the Shadow the overt
[1:16:29] narcissism tends to be the shadow of the
[1:16:31] masculine defined yes yes and the
[1:16:33] codependency of the feminine yes and
[1:16:36] then there's covert narcissism right so
[1:16:38] how would you define covert narcissism
[1:16:40] well they're better at hiding it they
[1:16:42] may come off as charismatic they may you
[1:16:45] know have some form of caring about
[1:16:47] people again but if it ultimately
[1:16:49] benefits them maybe they go behind
[1:16:51] people's backs in their narcissistic
[1:16:53] ways
[1:16:54] um and it's often just in the
[1:16:57] subconscious I don't think most people
[1:16:58] who are most people who are narcissists
[1:17:00] if you ever call them that will actually
[1:17:02] completely deny that oh yeah yeah 100
[1:17:05] yeah that's the whole point right they
[1:17:07] don't think that their Shadow even
[1:17:09] exists no right they're not willing to
[1:17:12] see the negative aspects and by the way
[1:17:14] they're the only one who can't see that
[1:17:16] everyone else can that's why in the
[1:17:18] business world we have something called
[1:17:19] a 360 degree review
[1:17:21] where you actually interview all these
[1:17:23] other people and say what's it like
[1:17:25] working with this person
[1:17:26] and then you can get a full viewpoint on
[1:17:29] whether that person is at one with
[1:17:31] themselves at ease by being who they are
[1:17:34] or trying to put on errors or always
[1:17:36] trying to prove something
[1:17:39] right and we all know that's definitely
[1:17:41] a characteristic and trait of narcissism
[1:17:43] because they'll never be able to they've
[1:17:45] got a cup that can never be filled
[1:17:48] right because they've cut off so much of
[1:17:50] themselves that really they're just
[1:17:52] trying to prove to themselves that
[1:17:53] they're okay
[1:17:55] so all these different emanations all
[1:17:57] these different experiences that we all
[1:17:59] go through they're all here for us to
[1:18:01] experience to learn to grow to expand
[1:18:04] the akashic right we're no different in
[1:18:06] that sense than the universal one
[1:18:08] ourselves
[1:18:10] we're here to learn and grow and expand
[1:18:13] and we learn through opposites yeah we
[1:18:16] learned through like I gave the example
[1:18:18] of betrayal if we're going to learn
[1:18:20] unconditional love
[1:18:22] and one of the things I love about music
[1:18:24] is that music has this characteristic I
[1:18:26] was asked by Donald Hoffman who's a
[1:18:29] a very well-known psychologist
[1:18:32] who does mathematical mapping of our
[1:18:36] thoughts
[1:18:37] it's kind of cool so he comes to my
[1:18:39] office with another mathematician and he
[1:18:40] says what are your thoughts on how to
[1:18:43] mathematically map emotions
[1:18:45] I was like
[1:18:47] um
[1:18:47] let me get back to you on that one so
[1:18:50] how would you put an equation to an
[1:18:51] emotion is it even possible
[1:18:54] well I was flying to Salzburg beginning
[1:18:56] of January
[1:18:58] her business trip there like one of the
[1:19:00] music capitals of the world I was
[1:19:01] thinking about music
[1:19:03] and I thought well if there's anything
[1:19:04] that can bring on and induce certain
[1:19:06] emotive States it's music
[1:19:10] so I started thinking well music is just
[1:19:14] you know like the geometry we
[1:19:15] experienced with our ears geometry is
[1:19:18] math
[1:19:19] so I started thinking what are the
[1:19:21] states that induce certain emotive
[1:19:23] responses
[1:19:25] and when you watch Star Wars they play
[1:19:27] the dun dun dun dun dun dun dun
[1:19:30] that's a diminished fifth it's a musical
[1:19:33] interval right and and that musical
[1:19:36] interval has a mathematical ratio
[1:19:38] embedded within it
[1:19:40] and they're very set mathematical ratios
[1:19:42] so then I started thinking okay is there
[1:19:46] any correlation between emotive States
[1:19:48] directly and mathematical interval
[1:19:51] related to music
[1:19:53] and turns out there was so I looked it
