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Manifesting Beyond the Ego: Why Enjoyment Can Be Your Abundance

Cathy Baumann
Cathy Baumann
May 9, 2026
10 min read
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A room goes quiet in the middle of a manifestation workshop. Someone has just said a sentence that changes the air. In a May 2026 video, the contemplative teacher Cathy Baumann describes that moment: "Our jaws all dropped," she recalls, and the words were, in essence, "Enjoyment is my abundance." From that single line, she builds an argument that the usual goals of manifestation, the house, the partner, the job, are really stand-ins for one thing, the enjoyment of being alive. Her claim is that the mind is the wrong instrument for reaching it. Visualization, mental pictures, and the lists we write for the universe keep the ego busy, and the ego, she says, is always looking sideways at what everyone else has. The alternative she offers is less a technique than a posture: breathe, rest in your essence, and let life show you what would bring more joy. It sounds simple. The video makes the case that it is harder, and more interesting, than it looks.

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Why Is Enjoyment a Better Goal Than the Dream House?

Baumann's opening move is a question she wants viewers to sit with: "What if the measure of all abundance is simply your level of enjoyment in life?" She asks why anyone seeks money, a relationship, or a new home, and answers her own question: "Is it not ultimately for enjoyment?" It is a reframing rather than a rejection. Abundance, on this reading, is not a pile of things but a felt condition, the sense that life is good to live.

The argument works because it moves the target. A house is a specific object with a specific price. Enjoyment is what the house was supposed to deliver in the first place. When you aim at the enjoyment directly, she suggests, you stop being disappointed by the gap between the picture in your head and the life you actually have. Her video makes the point that the first form of abundance is the one you are already experiencing when you are at ease in your body.

"What if the measure of all abundance is simply your level of enjoyment in life?"

— Cathy Baumann, May 2026 video (0:00)

What Is Wrong with Visualization, and What Was Right About It?

Baumann is careful not to dismiss the tradition she is questioning. She names The Secret, Neville Goddard, and the book The Secret Is Feeling, which she says she listened to and enjoyed. She also recalls a training from roughly 25 years ago, brought into the company where she worked, called Lou Tice Training, built around visualizing and "feeling the end, looking at your whole life." She calls this lineage "top-notch" and "groundbreaking," and she means it.

Her objection is specific. These methods, she argues, "get very mental," and that mental focus gives the ego a handle to grab. Once the ego is involved, it begins "seeking contentment from gaining things externally" all over again. Visualization can be a good pathway to explore and play with, she says, but eventually a practitioner realizes that true fulfillment lives somewhere else: "in your heart, in your embodiment, in presence."

"The only thing is, it gets very mental and there's a tendency for the ego to latch on and once again, start seeking contentment from gaining things externally."

— Cathy Baumann, May 2026 video (1:58)

This is the central distinction of the talk. The problem is not that you desire things. The problem is where the desiring comes from. A picture built in the mind draws on what the mind has already encountered, which is the same ground the ego walks on. Baumann's remedy is to move the source of the wish from the head toward the body and the heart.

What Does "Essence" Mean When the Mind Only Knows What It Has Seen?

The video's description, which Baumann's channel published alongside it, puts the core idea in a single pair of sentences: "The mind only knows everything it has seen. Your true essence knows what you would love more than anything you've ever seen or experienced." That is the logic underneath the whole talk. If the mind can only imagine from its catalogue of past experience, then it will always produce a version of the familiar. Essence, by contrast, is presented as a source of knowing that can point toward something unseen.

In the video, Baumann widens the frame to the universe. She asks listeners to consider that "God, the whole universe, creator, call it your higher self" are, as she puts it, "all one in the same," and that the individual is "a microcosm of the macrocosm." Her question is provocative: "What if God knows me better than I know myself?" She does not ask viewers to accept a theology, only to entertain a possibility that changes how wishing feels. If the universe already knows what is in your heart, then the wish does not have to be engineered. It can be offered.

