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Inspiration

Five Hours on DMT: Can a Trip Deliver Enlightenment?

HZ
Hardcore Zen
Nov 10, 2026
7 min read

From Hardcore Zen

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Brad Warner opens his Hardcore Zen video the way a bandleader counts off, with a few bars of a song. This time it is "Bang Bang," written by Sonny Bono and sung by Nancy Sinatra, and he hums his own rendition before asking the question that drives the next eighteen minutes: can you get enlightened by doing DMT for five hours? The hook is pop-culture playful, but the subject underneath is old and difficult. Warner wants to know what happens when a powerful psychedelic stretches a transcendent experience across hours instead of minutes, and why, in his reading of Zen, every such experience ends with the same jolt back into ordinary life. His answer is built on a memory from his own early twenties, when he was coming down from an LSD trip and asked himself a question that, he says, became the most valuable thing he ever took from psychedelics.

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What is the man in the clip actually experiencing?

Warner's video starts with a clip of a man who says he was the 41st person in the world to undergo intravenous DMT for five hours. "Five or six months is what it felt like," he says, "of just being ripped out of this entire reality." In the clip he describes observing things, talking with "creatures" and "entities," and insisting that "it's more real than reality is." He describes the space as full of love and non-judgment, and says that coming back makes everyday life look "like a cartoon oil painting," where human beings resemble "these little infantile hairless monkeys."

The most striking moment comes near the end of the clip, when the man recalls the medical staff beginning to bring him down. "The unwillingness that I had to come back here was monumental," he says. "I was crying so hard, man." Warner plays it straight and lets it hang, then reacts. Nothing in the clip is a stunt. It is a person who has been somewhere he experienced as more real than his own life and has been asked to return.

What is DMT, and why does a five-hour dose matter?

Warner gives the basics for viewers who have not spent time with psychedelic literature. DMT stands for dimethyltryptamine, a psychedelic of the tryptamine family, similar to the compound in magic mushrooms, psilocybin. It is also the active component in ayahuasca, though people drinking ayahuasca receive a different version of the compound rather than pure DMT. The main selling point, according to people who use it, is speed: the trip is over quickly, lasting roughly fifteen to forty-five minutes (Warner, about 2:49 into the video).

That is why the five-hour experiment is strange. Warner contrasts it with LSD, which he has taken, and which he describes as an all-nighter, typically six to eight hours (about 3:24). Warner says he has done LSD four times, all at night, when he was nineteen or twenty. The longer, intravenous approach is an attempt to see what happens if you take a psychedelic journey and keep it going. Warner says the closest thing he has personally experienced was ketamine, fed intravenously during liver surgery. When the drip stopped, the trip stopped too. He was glad to be off it, even though the experience itself was pleasant (about 3:57).

Why do I always end up back here?

This is the center of the video, and Warner keeps returning to it. During one LSD trip, at what he counts as his third time, he was coming down and had a thought he has never forgotten: "why do I always end up back here?" (about 4:59). He calls that question the most valuable lesson he took from LSD. The point is not that the experience was bad. It is that the pattern repeats. "This is true for every experience like this," he says, "for every drug-induced sort of spiritual experience that people tout, they always end up back here."

Warner then extends the observation to a class of experiences that Zen does not give drugs credit for. "Same is true for so-called enlightenment experiences," he says. "You always end up right back here from your enlightenment experience." He is responding to commenters who keep insisting that kensho brings everything into focus, and he describes that as a mix of skepticism and humor about the one who keeps posting it. The fact that it recurs is the important part.

Why does Warner compare enlightenment to going to the moon?

Warner's central metaphor is lunar. "You can go to the moon and you can learn valuable things by going to the moon," he says, "but there's a tremendous cost to going to the moon, and you can't stay there" (about 6:25). A person cannot live on the moon long term, so the traveler must return. He is careful to say that a long psychedelic journey might teach something real. He entertains the possibility that you could come to understand different levels of consciousness, or open up to something we do not yet know exists. "Maybe 5 hours on DMT cures cancer," he adds, "and if that's true, sign me up."

