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[9:24] Okay, good morning everyone. So, welcome
[9:27] to Sunday morning at the BSV. Uh,
[9:30] welcome to those who are online. Uh, so
[9:33] this morning we have uh a visiting lay
[9:35] teacher Gilbert Guteras. Uh we'll
[9:37] introduce Gilbert uh in a few moments.
[9:40] Uh but we'll just start uh the the
[9:43] morning with our normal um Sunday
[9:45] chanting. Uh so we'll be playing the
[9:47] tape of John Nisaro. Uh but I'll just
[9:50] pass across to Sabati uh who can
[9:53] formally request the precepts. The words
[9:55] are on the screen in front of us. So
[9:57] please feel free to join in as well.
[10:11] Venrable, we request three refugees and
[10:14] the five training rules for the second
[10:17] time. Venerable, we request three
[10:20] refugees and the five training rules.
[10:23] >> For the third time venerable, we request
[10:26] three refues and the five training
[10:29] rules.
[10:31] One homage to the blessed noble and
[10:35] perfectly enlightened one. Homage to the
[10:40] blessed noble and perfectly enlightened
[10:44] one.
[10:47] >> To the blessed noble and perfectly
[10:50] enlightened one. Homage to the blessed
[10:54] noble and perfectly.
[10:57] Homage to the blessed noble and perfect.
[11:03] >> And now for the refues. To the Buddha I
[11:07] go for refuge.
[11:09] >> To the Buddha I go for refuge. To the
[11:13] dhmer I go for refuge.
[11:17] >> To the dharma. I go for refuge.
[11:20] >> To the s. I go for refuge.
[11:23] >> To the s. I go for refuge. For the
[11:27] second time to the Buddha I go for
[11:30] refuge. For the second time to the
[11:33] Buddha I go for refuge.
[11:36] >> For the second time to the dhammer I go
[11:39] for refuge.
[11:41] >> For the second time to the dhmer I go
[11:44] for refuge
[11:45] >> for the second time. To the s I go for
[11:49] refuge for the second time. To the s I
[11:53] go for refuge
[11:55] >> for the third time. To the Buddha I go
[11:58] for refuge for the third time. To the
[12:02] Buddha I go for
[12:04] >> for the third time. To the dhamma I go
[12:07] for refuge for the third time. To the D.
[12:11] I go for refuge
[12:13] >> for the third time. To the S. I go for
[12:17] refuge. For the third time to the S. I
[12:21] go for refuge. This completes the going
[12:25] for refuge. Now the training rules or
[12:28] the precepts.
[12:30] I undertake the training rule to refrain
[12:33] from killing living beings.
[12:36] >> I undertake the training rule to refrain
[12:40] from killing living beings.
[12:42] >> I undertake the training rule to refrain
[12:45] from stealing.
[12:47] >> I undertake the training rule to refrain
[12:50] from stealing. I undertake the training
[12:53] rule to refrain from sexual misconduct.
[12:57] >> I undertake the training rule to refrain
[13:00] from sexual misconduct.
[13:03] >> I undertake the training rule to refrain
[13:06] from lying.
[13:08] >> I undertake the training rule to refrain
[13:11] from lying.
[13:12] >> I undertake the training rule to refrain
[13:15] from alcohol and drugs which lead to
[13:19] carelessness.
[13:21] I train.
[13:28] >> And now we can do the recollections of
[13:30] the Buddha Dham.
[13:32] The blessed one is the arant
[13:37] perfectly enlightened one. He is
[13:41] impeccable in conduct and understanding.
[13:45] the accomplished one, the knower of the
[13:49] worlds. He trains perfectly those who
[13:54] wish to be trained. He is teacher of das
[13:58] and humans.
[14:00] He is awake and holy.
[14:04] The d is well expounded by the blessed
[14:08] one, apparent here and now. harmless,
[14:14] encouraging investigation,
[14:18] leading inwards to be personally
[14:22] experience by the wise.
[14:25] They are the lesser ones disciples
[14:29] who are practicing well, who are
[14:33] practicing directly, who are practicing
[14:37] insightfully,
[14:39] [clears throat] who are practicing in
[14:42] integrity.
[14:44] This is the four pairs, the eight kinds
[14:48] of noble beings. These are
[14:53] disciples.
[14:55] Such ones are worthy of gifts, worthy of
[15:00] hospitality,
[15:02] worthy of
[15:04] worthy of respect. They are the
[15:08] unsurpassed field of merit for the
[15:11] world. And now the [clears throat]
[15:13] Buddha's words on loving kindness. This
[15:16] is what should be done by one who is
[15:21] guilt in goodness
[15:23] and who knows the path of peace.
[15:27] Let them be able and upright,
[15:31] straightforward and gentle in speech,
[15:35] humble and not conceited,
[15:39] contented and [singing] easily
[15:41] satisfied,
[15:43] not busy with duties and crual in their
[15:48] ways. peaceful and calm and wise and
[15:53] skillful,
[15:55] not proud or demanding in nature.
[15:59] Let them not do the slightest thing that
[16:04] the wise would later [singing] reprove,
[16:08] wishing in gladness and in safety.
[16:12] May all beings be happy.
[16:16] Whatever living [singing] beings there
[16:19] may be, whether they are weak or strong,
[16:24] omitting none, the great or the mighty,
[16:30] medium, short or small, the seen and the
[16:34] unseen,
[16:36] those living near and far away, those
[16:40] born and to be born. May all beings be
[16:46] happy.
[16:47] Let none deceive another
[16:51] or despise any being in any state. Let
[16:56] none through anger or ill will which
[17:00] harm upon another.
[17:03] Even as a mother protects with her life,
[17:08] her child her only child, so with a
[17:13] boundless heart should one cherish all
[17:17] living beings,
[17:19] radiating kindness over the entire
[17:24] world, spreading upwards to the skies
[17:29] and outwards to the depths, outwards and
[17:33] unbounded.
[17:34] Free from hatred and ill will. Whether
[17:39] standing or walking, seated or lying
[17:43] down, free from drowsiness,
[17:47] one should sustain this recollection.
[17:51] This is said to be the sublime abiding
[17:56] by not holding to wrong views. The
[18:00] purearted one having clarity of vision
[18:06] being free from all sense desires
[18:10] is not born again into this world.
[18:19] >> Okay, thanks everyone. It's always nice
[18:22] to start with a little bit of chanting.
[18:24] Uh now we'll formally introduce uh Gil.
[18:27] Oh,
[18:28] >> microphone has gone.
[18:31] >> I can talk up. Okay. Uh, so we'll
[18:35] formally uh introduce uh Gilbert. So um
[18:38] Lillian Core is going to do the
[18:40] introduction and we're back. Okay. So
[18:43] Lillian, please come and take the mic.
[18:47] >> Thank you.
[18:54] >> Okay. Thank you everyone. Good morning.
[18:57] I'm Lillian. Uh, [sighs] yep. All set.
[19:03] Yep. So, uh, thank you Michael and thank
[19:06] you BCSV for hosting this event. Uh, we
[19:10] very very happy and honored uh, to have
[19:13] invited Master Gilbert Gutieras from the
[19:15] US um, to give a talk today. And
[19:19] Gilbert, I'm not going to read about
[19:20] Gilbert. I think you can read about him.
[19:22] I just want to let you know about my
[19:24] impressions of Gilbert. Um so uh
[19:28] yesterday we had a workshop and then
[19:31] Gilbert actually pointed out to us that
[19:33] the power of mind and I was very
[19:35] impressed and inspired
[19:37] very impressed and inspired and about
[19:40] the power of mind awaken to your Buddha
[19:43] nature awaken to your nature is that
[19:47] Buddha nature is in every one of us and
[19:49] awaken to your Buddha nature and that's
[19:51] really like oh it's just like aha that
[19:55] kind of moment. for me and today I think
[19:58] Dharma uh Gibb is going to continue
[20:00] talking about
[20:03] cultivating wisdom and compassion in
[20:06] former meditation and daily living and
[20:09] about Gilbert I think he is a lawyer by
[20:12] professions but he's retired and he has
[20:14] practiced meditations for about 50 years
[20:17] in 20 uh 2002 he was um he received
[20:22] transmission from master Cha uh master
[20:26] Chan master Sunyen in Taiwan, founder of
[20:29] Drama Drama in Taiwan. And then from
[20:32] then onwards the uh Gilbert traveled
[20:34] around the world spreading dharma,
[20:37] teaching dharma and in Buddha Dharma in
[20:41] North America, Asia and also now in
[20:44] Australia. So uh Gilbert always say that
[20:47] he doesn't have a magic wand but I think
[20:49] he does. He can make very profound sutra
[20:54] easier for people to understand with his
[20:56] humor, with his interesting stories and
[20:59] also with a lot of analogies. So I think
[21:02] you can hear it directly from him today.
