Transcript
[0:00] Thank you all of you for coming tonight.
[0:02] Some of you I'm seeing for the second
[0:04] time.
[0:05] From last night, but all of you it's
[0:07] it's meeting um kindred spirits.
[0:11] Uh brothers and sisters who are running
[0:14] doing their lives somewhere else.
[0:17] But nonetheless, we're all on
[0:20] the same thread right now.
[0:23] You know, this is
[0:24] a very difficult time
[0:27] uh in the history of the world
[0:28] basically.
[0:30] Not unprecedented
[0:32] because we have lots of examples in
[0:35] history where
[0:37] very rapid changes
[0:40] um just created a great deal of
[0:42] confusion.
[0:44] What I represent is a particular um
[0:48] spiritual lineage
[0:50] of gurus [clears throat] and disciples.
[0:53] But what we're really representing is a
[0:55] very ancient teaching. It's called
[0:57] Sanatana Dharma, which is Sanskrit
[1:00] words.
[1:02] And it's the Indian tradition,
[1:04] but it's not Hinduism.
[1:07] Um it's not any religion.
[1:10] It's Sanatana Dharma means
[1:12] that which is.
[1:15] Which is just those who have had the
[1:17] consciousness to be able to see it,
[1:20] perceive the nature of reality.
[1:23] And the reality that the sages of India
[1:27] for thousands of years have spoken about
[1:30] is exactly the same reality that the
[1:32] physicists of our time
[1:35] and Albert Einstein at the beginning.
[1:38] It's just a perception of that which is.
[1:42] All of those things which we call
[1:44] inventions are actually discoveries.
[1:48] Just discovering that there are more
[1:50] subtle laws
[1:52] than people knew about.
[1:54] And if we uh cooperate with those laws,
[1:57] all kinds of things can happen.
[2:00] like I'm speaking English and many of
[2:03] you are hearing French in your ears
[2:04] right now
[2:06] because of these little devices with no
[2:08] wires.
[2:10] None of us even think about this.
[2:13] And all of us are carrying around our
[2:15] cell phones and I can call my friends in
[2:18] California
[2:19] if I remember the time zone properly.
[2:22] They'll be happy to hear from me.
[2:24] And if not, they won't be.
[2:27] But nonetheless, I can be anywhere in
[2:29] the world
[2:30] and just talk to them just as
[2:31] comfortably and as easy. And we just
[2:34] take that for granted now.
[2:37] But 100 years ago, 50 years ago, I'm of
[2:40] an age where I remember when
[2:43] In fact, I'm of an age where I have to
[2:45] be careful to not say I remember when,
[2:49] you [laughter] know,
[2:50] not to become a curmudgeonly old lady. I
[2:53] see how easy you do that.
[2:55] But everything is changing really fast
[2:57] right now and according to the tradition
[3:00] of Sanatana Dharma,
[3:03] this planet
[3:04] has gone through many cycles of higher
[3:08] and lower ages. And it's they have it
[3:10] completely explained from a very distant
[3:14] perspective
[3:16] that this is a phenomenon that is not
[3:18] actually
[3:19] um it's actually a material phenomenon
[3:23] in the sense that the center of the
[3:25] galaxy
[3:27] of which planet Earth is a apart
[3:30] and our whole solar system.
[3:32] Um and this is both science and
[3:35] spiritual tradition says this that from
[3:37] the
[3:38] center of the galaxy enormous amount of
[3:40] energy emanates.
[3:43] And the
[3:44] astro astro astronomical phenomenon is
[3:48] that ours are
[3:50] there is a dual to our planet and that
[3:53] we go in an elliptical orbit like this.
[3:56] Now, I'm not really good at explaining
[3:58] all the details about that. I can refer
[4:00] you to the right books that can.
[4:02] I just the grasp. So as as the this
[4:06] whole system
[4:08] goes in this elliptical orbit held in
[4:10] place by a dual,
[4:12] we move closer and farther away from the
[4:15] center of the galaxy.
[4:18] And the closer we are to the center, the
[4:20] more energy there is on this planet.
[4:23] And then the more enlightened
[4:26] the civilization on it from the point of
[4:28] view,
[4:30] not just of being nice. We're not quite
[4:32] up to being nice. Of just being able to
[4:34] perceive more subtle realities. And as
[4:37] we move farther away,
[4:39] we can't perceive those subtle
[4:41] realities. So a few centuries ago,
[4:45] the only concept of energy that existed
[4:48] was physical energy.
[4:50] And when people started making what they
[4:53] called the horseless carriage at that
[4:55] time, which was an automobile that could
[4:57] move on its own,
[4:59] they measured the power of the
[5:02] automobile engine
[5:04] by horsepower.
[5:06] I don't know if they still do or not,
[5:08] but it would be a five horsepower engine
[5:10] or a 10 horsepower engine, and that
[5:12] would communicate
[5:14] because people knew how much a horse
[5:16] could pull. And so if this engine can
[5:18] pull, I mean,
[5:20] do any of you know how much a horse can
[5:22] pull now?
[5:24] [laughter]
[5:25] But there was a time when that concept
[5:28] was
[5:29] there was a time when that concept
[5:32] was extremely understandable to
[5:34] everyone, right?
[5:36] And how did it change?
[5:39] There was no government edict.
[5:42] It's just
[5:43] people began
[5:44] to see energy in a more and more subtle
[5:47] form
[5:48] because
[5:50] in this
[5:52] orbit that we talk about
[5:54] Okay, the problem with this orbit is
[5:56] that it's a 24,000 year cycle.
