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Inspiration

Self-Inquiry as Collective Awakening: Notes from an Open Forum

GP Walsh
GP Walsh
Jan 12, 2025
8 min read

From GP Walsh

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The session starts late, and the host admits it up front. There is no tea on the table, which is the one thing a "Tea with G" gathering is supposed to have. GP Walsh runs a quick audio check, asks whether anyone in the Los Angeles area is being affected by what is happening there, and then confesses he had no plan for what to talk about. The room, a mix of regulars and newcomers typing questions into a live chat, is already steeped in the mood of the moment. A participant has said the world is going through serious shakeups, and Walsh picks up that thread. For the next two hours and change, the satsang moves like a conversation that nobody has scripted, which is exactly the point of an open forum on self-inquiry. What follows is an account of the ideas that carry the session, with the speaker's own claims marked as his claims.

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What happens at a Tea with G session, and why is the floor open?

Walsh's Sunday satsang, billed as "Tea with G - An Open Forum for Self Inquiry," is a free gathering he runs every other Sunday at 2pm Eastern, according to the channel description. The format is loose on purpose. Participants raise questions, Walsh answers, and the answers often loop back to something a previous speaker said. Near the end of the first stretch he says he is "going to turn it all the way over to you," and the rest of the recording is largely that handover. The videos, in other words, are not lectures with a Q&A tacked on. They are the Q&A.

That structure shapes how the teaching sounds. There is no fixed doctrine being walked through step by step. Instead, Walsh tests ideas against the questions people bring: about loss, about fear, about what a near-death experience means, about whether anyone is really in control of their life. If you come to these sessions expecting a tidy curriculum, you will be disappointed. If you come expecting to watch a teacher think out loud in front of people who are struggling with the same things, the format is the substance.

Why does GP Walsh say awakening teachings are now universally available?

Early in the session, Walsh reflects on how rare these teachings once were. He asks listeners to think back "long before mass media or even even books," when, as he puts it, "the vast majority of humanity never heard any of it." Someone who wanted this kind of guidance had to find an awakened teacher in their town, be accepted as a student, and then, in his telling, spend years, even twelve, before hearing the deeper material. Walsh's claim is that this has changed. Books, recordings and online classes have made the path broadly reachable, and that reach matters to him because of the world's pace.

He is also careful not to overstate it. Access to information is not the same as transformation, and he says so directly: what "activates" the path is "of course the teacher who can guide you through it." But he sets a second condition beside that one, and it is the one he returns to most often.

Does sincerity on the spiritual path matter more than the teacher?

This is the hinge of the talk. Walsh names what he calls "the real key": the sincerity of everyone on the path. He describes that sincerity as the willingness to make the inquiry earnestly, to meet emotional upheaval with courage, and to face "the traumatic traumas and the wounds and the difficulties that life throws at us." In his framing, that effort is the energy that drives healing, for individuals and, eventually, for the wider world. His summary of the relationship is blunt: "it isn't just the good teacher good teacher isn't a good teacher without good students."

For a reader, this is worth sitting with, because it puts the weight of progress on the seeker rather than on an authority. The practical implication is that the inner work is not optional homework done between satsangs. It is the mechanism. Walsh also draws a line between this kind of inquiry and simply feeling better. He talks about pride, arrogance and "the wounded child" as things that get pushed to the surface during practice, and he presents that surfacing as a sign the work is doing something, not a sign it has gone wrong.

"It is time and it has been percolating, leavening, you know, like yeast in the bread. You've got to let it rise for a bit. It's not done. It's dough, but it's not bread yet."

— GP Walsh, Tea with G open forum, January 12, 2025 (YouTube; transcript is auto-generated and lightly cleaned here)

The yeast metaphor is typical of how Walsh works. It makes a large claim, that the world is in a process of awakening, feel ordinary and patient rather than apocalyptic. The disruptions he lists, from authoritarianism and economic imbalance to natural disasters and environmental decline, he reads as the friction of a culture being pushed toward its own undoing. Whether a listener shares that reading is a separate question. Walsh says it is "not even a belief" for him but "a conviction," and he frames it as the core of why he keeps teaching.

Can one person's inner work actually ripple outward?

The most striking section of the session is also the one that needs the most care. Walsh argues that individual breakthroughs contribute to a collective field, and that "every victory and breakthrough you have makes it a just a tiny bit easier for that breakthrough to take place somewhere else." To support this, he describes experiments he attributes to biologist Rupert Sheldrake. In his account, animals in one group learned a new skill over roughly three months. Later groups, with no contact with the first and no shared source, learned the same skill faster, eventually in about three weeks. Walsh says the same pattern appeared with crystals, which seemed to form more quickly in later trials.

He reports this as evidence that "there is a real honest to God conscious field." The account is secondhand in this recording, delivered from memory during a live session, and nothing in the video links to the original studies or their published results. Readers should treat it as the speaker's interpretation of research he finds meaningful, not as settled science. What is useful is the logic behind it: Walsh is trying to explain why he believes personal practice matters beyond the person practicing. That logic, whatever one makes of the experiments, is what he is actually offering.

How does an open forum handle questions about death and heaven?

Because the floor is open, the talk eventually turns to the hardest questions people bring. Partway through the recording, the conversation moves to near-death experiences and what they might suggest about the afterlife, and then to the concept of heaven, which Walsh distinguishes from how some Christians understand it. He is less interested in settling doctrine than in pointing back to the same inquiry he started with: who is it that is searching for an answer, and what remains when the searching drops away?

That question is the thread that ties the forum together. Walsh's language throughout comes from the nondual tradition. He speaks of the "false sense of self" dissolving, of realizing one's true nature as pure consciousness, and of freedom as the recognition that one is not separate from what is happening. He makes the point with less jargon than the terms suggest. Freedom, in his telling, is not an achievement added on top of a life. It is what becomes visible when the story about the self is seen through.

What should a newcomer take from a session like this?

Three things stand out. First, Walsh treats access to teaching as a real change in history, and he treats the responsibility for using it as personal. Second, he puts sincerity, meaning the honest and sometimes painful effort of inquiry, at the center of the path rather than devotion to a figure. Third, he makes large claims about collective awakening and then tries to make them testable, at least in his own examples. Whether one accepts the Sheldrake material, the cosmic reading of current events, or the view of heaven, the underlying invitation is consistent: look at the belief that is running you, and see what happens when you stop reinforcing it.

Watching the full recording rewards patience. Much of the content lives in the back-and-forth, in the moments when a participant's question forces Walsh to refine a point. The auto-generated transcript is rough, so exact wording matters when you quote it. The ideas, though, come through clearly.

Where to go from here

If this session raised questions you want to follow up, the channel description points to several places to continue. Walsh's free Sunday satsang, Tea with G, meets every other Sunday at 2pm Eastern. The OM School, which he runs, offers free ebooks at OMSchool.ca and a range of free and paid courses in its classroom at OMSchool.ca/classroom. The description also lists his Patreon for ongoing support. Start with the open forum format if you like live conversation, or with a course if you want the framework laid out in order. Either way, the advice running through this recording is the same one Walsh gives: bring your own sincerity to the inquiry, and notice what it brings up.

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[0:03] [Music]

[4:13] all righty here we

[4:15] go hey everybody uh sorry for the late

[4:20] start um H yeah seems compounded so late

[4:25] and I don't even have any tea today for

[4:27] my own tea with G what up horrible thing

[4:32] that is I make just a quick check here

[4:35] to make sure that the audio is sounding

[4:37] and everybody can hear great

[4:40] fantastic wonderful let's

[4:43] see um I got to move this over a bit get

[4:46] it out of the way of the

[4:49] camera

[4:51] so there it is okay good good so

[4:55] um

[4:56] uh I umum oh yeah Brent are you all

[5:02] right or you're safer on the east

[5:06] side very good very good yeah anybody

[5:09] else here from um Los Angeles area

[5:13] that's being

[5:15] affected um I'm going to check into

[5:17] anybody who might

[5:20] be so

[5:22] um it's one of those days when I I had

[5:26] no idea what I was going to um I was

[5:28] going to speak about but

[5:31] yeah since um you guys already

[5:35] um did that for me I mean Lisa here said

[5:40] our world is going through some serious

[5:42] shakeups I find this work for myself

[5:45] more important than ever yeah yes

[5:49] yeah and I kind of think that um it's

[5:53] the reason

[5:55] why the um this deeply spiritual

[6:00] approach this deeply spiritual

[6:04] path um has become so universally

[6:09] available

[6:11] now remember that the kind of

[6:14] teachings um the kind of conversations

[6:18] we have

[6:19] here

[6:21] uh think back long before mass media or

[6:27] even even books you know maybe some

[6:29] Scrolls and

[6:30] things

[6:32] uh the vast majority of uh Humanity

[6:36] never heard any of

[6:38] it and if you were fortunate enough to

[6:41] actually have a an enlightened being a

[6:44] guru in in your town you may have uh

[6:48] encountered it and also fortunate enough

[6:53] to have been uh accepted by that Guru as

[6:57] a student and then went through 12 years

[7:01] before you ever actually heard this

[7:06] stuff the act the depth of the

[7:09] teachings um that would not be a way uh

[7:14] that the this message and this path

[7:18] could be

[7:19] disseminated that would be uh very

[7:21] useful in our world

[7:23] today at the accelerating rate at which

[7:28] so many things are congealing

[7:31] um and it looks like the uh the dark

[7:34] side is going to

[7:36] win um the the the

[7:41] ubiquitous uh availability of it is um

[7:46] is really welcome and it means that this

[7:49] path to emotional health and spiritual

[7:53] awakening is in fact um has been made as

[7:57] short as is possibly as as is

[8:03] possible you don't require 12 30 years

[8:05] in a monastery or 12 years uh under a

[8:09] under a under a

[8:11] guru um you we need more guidance than

[8:14] just watching videos on YouTube for

[8:17] sure um but even that is available

[8:20] because we can do this right people hear

[8:24] from all over the world in my classes

[8:26] they're from all over the world um and

[8:30] and

[8:31] so uh the the facility is here for the

[8:36] depth of this teaching and the healing

[8:39] that it

[8:40] brings and the various uh different

[8:44] approaches to Healing that it brings the

[8:47] transformation it can bring about in in

[8:50] uh healing modalities that actually

[8:54] renew them regenerate them and give them

[8:57] a power uh and a depth

[9:00] that um

[9:03] uh it it it is reaching the world but

[9:08] the the way it actually reaches the

[9:10] world the information is there right

[9:14] it's now available

[9:17] universally every every

[9:21] major and a lot of

[9:23] minor spiritual uh books and uh

[9:28] approaches and paths and practices is

[9:32] now available at your fingertips and you

[9:36] know with phones it's not just at your

[9:37] fingertips it's anywhere your fingertips

[9:40] happen to

[9:41] go it it's

[9:44] there plus Universal

[9:48] communication

[9:50] uh what activates it though is of course

[9:54] the teacher who can guide you through

[9:57] it but equally important important and I

[10:01] think the real key to the thing because

[10:03] there there'll only be so many uh

[10:06] teachers you know it takes time for for

[10:09] the for our practices to mature to the

[10:11] point where we can take on that role of

[10:13] guiding

[10:14] others the thing it's going to do it is

[10:16] the sincerity of everyone who's on the

[10:19] path so the work that you are doing on

[10:25] yourself the sincerity and earnestness

[10:28] with which the inquiry is made made with

[10:31] which the the courage with which the

[10:34] emotional upheaval and the facing of the

[10:36] traumatic traumas and the wounds and and

[10:39] the difficulties that life throws at us

[10:42] uh is in fact the the the the energy

[10:49] that that drives the the healing and The

[10:53] Awakening of the whole world it isn't

[10:55] just the good teacher

[11:00] good teacher isn't a good teacher

[11:01] without good students I mean it requires

[11:03] it requires the

[11:05] whole the whole

[11:07] thing and it is actually

[11:10] my my

[11:12] deepest uh I call it a belief but to me

[11:16] it's just a certainty absolute

[11:19] certainty

[11:20] that the reason all of this this stuff

[11:24] is happening in the world the upset the

[11:27] adjustments the the um the rise of

[11:32] authoritarianism the the the the

[11:35] lopsided economic systems the but the

[11:38] natural disasters the deterioration of

[11:40] the the

[11:41] [Music]