[21:05] So without further ado, I think I will
[21:07] pass the mic to Gilbert. Gilbert, over
[21:10] to you.
[21:12] >> We've got I'll take that one.
[21:14] >> Sorry. Yeah.
[21:14] >> Okay.
[21:17] >> Okay. Welcome everyone. Thank you for
[21:20] welcoming me here and inviting me to
[21:23] this wonderful audience.
[21:25] Uh I come from a Mahayana tradition
[21:30] Chinese chan
[21:32] but um as my master emphasized that
[21:37] there is not a difference between the
[21:43] and Mahayana. It is only sometimes we
[21:46] say doctrinal differences
[21:49] but from the heart it's the same heart
[21:53] the very heart that you have and the
[21:55] very heart that I have is not different
[21:59] and this heart is very special
[22:02] because within us
[22:06] what Shakauni Buddha did to coming into
[22:10] this world
[22:12] was to remind us
[22:16] that this very one that's listening
[22:20] right now
[22:24] is the Buddha mind.
[22:26] You each have a Buddha nature.
[22:31] If it wasn't this way,
[22:34] why would a Buddha come to this world
[22:38] to talk down to us?
[22:42] He came into this world to remind us,
[22:45] awaken us of our own nature.
[22:50] This is very important when we talk
[22:52] about cultivating wisdom and compassion.
[22:55] It brings tears to my eyes when I think
[22:58] about all the cruelty, all the killing
[23:03] that happens and sometimes in the name
[23:05] of of some supreme being.
[23:10] Then to others it appears a supreme
[23:12] being is made of green or gold
[23:18] of oil or whatever
[23:23] of
[23:26] you have what I want even if I have more
[23:29] than you.
[23:31] It is very sad when we see a world like
[23:34] this
[23:37] losing its compassion towards others.
[23:41] And if you feel this in your heart, then
[23:44] you and I, [clears throat]
[23:46] we're not different.
[23:51] I didn't intend to start this way
[23:54] but thinking about how to make a bridge
[23:58] between the and Mahayana.
[24:02] Aren't we all the same in this way with
[24:05] compassion?
[24:08] And we think about this world.
[24:12] Doesn't this world
[24:16] deserve Buddha Dharma?
[24:22] It is something that is based on wisdom
[24:25] and compassion.
[24:29] Something that
[24:31] reading the liturgy that was going by,
[24:35] wonderful liturgy by the way. I I
[24:37] absolutely love what was what you were
[24:39] chanting. So true.
[24:42] There was one part about a mother taking
[24:45] care of her children.
[24:50] And as I travel through the world, I
[24:53] feel like this mother
[24:56] that wherever I speak
[25:00] that there are my children. Even if
[25:03] you're older than me, it doesn't matter.
[25:07] To me, I'm as old as the Buddha.
[25:11] And the Buddha is oldest me.
[25:15] It is this that we see to take care of
[25:18] each other.
[25:20] If we treat everyone as our children,
[25:25] how can we harm each other? How can we
[25:28] favor one child over another?
[25:31] Or how can we take from our children?
[25:37] This is the loss of compassion.
[25:41] This is very sad.
[25:45] I have a dharma brother, another dharma
[25:47] era, master Shenyang, and he always goes
[25:50] around and he's a very wonderful dharma
[25:53] teacher. And he asks all of the people
[25:56] that he meets, "Who is your mother? Who
[25:59] is your mother?" And they go, "My
[26:01] mother. My mother is in in Taiwan or my
[26:05] mother is in Singapore or wherever." No.
[26:07] Who is your mother? You have to know who
[26:09] your mother is. I don't know who my
[26:11] mother is. You have to find out who your
[26:14] mother is.
[26:16] And he and I have engaged in quite a bit
[26:19] of of dialogues over over the years and
[26:24] conversations.
[26:27] And uh I I always laugh at that he talks
[26:30] about who is your mother
[26:34] and it's something unto himself that he
[26:38] wants the people to look what is this
[26:40] mother
[26:41] there is a sutra
[26:44] the whole name is the astasa maha
[26:47] paramita sutra
[26:50] um and again it took me a long time to
[26:53] be able to say that um but it's [snorts]
[26:56] um
[26:58] short name is Asta Sutra and it's a
[27:02] wisdom sutra, one of the very first
[27:03] wisdom sutras back uh in around 2000 um
[27:10] um uh I think it's uh BC
[27:17] and uh not 200 I'm sorry and um it it
[27:24] talks about
[27:26] um who your mother is. And so when I was
[27:31] reading it, I'm going hm this is
[27:33] something now I now I can tell uh my
[27:37] dharma brother Goshin Pasha who the
[27:39] mother is. And it said that
[27:45] the mother
[27:47] of all Buddhas
[27:52] and since you have Buddha nature,
[27:56] [snorts] you're included.
[28:00] The mother of all Buddhas, we could say
[28:03] Buddhist or Buddhist to be, but you
[28:06] already have Buddha nature
[28:08] is wisdom.
[28:11] That's who your mother is.
[28:15] That's when you return home.
[28:19] It is wisdom.
[28:23] This wisdom
[28:26] is a special wisdom.
[28:31] We start with regular wisdom from
[28:34] samsara.
[28:36] Better to earn more than spend more.
[28:40] That's worldly wisdom, right? Unless you
[28:43] have a credit card.
[28:45] [snorts] That's some saric defilements.
[28:50] Um, but
[28:54] it is something
[28:57] transcendent
[28:59] beyond that.
[29:02] To theans
[29:05] you see it as nirvana.
[29:13] To Mahayana
[29:15] practitioners
[29:17] they see it as an enlightenment or a
[29:19] complete enlightenment.
[29:22] We are not talking about different
[29:25] things.
[29:30] This transcendent wisdom
[29:33] is the wisdom
[29:36] to know
[29:38] precisely
[29:42] who you are, your true identity,
[29:47] what
[29:49] the Chan practitioners say, your
[29:52] original face. to know your original
[29:55] face.
[29:58] It is what Shakamuni Buddha
[30:03] did for us
[30:06] to toiling under the bodhic tree to find
[30:09] this answer.
[30:11] When he practiced with the aesthetics,
[30:15] he could not find the answer.
[30:19] deprivation of of bodily needs
[30:25] could not bring him to the answer. Even
[30:27] though he thought if he
[30:31] uh avoided worldly comforts
[30:35] that he could bring himself to some
[30:37] realization.
[30:39] But in the end he only found that this
[30:42] was a self flagagillation, a
[30:44] self-punishment, a punishment of a body
[30:46] that deserved better.
[30:51] We say that the body is the temple of
[30:54] the soul.
[30:56] Not so much the soul but your nature.
[31:01] So there's no reason to harm the body to
[31:05] deprive it of what it needs.
[31:09] Wisdom
[31:13] is something that determines what we
[31:15] need.
[31:16] My master used to say, "Only take what
[31:20] you need."
[31:24] And it rang so true to me. But I'm so
[31:27] humbled
[31:29] by that because I'm not a very good
[31:32] representative of only taking what you
[31:34] need.
[31:37] Um,
[31:38] in my earlier days, I would take a
[31:41] little more donuts than I needed.
[31:46] And that's [snorts] to say it put it
[31:48] mildly in terms of my life.
[31:50] Now I try to take less and less and only
[31:53] what I need and eat only what I need.
[31:58] This is wisdom.
[32:00] But we take care of the body.
[32:04] We need this body.
[32:09] We need it to carry out the function in
[32:13] our life.
[32:16] We
[32:17] most of the time are not aware of our
[32:20] function in this world.
[32:23] In the United States, when I'm speaking
[32:25] to a United States uh group, I say,
[32:29] "What is the purpose of life?"
[32:32] Think about this for a moment. What do
[32:35] you think? How would you define the
[32:37] purpose of life?
[32:41] The American dream is that you
[32:47] um
[32:49] you
[32:51] go to school.
[32:54] Um you get a job,
[32:58] get married,
[33:01] live with your parents. Nobody can
[33:03] afford a house anymore in the US.
[33:06] eventually maybe buy a house,
[33:09] have 2.5 kids,
[33:14] vacation in the summer,
[33:18] retire,
[33:20] hold your grandchildren, and then die.
[33:23] [clears throat]
[33:25] Is that a plan?
[33:29] Financial planners will tell you, "Yeah,
[33:31] you you got to make sure that you have
[33:33] money to live when you're old." But is
[33:37] that what this world is about?
[33:41] Think about it.
[33:44] What is
[33:46] your mark here in this world?
[33:53] I have one
[33:56] monastic who decided to uh
[34:01] to follow me and asked me that if he
[34:03] could be my disciple and I said sure
[34:06] just follow me you're my disciple
[34:09] nothing magic about it
[34:12] and so I've been tending to him and his
[34:16] career
[34:17] and he came to me at a retreat
[34:22] I hadn't seen him for a while and gave
[34:24] me an update on where he was at.
