Transcript
[0:03] Dear respected, dear Sana, today is the
[0:06] first mindfulness day of the rain
[0:09] treatment retreat. We are in the uh full
[0:13] moon hall new hamlet.
[0:17] Welcome everyone to the
[0:20] um three month retreats. We have uh
[0:24] around uh 70
[0:29] lay friends long-term lay friends to
[0:31] join us. They are from many country from
[0:35] US, from Canada, from South America,
[0:40] from India,
[0:42] Asian, many countries come to practice
[0:46] together and also the short-term like
[0:50] friend to join us also. So welcome you
[0:54] all to the threemon retreat.
[0:58] Three month retreat is opportunity for
[1:00] us to live together to practice together
[1:04] practice the sutra
[1:08] the dharma the teaching
[1:10] um precept together.
[1:13] It is a good opportunity
[1:17] to stay one place to practice. So we
[1:20] don't need to go out.
[1:27] Uh in Vietnamese we call an
[1:31] ang mean peace or stillness. G means
[1:35] stay or dwell.
[1:38] So anchor mean
[1:41] traveling in peace
[1:44] or traveling in stillness.
[1:47] And sometimes we call uh muing
[1:51] it means that um still season.
[1:56] So in Vietnamese when we call anchor
[1:58] immediately we understand right away it
[2:01] is a
[2:03] still season peaceful season.
[2:07] It is opportunity to go back to ourself
[2:12] and to take good care of ourself.
[2:15] Be still and know. Be still and see.
[2:19] They has many calligraphy
[2:24] about stillness.
[2:27] They also had the hurt in the upper
[2:30] hamlet go uh sitting still hurt. When we
[2:34] came there, we feel so peaceful, so
[2:38] still.
[2:41] Sitting still to start to see things
[2:44] clearly.
[2:46] It is a calligraphy.
[2:50] Our mind is like the monkey
[2:53] always jumping jumping from this branch
[2:56] to another branch.
[2:59] And sometimes
[3:01] we
[3:03] think a lot.
[3:06] We never stop thinking.
[3:13] And sometimes we are caught in negative
[3:16] thoughts
[3:18] and we suffer.
[3:21] So it is why we learn how to stop
[3:25] thinking.
[3:27] Non-thinking is the essence of
[3:29] meditation.
[3:32] We have to train ourself
[3:36] to stop thinking by the way to go back
[3:39] to ourself.
[3:41] Enjoy our breathing.
[3:45] Just concentrate in our breathing
[3:51] in and out.
[3:58] We can stop thinking. [clears throat]
[4:00] Maybe at the beginning we are not so
[4:04] successful but we can concentrate maybe
[4:08] in 1 second right and then we can
[4:11] concentrate in two second, 3 second, 1
[4:14] minute, 2 minute and then maybe one
[4:18] hour.
[4:20] But we have to train. We need to train
[4:23] ourself
[4:26] especially when we have um strong
[4:29] emotion.
[4:31] It easy to be pulled away by strong
[4:34] emotion.
[4:36] So go back to ourself and really enjoy
[4:40] concentrate in our breathing
[4:45] and sometimes we have to breathe
[4:48] strongly.
[5:02] In order that the emotion really come
[5:05] out
[5:06] and emotion doesn't pull us away
[5:14] and go back to ourself to also recognize
[5:18] uh
[5:20] The conditions of happiness.
[5:23] We have a lot of conditions of happiness
[5:26] but we may forget it
[5:34] to prepare for the threemon retreat. We
[5:37] did a lot of thing
[5:40] in each hamlet. We um had the new
[5:44] rotation knew the rotation team. We had
[5:48] the new responsibility.
[5:50] We had the new room roommate
[5:55] to start the three month retreat. Our
[5:57] monastic brothers and sisters changed
[5:59] the room. We had the new roommate. We
[6:03] had the new um study corner. Everything
[6:08] is new.
[6:10] And we feel our heart also new. Our mind
[6:13] is also new.
[6:16] And we feel inspiring.
[6:21] I'm very eager to wait for three month
[6:24] retreat. Practice more than 20 years.
[6:28] But I never lose my
[6:31] inspiring for three month retreat. A lot
[6:34] of preparation
[6:38] in Vietnam for the Vietnamese new year.
[6:41] We also eager to prepare to do many
[6:44] thing for new year to welcome new year
[6:49] and everyone's happy.
[6:52] We don't had the work for new year.
[6:56] We just enjoy being present prepare a
[7:00] lot of thing.
[7:02] And for me three month retit is also the
[7:05] kind of new year. Everything new
[7:10] in the room. Every corner is tidy and
[7:13] clean and I enjoy it.
[7:18] So it help us a lot
[7:22] in practicing. In practicing we have to
[7:25] do new.
[7:30] We don't take for granted the practice.
[7:35] If we have if we lose the newness, we
[7:38] lose the practice. We lose the
[7:40] inspiration
[7:42] and practice become boring.
[7:46] So even
[7:48] sitting, walking,
[7:51] breathing, eating in mindfulness, we do
[7:54] it every day.