She also names the trap of comparison. Her image is the neighborhood: "Look what the Joneses are doing next door. They got a big house." At that point, she says, the mind is "sitting over here without the big house." She calls this "mental, low-level, unconscious, old energy, separation, comparison games," and links it to the broader human pattern of "battling and fighting and greed and power." It is a bold connection, and she offers it as her view rather than as a settled argument.

How Do You Stop Fighting the Ego Instead of Feeding It?

One of the most useful instructions in the video concerns how to handle the ego. Baumann does not ask her audience to destroy it. She describes the ego and what she calls the "problem solver" or "survival aspect" as dedicated protectors. "It's not a bad thing," she says. "It's very, very dedicated to keeping you safe, to keeping your life on track." Her method is to dissolve the ego through presence and awareness, not confrontation.

"The more you dissolve the ego, not fighting it, not battling it, not demonizing it, the more you're simply aware of it in a state of non-judgment."

— Cathy Baumann, May 2026 video (2:37)

The working tool she returns to is breath, paired with a short self-address. She guides viewers to "take a breath and remember, I am that I am. I am creator. I am source." She pauses between lines, inviting the listener to feel the words rather than process them. Her ritual is simple enough to do in the middle of a day: breathe, name the presence, let the body settle. Whether the words land for a given person depends on that person, but the structure matters: the breath comes first, the story second.

What Happens When You Throw Your Wish List into the Fire?

The most theatrical moment in the talk is a ritual. Baumann asks viewers to "take all the stuff we've asked for, throw it into the fire pit," and then to speak a release: "I welcome the most enjoyable life possible. I welcome more and more enjoyment. And so it is." She closes with "be done with it." It is a gesture that asks for letting go, not as resignation but as a clearing.

Then comes the question she considers essential: what does the ego do next? Her answer is candid. "It's going to feel like it's lost a job," she says. The problem solver, the critical thinker, will come back looking for work. Her strategy is to give it a job that does not sabotage the process. Rather than let the ego scramble to make things happen, she suggests a counter-phrase.

"It's going to feel like it's lost a job... this problem solver in our brain, this critical thinker, this survival guy... it's going to come back and want a job to do. So, let's at least give it a job."

— Cathy Baumann, May 2026 video (6:25)

The job is a small sentence: "Hmm, life has my back." When the urge to fix things arises, the listener is to breathe and repeat it. Baumann says the old thoughts will keep arriving, the "yeah, but" thoughts about a newer car, the bank balance, whether friends really like you. The point is not to suppress them but to answer them with a different frame.

Can "Everything Is Perfect. Thank You." Really Change How You Feel?

The phrase Baumann returns to most often is "Everything is perfect. Thank you." She describes having been "playing with that one a lot," and she invites listeners to notice what happens in the body when they say it. "Feel how your body relaxes when we choose those words," she says, "not the thoughts of victimhood or disempowerment." Her claim is experiential. She is not offering a clinical result, but an invitation to test whether the body responds.

"Everything is perfect. Thank you. The whole universe, every particle of creation is conspiring for my enjoyment. Thank you."

— Cathy Baumann, May 2026 video (8:39)

She also speaks personally about the provision she has experienced: "I've never gone um without. So, life always has my back." Her reference point is "50 years," which she offers as a lived example rather than a rule for anyone else. The provocative question she leaves listeners with is her own: "How many years has life actually taken care of you?"

Language, for Baumann, is not neutral. She makes an observation about words that carry different charges for different people. She once described herself as "very stubborn," and she came to love that trait, because it meant "nobody's going to make me do something I don't want to do." Her reframing of the same quality into mastery is the real lesson: "Mastery of your mind and emotions is the greatest gift instead of being a victim. You become a master simply because you choose it. Nobody can knight you into masterdom." The shift is from a self-description that limits to one that empowers.

How Can You Try This Without Forcing It?

The practical thread running through the video is what Baumann calls "turning the dial" toward what feels good. Her instruction is to keep adjusting, paying attention to what the body and heart register, rather than checking a result. Several practices follow naturally from the talk.

