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[0:00] A physician diagnosed with fatal bone
[0:03] cancer and deeply depressed finds relief
[0:06] from despair only when he runs. One
[0:09] early morning running is overcome by
[0:12] a sensation of light, clear, soft light
[0:16] as the light was filling my bones as the
[0:18] light were infusing each bone. I saw it
[0:22] light penetrating those bones right
[0:24] through to the marrow. The next week his
[0:27] x-rays are clear. He says, I told my
[0:30] wife when it was happening, no one else
[0:33] and this part I never told anyone. I
[0:36] know that's what cured me. The light
[0:39] crowded out those cancer cells. I don't
[0:41] know how, but I know it did.
[0:48] >> [music]
[0:50] >> Thank you.
[0:52] I'm delighted to be with the
[0:53] Theosophical Society in America for the
[0:55] launch of my new book Anomalous
[0:58] Phenomena.
[0:59] Theosophy is sometimes thought of as
[1:01] belonging to a particular moment in
[1:03] history.
[1:04] Well, that's true.
[1:06] But only as part of a larger truth.
[1:09] Theosophy is a vision that keeps
[1:11] unfolding.
[1:13] A perennial inquiry into the nature of
[1:15] reality.
[1:16] And your society gave that inquiry a
[1:19] charter. It's third object is quote, to
[1:23] investigate unexplained laws of nature
[1:26] and the powers latent in humanity. End
[1:30] quote.
[1:31] That sentence could be the subtitle of
[1:33] my book.
[1:34] To be welcomed among people who take
[1:37] that object seriously is an honor
[1:40] and a chance to cultivate a field of
[1:43] common endeavor.
[1:47] My book asks one question.
[1:50] What more are we?
[1:54] What more are we?
[1:57] Let that sit for a moment.
[2:00] What more points to territories of human
[2:03] experience larger than we usually
[2:05] reckon.
[2:06] Extraordinary potentials we share with
[2:08] nature at large.
[2:10] Let me offer five snapshots
[2:13] of that larger territory.
[2:15] One,
[2:16] a woman on a bus finds yourself smelling
[2:19] the perfume
[2:20] her brother's ex-wife used to wear.
[2:23] She hasn't smelled it in 30 years.
[2:26] The bus stops.
[2:28] Her former sister-in-law
[2:30] steps aboard.
[2:32] She hasn't seen her in that long.
[2:36] Two,
[2:37] a woman senses that her partner's son is
[2:40] in trouble.
[2:41] She calls her partner and he worries
[2:43] enough to track his son down.
[2:46] The son has been in a serious car
[2:49] accident.
[2:50] The father arrives just in time to make
[2:52] a decision
[2:54] about surgery that probably saves his
[2:56] son's life.
[2:59] Three,
[3:00] a physician
[3:02] diagnosed with fatal bone cancer and
[3:04] deeply depressed finds relief from
[3:07] despair only when he runs.
[3:10] One early morning
[3:11] running
[3:12] he's overcome by quote a sensation of
[3:16] light.
[3:17] Clear, soft light. As though light was
[3:20] filling my bones. As though light were
[3:23] infusing each bone.
[3:25] I saw it.
[3:27] Light penetrating those bones. Right
[3:30] through to the marrow.
[3:32] End quote.
[3:33] The next week
[3:35] his x-rays are clear.
[3:38] He says
[3:39] I told my wife when it was happening.
[3:42] No one else.
[3:43] And this part I never told anyone.
[3:47] I know
[3:49] that's what cured me.
[3:50] The light crowded out those cancer
[3:53] cells.
[3:54] I don't know how,
[3:56] but I know it did.
[3:59] Four.
[4:00] A student's rare hand-carved harp is
[4:04] stolen from a theater in Oakland,
[4:06] California.
[4:07] Police,
[4:09] instrument dealers,
[4:10] media appeals,
[4:12] nothing.
[4:14] A friend of the student's mother
[4:15] suggests a dowser.
[4:18] Skeptical, but with nothing to lose,
[4:21] the mother phones Harold McCoy,
[4:23] president of the American Society of
[4:26] Dowsers in Arkansas.
[4:28] Over the phone,
[4:30] working from a street map,
[4:32] he pinpoints an address in Oakland.
[4:35] She posts reward flyers there.
[4:38] Soon,
[4:40] a neighbor returns the harp.
[4:44] Five.
[4:45] A book editor and his wife spend hours
[4:48] searching their Portland, Maine home for
[4:50] her missing iPod. Every drawer, every
[4:54] cabinet, every unlikely hiding spot.
[4:57] They give up and order a replacement.
[5:00] Three weeks later, they arrive at their
[5:02] Bar Harbor, Maine home, 100 miles away,
[5:06] a house they haven't visited since the
[5:08] iPod disappeared.
[5:10] They walk into the kitchen.
[5:13] There it sits,
[5:14] on the counter,
[5:16] by its dock.
[5:19] Hold on to that last one.
[5:21] We'll be back to it.
[5:24] These events struck like annunciations.
[5:28] Every one of these people was bowled
[5:30] over by something that blurred the clean
[5:32] lines of what they thought the world
[5:34] allows.
[5:36] And each came to sense that our
[5:37] conventional maps of nature and reality
[5:40] are missing something fundamental.
[5:43] A connectedness between us and the
[5:46] material world. So profound, it defies
[5:49] the expected laws of nature.
[5:53] After decades of covering remarkable
[5:55] encounters as a journalist, what stops
[5:59] me cold isn't the phenomena themselves,
[6:02] astonishing as they are.
[6:04] It's the reaction.
[6:06] The self-appointed gatekeepers of reason
[6:09] who thump the table for the scientific
[6:11] method turn their backs the second the
[6:15] evidence doesn't wear their uniform.
[6:18] They don't debate it.
[6:19] They don't test it.