The problem, in his framing, is what kind of knowledge you bring back. Warner notes that for kensho and satori, the two terms for an enlightenment experience, Rinzai and Soto teachers tend to favor different words, and both are used more or less interchangeably in conversation. Whatever the word, the experience lands inside what Buddhism calls the realm of form. Warner admits he does not "really deal with all this technical Buddhist stuff," but the core idea is clear enough: even a vision as vast as a five-hour DMT journey is still a vision, something seen by someone.

Why is "it's more real" the saddest part?

Warner's Zen critique goes to the grammar of experience itself. "It's still subject and object," he says. "It's still me over here relating to that over there." Most mystical reports describe a dissolution of the boundary between self and world, but Zen, as Warner describes it, is not satisfied even with the stable relation of a seer looking at a seen. The practice is aimed at transcending the subject-object split entirely, not at collecting more intense objects to look at.

That is why the clip makes him sad. "The saddest thing about this video," Warner says, "is the way Chase, the guy in the video, feels about coming back down to this reality. He hates it" (about 8:19). He reads the man's distress as a sign of attachment to a more vivid object, a place that becomes the new standard against which ordinary life looks like a cartoon. In Warner's view, the danger is not that DMT is dangerous in the usual sense. It is that the mind learns a new comparison and then finds everyday life wanting.

What does Zen ask for instead?

Warner is not offering a simple rejection of drugs. He says he has never done DMT himself, and he is open to the claim that people learn things from it. What he rejects is the assumption that a more intense state is the goal. Zen's emphasis, in his telling, is on the ordinary moment: sitting quietly, staring at a wall, or simply being where you are without a special experience to chase. He also sets his argument against the marketplace of spiritual claims. The video is part of a larger conversation in which he regularly challenges claims of instant awakening and the big-number approach to enlightenment.

He is not promising that Zen gives you a better trip. He is making a narrower, sharper point: any state that arrives as an event also departs as one. The moon can be visited. You cannot stay there.

Where to go from here

If this conversation interests you, start with the video itself and its clip, which Warner encourages viewers to watch in full. Then read Warner's own writing, including his blog at hardcorezen.info and his many books on Zen Buddhism, where he develops the subject-object critique in more detail. For a Zen-grounded counterweight to chasing peak experiences, look for teachings on the ordinary mind and on practice that does not depend on a special state. Warner's own question, "why do I always end up back here?", is a good place to begin. Ask it of your own best moments, and notice what you do with the return.

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[0:00] Hello there, thrill seekers. My name is

[0:02] Brad Warner. I've written a whole bunch

[0:04] of books about Zen Buddhism, and today I

[0:06] would like to talk to you about whether

[0:08] you can get enlightened by doing DMT for

[0:11] 5 hours. Let's talk about that after 18

[0:13] seconds of bang bang.

[0:20] [music]

[0:29] [music]

[0:32] All right, thrill seekers, that was a

[0:34] little bit of the song bang bang as

[0:35] written by Sonny Bono of Sonny and Cher

[0:38] fame and the version sung by Nancy

[0:40] Sinatra with Billy Strange on the

[0:42] guitar. That's my rendition of it. All

[0:45] right, so recently I watched a video

[0:48] about a guy who did DMT, which is a very

[0:51] powerful psychedelic drug, and he was on

[0:54] it intravenously for 5 hours. And so I'm

[0:57] going to show you that video and let's

[0:58] watch it together and then I'm going to

[1:00] talk about it, okay? Here we go.

[1:02] >> was the 41st person in the world to do

[1:04] intravenous DMT for 5 hours. 5 or 6

[1:08] months is what it felt like of just

[1:09] being ripped out of this entire reality.

