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[0:00] Hello there, thrill seekers. My name is
[0:02] Brad Warner. I've written a whole bunch
[0:04] of books about Zen Buddhism, and today I
[0:06] would like to talk to you about whether
[0:08] you can get enlightened by doing DMT for
[0:11] 5 hours. Let's talk about that after 18
[0:13] seconds of bang bang.
[0:20] [music]
[0:29] [music]
[0:32] All right, thrill seekers, that was a
[0:34] little bit of the song bang bang as
[0:35] written by Sonny Bono of Sonny and Cher
[0:38] fame and the version sung by Nancy
[0:40] Sinatra with Billy Strange on the
[0:42] guitar. That's my rendition of it. All
[0:45] right, so recently I watched a video
[0:48] about a guy who did DMT, which is a very
[0:51] powerful psychedelic drug, and he was on
[0:54] it intravenously for 5 hours. And so I'm
[0:57] going to show you that video and let's
[0:58] watch it together and then I'm going to
[1:00] talk about it, okay? Here we go.
[1:02] >> was the 41st person in the world to do
[1:04] intravenous DMT for 5 hours. 5 or 6
[1:08] months is what it felt like of just
[1:09] being ripped out of this entire reality.
[1:12] I was with other things happening and I
[1:14] could kind of observe things happening
[1:16] and talk to these creatures and stuff
[1:18] [music] and these these entities. Every
[1:20] human without any exception sees the
[1:22] exact same entities on on DMT. It's more
[1:25] real than reality is. It's [music] a
[1:27] thousand times more real than this. On
[1:29] the DMT space, everything's okay. Like
[1:31] it's full of love and non-judgment and
[1:33] all that stuff and it kind of ruins you
[1:35] in a little bit in a good way. Where
[1:36] when you come back, you know this looks
[1:38] like a cartoon oil painting when you
[1:41] come back where these little infantile
[1:43] hairless monkeys like our our little
[1:46] species. [music] It's so funny and then
[1:48] we're like, you know what? You know what
[1:49] I want to learn today? I'm going to
[1:50] learn the secrets of the universe.
[1:51] [music]
[1:52] And then you do DMT and they're like,
[1:53] all right,
[1:55] and they show it all to you and you
[1:56] can't comprehend it. You can't
[1:58] understand it. You'll never be able to
[2:00] any of it together and try explaining
[2:02] one billionth of 1% of it to another
[2:05] human being. [music] Good luck. But they
[2:07] still show it to you and it's like
[2:08] you're not bringing it back. I'm laying
[2:10] there on this thing. I'm in this
[2:11] experience and like, all right, Chase,
[2:12] we're going to go ahead and bring you
[2:14] start bringing you down. And the
[2:15] unwillingness that I had to come back
[2:18] here was monumental. And I was I was
[2:20] crying so
[2:22] hard, man. And these God bless these
[2:24] people wiping my tears and snot coming
[2:27] out of my nose. But it was like I did
[2:28] not really want to come back.
[2:30] >> All right, there you go. That was the
[2:31] video. I edited a little bit out of it.
[2:33] I will put a link to the whole video
[2:35] below if you want to look at the whole
[2:37] thing.
[2:38] But uh yeah,
[2:40] it's very interesting to me. The DMT,
[2:43] let me get this right. It stands for
[2:46] dimethyltryptamine.
[2:49] And it is a psychedelic drug of the
[2:51] tryptamine family, similar to the
[2:54] component in magic mushrooms,
[2:56] psilocybin. And it is also the active
[2:59] component in ayahuasca. So people doing
[3:02] ayahuasca are basically doing DMT, but a
[3:05] different version. And the advantage, I
[3:07] guess, according to the people who do
[3:09] this stuff over regular psychedelics is
[3:12] that the trip is over very quickly,
[3:14] lasting from 15 to 45 minutes. I've
[3:16] never done it myself, but I have done
[3:18] LSD. And I know that when you do LSD,
[3:22] you are in for an all-nighter. I mean, I
[3:24] I only ever did it at night. When I did
[3:26] it, I did it four times when I was very
[3:28] young, uh 19 and 20 years old around
[3:31] that time.