[6:21] They just say,
[6:23] "No."
[6:25] What's the logic of shutting the door
[6:27] before you peek through?
[6:30] This isn't just about oddities.
[6:33] It's about how we know anything at all.
[6:36] Call it epistemology.
[6:38] Sounds like a bad Scrabble hand, but
[6:40] it's philosophy's word for a simple
[6:42] question.
[6:44] Why do we trust some ways of seeing and
[6:47] refuse to consider others?
[6:49] When someone declares telepathy
[6:51] impossible, they aren't arguing from
[6:52] proof.
[6:54] They're reciting a rulebook.
[6:56] Well, reality doesn't read rulebooks,
[6:59] and it doesn't need them. It votes on
[7:01] its own contents.
[7:04] And what reality seems to vote for is
[7:06] not the neat binary trap of mind versus
[7:10] matter.
[7:11] It votes for a remarkable spectrum in
[7:14] which the two dance.
[7:17] You will recognize that from your own
[7:19] literature, which speaks of matter and
[7:21] consciousness as two polar aspects of
[7:24] one ultimate reality.
[7:26] That is the premise of my book.
[7:30] So, here's how we'll proceed,
[7:32] the way I might at a bookstore reading.
[7:36] Story first,
[7:38] theory later.
[7:40] We'll begin in a cellar in England,
[7:42] then a red dirt cemetery in East Texas,
[7:46] then six more stops,
[7:48] Navajo country,
[7:50] California apartment,
[7:52] the human body,
[7:54] polar ice and the open Atlantic,
[7:57] the Amazon and the night skies over
[8:00] upstate New York.
[8:03] Only at the end will I step back and
[8:05] tell you what I think it might all mean.
[8:09] Imagine an early autumn afternoon in
[8:12] England's flat country
[8:14] on the border of Norfolk and Suffolk.
[8:17] Rain-soaked ground,
[8:20] hedgerows thick with blackberries that
[8:22] nobody has picked.
[8:24] A sign half covered in ivy,
[8:26] "Skull
[8:28] 2 miles."
[8:29] At the end of a gravel lane stands a
[8:31] farmhouse that has been waiting there
[8:33] since the Magna Carta.
[8:36] Downstairs, a cellar.
[8:39] Stone walls, cool and damp with a faint
[8:42] metallic smell like old batteries.
[8:45] In the middle of the room,
[8:47] a plain table
[8:49] built to prevent tricks.
[8:51] On it,
[8:53] a quartz crystal the size of a fist and
[8:55] a small recorder
[8:57] ready to capture every sound.
[9:00] The people who gathered there called the
[9:02] room
[9:04] the skull hole.
[9:07] In 1993,
[9:09] four people began sitting in that
[9:11] cellar.
[9:13] Robin and Sandra Foy,
[9:15] Allen and Diana Bennett.
[9:18] No scientists among them,
[9:20] curious people who wanted to know what
[9:21] happens when the pulse stops
[9:24] and whether the light goes out
[9:27] or goes somewhere else.
[9:29] Robin handled the logistics. Sandra,
[9:32] sharp-eyed, tracked every detail.
[9:35] Allen and Diana were seasoned trance
[9:37] mediums. They weren't after fame or
[9:39] money.
[9:40] Over 5 years, they would sit in that
[9:43] dark
[9:44] 466
[9:47] times.
[9:49] They sat under the direction of what
[9:50] they called the spirit team,
[9:53] whose one rule was no light at all, not
[9:56] even infrared. So, they sat in total
[9:59] darkness,
[10:00] luminous wristbands showing where
[10:03] everyone's hands were at all times.
[10:07] Then,
[10:08] the voices began.
[10:10] A deep, calm voice called Manu speaking
[10:13] through the mediums, a Victorian lady
[10:16] Emily Bradshaw with a sharp sense of
[10:19] humor.
[10:20] When the sitters asked about ectoplasm,
[10:24] that gooey staple of old seances, Mrs.
[10:28] Bradshaw quipped through Diana, "No
[10:31] sticky nonsense. Keeps the laundry bill
[10:34] down."
[10:36] And then,
[10:37] the evidence came.
[10:39] And it climbed like rungs on a ladder.
[10:42] Rung one,
[10:44] lights. Small orbs darting from floor to
[10:47] ceiling.
[10:48] Rung two, voices. Speaking in the dark
[10:52] with the recorders running.
[10:54] Rung three,
[10:56] hands.
[10:58] Warm, solid hands and arms taking shape,
[11:02] asking permission before they touched
[11:04] anyone.
[11:05] Robin felt the embrace of his late
[11:08] parents and his sister.
[11:10] Rung four,
[11:12] apports.
[11:14] April 4, 1994.
[11:16] In the dark, a penny dated 1891 hits the
[11:21] table with a clink. Cold copper.
[11:25] A silver Churchill crown follows, heavy.
[11:28] Then, a newspaper, The The Express of
[11:31] April 1, 1944
[11:34] headlines about Allied troops in Italy.
[11:39] 50 years old and it looked untouched by
[11:41] time.
[11:43] The Society for Psychical Research sent
[11:45] a sample to the paper industry research
[11:48] association. Their verdict, genuine
[11:52] wartime newsprint.
[11:55] A brooch,
[11:56] a dog tag, a piece of quartz. The group
[11:59] called them apports,
[12:01] a French word for brought
[12:04] or to bring.
[12:05] Things brought.
[12:07] The spirits called them gifts.
[12:11] Remember the iPod on the kitchen counter
[12:13] in Bar Harbor?
[12:15] Same family of event.
[12:17] Objects turning up where they could not
[12:20] have come from.
[12:22] Rung five,
[12:24] film.
[12:25] October 1996,
[12:28] Manu asks for a camera.