[1:12] I was with other things happening and I

[1:14] could kind of observe things happening

[1:16] and talk to these creatures and stuff

[1:18] [music] and these these entities. Every

[1:20] human without any exception sees the

[1:22] exact same entities on on DMT. It's more

[1:25] real than reality is. It's [music] a

[1:27] thousand times more real than this. On

[1:29] the DMT space, everything's okay. Like

[1:31] it's full of love and non-judgment and

[1:33] all that stuff and it kind of ruins you

[1:35] in a little bit in a good way. Where

[1:36] when you come back, you know this looks

[1:38] like a cartoon oil painting when you

[1:41] come back where these little infantile

[1:43] hairless monkeys like our our little

[1:46] species. [music] It's so funny and then

[1:48] we're like, you know what? You know what

[1:49] I want to learn today? I'm going to

[1:50] learn the secrets of the universe.

[1:51] [music]

[1:52] And then you do DMT and they're like,

[1:53] all right,

[1:55] and they show it all to you and you

[1:56] can't comprehend it. You can't

[1:58] understand it. You'll never be able to

[2:00] any of it together and try explaining

[2:02] one billionth of 1% of it to another

[2:05] human being. [music] Good luck. But they

[2:07] still show it to you and it's like

[2:08] you're not bringing it back. I'm laying

[2:10] there on this thing. I'm in this

[2:11] experience and like, all right, Chase,

[2:12] we're going to go ahead and bring you

[2:14] start bringing you down. And the

[2:15] unwillingness that I had to come back

[2:18] here was monumental. And I was I was

[2:20] crying so

[2:22] hard, man. And these God bless these

[2:24] people wiping my tears and snot coming

[2:27] out of my nose. But it was like I did

[2:28] not really want to come back.

[2:30] >> All right, there you go. That was the

[2:31] video. I edited a little bit out of it.

[2:33] I will put a link to the whole video

[2:35] below if you want to look at the whole

[2:37] thing.

[2:38] But uh yeah,

[2:40] it's very interesting to me. The DMT,

[2:43] let me get this right. It stands for

[2:46] dimethyltryptamine.

[2:49] And it is a psychedelic drug of the

[2:51] tryptamine family, similar to the

[2:54] component in magic mushrooms,

[2:56] psilocybin. And it is also the active

[2:59] component in ayahuasca. So people doing

[3:02] ayahuasca are basically doing DMT, but a

[3:05] different version. And the advantage, I

[3:07] guess, according to the people who do

[3:09] this stuff over regular psychedelics is

[3:12] that the trip is over very quickly,

[3:14] lasting from 15 to 45 minutes. I've

[3:16] never done it myself, but I have done

[3:18] LSD. And I know that when you do LSD,

[3:22] you are in for an all-nighter. I mean, I

[3:24] I only ever did it at night. When I did

[3:26] it, I did it four times when I was very

[3:28] young, uh 19 and 20 years old around

[3:31] that time.

[3:32] And yeah, you're in for a

[3:34] 6 to 8 hour trip. And

[3:38] yeah, a lot can happen in 6 to 8 hours.

[3:40] So I guess that's the advantage of it.

[3:42] But these people are doing some kind of

[3:45] experiment to see what happens if you

[3:47] take a longer trip by having it put into

[3:50] in put into you intravenously.

[3:53] The only thing close I've done to that I

[3:55] talked about on this here YouTube

[3:57] channel a while ago was when I had my

[4:00] liver ablation surgery to get rid of the

[4:03] cancer in my liver, which is by the way,

[4:05] in case you were following the story, I

[4:07] just got an MRI a couple of weeks ago

[4:10] and it says that there's no trace of the

[4:11] cancer anymore.

[4:13] Anyway, I was on ketamine

[4:15] for that and that was fed intravenously

[4:18] to me and as soon as they stopped the

[4:20] drip or whatever it was, the you know,

[4:23] have to stop feeding it to me that I

[4:24] stopped tripping.

[4:26] Unlike this guy, I was very glad to be

[4:28] off that stuff. So so I had a very

[4:31] different reaction even though the trip

[4:33] itself was quite pleasant. I mean other

[4:36] than having my liver operated on, which

[4:38] was not pleasant at all and I could feel

[4:40] it,

[4:41] but I couldn't I'm sure I wasn't feeling

[4:42] the whole thing, but anyway. So let's

[4:45] talk about this. I wrote some notes, so

[4:46] I'm going to be referring to these

[4:48] notes. Excuse me for my for my looking

[4:51] over here.