[34:29] And he said, "I've been at this temple.
[34:33] I've lived there for 10 months now. I'm
[34:37] going to go to somewhere else to
[34:39] London."
[34:42] And
[34:44] I looked at him
[34:47] in not a necessarily a pleasing look
[34:53] and said, "At this temple that you were
[34:56] at
[34:59] when you were there,
[35:01] what did you leave?"
[35:05] And he said, "What?"
[35:08] Almost thinking that maybe he left the
[35:10] book there or something.
[35:13] I said, "What did you leave there?"
[35:18] And he said, "Nothing."
[35:22] I didn't say anything more to him. I
[35:25] didn't have to.
[35:29] A couple of months later,
[35:32] he writes me
[35:35] and says,
[35:37] "What you said to me that day later hit
[35:41] me like an explosion
[35:45] that it finally hit him that he left
[35:48] nothing
[35:51] nothing there. He was just occupying the
[35:55] space as a guest.
[36:02] He didn't build anything,
[36:05] didn't teach anything,
[36:09] write anything.
[36:13] What good is that?
[36:17] a poor use of a body, whether one
[36:24] has hair or doesn't have hair,
[36:29] a monastic or a lay person.
[36:34] What so far in this world have you left?
[36:41] I look at some of the people here, the
[36:43] leaders of this group.
[36:45] I can see what they've left and I can
[36:48] see what was left to them.
[36:52] They're making a mark.
[36:56] These words that were posted here on the
[36:59] wall that you were reading in this
[37:00] wonderful chant,
[37:05] they live by them every day.
[37:10] Maybe not all of them, but at least
[37:13] they're practitioners.
[37:17] My master used to say that a person with
[37:21] a vow to break
[37:24] is a bodhic saba and a person without a
[37:28] bow to break
[37:30] is a non-practitioner.
[37:34] So do we practice what you read on the
[37:37] screen?
[37:40] This is both for wisdom, both for
[37:43] compassion.
[37:46] So today I wanted to talk about the
[37:48] practical side of wisdom and con
[37:51] compassion and the contemplating of
[37:54] wisdom and compassion.
[38:00] So,
[38:02] I will see this monk soon again and
[38:04] we'll I'll take inventory again to see
[38:08] if he's begun to leave things places
[38:12] instead of just taking.
[38:15] But to all of you, especially those who
[38:19] are very young,
[38:22] make your mark here.
[38:25] Sometimes they refer to it as the
[38:29] footprints in the snow. This is a
[38:32] Chinese chan uh way of looking at things
[38:35] to say everything is impermanent. All
[38:37] phenomena is impermanent.
[38:42] But even if it's impermanent,
[38:45] it still matters.
[38:48] It still matters. Even if this world
[38:52] is a fleeting dream,
[38:56] those within the dream do not know that
[39:00] and they suffer.
[39:03] The four noble truths
[39:06] to know that there is suffering
[39:09] and know the cause of suffering,
[39:12] the sessation of suffering in the path.
[39:16] But our noble purpose here
[39:20] should go back to understanding why
[39:23] Shakamuni Buddha came into this world.
[39:28] Why didn't he just stay in Nirvana?
[39:32] He had made it graduated kumlady.
[39:39] He was at the top
[39:43] and yet he comes back into this world.
[39:48] Not just going to nirvana.
[39:54] Nirvana
[39:58] is right here right now.
[40:05] Suffering is right now.
[40:07] When we took look at the three marks of
[40:10] existence
[40:12] of impermanence and emptiness and then
[40:15] there's one that is says suffering
[40:19] but it also says nirvana.
[40:24] Why?
[40:27] Because
[40:28] nirvana
[40:31] is there because there's suffering.
[40:35] If there's no suffering,
[40:37] then there's no nirvana.
[40:42] When we awaken,
[40:44] we understand there was never any
[40:46] suffering to begin with.
[40:53] Once I went to my master,
[40:57] very interesting, my master only spoke
[40:59] Chinese,
[41:01] but I could speak to him. And for some
[41:04] reason we understood each other
[41:08] and I caught him um um we were going up
[41:13] and down the stairs and and I caught him
[41:15] at the top of the stairs. It was right
[41:17] before a retreat and I said, "Shifu, I
[41:21] understand this.
[41:23] It's like you have riding a bike,
[41:27] pedaling, and then you stick a spoke in
[41:30] in the wheel and the bike stops right
[41:34] away and falls over
[41:36] and he just cocked his head and looked
[41:38] at me and he said, "Yes."
[41:44] And I started walking away
[41:48] so happy and he went, "Gilbert."
[41:52] And I looked around
[41:55] and he pointed his finger at me. He had
[41:58] a very long finger. Sometimes I swear I
[42:01] could almost touch you so long. And he
[42:04] just pointed his finger and he said,
[42:07] "Remember,
[42:10] it only stops for you."
[42:16] And that hit me
[42:19] so hard.
[42:25] in a way in which
[42:33] it was as if I was awakening
[42:37] to my responsibility here
[42:42] and here. I thought I'm going to
[42:45] graduate Kumlad
[42:48] and get out.
[42:51] And he pulled me right back in.
[42:54] Right back into samsara.
[42:57] Sign me up there and then.
[43:06] It is in this way that we see this
[43:09] world.
[43:10] Indeed.
[43:12] What do we leave here?
[43:16] Do we leave a mess?
[43:22] Do we leave hope, faith,
[43:25] practice?
[43:28] Even a few breadcrumbs
[43:30] would help to show
[43:33] where the path is or these footprints in
[43:36] the snow.
[43:39] Even though this
[43:42] is a fleeting world,
[43:45] it nevertheless is a burning house.
[43:53] Last weekend, I asked a group,
[43:57] if all of a sudden the fire alarm went
[44:01] off and you could see flames and
[44:03] [snorts] smoke,
[44:05] what would you do?
[44:09] What would you do if you saw flames and
[44:11] smoke? What do you think? Anybody want
[44:13] to say
[44:18] >> escape?
[44:19] >> Help others get out.
[44:21] >> Help others get out.
[44:24] I knew you would say that. I could feel
[44:26] your heart.
[44:28] Help others get out. That's why I was
[44:30] looking at you.
[44:33] Help others get out. Other people will
[44:35] say, "Run." And I go, "You're going to
[44:37] run over the little old lady with the
[44:40] crutches
[44:43] because you want to get out?" No.
[44:48] You would help others get out and when
[44:51] they got out, you'd go back in again
[44:54] and again
[44:56] and again.
[44:59] There's a parable of the boat to go to
[45:03] the other shore.
[45:05] In the heart sutra
[45:08] they say gate parate
[45:12] bodhic
[45:13] go to the other shore bodhic sava.
[45:19] And in some versions is we leave the
[45:23] boat on the shore because it's not
[45:26] necessary.
[45:31] But to me, looking back to the shore
[45:33] that I was on and seeing how many need
[45:37] to cross,
[45:39] I say we need to build a bigger boat.
[45:48] To me,
[45:51] as Villa McCriti,
[45:55] I am ill.
[45:58] Every day I'm ill.
[46:02] I don't feel well.
[46:07] I'm sick
[46:10] from the ignorance,
[46:12] the suffering,
[46:17] lack of morality and defilements in this
[46:20] world.
[46:23] I cannot rest. I cannot get well.
[46:27] until the last of you crosses that to
[46:30] the other shore.
[46:32] Then I will be well.
[46:37] This is wisdom.
[46:40] This is compassion.
[46:43] This is how we see each other. If we see
[46:46] in each other Buddha nature, how can we
[46:49] harm people? How can we take for them?
[46:52] How can we bomb them? The horror.
[46:56] truly the horror of this world.
[47:05] I'm speaking slowly today and yesterday
[47:07] I spoke quite a much faster
[47:11] because today's lecture is different.
[47:15] It's one that
[47:17] is to to go to the heart
[47:21] to give you pause
[47:24] for
[47:26] self-reflection.
[47:31] The self is a very curious
[47:35] uh
[47:37] concept.
[47:42] The Buddha did not say no self.
[47:46] He said not self.
[47:50] It's not self in the way that we say
[47:55] that there is um [clears throat] a
[47:58] personality, ego, life or being. If you
[48:03] think any of those categories fits you,
[48:08] it's a dream.
[48:11] It's
[48:14] what the ancients said,
[48:16] the flickering
[48:19] uh light,
[48:21] or a spark from a campfire,
[48:27] a morning star,
[48:30] a bubble in a stream,
[48:33] an illusion,
[48:35] a fantasm,
[48:37] a dream.
[48:42] I tell almost every audience that I talk
[48:45] to, if you do not believe this,
[48:49] come back in a hundred years and prove
[48:51] me wrong.
[48:54] Show me your ID.
[48:57] Maybe you're 150 years old.