[11:43] environment the the the darkness the

[11:46] greed the

[11:48] brutality that is that seeming to

[11:51] dominate The Fear the inforcement of of

[11:55] story through intimidation and threat

[12:01] is a reaction

[12:04] to the energy of Awakening that is

[12:08] simply said it is

[12:10] time it is time and it has been it has

[12:14] been

[12:16] percolating leavening you know like

[12:18] yeast in the bread you got to let it

[12:19] rise for a bit it's not done right it's

[12:24] dough but it's not bread yet it's got to

[12:27] go in the oven and I we're all in the

[12:30] oven and and I think I really believe

[12:35] with all my heart it's a conviction of

[12:37] mine it's not even a belief that the

[12:39] only reason all of this rampant

[12:42] evil in the world is

[12:45] happening is because the the uh the line

[12:51] is woken

[12:52] up Consciousness is

[12:58] Awakening uh

[13:01] it's and because it is it is of

[13:07] course anyone here and think all of you

[13:10] have been

[13:11] through some the some of the processing

[13:15] of of dealing with our own emotional

[13:17] pain pride and arrogance as well as just

[13:20] the wounded child the whole lot of it uh

[13:26] just in the same way the sincerity of

[13:29] the in query and the energy healing and

[13:31] the various modalities has pushed things

[13:34] to the surface because it was time for

[13:37] you to be free the same thing is

[13:40] happening

[13:41] universally and it's going to manifest

[13:43] as things like forest fires and

[13:46] hurricanes and people suddenly losing

[13:50] everything it's going to appear as

[13:53] oppression and like which is all the all

[13:57] the material all the stuff all the

[13:59] beliefs and assumptions and and

[14:02] delusions and Illusions being pushed to

[14:06] the surface on their way out that it is

[14:10] actually the result of the healing

[14:14] process and not just and not just

[14:17] something we have to respond to the work

[14:21] we're doing is actually uh forcing this

[14:25] stuff universally as we do it

[14:28] individually

[14:29] it gets

[14:31] reflected uh

[14:34] universally everything you do here just

[14:38] it just adds more fire to the fuel of of

[14:42] of uh of the dissolution of the faal

[14:45] sense of self throughout every every

[14:49] Victory and breakthrough you have makes

[14:50] it a just a tiny bit easier for that

[14:54] breakthrough to take place somewhere

[14:56] else this has actually been demonstrated

[15:00] um uh in a lab by scientists most

[15:04] notably rert

[15:05] sheldrake who had the uh who was looking

[15:09] at things like he's the one of the pH

[15:12] came up with epigenetics that was and um

[15:17] uh but at any rate um it seemed like

[15:21] they would have some creature some being

[15:24] you know a bug or a rat or something

[15:26] that would learn a uh that would be

[15:31] taught a new skill and it would take

[15:34] them um um you know let's say it took

[15:37] them three months to learn this skill

[15:41] and then have somebody on the other side

[15:42] of the world had no contact with it not

[15:44] even the same source of rats anything

[15:46] completely

[15:48] separate and once the first group was

[15:52] done and the in 3 months they had

[15:54] learned this and of course after a while

[15:56] you know 3 months yeah the whole process

[15:59] C of getting better and better at it so

[16:01] say it took 3 months for them to

[16:04] actually be able to do it you know

[16:07] regularly um the the the next group in a

[16:10] completely different part of the world

[16:11] it would only take them like two months

[16:13] when after that like you know 3 weeks be

[16:16] you know it it was the the learning

[16:17] curve had shrunk shrunk it's as if

[16:20] something transferred over uh without

[16:23] anything seeming to connect it now the

[16:26] interesting thing about that is they

[16:28] also did it with crystals because

[16:31] crystals take a certain amount of time

[16:33] and you make all sorts of different

[16:35] kinds the process and the process by

[16:37] which the crystal was made they tried it

[16:40] on crystals and the same thing happened

[16:42] it wasn't even just like a you know an

[16:45] entity a conscious being like us it was

[16:47] like crystals formed

[16:51] faster it's

[16:53] um there is a real honest to

[16:57] God conscious field

[17:00] it's not the quantum Fields they're

[17:01] actually you know they keep looking for

[17:04] the unified field and it's

[17:06] like the unified field is the one that's

[17:09] there looking for the unified field it's

[17:12] Consciousness and there's can and the

[17:14] and the notion the illusion of

[17:18] separation is actually breaking down and

[17:21] the evidence for it is popping up it's

[17:23] popping up all over the place even in

[17:25] scientific communities it hasn't bubbled

[17:27] up to the mainstream which is still uh

[17:30] which is still under the control of the

[17:32] ego um so it is still you know it's

[17:36] still in the story taking so it's

[17:39] completely steeped in delusion and um

[17:43] broadcasting that delusion but we don't

[17:45] need controls of the control of the

[17:47] radio or PV stations we don't need

[17:50] control of the

[17:51] internet uh because the that work that

[17:55] you do just like just like the rats

[18:01] just like the rats if it takes a uh you

[18:05] know if it takes you uh you know six

[18:07] months to get to a breakthrough or or

[18:09] you know two hours to get to a

[18:11] breakthrough um the next per somewhere

[18:14] somebody else somebody's going to get

[18:16] that breakthrough in less

[18:18] time and in fact even all the various

[18:22] techniques because I've had the personal

[18:25] experience of working with people and

[18:27] stuff that would take you 15 years of

[18:29] therapy disappear in one

[18:32] session the whole process is is speeding

[18:36] up to match the

[18:38] instantaneousness of

[18:40] Consciousness and so um don't mind the

[18:43] comparison with

[18:47] rats um but as long as I'm on the

[18:50] subject of rats just to give rats a

[18:53] little give them a little bit of you

[18:55] know a pat on the back and and also give

[18:57] us a bit of humility

[19:00] um the the experiments they've done with

[19:03] rats are really very

[19:05] fascinating they um they love chocolate

[19:09] chips for whatever reason they love

[19:11] chocolate chips and um the one

[19:14] experiment they did they wanted to test

[19:17] empathy they were looking for empathy

[19:20] and so they put a a rat in a in a nice

[19:24] luxurious cage with things to do and

[19:26] chocolate chip rewards right so that

[19:29] they get rewarded at stuff and adjacent

[19:33] to it was another cage very small and

[19:35] compact very uncomfortable nothing in it

[19:38] and there was a rat in there that was

[19:40] obviously in very high distress and the

[19:42] rat was in the that was in the luxury

[19:45] unit learned how to how to hit the

[19:49] switch that would let the other that

[19:51] would let the rat out of the cage first

[19:53] off it wanted to do that it wanted to

[19:56] let it out of the out of out of the cage

[20:01] um the amazing thing though because the

[20:04] you know the chocolate chips were for

[20:06] the reward for hitting the for hitting

[20:08] the lever to get them out of the cage

[20:10] the the that the rat in the big

[20:13] cage saved some chocolate chips to give

[20:17] to the rat when they got let out of the

[20:20] cage they were not expecting

[20:23] that there's

[20:27] a there is a we would call it a Humanity

[20:30] I just call it there's a there's a love

[20:32] in the life force and it's in absolutely

[20:36] everything and we we have we have to

[20:39] overlook it we have to become um cut off

[20:42] from it in order to have things like

[20:45] animal Agriculture and and the like to

[20:48] treat everything like a

[20:50] commodity and you know pretty much up to

[20:52] recently in a lot of places even

[20:54] recently women were a commodity they

[20:56] were a piece of property right right I

[21:00] mean they are in the Bible they are

[21:02] property and and regarded as regarded as

[21:05] such so um we

[21:09] are we're on the verge don't lose heart

[21:14] don't lose

[21:15] Faith um even you know faith is when you

[21:18] you're convinced of something even when

[21:19] you don't see

[21:21] it it's going to be seen it's going to

[21:24] happen I'm hoping I see it in my

[21:27] lifetime

[21:29] I hope I live long enough to see it I

[21:31] may not but I will I will die quite

[21:33] content that I have contributed to

[21:36] it so thank you for that to inspire me

[21:41] there um let me move this over here so

[21:44] it's easier to reach and I I don't keep

[21:46] bumping the mic um uh yeah Lisa thank

[21:50] you for mentioning that you you gave me

[21:53] my subject to speak about today oh my

[21:55] God that did go on didn't it well yeah

[21:59] it was several minutes the beginning

[22:00] when I wasn't here

[22:02] so hello everyone hello Rosario hello

[22:06] Lisa very cold in the UK there's David

[22:10] and Elaine also in the

[22:13] UK um hey

[22:16] Brent this is where Brent you okay are

[22:19] you okay um Eva

[22:23] Kula good to see you good to see you

[22:25] Namaste to you and then this is house br

[22:29] doing in La yeah looks like Armageddon

[22:32] not here we're safer on the east side so

[22:35] glad to hear that

[22:37] yeah um well

[22:41] yes you know you can

[22:46] pray you can

[22:48] pray it's not

[22:50] ineffective it doesn't even have to be

[22:52] well done hasn't have to be you know

[22:55] predescribed or anything like that just

[22:58] the desire I mean desire is

[23:02] prayer simple as

[23:04] that our job is to make those

[23:08] prayers purify them which means take the

[23:12] selfishness out of

[23:14] them make them more about yes I really

[23:17] would like this it feels like I really

[23:20] need this but I turn it all over to you

[23:25] yeah we would literally like to see the

[23:26] world healed

[23:31] and I turn it all the way over to you

[23:32] all of it all the way over to you it's a

[23:35] beautiful beautiful image in the Garden

[23:38] of Gethsemane with Christ struggling

[23:41] overd doing just that right Lord if it

[23:46] be no father if it's possible let this

[23:49] cup pass for me but not my will but th

[23:53] be done boy what an attitude we that

[23:57] would be represent in our own own lives

[24:00] yeah you know I don't know why this is

[24:02] here maybe here for a reason I don't

[24:04] like it I wish it would go away but not

[24:07] my will but thine be

[24:10] done um all right time for another story

[24:13] sorry about this told this story a lot

[24:16] maybe some of you have heard it but it

[24:18] is so so

[24:20] beautiful it's about uh the Avatar

[24:24] Rama uh any of you uh are not familiar

[24:27] with Rama he's one of the major avatars

[24:30] of

[24:32] India um the one of the the first very

[24:35] early in the writings part of the whole

[24:38] cultural history and mythology of of

[24:41] India his his story the other great

[24:44] Avatar you probably all do know is

[24:46] Krishna but Rama was before Krishna

[24:50] thousands of years or something I don't

[24:51] know um anyway he's an avatar which

[24:55] means he's a God man right he's he's

[24:57] part god like Christ right God part god

[25:00] part human you know a God on Earth

[25:02] taking on human form so he's living a

[25:05] human life and he's a

[25:08] God so he's out one day doing his God

[25:11] thing and um his particular human life

[25:14] at that particular time he was a he was

[25:17] a

[25:18] hunter and became a warrior and

[25:20] eventually a king in the whole story

[25:22] it's it's a great story great love

[25:24] affair story too Ramen

[25:25] Anda Roman this story's got everything

[25:28] it's got Romans said it's got

[25:30] Venture um anyway he's out doing his

[25:33] Avatar thing you know human thing out

[25:35] there in the forest and he stops for a

[25:38] while to to rest himself by a stream he

[25:41] sets down his bow he sets down it lays

[25:45] its arrows on on the ground and it just

[25:48] kind of relaxes there for a minute and

[25:51] after resting and refreshing himself he

[25:53] gets ready to go and he St and he gets

[25:55] up picks up his stuff picks up the bow

[25:57] and he picks up the arrows and he

[25:58] notices that on on the on the head of

[26:01] one of the arrows there's some

[26:04] blood he brushes away some leaves and

[26:06] there's this little frog with a wound in

[26:08] its head and he picks up the Frog

[26:11] remember he's a God right and he says to

[26:14] the says little frog why didn't you call

[26:17] out to me in my distress and the Frog

[26:20] says to him talking frogs back then

[26:21] right he says Lord I always cry out to

[26:25] you in my distress but when you cause

[26:28] the distress

[26:29] to whom do I cry out I accept it as your

[26:35] will what would we what would be like if

[26:39] we could if we could all

[26:42] just accept the events in our

[26:47] life as uh as the will of the will of

[26:50] God for our

[26:52] benefit and and let go of the suffering

[26:55] now that doesn't eradicate the the

[26:58] inquiry it doesn't eradicate our need to

[27:02] kind of get often get to the bottom of

[27:05] of emotional

[27:07] suffering but if we see that the events

[27:09] of Life

[27:11] themselves are not the cause of our

[27:14] suffering but our refusal to submit to

[27:18] them in any way our our idea is that

[27:20] somehow it should be different but

[27:23] instead just

[27:24] go not my will but thine be done

[27:28] suffering would vanish in an instant

[27:30] because there's nobody there to

[27:32] suffer the sufferer is the one who is

[27:36] resisting if if that

[27:40] Consciousness is uh shifted transformed

[27:45] into the one who has surrendered the

[27:48] suffering is Left Behind with the one

[27:50] who is

[27:52] resisted and it's like that it's not a

[27:55] you who is suffering who now becomes a

[27:58] you who is not suffering or you who is

[28:02] resisting and that you

[28:05] surrenders it looks like that excuse me

[28:08] because there's this

[28:10] continuity uh that we experience but

[28:14] what actually happens is the the one who

[28:18] is resistant

[28:20] dissolves and the one who is surrendered

[28:24] appears because that's closer to the

[28:27] truth which which finally does appear

[28:30] which is the one to whom we have been

[28:32] surrendering the whole

[28:35] time the the totality of the you

[28:39] surrenders and the only thing left is

[28:43] the one to whom all the surrendering is

[28:45] happening and you are

[28:48] that so hope you enjoyed my little story

[28:51] if it was a repeat I hope you enjoyed it

[28:54] on the repeat I hope it was worth

[28:57] hearing again so

[28:59] Eva loves the music before tea

[29:03] thanks Lisa so much love and prayers for

[29:05] all affected yeah all of us ouch

[29:08] beautiful oh thank you Ida oh Mary likes

[29:12] the music

[29:15] too I guess I should make some of my

[29:18] meditation music available to to

[29:21] folks yeah I've got I've actually had

[29:23] quite a bit of it I just never put it

[29:25] out anywhere where anybody can get it

[29:27] but uh oh maybe I should do that if if

[29:30] folks are interested enough yeah um cm's

[29:34] cm's got her tea good to see that great

[29:38] um let's see Joseph's got his

[29:42] tea got my G waiting for

[29:45] tea uh Hendrick wonderful to see you

[29:49] there's

[29:50] Ally um Mary says I heard California

[29:54] small earthquake this morning as well

[29:55] yeah the whole Earth

[29:59] is shaking ready to be

[30:03] born there's

[30:05] a there's a statement from Paul St Paul

[30:08] about that I can't think of it right now

[30:10] but anyway there's Fatima in Slovakia

[30:14] Savvy absolutely devastating two

[30:17] hurricanes back to back this year in

[30:19] Florida now the wild flowes in

[30:21] California my heart goes out to all

[30:23] those who lost loved ones pets and homes

[30:26] very sad yes it is yeah so your

[30:31] work yeah the dark side will not too

[30:34] many are Awakening since the pandemic to

[30:38] yeah it obviously uh uh awakened that

[30:42] opened a lot of eyes and Minds um yeah

[30:47] not closed a lot of them too but

[30:51] um yeah even the pandemic all of this is

[30:54] being is just basically the being

[30:58] pushed up to the top so it can be so it

[31:01] can be released it is just happening on

[31:04] a global

[31:07] scale that is what's happening right but

[31:10] of course look for

[31:12] yourself look for yourself take

[31:15] everything I say for checking until you

[31:17] see it for yourself that you see the the

[31:21] the undeniable correlation between the

[31:24] work you do on yourself and the process

[31:27] by which it happens

[31:29] and what's going on in the world and

[31:30] you'll get it it's like okay yep

[31:33] absolutely that is what's

[31:36] happening savy said I got the audiobook

[31:39] you and Jay were speaking about ah yes

[31:41] after the Ecstasy the laundry very good

[31:44] thus far it's it's very very helpful to

[31:48] anybody who's on this path after the

[31:50] Ecstasy of the laundry it's by Jack

[31:52] cornfield with a k um an amazing teacher

[31:57] great storyteller um uh and and the book

[32:00] is totally engaging and you know for

[32:04] anybody who's got this romanticized

[32:06] idealized state idea you know that

[32:09] you're Awakening and it's all you know

[32:11] rose petals and U and uh you know angels

[32:15] and people running in the forest with

[32:18] chiffon it boy it boy does that blow

[32:20] that illusion away after the Ecstasy the

[32:24] Kundalini experience or the the plant

[32:27] medicine

[32:29] the

[32:30] laundry everyday everyday life CU even

[32:35] the pequest of the peak experiences is

[32:37] an experience and it will

[32:41] pass we need this practice this path is

[32:45] about being is finding and abiding with

[32:49] that which does not pass that which does

[32:53] not come and go be it be it be it misery

[32:57] or ecstasy

[32:59] and that's where the real path is

[33:02] because that which is always here that

[33:05] which is not coming and going is

[33:12] you it's kind of

[33:17] obvious I'm here I've been here the

[33:19] whole time when I was five living living

[33:24] the life of I was here 15 25 I still

[33:28] here haven't gone anywhere 72 still

[33:33] here always it's always you you are what

[33:37] you've been looking

[33:38] for and it's yeah so anyway love the

[33:41] book there's my book review for today

[33:45] thanks to Ally thank you hm rert oh rert

[33:50] no

[33:51] sheldrake yeah sheldrick he's the not

[33:54] rubert Spyro he's the Nel teacher it's

[33:57] rubert sheld who is a

[34:00] scientist and

[34:02] um one who like many has become

[34:05] convinced that it is consciousness that

[34:07] is the at the root of of all of this and

[34:10] not some a bunch of material structures

[34:13] let's see zeep Zephyr hello Zephyr

[34:17] Zephyr with waves upside down stop sign

[34:21] and waves um hm light Joseph

[34:26] LOL uh oh there you are

[34:29] Alo GP looking forward to your uh on

[34:32] your meeting I couldn't be the last last

[34:34] day just wondering if you saw me yes I

[34:36] did sorry I haven't responded to it yep

[34:39] and um yeah and um I'll get you we

[34:44] we bat me um we'll get you we'll get you

[34:47] set up there and also in the EFT

[34:50] class so um um anybody else who wants to

[34:54] uh to join into that do I have a

[34:57] something for

[34:59] um the

[35:00] s u let me see real real real quick

[35:07] um

[35:11] say take it to the page to register yes

[35:14] it does look at that okay okay back to

[35:17] here so yeah I guess I do I'm just going

[35:19] to type it in though right anybody who's

[35:21] interested wants to join get a week for

[35:25] free if you're going to go in the EFT

[35:27] class though make I work out a

[35:29] completely different

[35:31] deal it is my self inquiry

[35:36] s n g h um and that I do once a week

[35:41] every Wednesday it's like 47 bucks a

[35:43] month to join so it's you know it's it's

[35:47] cheap um

[35:49] and uh we we do the inquiry some

[35:54] sometimes we um we go into some

[35:57] emotional healing if it's

[35:59] necessary I have done that during that

[36:01] but I have other things completely

[36:04] dedicated to emotional healing but the

[36:07] self- inquiry sa the focus is is being

[36:10] as precise and and thorough as we can in

[36:15] into the nondu self

[36:17] inquiry and the advantage is I actually

[36:21] get to sit there you and me on the

[36:24] screen and um I can interact I can see

[36:28] more that I I can take some time right

[36:30] with here I get a question I can answer

[36:32] it there we can dive in together and and

[36:35] go to those those places um in us that

[36:40] um that are blocking the view as to who

[36:43] you actually

[36:45] are um let's let's let's

[36:50] see um hendri oh Ella hello from

[36:55] grateful me for every message you bring

[36:57] oh thank

[36:58] you very very touching yeah rats and

[37:04] [Laughter]