[12:30] Loaded with fresh film from sealed
[12:33] boxes,
[12:35] the camera rises off the table,
[12:38] snaps 11 times in 20 seconds,
[12:41] and settles back down.
[12:43] Then in January 1997, the spirit team
[12:47] asks for something stranger. Unopened
[12:50] film, please.
[12:52] No camera.
[12:53] The group places the unopened boxes on
[12:56] the table and waits in the dark.
[12:59] When it's developed,
[13:01] artwork,
[13:02] faces of the dead,
[13:04] a handwritten poem signed Wordsworth,
[13:08] and one image of a man inside a bubble
[13:11] staring out.
[13:13] Now, who was watching all this?
[13:15] The British Society for Psychical
[13:17] Research sent investigators. Montagu
[13:21] Keen, Arthur Ellison, David Fontana.
[13:25] Ellison was an electrical engineer and
[13:27] professor emeritus.
[13:29] Fontana, a psychologist with years of
[13:32] fraud busting behind him.
[13:35] They checked the locks.
[13:37] They checked the seals on the film.
[13:39] Their report, 400 pages in the society's
[13:42] proceedings in 1999,
[13:46] found no fraud.
[13:48] As they saw it, the phenomena
[13:51] appeared to be real.
[13:54] What did the spirit team say was going
[13:57] on?
[13:58] Not miracles.
[14:00] Manu described the beyond as no static
[14:03] heaven, no clouds or harps, but layers
[14:06] of consciousness.
[14:08] A network that grew.
[14:11] Their goal, he said, was not just to
[14:13] prove they existed. That was too small.
[14:17] They wanted a bridge.
[14:18] We use an energy matrix, vibrations
[14:22] shaped by your intent. And Mrs.
[14:25] Bradshaw, with her usual bluntness,
[14:28] think of it like a web, ducks.
[14:31] We spin it, you catch it, and out pops a
[14:34] penny.
[14:36] In 1998,
[14:39] the spirit team announced that the
[14:40] energy had shifted.
[14:43] The cellar went quiet.
[14:45] It ended the way autumn leaves let go of
[14:47] a branch.
[14:49] No storm, no snapping sound.
[14:52] The four sat a while longer because how
[14:55] do you just leave?
[14:57] How do you shut the door on years of
[15:00] voices, years of light
[15:03] from nowhere?
[15:05] And such questions don't stay in one
[15:08] place.
[15:09] They travel.
[15:11] Not in England this time,
[15:13] but across the Atlantic.
[15:15] In the pine shadowed reaches of East
[15:17] Texas,
[15:18] where a child barely old enough to share
[15:20] his dreams, carries a message from one
[15:24] who has gone before.
[15:28] From a cellar in Norfolk
[15:30] to a dirt road in East Texas,
[15:33] Courtney La Fall
[15:35] lives here.
[15:37] He's a financial planner
[15:39] tethered to numbers, but born of a soil
[15:41] that laughs at ledgers.
[15:44] His grandmother Hazel raised him, and
[15:47] Hazel
[15:48] had ways of knowing.
[15:51] Once in his college days, a football hit
[15:53] numbed Courtney's arm on the field.
[15:57] The phone rang.
[15:58] Hazel, miles away,
[16:01] "What's wrong with your arm?"
[16:04] No one had called her. No one had told
[16:06] her. She simply knew
[16:08] as naturally as dawn.
[16:12] Now Courtney has sons of his own.
[16:14] Logan is three. One summer night he
[16:17] wakes trembling, eyes wide from a
[16:20] disturbing dream.
[16:22] In the dream, a man he has never met,
[16:25] his great-grandfather, stands firm and
[16:27] speaks clearly.
[16:29] He has a message for Logan's dad,
[16:32] Courtney.
[16:34] "He was in a burning house,"
[16:36] Logan says.
[16:37] "He couldn't get out.
[16:39] He was sad he couldn't see you.
[16:42] He had something to tell you before he
[16:43] died in the fire."
[16:46] The words hit Courtney like a fist.
[16:49] Tears came fast because he knows it's
[16:51] true.
[16:52] His great-grandfather, a pillar of the
[16:55] church, died in a house fire before
[16:57] Logan was born.
[16:59] Nobody had ever told Logan. A toddler,
[17:03] barely stringing words together, speaks
[17:05] it plain
[17:06] as if in a trance.
[17:08] Father's Day.
[17:10] Courtney goes to the grave.
[17:13] He says out loud, "Hey,
[17:16] I'm here.
[17:17] What did you want to tell me?
[17:19] And the words come, he says, on the
[17:22] wind.
[17:23] By the little red house.
[17:27] Courtney and his wife Christie had been
[17:28] looking for a getaway place. And near
[17:31] their property stood a little red house.
[17:35] I told my realtor I only wanted that
[17:38] place, Courtney says.
[17:40] They drive down dirt roads, the GPS
[17:43] stuttering,
[17:44] insisting it's a cemetery.
[17:47] Then the name lands.
[17:50] The family who had enslaved Courtney's
[17:52] ancestors
[17:53] lay buried there,
[17:55] beside the very people they had
[17:57] enslaved.
[17:58] The owner says,
[18:00] "Not for sale."
[18:02] But Courtney presses.
[18:03] He asks,
[18:05] "Is there a creek back there?"
[18:08] The owner nods.
[18:10] "I knew the creek's name," he says,
[18:12] "because Hazel used to tell of picking
[18:14] cotton along its banks."
[18:17] The owner softens and walks them across
[18:20] the land.
[18:22] Weeks later,
[18:23] a letter.
[18:24] The owner will sell.
[18:27] He was moved by their story, and he
[18:28] wanted Courtney's sons to build memories
[18:31] where their kin once toiled.
[18:34] Today, Courtney and Hazel own that
[18:36] ground.
[18:37] "I felt led there,"
[18:39] he says.
[18:42] Well, let me leave you with a question.