  • When a wish arises, notice whether it is coming from the mind's catalogue of what others have, or from a felt sense of enjoyment.
  • Take a breath before acting on the urge. Say, in your own words, something like "life has my back."
  • Replace the disempowering thought with a phrase that calms the body, such as "Everything is perfect. Thank you."
  • Reexamine self-descriptions. A trait you label negatively may be a strength you can master.
  • Choose words that feel good to you personally, since the same word can lift one person and drain another.
  • Let the ego keep its job, but give it a gentler one than managing your outcomes.

None of this requires abandoning the older manifestation books. Baumann's position is that visualization is a legitimate stage that, at some point, reveals its limit. The shift she describes is from the mind as director to the mind as observer, and from the outcome as the goal to enjoyment as the living of it.

Where to go from here

The best way to test Baumann's ideas is to watch the full video, which runs about fourteen minutes, and to pay attention to the pauses where she asks you to breathe. Her channel also lists free classes, a blog, and group events in its description, and her book recommendations, including The Secret Is Feeling, are a natural next read for anyone interested in the feeling-based side of manifestation. If you try the practices, keep the experiment honest: notice what changes in your body, not only what changes in your circumstances. Abundance, in her framing, begins with the enjoyment you can feel right now.

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[0:00] What if the measure of all abundance is

[0:03] simply your level of enjoyment in life?

[0:08] Whether you're looking for money, a

[0:10] relationship, a job, a new home, at the

[0:13] end of the day, why are you seeking this

[0:16] thing called abundance?

[0:18] Is it not ultimately for enjoyment?

[0:22] Recently I did a manifestation/abundance

[0:26] workshop or we're still doing it and

[0:28] somebody said something really profound.

[0:32] Our jaws all dropped and I felt it in

[0:33] every cell of my body. She said,

[0:36] "Enjoyment is my abundance." Maybe she

[0:40] said, "My abundance is enjoyment." Any

[0:43] which way, there was this big pause.

[0:46] Like you felt the air in the room open

[0:49] up and it was just like, "Yeah, that's

[0:52] it."

[0:53] So, rather than trying to manifest this,

[0:57] that, and the other thing

[0:59] through visualization, through mental,

[1:01] you know, law of attraction stuff, which

[1:03] it's all great.

[1:05] But let's face it, we are in a new

[1:07] energy.

[1:08] If you are truly into embodying your

[1:12] source consciousness, then I encourage

[1:14] you to go beyond the mental games of law

[1:18] of attraction type manifestation. Now,

[1:21] I'm not knocking it, it's wonderful,

[1:23] it's beautiful. Go read The Secret or

[1:25] whatever you want to do.

[1:27] You know, it was probably 25, I don't

[1:30] know, -ish years ago

[1:32] that the company I worked for brought in

[1:34] this training called Lou Tice Training

[1:36] and it was all about visualizing,

[1:38] feeling the end, looking at your whole

[1:41] life.

[1:42] The same type of teachings that have

[1:45] been really top-notch on this planet,

[1:48] groundbreaking, beautiful for decades

[1:51] and centuries, I'm sure. Neville Goddard

[1:54] type stuff, who I love and adore.

[1:56] The book recently, The Secret is

[1:58] Feeling. I listened to and it's

[2:00] fabulous.

[2:02] The only thing is, it gets very mental

[2:06] and there's a tendency for the ego to

[2:08] latch on and once again, start seeking

[2:12] contentment

[2:13] from gaining things externally.

[2:17] So,

[2:18] it's a good pathway to explore and to

[2:21] play with, but at some point you realize

[2:25] that all the true

[2:27] fulfillment comes in your heart, in your

[2:30] embodiment, in presence.

[2:33] And the more we embody who we truly are,

[2:36] the more your heart opens, the more you

[2:37] dissolve the ego,

[2:39] not fighting it, not battling it, not

[2:41] demonizing it, the more you're simply

[2:43] aware of it in a state of non-judgment,

[2:48] the more your essence fills every cell

[2:51] of your body, the manifestations start

[2:54] taking care of themselves.