[1:19:55] up I found it on you know the research
[1:19:58] pages and stuff on online while I was on
[1:20:00] the airplane
[1:20:02] and what I found is that certain musical
[1:20:05] intervals cause you to feel love and
[1:20:09] happiness
[1:20:10] and then their inverse relationships of
[1:20:14] those musical intervals caused the
[1:20:16] opposite emotion emotive state
[1:20:19] so three over two is what's called a
[1:20:21] perfect fifth right and you could go in
[1:20:25] on a C note on a piano keyboard up to a
[1:20:27] g note that would be a perfect fifth
[1:20:30] but then if I took the higher c one
[1:20:32] octave up then I play it backwards
[1:20:36] down to a g so that becomes descending
[1:20:39] right then then that is going to end up
[1:20:41] becoming a perfect fourth so a perfect
[1:20:45] fifth and perfect fourth are unique in
[1:20:47] that there's no negative there's no
[1:20:48] polarity flip that's why they call it
[1:20:50] perfect
[1:20:51] it's inverse is still beautiful and
[1:20:53] sounds like stability and love and all
[1:20:55] these cool good things friendship and
[1:20:57] whatnot
[1:20:58] if you do the same thing with a major
[1:20:59] third which would be like da da
[1:21:03] right I play the major third that sounds
[1:21:06] like love to people and that's what
[1:21:08] people reported like their emotive
[1:21:10] response was love
[1:21:11] and then when you play the higher note C
[1:21:14] down to the e
[1:21:15] which is the exact same notes just in
[1:21:17] different order and one octave
[1:21:18] difference
[1:21:20] that sounds like heartbreak
[1:21:24] so you start to realize that time and
[1:21:26] music also has this relationship right
[1:21:28] because motion and emotion are
[1:21:31] interrelated
[1:21:32] and you realize that what I'm
[1:21:34] experiencing in the experience of love
[1:21:37] has within it the seed of heartbreak
[1:21:41] that everything we experience
[1:21:44] can be broken down into these 13 musical
[1:21:46] intervals
[1:21:48] and that they're absolutely mathematical
[1:21:50] relationships the major third is five
[1:21:53] over four
[1:21:54] the perfect fifth is three over two the
[1:21:57] the perfect fourth is four over three
[1:21:59] they're perfect fractional relationships
[1:22:03] that are purely mathematical so what we
[1:22:04] thought was nameless and faceless in
[1:22:06] mathematics is actually the foundational
[1:22:08] basis of how we
[1:22:10] feel and it just shows that with the
[1:22:14] start of every love you are also
[1:22:16] starting a heartbreak exactly and and
[1:22:19] isn't there something
[1:22:22] kind of beautiful in that
[1:22:24] when you're aware of it then you're not
[1:22:26] living in fantasy and projection anymore
[1:22:27] that you know well the deeper I love the
[1:22:30] deeper the inevitable heartbreak yes and
[1:22:34] that's like wow and and now I realized
[1:22:37] why I was always a sucker for
[1:22:41] movies with this unrequited love at the
[1:22:45] end like this love that wasn't allowed
[1:22:47] to be expressed or you know like one of
[1:22:50] them dies and right when they're at the
[1:22:52] point where they're gonna have their
[1:22:53] happy ever ever after
[1:22:56] it ends damn you liked those movies
[1:22:58] those stressed me out no I'm like please
[1:23:01] just fall in love and be together
[1:23:02] forever
[1:23:04] completion cycle yeah there's something
[1:23:07] that's the reality of it because
[1:23:09] eventually we're gonna die
[1:23:11] yeah so I I loved the movie Out of
[1:23:14] Africa with Robert Redford and and Meryl
[1:23:17] Streep and she was waiting for him he's
[1:23:19] gonna come and pick her up at the end
[1:23:20] they're finally going to be together and
[1:23:21] then his plane crashes
[1:23:24] and I've watched that movie like a
[1:23:25] hundred times probably and I'm like
[1:23:27] trying to understand why this happened
[1:23:29] this way and of course it's it's an
[1:23:31] adaptation of a true story but the
[1:23:33] English patient's another example
[1:23:35] right where Ralph finds is in love with