[37:06] frogs yeah sorry Lord knows look the

[37:09] synapse fire I go that's it yeah that's

[37:13] it I don't question I just go I always

[37:16] do what the Little Voices tell me to do

[37:19] uh Carl GP I have a long way to go to

[37:22] reach your level of acceptance your

[37:24] stories today of Our Lord makes me feel

[37:26] that the Lord higher self has sadistic

[37:31] Tendencies

[37:33] um no

[37:37] um what we can't accept is the notion

[37:41] that somehow human life shouldn't be

[37:44] this idyllic thing where everything's

[37:47] working the way I want it to work you

[37:50] like that where did that come from

[37:53] um it's supposed to go the way I think

[37:56] it's supposed to go

[38:00] we we don't want to face the fact that

[38:04] in order for us to have experienc at all

[38:07] you must have the full range of

[38:10] opposites for light there must be dark

[38:13] otherwise it cannot be

[38:16] experienced for the Ecstasy there must

[38:20] be misery for Joy there must be sadness

[38:24] and grief there has to be that

[38:26] experience

[38:28] so we cling to the joy and so when the

[38:32] the other comes your way which it must

[38:35] and the joy departs which it must cuz

[38:38] these are all in a flow it they are all

[38:42] um un they are all temporary they're all

[38:44] constantly

[38:46] changing we say this shouldn't be

[38:48] happening God's

[38:51] sadistic no ain't

[38:54] so this is what happens and the whole

[38:58] point of our human life is to accept

[39:02] that as it is and transcend

[39:04] it there's a place that is not the

[39:08] Opposites that it is witnessing of the

[39:12] Opposites because how can you see the

[39:15] Opposites at all unless you're standing

[39:19] in a place that is uh that is outside of

[39:23] the Opposites when you're on a when

[39:26] you're in a car on a train

[39:29] there's no sense of you you you don't

[39:32] feel as if you're

[39:34] moving the the the things are going by

[39:37] and so we think we're moving but you

[39:39] know I used to fly airplanes um you know

[39:42] I have my pilotes license um just

[39:45] private never commercial or anything

[39:46] like that and I remember those times at

[39:48] night some

[39:50] spectacular when it was just really dark

[39:54] really dark couldn't really see much you

[39:57] know some lights here here and there the

[39:59] lights underneath me actually over the

[40:01] San Francisco Bay I was flying um and

[40:06] uh because it was it was it was dark

[40:09] there were no points of reference I was

[40:11] going about 180 M an hour and I had no

[40:14] sense of motion whatsoever I was just

[40:17] sitting in darkness completely

[40:20] motionless that's what I was

[40:22] experiencing

[40:25] right and yet at the same time

[40:29] all of this stuff was was going on there

[40:32] is a place in us that is absolutely

[40:37] still there has to be because that is

[40:41] the fulum the the the the point around

[40:44] which all the motion can happen you

[40:47] can't detect the motion unless you're at

[40:50] a point rela still at least relative to

[40:54] the thing that is in motion

[40:58] so we we can't taste the depths of love

[41:02] until we've experienced pain rejection

[41:06] broken heart hatred anger resentment we

[41:13] can't and then you find there's a

[41:16] place greater than all of

[41:19] it where there are no opposites it's

[41:23] the it's the opposite of everything that

[41:26] makes no sense right and not nothing it

[41:28] is everything and nothing it is it

[41:31] exists and does not exist it cannot be

[41:34] described it cannot be put into words

[41:36] you cannot do anything about

[41:39] it

[41:41] except the recognition that that is you

[41:45] that is where you are standing and that

[41:48] is what all of this is emanating from

[41:53] then God which is you at the center

[41:59] isn't

[42:01] sadistic that this is what must be there

[42:05] in order

[42:07] for experience to happen at all at all

[42:11] and the Paradox is that when that is

[42:16] actually seen and the sense of self that

[42:20] is in that is clinging to to the to the

[42:23] good side and and and trying to get rid

[42:27] of

[42:28] bads side or utter utterly resistant is

[42:31] not you that that's just a character on

[42:34] the screen the character

[42:36] disappears and what happens is

[42:39] everything on the screen harmonizes the

[42:41] Opposites are no

[42:43] longer uh sadistic or they're no longer

[42:47] a punishment or a

[42:49] blessing they are they in fact all

[42:54] become uh the the manifestation

[42:59] of the self in

[43:02] Harmony and you find there is only good

[43:07] there is only love but love for love to

[43:11] be manifested it has to appear against

[43:14] the background of some

[43:17] opposite in all the different ways it it

[43:21] can the key to going beyond the real

[43:25] Nirvana is

[43:28] finding that which is not

[43:31] changing from that perspective

[43:34] everything starts to make sense from the

[43:38] perspective of somebody who wants this

[43:40] but not

[43:42] that there will be a conflict between it

[43:44] all that doesn't actually exist in

[43:47] reality but is being created by the

[43:50] position of I want this I don't want

[43:55] that that is the

[43:59] stist and the masochist yeah both of

[44:02] them all rolled up into

[44:05] one um so

[44:08] um you don't have a long way to go stop

[44:11] thinking

[44:13] that who's this one Carl oh it's Carl

[44:16] yeah um you do not have a long way to

[44:20] go you don't have a long way to go to

[44:22] get to

[44:23] yourself

[44:26] right what I trying to preach here and

[44:29] teach here

[44:31] is it it isn't a path to get you

[44:35] somewhere it's a path that takes away

[44:38] everything that that is hiding from you

[44:42] what you already

[44:47] are it is

[44:49] so even the thought I have a long way to

[44:53] go to reach your level of

[44:55] acceptance if you believe that you

[45:00] manifest or become the eye that has a

[45:03] long way to go and you will then be

[45:06] walking on a path that has a long way to

[45:08] go and that's totally an illusion

[45:12] created by the belief in

[45:16] it because you don't have any distance

[45:20] to go whatsoever to be

[45:24] you obvious that's obvious

[45:28] so put all the attention on the sense of

[45:30] being disconnected from yourself

[45:33] separated from what you can't possibly

[45:35] be separated

[45:37] from and then notice the sense of ey the

[45:42] sense of

[45:43] identity that that because of

[45:46] experiences has interpreted this to mean

[45:50] I have a long way to go is that eye real

[45:55] is it truthful can you depend on it is

[45:58] it

[45:59] reliable if it's truthful it will be

[46:02] there all the time and it will have been

[46:05] there your whole life which means you

[46:08] know you're 5 years old God I got a long

[46:10] way to go it would otherwise it's coming

[46:14] and going like anything else and the eye

[46:18] the one who believes that is also coming

[46:21] and going because there was a time you

[46:23] didn't didn't even think about it

[46:26] there's nothing the that that eye was

[46:30] not having a long way to go on you're

[46:33] playing with trucks or something right

[46:35] or you know just figure out how you can

[46:37] get the get the

[46:39] date you you weren't it wasn't there

[46:43] which means it's it is not permanent

[46:45] it's not

[46:47] real the thing to get it's

[46:50] important and and really the centerpiece

[46:54] of this of of this path

[46:58] is it's not an eye that is now going to

[47:00] have a different way to reach it or an

[47:02] eye trying to realize that it is it the

[47:05] eye itself is the issue and you are not

[47:10] the eye that believes it has a long way

[47:12] to go to reach your my level of

[47:18] acceptance I didn't reach

[47:24] it the eye that felt

[47:29] separated uh dissolved not completely

[47:33] it's not gone yet I'm not a Buddha yeah

[47:36] I'm on the path just like you I'm I'm a

[47:40] bozo on the bus just like

[47:43] you but it's very clear what the path is

[47:47] it's very clear at this level

[47:50] of this level of investigating the eye

[47:54] right this eye that we're so convinced

[47:56] is on

[47:59] he that's the

[48:00] culprit that's Maya that is the great

[48:03] illusion and that sense that wants to

[48:07] pull us into

[48:10] identification is this very subtle

[48:12] energy we need to become aware of so

[48:16] thank you for that question Carl it

[48:18] really let me go go and Riff on a

[48:22] um a a a more

[48:24] quintessential teaching

[48:27] yeah you're not the you are not who you

[48:30] think you

[48:33] are find out who you actually

[48:38] are the one you actually

[48:40] are doesn't have anywhere to

[48:43] go you're it and you've been it the

[48:46] whole

[48:47] time because even now you say I have a

[48:50] long way to go isn't all of that the

[48:52] words the the the feeling the belief all

[48:55] of it isn't it being

[48:59] perceived

[49:01] well pay attention to the

[49:04] perceiver because that's not changing is

[49:07] it that picture on the screen the eye

[49:11] the belief the distance those are all

[49:14] changing but the perceiver of all of it

[49:17] is that

[49:18] changing find

[49:20] that and your

[49:25] home JV for some reason I was hoping

[49:28] this was just going to be a tea kettle

[49:30] whistling in the key of

[49:33] G um I can't whistle very well yeah my

[49:36] dad could but yeah annoyed my mother

[49:40] terribly which I think is why he did

[49:45] it anything to get a rib in um let's see

[49:50] SEI I always remember the sentence from

[49:53] the big book of AA pain is the

[49:55] Touchstone to all spiritual growth

[50:00] um I would actually amend that a little

[50:03] bit I'm very grateful I learned this at

[50:05] the beginning of my spiritual journey ye

[50:08] yes it's it's true but I want to amend

[50:10] it a little bit because we think somehow

[50:14] that we could we're going to escape from

[50:18] Human

[50:20] pain which would mean that um somebody

[50:25] really close to me dies and I won't feel

[50:28] anything because that's

[50:32] painful it's it's a subtle difference

[50:35] but

[50:36] what the real Essence what pain points

[50:40] us to find a relief to pain of course it

[50:43] does

[50:44] right we make a whole lot of really

[50:47] stupid choices trying to find the relief

[50:50] to that because we don't know what the

[50:52] actual cause

[50:54] is then looking closer we find there

[50:58] really there is a difference between

[51:00] pain and

[51:02] suffering that pain is a part of life

[51:05] just like pleasure

[51:06] is you know grief is is just so

[51:10] much just as much a part of life as is

[51:13] Joy you cannot separate

[51:16] them but suffering that's

[51:20] different that's

[51:22] different suffering is all and how we

[51:26] have been programmed trained and

[51:29] inculturated to respond to the pain and

[51:33] the

[51:34] pleasure grab onto the pleasure try to

[51:37] not let it go try and try to get rid of

[51:39] all the

[51:42] pain uh which of course is absolutely

[51:45] impossible because you cannot have one

[51:47] without the other but you can be free of

[51:51] suffering because that isn't a part of

[51:55] the thing it is an overlay on it created

[51:59] by the false sense of identity that puts

[52:02] itself in a position of disagreement

[52:06] with the way things actually are and

[52:09] know they should be different right or

[52:10] tries to explain it right you know that

[52:13] God did this and we're sinful and we're

[52:15] fallen and eventually when we die if we

[52:18] if we follow the rules to the letter or

[52:20] believe the way we're supposed to

[52:22] believe then we're going to get the

[52:24] reward of this perfect place well there

[52:27] is no pain for the rest of

[52:30] Eternity um these are all the ways in

[52:33] which we we simply avoid that this is

[52:36] the reality of it and then when you do

[52:40] that even a little bit you don't have to

[52:42] be a Buddha to do this you probably have

[52:45] all even experienced it I know uh many

[52:49] of you who have been in my classes have

[52:52] that that when the resistance to it is

[52:55] gone

[52:57] suddenly the pain isn't so painful that

[53:01] the pain of life is actually Amplified

[53:04] by the fear of it and and the resistance

[53:07] to it it it's bigger than it actually is

[53:10] that at the root the

[53:13] pain usually well it's always less than

[53:17] that sometimes it even goes away

[53:19] completely other times there's an

[53:22] equinity there there's a there is a

[53:25] surrender there that will sometimes

[53:29] actually even heal whatever it is that's

[53:32] causing the pain um but will make one be

[53:36] be so present with it that that some

[53:40] enormous benefit comes out of it and

[53:42] there are many people who have been very

[53:45] grateful see you know the illness that

[53:48] they got these severe illnesses they

[53:49] were grateful because it shook them up

[53:53] it restructured their priorities it made

[53:56] them it just made them appreciate life

[53:59] like they had to let go of what the way

[54:02] they think things should have

[54:06] been

[54:08] um it's kind of similar to when people

[54:11] have near-death experiences suddenly all

[54:13] of this is gone and a whole new context

[54:15] comes about and it's like well sure yeah

[54:18] I do want to go back sometimes not

[54:21] sometimes no I don't want to go back

[54:23] right uh but uh it it how about we do

[54:27] that before we die or have a near-death

[54:28] experience or have some major illness

[54:30] how about you know just say oh I get it

[54:33] you know you can go in you can in go in

[54:36] the door through suffering or you can go

[54:37] in the door through

[54:39] surrender you can go in through devotion

[54:41] or you can go in through

[54:44] vant through

[54:46] wisdom once you're wise enough you don't

[54:49] need these things happening over and

[54:51] over and over again and the stuff that

[54:53] does happen that's unavoidable in life

[54:56] they'll be just an equinity to go

[54:58] through it including getting

[55:02] old and everything that that that comes

[55:07] that comes from it right it's inevitable

[55:11] know the little kid wants to grow up and

[55:13] want to have all the freedom and stuff

[55:15] of a of of adulthood maybe really enjoys

[55:19] all the freedom and the fun and the

[55:20] extra pleasures and the like and

[55:22] eventually I don't want to get old you

[55:24] want to stop the process right see even

[55:27] there's even some crazy lady um um

[55:32] Christian who who claims God has taken

[55:34] her and shown her heaven and it is you

[55:38] you get a nice spelt body back and I me

[55:41] you everybody looks you know hot and

[55:43] thin and you can eat whatever you want

[55:45] and you just look great all the time

[55:48] which is weird because there's no saxs

[55:50] there according to her so what's the

[55:52] point of looking good again exactly

[55:55] what's it but anyway you can see that

[55:58] that it it I don't know how I I don't

[56:02] I got got off on that but the idea I

[56:06] mean the idea of Heaven is this place

[56:08] where it's everything is the way I want

[56:10] it

[56:12] right it's just perfect for

[56:16] me heaven and hell are states of mind

[56:19] you can make a Hell or

[56:21] Heaven it's all in your hands you can

[56:24] make a God or a devil it's all in your

[56:26] hands

[56:29] Zephyr it's a dots sign

[56:33] actually not quite sure what you are

[56:37] referring to back back there but um

[56:41] doubt say well um

[56:44] fron uh hey

[56:46] Peter Peter in Italy

[56:51] y I had I had no idea it would take so

[56:54] long

[56:57] well you know compared to

[57:00] what right it took to so long compared

[57:05] to

[57:07] what maybe it just took as long as it

[57:10] needed to and still is and it it was

[57:13] going along exactly the right place and

[57:15] it's not too long or Too

[57:18] Short everything brings you to the next

[57:20] place the next place that's that's the

[57:22] path folks that's walking on the path

[57:25] that's that's what it means

[57:32] um first sentence in the book The Road

[57:34] Less Traveled life life is difficult

[57:37] that had a great impact on me I thought

[57:39] only my life and a certain few lives

[57:41] were difficult I was young and naive

[57:44] then yeah I grew up I grew up in the

[57:47] Midwest of the US which is a very weird

[57:50] place because you know life is you know

[57:52] in the midwest it's life is difficult

[57:54] very difficult and then you

[57:59] die very hopeful and then there's this

[58:02] you know the the promise of Heaven in

[58:04] the

[58:05] future and then the then the more the

[58:08] new thought uh uh Christian uh churches

[58:12] which other Christians don't think

[58:14] they're

[58:15] Christians in

[58:18] which it's all it's all in your mind

[58:22] right new thought which is kind of the

[58:23] the course of Miracles and you can

[58:26] manifest all these things which then

[58:29] shows up later as the Law of Attraction

[58:31] and all of that kind of stuff um that I

[58:34] can make this the heaven that I want

[58:40] right because I this is what's supposed

[58:43] to happening not this oh now I've got

[58:44] this power I can make that happen um

[58:48] without any regard for the the the ego

[58:51] or the or love or tenderness and

[58:54] compassion just complete dis disregards

[58:58] it it is um people often say that uh we

[59:03] quote the Buddha saying life is

[59:06] suffering um that's not actually what he

[59:09] said it's not what he put He says there

[59:12] is

[59:13] suffering life does not inherently

[59:17] involve

[59:19] suffering if you are the way we kind of

[59:22] use the

[59:23] words with with pain um um

[59:28] there are there's a subtle difference

[59:30] but of course the difference in

[59:31] definition is all in

[59:33] usage but the the animals in the wild

[59:37] don't really suffer in the way that we

[59:40] we suffer because they're

[59:44] not they're completely tuned to the

[59:47] environment and they respond to the

[59:50] environment yes they know fear they know

[59:52] they know pain and the like but there's

[59:55] nothing in them them to say this

[59:58] shouldn't be happening that would cause

[1:00:01] a psychological Rift that would create

[1:00:04] suffering because we say that and we

[1:00:06] live our entire lives clinging and

[1:00:09] pushing away and finding we can't do it

[1:00:12] so we try harder and different ways of

[1:00:14] doing it uh because we think life is

[1:00:17] somehow supposed to to accommodate and

[1:00:20] conform to my my personal needs well the

[1:00:25] animals don't have that

[1:00:28] they don't have that and it's really

[1:00:30] interesting when you see uh

[1:00:33] uh documentaries and the like of the of

[1:00:37] the kill right the cheetah gets the

[1:00:40] gazelle which he must do to survive as

[1:00:43] the gazelle must get away to survive um

[1:00:47] and there's a point and it happens in

[1:00:50] actually in every Critter um sometimes

[1:00:53] in humans usually not cuz we're so

[1:00:55] resistant to the whole idea but there's

[1:00:57] a moment that there's all the struggle

[1:00:59] everything's going on to try to try to

[1:01:01] get away and then all of a sudden you

[1:01:02] just see it

[1:01:04] Go and completely surrender to it may

[1:01:08] even seen it in your

[1:01:10] pets they know their time is

[1:01:13] coming and they just go off somewhere

[1:01:16] and they let it

[1:01:19] happen now that's just animals in the

[1:01:22] wild animals in captivity are completely

[1:01:24] different they have the same

[1:01:27] they know something's wrong right if

[1:01:29] they're in a the lion in a cage pacing

[1:01:31] back and forth is because he's supposed

[1:01:33] to be walking around a lot

[1:01:35] and he he can't do it with the whale in

[1:01:38] the swimming pool they're suffering

[1:01:41] because they're

[1:01:43] not they they don't have the opportunity

[1:01:45] to be themselves that is in fact what

[1:01:48] we're all suffering from and we think

[1:01:51] that that's going to somehow be

[1:01:54] ameliorated when I get things the way I

[1:01:57] want them and even if we did it's not

[1:02:01] enough and we keep going and most of the

[1:02:03] time we can't we just keep struggling at

[1:02:05] it struggling at it because that's not

[1:02:08] really what we want we want the freedom

[1:02:10] to be ourselves and the freedom to be

[1:02:13] yourself can't come from anything in the

[1:02:15] external World it must come from here we

[1:02:18] must go back the way we came removing

[1:02:22] everything that isn't you until you get

[1:02:24] to the gold which is you

[1:02:27] it's it's a process can take some time

[1:02:29] but once you know how to do

[1:02:32] it um it is the the direct most direct

[1:02:37] and the final path because there's no

[1:02:40] more distractions there's no more

[1:02:42] detours no more culd DEC you get stuck

[1:02:45] in yeah

[1:02:48] um uh yeah basically that's what I teach

[1:02:51] people how to do walk that path

[1:02:54] back and and feel treasurous cuz there's

[1:02:57] a lot of things that don't want you to

[1:02:58] walk that path back they want to keep

[1:03:00] you keep you up here both internal and

[1:03:02] external but but you know once you

[1:03:04] settle into

[1:03:06] it you know this is it yeah this is it

[1:03:11] and at some point L line you realize

[1:03:13] that this is the final

[1:03:16] path everything I've done all these

[1:03:18] other things this is it there aren't no

[1:03:21] more things this goes all the way

[1:03:27] so John John LEL I sure to hope that you

[1:03:30] all are having morally right

[1:03:32] [Laughter]

[1:03:35] Christians and

[1:03:37] I I I I I hope with all my heart that

[1:03:40] you're

[1:03:41] [Laughter]

[1:03:47] not oh

[1:03:49] yes very

[1:03:52] funny see um the popularity of Law of

[1:03:55] Attraction got all

[1:03:57] confused yeah as I was talking about I

[1:04:00] actually I caught that outside of my eye

[1:04:03] because it says we can get everything we

[1:04:05] want manifest the life we want you can

[1:04:08] have it all so we can't accept when it's

[1:04:11] when it's not the way we want to expect

[1:04:13] it yes

[1:04:15] and I don't think I have to it's not a

[1:04:19] long stretch right to to assume that you

[1:04:22] know for a fact that in those times I

[1:04:26] can't get it when I want and I'm

[1:04:27] supposed to be able to get it when I

[1:04:29] want I suffer and I blame myself for it

[1:04:32] and I try hard and I do everything they

[1:04:34] tell me to do and it doesn't work and

[1:04:36] they say it doesn't work and they say

[1:04:38] you didn't do it right it's all your

[1:04:42] fault oh man same old

[1:04:46] original sin in the back door

[1:04:51] yeah um you don't need

[1:04:54] to life will take care of you when you

[1:04:56] stop fighting

[1:05:00] it as uh David WR the uh David right

[1:05:07] right I think I got the name wrong

[1:05:09] Steven Steven right said uh so

[1:05:12] beautifully he says

[1:05:14] um you can't have it all where would you

[1:05:18] put

[1:05:23] it Sam when is it respond ible to Dawn

[1:05:27] the eye and remove the eye is there ever

[1:05:30] a time when interacting in the world

[1:05:32] that eye should be worn explicitly is

[1:05:35] being without IE always sociable viable

[1:05:40] also looking great GP thanks Sam we

[1:05:44] always enjoy those com

[1:05:46] comments I take the pose oh what I need

[1:05:49] is like a little you know a

[1:05:51] sophisticated shot of of like cognac or

[1:05:55] something uh

[1:05:57] I used to do things for

[1:05:59] commercials

[1:06:02] um the question

[1:06:04] [Laughter]

