Transcript
[0:00] If you sleep through the night and still
[0:03] wake up depleted, this practice is for
[0:06] that deep kind of tired.
[0:10] Tonight, your body can do what the trees
[0:13] do in autumn.
[0:15] It can let go [music] and be restored.
[0:19] Welcome to the mindful movement. I'm
[0:22] Sarah Raymond.
[0:24] I invite you to make yourself
[0:25] comfortable.
[0:29] Find the position your body likes best
[0:32] for sleep
[0:34] and let the bed take all of your weight.
[0:42] Your head on the pillow,
[0:48] your shoulders, and the whole length of
[0:50] your back.
[0:54] For now, the bed [music] can do the
[0:56] holding.
[1:03] You might notice the places where your
[1:06] body meets the support beneath you.
[1:11] The back of your head,
[1:14] your shoulders,
[1:17] your [music] hips,
[1:20] your heels.
[1:24] There is support under every one of them
[1:28] and it will stay there all night.
[1:37] Bring your attention to your breath now
[1:42] and this can begin the shift into ease.
[1:50] I'll guide you into a four, seven, eight
[1:54] breath count,
[1:57] then give you some space to continue on
[2:00] own.
[2:02] If this count doesn't feel comfortable,
[2:06] any count where your exhale is longer
[2:09] than your inhale
[2:11] can support your relaxation.
[2:16] When you're ready,
[2:18] I'll guide you to breathe in through
[2:20] your nose for a slow count of four,
[2:24] hold at the top of your inhale for a
[2:27] count of seven,
[2:29] and breathe out through your mouth for a
[2:32] count of eight.
[2:35] Beginning now,
[2:37] breathe in through your nose
[2:40] for a slow count of four.
[2:45] Hold at the top of your inhale for a
[2:48] count of seven,
[2:53] and breathe out through your mouth for a
[2:56] count of eight.
[3:04] Breathe in for four, three, two, one.
[3:11] Hold for seven, six, five, four, [music]
[3:16] three, two, one, and breathe out for
[3:20] eight, [music] seven, six, five, four,
[3:26] three,
[3:27] two,
[3:28] one.
[3:30] Continue on your own for as long as you
[3:33] like.
[3:40] Slow breath in for a count of four,
[3:44] hold gently for a count of seven,
[3:49] and breathe out for a count of eight.
[3:58] Letting your exhale be longer than your
[4:01] inhale
[4:03] is one of the simplest ways
[4:06] to let your nervous system know
[4:10] the day is done.
[4:12] You are safe.
[4:15] And
[4:17] you can switch over to rest.
[4:32] Now let your breath find its own pace.
[4:38] Your body knows how to breathe through
[4:40] the night
[4:43] without any help or focus from you.
[4:51] Now is the time to give yourself
[4:54] permission to truly rest.
[4:59] Somewhere in you
[5:01] a switch is starting to turn on the rest
[5:06] state.
[5:13] Perhaps for a long time
[5:16] your body has been running [music]
[5:19] on the side of the nervous system
[5:21] that's built for effort.
[5:28] It keeps you alert and pushes you
[5:31] through.
[5:34] It's a brilliant system
[5:38] and it was never meant to run all the
[5:41] time.
[5:48] There's another side to this system
[5:51] made for rest and repair.
[5:58] This is the parasympathetic nervous
[6:00] system
[6:03] and some call it
[6:05] the state of rest and digest.
[6:13] In this state, the heart slows,
[6:18] the breath [music] deepens,
[6:22] warmth returns to the belly and the
[6:25] hands,
[6:29] digestion picks up where it left off,
[6:35] and the body begins the real work of
[6:39] recovery,
[6:43] the mending
[6:45] and refilling
[6:47] that can only happen [music] once you
[6:50] are no longer bracing.
[6:57] That's the state you are shifting into
[7:00] tonight.