[6:00] So nobody gets to just stay here and go
[6:02] through all of it.
[6:05] And what it is, we ascend, getting
[6:08] closer, and we get more and more subtle
[6:11] in our perceptions,
[6:13] and then we begin to move away and we
[6:16] begin to lose
[6:17] contact with things that were known,
[6:21] which is why
[6:22] when you look at the Egyptian pyramids,
[6:26] people can only imagine that it must
[6:28] have been thousands of slaves pulling
[6:30] those stones up with ropes
[6:34] because as the age descended, the only
[6:36] concept of energy
[6:38] was physical energy.
[6:41] But there's many other forms. Light has
[6:43] a tremendous amount of energy. Sound has
[6:47] has energy. Now pregnant women
[6:50] go to the doctor to get an ultrasound,
[6:53] right?
[6:54] To get a picture of the baby. And we use
[6:57] the word sound. How does the sound
[7:00] take a picture of the baby?
[7:02] Now I know that there are people who
[7:03] know, but most of us have no idea.
[7:06] We just accept that.
[7:08] Many people say
[7:10] that the way those pyramids were built
[7:13] was that they knew how to use sound
[7:16] to move physical objects.
[7:19] And who are we to say that can't be done
[7:22] now?
[7:23] So we are now in a transition and
[7:26] there's four ages
[7:29] that that ascend
[7:31] and then descend.
[7:33] And it's the age of matter,
[7:36] the age of energy,
[7:38] the age of thought,
[7:40] and the age of spirit.
[7:42] Okay, so
[7:43] we've just come out of the age now to
[7:45] just tell you where we are in this.
[7:48] The nadir of this cycle
[7:51] was 500 years after Jesus died, 500 AD.
[7:57] Now that's a clue right there
[8:00] because great saints and sages
[8:03] and their disciples come in all these
[8:05] different ages
[8:07] because it's just the planet.
[8:10] And the real drama is not that the
[8:13] planet gets perfect and then the planet
[8:15] gets imperfect.
[8:17] The real drama is our life
[8:20] and we incarnate.
[8:23] We have many different lifetimes
[8:26] and we incarnate on a planet that's
[8:28] going to provide us the experience that
[8:31] we need to learn what we don't already
[8:34] know.
[8:35] So sometimes
[8:38] very great souls come in very times when
[8:41] the civilization as a whole is not
[8:43] subtle,
[8:45] but that gives you a certain kind of
[8:46] lifetime
[8:48] in which spiritual perception is always
[8:50] possible. Spiritual perception is
[8:52] completely independent
[8:55] of the circumstances. When Swami
[8:57] Kriyananda was a young monk living with
[9:00] Yogananda, he asked him,
[9:02] do human beings if you are are you
[9:04] really are we really earthlings?
[9:07] Which is to say if we have previous or
[9:09] future incarnations, do we always come
[9:12] back to this planet?
[9:15] Yogananda laughed at the question
[9:18] and he said there are countless
[9:19] inhabited planets
[9:22] and they all have different
[9:23] opportunities and we simply choose from
[9:26] our perspective in the astral world the
[9:29] the place that we want.
[9:31] Now there's a lot of assumptions in what
[9:34] I'm saying to you here.
[9:36] So I'm just assuming that you can at
[9:38] least
[9:39] um possibly go along with it or think if
[9:43] one thing is true, then the other thing
[9:45] is true.
[9:46] I'm not trying to persuade you. I'm just
[9:47] talking. Okay? You don't have to like
[9:50] it.
[9:51] [laughter]
[9:52] It won't hurt my feelings if you walk
[9:53] out. Sometimes people do, but not often.
[9:56] So in this
[9:58] up and down cycle goes from matter to
[10:02] energy, the power. See, in the material
[10:05] age everything has to be done by
[10:08] external visible material force.
[10:11] And what characterized those ages is
[10:13] hard, physical labor. You know,
[10:16] everything had to be done that way.
[10:19] In the year 1700,
[10:21] there's a transition period.
[10:23] Began to shift out of the age of matter
[10:26] into the age of energy, but it just
[10:27] barely began. That's the beginning of
[10:30] the Industrial Revolution and things
[10:32] like that. And And you know,
[10:35] um AI is taking a lot of jobs.
[10:38] So did the Industrial Revolution. You
[10:40] know, it just
[10:42] Things that had always been there just
[10:43] got wiped out
[10:45] because now there was a machine
[10:47] [clears throat]
[10:48] that could do it
[10:49] faster, easier, cheaper.
[10:51] You know, and faster, easier, cheaper is
[10:54] the basic motto of this planet. Faster,
[10:56] easier, cheaper. That's how people think
[10:58] in the material age.
[11:01] So we started moving into the age of
[11:02] energy in 1900 is when uh what's called
[11:07] which just simply means the second age,
[11:08] the age of energy
[11:10] really began. And if you think back, you
[11:13] know, airplane travel, trains, like what
[11:15] to speak of the telephone, television,
[11:18] movies.
[11:19] They just completely transformed. And
[11:21] now, you know, it's a joke people of my
[11:25] vintage
[11:26] that I fortunately I have young friends
[11:28] and so
[11:30] I have that thing, you know, and I just
[11:33] it won't do what I want. Fix it for me.
[11:35] And they just go bing bing bing bing.
[11:37] And if you have any 6-year-olds in your
[11:39] house, they even know better
[11:41] because they're born for it.
[11:43] They remember it
[11:45] from higher ages
[11:46] and here we are again.