[7:56] But we have to do it in the new way in
[8:00] the new spirit in order that we can
[8:03] enjoy it and we don't take them for
[8:06] granted.
[8:07] It is art
[8:10] how we practice
[8:13] in order that
[8:15] so that every practices every practice
[8:19] become a new for us.
[8:28] Three month retreats also opportunity
[8:33] to come back to take refuge in the sana.
[8:41] I remember um
[8:44] they when they wrote a letter for the
[8:48] monastic brothers and sister they said
[8:51] that our SA is not perfect
[8:54] but it's enough for me to take refuge
[8:56] in.
[9:00] Our SA is not perfect but it's not for
[9:04] me to take refuge in.
[9:07] I felt shocked
[9:09] when I read this
[9:14] because sometimes
[9:16] I blame the SA.
[9:19] But T our teacher
[9:22] still refuge
[9:24] in the SA
[9:27] and who I am.
[9:31] Not that refuge in the SA.
[9:36] When I read this letter, I become more
[9:39] humble with our SA. Even our SA is not
[9:44] perfect, but we have to go back to take
[9:47] care to take refuge in the SA. And we
[9:52] learn a lot from our SA.
[9:55] We learn a lot from everyone in our SA.
[9:59] Our sana the sana is made of
[10:05] dharma
[10:07] is made of mindfulness
[10:11] awakening
[10:13] but our sana is also made of person
[10:17] of people right and everyone come to the
[10:20] sana
[10:23] we bring a lot of good quality
[10:28] happiness joy
[10:30] And we also bring to the SA
[10:35] a lot of our habit energy.
[10:38] So we benefit
[10:41] the good quality from each other but we
[10:44] also face
[10:47] to the habit energy of each other and we
[10:49] embrace them all
[10:52] to nourish our understanding
[10:56] and compassion.
[11:00] >> [clears throat]
[11:03] >> And do we have the time to do all these
[11:07] things to sit still to look deeply into
[11:11] ourself to nourish our happiness
[11:14] condition?
[11:20] So we try to arrange our time, our
[11:24] schedule
[11:26] in order that we have time for ourselves
[11:30] to go back to ourselves.
[11:37] We are made of five aggregates.
[11:42] So to go back to take care of ourselves,
[11:46] we have to take care of our five
[11:49] advocates.
[11:56] [clears throat and cough]
[12:31] So the first advocates is form form is
[12:34] body. We have to take good care of our
[12:37] body, our health. If we don't have the
[12:40] good health, it's really difficult
[12:44] to enjoy life, right?
[12:48] So it is why we have to take good care
[12:52] even the simple thing the mundan things
[12:56] like do we drink enough water
[13:00] do we do exercise do we eat in
[13:03] moderation do we eat proper food
[13:06] something like that very simple but it
[13:09] can nourish our body
[13:13] and if we see that our body is not
[13:17] healthy.
[13:19] It's not in the good condition. We have
[13:22] to look deeply the reason why we are not
[13:25] healthy.
[13:32] Maybe we are so stressful.
[13:35] We don't have time to take care of our
[13:37] body or because of our life lifestyle.
[13:44] So we have to
[13:47] change to do something for our body
[13:52] become more healthy.
[13:55] Any habit energy is difficult to to
[13:59] change.
[14:00] Maybe it easy for other people but not
[14:03] easy for us.
[14:08] Even drink enough water.
[14:11] It seem it easy but it's not easy for
[14:14] someone. Do exercise easy for others but
[14:19] not easy for us.
[14:22] So we may choose two things.
[14:26] One we try to do for our body become
[14:30] healthier stronger
[14:33] and one not to do to help our body
[14:36] become healthier. For example, some kind
[14:39] of food we really enjoy but we know that
[14:43] if we eat this food or we drink this
[14:46] kind of drinking is not good for our
[14:48] body.
[14:50] So we train ourself
[14:54] and sometimes we have to make a vow to
[14:58] do it.
[15:01] Making a vow help us to concentrate
[15:07] and when we concentrate in one thing in
[15:10] one object
[15:12] slowly slowly we can break through it.
[15:16] We can make the bed through and we had
[15:18] the insight.
[15:28] I remember that on the new year eve I
[15:33] make a vow. I write down the evolution.
[15:40] I vow every time I walk I walk
[15:43] peacefully,
[15:46] gently
[15:49] not hurry.
[15:52] No matter whatever happened,
[15:55] I wrote down on the paper and burned it
[16:00] on the new year eve.
[16:04] But the day later on the new year day,
[16:08] there was a friend
[16:10] who
[16:12] wanted to go to the train station
[16:15] and he and she miscommunicated with taxi
[16:20] and taxi didn't come.