[2:56] But, I must say, there is this little

[2:59] problem solver,

[3:01] this survival aspect in all of us. Mine

[3:06] gets very loud, that wants to make sure

[3:10] that it is doing its job. It's not a bad

[3:14] thing. It's very, very dedicated to

[3:17] keeping you safe, to keeping your life

[3:20] on track and that's kind of a sweet and

[3:22] beautiful thing, isn't it?

[3:25] So, what do we do about this problem

[3:27] solver and this whole manifestation and

[3:32] abundance topic?

[3:36] We take a breath

[3:38] and remember, I am that I am. I am

[3:41] creator. I am source. Feel it with me.

[3:45] >> [sighs]

[3:45] >> And then ask yourself the question, what

[3:48] if actually God, the whole universe,

[3:52] creator, call it your higher self if

[3:55] you'd like, for it's all one in the

[3:56] same. What if

[3:59] the real me and the whole universe, the

[4:02] microcosm, the macrocosm, you are a

[4:05] microcosm of the macrocosm.

[4:08] You're part of it. What if

[4:11] the whole universe knows what's in my

[4:14] heart even better

[4:16] than the mind?

[4:18] Oh.

[4:20] Amazing concept, huh? What if God knows

[4:22] me better than I know myself?

[4:25] What if the ego, the mind, can only ask

[4:29] for everything it's ever seen? What if

[4:31] it's looking at everybody else saying,

[4:33] "Look what the Joneses are doing next

[4:35] door. They got a big house. They got a

[4:36] big car. They're all smiling. They seem

[4:38] so happy." I'm sitting over here without

[4:41] the big house. What if that is all

[4:44] mental, low-level, unconscious, old

[4:47] energy, separation, comparison games?

[4:51] That is exactly what got humanity into,

[4:55] we'll call it, the current situation of

[4:57] battling and fighting and greed and

[5:00] power.

[5:02] Take a breath.

[5:04] Welcome your highest consciousness in

[5:06] through the breath.

[5:09] Ah. [sighs]

[5:10] Feel your presence. Feel your heart.

[5:13] Feel your connection to all that is.

[5:17] And what if it's as easy as saying,

[5:21] "I welcome more love into my life. I

[5:23] welcome more love, more light,

[5:27] and more of myself. Show me what I would

[5:30] enjoy more than ever."

[5:32] Because that's the real abundance, a

[5:34] life that we enjoy.

[5:36] Whether that's a new house, a new

[5:39] relationship,

[5:41] a new car, a job, a creation, some new

[5:45] creativity

[5:47] coming out from within you, new ideas.

[5:51] What if you don't have to try to define

[5:53] and create pictures in your head?

[5:57] So, do it with me right now. Let's take

[6:00] all the stuff we've asked for, throw it

[6:02] into the fire pit.

[6:04] >> [sighs and gasps]

[6:04] >> All right, creator self, I welcome the

[6:07] most enjoyable life possible. I welcome

[6:09] more and more enjoyment. And so it is.

[6:12] Namaste.

[6:13] And be done with it.

[6:18] Now what do we do?

[6:21] >> [gasps]

[6:21] >> Now what is the ego going to do?

[6:24] Well,

[6:25] it's going to feel like it's lost a job.

[6:29] It's going to feel

[6:31] what do I need to do to make this

[6:32] happen?

[6:35] This problem solver in our brain, this

[6:38] critical thinker, this survival guy,

[6:40] again, bravo, bravo, but it's going to

[6:43] come back and want a job to do. So,

[6:45] let's at least give it a job so we don't

[6:48] keep going down the same

[6:50] path of

[6:53] we'll say messing with the beautiful,

[6:57] majestical, and divine creations that

[7:00] are coming into our lives. Because when

[7:02] we don't trust and then we start trying

[7:05] to get involved, we keep pushing away

[7:07] the very things that the whole universe,

[7:09] all of creation, is trying to bring into

[7:12] our lives.

[7:14] You know, I'm not just Kathy. I am that

[7:16] I am.

[7:17] Say it with me. I am creation

[7:21] embodied. I am life. Life has my back.