[1:06:11] sorry this is such a great question Sam

[1:06:14] so wonderful and it is one of the places

[1:06:19] that I I really have focused to kind of

[1:06:22] break down the barrier between the eye

[1:06:29] that that is that appears to be acting

[1:06:33] in the world and the eye that you truly

[1:06:36] are

[1:06:38] um and it's it's very very

[1:06:41] subtle and it it it takes some time to

[1:06:46] uh to for it to really become clear how

[1:06:49] it

[1:06:49] works um which is why I teach classes

[1:06:52] about it right and

[1:06:54] I and that is

[1:06:57] the finding that flow between the the

[1:07:02] absolute and the relative is the point

[1:07:06] there's a lot of nonuel teaching that

[1:07:09] says that somehow think you get into the

[1:07:12] absolute and you get rid of the relative

[1:07:16] well doesn't that sound kind of

[1:07:20] dualistic that's not non nonduality at

[1:07:23] all the absolute and the relative are

[1:07:25] not not

[1:07:27] two duel and nonuel are not

[1:07:32] two what isn't that the

[1:07:36] eye what actually happens

[1:07:41] is life and all of its interactions

[1:07:44] right everything you're experiencing

[1:07:46] right now all of it the UPS the Downs

[1:07:49] the successes the failures the romance

[1:07:53] right the family the relationship

[1:07:56] all of that right isn't a problem it's

[1:08:00] it's innocent right the ey that needs to

[1:08:05] be removed is the belief in a particular

[1:08:09] person for whom it is their life and

[1:08:13] these things are happening too and come

[1:08:16] back to the absolute perceiver the

[1:08:19] ultimate the true eye that is the one

[1:08:22] who's actually experiencing everything

[1:08:26] in

[1:08:27] life and when that

[1:08:29] happens the that the little eye

[1:08:33] disappears but the individuality does

[1:08:37] not the form through which the true eye

[1:08:42] is manifesting itself has become also

[1:08:45] has also become Li liberated so the

[1:08:49] sense of eye now not identified and tied

[1:08:52] to a particular eye

[1:08:56] moves very fluidly through the world

[1:08:59] because no you don't show up you don't

[1:09:02] show up well you show up without an eye

[1:09:05] but that doesn't mean you show up and

[1:09:07] what I'm

[1:09:10] just the form is still constantly

[1:09:14] morphing and changing taking different

[1:09:16] shapes you show up as you know as friend

[1:09:19] as as lover as employee as Employer

[1:09:23] right I show up as Grandpa right I've

[1:09:25] got two two beautiful young

[1:09:27] granddaughters and I've got a um a

[1:09:30] grandson right who was about to go into

[1:09:34] Premed here maybe even here at

[1:09:35] University of Washington so I get see

[1:09:37] him more he lives down in Phoenix so

[1:09:40] when I'm with them I'm Grandpa kind of

[1:09:43] well cuz the other one the the the older

[1:09:46] one I inherited through so we but we

[1:09:48] have established a really beautiful

[1:09:49] relationship e nor I'm not his

[1:09:51] biological

[1:09:52] grandfather so that's a different

[1:09:54] relationship

[1:09:56] the relationship I have with the

[1:09:57] three-year-old granddaughter is

[1:09:59] different than the one I have with the

[1:10:00] 8-year-old Grand granddaughter which is

[1:10:02] different with all the people in in in

[1:10:05] my life all of them are slightly

[1:10:08] different right some of them are very

[1:10:11] very close to me right they're just like

[1:10:14] right here am my you know the ones that

[1:10:17] are just for me right and then there are

[1:10:20] those that are just every day and my and

[1:10:23] students have very close relationship

[1:10:25] with and I'm very different there than I

[1:10:29] am with my granddaughters and my sons

[1:10:31] and their wives and and the you know the

[1:10:35] the the people I meet all the day and

[1:10:36] the other people who have live in this

[1:10:38] house that I that I live in and all very

[1:10:41] very different

[1:10:44] and something shows up a sense it's it's

[1:10:48] not an eye that shows up the form

[1:10:51] changes to to be

[1:10:53] present appropriately in that

[1:10:56] circumstance with those people if I

[1:10:58] showed up as the spiritual teacher doing

[1:11:00] non-u inquiry with my three-year-old how

[1:11:03] how far you think I would

[1:11:05] get I show up as you know I'm on the

[1:11:08] floor we're playing with dolls and and

[1:11:11] Legos and I'm that and we we're now

[1:11:13] we're trains right

[1:11:17] right you know I

[1:11:19] mean now but when you don't have a sense

[1:11:23] of being stuck in an identity itty you

[1:11:27] realize that the the the forms that are

[1:11:31] taken are coming and going constantly

[1:11:33] and you're free to all of them you know

[1:11:36] you you know when to be angry right and

[1:11:40] and and protect and say absolutely no

[1:11:43] further in a boundary and many people

[1:11:45] you need to do that with but you don't

[1:11:47] become an angry person you are the the

[1:11:53] free uh uh formless eye that takes form

[1:12:00] in any manner

[1:12:02] necessary and when you are freed from

[1:12:04] the sense of eye as

[1:12:07] identity the exactly right form shows up

[1:12:11] for every

[1:12:13] circumstance and for me exactly right

[1:12:15] means it's the form that gives voice

[1:12:20] presence to the most love possible in

[1:12:24] that situation

[1:12:28] but it's always

[1:12:30] absolutely dead nuts

[1:12:32] on when you're not uh when you don't

[1:12:36] have a a sense of identity if you do

[1:12:40] have a sense of identity that this is

[1:12:41] who I am I'm like this and you know um

[1:12:44] then that identity showing up uh

[1:12:50] socially is only going to be be able to

[1:12:52] you won't have access to any other

[1:12:54] resources so it's just going to always

[1:12:56] be trying to impose itself on it on the

[1:12:59] the circumstance tring to change it so

[1:13:01] it fits in it or else get really shy and

[1:13:03] pull back from it because it can't deal

[1:13:05] with it it doesn't have the access to it

[1:13:07] the sense of eye has been compressed

[1:13:09] into this what you can now call the

[1:13:12] person right rather than just the form

[1:13:15] which is the manifestation of the self

[1:13:18] you have the person projected on the

[1:13:22] manifestation right that cuts itself off

[1:13:25] from the totality of the manifestation

[1:13:28] and then feels rightly um I don't have

[1:13:32] how do I do this how do you know afraid

[1:13:34] or aggressive or whatever it needs to be

[1:13:37] so every situation you show up in like

[1:13:41] as I am right now and and totally in I'm

[1:13:46] there but when all of this you know

[1:13:49] turns off I say goodbye I I I close the

[1:13:51] screen I turn off the lights then it's

[1:13:54] just me there's just nothing no

[1:13:58] one and then oh make something eat cuz

[1:14:02] my body's hungry I've got some some

[1:14:04] other things I want to do this afternoon

[1:14:07] I'm I'm going to be talking with um a a

[1:14:10] close a close friend later today um and

[1:14:17] uh none of them are me all of them are

[1:14:21] me some simply because

[1:14:25] um in in some in some

[1:14:29] relationships and in some circumstan

[1:14:31] even some

[1:14:32] groups like in a s like in the sa like

[1:14:35] in the s that I do um the uh We've

[1:14:40] created a very safe space so more of

[1:14:44] there's more freedom to be you there's

[1:14:46] th those things kind of come down and

[1:14:50] you now can get used to not being stuck

[1:14:53] in a form and then entally you know

[1:14:56] spills over into the into the rest of

[1:14:59] your life so the quality of

[1:15:03] relationships is is part of it as as as

[1:15:07] well until you come to recognize that

[1:15:11] who you really are isn't caught in any

[1:15:13] of it but is present in all of

[1:15:18] it right and you know and we and we all

[1:15:21] have I mean the the real essence of a

[1:15:23] romantic relationship

[1:15:25] is a place where you can be 100%

[1:15:28] yourself that's what it's about and if

[1:15:30] you can't um there's something wrong and

[1:15:35] and you need to get on it right

[1:15:37] otherwise at some point it'll fall apart

[1:15:40] but if you can if you can recognize that

[1:15:42] it's really about becoming free to be

[1:15:44] yourself and that's Mutual it can it can

[1:15:48] sustain you know can be actually

[1:15:52] potentially could be a love affair your

[1:15:53] whole life

[1:15:55] the the strictly non-u absolutist

[1:15:58] approach completely disregards

[1:16:01] relationship they they're not important

[1:16:02] at all they're illusory like everything

[1:16:05] else they're only illus if you project a

[1:16:09] self on them otherwise they are this

[1:16:12] self that is a finite false sense of

[1:16:15] self onto

[1:16:17] them look at all of human life right one

[1:16:21] of the best examples I can best

[1:16:24] metaphors I can think of is the Mirage

[1:16:28] in the

[1:16:30] desert the the the non dualist would say

[1:16:35] none of it exists it's all an illusion

[1:16:36] it's all Mirage more

[1:16:39] accurately there's a mirage water right

[1:16:44] there's a desert there's sand it's hot

[1:16:47] I'm sweating I'm thirsty I'm getting

[1:16:50] really really tired there's there's heat

[1:16:53] the the waves of heat are arriving ringg

[1:16:55] from the sand creating these

[1:16:57] disturbances in the air and I see a

[1:17:00] mirage water there and I go for it the

[1:17:03] desert's real The Mirage isn't there's

[1:17:05] no water there the desert is actually

[1:17:08] here but the illusion projects on it

[1:17:12] something that isn't

[1:17:14] here all of human life is the self made

[1:17:18] Manifest this the the the essence from

[1:17:21] which it is emanating and the emanation

[1:17:23] are one they are not two not an absolute

[1:17:25] and relative not a Divine and a human

[1:17:28] you know and not a not a sacred and a

[1:17:31] profane they are

[1:17:33] one the the idea the belief the the Maya

[1:17:37] the great illusion is a somebody who is

[1:17:41] there and that's actually being

[1:17:43] projected onto what is actually here

[1:17:46] that's the Mirage the ego the sense of

[1:17:49] self the the the the sense of an I am I

[1:17:53] am this or that uh that's the Mirage

[1:17:56] there's nobody there everything else

[1:17:59] it's here

[1:18:05] enjoy um uh so

[1:18:10] um let's see let's see here Sam

[1:18:13] continued wow surprisingly that makes

[1:18:15] really good sense the removal of the

[1:18:17] belief is primary then the Eyes true

[1:18:19] expression arise uniquely met with very

[1:18:22] yes you're no longer stuck right

[1:18:25] uh thanks so much I'll meditate also you

[1:18:28] taught me that the Buddha mind can

[1:18:30] code can code more than a year ago uh

[1:18:35] knowing this has made my journey in

[1:18:36] dealing with Earth and logic

[1:18:38] fantastically more sensible I'm now

[1:18:40] freelancing as a programmer wow I did I

[1:18:43] did that for a long time actually since

[1:18:46] 1984 before I finally started started my

[1:18:49] own company life but anyway we'll send

[1:18:51] you a h check when my manifestation

[1:18:53] practice beat my

[1:18:56] no I got the

[1:18:59] sarcasm I I to you it was there it was

[1:19:02] very clear

[1:19:04] yeah yeah if anybody wasn't getting it

[1:19:06] it's good they saw but I I I could I

[1:19:08] could I could feel it I I could feel it

[1:19:12] um yeah removal of the eye as RAM Mahari

[1:19:17] put it the eye removes the eye and yet

[1:19:20] Remains the eye and um you know the the

[1:19:25] the word in uh Sanskrit that is

[1:19:29] translated in all the Buddhist texts as

[1:19:32] suffering um and it's actually the same

[1:19:34] word in poly which is the language

[1:19:36] Buddha actually spoke um the word for

[1:19:40] suffering is Dua duka is the word that

[1:19:42] gets translated into suffering in uh in

[1:19:46] all the English

[1:19:47] texts now duka is a very interesting

[1:19:50] word because it refers to the hub of a

[1:19:54] wheel that has gotten out of true to the

[1:19:58] point where the wheel either can't H at

[1:20:01] all or with great difficulty right in

[1:20:04] other words it's

[1:20:07] stuck suffering is when I get stuck in

[1:20:12] an identity this eye I am this eye which

[1:20:16] this little thing there starting with I

[1:20:18] am the body stuck there everything from

[1:20:21] the world is perceived like that all of

[1:20:25] what all of the rest of the flow which

[1:20:28] is the actual nature of life is now is

[1:20:31] now out uh not available to that one as

[1:20:36] long as I believe it I will feel as if

[1:20:39] it doesn't belong to me but I'm not

[1:20:44] him so to to be free of suffering

[1:20:48] doesn't mean changing anything it means

[1:20:52] freeing yourself pulling your feet out

[1:20:54] of the mud

[1:20:55] that has

[1:20:57] frozen frozen you in a position on the

[1:21:00] flow that's made it look like this is my

[1:21:03] this is me this is who I am and

[1:21:07] everything is seen from then and then

[1:21:08] you begin to realize you suffer it

[1:21:10] doesn't fit

[1:21:13] everywhere you know I I I I can't be the

[1:21:17] nondu teacher with my with my

[1:21:22] grandkids or even with any of the

[1:21:25] fellows I live here the other guys that

[1:21:27] live in this this house that I'm living

[1:21:29] in um waste of time I show up the way as

[1:21:34] something I don't show up as anything I

[1:21:36] have no agenda I just show up and

[1:21:38] somebody

[1:21:42] appears and it's really funny some of

[1:21:44] the misinterpretation people say ask me

[1:21:46] about different things it's hysterical

[1:21:48] with they project yeah anyway um great

[1:21:52] Sam fantastic and we all

[1:21:56] got the uh we all got the

[1:21:59] sarcasm uh let's

[1:22:02] see

[1:22:05] uh whoops that sounds more like hell

[1:22:09] everyone looks good but you don't

[1:22:10] satisfy your desire ever I know it yes

[1:22:13] it is hell I mean she even talking about

[1:22:16] pizz the size of tables and you can eat

[1:22:18] the whole thing and not

[1:22:20] get the right-wing Christian

[1:22:23] nationalists

[1:22:25] are

[1:22:27] insane there I said it they're Pat

[1:22:31] crazy okay dangerously crazy though

[1:22:35] let's point that

[1:22:37] out Brent one of my favorite jokes is

[1:22:40] Jesus knocking on someone's door the

[1:22:42] people inside ask why should we let you

[1:22:44] in and Jesus replies to save you from

[1:22:47] what I'm going to do to you if you

[1:22:52] don't

[1:22:53] perfect I'm that's perfect yes there it

[1:22:57] is there's the distorted

[1:23:00] Christianity in the fewest number of

[1:23:02] words possible I absolutely love

[1:23:06] [Laughter]

[1:23:07] it

[1:23:09] Isabelle um that reminds

[1:23:11] me I'm actually going to be doing a

[1:23:14] class called reclaiming

[1:23:16] God uh a workshop for recovering

[1:23:20] evangelists

[1:23:22] fundamentalists and anyone else who has

[1:23:25] been traumatized by the Loveless

[1:23:28] religion if anybody's

[1:23:31] interested I don't know if I let me see

[1:23:34] something if I have something about it h

[1:23:37] i don't shoot I don't have a link to

[1:23:40] join uh I do have a logo for it but I

[1:23:43] don't have a link to join so um I'll put

[1:23:46] something up here pretty soon right

[1:23:49] about it because uh I haven't wanted to

[1:23:52] do anything other than the nonu

[1:23:54] self-inquiry

[1:23:55] um s that I've got and the EFT trainings

[1:24:00] um immersions that I've got this the

[1:24:03] first time I've actually felt inspired

[1:24:05] for a very long

[1:24:07] time

[1:24:09] um uh to do anything other than those

[1:24:12] two I've been really focused there and

[1:24:15] want to keep it that way one time I had

[1:24:17] I think it was close to 120 different

[1:24:20] programs and workshops on my on on uh my

[1:24:24] learning

[1:24:27] platform I was crazy I Whitted it down I

[1:24:30] Whitted it down to like six and waited

[1:24:34] and a few people said what happened to

[1:24:36] and everyone that said what happened to

[1:24:37] I put it back so I'm I'm down to a much

[1:24:40] more manageable number but the only new

[1:24:42] stuff I've been doing has been about

[1:24:44] nonu self-inquiry and emotional

[1:24:47] Freedom uh and this is the first time um

[1:24:52] I have uh felt like I I've really wanted

[1:24:55] to um to address something very

[1:24:58] specifically because I I have a lot of

[1:25:00] students who are in fact recovering from

[1:25:03] the the horrible Damage Done to them by

[1:25:07] these extreme

[1:25:09] right-wing Evangelical uh uh people who

[1:25:13] in fact hide behind the the Bible and

[1:25:18] the and and

[1:25:19] Jesus in fact do not love God they love

[1:25:22] power and they want more of it

[1:25:26] uh but have deceived many right they

[1:25:30] will come in my name and deceive any do

[1:25:33] not be deceived um no we're

[1:25:38] not yeah not and I'm just so grateful

[1:25:41] for those who have come to me for some

[1:25:43] relief from the the brainwashing and the

[1:25:47] the constant fear and and coercion that

[1:25:50] that troubles them but it's as many here

[1:25:53] can testify it

[1:25:57] it there is a way out and it doesn't

[1:25:59] take a long

[1:26:01] time so um Joseph gp's gp's approval of

[1:26:06] me is more important than my

[1:26:08] [Laughter]