[16:23] And if she waited for another taxi,
[16:26] she would miss the train. And if she
[16:30] missed that train, she she would miss
[16:32] the another train and miss the plane. So
[16:35] it is why I volunteer
[16:39] to drive her to train station. I took
[16:42] the key. I came to the back uh parking
[16:46] lot, big parking lot. And when I went
[16:49] there, no car there. So I came back to
[16:53] the small parking lot. I thought that if
[16:57] no car in the parking lot, there must be
[17:00] car in the small parking lot. I came
[17:04] back to the small parking lot and if you
[17:08] stay in New Hamland, you know how far it
[17:10] is. And I went to small parking lot, no
[17:14] car there.
[17:16] And I thought that or maybe I was not
[17:19] mindful when I check the car in the big
[17:21] parking lot. [laughter]
[17:25] So I came back to the parking lot again.
[17:28] I thought that I was not mindful
[17:31] but I went back there no car
[17:35] because the day uh the night before low
[17:38] hamlet hosted people. So it is why they
[17:42] move all the car to another place. So we
[17:45] had enough place for the neighbor to the
[17:47] people to park.
[17:49] H I feel worry panic.
[17:53] So, but luckily
[17:56] there was a suka
[18:00] parked nearby and I have to hurry
[18:04] to came to borrow her car, borrow the
[18:07] key and drive the lay friend to the
[18:11] train station.
[18:13] So, you see, I fell down right away. I
[18:16] fell right away after I met the the vow
[18:26] but not because of that I let go
[18:30] just continue
[18:32] authentically when I go back and when I
[18:36] went forward and backward to find the
[18:38] car I'm hurry because I afraid I was
[18:42] afraid that our friend will miss the win
[18:47] but still
[18:49] in mindfulness but hurry and I knew that
[18:53] all is not successful.
[18:56] It seemed that there are something came
[18:59] to test me to test my vow
[19:07] but I still keep that vow with me every
[19:12] time I walk.
[19:14] I walk in peace.
[19:20] I walk with my teacher,
[19:24] with the Buddha,
[19:26] with the ancestors,
[19:29] with our beloved one. I invite them to
[19:33] walk with me,
[19:35] to support me.
[19:40] And slowly, slowly we can walk in
[19:42] peaceful. we can walk peacefully.
[19:50] Maybe you remember the Edison who um
[19:54] develop the the light buff, right?
[19:59] Edison conducted hundreds
[20:03] experiment to de to developing the
[20:06] practical lib
[20:09] but he didn't give up.
[20:13] Instead of uh seeing
[20:16] unsuccessful experiment of failure,
[20:20] he saw it as a experiment,
[20:24] opportunity to learn.
[20:27] So even we are not successful
[20:31] but it is a way to try to make a try
[20:36] and maybe 99
[20:39] time not successful but maybe 100 time
[20:42] successful and is successful at the
[20:46] 100th time.
[20:50] So I used to remind myself
[20:54] to continue to walk on the path.
[21:00] Don't stop in the middle
[21:03] because we never know maybe only one
[21:06] more step that we are successful and if
[21:10] we gave up before that step we lose our
[21:13] opportunity
[21:15] of success.
[21:18] So when I do something I try to complete
[21:22] it. Even I clean the sink
[21:26] I clean it properly
[21:30] not let any
[21:33] place on the sink.
[21:35] So I try to do thing properly
[21:38] finish in order than so that it can
[21:42] train I train myself
[21:49] train myself
[21:52] to be successful.
[21:57] So everyone go back to ourself and look
[22:01] deeply into ourself to make a vow.
[22:06] What vow you want to make today?
[22:10] Don't choose too many things. Only two
[22:13] things. One you want to do and one you
[22:19] want not to do. Only two things and
[22:22] focus on that.
[22:24] And even you fail, it's okay. Just
[22:29] continue.
[22:33] And if you don't start now, when you
[22:36] start,
[22:39] don't wait until it's too late. Please
[22:42] start now.
[22:46] There are some kind of seed when you
[22:49] sold on the soil, it come quickly,
[22:53] right? Like the cosmos, if you saw the
[22:55] seeds of cosmo of Bobby, it come up
[22:58] quickly. But there are kind of seed it
[23:02] take time. For example, if you saw the
[23:05] acorn, acorn take a lot of time to grow
[23:09] up. But when it's grow up,
[23:14] it's become solid and stay long
[23:18] many year, hundred year or thousand
[23:21] year.
[23:22] So it is the same inside of us. There's
[23:26] some happy energy it easy to change to
[23:29] transform but some happy energy it take
[23:32] time difficult to transform.
[23:37] But if we
[23:40] take care of it,
[23:42] pay attention to it, care for it,
[23:46] it will transform one day and it will
[23:49] help us a lot.
[23:53] And breathing help us to remember.
[23:58] And remember to practice with joy. It is
[24:02] a key. If you think that it is good for
[24:06] me, it is good for my body. And you
[24:08] practice. But you feel too tired, you
[24:12] get bored when you practice. So one day
[24:15] you drop it because your body remember
[24:18] the boredom when you do it.
[24:21] Your body remember the tiredness when
[24:23] you do it and one day it will drop it.