[7:07] As you listen, some of my words may
[7:10] arrive clearly
[7:14] and others may blur at the edges
[7:18] and drift away.
[7:23] Either way is right.
[7:29] The part of your mind that thinks
[7:32] and plans
[7:35] is allowed to rest
[7:38] and slow down now.
[7:46] A deeper part of you is listening
[7:49] underneath,
[7:52] and it keeps listening [music] as you
[7:55] fall asleep,
[8:01] taking in what it needs
[8:04] and letting the rest go.
[8:12] There's no need to follow along tonight.
[8:17] There's nothing to get right.
[8:25] Allow this intention
[8:28] to rest somewhere in you
[8:31] like a seed
[8:33] being planted
[8:35] in the ground.
[8:40] My body knows how to restore itself
[8:46] and that restoration
[8:48] is taking place tonight.
[8:57] And now allow your imagination to carry
[9:01] you somewhere else for a while.
[9:06] In your mind
[9:08] imagine
[9:10] it's late autumn
[9:12] near the end of the day
[9:19] and you're lying on a deep bed of fallen
[9:22] leaves
[9:25] at the foot of an old tree.
[9:33] The leaves beneath you are dry and soft
[9:38] and they give a little under your weight
[9:45] shaping themselves around your shoulders
[9:49] and your hips
[9:52] supporting you.
[10:00] The air is cool and smells of earth
[10:07] and of wood smoke drifting in from
[10:10] somewhere far off.
[10:18] The air, [music] the temperature,
[10:21] the scents,
[10:23] it's all perfect for you.
[10:32] Above you,
[10:33] the branches are mostly bare.
[10:38] A few last leaves of gold and copper
[10:41] still hang on,
[10:44] catching the last of the light.
[10:54] Every so often, one of them lets go.
[11:00] You can watch it come down,
[11:04] turning slowly in the air,
[11:08] taking all the time it needs
[11:12] until it settles on the forest floor
[11:16] without a sound.
[11:23] The old tree lets go
[11:26] from the top down.
[11:31] And your body can do the same,
[11:36] starting at the very top of your head.
[11:41] Each part of you can release
[11:44] the way a leaf does
[11:47] when it's ready,
[11:49] in its own time.
[11:54] The crown of your head
[11:56] and your scalp
[11:58] soften
[12:02] as if a hat you've worn all day is being
[12:05] lifted away.
[12:13] Your forehead smooths
[12:16] and your eyes
[12:19] relax.
[12:23] You let them grow soft and heavy behind
[12:27] your eyelids.
[12:32] Let them sink a little deeper
[12:35] as if they've been given permission to
[12:39] finally stop looking.
[12:47] Allow your jaw to unclench.
[12:55] Your back teeth can part.
[13:00] Your tongue can rest wide and heavy
[13:04] on the bottom of your mouth.
[13:12] You might notice a swallow
[13:15] or the beginning of a yawn.
[13:19] Those are good signs that your body
[13:22] [music]
[13:23] is shifting gears.
[13:31] Your throat softens.
[13:35] The back of your neck lets go.
[13:42] And your head grows heavier on the
[13:45] surface beneath you.
[13:53] You let your shoulders
[13:56] relax.
[14:00] And each breath out
[14:04] takes you a little further
[14:07] into ease,
[14:10] into a peaceful state.
[14:18] >> The heaviness
[14:20] that feels good
[14:23] in your body
[14:25] drifts down your arms,
[14:29] past your elbows,
[14:32] into your forearms,
[14:35] your wrists,
[14:37] and your hands.
[14:44] As your body moves into rest,
[14:48] your hands and fingers
[14:52] grow warm.
[15:00] The feelings in your hands and fingers
[15:04] tell you your body
[15:07] is opening up the channels
[15:11] of energy within you.
[15:19] As your chest softens,
[15:24] you feel your heart
[15:28] beating a little slower
[15:30] than when you began.