[11:48] Okay, but a whole lot of things
[11:51] begin to change when we move from matter
[11:53] into energy.
[11:55] Because in the age of matter,
[11:57] everything was defined by physicality.
[12:00] This is driving me crazy. Okay.
[12:03] Everything was defined by physicality.
[12:06] And And what makes us feel separate
[12:10] from one another
[12:13] is that we each have one body.
[12:15] Isn't that so?
[12:17] Yeah.
[12:18] And we try to smash our bodies together,
[12:20] you know, in sexual union or in hugs. We
[12:22] hug each other.
[12:24] there's some kind of an effort sort of
[12:27] break down
[12:28] separateness.
[12:30] always
[12:31] you come back to yourself. This to me
[12:33] has always
[12:35] been a little weird. I lived for 10
[12:38] years um I've lived for 50 years, more
[12:41] than 50 in spiritual community,
[12:44] Ananda communities, and the first 10
[12:46] years I was in a monastic setting with a
[12:49] group of other women about uh up to
[12:51] about 15 women.
[12:53] Almost every morning we meditated
[12:55] together
[12:57] and we'd have wonderful
[13:00] wonderful experiences together.
[13:02] But every time we walked out of that
[13:04] meditation temple
[13:06] we always walked out as the same person.
[13:09] Now maybe that doesn't seem weird to all
[13:11] of you,
[13:12] but just the inescapability
[13:15] of my own consciousness.
[13:18] Think about that. You're just always
[13:19] yourself.
[13:21] And I I
[13:23] contemplate this a lot.
[13:25] And how
[13:27] I the only word I can think is how
[13:29] entrapped we are
[13:32] in that limited identity. So all of this
[13:35] that I'm talking about now is very
[13:37] important because every single place I
[13:40] go in the world and I we've been we were
[13:42] counting we've been to 30 countries in
[13:44] the last couple of years and counting
[13:46] Paris now at 70 different cities in 30
[13:49] different countries.
[13:50] And you know
[13:52] far away places, Latvia, Japan, South
[13:55] Africa,
[13:56] Argentina, you know it's it's has it's
[13:58] been very entertaining.
[14:01] Everywhere I go
[14:03] virtually the first question,
[14:05] what is going on in the world right now
[14:07] and what am I supposed to do about it?
[14:10] Second question is about the suffering
[14:12] children.
[14:13] Third question is about the
[14:15] animals.
[14:17] That that's just that's where people's
[14:19] consciousness are because the stability
[14:22] of the material age,
[14:25] which is still close enough to us that
[14:26] we remember it,
[14:28] is being just
[14:30] ripped to pieces by the advent of the
[14:32] energy age.
[14:33] In the material age, everybody stays in
[14:35] their place.
[14:36] I mean, most of you are hearing this
[14:38] talk in English,
[14:40] even though I'm in a French-speaking
[14:42] country,
[14:43] understanding this talk in English
[14:45] because this is the world that we live
[14:46] in now. And many of you were not born in
[14:49] this country.
[14:51] And many of you who are born in this
[14:52] country are now living who knows where.
[14:54] I live in Silicon Valley. I live in Palo
[14:57] Alto, California.
[14:59] There is no dominant ethnic group there.
[15:04] One third of the people in this is south
[15:06] of San Francisco. One third of the
[15:08] people are from Asia,
[15:10] meaning China or Japan or India or
[15:13] Samoan Islands, whatever however they
[15:16] call it. One third of the people have
[15:18] Spanish as their first language.
[15:21] And then one third of the people are the
[15:23] rest of us,
[15:25] which is where I fit in. Although I was
[15:26] raised in a Jewish family, so I have
[15:28] like a subgroup within that.
[15:31] Lots of those people are from Europe,
[15:34] Rus- especially a lot of Russians.
[15:36] And and
[15:38] all of the
[15:39] couples I mean, just what you go down
[15:41] the street, you go out to breakfast
[15:44] [clears throat] you know, I I won't
[15:45] maybe it's the majority. Certainly half
[15:47] the couples that you see are culturally
[15:50] two different cultures.
[15:52] You know, everybody's falling in love
[15:53] with each other and then they're making
[15:55] babies and those babies have multiple
[15:59] whatever they have. You know, it's just
[16:02] it's it's over.
[16:04] The age of matter, everything stays
[16:05] neatly separate. The age of energy
[16:08] once energy is the deciding factor,
[16:11] you see energy is a unified field.
[16:15] And energy just finds its affinity.
[16:18] It's a world of magnetism, which is why
[16:20] there's so many self-help teachings now
[16:23] that are talking about you can just
[16:25] visualize what you want, you can make
[16:27] it, you can, you know, just because they
[16:30] understand that it's forces of energy.
[16:33] You don't have to go pick up heavy rocks
[16:35] and carry the rocks over to here.
[16:38] It's it's who we are inside.
[16:40] We haven't quite We're not quite at the
[16:42] point where we can just do it with
[16:43] thought,
[16:44] but we're at least trying to do it now
[16:46] with vibration.
[16:48] And the reason the world is in such
[16:50] chaos and Paramhansa Yogananda
[16:54] was not optimistic in the short term,
[16:56] very optimistic in the long term,
[16:59] but it's a very turbulent transition
[17:02] from matter into energy
[17:05] because matter is very secure and
[17:07] everything stays in its place.
[17:10] And the transition between matter into
[17:13] energy,
[17:14] a lot of things have to be destroyed and
[17:17] changed.