[24:26] But if you practice with joy, your body
[24:29] will remember
[24:33] for me if for me to train the habit of
[24:37] doing exercise.
[24:40] It took a lot of time
[24:43] because I like to have time to study.
[24:46] I have time I want to have time to do
[24:49] other thing and I thought that do a lot
[24:52] of thing it also made my body move so I
[24:56] don't need to do exercise it is what the
[25:00] way I thought because the laziness of
[25:03] doing exercise when we are lazy
[25:06] something there are something we reason
[25:11] in order not to do
[25:16] But I train myself few minutes per day
[25:21] even I talk at the same place
[25:26] or just move my body.
[25:29] Yeah. And one day I really enjoy doing
[25:34] exercise, physical exercise.
[25:41] So I hope that after treatment your body
[25:44] become healthier,
[25:47] your body become stronger. When you wake
[25:50] up you feel fresh, you feel healthy, you
[25:56] feel a lot of inspiring.
[26:06] The second is fueling.
[26:15] feeling. We have the happy feeling,
[26:17] unhappy feeling and neutral feeling.
[26:21] So we have to nourish our happiness,
[26:25] joyful feeling and also embrace aware of
[26:30] unfilling happy
[26:34] and we met the neutral feeling become
[26:38] the happy feeling
[26:40] by many ways.
[26:43] Make something new
[26:45] in your corner, in your desk, in the
[26:49] study desk, in your bedroom,
[26:55] any way you can do.
[27:01] The third
[27:03] aggregate is
[27:07] perception.
[27:13] P used to say that 99 per our perception
[27:17] is wrong perception.
[27:19] So it is why we had to be careful with
[27:22] our perception.
[27:24] They has um they had um calligraphy for
[27:28] us to practice. Do you remember?
[27:32] Are you sure? Yes. Are you sure? And you
[27:35] are partly right.
[27:38] We are sometime we argue with each other
[27:41] and we think that we are right.
[27:44] So we have to be humble. Maybe we are
[27:48] partly right. We may right but only
[27:52] partly not totally right. So this
[27:57] calligraphy help us to be humble with
[28:00] our
[28:02] perception.
[28:05] I really enjoyed the story they used to
[28:08] tell us about the man who had the mental
[28:14] illness.
[28:16] That man went to the hospital because he
[28:20] has he had um mental illness.
[28:25] He really afraid. We were really afraid
[28:28] of chicken because he thought that he
[28:32] was a corn and the chicken will eat the
[28:36] corn.
[28:39] And the doctor said to him that oh you
[28:41] are the human, you are not chicken. And
[28:44] every day the doctor asked him to
[28:47] repeat,
[28:49] I am a man. I am a human. I'm not a
[28:54] chicken.
[28:56] And the man repeated again and again,
[28:59] day after day and he become better.
[29:04] And then because he became bad better,
[29:06] the doctor allow him to go home. So he
[29:11] made the paper for him to uh leave the
[29:14] hospital.
[29:16] So the doctor walk him on the side the
[29:20] walk side with the walk side
[29:23] and suddenly he yelled out loud and he
[29:27] run away
[29:28] and the doctor didn't understand why but
[29:32] then the doctor looked at a site and he
[29:35] saw a chicken
[29:40] and he ran after the man and catch the
[29:43] man and ask a man Why you run away?
[29:47] Who are you?
[29:49] And the man said that I am a man. I am a
[29:52] human. But the chicken
[29:55] don't know. The chicken doesn't know.
[30:04] The chicken thought that I was a corn.
[30:14] We are maybe the same.
[30:21] Do you think that you are in this
[30:23] situation?
[30:26] Sometimes
[30:27] people don't think us that way. But we
[30:32] think that they think us like that and
[30:34] we suffer.
[30:37] So when we think that they think like
[30:40] this, they think like that, we have to
[30:42] make sure
[30:45] Are you sure? Am I sure?
[30:53] In order that
[30:56] we can be humble
[31:00] for ourself
[31:08] and the four is mental formation.
[31:19] And the five is consciousness.
[31:37] Someone asked me, "Does AI has
[31:40] consciousness?"
[31:46] What do you think?
[31:49] Does AI has consciousness?
[31:53] Yes or no?
[31:55] >> No. Who say no?
[32:00] Almost everyone who say yes.
[32:06] No one I see something like this.
[32:12] What is AI made from?
[32:20] What is AI made from? What is AI made
[32:23] of?
[32:24] is made from people person.
[32:30] Do people has consciousness?
[32:33] So do you see the relating
[32:36] between AI and consciousness?
[32:39] Yes or no?
[32:40] >> Yes.
[32:42] [laughter]
[32:45] Because AI is made up by people, right?
[32:50] AI is made by people and people has
[32:54] consciousness.
[32:56] So AI have to have something relating to
[32:58] our consciousness.
[33:03] Imagine
[33:06] that one day you came to Blum Village to
[33:10] practice,
[33:12] to enjoy the peaceful atmosphere,
[33:15] to enjoy the silent moment, to enjoy the
[33:19] stillness
[33:21] and no sisters and brothers aside around
[33:26] only AI.