[3:32] And yeah, you're in for a
[3:34] 6 to 8 hour trip. And
[3:38] yeah, a lot can happen in 6 to 8 hours.
[3:40] So I guess that's the advantage of it.
[3:42] But these people are doing some kind of
[3:45] experiment to see what happens if you
[3:47] take a longer trip by having it put into
[3:50] in put into you intravenously.
[3:53] The only thing close I've done to that I
[3:55] talked about on this here YouTube
[3:57] channel a while ago was when I had my
[4:00] liver ablation surgery to get rid of the
[4:03] cancer in my liver, which is by the way,
[4:05] in case you were following the story, I
[4:07] just got an MRI a couple of weeks ago
[4:10] and it says that there's no trace of the
[4:11] cancer anymore.
[4:13] Anyway, I was on ketamine
[4:15] for that and that was fed intravenously
[4:18] to me and as soon as they stopped the
[4:20] drip or whatever it was, the you know,
[4:23] have to stop feeding it to me that I
[4:24] stopped tripping.
[4:26] Unlike this guy, I was very glad to be
[4:28] off that stuff. So so I had a very
[4:31] different reaction even though the trip
[4:33] itself was quite pleasant. I mean other
[4:36] than having my liver operated on, which
[4:38] was not pleasant at all and I could feel
[4:40] it,
[4:41] but I couldn't I'm sure I wasn't feeling
[4:42] the whole thing, but anyway. So let's
[4:45] talk about this. I wrote some notes, so
[4:46] I'm going to be referring to these
[4:48] notes. Excuse me for my for my looking
[4:51] over here.
[4:53] Back when I did LSD when I was 19 or 20
[4:56] years old, the one thing that really
[4:59] stuck with me and it was maybe the third
[5:01] LSD trip I did and I was coming down
[5:03] from it
[5:05] and I had this thought, why do I always
[5:09] end up back here? And this to me was the
[5:13] most valuable thing I learned from LSD.
[5:16] It was that question, why do I always
[5:19] end up back here? I'd done LSD two or I
[5:22] guess this is my third time I said and I
[5:24] always end up back here. So why is that?
[5:27] This is true for every experience like
[5:30] this, for every drug-induced
[5:33] sort of spiritual experience that people
[5:35] tout, they always end up back here. Same
[5:38] is true for so-called enlightenment
[5:40] experiences. You always end up right
[5:42] back here from your enlightenment
[5:43] experience. There's a guy who I think he
[5:46] must be a troll. I I don't really take
[5:48] him seriously anymore who leaves
[5:51] comments on my videos fairly frequently
[5:53] saying kensho, kensho. When you have
[5:56] kensho, everything is great and kensho
[5:58] is one of the words for an enlightenment
[6:01] experience. The other common word is
[6:03] satori.
[6:05] They're used kind of interchangeably.
[6:07] The Rinzai sect tend to use satori and
[6:09] the the Soto sect tend to use kensho.
[6:13] But the same is true for kensho
[6:14] experiences. You end up right back here,
[6:16] and to me that's really significant.
[6:18] It's like going to the moon. So you can
[6:21] go to the moon and you can learn
[6:23] valuable things by going to the moon,
[6:25] but there's a tremendous cost to going
[6:28] to the moon, and you can't stay there.
[6:31] That's that's one of the biggest things
[6:32] about the moon. You cannot live on the
[6:35] moon. There's no air there, there's no
[6:36] water. I guess they're finding out that
[6:38] there's a little bit of water on the
[6:39] moon. So I take that one back, but
[6:42] there's no air there, there's no way you
[6:43] can a human being could live long term
[6:45] on the moon, so you've got to come back.