[4:53] Back when I did LSD when I was 19 or 20

[4:56] years old, the one thing that really

[4:59] stuck with me and it was maybe the third

[5:01] LSD trip I did and I was coming down

[5:03] from it

[5:05] and I had this thought, why do I always

[5:09] end up back here? And this to me was the

[5:13] most valuable thing I learned from LSD.

[5:16] It was that question, why do I always

[5:19] end up back here? I'd done LSD two or I

[5:22] guess this is my third time I said and I

[5:24] always end up back here. So why is that?

[5:27] This is true for every experience like

[5:30] this, for every drug-induced

[5:33] sort of spiritual experience that people

[5:35] tout, they always end up back here. Same

[5:38] is true for so-called enlightenment

[5:40] experiences. You always end up right

[5:42] back here from your enlightenment

[5:43] experience. There's a guy who I think he

[5:46] must be a troll. I I don't really take

[5:48] him seriously anymore who leaves

[5:51] comments on my videos fairly frequently

[5:53] saying kensho, kensho. When you have

[5:56] kensho, everything is great and kensho

[5:58] is one of the words for an enlightenment

[6:01] experience. The other common word is

[6:03] satori.

[6:05] They're used kind of interchangeably.

[6:07] The Rinzai sect tend to use satori and

[6:09] the the Soto sect tend to use kensho.

[6:13] But the same is true for kensho

[6:14] experiences. You end up right back here,

[6:16] and to me that's really significant.

[6:18] It's like going to the moon. So you can

[6:21] go to the moon and you can learn

[6:23] valuable things by going to the moon,

[6:25] but there's a tremendous cost to going

[6:28] to the moon, and you can't stay there.

[6:31] That's that's one of the biggest things

[6:32] about the moon. You cannot live on the

[6:35] moon. There's no air there, there's no

[6:36] water. I guess they're finding out that

[6:38] there's a little bit of water on the

[6:39] moon. So I take that one back, but

[6:42] there's no air there, there's no way you

[6:43] can a human being could live long term

[6:45] on the moon, so you've got to come back.

[6:47] And so it's the same thing. So I am not

[6:50] arguing that there could not be valuable

[6:52] things to be learned from a 5-hour DMT

[6:56] trip. You know, you might

[6:58] I don't know, you might learn different

[7:00] levels of consciousness exist. You might

[7:02] be open up to

[7:04] some kind of

[7:06] something, you know, that's out there

[7:07] that we don't know is out there. Maybe

[7:09] it'll explain what aliens are, you know,

[7:11] that would be interesting. I would find

[7:13] that interesting.

[7:15] Maybe 5 hours on DMT cures cancer, and

[7:18] if that's true, sign me up. I'm I'm

[7:21] ready to go. But even so,

[7:24] what you learn is still something in the

[7:27] conventional sense. So for Zen, the big

[7:31] problem with the things you would learn

[7:33] on a DMT trip, for example, and often

[7:36] the things you learn from kensho is that

[7:39] it is still in the realm of of what they

[7:43] call the realm of form in in Buddhism.

[7:45] And this gets very technical, and I

[7:47] don't know. I don't really

[7:49] deal with all this technical Buddhist

[7:51] stuff, but there's this idea of the

[7:52] formless realm, the

[7:54] the realm of form, and what's the I

[7:56] forget what the third one is, but

[7:58] there's all this stuff. But the point is

[8:00] it's still subject and object. It's

[8:02] still me over here relating to that over

[8:06] there. And [snorts] what we're doing in

[8:08] Zen is we're trying to transcend even

[8:11] that, even the relation of me over here

[8:14] looking at that over there. But this

[8:16] video made me really sad. And to me, the

[8:19] saddest thing about this video is the

[8:21] way Chase, the guy in the video, feels

[8:24] about coming back down to this reality.