[33:32] >> [snorts]
[33:33] >> AI can help you to answer all your
[33:35] question right sometimes maybe smarter
[33:39] than brothers and sisters
[33:42] and guide you to practice mindfulness.
[33:47] If you ask a question for AI how you p
[33:50] how I practice mindfulness AI will
[33:53] answer you right away. How I do sitting
[33:56] meditation AI answer you right away. Hi,
[33:59] I do walk in meditation. I answer you
[34:02] right away.
[34:10] But if there is no brothers and sister,
[34:14] is it interesting?
[34:17] It is the same value.
[34:20] No.
[34:22] So it is why even
[34:26] AI is good useful
[34:29] in a certain aspect
[34:34] but the hum humanity is very important
[34:38] like we are very important.
[34:43] So it is why to go back to take care of
[34:47] our inner quality is very important.
[34:53] Peace, happiness, resilience,
[34:57] understanding,
[34:59] compassion,
[35:03] forgiveness,
[35:05] care
[35:07] are very very important
[35:10] in any time.
[35:17] Every
[35:19] era, every time have different
[35:23] challenging,
[35:25] different
[35:28] kind of sickness,
[35:31] different problem,
[35:34] but we have to learn how to deal, how to
[35:37] face with all challenging and
[35:42] difficulty.
[35:43] So it is the same with AI.
[35:47] We have to
[35:49] create
[35:50] the collective
[35:52] consciousness in such a way that AI
[35:57] serve people. AI serve life.
[36:02] AI help people.
[36:07] But the inner quality of humanity is the
[36:10] most precious.
[36:12] Our
[36:15] [clears throat]
[36:16] family need us. Our family needs our
[36:20] happiness. Need our peace. Need our
[36:24] resilience.
[37:08] >> [music]
[37:17] [music]
[37:43] >> If the consciousness of people
[37:48] a wholesome,
[37:50] compassion,
[37:52] understanding,
[37:54] love, care,
[37:57] Then AI
[37:59] will help the manate humanity a lot.
[38:05] If the consciousness of people are
[38:08] hatred,
[38:11] anger, fear,
[38:15] so maybe AI will harm us.
[38:21] So it is why to learn how to train the
[38:25] collective consciousness is very
[38:27] important.
[38:31] And all these five Africas
[38:36] we call the rivers, five rivers because
[38:40] they are always flowing, always
[38:44] changing.
[38:47] But always flowing doesn't mean that
[38:51] always thinking
[38:54] some people misunderstood that always
[38:58] changing always
[39:00] flowing mean that always thinking
[39:04] it can flow in peace.
[39:08] It can flow in stillness. It can flow in
[39:11] calm in calmness.
[39:15] It can flow in happiness. It can flows
[39:18] in joy.
[39:24] So we have to train ourself to be still,
[39:29] to be peaceful,
[39:31] to be calm.
[39:43] The theme of this threemon retreat
[39:47] is nondiscrimination.
[39:51] Nondiscrimination.
[39:54] And if we want to practice
[39:57] nondiscrimination,
[39:59] we have to go back to our cell and look
[40:02] deeply into our soul.
[40:08] to see
[40:11] not only the good quality but also the
[40:15] habit energy
[40:17] and we can accept them all.
[40:22] We don't discriminate
[40:26] between the bad and the good,
[40:30] good quality and bad quality.
[40:38] There's there are many kinds of
[40:40] discrimination right
[40:42] educa education and education,
[40:47] race, religion,
[40:49] political many many things but the main
[40:53] thing is from inside
[40:56] but not from outside.
[41:01] But why
[41:03] why we discriminate?
[41:08] We everyone know that discrimination
[41:11] cause us and cause each other
[41:15] to suffer a lot. Right? I think everyone
[41:18] know
[41:20] but why why still
[41:24] we discriminate each other.
[41:30] So we uh review
[41:34] a little bit about how
[41:37] our consciousness conscious network
[42:07] Up here we call my consciousness.
[42:11] Here we call star consciousness.
[42:16] In the mind consciousness
[42:19] when
[42:22] is manifest
[42:24] on the mind consciousness we call mental
[42:27] formation.
[42:29] For example if you are here you sit here
[42:33] you feel peaceful. Do you feel peaceful
[42:35] here? So peace manifest on the mind
[42:39] consciousness
[42:42] and we call peace as a mental formation.
[42:47] You feel happy
[42:49] >> now? Yes. Happiness manifest on the mind
[42:53] consciousness
[42:55] and we call happiness mental formation.
[43:01] Are you angry now?
[43:04] No, not at all. Right. So anger doesn't
[43:07] manifest on the my consciousness
[43:10] but an does anger in you or not?
[43:15] Is anyone never angry?
[43:20] No, not at all. Right? Nobody raised
[43:22] hand. So anger stay here as a kind of
[43:26] seat because it doesn't manifest yet.
[43:30] When it manifests on the my
[43:32] consciousness, we call mental formation.