[6:47] And so it's the same thing. So I am not
[6:50] arguing that there could not be valuable
[6:52] things to be learned from a 5-hour DMT
[6:56] trip. You know, you might
[6:58] I don't know, you might learn different
[7:00] levels of consciousness exist. You might
[7:02] be open up to
[7:04] some kind of
[7:06] something, you know, that's out there
[7:07] that we don't know is out there. Maybe
[7:09] it'll explain what aliens are, you know,
[7:11] that would be interesting. I would find
[7:13] that interesting.
[7:15] Maybe 5 hours on DMT cures cancer, and
[7:18] if that's true, sign me up. I'm I'm
[7:21] ready to go. But even so,
[7:24] what you learn is still something in the
[7:27] conventional sense. So for Zen, the big
[7:31] problem with the things you would learn
[7:33] on a DMT trip, for example, and often
[7:36] the things you learn from kensho is that
[7:39] it is still in the realm of of what they
[7:43] call the realm of form in in Buddhism.
[7:45] And this gets very technical, and I
[7:47] don't know. I don't really
[7:49] deal with all this technical Buddhist
[7:51] stuff, but there's this idea of the
[7:52] formless realm, the
[7:54] the realm of form, and what's the I
[7:56] forget what the third one is, but
[7:58] there's all this stuff. But the point is
[8:00] it's still subject and object. It's
[8:02] still me over here relating to that over
[8:06] there. And [snorts] what we're doing in
[8:08] Zen is we're trying to transcend even
[8:11] that, even the relation of me over here
[8:14] looking at that over there. But this
[8:16] video made me really sad. And to me, the
[8:19] saddest thing about this video is the
[8:21] way Chase, the guy in the video, feels
[8:24] about coming back down to this reality.
[8:26] He hates it. He's crying. He's He's That
[8:29] is the more real than this ever was.
[8:33] And And he doesn't want to be back here
[8:35] anymore because this looks like a
[8:37] cartoon oil painting to him. And And to
[8:40] me, that's really sad. To me, that's
[8:42] like a kid who goes to Disneyland and
[8:46] then, you know, you got to leave
[8:47] Disneyland and the kid's like, "Why I
[8:49] don't want to leave Disneyland?
[8:50] Disneyland is the best place. It's so
[8:53] great and then I don't want to go back
[8:54] to school and go back to my stupid
[8:56] friends on the on the block and I want
[8:58] to be with Disneyland and Princess Moana
[9:01] or whatever she's called and Mickey
[9:02] Mouse and Goofy and all the other
[9:04] things.
[9:05] But the the problem with that is Well,
[9:09] unlike the moon, I suppose technically
[9:11] you could spend your whole life in
[9:13] Disneyland, but it would come at a big
[9:16] cost.
[9:17] You know, just a money cost for one
[9:19] thing because of buying tickets, you
[9:21] know, for every day of your life at
[9:23] Disneyland would would cost a whole lot
[9:25] of money. Uh the food there is
[9:27] delicious, I'm sure, and tasty. I've
[9:29] never actually been to Disneyland, but
[9:30] I've been to King's Island and I've been
[9:31] to Cedar Point, which are Ohio places
[9:34] that are sort of similar to Disneyland.
[9:36] You know, the food is tasty and
[9:37] everything, but it's not good for you
[9:39] and you you you can't really uh live on
[9:42] that kind of food. Besides, the food is
[9:44] overpriced anyway. And after a while,
[9:47] you know, you're going to get tired of
[9:48] the teacup ride, you're going to get
[9:49] tired of Space Mountain, meeting Moana
[9:52] for the 50th time or or Mickey Mouse for
[9:54] the 75th time is not going to be like
[9:56] the first time. It's going to become
[9:59] mundane just like this world is mundane
[10:02] and you're back to the same problem. So,
[10:05] you know, when you first go there to the
[10:07] DMT realm, it's exciting and it's more
[10:10] real than this. But after a while, it's
[10:13] not going to be more real than this
[10:14] anymore, and it's going to be just the
[10:16] place you are. It's like when I got the
[10:18] job at Sub I Productions.