[17:18] Now, here's also where it gets a little
[17:20] tricky.
[17:22] We are all equally children of God,
[17:25] not just the nice ones and the ones who
[17:28] agree with you.
[17:29] We're all equally
[17:31] manifestations of the divine,
[17:34] and our loving divine mother,
[17:37] just like any good mother,
[17:39] loves all her children equally.
[17:42] So
[17:43] all of our opportunities
[17:46] in this world, living in this world,
[17:48] everyone who's born in the on this
[17:50] planet, everyone who takes a physical
[17:52] incarnation on any planet,
[17:55] we have karma.
[17:57] Lots of definitions of the word karma. I
[17:59] saw some big truck just had the big word
[18:01] karma. Is that a book or a movie or
[18:03] something? It's a movie. I looked at it.
[18:05] I figured it was a movie.
[18:07] You know, when I first
[18:09] I knew that I knew that we'd reached a
[18:11] new age when
[18:13] I went into the grocery store
[18:15] and there was a There was something that
[18:18] was published in in the the US that was
[18:20] called Harlequin Romances.
[18:23] And they were just
[18:24] romantic stories. You know, it always
[18:26] started where he and she
[18:28] you know,
[18:29] weren't together. And then gradually he
[18:32] and she got together. And they always
[18:33] had happy endings. They were great great
[18:35] books. I didn't read a lot of them, but
[18:37] I read a few of them.
[18:39] So there's this
[18:41] in the store This was like maybe 45
[18:43] years ago. This is a long time ago.
[18:46] There's this And the And this cover of
[18:48] one of these Harlequin Romances, and
[18:49] there's this woman. And you know, part
[18:51] of her dress is being removed from her.
[18:53] And she's [laughter] very like this. And
[18:56] And there there's a a picture of one man
[18:59] on this side and the other man on the
[19:02] other. And And it says, was it her karma
[19:05] to be with Philip
[19:08] [laughter]
[19:08] or would her karma take her to be with
[19:11] Clifford?
[19:15] And I looked at it and I thought, boy,
[19:16] you know,
[19:17] [laughter]
[19:19] I mean, I I've prided myself on being
[19:22] the lunatic fringe, you know, just being
[19:24] a little ahead of the curve.
[19:26] So in Harlequin Romance gets caught up,
[19:28] I feel we've got to move over a little.
[19:30] We've got to get a little more radical,
[19:33] you know.
[19:34] But what karma actually is
[19:38] Who Who we really are
[19:41] is not what we appear to be.
[19:44] We wear this body.
[19:46] We wear this personality, but there's a
[19:49] force inside of us
[19:51] that is eternal and unchanging and
[19:53] infinite.
[19:55] There's a a very popular book in the US.
[19:58] I don't know if it's been translated by
[20:00] an author named Michael Singer,
[20:02] who actually, although he doesn't make a
[20:04] big point of it, is a follower of
[20:05] Yogananda,
[20:07] has been for decades.
[20:10] And uh
[20:11] he talked He said something I always
[20:13] want to give him credit because it's
[20:14] such a good idea. He said
[20:17] he talked about the voice in your head.
[20:20] And he said there's always a voice in
[20:21] your head that's talking to you.
[20:25] But then he points out
[20:27] that somebody inside of you is always
[20:29] listening to that voice.
[20:33] And he said which one is actually you?
[20:36] Is it the one talking?
[20:38] Or is it the one listening?
[20:41] And then he likens the one that's always
[20:43] talking to having a drunk roommate who
[20:47] just is always talking to you.
[20:49] [laughter]
[20:51] And why do you take that drunk roommate
[20:53] so seriously?
[20:55] If they were in front of you, you
[20:57] wouldn't.
[20:58] But because they're inside your head,
[21:00] you think that that's actually you.
[21:03] And you know that's the beginning of
[21:05] meditation and realization of that we're
[21:09] on we live on many different levels. We
[21:11] live fundamentally on three levels.
[21:16] What what for purposes of this
[21:18] discussion we call the subconscious
[21:20] level which is below the conscious
[21:22] level.
[21:24] And because we
[21:27] identify
[21:29] with the experiences that we have, we we
[21:32] can't get rid of them. They stay with us
[21:34] because we think they happen to us. I am
[21:38] myself
[21:40] amazed by I will suddenly find myself
[21:43] replaying incidences especially when of
[21:46] course they were wrong and I was right.
[21:49] That's the conversation you know.
[21:50] [laughter]
[21:52] Maybe I'm just talking about myself.
[21:55] And I have a an electric bicycle and
[21:57] where I live I can ride my bicycle
[21:59] easily.
[22:01] So I'll I'll find myself realizing that
[22:03] you know for how many blocks have I been
[22:05] replaying the conversation? Like why do
[22:08] I let the drunk roommate take possession
[22:11] of my consciousness?
[22:13] And there's esoteric explanations. It
[22:16] has to do with the chakras. The chakras
[22:18] represent
[22:20] okay this is how it works. Imagine a
[22:23] keyboard, piano keyboard,
[22:25] the highest note, the lowest note.
[22:28] And every one of those is a vibration
[22:31] that you know it's a measurable
[22:33] vibration and let's say that each of one
[22:36] them represents
[22:38] our self-definition and our
[22:40] understanding of reality
[22:42] from an absolutely material level.
[22:45] I am this body
[22:47] the I am the the age of this body, the
[22:50] culture of it
[22:52] um the health or the lack of health, the
[22:54] intelligence, the talent
[22:56] everything is defined starting with the
[22:59] body. That's the first illusion that we
[23:01] [clears throat] have.