[43:35] When it sleep here in the store
[43:37] consciousness, we call the seed.
[43:43] So we have to practice in such a way
[43:46] that
[43:48] mindfulness can manifest,
[43:52] peace can manifest,
[43:54] love can manifest, compassion can
[43:58] manifest. So all the goodes can manifest
[44:03] as a mental formation on the mind
[44:05] consciousness.
[44:07] So what you see
[44:11] by eyes,
[44:14] what you hear by ear,
[44:18] what you smell
[44:20] by know, what you taste
[44:25] and what you touch.
[44:31] Water the seed in the store
[44:33] consciousness
[44:35] and it will manifest.
[44:38] You feel peaceful because the seat of
[44:40] peace here is water. So is why peace
[44:46] manifest here. You feel very calm, very
[44:49] peaceful.
[44:51] But if one day when you read the news
[44:57] about the protection about the violence
[45:01] and the the seat of peer can be water
[45:05] and it's come up and you feel very
[45:10] fearful.
[45:12] So the fear manifest here.
[45:15] So with the practice we have to be very
[45:18] careful what you see, what you hear,
[45:20] what you smell, what you taste and what
[45:24] you touch. All can touch the seat here.
[45:28] So we have to select all
[45:32] the seed that to be water
[45:38] or anger can manifest
[45:42] and all the sit here
[45:45] can be transmitted to us by our parents,
[45:50] grandparent, ancestor,
[45:54] blood ancestor and spiritual ancestor.
[45:58] through many generations.
[46:01] So when we practice, we not only
[46:03] practice for us but also for many many
[46:07] generation
[46:09] and we practice in order that we don't
[46:12] hand down the suffering the bad habit
[46:16] energy to the younger generation.
[46:20] And the seat here
[46:24] can be water or can be stay from now
[46:29] from the time when you came to Plum
[46:32] Village.
[46:33] Maybe something that we have never
[46:36] touched before.
[46:38] But when we came to Plum Village, we
[46:41] hear the chanting, we hear the bit bell,
[46:44] we feel peaceful. So listening to the
[46:47] bit bell is the first time
[46:50] that you let the seat in the store
[46:55] consciousness manifest.
[46:58] So in the store consciousness it contain
[47:01] everything
[47:03] and everything we touch is stay here
[47:07] even the moon, the star, the river, the
[47:10] mountain,
[47:13] the galaxy.
[47:16] the river, all kinds of seis
[47:20] stay here.
[47:23] And every time you touch it, it stay
[47:25] there.
[47:27] And when you want to be in touch with
[47:30] them again, you just invite them up
[47:34] and you breathe with them.
[47:38] For example, if you have been on the
[47:41] mountain,
[47:43] enjoy the mountain
[47:45] and one day you feel
[47:51] unstable.
[47:53] You can sit still, close your eye and
[47:56] imagine the mountain that you have been
[48:00] there,
[48:02] you have been enjoying
[48:04] in the past.
[48:07] And then the mountain will come up in
[48:09] you and you can breathe the mountain air
[48:12] again exactly the same when you were in
[48:16] the mountain
[48:19] because it's there never lost.
[48:29] So with the practice we have to have the
[48:36] del we have to practice deligently
[48:49] pay you to teach us four kind of
[48:52] diligence. The first we have to
[48:57] invite the good seeds come up on the
[49:00] mind consciousness
[49:03] when it doesn't manifest we have to
[49:06] invite them to manifest. So first
[49:13] select
[49:15] the git
[49:23] >> [snorts]
[49:24] >> And when it manifests there already,
[49:27] keep them there as long as possible.
[49:54] as long as possible. For example, if you
[49:56] are peaceful now, please keep that peace
[50:00] as long as you can. Don't lose it when
[50:03] you come out the meditation hall. Bring
[50:06] peace out of meditation hall to
[50:09] everywhere you go. And not only when you
[50:13] stay in Plum Village, but when you go
[50:15] home, you can bring peace home. So keep
[50:19] the peace as long as you can. Keep the
[50:22] joy, happiness as long as you can.
[50:26] And the third one,
[50:28] if
[50:30] the negative seat come up, we have to
[50:34] invite them down to consciousness as
[50:37] soon as possible. By the way to invite
[50:40] the mindfulness
[50:42] up to embrace
[50:45] the negative seat. Mindfulness is kind
[50:49] of energy help us to be present.
[50:52] Mindfulness is the energy have help us
[50:55] to remember.
[50:57] Remember to practice.
[51:00] Mindfulness is to be aware of what we
[51:03] are going on in our body in our mind and
[51:08] surrounded aware of movement
[51:13] what we are doing.
[51:15] So mindfulness is energy that we are
[51:18] cultivating
[51:20] during this day.
[51:23] So when we have the emotion comes up
[51:26] invite the mindfulness come to embrace
[51:29] in order that it will come down
[51:33] as soon as possible.
[52:03] And if it doesn't manifest yet, so don't
[52:07] let them manifest.