[49:02] You would be in the Guinness's Book of
[49:03] World Records or somebody would drive a
[49:06] steak in your heart because you're a
[49:08] vampire.
[49:14] We don't see that. We don't understand
[49:16] this is a burning building.
[49:20] Sometimes we wait till the very end
[49:24] to got to get religion.
[49:28] You may
[49:30] Google it. What is the best religion to
[49:33] learn very quickly
[49:35] when you're dying?
[49:41] But our Chan liturgy says that you
[49:45] should practice
[49:47] as if your head was a flame.
[49:53] If you if your head is on fire,
[49:56] whatever your um
[50:00] your uh type of uh practices, you
[50:05] certainly would be saying it as quickly
[50:08] and sincerely as you could, right?
[50:13] Why wait?
[50:15] My master, he said
[50:19] that we only have a finite amount of
[50:23] breaths to take.
[50:28] The problem is we don't know how many
[50:30] there is.
[50:35] I've had young
[50:38] students
[50:40] that have died.
[50:43] I had one that was so incredibly
[50:46] promising.
[50:50] Actually, two, I would say incredibly
[50:54] promising.
[50:55] I knew that I would guide them, but I
[50:58] also felt
[51:01] that there was something
[51:03] hovering over them.
[51:07] And they were taken early in their lives
[51:11] in their 20s,
[51:15] but yet they were still good
[51:18] practitioners. At least they practiced
[51:22] up until the last.
[51:26] We can't wait to get serious.
[51:30] We can't wait to
[51:33] practice or demonstrate the parameas
[51:36] until the very end
[51:39] to make amends
[51:41] in this world.
[51:46] It's better for us to start now. I
[51:50] rejoice when I see young people. I'm
[51:52] very happy with this group because I see
[51:54] a lot of young faces,
[51:57] even young families.
[52:00] This is as it should be that we teach
[52:05] the children
[52:08] because they will be the guardians in
[52:09] the future.
[52:12] And you as young people
[52:15] practice your best,
[52:17] practice your hardest
[52:22] because when this old bag of bones here
[52:27] is finished, somebody has to take over.
[52:32] Just as it was with my master.
[52:36] And sometimes it feels like
[52:40] he took this incredible weight off of
[52:43] him. Here, Gilbert.
[52:48] I was young then. I could carry the
[52:51] load. Now I'm looking at who I can put
[52:55] that load onto.
[52:59] I've been blessed with many
[53:03] students have become teachers in their
[53:05] own right and I'm very proud to say I
[53:09] even have grandchildren
[53:12] that are beginning to teach. I didn't
[53:15] think I would see that
[53:19] uh students of my students that are
[53:21] teaching the dharma.
[53:25] I finally this year actually became a
[53:27] real grandfather.
[53:30] I didn't think I'd see that either.
[53:33] Uh kids these days have kids a lot older
[53:37] or they in their years.
[53:41] But this is life.
[53:44] We understand it.
[53:48] The practice
[53:51] of Buddha Dharma,
[53:54] the sitting of meditation
[53:58] is not
[54:00] running away from life.
[54:05] You don't escape to the cushion.
[54:10] The practice
[54:12] of Chinese chan, as it should be in all
[54:16] practice, is running right back into
[54:19] that burning building
[54:22] to save as many
[54:25] as you can.
[54:30] And
[54:33] the parameita
[54:36] of patience is there to know that we
[54:41] have patience
[54:42] with everyone around us.
[54:45] Patience that even if I'm walking past
[54:49] somebody and I smile to them and they
[54:51] smile back, I will deliver that person.
[54:54] And if they growl at me, I will still
[54:56] deliver that one, too. It'll just take a
[54:59] little longer.
[55:03] I even told my master
[55:08] Shifu,
[55:10] if you don't deliver me, I will deliver
[55:13] you.
[55:15] And he smiled because he understood the
[55:17] sincerity of that. Not the
[55:20] ostentatiousness of saying that, but the
[55:23] sincerity that this is how we we are.
[55:28] how we practice,
[55:30] how we tend to this world and its
[55:34] occupants.
[55:37] And not just the occupants
[55:41] that are called humans.
[55:44] In fact, some of the occupants that are
[55:46] called human are pretty inhuman these
[55:48] days.
[55:54] Sorry to say that.
[55:57] And sorry to say that some of them
[56:00] lead countries.
[56:07] I'll try not to get political,
[56:11] but it hurts. It hurts to see that. It
[56:14] hurts to see what is being spread.
[56:18] It is as you are saving
[56:22] five crabs stranded on the beach.
[56:25] someone's in the water throwing three
[56:27] back.
[56:30] But such as the way it is, we still have
[56:33] patience. We still move on. We still
[56:37] practice.
[56:40] So today's
[56:41] presentation is not one so much of
[56:44] doctrinal again. It's from the heart to
[56:47] understand how we interact with each
[56:51] other.
[56:55] One of the principal instructions
[56:59] in Chinese chan
[57:01] is
[57:03] that we harmonize with the environment
[57:07] around us.
[57:11] In fact, it's a bit more than
[57:13] harmonizing
[57:15] with the environment around us.
[57:18] We're like this wonderful tuning fork.
[57:22] Boom.
[57:29] And we bring people to that resonance.
[57:34] So we hear it back.
[57:41] M
[57:46] my master
[57:48] he said
[57:52] we don't
[57:54] let the environment define us.
[58:01] We define the environment.
[58:06] Remember this.
[58:09] The ancients said that if you don't know
[58:12] what you're doing here and you're tossed
[58:15] and twirled
[58:17] by all of the uh um the events in this
[58:22] world and you're reaped in confusion,
[58:27] you may end up in the belly
[58:32] of a donkey or a cow.
[58:36] How many of you want to end up in the
[58:39] belly of a donkey or a cow
[58:42] or a horse? I always say nay.
[58:49] Maybe I was a horse before.
[58:52] But but in any case,
[58:56] I better not say that too much. I might
[58:58] come back as one. The talking horse.
[59:00] [laughter]
[59:02] But but in any case
[59:06] we
[59:08] have to understand
[59:12] our practice is one the wisdom
[59:15] is to understand
[59:17] what Shakamuni Buddha taught.
[59:23] You call it paticia samapada.
[59:27] How many of you have heard that word in
[59:29] my poor Sanskrit? Petisha sama or
[59:32] Pratika sama in Sanskrit. Nobody
[59:39] don't be ashamed that you know it. Raise
[59:41] your hand. [laughter]
[59:44] So causes and conditions never fail.
[59:50] My
[59:52] master
[59:54] ingrained that in us. You have to know
[59:57] this. You have to know this. You have to
[59:59] know this. Causes and conditions never
[1:00:01] fail.
[1:00:04] Very simple. You plant a melon seed and
[1:00:08] you get a melon fruit.
[1:00:10] If you plant anger, you get anger back.
[1:00:14] It is in this way. If you plant the
[1:00:16] seeds of greed, hatred, and ignorance,
[1:00:20] lo and behold, that is what you get. You
[1:00:23] don't plant those and expect
[1:00:25] the the fruit of liberation.
[1:00:31] You have to plant
[1:00:34] the right fruit.
[1:00:37] This environment that we're in
[1:00:41] is our garden
[1:00:43] all around you here in this particular
[1:00:46] place. It's a flourishing garden. Can't
[1:00:49] you feel it? This garden is so
[1:00:50] incredible here. The first time I walked
[1:00:53] in here, I felt comfortable, felt at
[1:00:56] home. a wonderful place for gathering
[1:01:01] and you should nurture yourself here and
[1:01:04] take this take this home.
[1:01:07] Take this to your work,
[1:01:10] take this to your family
[1:01:13] and plant a garden there.
[1:01:17] Cultivate it.
[1:01:20] Cultivating wisdom and compassion.
[1:01:24] Provide it
[1:01:26] with a fertile ground to grow
[1:01:32] with the proper seeds.
[1:01:36] Give it light.
[1:01:38] Give it water.
[1:01:40] It will grow.
[1:01:44] And lo and behold, that fruit
[1:01:48] will go on to produce other gardens.
[1:01:52] This is how we do it.
[1:01:56] in my home. This year, I did something.
[1:02:01] I was renovating my home and I had this
[1:02:03] area on the side of my yard
[1:02:06] and I wanted to make a place simply to
[1:02:09] sit to meditate outside
[1:02:12] and I turned it into a chan garden.
[1:02:17] I called it pure spring chan garden. put
[1:02:21] a waterfall
[1:02:23] and a
[1:02:24] statue of Shakamuni Buddha.
[1:02:28] There's bamboo and bonsai plants.
[1:02:32] Um, chimes
[1:02:36] and lights and a lot of little bodhicava
[1:02:41] and Buddha uh figurines. I wanted people
[1:02:45] to feel comfortable to come into that
[1:02:47] garden and sit to to meditate and to be
[1:02:50] quiet. And by and large when I bring
[1:02:52] people in they can sit there
[1:02:56] and they are quiet.