[1:23:39] um I can't remember the actress's name
[1:23:42] but she's a British actress and he has
[1:23:44] to leave her in this cave and then he
[1:23:46] gets caught by the Nazis and he can't
[1:23:47] get back to her to save her and she ends
[1:23:49] up diving in this cave
[1:23:51] and there's this whole feeling of like
[1:23:52] uh
[1:23:54] and I can think of so many romantic
[1:23:56] movies like that the notebook The
[1:23:59] Notebook yeah
[1:24:00] where we fall in love with this idea
[1:24:03] and really as you said in our experience
[1:24:06] of love
[1:24:07] and Bliss and joy is already waiting
[1:24:11] within it
[1:24:12] to experience the Heartbreak and we
[1:24:14] can't have the love and experience the
[1:24:16] joy and the Bliss without knowing that
[1:24:18] the Heartbreak is also there
[1:24:22] and to look at it in the context that
[1:24:26] gosh it'd be great if we could just cut
[1:24:28] off that part right
[1:24:30] and people try I'm in a situationship
[1:24:33] and they try to separate love and
[1:24:35] intimacy and all these ways to protect
[1:24:37] the heart but then you're not really
[1:24:39] living but then you're not really living
[1:24:41] right so it's like
[1:24:44] it's the same thing with how we look at
[1:24:46] light
[1:24:47] we could say oh I love the sunlight it's
[1:24:49] so beautiful and I don't like the dark
[1:24:51] and people all think well
[1:24:54] that you know
[1:24:57] darkness is the absence of light
[1:25:00] what if I told you darkness is just the
[1:25:02] opposite condition of light
[1:25:05] foreign
[1:25:06] it's about absorption this this table is
[1:25:08] black it's got bits of it that are white
[1:25:11] it's absorbing every color
[1:25:13] right and that's why we're seeing the
[1:25:17] parts that are white and it's absorbing
[1:25:19] right so when we see the reflection of
[1:25:22] this all we're seeing is the table is
[1:25:23] black well it's not really black it's
[1:25:26] absorption is white
[1:25:27] that's why it's absorbing every color
[1:25:29] it's reflecting black
[1:25:32] one doesn't exist without the other
[1:25:35] we cannot have love and Bliss without
[1:25:38] the experience of heartbreak
[1:25:40] period
[1:25:42] the two are interrelated
[1:25:45] cannot have a joy without suffering
[1:25:48] so that's how we learn through the
[1:25:50] opposites
[1:25:52] you cannot understand pleasure without
[1:25:54] understanding and experiencing pain
[1:25:56] we're in a experiential spiritual life
[1:26:00] simulation
[1:26:03] where we are here to learn through the
[1:26:06] negative aspects through the opposite
[1:26:09] terms
[1:26:10] the principles that would be the
[1:26:12] reflected opposite
[1:26:13] of those things
[1:26:16] and when you finally realize that's the
[1:26:18] context
[1:26:19] you might as well just go for it
[1:26:22] and when you stop resisting it you
[1:26:24] actually are able to bounce to the
[1:26:26] opposite Spectrum with a lot more ease
[1:26:28] absolutely and it makes life beautiful
[1:26:32] then you realize the darkness is as
[1:26:34] beautiful as the light
[1:26:36] when I have a bad circumstance happen to
[1:26:38] me I realize that in the seed of that
[1:26:41] difficult experience is the
[1:26:43] transmutation
[1:26:46] of exaltation yeah it's the preparation
[1:26:48] ground it's the soil
[1:26:50] without the soil there is no flower
[1:26:54] yeah one of my favorite quotes in the
[1:26:56] ice to live in Korea
[1:26:58] and there's a Korean soak Dom and it's
[1:27:00] like a proverb I speak Korean and it
[1:27:03] goes
[1:27:06] which means as the rice grows up
[1:27:11] right rice will grow in these fields
[1:27:12] that are like full of water type of
[1:27:14] thing I used to live in a rice field as
[1:27:16] the rice grows up it will bow its head
[1:27:20] right as we learn through all of our
[1:27:23] experiences and difficulties sometimes
[1:27:25] we feel like life beats us down
[1:27:27] but actually in that experience of the
[1:27:30] challenge and the difficulty
[1:27:32] is the greatest benefit of growth and
[1:27:35] learning
[1:27:36] and that's where we can take it with