[18:44] And let me leave it open.
[18:46] What do we do with a story like this?
[18:49] A single family's dream is a whisper. Is
[18:52] it evidence of anything?
[18:54] I don't want to answer quite yet.
[18:57] I want to let more stories arrive first.
[18:59] Gregory Bateson gave us a phrase for how
[19:02] to proceed. The patterns that connect.
[19:06] That's what I'll be listening for.
[19:09] And I invite you to listen with me.
[19:13] Now, the road runs west across the
[19:15] Panhandle to where Arizona, New Mexico,
[19:18] and Utah meet, the Navajo Nation, a
[19:21] reservation the size of West Virginia.
[19:24] Two retired Navajo Rangers live here,
[19:27] Stanley Milford Jr.
[19:29] and Jonathan Dover.
[19:31] Both SWAT officers, very well trained.
[19:35] In 2000, their chief ranger told them
[19:38] that reports of Bigfoot
[19:41] would finally be investigated on the
[19:44] reservation.
[19:45] Then he turned to the two of them.
[19:47] "You guys are going to get the major
[19:50] cases."
[19:52] They work like police officers.
[19:54] Plaster casts, hair samples,
[19:57] notebooks.
[19:59] Brenda Harris lives in a mobile home by
[20:02] the San Juan River.
[20:04] One summer night, footsteps thudded onto
[20:06] her porch and the locked doorknob
[20:08] rattles. She opens the door to a
[20:10] towering, shaggy figure. It runs off
[20:14] and it comes back
[20:16] again and again all night long.
[20:19] At daybreak, a footprint nearly 2 ft
[20:22] long with a 5-ft stride.
[20:25] "If I was going to do a 5-ft stride,"
[20:28] Dover says,
[20:29] "I'd be doing the splits."
[20:32] She rigs a cheap video camera and
[20:34] catches a shape rising from the ground,
[20:38] groaning low,
[20:40] then sinking back into the soil.
[20:43] The hair sample comes back unknown
[20:46] carnivore.
[20:48] The prints stopped cold as if the thing
[20:52] had stepped out of this world.
[20:55] The rangers began to suspect they
[20:57] weren't dealing with animals at all, not
[20:59] in the ordinary sense.
[21:00] No dens, no scat.
[21:03] They called their method two-eyed
[21:05] seeing.
[21:06] One eye stays grounded in the four
[21:08] dimensions of police work, timelines,
[21:11] measurements, statements.
[21:14] The other watches for what Navajo elders
[21:17] have always said,
[21:18] that the world is layered and that
[21:21] beings pass through it.
[21:24] Before tracking a figure, Dover would
[21:26] sprinkle corn pollen.
[21:28] That wasn't superstition, he told me.
[21:31] It was part of the protocol.
[21:34] And then,
[21:35] the coins.
[21:36] Window rock.
[21:38] An office building.
[21:40] Milford hears two muffled voices to his
[21:43] left
[21:44] and a clink.
[21:46] A quarter lands on the floor,
[21:49] heads up.
[21:50] More coins fall, one striking his back.
[21:54] Everyone lands heads up.
[21:57] He has everyone turn their pockets
[21:59] inside out.
[22:01] No hidden coins.
[22:03] It's the universe winking
[22:05] at you, he says.
[22:08] A coin from nowhere?
[22:11] You'll recall that penny in a cellar at
[22:13] Skull.
[22:14] On New Year's Day 2025, brushing his
[22:17] teeth, Milford heard a quarter land on a
[22:19] stack of towels
[22:21] right beside the sink.
[22:24] The pattern?
[22:25] A reality with a sense of humor.
[22:28] And the people best equipped to meet it
[22:29] are the ones who can hold two ways of
[22:31] seeing at once.
[22:34] Now, further west we go,
[22:37] to Chico, California.
[22:39] January 31, 2000.
[22:42] A young single mother named Jodie
[22:44] Foster. No,
[22:46] not the actress.
[22:48] Carries a box of pots and pans into
[22:50] apartment 14.
[22:52] Her 3-year-old daughter, Hannah, trails
[22:55] behind with her Ernie doll.
[22:58] The door stands ajar,
[23:00] breathing out a strange chemical cold.
[23:04] Hannah waves at the window.
[23:06] Hi. What's your name?
[23:09] Jodi spins around. Nobody there.
[23:13] Who are you talking to, Hannah?
[23:15] That lady.
[23:16] She's standing by the window, Mom.
[23:20] Within a week, Hannah is talking to
[23:21] someone she calls my Liz.
[23:25] She's my angel, Mom.
[23:27] Hannah's pink shoes always by the door
[23:30] keep turning up in the middle of the bed
[23:32] and other strange places. Salt and
[23:34] pepper shakers teeter at the table's
[23:37] edge. One night, Jodi wakes to a static
[23:40] roaring from the TV, its knob turned to
[23:43] full though it's unplugged.
[23:46] Every light is blazing.
[23:48] The stove burners glow red. And Hannah's
[23:51] new Ernie doll is shrieking, "I feel
[23:54] great. I feel great." with no batteries
[23:57] in it.
[23:59] Hannah, call. says She woke Ernie up so
[24:03] we would know she was here, Mom.
[24:06] Jodi has been dreaming, too.
[24:09] A young woman with terrified eyes
[24:11] dragged into a car.
[24:13] A dungeon.
[24:14] A shallow grave under a lava rock and
[24:17] two fragments that burn in her mind. A17
[24:21] and 35
[24:23] .76 miles northeast of Red Bluff.
[24:27] One early morning, an elderly neighbor
[24:30] Fred finds Jodi weeping by the pool with
[24:34] her daughter.
[24:36] "Nobody lives in that apartment long."
[24:38] he says. "Back in 1976, a young college
[24:42] woman went missing."
[24:44] Later, a boyfriend shows her a book
[24:46] about the case.