[23:02] And so and everything is material.
[23:04] There's nothing subtle. There's no
[23:06] divine power, nothing.
[23:09] And at this end is the state of a what
[23:12] you would call an avatar. Well the word
[23:14] avatar has a different meaning now, but
[23:16] a God-realized master, a fully
[23:18] self-realized being
[23:20] who knows that yes, I inhabit this body,
[23:23] but my consciousness is infinite. And
[23:26] this infinite consciousness animates
[23:28] this body and and plays as this one.
[23:32] And the the chakras
[23:34] are the so and every thought, every
[23:37] action, every feeling
[23:40] is an affirmation
[23:42] of one of those levels of consciousness
[23:45] which is why those who are much more
[23:47] highly evolved and aware can behave so
[23:50] differently.
[23:51] Jesus of course is the best known
[23:53] example in the West.
[23:55] Jesus is dying on the cross
[23:58] and he looks at the people who crucified
[24:01] him. You know and this was this was not
[24:03] a good thing to have done actually,
[24:06] but he realizes bad karma for these
[24:08] people.
[24:10] And that's another way of saying it.
[24:11] That's not what the Bible says, but
[24:13] that's another way of saying it.
[24:15] And he feels so sorry for them and he
[24:17] prays to the heavenly father. He says
[24:19] father forgive them. They know not what
[24:22] they do.
[24:24] Because there was he his his
[24:27] awareness was so broad that even though
[24:29] the body he inhabited was dying
[24:32] at their hands,
[24:34] he just felt compassion for these poor
[24:36] souls because this was not a good thing
[24:37] to have done at all.
[24:40] So he tries to intercede at that point.
[24:44] You know, that's a very well known
[24:47] example, but what but that is
[24:49] having elevated his consciousness to see
[24:51] it very differently.
[24:53] Okay, so
[24:55] every action, every thought, every
[24:57] feeling, whether we know it or not, is
[24:59] affirming a certain level of
[25:01] consciousness. There was an earthquake.
[25:04] I live in the San Francisco area and
[25:07] earthquakes were famous for those,
[25:08] although we really don't have that many,
[25:10] haven't yet. In 1989 there was a
[25:14] humdinger of a earthquake. It knocked
[25:17] down the part of the one of the bridges.
[25:20] So everybody in the world thought that
[25:21] the entire area had gone flat because
[25:23] you saw that bridge fall down over and
[25:25] over again on the news.
[25:27] So I'm inside a wooden building.
[25:29] The earthquake starts because they come
[25:31] from nowhere.
[25:32] And it the building starts going like
[25:34] this.
[25:35] So my logical mind
[25:38] immediately says
[25:40] there's a problem with the building.
[25:42] So I was I could just step out like here
[25:45] onto a terrace. So I stepped out into a
[25:47] terrace into a garden. And what do you
[25:49] know, the whole garden was going like
[25:52] this.
[25:53] And then there's is a swimming pool in
[25:55] that area and the water came out of the
[25:58] swimming pool and over the fence.
[26:01] And
[26:02] some of my friends said
[26:04] that when that started happening, they
[26:06] started praying and chanting Om, you
[26:08] know, Om, Om.
[26:10] I started screaming.
[26:13] [laughter]
[26:16] You know, so much for all your
[26:17] philosophy, honey. I could have talked a
[26:19] really good story on that one. I just
[26:21] started screaming.
[26:23] It's like the whole world was going to
[26:24] pieces and that was I didn't scream for
[26:26] a long time. I will say that. [laughter]
[26:29] But that was just like
[26:31] cuz that was the level of reality I was
[26:34] looking living on. That was very
[26:36] interesting to me.
[26:38] That that's what happened. So whatever
[26:40] you can say with your mind,
[26:42] you're always affirming.
[26:45] And the whole purpose
[26:47] of all our incarnations
[26:50] is to is to discover that which is.
[26:54] And and to understand
[26:56] that
[26:57] our ultimate destiny and our ultimate
[26:59] reality is bliss.
[27:02] This is
[27:03] the Sanskrit word for God is
[27:05] Satchidananda, ever existing, ever
[27:08] conscious, ever new bliss.
[27:11] And the nature, if you look around and
[27:13] you meet people who have a more elevated
[27:16] consciousness,
[27:17] the single characteristic
[27:20] of a greater state of enlightenment is
[27:22] joy.
[27:24] Isn't that so?
[27:25] And here's another thing to consider.
[27:30] When we suffer,
[27:32] we know there's something wrong.
[27:36] If suffering was our true nature,
[27:39] if our if our real self-definition
[27:42] was sad,
[27:43] when we were sad, we wouldn't it
[27:44] wouldn't occur to us that there was
[27:47] anything wrong.
[27:49] That's the surest sign, if you want one,
[27:52] that we are not what we seem, that we
[27:55] rebel.
[27:56] This is not right.
[27:58] And we keep seeking.
[27:59] And all of our decisions
[28:02] are always because we think it will make
[28:04] it us happier
[28:06] and less sad.
[28:08] Many of those decisions
[28:10] are really stupid, really really stupid.
[28:14] But at the time it always seemed like a
[28:16] good idea or else we wouldn't have done
[28:18] it.
[28:19] And karma
[28:21] is something that we don't yet know
[28:23] about who who we really are
[28:27] and where happiness really comes from.
[28:30] So we incarnate to have the experiences
[28:33] we need
[28:35] in order to discover
[28:37] that which is.