[1:27:39] gratitude humility and love
[1:27:43] and then realize that the only way to be
[1:27:46] is your most authentic self
[1:27:48] because that's why you exist the most
[1:27:51] valuable thing in the universe to me is
[1:27:53] you it's your individuality it's your
[1:27:56] ability to see the world as you see it
[1:27:58] and you're meant to be your own
[1:28:00] individual self
[1:28:02] Just As You Are
[1:28:04] when we start seeing the world around us
[1:28:06] as beautiful
[1:28:08] and perfect just as it is
[1:28:10] everything shifts
[1:28:12] your experiences everything shifts
[1:28:16] the things that come into your field
[1:28:18] the things you see so one of the things
[1:28:20] I highly recommend is stop watching the
[1:28:23] news
[1:28:25] I've totally stopped
[1:28:27] I don't miss it
[1:28:29] I don't feel like I have no clue what's
[1:28:30] going on
[1:28:32] I don't want certain things to come into
[1:28:34] my field per se
[1:28:37] that would then immediately trigger me
[1:28:39] so I've almost just gone like to a detox
[1:28:40] level of news
[1:28:43] and I have to say it's been freaking
[1:28:45] amazing detox level of people
[1:28:49] Instagrams I think it's important to be
[1:28:51] Discerning of what we're letting into
[1:28:52] our energetic field because then instead
[1:28:54] of being in our creator Consciousness we
[1:28:56] end up just becoming victims of whatever
[1:28:59] this Media or person or agenda has
[1:29:02] chosen for us that's right and by living
[1:29:06] this way it helps me at least
[1:29:08] to live an empowered life
[1:29:11] that I'm the director I'm the actor I'm
[1:29:15] the scriptwriter I'm I'm the whole thing
[1:29:19] for my life yes you know one of my
[1:29:21] favorite
[1:29:22] um
[1:29:23] poems is one by William Ernest Henley
[1:29:26] and I was in New York a few months ago I
[1:29:30] was speaking at I spoke at the United
[1:29:32] Nations and I got up and
[1:29:34] I mean I didn't know what I was going to
[1:29:35] say the United Nations but I told
[1:29:36] everyone the government was corrupt
[1:29:38] which was fun I enjoyed that no one no
[1:29:40] one said anything that was the crazy
[1:29:41] part I was like expecting everyone to go
[1:29:43] wait we're not supposed to talk about
[1:29:44] that out loud I'm not supposed to talk
[1:29:45] about that out loud and I'm like and
[1:29:46] everyone came up to me I got a standing
[1:29:48] ovation it was pretty funny
[1:29:49] but
[1:29:51] I went to this cool place that was like
[1:29:53] they had this Gatsby event
[1:29:55] it was this really nice place and
[1:29:58] um it was an old bank that had been
[1:30:00] converted and in one of the rooms they
[1:30:02] had kind of a bar in there and they had
[1:30:03] like uh craps tables and you know like
[1:30:05] gambling and all that
[1:30:07] and on the wall
[1:30:08] up at the ceiling was a
[1:30:11] you know it was basically put it in
[1:30:12] brass the words of this poem by William
[1:30:16] Ernest Henley It Was Written in 1875 it
[1:30:18] goes out of the night that covers me
[1:30:21] black is the pit from pole to pole I
[1:30:24] thank whatever Gods may be for my
[1:30:26] unconquerable soul in the fell clutch of
[1:30:29] circumstance I have not winced nor cried
[1:30:31] aloud under the bludgeonings of chance
[1:30:33] my head is bloodied get unbowed Beyond
[1:30:37] this place of Wrath and tears looms but
[1:30:39] the horror of the shade and yet the
[1:30:42] Menace of the years finds and she'll
[1:30:44] find me unafraid it matters not how
[1:30:47] straight the gate how charged with
[1:30:49] punishments the scroll I am the master
[1:30:52] of my fate
[1:30:54] I'm the captain of my soul
[1:30:57] [Music]
[1:30:58] that is the life
[1:31:01] it doesn't matter
[1:31:03] the difficulties
[1:31:05] that we face
[1:31:08] in the end we all die
[1:31:13] it doesn't matter how we die ultimately
[1:31:16] there have been millions and billions of
[1:31:18] people that have died before you there
[1:31:20] will be many that will die after
[1:31:22] but there's no such thing as real death