[8:26] He hates it. He's crying. He's He's That

[8:29] is the more real than this ever was.

[8:33] And And he doesn't want to be back here

[8:35] anymore because this looks like a

[8:37] cartoon oil painting to him. And And to

[8:40] me, that's really sad. To me, that's

[8:42] like a kid who goes to Disneyland and

[8:46] then, you know, you got to leave

[8:47] Disneyland and the kid's like, "Why I

[8:49] don't want to leave Disneyland?

[8:50] Disneyland is the best place. It's so

[8:53] great and then I don't want to go back

[8:54] to school and go back to my stupid

[8:56] friends on the on the block and I want

[8:58] to be with Disneyland and Princess Moana

[9:01] or whatever she's called and Mickey

[9:02] Mouse and Goofy and all the other

[9:04] things.

[9:05] But the the problem with that is Well,

[9:09] unlike the moon, I suppose technically

[9:11] you could spend your whole life in

[9:13] Disneyland, but it would come at a big

[9:16] cost.

[9:17] You know, just a money cost for one

[9:19] thing because of buying tickets, you

[9:21] know, for every day of your life at

[9:23] Disneyland would would cost a whole lot

[9:25] of money. Uh the food there is

[9:27] delicious, I'm sure, and tasty. I've

[9:29] never actually been to Disneyland, but

[9:30] I've been to King's Island and I've been

[9:31] to Cedar Point, which are Ohio places

[9:34] that are sort of similar to Disneyland.

[9:36] You know, the food is tasty and

[9:37] everything, but it's not good for you

[9:39] and you you you can't really uh live on

[9:42] that kind of food. Besides, the food is

[9:44] overpriced anyway. And after a while,

[9:47] you know, you're going to get tired of

[9:48] the teacup ride, you're going to get

[9:49] tired of Space Mountain, meeting Moana

[9:52] for the 50th time or or Mickey Mouse for

[9:54] the 75th time is not going to be like

[9:56] the first time. It's going to become

[9:59] mundane just like this world is mundane

[10:02] and you're back to the same problem. So,

[10:05] you know, when you first go there to the

[10:07] DMT realm, it's exciting and it's more

[10:10] real than this. But after a while, it's

[10:13] not going to be more real than this

[10:14] anymore, and it's going to be just the

[10:16] place you are. It's like when I got the

[10:18] job at Sub I Productions.

[10:20] That was my big dream. I know that

[10:22] sounds crazy to a lot of you, but uh for

[10:25] me, working for the people that that

[10:28] created the original Godzilla and who

[10:30] created Ultraman was a big deal when I

[10:33] was a kid and even when I was an adult.

[10:35] I got a whole bunch of Ultraman stuff

[10:37] over here. I don't know if you guys can

[10:38] see it. You probably can't read it if

[10:39] you can't read Japanese. But anyway,

[10:41] yeah, that was a big deal. But after a

[10:43] while, it was just a job. And sometimes

[10:46] I hated that job. So, you know, you're

[10:48] you're just back to the same thing you

[10:51] were in before. Now, the question I

[10:53] asked earlier of why do we always end up

[10:57] back here?

[10:59] To me, that's, as I said, a very

[11:01] significant question. And the only

[11:03] answer I can come up with that makes any

[11:05] sense at all to me is that back here is

[11:09] where we're meant to be. This is what's

[11:11] important. Something in the universe is

[11:14] telling me, this is what I decided after

[11:16] those LSD trips and after some

[11:18] enlightenment experiences too, that

[11:21] being right here is what the universe

[11:24] wants from me, what God wants from me,

[11:26] if you want to put it in that terms, and

[11:28] what I want from me. What I really want

[11:31] is to be back here.