[28:38] And if you think back through your life
[28:40] with enough
[28:41] awareness and objectivity,
[28:44] you'll really see that even the worst
[28:46] times
[28:47] were often the best teachers.
[28:51] So the word good and bad good and bad
[28:53] karma as people use it tend to mean good
[28:56] karma means it's easy and pleasurable
[28:59] and [clears throat] bad karma means it's
[29:00] painful and challenging.
[29:03] But what is what is the goal?
[29:07] The goal is freedom.
[29:09] When I first met Swami Kriyananda, I
[29:12] didn't know exactly how to articulate
[29:15] it, but what I saw in him was the only
[29:17] word I can think of now is freedom.
[29:19] It's like I was so
[29:22] oh dear, just in entrapped
[29:26] in my
[29:28] subconscious habits, which was to say
[29:31] everything that I had done over and over
[29:33] again for so many incarnations that were
[29:35] just you know just suggesting to me
[29:38] don't change, don't put out new energy,
[29:41] whatever you do don't experiment, you
[29:43] know it's a it's a dangerous world out
[29:45] there, just stick with the known.
[29:47] And that's a very powerful force.
[29:50] That's why it's so hard to to change
[29:52] because it's a very powerful vortex.
[29:54] There's all these vortexes in the
[29:55] chakras. It's a whole subject in itself.
[29:58] And so your little ping pong ball of
[30:01] consciousness tries to want to go a new
[30:03] way and there's this huge vortex of
[30:04] energy that eats you and brings you down
[30:07] to the same thing. So there's that level
[30:10] of our awareness.
[30:11] Then there is the opposite of that
[30:15] is the super conscious.
[30:17] We tend to think of ourselves as as uh
[30:21] as a pyramid. You know this is me, my
[30:24] personality,
[30:26] my family, my values, my stuff, you know
[30:31] all the stuff that I have. And that's
[30:34] the wide base of the pyramid. We tend to
[30:36] think of as we go upward spiritually
[30:38] that we're narrowing and narrowing down
[30:41] to this tiny point up here.
[30:43] But it's actually the reverse.
[30:46] It's that this
[30:48] one that we're so accustomed to calling
[30:50] ourselves is the most contracted
[30:53] and the least part of what we are in the
[30:55] pyramid is actually shaped the opposite.
[30:58] So at this at this point of the pyramid,
[31:01] think about it like the fingers of a
[31:02] hand. This is you. This is you. This is
[31:05] I mean, this is you. This is the you
[31:07] know, each one of us is like this. You
[31:09] look at it, we all look separate, don't
[31:10] we?
[31:11] But when you actually go like this and
[31:14] everybody goes toward their point of
[31:16] origin,
[31:18] then all of a sudden you realize they
[31:19] were all expressions of the same power
[31:21] that's
[31:23] the shape of the V. So the super
[31:25] conscious level
[31:27] is where we begin to see unity.
[31:30] It's what causes people to ask about the
[31:32] suffering children and the suffering
[31:34] animals
[31:36] because something in us has begun to
[31:38] understand
[31:40] that we are all this one reality.
[31:43] And at first we just we see the unity
[31:45] somewhat in a horizontal way, so to
[31:47] speak,
[31:48] but actually what we begin to realize is
[31:51] that the super conscious takes us
[31:53] to the infinite, to our real
[31:55] understanding. That's what you're doing
[31:56] when you're meditating. You're
[31:58] liberating
[32:00] your awareness from this tiny what about
[32:03] today? What about tomorrow? What about
[32:04] my laundry? What about my dinner? What
[32:06] about the time I was right and they
[32:08] didn't listen to me? All of those
[32:10] things. I want. I don't want.
[32:12] I'm attached to. I 'm afraid of.
[32:15] We just move out of that tiny little
[32:16] point
[32:18] up to here. The conscious mind,
[32:21] like where we are essentially now,
[32:23] probably most of us, right?
[32:25] is the battleground between those two
[32:27] forces.
[32:29] It's like it's
[32:31] We have a school in the community
[32:35] spiritual group that I'm part of
[32:37] and uh
[32:39] one of the little
[32:40] kindergarten girls came into school one
[32:42] day.
[32:44] And she was just being horrible all day
[32:46] long.
[32:47] And finally the teacher took her into a
[32:49] private place and said, you know, so
[32:51] what is going on today?
[32:53] Well, she said, every day I come to
[32:55] school and there's an angel on one
[32:57] shoulder and there's a devil on the
[32:59] other and usually I try to listen to the
[33:01] angel, but today I've just been
[33:02] listening to the devil. She said.
[33:05] [laughter]
[33:06] Which out of the mouths of babes.
[33:09] Now, we might not actually be fighting a
[33:12] satanic force, although sometimes we may
[33:14] be.
[33:15] But we're always fighting.
[33:18] Do I, here on the conscious level, do I
[33:20] listen
[33:22] to the possibility of expanding my
[33:24] consciousness and seeing everything from
[33:27] a higher, more more exalted perspective?
[33:32] Or do I just run the same tape that I've
[33:34] always been running?
[33:36] You know, when I I make a joke about
[33:39] seeing myself become a curmudgeonly old
[33:42] lady.
[33:43] But it's really quite entertaining
[33:46] to actually and I and I be with friends
[33:47] I've had for the last 50 years and we
[33:49] talk about how much nicer that place
[33:52] used to be and how much traffic there is
[33:53] now and do you remember that's one over
[33:55] here? No, stop. You know, it's just the
[33:59] subconscious mind
[34:01] wanting you to find pleasure in what's
[34:04] always been.