[1:03:00] They no longer need to talk.
[1:03:03] Sometimes we can sit for a long time.
[1:03:06] Not be it because anybody instructs them
[1:03:08] because they don't need to say a thing.
[1:03:11] Just simply rest. rest the mind,
[1:03:16] rest their bones,
[1:03:18] refresh.
[1:03:21] This is the Buddha Dharma.
[1:03:24] This is my metaphor
[1:03:28] for wherever I've gone this year,
[1:03:31] creating this garden of practice
[1:03:35] wherever I go. Letting people know
[1:03:39] we're all in this together.
[1:03:43] But for the beautiful way
[1:03:46] that we all have Buddha nature. It is
[1:03:50] why Shakamuni Buddha crossed his legs
[1:03:54] and went through the crucible of that
[1:03:58] time sitting under the bodhic tree
[1:04:02] to be able to share this with us
[1:04:06] so that we understand
[1:04:15] he lovingly gave us the 12 nadas. us
[1:04:22] part of his first teachings.
[1:04:26] But when he taught the the 12 Nadonas,
[1:04:30] very few could understand it.
[1:04:34] He would teach it and then what we say
[1:04:38] in in the US crickets
[1:04:42] just
[1:04:43] you could hear crickets. It was so quiet
[1:04:45] because people didn't understand the 12
[1:04:48] nadanas. And then he went on to teach
[1:04:51] about the four noble truths.
[1:04:55] But the 12 nadas was the first road map,
[1:05:00] the first diagram
[1:05:04] of this samsaric world.
[1:05:10] How the samsaric world came into being.
[1:05:17] And it's interesting
[1:05:20] because
[1:05:21] your birth or so-called birth
[1:05:25] didn't happen until the 11th n um
[1:05:29] nadana.
[1:05:32] Everything else was a formulation
[1:05:36] of coming into being of becoming. But
[1:05:38] becoming didn't come until the 11th
[1:05:41] nadonna.
[1:05:42] Everything else was like the five scand
[1:05:45] form, sensation, perception, position,
[1:05:48] consciousness. All of those things were
[1:05:51] like these clouds that were forming and
[1:05:53] forming and forming until there's this
[1:05:56] form of becoming something.
[1:06:01] The first nadonna
[1:06:05] ignorance
[1:06:07] is not your ignorance.
[1:06:10] You are not ignorant.
[1:06:13] This body
[1:06:16] that you have
[1:06:18] that you love so well,
[1:06:22] put coloring on it, dress it up, comb
[1:06:26] the hair, brush the teeth,
[1:06:30] is a product
[1:06:33] of that ignorance.
[1:06:36] It's
[1:06:37] becoming
[1:06:39] it was the dependent origination. He was
[1:06:42] saying all of these things in these 12
[1:06:45] lines
[1:06:47] they're dependent on each other. They're
[1:06:50] impermanent.
[1:06:55] Impermanent.
[1:06:58] How many of you are part of those 12
[1:07:00] nadonas? Don't raise your hand. I would
[1:07:03] say don't raise your hand if you think
[1:07:04] you're not part of it.
[1:07:07] I'll answer it for you. You all are.
[1:07:11] You're all part of the 12 nadonas, but
[1:07:14] you don't show up until the 11th.
[1:07:19] So where did this ignorance come from?
[1:07:24] It's not your ignorance. It is why you
[1:07:28] became
[1:07:32] it was an ignorance
[1:07:36] of the mind.
[1:07:38] Some temporary
[1:07:41] glitch.
[1:07:42] Nobody can say how that ignorance came
[1:07:45] into being much less nobody could say
[1:07:47] how the Buddha mind comes into being.
[1:07:51] But it happened
[1:07:53] and because of it the entire samsaric
[1:07:57] world
[1:07:58] appears
[1:08:01] and because of all of the nadanas we
[1:08:04] cling to this world as being real.
[1:08:11] We suffer
[1:08:13] because we can't keep this world in a
[1:08:18] satisfactory way no matter what we do.
[1:08:23] It was the shock
[1:08:27] of Shakamuni Buddha when he went out
[1:08:31] into
[1:08:33] the um the country away from the palace
[1:08:37] gates
[1:08:39] to see old age sickness and death.
[1:08:47] He was shielded from this.
[1:08:50] How could this happen?
[1:08:53] How can people be sick?
[1:08:56] How can people get old?
[1:08:59] What is a dead body?
[1:09:02] How does this happen?
[1:09:04] How was this even allowed to happen?
[1:09:09] How can this happen?
[1:09:13] It was his heart that was crying out,
[1:09:16] but his mind could not comprehend the
[1:09:20] meaning of it. could not understand
[1:09:24] how this came to pass.
[1:09:30] So he took the vow of poverty wanting so
[1:09:33] sincerely to try to figure this out.
[1:09:41] It was only until
[1:09:45] he sat to meditate upon this, turn his
[1:09:49] mind's eye inward, [clears throat]
[1:09:55] reverse the 12 nadonna,
[1:10:00] reverse engineering
[1:10:03] the 12 nadonna going back through from
[1:10:07] death to birth to all the sensations,
[1:10:10] the grasping, the clinging, everything
[1:10:13] that came there.
[1:10:15] All the way till he ran into ignorance
[1:10:20] and all the way till you realize in fact
[1:10:24] there's not any ignorance.
[1:10:28] Everything comes from the pure mind. The
[1:10:32] true nature. The true nature that each
[1:10:35] and every one of you has
[1:10:39] this purity.
[1:10:45] But because of causes and conditions,
[1:10:47] the dependent origination, we cling to
[1:10:50] this world as real
[1:10:54] and we suffer.
[1:10:56] But worse yet,
[1:10:59] we make others suffer.
[1:11:05] This is
[1:11:09] something because
[1:11:11] we cannot see because we were born of
[1:11:17] ignorance. But that ignorance predated
[1:11:20] us.
[1:11:22] When we reverse engineer, when we
[1:11:24] meditate,
[1:11:28] quiet the mind,
[1:11:30] we rest the mind in the mind.
[1:11:34] Resting the mind in the mind, not
[1:11:36] resting your mind in mine.
[1:11:42] We are going back
[1:11:46] before ignorance came.
[1:11:50] If you sit in meditation
[1:11:53] and you think that you are sitting in
[1:11:56] meditation,
[1:11:58] you will bump against that barrier of
[1:12:01] ignorance.
[1:12:04] You cannot take your body through. You
[1:12:07] cannot take your identity as a sentient
[1:12:11] being through. It's not possible.
[1:12:19] You cannot show credentials.
[1:12:23] You are like a cloud.
[1:12:27] But you don't understand that.
[1:12:30] But when you sincerely want to practice
[1:12:32] in meditation,
[1:12:35] let the mind rest in the mind.
[1:12:39] Use your own Buddha nature
[1:12:43] to sit.
[1:12:47] Ignorance will disappear
[1:12:50] on its own naturally.
[1:12:53] It will disappear
[1:12:57] because it only applies to this world.
[1:13:04] But your true nature
[1:13:07] is not separate from the Buddha's true
[1:13:10] nature.
[1:13:13] If you understand this,
[1:13:18] then coming back into this world,
[1:13:21] you can be somebody of substance, of
[1:13:24] worth in this world.
[1:13:28] Not just a taker,
[1:13:30] not just a sufferer,
[1:13:33] but someone that can change the world.
[1:13:38] We change it and we use the parameita of
[1:13:42] generosity.
[1:13:45] We demonstrate it.
[1:13:48] We don't try to adhere to it
[1:13:54] but
[1:13:55] allow it to govern our behavior, our
[1:13:59] thinking, our acts. We say through body,
[1:14:03] speech and mind we demonstrate the
[1:14:06] parameas.
[1:14:07] These are perfected practices.
[1:14:13] The generosity of time
[1:14:16] of helping others. It could be somebody
[1:14:20] needs to move,
[1:14:23] you help them, you give them the time.
[1:14:25] Somebody needs to study something, you
[1:14:27] help them. Maybe they need some money
[1:14:30] because of something had happened in
[1:14:32] their life, you give them some money.
[1:14:36] I remember one of my my um uh employees
[1:14:42] got into a terrible auto accident
[1:14:46] and when I went to see her in the
[1:14:49] hospital,
[1:14:52] I gave her an envelope of money
[1:14:56] simply because I know that she was going
[1:14:59] to be out for a while and she had bills.
[1:15:04] There was no giver to that envelope nor
[1:15:08] receiver in my heart. It was just
[1:15:12] something that needed to be done.
[1:15:15] Nothing that had to be returned to me or
[1:15:19] thanked to me. Just things that need to
[1:15:23] be done.