[1:26:10] dad's that's says Brent uh wow I don't

[1:26:15] know he said about that nandu

[1:26:19] Grandpa I see oh oh God I I miss some

[1:26:23] things for Isabelle oh Isabelle is in

[1:26:26] she's in both my AF class and the

[1:26:29] self-inquiry Sanaa thank you for that

[1:26:31] perspective on pain versus self

[1:26:33] suffering that's really helpful yeah and

[1:26:37] and but you know let me be really clear

[1:26:40] because it's so it gets so easily people

[1:26:42] distorted very very quickly it doesn't

[1:26:45] mean it doesn't mean an avoidance of

[1:26:48] pain nor does it mean that I've got to

[1:26:50] suffer it's nothing like that right it

[1:26:53] just get everything in persp perspective

[1:26:55] so the pain that you're feeling is just

[1:26:58] the pain that you're feeling there's

[1:26:59] nothing additional being added on to it

[1:27:03] right no resistance to it because that

[1:27:06] means all the energy that was going into

[1:27:09] the resistance can be there for a

[1:27:13] solution whatever that might look like

[1:27:16] we don't have to go off I'm going to

[1:27:17] make it all go away because that's just

[1:27:19] more resistance you're totally present

[1:27:22] with what is actually here

[1:27:25] and that makes all the resources present

[1:27:27] which means the true eye is present God

[1:27:30] is present love is present all the stuff

[1:27:33] needed to bring about whatever

[1:27:35] resolution needs to bring about right

[1:27:38] and sometimes the only reason that pain

[1:27:40] is there is to get you to

[1:27:43] surrender and the moment you do it's

[1:27:46] gone not everything there's there's a

[1:27:49] lot of energy here there's there's

[1:27:51] there's many uh there can be many levels

[1:27:54] but the levels are not infinite they do

[1:27:57] not go on forever right there is an end

[1:28:00] to this and the very good news is that

[1:28:04] you are all on the final path that leads

[1:28:08] to the end of it no more tributaries

[1:28:11] you're in the river that goes to the

[1:28:16] ocean let's

[1:28:18] see

[1:28:20] um posting with a class conac I'm

[1:28:23] watching only for the moments of few

[1:28:24] [Laughter]

[1:28:30] I'm I'm going to have to do that

[1:28:31] sometime I'm going to have to show up to

[1:28:33] hey everyone welcome to te with G we're

[1:28:36] going to be here till about 4 in the

[1:28:37] morning and uh you hear you can catch us

[1:28:40] every Sunday

[1:28:43] afternoon do the commercial for maybe

[1:28:46] I'll get more

[1:28:47] [Laughter]

[1:28:50] views Joseph you're a lucky guy I'm not

[1:28:53] sure he's saying that too um um I feel I

[1:28:58] feel quite blessed actually

[1:29:01] yeah just a lot of things um just of

[1:29:04] late coming into my life after a a

[1:29:08] period

[1:29:09] yeah uh you know not a lot of things

[1:29:13] but I feel very blessed I feel very very

[1:29:18] blessed it just makes all of the all of

[1:29:21] the stuff that I've been through in my

[1:29:23] life and it's quite a long

[1:29:25] list um the things that happened to me

[1:29:28] the things that I myself

[1:29:30] did um just brings them all into

[1:29:33] perspective and it was worth it it was

[1:29:36] worth it we have to be squeezed by life

[1:29:41] to

[1:29:47] surrender we don't like it we don't want

[1:29:49] it we'll fight it as long as we can

[1:29:51] until until you just run out of moves

[1:29:53] it's like like God locks all the doors

[1:29:56] blocks up all all the

[1:29:59] windows right Paints the floor you are

[1:30:02] in the corner there's no place left to

[1:30:04] go

[1:30:06] and oddly enough for some reason you

[1:30:09] Just

[1:30:11] Surrender got nowhere to go you

[1:30:13] surrender here you take

[1:30:16] it not my will but th Dy and be done and

[1:30:22] Magic

[1:30:23] happens not necessarily right

[1:30:26] [Laughter]

[1:30:28] away and the things that can happen that

[1:30:31] lead up to that moment you can resist

[1:30:35] and fight and push away you can try all

[1:30:37] the manifestation techniques you every

[1:30:39] technique I don't care what what is even

[1:30:41] tab whatever it is and it none of it

[1:30:44] will

[1:30:46] work because they've all done they've

[1:30:49] all done that they've done their job

[1:30:51] they've brought you here and now it's

[1:30:53] time for the big

[1:30:57] squeeze but all it's really doing doing

[1:31:00] is basically squeezing the toothpaste

[1:31:03] out of the tube because inside the tube

[1:31:06] it's like this but it's a little bitty

[1:31:08] hole you got to go through before you

[1:31:10] get out oh look it's a big world you

[1:31:13] know the snake molting its skin right

[1:31:16] and when a snake mols its skin it's not

[1:31:18] like a zipper you know and it comes off

[1:31:19] and you hang it up I mean it just comes

[1:31:21] off in pieces and parts and the snake

[1:31:23] actually has to go through really tiny

[1:31:26] places and rub up against you know rough

[1:31:28] spots and the like so it actually all

[1:31:30] come all comes off um that's more like

[1:31:34] the the process of of Spiritual

[1:31:37] Awakening but the good news is is that

[1:31:39] you didn't choose it you didn't start it

[1:31:42] and you're not doing it it's pure grace

[1:31:44] we think I'm doing it I'm walking the

[1:31:47] path I'm doing it be good job and you're

[1:31:50] not doing any of it it is all pure grace

[1:32:02] so no no oh jeez come on now I

[1:32:07] can't you're getting good at polish oh

[1:32:10] yeah really

[1:32:13] okay um I am a k Baka how do I stop

[1:32:17] obsessing over

[1:32:18] men

[1:32:20] um by accepting the fact that even

[1:32:23] though you are aaka you are devotional

[1:32:27] to K which means you completely

[1:32:30] surrender to to K

[1:32:35] surrender the all all that is first own

[1:32:38] it right you know uh you're a

[1:32:43] woman inherent in the female body well

[1:32:47] you know female bodies that are

[1:32:50] attracted to men there can be femal

[1:32:53] bodies that aren't

[1:32:55] and it is natural

[1:32:57] [Laughter]