[1:31:24] I'm quite convinced of that the spirit
[1:31:26] lives on and experiences through
[1:31:29] repetition Cycles over and over and over
[1:31:31] again
[1:31:33] it doesn't matter how we die but it
[1:31:35] really does matter how we live
[1:31:38] what matters is how we take these
[1:31:40] experiences in this life in this world
[1:31:42] and how we can transmute it to love
[1:31:44] that's the Philosopher's Stone
[1:31:47] transmute all of the lead of our
[1:31:49] experiences which is really all of that
[1:31:51] shame and guilt we accumulate over time
[1:31:54] into something that is this beautiful
[1:31:56] highest form iteration of this
[1:31:59] alchemical metal
[1:32:02] which transforms into gold and that gold
[1:32:05] is actually just a representation of our
[1:32:08] own spirit
[1:32:10] finding its Divinity and realizing
[1:32:13] that you are what you've been looking
[1:32:15] for all along
[1:32:18] beautifully said thank you so much for
[1:32:21] sharing your wisdom with us today that
[1:32:23] poem and
[1:32:24] all the Transmissions it really it
[1:32:27] really landed and I know people as they
[1:32:29] re-listen to this episode again it will
[1:32:30] be deeper layers so thank you so much
[1:32:33] and where can listeners connect with you
[1:32:36] and read your books yes
[1:32:38] um so filomath is uh one of my books I
[1:32:41] have another book recently that's came
[1:32:43] out that's called polymath
[1:32:45] so that just means many learnings
[1:32:47] it's about learning
[1:32:49] brain Hemi sink so hemisphere
[1:32:52] synchronization is a key aspect to
[1:32:55] higher states of awareness critical and
[1:32:58] part of the way you have to do that is
[1:33:00] learn how to balance your brain through
[1:33:01] exercising all the different aspects of
[1:33:03] it so if you want to get better at
[1:33:05] physics get good at Art and music
[1:33:08] if you want to get better at math then
[1:33:10] dive deeper into geometry right which is
[1:33:14] the artistic form of it so you can learn
[1:33:16] through the Opposites it's the same
[1:33:18] thing
[1:33:20] um the way the world is set up the more
[1:33:21] we are into hyperpecialization which is
[1:33:24] a big challenge in the world the more we
[1:33:26] find ourselves into narcissistic
[1:33:28] behaviors because we cannot see
[1:33:30] different perspectives it may be truth
[1:33:32] if there is a total objective truth
[1:33:34] would be the sum of all possible
[1:33:36] perspectives
[1:33:37] so my recent most recent book that's
[1:33:40] just now come out it's on Amazon it's
[1:33:42] called neuro mind m-i-n-e-d
[1:33:45] I wrote it with uh another fellow by the
[1:33:47] name of Michael Ashley and it's about
[1:33:50] our whole digital individuation
[1:33:52] so actually that could have been another
[1:33:54] name for the book too digital
[1:33:55] individuation
[1:33:56] um because our individuality is such a
[1:33:59] core aspect of this universe and how do
[1:34:01] we protect that individuality and allow
[1:34:04] it to exist and coexist with this
[1:34:06] somewhat dystopian world at times
[1:34:09] um is what that book is about and I'm on
[1:34:13] Instagram Robert Edward Grant and then
[1:34:15] you can find my website also Robert
[1:34:17] edwardgrant.com and that'll pretty much
[1:34:19] direct you to all the other stuff we
[1:34:21] didn't talk about Egypt we didn't talk
[1:34:22] about all kinds of other stuff next time
[1:34:24] but next time I'd be happy to yes but
[1:34:26] thank you for all you're doing to raise
[1:34:28] Consciousness you've been doing it for
[1:34:29] quite some time
[1:34:30] and um
[1:34:33] despite the challenges you faced
[1:34:36] you're here
[1:34:37] and so I celebrate that
[1:34:40] thank you so much for this conversation
[1:34:42] today thank you
[1:34:46] oh my goddess my mind is blown from that
[1:34:50] conversation wow such potent codes that
[1:34:54] he shared with us this is one you're
[1:34:55] gonna want to keep listening to because
[1:34:57] there's so much depth here so I hope you
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