[1:15:26] When we give, Nagarjuna says there
[1:15:28] should be no giver, no receiver. is in
[1:15:33] this way that helping you helps mine.
[1:15:38] Not bad. It doesn't matter if it's
[1:15:41] something mundane to help people in what
[1:15:45] might be considered a materialistic way
[1:15:47] or phenomenal way
[1:15:50] or that we spend the time
[1:15:54] presenting the dharma to to each and
[1:15:56] every one of you.
[1:15:59] It's the same.
[1:16:01] We use this generosity,
[1:16:04] we use this body, we make it of some
[1:16:08] worth.
[1:16:12] The uh there is a Buddhist
[1:16:16] uh monk, his name is Red Pine, and he
[1:16:19] was uh giving a commentary on the heart
[1:16:22] sutra.
[1:16:24] And he said something that that was very
[1:16:27] profound.
[1:16:29] And he said
[1:16:32] it's not so much
[1:16:35] that there is a distance between us
[1:16:40] but it is the lack of distance that
[1:16:44] matters.
[1:16:47] The lack of distance.
[1:16:51] The Buddha mind
[1:16:55] is known intimately
[1:16:59] intrinsically meaning within
[1:17:02] it's intimate with all other Buddha
[1:17:06] nature it's not separate
[1:17:10] but because of causes and conditions in
[1:17:13] the samsaric world there is appearances
[1:17:16] of differences
[1:17:18] of confusion
[1:17:21] and imaginings. And in fact, this entire
[1:17:24] world that we're in
[1:17:27] is a dream.
[1:17:29] It's imagined.
[1:17:33] It is dependent on the 12 nadanas.
[1:17:38] But as we practice, as Shakamuni Buddha
[1:17:41] discovered
[1:17:43] under the bodhic tree,
[1:17:48] the liberation is returning home,
[1:17:52] returning to mind.
[1:17:56] Returning to mind
[1:17:58] does not mean that one presents
[1:18:02] the dharma to have everyone just go out.
[1:18:08] If I can
[1:18:10] grab a couple of you and say, "Let's
[1:18:13] help the old people get out. Let's help
[1:18:15] the young ones find the exit."
[1:18:18] They will go, "That makes sense. Let's
[1:18:21] do that."
[1:18:25] Then this is how we we practice.
[1:18:32] I fully envision
[1:18:35] that when the last person to
[1:18:40] to uh exit
[1:18:44] somesara is there because of the vow
[1:18:46] that they vow to deliver everyone before
[1:18:49] themselves. There's a whole host of
[1:18:52] bodhicabas waiting for the last one to
[1:18:54] go.
[1:18:56] They're going to go, "How long is that
[1:18:58] one going to take?" Well, you you I
[1:19:00] won't say any names.
[1:19:03] [laughter]
[1:19:05] It could it could take quite a long
[1:19:07] time. But we're patient. That's the part
[1:19:09] of me. Patience. We understand. We're
[1:19:13] patient with everyone.
[1:19:16] It is in this way that we practice.
[1:19:20] So when we understand how we practice,
[1:19:25] we understand why we practice, it's
[1:19:28] important we practice in a way in which
[1:19:32] we are um uh practicing for others.
[1:19:38] Once uh I was at a retreat and my master
[1:19:42] had asked um everyone at the retreat,
[1:19:47] they went, "What did I teach yesterday?"
[1:19:51] And the people go, "Huh?
[1:19:53] What did I teach?" "Oh, you taught about
[1:19:56] emptiness or you taught about
[1:19:58] impermanence.
[1:20:00] You taught." And then he went to me and
[1:20:02] says, "Gilbert, what did I teach?" And I
[1:20:04] said, "In the morning, you taught about
[1:20:06] this." and then went and enumerated what
[1:20:08] he taught in the afternoon you taught
[1:20:11] this in the evening you taught about
[1:20:12] this and he says
[1:20:15] how do you remember all of this I said I
[1:20:18] don't remember it for myself but I
[1:20:21] remember it for all the people that I'm
[1:20:23] going to share this with your wisdom
[1:20:26] I have to remember it I have to stay
[1:20:29] awake
[1:20:31] that's why I have so many of what I call
[1:20:33] shifu stories of my master because all
[1:20:36] All those stories, I preserve them
[1:20:40] to teach others,
[1:20:42] to show others the way.
[1:20:45] And they're valuable.
[1:20:48] They're incredible
[1:20:50] jewels.
[1:20:55] And I'm fortunate enough
[1:20:58] to be able to have an array of jewels to
[1:21:02] share with you. And each of you come
[1:21:05] pick them up. Pick as many as you want.
[1:21:07] Fill your pockets with these jewels. And
[1:21:11] if you share them with others,
[1:21:14] more will fill your pocket.
[1:21:17] It is just this way.
[1:21:20] This is what we do here.
[1:21:25] I had given a lecture a couple of months
[1:21:28] ago
[1:21:30] and it was entitled, "What are you good
[1:21:33] for?"
[1:21:35] What are you good for
[1:21:39] in this world?
[1:21:44] What are you good for?
[1:21:46] You're good for a lot, but you have to
[1:21:49] do it.
[1:21:52] You have to
[1:21:54] to take the time.
[1:21:58] You have to practice sincerely. Not for
[1:22:01] yourself
[1:22:04] but for other. You see the monastics
[1:22:07] they don't practice for themselves. They
[1:22:10] practice for you.
[1:22:13] They practice to show you to spread the
[1:22:17] dharma to show the the nikayas, the
[1:22:21] sutras,
[1:22:23] all of the writings of the Buddhas and
[1:22:24] the commentaries on the Buddhas to share
[1:22:27] that with you all of those precious
[1:22:29] jewels.
[1:22:31] But you too can do that
[1:22:38] one
[1:22:40] footprint in the snow at a time.
[1:22:43] You do that
[1:22:47] you understand
[1:22:50] everything
[1:22:52] in this way to know all the Buddhas
[1:22:58] of the past,
[1:23:00] the present
[1:23:02] and the future
[1:23:05] perceive that all dharma dadu nature all
[1:23:08] phenomena
[1:23:11] is created by the mind.
[1:23:14] There is nothing in this room, nothing
[1:23:18] in your consciousness
[1:23:22] that has not been created by the mind.
[1:23:27] That's the laws of the uh dependent
[1:23:29] origination, the 12 nadanas.
[1:23:33] Everything is created by the mind.
[1:23:37] What that tells us this incredible
[1:23:39] wisdom
[1:23:43] is that
[1:23:47] because we have Buddha nature
[1:23:53] we can direct this Buddha nature
[1:23:56] to create a better place here.
[1:24:01] It is the mind that created here through
[1:24:04] ignorance
[1:24:06] and then the 12 nadanas the other 11
[1:24:08] follow.
[1:24:12] But the mind
[1:24:14] can clean it up as evidenced by
[1:24:18] Shakamuni Buddha appearing in this
[1:24:20] world.
[1:24:23] The emissary
[1:24:26] of the Buddha mind
[1:24:28] appearing here in human form.
[1:24:35] Nur manakaya an appearance body
[1:24:40] to be able to
[1:24:43] change the world.
[1:24:49] We can do it.
[1:24:52] And I'm not even talking
[1:24:55] to any of you here.
[1:24:58] I'm talking to the ones that you're
[1:25:00] going to tell others about this.
[1:25:05] It works in this way. I have patience,
[1:25:09] but not that much. So, get to it. Start
[1:25:13] teaching others. Start bringing others
[1:25:16] here.
[1:25:19] We don't knock on the people's door.
[1:25:24] Buddha loves you.
[1:25:28] We leave that for other religions.
[1:25:32] But
[1:25:33] we demonstrate
[1:25:36] moment to moment with the parameas.
[1:25:39] We demonstrate the Buddha mind, the
[1:25:42] Buddha heart
[1:25:44] in whatever we do. we demonstrate in
[1:25:47] this way.
[1:25:50] I remember a a kind of a very funny
[1:25:53] story that I had gone to a retreat and I
[1:25:56] was an attorney by trade and um believe
[1:26:00] it or not a litigation attorney. So, I
[1:26:03] was always in court. And when I went to
[1:26:06] the to the to the uh to the court, um
[1:26:12] there was this attorney, very high-rung
[1:26:14] attorney from out of town. And um and I
[1:26:19] knew the judge and the judge knew me who
[1:26:21] was a very old judge, what you'd picture
[1:26:24] a judge with flowing white hair and
[1:26:27] spectacles and and uh the other attorney
[1:26:31] was was upset because um I had um uh
[1:26:38] hadn't given some papers in time, but I
[1:26:41] had been at the retreat. So I apologized
[1:26:44] and said if he needs more time I'll be
[1:26:46] glad to give him more time. And and I
[1:26:48] said I was at um um conducting a
[1:26:52] meditation retreat. And he says
[1:26:54] mediation
[1:26:56] and and I said no meditation retreat.