[24:48] Marie Elizabeth Spanakee, 19, named
[24:51] Marlies
[24:53] vanished in January 1976.
[24:56] Last seen near that apartment complex.
[25:00] Hannah looks at the photograph.
[25:02] "That's the girl in the apartment with
[25:05] us." She tells her mother.
[25:07] Marilese Spanaki had occupied that same
[25:11] apartment.
[25:12] Jodi moved in on January 31st.
[25:15] Marilese disappeared on January 31st 24
[25:20] years earlier.
[25:21] Jodi does what she can.
[25:24] In 2008, she phones the Red Bluff
[25:26] police. "I have information on Marilese
[25:28] Spanaki."
[25:30] Detective Kevin Hale, it turns out, has
[25:32] just reopened the case.
[25:34] He meets her at a coffee shop.
[25:37] She gives him her numbers.
[25:39] He later confirms that they line up
[25:40] closely with a spot 35.77
[25:43] mi away on a road off Highway 44.
[25:48] Matching the account of the wife of the
[25:49] man suspected of the crime.
[25:53] "This news had some of us a little
[25:55] worried." He admitted.
[25:57] I owe you honesty about the ending.
[26:00] Searches found no remains.
[26:02] The man suspected was later convicted of
[26:04] a different abduction. But with no body,
[26:08] no charges were brought in Marilese's
[26:11] case.
[26:12] It remains open.
[26:14] The pattern?
[26:15] This is not a ghost story so much as a
[26:17] claim about persistence,
[26:20] memory and motive carried across the
[26:23] threshold.
[26:24] Not an echo,
[26:26] but an agency.
[26:28] What my book calls the lingering self.
[26:31] The physical effects in apartment 14
[26:33] resonate with other such impacts
[26:36] in different locales.
[26:40] So far the mystery has been out there
[26:43] in cellars, in deserts, in apartments.
[26:46] Chapter five brings it inside
[26:49] into the body.
[26:51] Start with what may be the most
[26:53] misunderstood thing in modern science,
[26:56] modern medicine,
[26:57] the placebo.
[26:59] Parkinson's patients, whose
[27:01] dopamine-making neurons are largely
[27:03] gone,
[27:04] are told they're receiving dopamine
[27:06] therapy,
[27:07] but they aren't.
[27:10] Brain scans show a fresh pulse of
[27:12] dopamine anyway.
[27:14] Tell people a harmless pill may cause an
[27:16] nausea,
[27:17] and many report nausea.
[27:19] Even when patients are told outright,
[27:21] "This pill contains nothing, but it may
[27:24] help."
[27:26] It often helps.
[27:27] The body responds to meaning,
[27:30] not mind over matter,
[27:32] mind as matter.
[27:35] Then, stigmata.
[27:37] Wounds that replicate the crucifixion,
[27:38] first recorded in St. Francis in 1224 on
[27:42] Mount La Verna.
[27:44] Padre Pio bore his for more than 50
[27:47] years.
[27:49] These wounds appear,
[27:50] bleed, scar, and recur most often in
[27:53] people who never intended them.
[27:56] An inner image is held that is so
[27:58] charged, it crosses the threshold
[28:01] into skin.
[28:03] And then,
[28:04] the healings at Lourdes.
[28:06] Alexis Carrel,
[28:09] a Nobel Prize-winning physician and a
[28:11] committed skeptic, watched a woman's
[28:14] swollen abdomen deflate in minutes in
[28:17] 1903.
[28:19] Vittorio Michelli, in 1962, had lost
[28:23] most of his pelvic bone to a sarcoma.
[28:27] After Lourdes, x-rays showed the bone
[28:30] rebuilding,
[28:32] not shrinking,
[28:34] rebuilding.
[28:36] Think back to the physician
[28:39] running at dawn
[28:40] with light moving through his bones.
[28:44] And there's a Zen story I love to tell.
[28:46] A master tells his students that
[28:49] enlightenment happens by accident.
[28:52] "Then why practice?" they ask.
[28:54] He smiles. "Because practice makes you
[28:57] accident prone."
[28:59] The pilgrims at Lourdes didn't earn
[29:01] their healings. They prepared. They made
[29:04] the journey. They prayed. They bathed.
[29:07] They opened.
[29:09] They became, in the book's phrase,
[29:11] accident prone to the infinite.
[29:14] The pattern
[29:16] belief, symbol, and identity
[29:19] write themselves into flesh.
[29:21] The wall between mind and matter starts
[29:24] to look
[29:25] more like a membrane.
[29:29] May 1927.
[29:31] Charles Lindbergh alone over the
[29:33] Atlantic, 33 hours, no co-pilot, no
[29:37] radio.
[29:38] After 22 hours, exhaustion.
[29:42] Then what he called phantom presences
[29:45] filled the cockpit.
[29:47] "Clearly outlined forms, human
[29:51] yet not human."
[29:53] End quote. Speaking in voices he calls
[29:56] wise and tranquil.
[29:59] The fog lifts.
[30:00] The coast of Ireland appears.
[30:03] 1916.
[30:05] Ernest Shackleton, Frank Worsley, and
[30:08] Tom Crean crossing the mountains of
[30:10] South Georgia Island 36 hours without
[30:13] rest. No maps. Shackleton
[30:17] said, "It seemed to me often that we
[30:20] were four
[30:21] not three."
[30:22] Worsley and Crean later confessed they
[30:24] felt it, too.
[30:26] None of them spoke it at the time. T. S.
[30:29] Eliot would turn it into a line.
[30:31] "Who is the third
[30:33] who always walks beside you?"
[30:37] Then there are what researchers call
[30:38] peak Indian cases. People in a
[30:42] near-death experience who meet someone
[30:45] they didn't know was dead.
[30:48] I'll tell you one.