[10:20] That was my big dream. I know that
[10:22] sounds crazy to a lot of you, but uh for
[10:25] me, working for the people that that
[10:28] created the original Godzilla and who
[10:30] created Ultraman was a big deal when I
[10:33] was a kid and even when I was an adult.
[10:35] I got a whole bunch of Ultraman stuff
[10:37] over here. I don't know if you guys can
[10:38] see it. You probably can't read it if
[10:39] you can't read Japanese. But anyway,
[10:41] yeah, that was a big deal. But after a
[10:43] while, it was just a job. And sometimes
[10:46] I hated that job. So, you know, you're
[10:48] you're just back to the same thing you
[10:51] were in before. Now, the question I
[10:53] asked earlier of why do we always end up
[10:57] back here?
[10:59] To me, that's, as I said, a very
[11:01] significant question. And the only
[11:03] answer I can come up with that makes any
[11:05] sense at all to me is that back here is
[11:09] where we're meant to be. This is what's
[11:11] important. Something in the universe is
[11:14] telling me, this is what I decided after
[11:16] those LSD trips and after some
[11:18] enlightenment experiences too, that
[11:21] being right here is what the universe
[11:24] wants from me, what God wants from me,
[11:26] if you want to put it in that terms, and
[11:28] what I want from me. What I really want
[11:31] is to be back here.
[11:33] Now, being back here has a lot of
[11:36] problems. I've talked extensively
[11:38] recently about the cancer treatments
[11:40] I've been receiving, and I am still
[11:42] receiving them. And on Friday, I'm going
[11:44] to see my surgeon again, and I hope I
[11:46] get some uh
[11:48] idea when I'm going to have this bag
[11:50] taken off my belly that's catching my
[11:52] poo-poos, uh which is
[11:55] less
[11:57] it was it was
[11:59] God, excruciating at the first, and now
[12:03] it's just super annoying. But I really
[12:05] want rid of it. But anyway, having
[12:08] cancer, that is a good example of
[12:11] a time when it is or a situation, let's
[12:15] say, when wanting not to be here makes
[12:18] perfect sense. But I think that even
[12:22] that is something that I am meant to go
[12:26] through and something that in some weird
[12:29] way I want to go through. And those of
[12:32] you listening to the audio version can't
[12:34] see this, but I'm making scare quotes.
[12:36] So when I say it's something I want,
[12:39] it's not something I want in the sense
[12:42] of like, yeah, I want you know, I wanted
[12:44] that Moze Wright guitar that you saw at
[12:46] the beginning of the video and I bought
[12:48] one and I got a tremendous discount on
[12:50] it.
[12:51] You guys who are looking that going,
[12:53] wow, those are really expensive. Yeah,
[12:54] they usually are, but this one was
[12:56] cheap. Anyway, we'll go into that later.
[12:58] But I really wanted it. I don't want
[13:01] cancer in that way, but there is
[13:03] something in in whatever it is that is
[13:08] this life that I am living, this karma
[13:11] that I am living out
[13:13] that needs to go through that. And I
[13:17] wish it wasn't so.