[7:26] If I can just trust and flow and let

[7:29] everything unfold, life is going to

[7:31] bring me so much more beauty.

[7:35] So, what do we do now with the poor

[7:38] little ego sitting here tap, tap, tap?

[7:42] I got to do something.

[7:44] So, let's give your mind a job.

[7:48] When this urge comes up, take a breath

[7:51] and say, "Hmm,

[7:53] life has my back."

[7:55] Yeah, but yeah, but you know, I wouldn't

[7:57] mind a newer car and how much money's in

[7:59] the bank and, you know, do my friends

[8:01] really like me?

[8:03] Whatever whatever thoughts come in,

[8:06] right? We all have these

[8:07] um

[8:08] doubting

[8:09] thoughts where we feel disempowered

[8:11] where maybe my life isn't so great.

[8:13] Maybe I need to get busy and start

[8:14] working on this.

[8:16] So, take a breath

[8:19] and just say, "Everything is perfect.

[8:21] Thank you."

[8:23] Everything is perfect. Thank you. I've

[8:25] been playing with that one a lot. It

[8:26] feels so good and

[8:29] life has my back.

[8:30] Everything is perfect. Thank you.

[8:33] The whole universe, every particle of

[8:36] creation is conspiring for my enjoyment.

[8:39] Thank you.

[8:42] Feel that in your body. Feel how your

[8:44] body relaxes when we choose those words,

[8:47] those thoughts, not the thoughts of

[8:49] victimhood or disempowerment.

[8:52] Everything is perfect. Thank you. And

[8:56] you know what? I am set for life

[8:59] because so far for me it's 50 years.

[9:02] What about you? How many years has life

[9:04] actually taken care of you?

[9:07] I've never gone um

[9:09] without.

[9:11] So, life

[9:13] always has my back. Feel those words and

[9:16] choose words of your own. So, I'm giving

[9:18] you some words that I like to play with.

[9:20] Sometimes a word can create a vibration

[9:23] because of how you interpret those

[9:25] words. And for some of us, one word can

[9:28] be very positive.

[9:30] For another person, that word can have a

[9:32] negative association.

[9:35] I used to say, "I'm very stubborn." And

[9:37] I love that about myself because, damn

[9:39] it, nobody's going to make me do

[9:40] something I don't want to do." That's a

[9:42] great quality. My stubbornness is what

[9:46] has made me say, "Damn it, I will master

[9:49] the mind, the emotions, this life."

[9:52] Mastery of your mind and emotions is

[9:56] um the greatest gift instead of being a

[9:58] victim.

[9:59] You become a master simply because you

[10:01] choose it. Nobody can knight you into

[10:04] masterdom. You just you work it out.

[10:08] Mostly,

[10:09] I've worked it out in presence, of

[10:11] course, as that's the source of all

[10:13] manifestation.

[10:15] But,

[10:17] choose words that feel good to you.

[10:21] Give yourself permission

[10:24] to be abundant, to enjoy life. Give

[10:27] yourself permission to feel great about

[10:29] yourself, to feel great about life.

[10:33] When you feel great about life,

[10:37] life blooms and blossoms. When you feel

[10:41] great about yourself, it helps to

[10:42] dissolve a lot of that fear and a lot of

[10:45] that old energy.

[10:46] So, keep turning the dial to what feels

[10:50] really good in your body, in your heart.

[10:52] And you can always tell what feels good.

[10:55] Now, that's kind of a

[10:57] that could be interpreted a lot of

[10:59] different ways. So, let me explain. What

[11:01] feels good? When your body takes a deep

[11:04] breath,

[11:06] ha, [sighs] and your diaphragm drops

[11:08] down,

[11:09] and you feel grounded

[11:12] and safe in your reality, that's what I

[11:15] mean by feels good. Love or fear. So,

[11:18] when you feel more love and less fear.

[11:22] And love could also be called safety,

[11:26] calmness, peacefulness, and knowing that

[11:29] all is well, lighter, brighter, like

[11:32] you're hopeful for the future rather

[11:34] than doom and gloom.