[30:49] Age 24, body surfing off Oahu, a riptide
[30:54] pulls me under the water.
[30:56] 30 seconds, then I'm out of my body
[30:59] watching that body
[31:01] thrash in the water while a friend on
[31:04] shore says something I hear clearly from
[31:06] well over 200 yards away
[31:09] with crashing waves near me.
[31:12] A tunnel.
[31:13] Faces drift by and among them, my great
[31:16] uncle
[31:17] whom I didn't know
[31:19] had recently died.
[31:22] I told no one. Almost no one. For years.
[31:27] What kind of reality permits this?
[31:30] The Dutch philosopher Johan Portmann
[31:32] called it hylek pluralism from the Greek
[31:36] word hyle for matter.
[31:39] The world isn't made of one kind of
[31:41] stuff, but of many grades of substance
[31:44] from dense physical matter to
[31:46] increasingly refined forms that
[31:48] conventional science can't yet detect.
[31:51] You know better than I do where else
[31:53] that idea has lived.
[31:55] On that view, a phantom companion isn't
[31:58] less real than flesh, just thinner. Like
[32:02] the ghost crabs I watch at dusk
[32:05] on the beach near my home these days.
[32:07] Half seen, half gone.
[32:10] Undeniably there.
[32:13] The book has a name for the place these
[32:15] encounters point to.
[32:17] A larger Earth.
[32:20] Remember the phrase.
[32:21] It returns at the end.
[32:24] The pattern.
[32:25] In a moment of extremity
[32:28] a thinning veil
[32:30] and an unbidden companion arrives.
[32:35] A note before I begin the next section.
[32:38] DMT is a schedule one substance in the
[32:41] United States.
[32:43] I'm not recommending anything. I'm
[32:45] reporting what a tradition and then a
[32:48] laboratory have reported. A young woman
[32:51] I'll call Amelia, a botany lover, sits
[32:54] cross-legged on a straw mat in a
[32:57] bungalow one dusky afternoon. A ceramic
[33:00] pipe is passed to her, hand-thrown and
[33:03] painted in curling shipibo
[33:06] patterns.
[33:07] She inhales.
[33:09] Almost instantly, the room unraveled.
[33:13] Emerald cogs, sapphire vines, fractal
[33:17] geometries. Then the patterns open like
[33:20] a curtain and they
[33:23] are there.
[33:24] Entities.
[33:25] They didn't speak, but she says, "I felt
[33:28] their thoughts.
[33:29] It was like standing in a river made of
[33:32] language."
[33:34] Well, in 1956 in Budapest, the chemist
[33:37] Stephen Szara injected himself with DMT
[33:42] as a researcher and found himself among
[33:45] entities and geometry.
[33:48] In the early 1990s in New Mexico, the
[33:50] psychiatrist Rick Strassman gave DMT to
[33:54] volunteers expecting to learn about
[33:56] dreaming. About 60% of them reported
[34:00] meeting autonomous beings. "They're
[34:03] waiting for me." one said. "They know my
[34:06] name.
[34:07] They acknowledge past meetings."
[34:11] The chapter's organizing image is three
[34:14] gates. First, the legal gate, schedule
[34:17] one,
[34:18] which has kept research frozen for
[34:20] decades.
[34:22] Then the ontological gate,
[34:24] a materialism that files every entity
[34:27] encounter under hallucination.
[34:29] It can be nothing more, according to
[34:32] that gate.
[34:33] And then the experiential gate.
[34:36] To go in,
[34:37] you must choose to do so. You must light
[34:40] the pipe and inhale or receive the DMT
[34:42] by injection.
[34:44] The threshold is literal.
[34:46] And it is initiatory.
[34:48] It can't be watched.
[34:50] It can only be lived.
[34:52] The question underneath is old.
[34:55] Hallucination
[34:56] or accurate perception?
[34:58] The computational neurobiologist
[35:01] Andrew Gallimore points out that
[35:03] hallucination is usually remix things
[35:06] the brain has already seen.
[35:08] A flying car is still based on a car.
[35:11] So, where did it see a cathedral-scale
[35:14] fractal city inhabited by luminous
[35:17] beings who speak in geometry?
[35:20] Perhaps, he suggests, the molecule
[35:23] doesn't generate these worlds,
[35:25] but grants access to them.
[35:27] The book's image,
[35:29] a telescope for consciousness.
[35:32] A telescope doesn't fabricate the stars.
[35:36] The pattern?
[35:37] There's more to perceive than our
[35:39] filters usually allow. And some cultures
[35:41] have always known how to open the gate
[35:44] on purpose.
[35:47] Now, we return to the 1970s.
[35:50] Steven Spielberg is writing Close
[35:52] Encounters of the Third Kind, and he
[35:54] leans on the researcher Jacques Vallée.
[35:57] Vallée has chased UFOs longer than
[35:59] almost anyone alive.
[36:01] And he says cheerfully, "I might be the
[36:03] only person who doesn't know what a UFO
[36:05] is at this point."
[36:08] Vallée reads the record in two layers.
[36:11] Layer one is the physical footprint.
[36:13] Scorched grass, dented soil, radar
[36:17] returns, compasses that swing.
[36:20] Layer two, he calls the anti-physical
[36:23] inversion. Solid craft that sink into
[36:26] the ground, split apart,
[36:29] merge,
[36:30] or vanish outright.
[36:33] Tiny halls with vast interiors, clocks
[36:36] that stall.
[36:38] Both layers are documented. My book
[36:41] calls it magical realism in a lab coat.
[36:45] Now,
[36:47] the case that stays with me.
[36:49] The Hudson Valley of New York in the
[36:51] mid-1980s.
[36:53] More than 5,000 witnesses in 3 years.
[36:56] Dennis Sant, a local government official
[36:59] with 20 years of service, no mystic,
[37:02] stands among them on March 17, 1983,
[37:06] near Brewster.