[1:27:00] And he said oh that's where you sit and
[1:27:02] calm. And he said I go yeah. And he
[1:27:05] pointed at the other attorney and says
[1:27:08] Mr. Albert, you need to take his class.
[1:27:13] You can imagine the look on the other
[1:27:14] attorney's face. He he looked like the
[1:27:18] Red Lobster. [laughter]
[1:27:22] But it is in this way even in the court
[1:27:27] sometimes
[1:27:29] you leave your mark.
[1:27:31] One of the other things that happened in
[1:27:34] in as I was an attorney, I was taking my
[1:27:37] my young kids to court to show them the
[1:27:39] courtroom. It was a very famous old
[1:27:43] court uh over a hundred years old,
[1:27:45] beautiful marble place. And the
[1:27:49] presiding judge of the court was walking
[1:27:52] in the hallway and he ran into me and he
[1:27:55] said, "Oh, these are your kids." And I
[1:27:57] said, "Yes." And then he looked at them
[1:28:00] very interesting and he pointed his
[1:28:02] finger at them and bent down and said I
[1:28:06] want to tell you something very
[1:28:07] important and he said
[1:28:11] in these corridors in these hall
[1:28:14] your father's word is his bond.
[1:28:19] It meant I don't lie
[1:28:23] and and that it whatever I said in the
[1:28:27] court was the truth. And that was
[1:28:30] probably the greatest compliment I ever
[1:28:33] got in the legal field because that's
[1:28:36] exactly what I wanted to accomplish.
[1:28:40] Um that uh I cannot tell a lie. [snorts]
[1:28:45] I would never tell a lie or mis uh
[1:28:49] deceive anyone for the sake of my
[1:28:51] client.
[1:28:53] And that's important for us whatever we
[1:28:56] do that we
[1:29:00] stay to our truths and and our five
[1:29:04] precepts. Don't lie, we don't kill.
[1:29:10] No uh intoxication or sexual misconduct.
[1:29:15] All of the the five we follow them
[1:29:18] carefully.
[1:29:21] We we we do that because it controls the
[1:29:25] ego.
[1:29:27] Not because simply it's a moral thing,
[1:29:32] but it subdues the ego.
[1:29:36] The more that we feed the ego, the more
[1:29:39] the ego wants.
[1:29:42] When we understand don't feed the ego.
[1:29:45] We can still live here.
[1:29:48] We eat what we need, take what we need,
[1:29:52] but never take more.
[1:29:55] Never ask for more.
[1:29:58] My master used to say, live by these uh
[1:30:03] rules.
[1:30:05] I'm little,
[1:30:08] you're big.
[1:30:11] You're right.
[1:30:14] I am wrong.
[1:30:16] You have everything.
[1:30:19] I have nothing.
[1:30:21] And then the people they cannot take
[1:30:23] anything from you.
[1:30:26] It's sometimes it's not so easy to do
[1:30:29] that.
[1:30:30] I remember looking at a picture of um uh
[1:30:34] from the United Nations and my master
[1:30:36] was invited at that time. He was
[1:30:39] recognized as ninth uh ranked ninth in
[1:30:43] the world religious leaders.
[1:30:47] And in the UN picture of all the clergy
[1:30:49] that are there,
[1:30:53] there were people sitting in the front
[1:30:54] with big hats and staffs and all sorts
[1:30:57] of garments. And you see this little
[1:31:01] monk over to the side, you know, dressed
[1:31:04] very humbly. And that was him with the
[1:31:06] smile. Everybody else look regal, stoic,
[1:31:13] expecting a lightning bolt. And he's
[1:31:16] just so simple,
[1:31:19] so mundane.
[1:31:22] And that's the life he lived like that.
[1:31:27] A very, very simple life.
[1:31:29] We don't need to live a complicated
[1:31:31] life.
[1:31:33] If you practice in this way,
[1:31:36] you're not far from wisdom
[1:31:39] and you're certainly not far from
[1:31:41] compassion.
[1:31:46] There are two types of compassion.
[1:31:49] [snorts]
[1:31:50] One of them I call it the little baby
[1:31:53] dead raccoon compassion.
[1:31:56] And the little baby dead raccoon
[1:31:58] compassion is when you see a little baby
[1:32:01] dead raccoon.
[1:32:02] Little tiny little one with a little
[1:32:04] mask and the little tail and and and
[1:32:08] you go, "Oh, it's dead." So then you go
[1:32:11] to your garden and you you take a shovel
[1:32:15] and and put the little baby dead raccoon
[1:32:18] there and pat pat it down. Put a flower
[1:32:21] there. Maybe a little rock there to mark
[1:32:26] it.
[1:32:29] But if you see a dead rat in your
[1:32:33] driveway, you go, "Ooh." You get the
[1:32:36] shovel and throw it in the trash can.
[1:32:42] This is called conditional compassion.
[1:32:48] I actually had a student that said that
[1:32:50] to me. I like My stories imitate life.
[1:32:54] And the and and she said, "Oh,
[1:32:57] I ran over a little baby squirrel." And
[1:33:00] I felt so bad and it even had a nut in
[1:33:04] its mouth. And I'm going like, "This
[1:33:07] [laughter] is baby dead raccoon
[1:33:09] compassion." So I of course I said, "Oh,
[1:33:11] that's very bad. That's sad. Whatever.
[1:33:14] Dig a hole. Put put it in. Put a flower
[1:33:16] on it." But
[1:33:20] it is our compassion. When I see
[1:33:22] roadkill,
[1:33:25] I I um I say prayers for them. Any
[1:33:30] roadkill I see on the road.
[1:33:34] Whoever I see, if I pass merit, I pass
[1:33:40] merit to everyone. It's
[1:33:43] and the hardest thing I was saying
[1:33:46] yesterday was I even forgive my enemies.
[1:33:50] It's hard
[1:33:52] but I have no further enemies in my
[1:33:56] heart. They may feel that I am their
[1:33:59] enemy
[1:34:00] but I cannot have an enemy. I would be
[1:34:04] not true
[1:34:06] to the Buddha Dharma I present.
[1:34:09] And that took me a long time to be able
[1:34:12] to do that, to put aside the feeling
[1:34:16] that there of hatred or anger or wanting
[1:34:20] to get revenge.
[1:34:23] But my heart tempered.
[1:34:27] I can feel for
[1:34:30] the baby rat or the mature rat.
[1:34:35] I feel for for all sentient beings.
[1:34:41] for ghost, hell dwellers,
[1:34:44] asher,
[1:34:47] even heaven dwellers where they think
[1:34:49] it's they're all high and mighty and
[1:34:52] they're that joy will not last for them.
[1:34:55] They don't understand that
[1:35:00] all of it is a whole
[1:35:06] realm of suffering.
[1:35:09] But the joy is
[1:35:12] that there is a solution and we can we
[1:35:14] can be part of that solution
[1:35:19] because of our Buddha nature. If you
[1:35:21] practice in this way you the compassion
[1:35:24] that you have will shine so brightly.
[1:35:28] You will have compassion for everyone.
[1:35:33] Just practice compassion. Don't
[1:35:35] discriminate when you see people. If
[1:35:38] they're a different color, a different
[1:35:39] religion, if they wear a funny hat,
[1:35:42] funny clothes,
[1:35:45] whatever it is,
[1:35:48] you um you extend meta.
[1:35:55] And in the Abidharma,
[1:35:58] the word after meta is karuna.
[1:36:07] And karuna
[1:36:09] means
[1:36:11] the one who is interested in the
[1:36:13] suffering of the world.
[1:36:15] That is you.
[1:36:17] That is you. That is your compassion.
[1:36:21] All you have to do is is uh awaken to
[1:36:27] your true nature. So uh I'm getting the
[1:36:32] from the producers the wind up, but I
[1:36:35] but I I'm aware of it. Um, and so I
[1:36:39] wanted to leave you with with that. So,
[1:36:41] please uh take to heart what I say and
[1:36:46] um and it will do you well. There's no
[1:36:50] difference between us at all.
[1:36:54] Take care. I mean,
[1:36:58] now you have to fill three minutes. and
[1:37:01] well actually
[1:37:02] >> yeah it's going to work isn't it
[1:37:04] >> okay
[1:37:05] >> Gilbert thanks very much so look we
[1:37:07] won't have time for questions from the
[1:37:09] floor today but um no it's
[1:37:14] >> but uh Gilbert will be so we we will
[1:37:18] take our our normal lunch break now and
[1:37:20] then uh Gilbert is around for questions
[1:37:23] and answers after that so we'll have a
[1:37:25] informal session I need to run through
[1:37:28] some formal announcements though So,
[1:37:30] I'll just go through uh our our regular
[1:37:32] announcements. Um okay. So, uh but
[1:37:38] before I do that, thank you very much.