[15:38] Each long breath out
[15:42] lets it ease
[15:44] a little more.
[15:52] Your belly relaxes,
[15:56] and this is where so much restoration
[15:59] happens.
[16:03] It can be soft,
[16:06] rising on the breath in
[16:10] and falling on the breath out.
[16:19] If [music] you hear or feel a little
[16:22] gurgle,
[16:23] a little movement inside,
[16:26] that's [music] digestion.
[16:32] And it's one of the surest signs that
[16:35] your body feels safe enough to tend to
[16:38] itself.
[16:45] As you rest
[16:48] on the bed of leaves
[16:51] in the forest of your imagination,
[16:55] your body relaxes into the leaves.
[17:01] The long muscles
[17:04] along your spine release.
[17:13] Your hips,
[17:14] your pelvis
[17:17] heavy and settled.
[17:25] Your legs from your thighs all the way
[17:29] down to your calves
[17:31] are growing heavy
[17:35] like the leaves under you
[17:38] after a soft rain.
[17:46] And finally you notice your feet
[17:49] release.
[17:55] And the sense of relaxation can flow all
[17:59] the way down [music] to the soles of
[18:01] your feet
[18:04] and out through your heels
[18:07] into the ground.
[18:14] Your body lets go
[18:18] the way everything the tree lets go of
[18:21] comes to rest in [music] the soil.
[18:30] Your whole body now from the crown
[18:34] to you your heels
[18:37] is settling into the earth.
[18:42] This is what it feels like when your
[18:45] body begins to tend to itself.
[18:53] Your body is in the rest and digest
[18:57] state
[18:59] allowing true and deep healing [music]
[19:04] to take place now
[19:07] and to continue throughout the entire
[19:10] night.
[19:17] As your body shifts into rest
[19:22] it may do some unexpected things.
[19:27] A deep sigh
[19:30] a twitch in a leg or a hand
[19:34] a yawn
[19:37] or even tears with no story attached to
[19:40] them
[19:47] or a feeling of heaviness so complete
[19:52] you couldn't lift your arm even if you
[19:54] tried.
[20:01] All of these are the nervous system
[20:04] letting go
[20:06] of the charge it has been holding for a
[20:09] long time.
[20:15] They are signs that you are shifting
[20:18] into restoration.
[20:25] And if body feels a little slow to
[20:28] settle, that's all right too.
[20:37] A body that has been running on effort
[20:40] for a long time
[20:43] can take a little while to trust that
[20:46] rest is real
[20:49] and safe.
[20:56] The body learns the way a tree learns
[20:59] the seasons by going through them again
[21:03] and again.
[21:10] As you continue to allow your body and
[21:14] mind to settle [music]
[21:17] up above you,
[21:19] you see another leaf let's go.
[21:29] You can follow it down with your breath.
[21:34] As you breathe out, the leaf drifts.
[21:41] It turns
[21:44] slow and golden in the light.
[21:50] And as it falls, something in you lets
[21:54] go with it.
[22:01] You let go further into the bed of
[22:04] leaves,
[22:07] further from the busy surface of the
[22:10] day.
[22:17] As each leaf lands [music]
[22:20] and settles,
[22:23] the feeling of that landing ripples
[22:26] inward.
[22:28] Through your muscles
[22:31] and down into the deepest part of you
[22:35] where rest has been waiting [music]
[22:37] for a long time.
[22:45] Another leaf falls
[22:49] drifting and turning [music]
[22:52] coming down so slowly.
[22:57] And you go deeper into rest with it
[23:01] a little deeper than before.
[23:16] Every natural
[23:18] unhurried automatic breath
[23:21] takes you deeper into rest
[23:24] and recovery.
[23:32] And every leaf that lets go in your mind
[23:38] you let go even further.
[23:47] Long before this night
[23:50] while the leaves above you were still
[23:53] green
[23:56] the tree began to get ready.