[37:08] A craft glides slowly overhead.
[37:11] He feels it respond. "It felt my
[37:14] anxiety," he told me, "and my thrill."
[37:18] 20 minutes follow in which he doesn't
[37:21] just remember his life,
[37:23] he relives it. A childhood argument, his
[37:26] father's voice sharp,
[37:29] a vow to his wife,
[37:31] her hand warm.
[37:34] His wife later notices a new patience in
[37:36] him after this sighting in the sky. "A
[37:40] timelessness came,"
[37:42] Dennis told me,
[37:44] "and it stayed."
[37:46] And then,
[37:47] "I'm living into it," he said,
[37:49] "not solving it."
[37:51] Here's why my book cares about his
[37:54] story.
[37:55] Descartes, 400 years ago, split the
[37:58] world, mind here,
[38:00] matter there.
[38:02] "I think, therefore I am."
[38:05] That was not a laboratory result. It was
[38:08] a philosophical intuition, one man's
[38:11] lived experience. So, if one man's
[38:14] insight could disenchant the cosmos,
[38:18] why can't another man's, standing in a
[38:20] Hudson Valley field
[38:22] reopen
[38:24] that enchantment.
[38:26] What if an object can participate
[38:29] in a life?
[38:32] The chapter ends with a speculative
[38:33] screenplay I sketched as a thought
[38:35] experiment set in Chaco Canyon.
[38:39] Luminous lights appear.
[38:41] They don't land.
[38:43] They don't announce themselves. They
[38:45] respond to states of attention.
[38:48] A 12-year-old girl catches a drifting
[38:50] feather without surprise. And the
[38:52] question that circulates with no clear
[38:55] author is the one I opened with today.
[38:59] What more are we?
[39:02] That question is where the stories end
[39:05] and the thinking begins.
[39:07] I told you the stories first and I held
[39:09] the theory back on purpose. Rush to
[39:12] grand theories too quickly
[39:14] and you can dim the wonder of a light
[39:16] that seems to pierce a man's soul
[39:18] or a child's vision of ancestral wisdom.
[39:22] But you are entitled to ask the hard
[39:24] question and I've been carrying it since
[39:26] Texas.
[39:27] Is this evidence or merely a collection
[39:30] of anecdotes?
[39:31] Two men taught me how to answer.
[39:34] William James, the Harvard psychologist
[39:36] and philosopher gave us
[39:38] the white crow.
[39:40] To overturn the rule that all crows are
[39:42] black, you don't need a flock of white
[39:45] crows. One will do.
[39:48] A single verified exception can unravel
[39:52] a long-held generalization.
[39:54] James didn't dismiss the anecdote. He
[39:57] chased it, especially the vivid case
[39:59] backed by outside checks. A legal
[40:02] record, a witness log, a warning written
[40:05] down before the event.
[40:08] Frederick Myers founder of the Society
[40:11] for Psychical Research went further. He
[40:13] proposed that our ordinary your self is
[40:16] a thin slice of a larger subliminal
[40:19] self.
[40:20] And after his death in 1901, messages
[40:23] began to arrive through mediums
[40:25] scattered across the world. Many of them
[40:28] strangers to one another. More than
[40:30] 3,000 scripts full of odd literary and
[40:33] classical allusions. Alone, each looked
[40:37] like nonsense. Pieced together by
[40:39] researchers, they formed patterns as if
[40:42] one mind had designed a puzzle for the
[40:44] living to solve.
[40:46] These are the cross-correspondences.
[40:49] Whether they showed telepathy among the
[40:51] living or a mind persisting past death
[40:54] is still debated. They remain a
[40:57] tantalizing anomaly.
[41:00] So, let me give you two white crows.
[41:03] The first, the Chaffin will.
[41:06] Mocksville, North Carolina.
[41:09] James Chaffin, a farmer, dies in 1921
[41:13] after a fall.
[41:14] His will written in 1905 leaves
[41:16] everything to his third son, Marshall.
[41:19] Marshall himself dies within a year.
[41:22] Four years pass. In June 1925, another
[41:26] son, James Jr., known as Pink, that was
[41:30] his nickname,
[41:31] begins to dream.
[41:33] His father stands at his bedside in a
[41:35] familiar black overcoat and finally
[41:37] speaks,
[41:38] "You will find my will in my overcoat
[41:40] pocket."
[41:42] Pink finds the coat in his brother's
[41:44] attic, 20 miles away.
[41:47] The pocket is stitched shut. Inside a
[41:50] rolled note in his father's hand, "Read
[41:53] the 27th chapter of Genesis in my
[41:55] daddy's old Bible."
[41:57] And there,
[41:58] at Genesis 27,
[42:00] a story of disputed inheritance, lies a
[42:03] second will dated January 16, 1919,
[42:07] dividing the estate among all four sons.
[42:11] 10 witnesses vouched for its
[42:13] authenticity including the handwriting.
[42:16] It held up in court.
[42:20] The second Aberfan
[42:22] South Wales October 21 1966,
[42:27] a mountain of coal slag loosened by days
[42:30] of rain
[42:32] slides onto Pantglas Junior School.
[42:35] 116 children and 28 adults die.
[42:40] Days earlier 10-year-old Eryl Mai Jones
[42:44] told her mother "Mommy, I dreamed I went
[42:47] to school and there was no school there.
[42:48] Something black had come down all over
[42:51] it." The psychiatrist John Barker
[42:53] appealed through a London newspaper and
[42:55] gathered 76 accurate premonitions.
[43:00] 24 had been recorded before the slide
[43:03] with witnesses who heard them.
[43:06] And a third, white crow
[43:09] if you'll allow it
[43:10] a 3-year-old in East Texas.
[43:14] Now, one crow doesn't topple a
[43:15] worldview.