[1:33:00] right it does happen it's part of nature

[1:33:03] it's like everything else yes it's real

[1:33:05] anyway but you're not you're a vakta um

[1:33:09] so um you are obsessing over

[1:33:13] men what you're what's actually

[1:33:16] happening is the very the absolutely

[1:33:19] natural feelings that are going to be

[1:33:21] there in a woman for a man

[1:33:24] all of it romantic and emotional as well

[1:33:27] as just pure lust they're all there

[1:33:31] except that they're there of course

[1:33:33] they're there you don't have to get rid

[1:33:35] of them they can be there and they can

[1:33:40] be there even as you're devoted to to KH

[1:33:45] right and then you will you will find in

[1:33:48] that the strength to um I don't know if

[1:33:52] your if your path has is has uh asked

[1:33:55] you to make a vow of

[1:33:57] celibacy and the like in which case

[1:34:01] just

[1:34:03] don't don't disown it don't think it's

[1:34:06] not supposed to be there right because

[1:34:08] what you're really obsessing over

[1:34:10] is there's this I can't have it I want

[1:34:14] have I I want it I can't have it I want

[1:34:15] it can't have it I want can't it you see

[1:34:17] just going back and forth you don't need

[1:34:19] that suffering you don't need that um

[1:34:22] that uh uh inner conflict right so just

[1:34:27] let it go right I want that because

[1:34:31] that's a fact right that's that's the

[1:34:33] feeling perfectly natural I want that

[1:34:36] and then you can take that as a

[1:34:39] prayer and I want this um I leave it to

[1:34:44] you fulfill

[1:34:46] it uh in some way I actually with a man

[1:34:50] and it's and it is quality and loving

[1:34:53] and and the life

[1:34:56] um or you you just remove the desire

[1:35:00] from me which is fine as

[1:35:03] well or you leave it long enough for me

[1:35:06] to learn the lesson from it and come to

[1:35:09] the place of

[1:35:10] equinity and accept my my humanity and

[1:35:14] then offer that up in your

[1:35:19] devotion that's what de devotion

[1:35:22] means I have this these are my needs

[1:35:25] these are my desires I give them to you

[1:35:28] it's not a disowning them and you don't

[1:35:30] have to obsess over them you don't have

[1:35:32] you don't have to do it you just have to

[1:35:35] accept what is actually

[1:35:38] here without judging it or condemning it

[1:35:41] because it's here it's just the way it

[1:35:46] is yeah there's this there's just this

[1:35:49] natural warm desire that is pure is

[1:35:53] innocence

[1:35:55] itself it's it's all of these religious

[1:35:57] ideas we get that somehow we're not

[1:35:59] supposed to feel that it's like the too

[1:36:03] late the only reason you're tell me I'm

[1:36:05] not supposed to is because I already am

[1:36:08] and why would you tell me I'm not

[1:36:09] supposed to when I'm doing exactly what

[1:36:12] comes absolutely

[1:36:17] natural because you're trying to control

[1:36:19] me oh yeah that's what it is right so um

[1:36:24] in the Baka it's not a condemnation it's

[1:36:27] an invitation to have a focal point

[1:36:30] where this is the most important on the

[1:36:33] on the path of nonu self inquiry which I

[1:36:36] talk about which here right which I did

[1:36:39] with somebody questioning the

[1:36:42] eye the path of non-dual self-inquiry

[1:36:44] cannot succeed without the path of

[1:36:47] devotion or Bak it's it's called Nana um

[1:36:52] or vidanta

[1:36:54] um uh for the for the self inquiry and

[1:36:58] it's called bakti or devotion for the

[1:37:02] for the path of devotion sometimes

[1:37:04] Tantra because Tantra is kind of Tantra

[1:37:06] is a form of that the bakti is is

[1:37:08] different um and so what you see

[1:37:14] is the the inquiry cannot complete

[1:37:17] itself without that in fact it really

[1:37:21] goes off the rails the the reason why

[1:37:24] why I call out the

[1:37:27] absolutist uh folks uh who do uh who

[1:37:31] teach that form of of nonduality where

[1:37:35] this is this is all there is that's all

[1:37:37] an illusion none of it exists you don't

[1:37:39] exist none of this is important doesn't

[1:37:41] matter what you do um which was somebody

[1:37:44] used the phrase Neo adviti ists or no no

[1:37:47] adiah holics that was what it

[1:37:50] was and and what happens on that side

[1:37:54] inevitably well almost inevitably it's

[1:37:57] possible maybe not but is that they

[1:37:59] become

[1:38:02] arrogant full of themselves it's very

[1:38:04] intellectual and and and and because of

[1:38:08] that it's actually a way for them to

[1:38:10] suppress their feelings their wounded

[1:38:12] inner child and and

[1:38:14] stuff and try to avoid avoid it and

[1:38:17] they're usually gaslighting they're very

[1:38:19] harsh on other people they want other

[1:38:21] people to be subordinate and look up to

[1:38:23] them and that sort of thing as my own

[1:38:25] teacher Muji said talking about the Nana

[1:38:29] path that absolutist path and the and

[1:38:32] the devotional path he says there's a

[1:38:34] whole lot more arrogance in the in the

[1:38:38] absolutist path than there is in the in

[1:38:41] the devotional path without that

[1:38:43] devotional path we will get

[1:38:45] arrogant and uh uh and uh Papa G who is

[1:38:50] muji's parent um um teacher uh said

[1:38:55] truth cannot come to an arrogant

[1:39:00] mind so they we need each other the

[1:39:03] devotion has to be there and the

[1:39:05] Devotion to Ki KI is the a goddess

[1:39:09] manifests all sorts of

[1:39:11] amazingly qualities uh you know the the

[1:39:15] really harsh ones right and then the

[1:39:18] then the other the other ones the

[1:39:20] dissolution of it's really beautiful but

[1:39:22] um but she represents the truth of being

[1:39:26] she represents you who you really

[1:39:31] are the the ultimate of the devotion is

[1:39:34] to walk right up to

[1:39:36] Oneness with the object of

[1:39:39] devotion um and that's where that's as

[1:39:43] far as it can go because the the devotee

[1:39:47] just wants to be wants to worship their

[1:39:50] beloved and so that next step is the

[1:39:54] thing that breaks down the wall so you

[1:39:56] become you disappear

[1:39:58] into that into the object of your

[1:40:03] devotion you find that that Kali was

[1:40:05] nothing was nothing other I don't mean

[1:40:08] it like that Kali was the representation

[1:40:11] the externalization of your own

[1:40:15] nature which because of all sorts of

[1:40:17] reasons we became disconnected

[1:40:21] from and and in in that disconnect felt

[1:40:25] ourselves separate and the various paths

[1:40:28] like like bakti or SAA yoga or karma

[1:40:31] yoga or Nana yoga with nand all lead

[1:40:35] back to that Union and all of these are

[1:40:39] part of it and and they can't really

[1:40:42] can't get along it can't get there um

[1:40:46] without the right mix mix of them all so

[1:40:50] I I will talk about prayer right and the

[1:40:53] worship

[1:40:54] of God right but not the worship of a

[1:40:57] personal wrathful God that I need to

[1:40:59] worship or he's going to beat the

[1:41:01] out of me or worse I mean punish me

[1:41:06] forever it's like

[1:41:09] insane absolutely

[1:41:11] insane um it is a god of of pure

[1:41:16] formless

[1:41:18] love that is beyond all opposites is

[1:41:22] male and female right God is gender

[1:41:28] neutral neither beyond all beyond all

[1:41:31] opposites which you know pops up in the

[1:41:34] various even in the even in the

[1:41:36] abrahamic religions like Christianity

[1:41:38] the mystics show

[1:41:40] up they show up there that that have

[1:41:43] that sense of a God and um sometimes

[1:41:46] they suffer for it and sometimes not but

[1:41:49] so anyway uh yeah love lovely lovely

[1:41:56] that will that will take

[1:41:58] away the inner conflict maybe even the

[1:42:02] the shame and self-recrimination

[1:42:04] you're you're doing yourself because you

[1:42:07] have the feelings that are inherently

[1:42:10] human and you can let go of the

[1:42:13] obsessing it's okay to have them it's

[1:42:16] okay to have them and then choose

[1:42:19] whether you're going to act on them or

[1:42:21] not um but they don't need to go

[1:42:25] away right and it's okay to think about

[1:42:28] it it's okay to want it and it may very

[1:42:31] well be possible that on your path of

[1:42:35] devotion that a a healthy relationship

[1:42:39] with a man is part of the

[1:42:41] devotion you can see Bak K in in him

[1:42:46] right you can worship each other as

[1:42:50] manifestations not as an idol as an

[1:42:52] object like like that but you can

[1:42:55] actually use the

[1:42:58] humanness in in in the service of the

[1:43:01] devotion there's there's nothing that

[1:43:03] says you can't have great relationships

[1:43:05] and great sex and not become

[1:43:10] awakened Ain't

[1:43:13] So Nar gadada was married with h four

[1:43:17] kids I think it was um I think I think

[1:43:21] da S I don't really remember now I I

[1:43:24] thought it was Sons but I I think there

[1:43:26] were some Sons and Daughters any four of

[1:43:27] them householder regular guy nothing

[1:43:31] special right married and all and all

[1:43:34] that came one of the greatest ages of

[1:43:35] all

[1:43:38] time so yeah so yeah is this help

[1:43:43] freeing you up there um oody yeah is

[1:43:47] this help kind of freeing up all that

[1:43:49] energy for

[1:43:51] you getting rid of just

[1:43:54] know getting you don't have to get rid

[1:43:56] of the obsessing it oops it'll take care

[1:43:59] of it'll take care of

[1:44:01] itself it'll just disappear because it

[1:44:03] it won't have anything to feed on there

[1:44:05] won't be any

[1:44:06] conflict right that lets it feed on it

[1:44:09] so

[1:44:11] beautiful and and thank you for that

[1:44:13] because it really allowed me to to uh

[1:44:17] give some really really um

[1:44:21] profound quintessential teachings about

[1:44:24] the about the B some clarity to it as we

[1:44:27] do we we get extreme this only this push

[1:44:31] everything else away it's not that it's

[1:44:33] an embracing of everything and from that

[1:44:36] embracing comes the power and authority

[1:44:39] to to use the human energy towards the

[1:44:44] Transcendent goal now pure now now

[1:44:49] humanity is serving the the Supreme what

[1:44:53] what could that's the highest

[1:44:58] devotion Moody I'm crying thank

[1:45:04] you yeah you just been set

[1:45:08] free so

[1:45:11] beautiful David thanks for calling the

[1:45:15] Evangelist evangelicals what they are

[1:45:17] yeah that's exactly what they

[1:45:20] are did you mean the um bat or the

[1:45:24] the lust for power and uh and uh using

[1:45:29] the their rather Twisted interpretation

[1:45:32] of the Bible is

[1:45:33] justification both are true yep both are

[1:45:36] we'll go with

[1:45:38] both Mary py said I saw that yesterday

[1:45:41] that course about claiming God I'll sign

[1:45:43] up for it well I knew you I knew you

[1:45:45] would yeah but um so I

[1:45:48] just ah

[1:45:50] just everything's kind of slowed down

[1:45:53] for me

[1:45:54] late beautifully

[1:45:57] so it's been a yeah it's been quite a

[1:46:00] quite a ride the last few

[1:46:02] weeks so anyway Jay there's this truck

[1:46:06] driver I've been following on YouTube

[1:46:08] for a while and he posted a video

[1:46:10] recently talking about his 2025

[1:46:12] goals one of them was about him spending

[1:46:15] more time with

[1:46:17] God and he was asking

[1:46:19] fellow father's advice on instilling the

[1:46:23] fear of God and their kids I went on to

[1:46:26] mention the story about

[1:46:27] Eli if I my memory serves me right and

[1:46:31] the story of

[1:46:33] Abraham um Eli wow God I haven't heard

[1:46:37] of that one in a long time I don't

[1:46:39] remember the story off hand but actually

[1:46:42] what I want to do in that um in that uh

[1:46:49] class that Workshop I do have a

[1:46:52] Battlefront let me show you

[1:46:53] no let me media let me show you let me

[1:46:56] show you what it looks

[1:46:57] like thought it was a great picture um U

[1:47:02] even though I don't know when it's going

[1:47:03] to happen yet I mean I could get a very

[1:47:05] long link you know because it is ready

[1:47:08] to sign up let me take a quick minute

[1:47:11] here as I answer that um because the

[1:47:16] reason I wanted um uh bring this up is

[1:47:21] because one of the things I wanted to do

[1:47:24] uh in the

[1:47:26] class was to have people bring

[1:47:29] in uh Bible stories that we could then

[1:47:34] look together at them I'll take it down

[1:47:36] now because I'm I whoops I've gone away