[24:01] Through the last weeks of summer
[24:04] and into autumn
[24:07] it drew back what it could from its
[24:10] leaves
[24:13] the nutrients [music]
[24:14] it would need again.
[24:17] It pulled them inward
[24:20] down through the branches and the trunk
[24:25] and stored them deep in its roots
[24:30] where they could be safe through the
[24:32] winter.
[24:38] It brought its energy home
[24:41] from the far edges back to the center.
[24:50] Your body can do that too.
[24:57] All day your energy goes outward
[25:02] and tonight it can come back.
[25:06] Your energy can be drawn in from the
[25:10] edges
[25:14] and stored somewhere deep inside of you
[25:18] where it can rebuild.
[25:23] Feel that if you like.
[25:26] A slow drawing inward.
[25:35] Warmth [music]
[25:36] gathering in your belly and your chest.
[25:46] Your center
[25:48] grows [music] full
[25:50] while your edges grow soft and heavy.
[26:00] You are coming back to your center
[26:04] gathering and rebuilding your energy
[26:08] stores.
[26:15] You might begin to sense the energy
[26:18] returning from your fingertips [music]
[26:21] and your toes
[26:24] flowing back toward your center.
[26:33] Feel your edges soften a little more.
[26:43] There is a gentle rhythm
[26:46] forming
[26:47] between the gathering of energy
[26:51] and the softening of your edges.
[27:01] There is nothing you need to do tonight.
[27:06] Your rest and digest system
[27:11] will draw in the energy it needs
[27:16] filling the deepest places first.
[27:25] Then when it was ready, the tree let its
[27:29] leaves go.
[27:33] It grew a [music] thin
[27:36] careful seam
[27:38] where each leaf meets the branch.
[27:44] And when that seam was finished,
[27:47] the leaf could fall
[27:49] without leaving a wound.
[27:58] This is how the tree protects itself
[28:01] through the long cold.
[28:10] And the leaves don't disappear.
[28:14] They drift down to the forest floor
[28:18] where you're lying now
[28:21] in your imagination.
[28:28] Over the coming months, the rain softens
[28:31] the leaves.
[28:36] Very slowly,
[28:38] they begin to break down. [music]
[28:42] Leaf by leaf,
[28:44] they become
[28:46] dark, rich soil.
[28:52] And in the spring,
[28:54] that soil feeds the very tree they fell
[28:58] from.
[29:05] Nothing the tree let go of is wasted.
[29:10] Everything [music] it sets down
[29:13] becomes nourishment
[29:15] for what comes [music] next.
[29:23] Through the winter, the fallen leaves
[29:27] lie over the roots like a blanket,
[29:31] keeping the ground warmer than the air
[29:36] and holding the moisture in.
[29:44] The roots rest underneath,
[29:48] full of everything the tree drew down
[29:51] before the cold.
[29:59] Next spring's buds are already formed on
[30:02] the branches,
[30:04] wrapped tight [music] and waiting.
[30:09] The tree has nothing more to do.
[30:12] Its only work now is to rest.
[30:22] Something like this happens in you
[30:25] [music] every night that you truly rest.
[30:35] In the deepest stretches of sleep,
[30:39] your body turns toward repair.
[30:48] Muscles mend from the strain of the day.
[30:54] Your body releases what it uses
[30:57] to rebuild and grow.
[31:06] Your immune system does some of its most
[31:09] important work.
[31:13] And your brain,
[31:15] while you're far below the surface,
[31:18] rinses itself clear,
[31:21] washing away what the day left behind.
[31:24] [music]
[31:31] All of it happens in the dark,
[31:34] slowly and out [music] of sight.
[31:43] Give yourself permission to let go into
[31:47] this state of restoration.
[32:02] You can let go of your leaves
[32:05] and allow them to nourish you now.
[32:14] Whatever the previous months have used
[32:17] up within you [music]
[32:20] can be met here.