[1:37:41] [laughter]
[1:37:41] >> Oh, okay.
[1:37:43] Okay.
[1:37:45] >> Yeah. Just
[1:37:46] >> No, I do need to do this. We're late.
[1:37:49] Okay. Um so uh special uh general
[1:37:52] meeting got a special general meeting
[1:37:54] here on Sunday the 25th of October from
[1:37:57] 12:15 to 1:30. Um and um so we're
[1:38:02] canceling the Kelly unmitted day that
[1:38:04] day. Um and then the doors for members
[1:38:07] for to register for the meeting will be
[1:38:09] from 12 to 1. And that's for people not
[1:38:12] aware that's a sort of a series of um uh
[1:38:16] resolutions which have been circulated
[1:38:18] in regard to the retreat center um and
[1:38:22] some um approval for funding that we're
[1:38:25] seeking. Our formal robe offering
[1:38:28] ceremony will happen on Sunday the 15th
[1:38:31] of November from um 9:30 to 3. That will
[1:38:34] be up at the Newbury Buddhistry
[1:38:36] Monastery. Um
[1:38:39] couple of other things. Our online suda
[1:38:41] discussions uh the next session will be
[1:38:43] Saturday the 17th of October. They're
[1:38:46] facilitated by Bante Saga and Aya Santa
[1:38:50] on the discord channel. Um they're
[1:38:55] just about the end but you can still
[1:38:57] able to do a self retreat at SOS during
[1:38:59] the Vasa. Uh and then we have upcoming
[1:39:01] retreats. Uh so Bonte Joe retreat from
[1:39:04] the 30th of October to the 4th of
[1:39:06] November is full but there is a wait
[1:39:09] list open if you're interested to put
[1:39:11] your name down for that and then from
[1:39:13] the 27th of November to the 2nd of
[1:39:16] December we have registrations for the
[1:39:19] Bante Kunda and Bodhi Daja retreat. Um
[1:39:24] this week the Monday night meditation
[1:39:26] will be ajan sod Tuesday night
[1:39:28] meditation uh as always by uh a lay
[1:39:32] person and then next week the Sunday
[1:39:35] dharma teaching and the Monday night
[1:39:37] meditation
[1:39:38] um uh both by Arjan Nisaro Adrien T are
[1:39:43] you here?
[1:39:44] >> Yes.
[1:39:44] >> Uh so we Adrian's got an announcement in
[1:39:46] regard to UNO visc I think. Yeah.
[1:39:51] Please.
[1:39:55] >> Thank you, Michael.
[1:39:57] My respect to master um Yubert. Thank
[1:40:01] you for your coming to to be as to give
[1:40:02] a talk. Just a quick announcement in
[1:40:04] regards to the UN VESAT team. I just got
[1:40:07] a call from the US Vat team. They have a
[1:40:10] very special occasions to celebrate the
[1:40:12] UN Vat to hold to to conduct UN Vat
[1:40:15] celebration next year in May 2027. It's
[1:40:18] going to be a very big auspicious
[1:40:20] occasions because the Thai Sanga Raja
[1:40:22] from Thailand has agreed to offer a
[1:40:25] Buddha relics to Australia and that
[1:40:27] Buddha relics will be offered to
[1:40:29] Australia at this special UN Versa event
[1:40:34] which will be held in Melbourne next
[1:40:35] year as it will be a very big and
[1:40:38] special we want to make it a very
[1:40:39] special uh event and going to be a very
[1:40:42] auspicious one. So UN Va team has
[1:40:44] requested if there are volunteers who
[1:40:47] would like to be involved in the
[1:40:48] organization as well as the promotion or
[1:40:51] marketing whatever it is of this very
[1:40:54] special occasions.
[1:40:56] There will be introductory sessions to
[1:40:58] be held on the 24th of October which I
[1:41:02] believe is a Saturday. At this stage the
[1:41:06] announcement was only known to the
[1:41:08] organizing team only a few days ago. So
[1:41:11] there are no further information but I
[1:41:13] hope there will be further information
[1:41:14] will be available on that 24th of
[1:41:18] October which is a Saturday to
[1:41:20] volunteers who are volunteering the time
[1:41:24] to be part of this special team for this
[1:41:26] very special auspicious occasions. So if
[1:41:30] you're interested to volunteer in this
[1:41:32] or be part of this UN vessa organizing
[1:41:35] team, please contact
[1:41:38] BSV president or the secretary to let
[1:41:40] you know to let them know that you would
[1:41:41] like to do so uh coming from our BSU
[1:41:44] community and uh there will be also a
[1:41:47] lot of volunteers from the other
[1:41:48] Buddhist organization in Victoria. So
[1:41:51] this is going to be a very special one
[1:41:53] and I'm sure you'll get a lot of merits
[1:41:56] from helping these special occasions to
[1:42:00] receive the Buddha relics from Thailand.
[1:42:03] Thank you. Thank you master. Thank you
[1:42:05] Michael.
[1:42:07] >> I'll just pass across to Lillian in a
[1:42:09] minute but just for people who aren't
[1:42:10] familiar. So, UNDA Visac is uh probably
[1:42:14] the only event where all of the
[1:42:16] different Buddhist traditions uh in in
[1:42:19] um Melbourne and Victoria really uh come
[1:42:22] together and um meet uh to celebrate the
[1:42:25] birth of the Buddha. So, it's always a a
[1:42:28] big event um it's it's worth going to.
[1:42:30] Okay, Lillian.
[1:42:31] >> Thank you. Thank you, Michael. Uh sorry,
[1:42:33] just letting everyone know that I have
[1:42:35] taken some photo from the back but it's
[1:42:37] only your the back of your head is
[1:42:39] shown. So yeah, so if you are um not
[1:42:42] comfortable with that, it's just for
[1:42:43] archival purposes. So if you're not
[1:42:45] happy with it, just let me know. I'll
[1:42:46] just AI it. So yeah, uh just and one
[1:42:49] more thing is like uh yeah, please stay
[1:42:52] back for Q&A. I mean, I think give it
[1:42:54] you can ask any questions whatever. And
[1:42:56] then we also have uh a retreat coming up
[1:42:58] that's next Tuesday, Wednesday, and
[1:43:01] Friday. H sorry, Tuesday. My mind just
[1:43:03] doesn't work today. So Tuesday,
[1:43:04] Wednesday, and Thursday. And we still
[1:43:05] have a few sports. And if you're
[1:43:07] interested, please let me know or please
[1:43:09] let uh lady uh seam in the back. No, I
[1:43:12] mean it's like we have a three-day
[1:43:13] retreat. So, yep. Thank you everyone.
[1:43:15] Thank you Michael. Thank you BSV. And
[1:43:17] thank you master uh give it. Thank you
[1:43:20] everyone.
[1:43:21] >> Okay. And then last thing for me just as
[1:43:23] always uh please come and join us uh for
[1:43:26] lunch if you able to stay. Uh, and look,
[1:43:29] yes, there is a um meant to hold this up
[1:43:32] before. There's a couple of these um out
[1:43:34] in the front so you can have a look if
[1:43:35] you're interested. Um, Gilbert, would
[1:43:38] you like to formally close the session?
[1:43:40] We usually share merits at the end of
[1:43:42] >> some closing remarks.
[1:43:43] >> Yes. Or just sharing merits, however you
[1:43:46] choose.
[1:43:48] I know we're um kind of over time now,
[1:43:52] but I I really sincerely want to thank
[1:43:57] uh Michael and this organization to
[1:43:59] invite me here. Um I I always welcome a
[1:44:06] let's say a cross-pollination between
[1:44:08] Theraodan and and Mahayana. Um because
[1:44:12] there it helps me uh frame the the unity
[1:44:18] of uh of what we are all follow um from
[1:44:24] the the three gems uh to the four noble
[1:44:28] truths, the eight-fold path, the
[1:44:30] parameas, all of that are universal to
[1:44:34] all Buddhist studies. And when we and
[1:44:36] practices and when we join together like
[1:44:39] this, we only make Buddha Dharma
[1:44:41] stronger and uh we uh break down the
[1:44:46] so-called fences and and in this way. So
[1:44:50] I'm very happy. I'm very appreciative of
[1:44:53] the wonderful art um uh audience that I
[1:44:56] had here and um I will answer questions
[1:44:59] uh um afterward. you may have some
[1:45:02] questions and um I'm certainly uh uh
[1:45:06] willing to do that. There's a uh one um
[1:45:10] young monk that that asked a Chan
[1:45:12] master, you know, um that uh uh what is
[1:45:18] chon and the master said, "Ask me a
[1:45:21] question." And it's this way that Chan
[1:45:25] comes from the heart. So if you ask me a
[1:45:28] question, I will tell you about Chan.
[1:45:31] Thank you. Blessings to you all. May you
[1:45:35] all flourish in the dharma.