[52:45] In star consciousness there are all
[52:48] kinds of seat but we don't find each
[52:50] other
[52:54] because
[52:56] peace is us, stillness is us
[53:00] but anxiety is also us. Restlessness is
[53:04] us. Love, compassion is us. But anger,
[53:08] hate is also us.
[53:11] So if we fight anger, we fight hatred,
[53:15] we find restlessness, we find anxiety,
[53:18] it mean that we fight ourself.
[53:21] So we accept them all and embrace them.
[53:26] We don't discriminate them.
[53:31] We may we don't say that ah this one is
[53:34] important I have to practice it this one
[53:37] is not important so it is why I leave it
[53:40] aside
[53:43] they are all important
[53:45] because they all contribute to our joy
[53:49] happiness or suffering
[53:59] sometimes we have um jealousy
[54:04] and we think that oh as a nur
[54:07] it's so shame to be jealous
[54:12] and you don't dare to say that I'm
[54:15] jealous
[54:18] and someone say that you are chalice
[54:21] and you feel hurt
[54:29] or as a monk a nun We think that we
[54:32] practice freedom.
[54:36] We are not attached to anyone anything.
[54:41] And if someone say that you are attached
[54:45] to someone something, you feel hurt.
[54:53] But if someone say that, oh, you walk so
[54:55] fast, please slow down. You don't feel
[54:58] hurt at all. Right?
[55:05] Because we see that it is important that
[55:10] is not important that is serious that is
[55:13] not serious but we if we are equal all
[55:19] this kind of seat all this kind of
[55:23] mental formation we feel peaceful
[55:28] if we walk fast. We walk in hurry. We
[55:32] also practice to train to walk in peace.
[55:38] If we are jealous, we practice
[55:45] not to be jealous.
[55:52] But one more thing that we also need to
[55:54] be diligent
[55:56] is to look deeply into the negative
[56:00] seed.
[56:18] So instead of four deligions we had the
[56:21] five deligions
[56:26] because if we don't look deeply into our
[56:29] negatives we never transform it because
[56:32] we have tendency
[56:34] to embrace it and invite them down and
[56:38] it sleep here but still one day it may
[56:42] explode.
[56:44] So we have to invite them to look deeply
[56:47] why we have this kind of habit energy
[56:52] why we always repeat it again and again.
[56:57] So we have to look deeply into negatives
[57:00] and sometimes they said that we have to
[57:02] invite them up to look deeply
[57:06] don't wait until it's come up but we
[57:09] have to proactive
[57:11] to invite them to look deeply to see how
[57:14] we always behave like this why we always
[57:17] say like that
[57:19] the reason why
[57:22] in order that we can transform home.
[57:27] But we only invite them up. Look deeply
[57:31] when our mindfulness is strong enough.
[57:36] When we have enough peace,
[57:39] when we have enough of joy. If not the
[57:43] suffering, the difficulty can
[57:47] be overwhelmed
[57:50] and we are
[57:53] flooded
[57:55] by the negative
[57:58] energy by the suffering and difficulty.
[58:02] So please remember only invite the
[58:05] negative out
[58:08] when we are solid
[58:11] when we are mindful.
[58:22] And when we look deeply into our
[58:25] suffering
[58:27] to see the root to see the causes
[58:33] sometime is more painful
[58:36] than we run away
[58:39] from the suffering and difficulty.
[58:44] When we suffer, we stand up, do other
[58:48] thing, we feel pleasant, right?
[58:52] But if we sit there, sit with the
[58:54] suffering and look deeply suffering, we
[58:57] feel unpleasant at all.
[59:00] Sometimes very hard.
[59:03] But if we don't do it, we never
[59:06] transform it.
[59:10] And not only happened to our mind but it
[59:14] happened to our body.
[59:18] Our body feel shaky.
[59:21] Sometime our body feels so steep.
[59:27] So we can feel where in our body
[59:30] accumulate this kind of suffering and we
[59:33] breathe with that. Breathe deeply
[59:37] in order that it's can come out.
[59:40] Sometimes I have to shake my body in
[59:43] order that the suffering can come out
[59:46] because it stay in our body. Our mind
[59:50] relating to our body. What happened to
[59:52] our mind? It happened to our body. What
[59:55] kinds of suffering accumulate in
[59:57] shoulders in our hand? Another kind of
[1:00:01] suffering accumulate in our chest, our
[1:00:04] liver, our intestine.
[1:00:07] So we have to shake it in order that is
[1:00:10] come out and then look deeply to see
[1:00:13] what it is.
[1:00:19] There is some kinds of suffering.
[1:00:22] Sometimes only us know
[1:00:26] nobody know.
[1:00:31] Sometimes we felt that nobody understand
[1:00:35] it. People misunderstood us and we
[1:00:40] suffer
[1:00:42] and sometimes we feel that we walk along
[1:00:46] on this part even we had the sa
[1:00:52] but nobody understand us
[1:00:57] but we know that the moon is there the
[1:01:00] sun is there the river is there the
[1:01:04] mountain is There
[1:01:07] they have witnessed
[1:01:10] all what we are doing.