[34:05] And then the superconscious mind says,
[34:07] come on.
[34:09] This is not who you really are.
[34:12] Okay, so right now
[34:14] on this planet at this time
[34:17] and I started to say earlier
[34:19] that we're all equally loved by divine
[34:21] mother and then I had to go into this
[34:23] long story about karma
[34:25] because all of us have the same
[34:27] opportunity to have the experiences to
[34:29] find out what really brings us
[34:32] happiness and what really causes
[34:33] suffering.
[34:35] And everybody gets the same chance to do
[34:37] this and we all choose a planet, a place
[34:41] to incarnate
[34:43] that will give us the opportunities that
[34:44] we need. And there's a lot of things
[34:47] that get to be destroyed when we move
[34:49] from the age of matter into the age of
[34:51] energy. And so a lot of people who like
[34:54] to destroy things
[34:56] are on this planet with us right now,
[34:59] cuz they get to find out if I am corrupt
[35:03] and powerful and have military and have
[35:06] national budgets and I can do all the
[35:09] things that I want.
[35:11] I wonder if that'll make me happy.
[35:14] It's their karma to have the opportunity
[35:16] to find out.
[35:18] And then people like us
[35:21] get to be here
[35:22] to be planting the seeds of a whole
[35:25] other way of living, a whole new
[35:28] reality, which is being more in tune
[35:31] with this
[35:32] expanded sense of unity. Oh yes, and by
[35:35] the way,
[35:36] speaking personally, maybe not for you,
[35:38] I get to be terrified of all those
[35:40] people who are here with me to destroy
[35:43] things.
[35:44] And I get to be challenged
[35:48] to be able to be courageous,
[35:51] fearless,
[35:52] compassionate,
[35:54] you know, in the face of enormous
[35:57] difficulties. You know, the next time
[35:59] there's an earthquake, will I just
[36:00] scream again?
[36:02] You know, or will I remember as some of
[36:05] my friends were able to remember,
[36:07] everything [snorts] happens by divine
[36:08] will.
[36:10] And therefore, why am I screaming?
[36:13] I'm afraid of physical pain. I'm afraid
[36:15] of other people suffering.
[36:17] But if everything happens
[36:20] by divine will
[36:22] for the blessing and the learning of all
[36:24] of us,
[36:25] why would I be afraid?
[36:29] So what's also happening, really
[36:30] happening right now
[36:32] is that there's a real war of ideas.
[36:36] There's a real war of vibration and
[36:38] consciousness, and there will probably
[36:40] also be a physical war. I mean, there is
[36:42] physical war in many places, and nobody
[36:45] with the power to stop it
[36:47] wants to stop it.
[36:50] So we're we're we really have two
[36:52] complete realities going on now. And I
[36:54] have to have really put this in because
[36:55] this is very important.
[36:57] When I really first started traveling as
[36:58] much as I have recently,
[37:01] I was sort of pessimistic because
[37:04] everything that you read in the
[37:05] newspapers is always grim and terrible.
[37:08] I mean that's because
[37:10] a lot of the people who do all of that
[37:12] are all part of the
[37:14] you know that
[37:15] there's a huge force on the planet that
[37:17] wants everything wants us to go back to
[37:20] the way it was. Religion should be
[37:22] separate and of course mine is right.
[37:25] Races should be separate.
[37:27] You know in the country that I live in
[37:29] the USA it's
[37:31] awful what's going on. You know just
[37:33] trying to
[37:35] I don't know. It's it's awful but
[37:36] they're just trying to go back where
[37:38] everybody gets to be separate. And of
[37:39] course then my group is the most
[37:41] powerful and I have all the power and
[37:43] the wealth
[37:44] coincidentally.
[37:46] You know and there's this other side of
[37:47] us this room
[37:49] where we're just all
[37:50] mixed up.
[37:52] And what unites us is our energy.
[37:55] You know we're all in the same vibration
[37:57] or close enough that we all want to be
[37:58] here.
[37:59] And if that kind of energy was here it
[38:01] well it probably couldn't get in the
[38:02] door. I mean just they would see it and
[38:04] they would want to do something else.
[38:06] They wouldn't even see it.
[38:09] This energy is much much bigger
[38:13] much more common and much more all
[38:15] pervasive
[38:16] than
[38:17] than how shall I put it than the other
[38:19] side knows
[38:21] because we're not operating on the same
[38:22] playing field. They're playing one game.
[38:24] We're playing another. So we're here
[38:26] because
[38:28] we're setting the pattern for the
[38:29] future.
[38:30] And I don't mean in that in any big way
[38:33] to give us big fat heads and parade
[38:35] around. That is not what I mean.
[38:37] I just mean that everything
[38:40] everything starts somewhere.
[38:42] And that which didn't exist people begin
[38:44] to catch the wave.
[38:46] And there's a whole lot of us
[38:49] who really
[38:50] understand a new reality. And what we
[38:54] actually are able to manifest at this
[38:56] time, sure, we should try to do good
[38:58] things. Why not? Look at me. I'm
[39:00] traveling everywhere and talking to you.
[39:03] We should help each other. But what
[39:04] really manifest what really changes is
[39:08] actually simply the energy that we
[39:10] ourselves are able to express.
[39:13] You know, we need to get with the
[39:14] program. We need to stop listening to
[39:16] the drunken roommate.