[1:47:41] um we look at them together and dig in

[1:47:45] there for a for a deeper meaning for a

[1:47:47] much more spiritual meaning you know

[1:47:50] there's there is in the New Testament

[1:47:53] you see little sparkles of the of the

[1:47:56] deeper meaning especially the idea of

[1:47:58] the new tongue where that just speaks in

[1:48:03] a completely different language it's not

[1:48:06] the stuff you see of people doing a

[1:48:07] bunch of

[1:48:09] gibberish anyway it is the eye that

[1:48:14] pierces through the appearance and sees

[1:48:16] the underlying

[1:48:18] meaning so there's there are some

[1:48:20] meanings to the stories and the Bible

[1:48:24] like I can't remember Eli but Abraham of

[1:48:26] course was the kind of the patriarch of

[1:48:29] all of all of the of the of the Jewish

[1:48:33] history um and uh but they mythological

[1:48:40] stories they're stories that are there

[1:48:42] to to uh Inspire contemplation to to

[1:48:47] look at things that the results of

[1:48:48] people's

[1:48:51] contemplation Abraham didn't exist

[1:48:54] neither did

[1:48:57] Moses many of the people didn't a lot of

[1:49:00] the prophets did There's archaeological

[1:49:03] evidence of it or at least the somebody

[1:49:07] wrote it

[1:49:10] right right there was the name they name

[1:49:14] Isaiah it's all you know there people

[1:49:17] spending their whole lives putting all

[1:49:19] this stuff together and there's a couple

[1:49:20] of uh um of U Bible scholars that I'm

[1:49:24] really enjoying Dan mlen is a new one

[1:49:26] that I've just discovered you might want

[1:49:28] to look him up who actually listens to

[1:49:32] videos from right-wing uh fundamentalist

[1:49:37] Christians all this stuff about the

[1:49:39] Bible and then going back and correcting

[1:49:41] it well there's no data to support this

[1:49:44] there's no evidence for this whatsoever

[1:49:46] right and he's really good at catching

[1:49:48] the way they twist things in the the

[1:49:51] apologists so um I Dem he's a good one

[1:49:54] you should look you should look up um um

[1:49:57] and um I'm I follow that a lot and I

[1:50:02] look at those kinds of things to see

[1:50:04] what is the actual historical evidence

[1:50:08] for him as real people Christianity has

[1:50:11] painted itself in a

[1:50:13] corner these guys have painted

[1:50:15] themselves in a corner anyway um because

[1:50:18] now because they say the Bible is

[1:50:20] inherent you know it's a single voice

[1:50:23] throughout um it there can't make and

[1:50:26] it's historically absolutely accurate

[1:50:29] this is the way things actually

[1:50:30] happened now once you make that claim

[1:50:34] you got to back it up and unfortunately

[1:50:36] there's absolutely no evidence

[1:50:39] whatsoever that any of it well that the

[1:50:43] vast majority of it never

[1:50:46] happened there are places that are

[1:50:48] mentioned that actually exist right

[1:50:51] right there may be some characters

[1:50:54] here and there that may have existed

[1:50:56] there may have been a character who was

[1:50:59] a loved King right and that became the

[1:51:03] AR the the figure of David right you

[1:51:06] know this this perfect King well not

[1:51:08] perfect this weaknesses um um just like

[1:51:12] King Arthur right there may have been

[1:51:14] somebody there or a group of of people

[1:51:18] serving as a leader in a small group

[1:51:21] that kind of got m if finded into a into

[1:51:24] a legend a mythological character and

[1:51:26] becomes King Arthur and the round table

[1:51:29] and this idealized Camelot and this

[1:51:31] idealized setting but if if you look at

[1:51:34] it there's all sorts of meaning in there

[1:51:37] that you can find what's the holy

[1:51:40] gra it's the

[1:51:43] self it's the looking inward right

[1:51:46] that's what the quest was for the for

[1:51:49] the Grail was when you try to look at it

[1:51:51] historically it's just it's nonsense the

[1:51:54] Virgin birth looked at it's as a

[1:51:56] historical event it's nonsense right

[1:51:59] Buddha being born out of the side of his

[1:52:01] mother it's nonsense all of it right if

[1:52:06] you look at it as a historical fact but

[1:52:08] if you look at it through the eyes of

[1:52:11] the new tongue Through The Eyes of the

[1:52:13] of the of the spirit suddenly there's a

[1:52:16] deep meaning in it there's stuff there

[1:52:19] to be gleaned from it Moses wasn't

[1:52:22] actually talking to a bush that was

[1:52:24] burning and not burning up it wasn't

[1:52:27] some guy in sandals with a shepherd's

[1:52:29] crook standing in the mountain looking

[1:52:31] at that never happened but there

[1:52:35] was uh for somebody who wrote that down

[1:52:39] an experience of finding the voice of

[1:52:43] God in the midst of his

[1:52:45] suffering that's what the word burning

[1:52:47] means you can look it up it's a Hebrew

[1:52:49] at least one of the meanings of it it's

[1:52:51] mental turmoil it's burning

[1:52:55] this guy who'd fallen from Grace you

[1:52:57] know the Pinnacle of the fa of of life

[1:53:00] is the pharoh son falling into the you

[1:53:04] know a Shepherd out in the field

[1:53:06] watching a bunch of sheep you know no no

[1:53:09] iPhone right nothing right it's the the

[1:53:12] hero's journey the classic journey of

[1:53:14] the Fall U this is Adam and Eve all all

[1:53:18] if you look at it like

[1:53:20] that if you look at it like that

[1:53:23] suddenly a very different picture begins

[1:53:26] to emerge you don't have to prove any of

[1:53:28] it historically you don't have to find

[1:53:31] the connections to to see oh is this

[1:53:33] perfect line starting here going down to

[1:53:35] there which it

[1:53:37] isn't there a bunch of things cobbled

[1:53:40] together right like the you know the

[1:53:42] first and second chapter of of of uh of

[1:53:46] uh Genesis you know God created the

[1:53:49] Heaven and Earth in seven days right

[1:53:51] that's the first chapter of of and the

[1:53:53] second chapter is Adam and Eve being

[1:53:55] created right put like that so that it

[1:53:59] looks like a nice little chain of events

[1:54:01] well oh we're going to zoom in now in

[1:54:02] the detail right but but the the

[1:54:06] differences are like amazing because

[1:54:08] they're two different

[1:54:12] authors two different authors and they

[1:54:15] were both written 500 years they were

[1:54:17] written 500 years apart and the Genesis

[1:54:20] one was written after

[1:54:23] afterward Genesis 2 is 500 years before

[1:54:26] Genesis

[1:54:30] 1 the names of God in it are different

[1:54:33] right the the sequence of events is

[1:54:36] different I I I I mean um they're

[1:54:39] they're not the same they come so okay

[1:54:42] there's one creation story and here's a

[1:54:45] different creation story and they have a

[1:54:46] different emphasis and a different

[1:54:48] meaning and the like so that's the stuff

[1:54:50] I want to explore and I actually do have

[1:54:53] it's a long one but if you guys are

[1:54:55] interested in registering it for it

[1:54:58] that's the ACT I haven't made a short

[1:55:00] one for it yet but that's a real one you

[1:55:02] can you can uh sign up for it I don't

[1:55:05] think I think it's cheap I think I made

[1:55:07] it like 50 bucks two payments 25 but I

[1:55:10] was trying to find a way to make a

[1:55:11] sliding scale but um wasn't able to do

[1:55:15] it but this is I love exploring this and

[1:55:18] I find that when people who have been uh

[1:55:22] ra well in in the extreme which is the

[1:55:25] evangelicals but all of us in the west

[1:55:28] right it that is the memorial the the

[1:55:31] ethical the social kind of of uh

[1:55:35] foundation of the West it is that

[1:55:37] approach to things it is that

[1:55:39] relationship with God so

[1:55:43] um uh it influences all of us that's why

[1:55:46] there are atheists who are Bible

[1:55:48] scholars because it is has such such an

[1:55:51] effect structurally on our on the way we

[1:55:55] live and think and interact so it's

[1:55:58] influencing all of us right whether we

[1:56:01] like it or not some it's crippled and uh

[1:56:05] so I I invite everybody to that if you'd

[1:56:07] like to if you'd like to come

[1:56:10] um okay uh

[1:56:13] Moody

[1:56:15] yeah you're of got on so up well

[1:56:19] it

[1:56:21] is it is

[1:56:24] you cannot love someone you

[1:56:28] fear you can't do it I'm sorry please

[1:56:32] you know fear of God's I love God I'm

[1:56:35] love God because he's you fear him

[1:56:37] you're afraid of what he's going to do

[1:56:38] if you don't

[1:56:42] right fact you don't love God at all you

[1:56:45] love you love you love

[1:56:48] reprieve from from this from the from

[1:56:51] the pain and you want the goodies of

[1:56:54] Heaven what

[1:56:57] If God Was the Same God when you're

[1:57:00] worshipping right now but there was no

[1:57:03] Heaven there was no great reward for for

[1:57:06] what if there was no hell and there was

[1:57:08] no great punishment would you still love

[1:57:11] God would he still be so important would

[1:57:15] you still be singing to him on Sundays

[1:57:17] and and like and donating to uh his

[1:57:21] Representatives here on Earth Earth if

[1:57:23] there was no

[1:57:30] payoff uh don't love God you love what

[1:57:34] you think God's going to do for

[1:57:38] you the true love of God Is the Love of

[1:57:40] Truth for the sake of Truth you love God

[1:57:45] because it's God

[1:57:48] period

[1:57:49] no no

[1:57:52] promise of some you know great thing

[1:57:55] that's going to happen happen just you

[1:57:58] love love because it's love you love

[1:58:00] truth because it's

[1:58:04] truth and that's

[1:58:07] enough no more expectations on top of

[1:58:09] that if you were given just genuine love

[1:58:12] you discovered the

[1:58:15] truth what more do you want you got the

[1:58:19] bread you know stop asking for avocado

[1:58:23] toast

[1:58:26] Jesus

[1:58:28] ah see I'm saying when you say this is

[1:58:30] the only pass it does feel like that

[1:58:33] 100% everything else just Falls away I

[1:58:36] wonder if I if I'd found your teachings

[1:58:38] that things in my life didn't happen the

[1:58:40] way it happened if i' I've I'd found

[1:58:44] your teachings Destiny is what happens

[1:58:47] now um uh

[1:58:52] no no it was lined up in this

[1:58:57] way for you

[1:59:03] specifically and everyone is different

[1:59:05] that's why there are so many paths but

[1:59:08] they all eventually

[1:59:11] converge the many will get you very

[1:59:14] close the bakti path will get you all

[1:59:16] the way there complete and total

[1:59:18] surrender to God that's the Saint the

[1:59:21] saint who says you ask the sage what

[1:59:23] they want they say whatever God gives

[1:59:27] me and there's but there's

[1:59:31] still this me and God this is completely

[1:59:35] devotional there's no ego left there's

[1:59:38] no will of its

[1:59:39] own and no ego no will of its own

[1:59:42] everything it does is God does then it's

[1:59:46] literally God acting through

[1:59:49] them the only thing has to be to be let

[1:59:52] go of at that time the last bit to

[1:59:56] surrender is that there is anyone there

[1:59:59] at

[2:00:00] all through which God needs to pass I

[2:00:04] give my whole self to God me told him

[2:00:09] now I'm

[2:00:11] gone and all that's left is

[2:00:19] God that's why there but there are so

[2:00:21] many paths because it's it's

[2:00:24] individual you can always tell a false

[2:00:27] path because it's demanding that you

[2:00:29] follow

[2:00:30] it and then they're all wrong none of

[2:00:34] them are wrong they are all absolutely

[2:00:36] right at the right time like the right

[2:00:38] word said at the right time right a word

[2:00:43] you know the a word at the at the at the

[2:00:46] at the wrong

[2:00:47] time could start a

[2:00:50] war a brutal War

[2:00:53] a word at just the right time can end

[2:00:55] the

[2:00:56] war that's how powerful these these

[2:01:00] these these things are so it's all

[2:01:03] valuable where wherever you happen to be

[2:01:07] God shows up in precisely the right form

[2:01:10] that you need to see at that

[2:01:12] time guiding you where back to herself

[2:01:17] back to the heart back to the reality of

[2:01:20] you that

[2:01:24] that uh

[2:01:26] they

[2:01:27] themselves just the the gender neutral

[2:01:31] term have started the eye came from that

[2:01:38] eye and then the to the I am became the

[2:01:41] I am this or

[2:01:43] that the eye that removes the eye right

[2:01:47] is where that eye came

[2:01:50] from that's

[2:01:55] yeah it's as far down that I have to go