[32:28] You can [music] be met slowly,
[32:31] layer by layer and night [music]
[32:34] by night,
[32:36] the way soil is made.
[32:51] Now high above the bare branches, soft
[32:54] [music]
[32:55] autumn rain begins to fall.
[33:00] You hear it first,
[33:03] faint patter on the last few leaves,
[33:09] and then a steady rhythm as it reaches
[33:12] the forest floor all around you.
[33:21] It's the kind of rain that's easy to
[33:24] fall asleep to,
[33:27] slow and even.
[33:35] And this rain is warm,
[33:38] warmer than the evening air,
[33:42] as if [music] it still carries a little
[33:45] bit of the summer that came before.
[33:54] The first [music] gentle drops land on
[33:58] your forehead and your cheeks,
[34:02] as light as a breath.
[34:07] And you can let it fall on you the way
[34:10] [music]
[34:10] it falls on the leaves around you,
[34:14] simply arriving.
[34:22] The rain can move all the way through
[34:24] you,
[34:26] the way water finds its way down
[34:29] through the layers of fallen leaves
[34:33] and into the ground.
[34:41] As the rain
[34:43] lightly lands on your skin,
[34:48] it can rinse away whatever you no longer
[34:51] need to carry.
[34:59] It begins at the crown of your head.
[35:04] You might feel it there as a soft,
[35:08] warm
[35:09] tingling across your scalp,
[35:14] or simply as an idea.
[35:23] It rinses through your mind first.
[35:30] The conversations you keep replaying
[35:34] and the long list,
[35:39] the rain moves through all of it
[35:43] and the thoughts loosen their grip
[35:47] and begin to wash away
[35:50] like dust rinsed from a leaf.
[36:12] It feels good as the rain
[36:15] washes down through your face
[36:18] and your jaw,
[36:22] rinsing away any expressions you held
[36:32] down through your throat,
[36:35] carrying with it the words you
[36:38] swallowed.
[36:45] Moving into your shoulders,
[36:48] where so much has been carried. [music]
[36:56] The rain finds every place that has been
[36:59] bracing
[37:01] and softens it.
[37:09] The rain moves down your arms
[37:12] and out through your fingertips,
[37:18] through your chest
[37:20] and around your heart.
[37:28] The rain can move through without you
[37:30] naming anything that's there.
[37:34] And whatever is ready to go
[37:38] goes with it.
[37:45] Into your belly now and down through
[37:49] your hips.
[37:53] The rain
[37:55] is cleansing and restorative.
[38:00] Down through the length of your legs,
[38:06] rinsing tired muscles
[38:12] and moving out through the soles of your
[38:14] feet into the ground.
[38:23] Everything that's leaving you [music]
[38:25] can sink down into the earth now.
[38:34] You don't need to know what all of it
[38:36] is.
[38:39] The ground knows what to do with it.
[38:45] Down in the soil, it's received
[38:50] the way the fallen leaves are received.
[38:59] Over time, it all becomes soil,
[39:04] and the soil becomes nourishment.
[39:13] That is what the earth has always done
[39:17] with what has been let go.
[39:31] Slowly, the rain begins to ease.
[39:36] The patter on the leaves grows softer
[39:42] until there's only the occasional drop
[39:45] falling [music] from a branch.
[39:54] You may feel lighter now,
[39:57] rinsed clean all the way through.
[40:07] And now there is room.
[40:14] Beneath you, the earth is warm.
[40:23] All through autumn,
[40:25] the ground has been storing the warmth
[40:28] of the long summer days,
[40:32] and under [music] its blanket of leaves,
[40:36] it holds the warmth through the night.
[40:43] And some of it begins to rise toward you
[40:46] now. [music]
[40:53] >> You feel this warmth
[40:56] along the back of your body where it
[40:59] rests on the leaves.
[41:06] Moving into your legs,
[41:10] filling the places where the tiredness
[41:14] used to be.