[13:19] Boy, do I wish it wasn't so. But there
[13:22] it's there and I got to face it. And
[13:25] even if I did DMT and went to the land
[13:28] of love and light where Chase went,
[13:32] I would still end up back here with all
[13:35] of that. And so
[13:37] I think it's more important to go
[13:39] through and to face what I am built to
[13:43] face. So I could wish for something
[13:45] else, I could hope for something else, I
[13:47] could dream of the DMT land, I could
[13:50] dream of the enlightenment experiences
[13:52] so-called that I've had in my life, but
[13:55] that's not where I am right now. And
[13:57] where I am right now is what is truly
[14:00] important. And this is what I think is
[14:02] really interesting about this video
[14:04] because I feel like the people who put
[14:06] this video up are putting it out there
[14:09] because
[14:11] they want to say on some level that this
[14:14] is a true spiritual experience. And they
[14:19] don't say that
[14:20] straight out, but I feel like that's the
[14:22] implication. And you know,
[14:26] there's a whole lot of spiritual
[14:28] experiences one can have, and there's a
[14:30] whole lot of unusual experiences one can
[14:32] have through drugs and one can have
[14:34] through meditation. And a lot of people
[14:36] have reported these. Nisargadatta
[14:38] Maharaj, one of my favorite guru guys of
[14:41] the Advaita Vedanta tradition,
[14:43] occasionally, if you read his books very
[14:45] closely, he will talk about his early
[14:47] experiences of meeting gods and
[14:49] conversing with them and stuff like
[14:51] that. But in the end, he he rejected it
[14:54] all. He said this is that's not what I'm
[14:56] after. That's not what I'm going for.
[14:59] Zen people have these experiences too.
[15:02] We tend not to talk about them very much
[15:04] because of the confusion it causes when
[15:06] we talk about them. And I've talked
[15:08] about one of my experiences, and those
[15:10] of you who watch my channels channel
[15:12] regularly or read my books
[15:14] you know I write books anyway
[15:17] have have seen that, and I realize now
[15:21] why we don't talk about those things in
[15:22] the Soto tradition because it just
[15:24] causes a lot of confusion.
[15:26] And those sort of experiences, while
[15:29] they may have some conventional
[15:32] educational type value, are not what
[15:35] we're going for in Zen. What we're going
[15:37] for in Zen is to see the reality of this
[15:40] moment exactly as it is and see the
[15:43] fullness of this moment exactly as it
[15:45] is, which contains all of that other
[15:49] stuff that you might find on a DMT trip
[15:52] or a kensho experience or or any of
[15:55] that. It's right here. That's where it
[15:58] is. It's right here. It's not somewhere
[16:01] else. It's not back 20 years ago when I
[16:04] had my big experience on the bridge.
[16:06] It's not in an intravenous DMT
[16:08] experience. It's not in the ketamine
[16:10] that I took when I was getting my liver
[16:13] work done.
[16:14] It's right here. It's right now. And
[16:17] that is what Zen is to show you by
[16:20] making you focus on something
[16:22] extraordinarily boring, which is sitting
[16:25] in the quiet and staring at a wall or
[16:28] staring at the floor in front of you if
[16:30] you're in the Rinzai sect. But yeah,
[16:32] that's what we're after. So there you
[16:34] go. I don't know if I've made my point.
[16:36] People who watch these videos whenever I
[16:39] do a video that has anything to do with
[16:41] drugs and stuff, there's there's always
[16:43] a few people who will come on there on
[16:45] the comment section as if they are
[16:47] terrified that just because I am saying
[16:50] this, all funding for this kind of
[16:52] research is going to dry up. Please
[16:55] chill out before you write those
[16:57] comments and think look how many views
[17:00] this video has gotten. Do you think
[17:03] that's going to stop all the research?
[17:05] Okay, so chill out with all that. I
[17:07] think it's fine to do these this
[17:09] research. I think there might be some
[17:11] psychiatric value, therapeutic value in
[17:13] this stuff, you know, in the
[17:15] conventional sense. And as I said
[17:17] earlier, I think there's there could be
[17:18] things to be learned in the conventional
[17:21] sense. But what my point is is that this
[17:23] is not what we were going for in Zen
[17:26] practice. And it this is why I think
[17:30] we're avoiding this because of what I
[17:32] kept saying, why do we always end up
[17:34] back here? All right, there you go.
[17:36] That's all I got to say about that, so I
[17:38] hope you enjoyed it. If you want to
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[17:53] Once again, hardcorezen.info/donate.
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[18:06] see you again. Have a good time all the
[18:08] time. Bye.
[18:19] >> Go.