[2:01:58] that's that's kind of it's a big one to

[2:02:01] get

[2:02:02] so um forget that I even said that the

[2:02:05] jury will strike that from the record

[2:02:07] anyway um I wonder if oh find it teach

[2:02:10] yeah Destiny yeah it had to be that way

[2:02:12] but know that it's an act of love and

[2:02:14] grace well love and grace same thing um

[2:02:17] it's an act of Grace because it's what

[2:02:19] you needed right and your path is your

[2:02:22] yours and yours alone this is the

[2:02:23] beautiful uniqueness and individuality

[2:02:26] that allows us to embrace and love our

[2:02:29] human lives as they are because they are

[2:02:32] the

[2:02:35] path they are the

[2:02:40] path let's see boy let's

[2:02:44] see elen kashir pure heart's intention

[2:02:49] will dissolve fear Divine love is is

[2:02:52] present around the world Amen and divine

[2:02:55] love is the only

[2:02:57] presence the only

[2:03:02] self the the the the bakti or

[2:03:06] bakta right it right at the threshold of

[2:03:10] of God nothing left but the will of God

[2:03:13] that Divine love being

[2:03:16] present the notion of God as other

[2:03:20] dissolves God is a form God is a thing

[2:03:24] and the infinite boundless formless love

[2:03:27] is all there is and of

[2:03:29] course it's infinite it's everything and

[2:03:34] everywhere it's right

[2:03:36] here I mean the infinite the infinite

[2:03:39] includes this it's not like it's

[2:03:42] everywhere except here nope nope so this

[2:03:46] is it you are it and the individuality

[2:03:52] is not lost it's just free to transform

[2:03:55] from one thing to another and then you

[2:03:57] find out there's there's never been a

[2:03:59] birth there's never been a

[2:04:01] death the experience of past lives past

[2:04:04] lives and all that has not it's just

[2:04:07] it's just been movements in

[2:04:08] Consciousness right hi syia Joseph

[2:04:13] beautiful picture yeah I like that one I

[2:04:15] like that yeah good to see her thanks

[2:04:17] for your service you're very welcome

[2:04:20] abon

[2:04:22] watch L Bible scholars on YouTube old or

[2:04:24] Miss from civilizations being revised

[2:04:26] and taken as act yes it happens all the

[2:04:29] time they get concretized and we live in

[2:04:31] a very literal concretized scientific

[2:04:35] material world everything is it's it's a

[2:04:39] material form of materialism lit

[2:04:41] literally it's not true unless I can

[2:04:43] verify it some way but these are myth

[2:04:47] mythological they sometimes have some

[2:04:50] real things happen of course that's the

[2:04:51] whole Pur Pur is to help guide us to a

[2:04:53] higher place to to share the insights

[2:04:57] somebody wise within that group or tribe

[2:05:00] or whatever with others in the form of

[2:05:03] story that's the way it was

[2:05:06] communicated and you know acted at out

[2:05:08] and lots of movements of the hand and

[2:05:10] tell lots of stories sound familiar yeah

[2:05:14] and there's a lot of evidence that the

[2:05:17] that the the the Jewish stories had

[2:05:20] originated from other from other

[2:05:24] cultures because everything kind of

[2:05:26] interacted before Jews as a as a

[2:05:29] particular group uh uh

[2:05:31] emerged with their own distinct

[2:05:34] characteristics but they all evolved

[2:05:36] they came from somewhere else brought

[2:05:38] things with them you know the the great

[2:05:41] king could have been the leader in a

[2:05:43] tribe of a hundred

[2:05:46] right you know that settled somewhere

[2:05:49] and um it's actually beautiful the way

[2:05:52] it works because the thing is clearly

[2:05:55] Illustrated is is the the unchanging

[2:05:59] reality of the of our

[2:06:02] heart's need to reconnect with with

[2:06:06] ourselves with the with the

[2:06:10] higher it's it's there it's in the cave

[2:06:13] paintings you it's in the the bear caves

[2:06:17] where they arranged the bones of the

[2:06:18] Bears that were that were were were

[2:06:20] killed for food you can see this

[2:06:23] emerging as this this recognition that

[2:06:27] there's something going on here there's

[2:06:29] something something Big's going down

[2:06:32] right it's so evident that's what's

[2:06:35] important and how people approached it

[2:06:39] right and how people U uh and how they

[2:06:42] um how they managed to do it and and put

[2:06:45] it into a form that was culturally

[2:06:47] viable that acceptable that could work

[2:06:50] within the context of the World in which

[2:06:53] they were living at the time right and

[2:06:56] then we sit up here in our world trying

[2:06:58] to you know make it fit in it's just

[2:07:00] this just it's stupid it's still stupid

[2:07:03] nothing you know nothing but

[2:07:05] stupid

[2:07:06] so coming to see it in those terms you

[2:07:10] you you don't throw the baby out with

[2:07:12] the bath water you don't say all

[2:07:14] religion sucks get rid of it all which

[2:07:16] is a which is an approach a lot of

[2:07:18] people take a lot of people coming out

[2:07:20] of of um Christianity seeing through it

[2:07:24] go go to totally to

[2:07:27] atheism um some more mythological and

[2:07:31] the like and some see it rert sh Drake

[2:07:35] went back and joined the his uh

[2:07:37] episcopal episcopal the Ang Anglican

[2:07:40] Church that you grew up in as a

[2:07:42] kid because it's a tradition it's in me

[2:07:44] it's part of the part of the deal and

[2:07:46] actually it was uh I think it was some

[2:07:48] Guru who said maybe you should just do

[2:07:50] that go back to where you came from

[2:07:52] so he does he's a practicing

[2:07:55] Christian but a real

[2:07:59] one fantastic and all all all the fath

[2:08:04] faiths have the same essential truth in

[2:08:06] it if you start looking for that instead

[2:08:09] of trying to prove your particular uh

[2:08:13] ideology right and nowadays it's uh it's

[2:08:16] white uh Su Supremacy um uh theocracy

[2:08:22] uh the dominance of others and uh an

[2:08:28] authoritarianism you can read that into

[2:08:30] the Bible too obviously right that's the

[2:08:32] point they're Miss they're made to be

[2:08:35] interpreted right and then the and then

[2:08:37] we claim that my interpretation is the

[2:08:39] only interpretation this is exactly what

[2:08:41] it meant that's what they meant when

[2:08:42] they wrote it and that's who wrote it

[2:08:44] and that's the guy that's it showing the

[2:08:47] evidence not

[2:08:50] true oh my well enough about that oh my

[2:08:53] I've gone over here that's why I I

[2:08:56] appreciate the teachers who teach the

[2:08:58] aads and the babad Gita because they

[2:09:00] will go into the deeper meaning of these

[2:09:02] stories and even what some pictures mean

[2:09:05] like um Krishna and Arjuna on The

[2:09:07] Chariot what a an incredible

[2:09:10] picture you have the human self having

[2:09:13] to fulfill its Destiny you've got the

[2:09:16] reality the awakened being driving The

[2:09:20] Chariot with its Five Horses which are

[2:09:23] the senses the picture is absolutely

[2:09:27] [Laughter]

[2:09:31] perfect yeah it's yeah it's wonderful

[2:09:34] alen beautiful Alchemists we are yes you

[2:09:38] are The Alchemist and you're also the

[2:09:40] chemical that's being

[2:09:42] alchemized that's why that's why it

[2:09:45] feels kind

[2:09:46] of yeah it takes yeah there's some yeah

[2:09:49] there's some chemical transactions

[2:09:52] happening there so um the body oh the

[2:09:56] the body the horses the five yeah that's

[2:09:58] right I just I didn't even read that

[2:10:00] yeah yeah it's so beautiful AR Arjuna

[2:10:03] Arjuna the Krishna oh really I saw

[2:10:05] Krishna as being the awakened being and

[2:10:07] Arjun of the fulfilling his Destiny

[2:10:11] right as the human as the human as the

[2:10:14] Jiva so um don't always look at love of

[2:10:17] God love of truth yes that's what I

[2:10:19] choose small steps at us up cleaning and

[2:10:22] doing Simple tasks all second devoted

[2:10:25] act yes yes little stuff devote it all

[2:10:29] to God right I got to you know I got to

[2:10:33] change my I got to change my

[2:10:35] granddaughter's diaper well the Young's

[2:10:38] finally out of she's out of diapers now

[2:10:40] right but you know clean the poop in the

[2:10:44] name of the

[2:10:47] Lord it can be it's because in fact that

[2:10:50] that's all there is

[2:10:52] that's that's the Embrace that's the

[2:10:55] embrace it's all Divine yep even that

[2:10:58] it's holy yep yeah absolutely

[2:11:02] thanks is always G much love to you love

[2:11:05] to to David and elain Eli's kids were

[2:11:08] engaging in immoral behavior and God

[2:11:10] sent a prophet to warn Eli kids continue

[2:11:12] to do that oh my God they were eating

[2:11:15] meat engaging INXS oh probably but not

[2:11:18] Kosher meat right meat was right

[2:11:22] right the same meat if it wasn't kosher

[2:11:25] was in fact it was in fact you're right

[2:11:28] it's more like a loving marriage than it

[2:11:29] is worship worship doesn't yeah it's not

[2:11:33] worship kind but you know we to use you

[2:11:36] know we never really love with someone

[2:11:38] it's like you it's it's a worship it's

[2:11:41] an honoring they've transformed your

[2:11:43] life nothing looks horrible after that

[2:11:46] when you're in love there's no that's

[2:11:48] all you see it's everywhere it's like

[2:11:49] you're you're just

[2:11:53] you get you get lost in it yeah the

[2:11:57] loving marage marriage

[2:12:00] yeah yeah my inquisitive nature and the

[2:12:04] Christian I was raised in never mixed

[2:12:06] well I always felt it was not good fit

[2:12:09] but I believe the problem was me until

[2:12:13] well of course it is you're the sinner

[2:12:16] you ate you ate the the the fruit it

[2:12:20] wasn't an apple by the way it wasn't

[2:12:21] anything anyway

[2:12:23] anyway darl Sanders wow so is Holy

[2:12:26] too I love it well where do you think

[2:12:29] the phrase came from it's in the Bible I

[2:12:32] think it's in you know numbers three or

[2:12:34] something holy

[2:12:37] ah thank you Ava thank you everyone

[2:12:43] and um

[2:12:45] yeah come join the class it'll be a lot

[2:12:48] of

[2:12:49] fun and uh uh well all the things that I

[2:12:53] I have to just you know make sure on my

[2:12:56] mailing list or something like that or

[2:12:58] just put comments on any of my videos I

[2:13:01] pick them up I do read them all right at

[2:13:04] least I try to get to them all I

[2:13:06] sometimes find that some have slipped

[2:13:08] through but anyways everyone thank you

[2:13:12] so much for being here it's time for me

[2:13:14] to not be teacher now and um and just be

[2:13:19] like guy hanging out you know in the

[2:13:22] house having something to eat all right

[2:13:25] see you all

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GP Walsh is a Seattle-based spiritual teacher and healer who bridges self-inquiry and emotional healing through Meridian Tapping, satsang and one-on-one work, with humor and depth.

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Tea with G is a free Sunday satsang where participants bring questions and GP Walsh answers them in an open, unscripted conversation about self-inquiry and nondual awareness. According to the channel description, it meets every other Sunday at 2pm Eastern. The format means the topics shift with the questions people raise.
No. Walsh says the teacher is what activates the path and can guide people through it, but he argues that the sincerity of every student is equally important. In his words, a good teacher isn't a good teacher without good students.
Walsh describes experiments he attributes to biologist Rupert Sheldrake, in which animals in later, unconnected groups learned a skill faster than the first group, and crystals seemed to form more quickly in later trials. He presents this as evidence for a shared conscious field. The recording gives no citations, so the claim is his interpretation rather than verified research.
Walsh argues that the upheavals in the world, including authoritarianism, economic imbalance and natural disasters, are part of a collective process of awakening, with suppressed beliefs being pushed to the surface. He holds that each person's breakthrough makes breakthroughs easier for others. He calls this a conviction rather than a proven fact.
In this session, self-inquiry means looking honestly at the emotional pain, pride, and wounds that come up in practice, and questioning the false sense of self behind them. Walsh frames it as the energy that drives healing and the path toward recognizing one's true nature as pure consciousness.
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