[11:33] Now, being back here has a lot of

[11:36] problems. I've talked extensively

[11:38] recently about the cancer treatments

[11:40] I've been receiving, and I am still

[11:42] receiving them. And on Friday, I'm going

[11:44] to see my surgeon again, and I hope I

[11:46] get some uh

[11:48] idea when I'm going to have this bag

[11:50] taken off my belly that's catching my

[11:52] poo-poos, uh which is

[11:55] less

[11:57] it was it was

[11:59] God, excruciating at the first, and now

[12:03] it's just super annoying. But I really

[12:05] want rid of it. But anyway, having

[12:08] cancer, that is a good example of

[12:11] a time when it is or a situation, let's

[12:15] say, when wanting not to be here makes

[12:18] perfect sense. But I think that even

[12:22] that is something that I am meant to go

[12:26] through and something that in some weird

[12:29] way I want to go through. And those of

[12:32] you listening to the audio version can't

[12:34] see this, but I'm making scare quotes.

[12:36] So when I say it's something I want,

[12:39] it's not something I want in the sense

[12:42] of like, yeah, I want you know, I wanted

[12:44] that Moze Wright guitar that you saw at

[12:46] the beginning of the video and I bought

[12:48] one and I got a tremendous discount on

[12:50] it.

[12:51] You guys who are looking that going,

[12:53] wow, those are really expensive. Yeah,

[12:54] they usually are, but this one was

[12:56] cheap. Anyway, we'll go into that later.

[12:58] But I really wanted it. I don't want

[13:01] cancer in that way, but there is

[13:03] something in in whatever it is that is

[13:08] this life that I am living, this karma

[13:11] that I am living out

[13:13] that needs to go through that. And I

[13:17] wish it wasn't so.

[13:19] Boy, do I wish it wasn't so. But there

[13:22] it's there and I got to face it. And

[13:25] even if I did DMT and went to the land

[13:28] of love and light where Chase went,

[13:32] I would still end up back here with all

[13:35] of that. And so

[13:37] I think it's more important to go

[13:39] through and to face what I am built to

[13:43] face. So I could wish for something

[13:45] else, I could hope for something else, I

[13:47] could dream of the DMT land, I could

[13:50] dream of the enlightenment experiences

[13:52] so-called that I've had in my life, but

[13:55] that's not where I am right now. And

[13:57] where I am right now is what is truly

[14:00] important. And this is what I think is

[14:02] really interesting about this video

[14:04] because I feel like the people who put

[14:06] this video up are putting it out there

[14:09] because

[14:11] they want to say on some level that this

[14:14] is a true spiritual experience. And they

[14:19] don't say that

[14:20] straight out, but I feel like that's the

[14:22] implication. And you know,

[14:26] there's a whole lot of spiritual

[14:28] experiences one can have, and there's a

[14:30] whole lot of unusual experiences one can

[14:32] have through drugs and one can have

[14:34] through meditation. And a lot of people

[14:36] have reported these. Nisargadatta

[14:38] Maharaj, one of my favorite guru guys of

[14:41] the Advaita Vedanta tradition,

[14:43] occasionally, if you read his books very

[14:45] closely, he will talk about his early

[14:47] experiences of meeting gods and

[14:49] conversing with them and stuff like

[14:51] that. But in the end, he he rejected it

[14:54] all. He said this is that's not what I'm

[14:56] after. That's not what I'm going for.

[14:59] Zen people have these experiences too.

[15:02] We tend not to talk about them very much

[15:04] because of the confusion it causes when

[15:06] we talk about them. And I've talked

[15:08] about one of my experiences, and those

[15:10] of you who watch my channels channel

[15:12] regularly or read my books

[15:14] you know I write books anyway

[15:17] have have seen that, and I realize now

[15:21] why we don't talk about those things in

[15:22] the Soto tradition because it just

[15:24] causes a lot of confusion.

[15:26] And those sort of experiences, while

[15:29] they may have some conventional

[15:32] educational type value, are not what

[15:35] we're going for in Zen. What we're going

[15:37] for in Zen is to see the reality of this

[15:40] moment exactly as it is and see the

[15:43] fullness of this moment exactly as it

[15:45] is, which contains all of that other

[15:49] stuff that you might find on a DMT trip

[15:52] or a kensho experience or or any of

[15:55] that. It's right here. That's where it

[15:58] is. It's right here. It's not somewhere

[16:01] else. It's not back 20 years ago when I

[16:04] had my big experience on the bridge.