[43:17] But Thomas Kuhn taught us how worldviews
[43:19] change. Anomalies pile up. The old frame
[43:23] buckles and a new story emerges that can
[43:26] hold them.
[43:27] Nor is it only stories. In 2018, the
[43:30] American Psychological Association's
[43:32] flagship journal published Etzel
[43:34] Cardeña's review of more than 1,400
[43:38] parapsychology experiments
[43:41] finding methodological rigor and
[43:43] statistically significant results.
[43:47] We don't reject gravity
[43:49] because its mechanism is unknown.
[43:51] Why would we do the same with these
[43:53] kinds of anomalies?
[43:57] So, what might be going on, my friends?
[44:00] The epilogue offers eight speculative
[44:02] frameworks from holograms and higher
[44:05] dimensions to Rupert Sheldrake's morphic
[44:08] resonance and quantum entanglement. I
[44:11] present none of them as absolute truth.
[44:15] What they share is a hunch your own
[44:16] literature has long held that the
[44:19] visible universe is only the densest
[44:22] layer and that finer worlds
[44:24] interpenetrate
[44:26] I'm far from the first to say so.
[44:29] The Taittiriya Upanishad speaks of soul
[44:32] sheaths,
[44:33] matter, life force, mind, super mental
[44:37] consciousness and delight.
[44:40] Each vibrating
[44:42] at a different level.
[44:44] The Neoplatonists spoke of a star-like
[44:46] vehicle and eternal subtle body.
[44:50] Islamic philosophers saw layers of
[44:53] light. Shamans walked upper, middle and
[44:56] lower worlds.
[44:58] And the philosopher Thomas Browne called
[45:00] us that great, true amphibian
[45:04] living in divided, indistinguishable
[45:06] worlds.
[45:08] A larger Earth.
[45:10] In yogic tradition, extraordinary
[45:12] abilities are called siddhis and the
[45:15] word simply means accomplishment. The
[45:17] tradition warns that they can distract
[45:19] from liberation.
[45:21] So does your tradition.
[45:23] I take that warning seriously, but
[45:25] Michael Murphy in The Future of the Body
[45:27] makes a suggestion worth pondering.
[45:30] In an evolving universe, something that
[45:33] wasn't known when the great traditions
[45:35] were formulated,
[45:37] in an evolving universe, these abilities
[45:39] may be emerging human capacities meant
[45:42] to be developed. Not traps and we ignore
[45:46] them, they surface unconsciously and
[45:49] often perversely. Stigmata
[45:52] as unintended bodily results of faith,
[45:55] which returns us to your third object,
[45:59] the powers latent in humanity.
[46:02] The philosopher Alfred North Whitehead
[46:04] saw the cosmos not as a heap of things,
[46:07] but a web of events, each one feeling
[46:09] and answering every other. And Gregory
[46:12] Bateson sent us hunting for those
[46:15] patterns that connect.
[46:17] The book's answer at the end is that
[46:19] consciousness is that pattern.
[46:22] Picture reality as a canvas still
[46:24] drying.
[46:25] Every choice, every thought lays fresh
[46:28] pigment.
[46:29] What we call paranormal, supernormal,
[46:32] supernatural
[46:33] may be the moments when the paint hasn't
[46:36] set yet.
[46:37] The Kashmir Shaiva philosophers called
[46:40] it Spanda, the subtle throb of being,
[46:44] the pulsation, the vibration at the
[46:46] heart of everything, and said that
[46:48] reality is less like a machine
[46:51] and more like a song.
[46:54] I began with five snapshots,
[46:57] and I'll return to one of them.
[46:59] The harp.
[47:01] A student's hand-carved harp stolen in
[47:03] Oakland. Her mother, Elizabeth Mayer,
[47:06] who tells this story in her book
[47:07] Extraordinary Knowing, phones a dowser
[47:10] named Harold McCoy in Arkansas.
[47:13] He points to an address
[47:15] across the great distance.
[47:18] The harp comes home.
[47:20] When she called Harold to share the good
[47:22] news, he wasn't surprised.
[47:24] "I told you you'd get it back.
[47:27] But I'm curious, what kind of condition
[47:30] was it in?"
[47:31] "Astonishingly good," Elizabeth said.
[47:34] "Not a scratch, barely out of tune."
[47:37] That amazed her, she explained. The harp
[47:40] had been out of its case for over two
[47:42] months, and even moving it across the
[47:44] room usually required a thorough
[47:46] retuning.
[47:48] "Good," Harold said.
[47:51] "I've been working on that."
[47:53] Elizabeth responded, incredulous.
[47:56] "You what?"
[47:58] "The guy who stole it.
[48:00] He's a crook.
[48:02] But he's a coward.
[48:03] He got so scared having that harp, he
[48:06] was tempted to junk it every day.
[48:08] So I just went in every morning
[48:11] and said to him, you keep that harp
[48:13] safe.
[48:14] That harp's a precious instrument.
[48:16] And then,
[48:18] after a pause,
[48:20] casually he added this.
[48:22] You know, Elizabeth,
[48:24] thought forms
[48:26] can be very effective.
[48:29] Offhandedly,
[48:31] as if it were perfectly ordinary, Harold
[48:34] McCoy was describing consciousness
[48:36] reaching across space to tend
[48:40] what mattered.
[48:42] I'm not asking anyone to believe
[48:44] everything I've said.
[48:46] The book's invitation is something else.
[48:49] Not conversion, but what I call
[48:50] anti-foreclosure.
[48:52] The refusal to seal an inquiry before
[48:54] experiences has been fully heard. Your
[48:57] society has practiced that for 150
[49:01] years.
[49:02] So I return as I began
[49:05] to the basic question.
[49:07] What more are we?
[49:10] The territory remains.
[49:13] The questions remain.
[49:15] I leave them open.
[49:17] Thank you all so very much.
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