[11:37] Choose some words

[11:39] that feel good for you. So,

[11:42] back to manifestation. All right,

[11:43] universe, bring me stuff I'd enjoy.

[11:45] Thank you very much. That's all. Just

[11:46] keep bringing more and more love, more

[11:48] light, more enjoyment into my life. Done

[11:50] deal.

[11:53] Do you have to write like a 20-page

[11:54] manual now and hand it over to your

[11:56] angelic team?

[11:58] Or do you think that maybe your true

[12:00] self, who's eternal,

[12:02] knows you better than everything you've

[12:04] ever been taught?

[12:06] >> [sighs and gasps]

[12:06] >> Ah, all right. Now, we take a break,

[12:08] step back. Hmm, this thing is Of course

[12:11] it's going to want to do a job. So,

[12:13] let's come up with some beautiful words

[12:15] that reiterate, call them, I don't know,

[12:18] mantras if you want. They're not really

[12:20] mantras. It's about feeling the words in

[12:22] your body and feeling how your body

[12:24] opens up and your energy field relaxes.

[12:28] And you can eventually stop using the

[12:31] words, as I often do, and I just turn

[12:33] the dial to woo.

[12:35] >> [snorts]

[12:36] >> I am all that is. I just feel it. And I

[12:38] always have a hard time trying to guide

[12:40] people into

[12:42] this experience of embodiment because

[12:46] when you feel your

[12:48] eternal beingness, your connection to

[12:50] all that is, I mean, sometimes it feels

[12:52] empty. And in the emptiness it feels

[12:54] like everything. You feel like

[12:56] everything and nothing.

[12:58] Uh, sometimes it comes through as

[13:00] lightness, brightness. Sometimes it

[13:02] feels like a warm, fluid, beautiful

[13:06] embrace

[13:07] through every cell of your body. Number

[13:09] one, it doesn't feel like one thing.

[13:10] Number two, it's intangible and you

[13:12] can't

[13:13] really describe it. And it's not meant

[13:15] to be conceptualized. It's meant to be

[13:18] explored and experienced by you

[13:20] personally.

[13:22] So, I'm trying to start with some words

[13:24] to get you there.

[13:26] But in truth, the most powerful thing

[13:28] you can do is just

[13:30] turn the dial

[13:32] and feel it.

[13:34] I exist.

[13:38] And if you take some time to be silent

[13:41] and feel,

[13:44] I find that helps, too, where you feel

[13:46] yourself

[13:48] permeated and melted through

[13:51] every particle of reality. So,

[13:55] true abundance is enjoyment

[13:59] or whatever word works for you. Thank

[14:01] you so much for joining me. If you

[14:03] enjoyed this video, you can like,

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[14:07] below for free resources and offerings.

[14:12] I wish you the most enjoyable day

[14:13] possible.

[14:15] Namaste.

Cathy Baumann
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In her May 2026 video, Baumann asks whether the goal behind money, relationships, or a home is ultimately enjoyment. She argues that abundance is best understood as a felt level of enjoyment in life rather than the accumulation of things.
No. She says she is not knocking manifestation or the books she mentions, and she calls them wonderful. Her point is that visualization becomes very mental, which gives the ego a way to seek fulfillment externally, so she recommends moving toward embodiment and presence.
She describes the ego, or mind, as a survival-oriented problem solver that only knows what it has seen before. True essence, by her account, knows what you would love more than anything you have experienced, and it can be accessed through breath, presence, and the heart.
Baumann recommends not fighting or demonizing the ego, but becoming aware of it in a state of non-judgment. She also suggests giving the problem-solver a small job, such as repeating the phrase 'Hmm, life has my back' when the urge to fix things appears.
In the video, Baumann pairs it with a breath and the affirmation 'I am creator. I am source.' She presents it as a way to reconnect with a higher self or universal presence, rather than as a fixed theological statement.
She explains that when you release your wish list, the ego may feel it has no task left and will come back looking for something to do. She suggests giving it a gentler job, like affirming that life has your back, so it does not interfere with what the universe is trying to bring.

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