[16:06] It's not in an intravenous DMT

[16:08] experience. It's not in the ketamine

[16:10] that I took when I was getting my liver

[16:13] work done.

[16:14] It's right here. It's right now. And

[16:17] that is what Zen is to show you by

[16:20] making you focus on something

[16:22] extraordinarily boring, which is sitting

[16:25] in the quiet and staring at a wall or

[16:28] staring at the floor in front of you if

[16:30] you're in the Rinzai sect. But yeah,

[16:32] that's what we're after. So there you

[16:34] go. I don't know if I've made my point.

[16:36] People who watch these videos whenever I

[16:39] do a video that has anything to do with

[16:41] drugs and stuff, there's there's always

[16:43] a few people who will come on there on

[16:45] the comment section as if they are

[16:47] terrified that just because I am saying

[16:50] this, all funding for this kind of

[16:52] research is going to dry up. Please

[16:55] chill out before you write those

[16:57] comments and think look how many views

[17:00] this video has gotten. Do you think

[17:03] that's going to stop all the research?

[17:05] Okay, so chill out with all that. I

[17:07] think it's fine to do these this

[17:09] research. I think there might be some

[17:11] psychiatric value, therapeutic value in

[17:13] this stuff, you know, in the

[17:15] conventional sense. And as I said

[17:17] earlier, I think there's there could be

[17:18] things to be learned in the conventional

[17:21] sense. But what my point is is that this

[17:23] is not what we were going for in Zen

[17:26] practice. And it this is why I think

[17:30] we're avoiding this because of what I

[17:32] kept saying, why do we always end up

[17:34] back here? All right, there you go.

[17:36] That's all I got to say about that, so I

[17:38] hope you enjoyed it. If you want to

[17:40] enjoy more of this kind of content, you

[17:42] can go to the URL that you're about to

[17:44] see on the screen below or that you're

[17:46] about to hear if you're listening to the

[17:48] audio version.

[17:49] And that is hardcorezen.info/donate.

[17:53] Once again, hardcorezen.info/donate.

[17:57] That is where you will find links to my

[17:58] PayPal and Patreon accounts. Those are

[18:00] my only way of making a living and I

[18:01] appreciate your support. But as always,

[18:04] you don't got to support me if you don't

[18:05] want to support me. All right, we will

[18:06] see you again. Have a good time all the

[18:08] time. Bye.

[18:19] >> Go.

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Frequently Asked Questions

Brad Warner's answer in the video is no, at least not in the sense Zen means. He argues that any experience, however vivid, is still subject and object, with a self looking at something, and that such experiences always end with a return to ordinary life. He grants that a long trip might teach something valuable, but says it is not the same as the transcendence Zen points toward.
DMT, or dimethyltryptamine, is a psychedelic of the tryptamine family, similar to psilocybin in magic mushrooms. Warner explains that ayahuasca's active component is DMT, though ayahuasca drinkers receive a different version of it. The main distinction he draws is duration, as DMT trips are usually reported to last fifteen to forty-five minutes.
Brad Warner recalls asking this question while coming down from an LSD trip in his early twenties, and calls it the most valuable lesson he took from psychedelics. He applies it to every drug-induced spiritual experience and to kensho or satori, arguing that they all return the practitioner to the same ordinary world.
Warner describes kensho and satori as the two common Japanese words for an enlightenment experience. He notes that the Rinzai sect tends to use satori and the Soto sect tends to use kensho, though the terms are used interchangeably.
Warner says that even intense visionary states remain a relationship in which 'me over here' relates to 'that over there.' Zen practice, as he describes it, aims to transcend that relation itself rather than collect more powerful objects of perception.
In the clip Warner plays, the man says the unwillingness to come back was monumental and that he was crying hard. Warner reads his distress as a sign of attachment to a state he experienced as more real than everyday life, which he finds the saddest part of the video.

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