[39:18] We need to start extricating ourselves
[39:22] from all of the limited ways of
[39:25] self-definition
[39:27] of the planet and just begin to be
[39:30] instruments of the light.
[39:32] Begin to train ourselves to know
[39:35] ourselves differently. This is the
[39:37] enormous population of popularity of
[39:39] yoga
[39:41] and the added
[39:42] principle of meditation
[39:45] and the general transition from I'm not
[39:47] religious but I'm spiritual
[39:50] which means there was a comedian in
[39:52] America,
[39:53] Garrison Keillor is his name,
[39:56] and he said um
[39:59] he said sitting in church and thinking
[40:02] that sitting in church makes you a
[40:04] Christian is like sitting in your garage
[40:07] and trying to become an automobile.
[40:11] Okay? [laughter]
[40:12] Which is a very
[40:14] goofy way of saying it's not what you
[40:16] look like, it's who you are.
[40:19] And that's why people have begun to say
[40:20] I'm not religious but I'm spiritual.
[40:23] And what that actually means is it's not
[40:25] something I'm putting on from the
[40:27] outside,
[40:28] it's something that's growing from the
[40:30] inside.
[40:32] It just doesn't matter what we look
[40:34] like.
[40:35] It's matter it matters exactly who we
[40:37] are. Oh, it doesn't matter
[40:39] how many how many things I I pasted on.
[40:43] The only thing that matters is who I
[40:45] have become.
[40:47] And we have you see energy is much more
[40:50] powerful than you know, by the time
[40:53] okay, anything that manifests in this
[40:55] world
[40:56] starts as an idea.
[40:59] People put energy into that idea and
[41:01] then it finally manifests.
[41:03] Now, how many of us have had really
[41:05] great ideas and we never put any energy
[41:08] into them, so they never manifested.
[41:11] This building
[41:13] it it there was a point in time when it
[41:16] wasn't here.
[41:18] Somebody had the idea, they put energy
[41:20] into it and then it manifested. Right
[41:23] now,
[41:25] the world we're going into
[41:27] is on the level of an idea.
[41:30] But all of us are putting energy into
[41:33] that idea
[41:35] by committing ourselves to a different
[41:37] understanding, different understanding
[41:39] of how we live, how we relate, how we
[41:43] conduct our the spiritual side of our
[41:45] lives,
[41:47] how we define ourselves,
[41:49] the courage we have in the face of
[41:51] challenging times. And that energy
[41:54] is creating this this tremendous force
[41:57] in the universe.
[41:59] My belief is Yogananda predicted that
[42:02] there would be surprise surprise, you
[42:04] know, that
[42:05] too many people have nuclear weapons
[42:08] and do not have the moral fiber not to
[42:10] use them.
[42:12] So, it's very likely going to happen and
[42:15] a whole lot of stuff is going to change
[42:17] around us tomorrow, 50 years from
[42:19] tomorrow, I don't know. Yogananda said
[42:22] this in 1950.
[42:24] Swami Kriyananda heard him. He said he
[42:26] announced it on Sunday, thought it was
[42:27] going to happen on Monday.
[42:29] So, all the years that I was with Swami,
[42:31] 45 years, every year it was is this the
[42:34] year? And then he passed away in 2013
[42:37] and here we are, but you can see it.
[42:39] You know, you can see it, whatever it's
[42:41] going to be.
[42:42] If we ourselves are completely dependent
[42:46] on the world around us just staying like
[42:48] it is,
[42:49] um, we're we're not going to be very
[42:52] strong.
[42:53] But if we have started already
[42:55] practicing,
[42:57] it's not what happens outside, it's how
[42:59] I respond.
[43:00] If my building begins to shake, do I
[43:02] just run outside screaming?
[43:05] You know, at least I had the a moment
[43:07] where I thought, huh, there's something
[43:08] wrong with the building. I didn't scream
[43:10] inside the building. It wasn't until I
[43:11] got outside.
[43:14] When my life begins to change or my
[43:16] circumstances begin to change,
[43:18] do I just begin to scream
[43:21] or have I practiced
[43:24] pausing, breathing,
[43:27] going inward, lifting my consciousness
[43:29] upward?
[43:31] You know,
[43:32] that's what that's what's required. And
[43:34] my belief is that when
[43:36] the big bumps come,
[43:39] that
[43:41] those of us who are left, who have been
[43:43] building this new society only
[43:45] energetically if not physically, I think
[43:47] it'll take us about 5 minutes to get
[43:49] organized
[43:51] because there's such an understanding.
[43:54] Oh, you know, I have four apples. You
[43:57] don't have any apples. Here's two of
[43:58] mine.
[44:00] It's just like, of course.
[44:02] >> That's it.
[44:03] >> Of course.
[44:04] And that's what all the saints and
[44:06] masters have also predicted.
[44:08] Hard times followed by some of the best
[44:11] times this planet has seen in a long
[44:13] while.
[44:14] But who's going to do it? What this
[44:16] world needs now
[44:18] is our own higher selves.
[44:20] And what we need, because we really
[44:22] can't depend
[44:24] on being supported in the ways that we
[44:26] were supported for so many generations,
[44:30] we have to be spiritual.
[44:32] We have to lift our consciousness to a
[44:34] higher level of attunement and not
[44:35] listen to the drunk roommate so much,
[44:38] but listen to that what they call the
[44:40] still small voice. Seek ye first the
[44:42] kingdom of God, Jesus said,
[44:45] and all things will be added unto you,
[44:46] meaning
[44:48] what you really seek,
[44:50] which is the fulfillment of your own
[44:51] nature.