[41:21] It rises along your spine [music]
[41:24] and spreads across your back.
[41:33] This is what it feels like
[41:38] to be refilled.
[41:42] Your body is rebuilding its reserves
[41:46] slowly
[41:48] while you rest.
[41:56] The earth offers this, the way it offers
[42:00] it to the trees
[42:02] freely
[42:04] through every long night of winter.
[42:12] Long after you fall asleep,
[42:15] it will keep rising,
[42:18] the warmth filling you a little more
[42:21] with each hour of the night.
[42:36] As you rest on the forest floor,
[42:40] a few words may drift down to you now
[42:45] the way the leaves do.
[42:51] You don't have to repeat them or hold on
[42:53] to them.
[42:56] Let each one land
[42:58] and become part of the ground you're
[43:00] resting on.
[43:10] My body knows how to restore itself.
[43:20] I can let my energy come home.
[43:29] I am allowed to
[43:31] refill.
[43:38] What I let go of can nourish what comes
[43:41] next.
[43:48] Rest is the real work my body is doing
[43:52] now. [music]
[43:59] I can trust the season I'm in.
[44:08] It is safe for my body to rest deeply.
[44:10] [music]
[44:17] My nervous system knows the way into
[44:20] rest.
[44:27] I release what I no longer need to
[44:30] carry.
[44:37] My energy is returning to me.
[44:46] My body is rebuilding while I sleep.
[44:56] I am allowed to be replenished.
[45:05] Every night as I sleep,
[45:08] I am a little more restored.
[45:17] My body knows how to restore itself.
[45:27] These words keep working on their own.
[45:32] The way leaves keep becoming soil
[45:36] long after anyone has stopped watching.
[45:52] Another leaf [music] let's go
[45:56] and another.
[46:03] The light
[46:05] has gone from the sky now
[46:08] and the forest has settled into night.
[46:18] The old tree stands over you
[46:22] bare and unhurried.
[46:28] Its strength gathered deep in its roots.
[46:39] Your strength [music]
[46:40] is gathering too
[46:43] down in the center of you
[46:47] where it can rebuild. [music]
[47:02] >> My voice can drift down with the leaves
[47:05] now,
[47:07] landing wherever it lands.
[47:16] Some of it will reach you
[47:18] and some of it
[47:20] will settle
[47:22] somewhere below conscious hearing.
[47:28] Either way, the restoration [music]
[47:31] goes on.
[47:45] The forest floor is holding you
[47:49] and the roots are holding everything
[47:51] you'll need for [music] spring.
[48:00] Sleep is coming down the way leaves come
[48:03] down,
[48:05] slowly,
[48:08] taking all the time it needs.
[48:23] Somewhere beneath you,
[48:27] a slow work of restoration [music]
[48:29] has already begun.
[48:37] Rain soaking into the leaves,
[48:42] roots resting [music] in the cool, dark
[48:45] earth.
[48:52] And in you,
[48:53] the same slow work [music] of
[48:55] restoration happens.
[49:04] >> muscles letting go of the day.
[49:13] You can [music] rest now.
[49:21] You can let go now.
[49:30] Nothing is required [music]
[49:31] of you.
[49:38] Everything in you
[49:40] is turning toward repair.
[49:49] And when morning comes,
[49:52] many hours from now,
[49:56] you may find a little more
[49:59] energy reserved
[50:02] than [music] you had
[50:03] when you laid down.
[50:17] Restoration builds the way soil builds
[50:23] layer [music] by layer
[50:26] each night.
[50:30] And every night of true rest
[50:34] adds to what is already there.
[50:43] Your body [music]
[50:44] will remember
[50:48] the way into restoration.
[50:58] And it will find it more easily next
[51:04] For now, there's only the forest at
[51:07] night [music]
[51:10] and the slow work
[51:12] going on [music] beneath you.
[51:20] Your body knows how to restore itself.
[51:27] Rest now.
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