[1:01:16] Mothers there witness us
[1:01:24] and we feel at peace again. We reclaim
[1:01:29] our peace.
[1:01:43] They uh wrote a poem recommendation.
[1:01:50] in the year 1965
[1:01:54] for the young people in the school of
[1:01:57] youth for social service who risked
[1:02:01] their life every day during the war
[1:02:05] but I see that this poem is correct for
[1:02:09] every time
[1:02:12] because
[1:02:14] if we didn't if we don't transform our
[1:02:17] suffering the deep suffering
[1:02:21] The c the the people who cause us to
[1:02:25] suffer may become our hatred may become
[1:02:30] our enemy.
[1:02:32] Not only the one who kill us in the war
[1:02:36] but in the daily life
[1:02:40] if we don't practice the one who caus us
[1:02:42] to suffer can become our enemy
[1:02:47] can become our hatred.
[1:02:57] Promise me.
[1:02:59] Promise me this day. Promise me now
[1:03:04] while the sun is overhead
[1:03:07] exactly at the zenite.
[1:03:11] Promise me
[1:03:13] even as they strike you down with the
[1:03:16] mountain of hatred and violence.
[1:03:20] Even as they step on you and crush you
[1:03:24] like a worm.
[1:03:26] Even as they dismember and disempower
[1:03:30] you,
[1:03:31] remember brother,
[1:03:33] remember sister,
[1:03:36] remember men is not our enemy.
[1:03:41] The only thing worthy of you is
[1:03:44] compassion,
[1:03:46] invincible,
[1:03:47] limitless, unconditional.
[1:03:51] Hatred will never let you face the beast
[1:03:54] in man.
[1:03:57] One day when you feel when you face the
[1:04:01] beast alone with your courage intact,
[1:04:05] your eyes kindled
[1:04:10] even as no one sees them.
[1:04:13] Out of your smile will bloom a flower
[1:04:18] and those who love you
[1:04:21] will behold you. I've lost 10,000 words
[1:04:25] of birth and dying.
[1:04:28] Along again I will go on with Ben head
[1:04:34] knowing that love has become eternal.
[1:04:38] On the long rough road, the sun and the
[1:04:43] moon will continue to shine.
[1:04:48] I would like to invite su
[1:04:51] to sing that song for the sa
[1:05:31] Alone again. [singing]
[1:05:36] >> [music]
[1:05:36] >> I go on
[1:05:40] with [singing] bent hood
[1:05:43] [music] knowing
[1:05:48] the immortality [singing]
[1:05:50] of love.
[1:05:52] And on the long rough road both sun
[1:05:57] [music and singing]
[1:05:58] and moon
[1:06:00] will shine.
[1:06:04] Promise [singing and music]
[1:06:05] me,
[1:06:07] promise me this day. [music]
[1:06:12] While the [singing] sun reaches [music]
[1:06:15] overhead,
[1:06:19] even as [music and singing]
[1:06:20] they strike you down with mountain of
[1:06:24] hate and violence, [music]
[1:06:27] remember brother, man is not [singing]
[1:06:30] our enemy.
[1:06:34] Just your pity, [singing]
[1:06:38] just your love.
[1:06:42] Invisible [singing and music]
[1:06:45] limitless.
[1:06:49] Hatred [singing] will never let you face
[1:06:52] the beast in [music] men.
[1:06:56] And one [singing] day when you face this
[1:06:59] be alone, [music]
[1:07:03] your courage in [singing] time,
[1:07:07] your [music] eyes kind
[1:07:11] of [singing] your smile will bloom a
[1:07:14] flower.
[1:07:16] [music]
[1:07:17] And [singing] those who love you will
[1:07:19] behold you across 10,000 [music] words
[1:07:25] of dying of [singing] dying and [music]
[1:07:29] birth
[1:07:32] alone again. [singing]
[1:07:36] And I go on
[1:07:39] [music]
[1:07:40] with bent head [singing] but knowing
[1:07:45] [music]
[1:07:46] the immortality [singing]
[1:07:48] of love. [music] And on the long rough
[1:07:53] road, both sun and [music] moon
[1:07:57] will shine. [singing]
[1:08:01] Lightning my way.
[1:08:05] Ooh. [singing]
[1:08:07] [music]
[1:08:13] Ooh.
[1:08:14] [music]
[1:08:26] Thank you. M
[1:08:43] And do you know why we discriminate?
[1:08:48] What part in our body in our mind
[1:08:52] let us discriminate?
[1:09:13] So we have the eye consciousness, ear
[1:09:16] consciousness, no consciousness, tongue
[1:09:18] consciousness, body consciousness, mind
[1:09:20] consciousness, star consciousness and
[1:09:22] another consciousness is
[1:09:25] manas consciousness. That's
[1:10:09] and manas consciousness the function the
[1:10:13] manas is the survival instinct
[1:10:17] is had the tendency to craft and to
[1:10:20] attach. So the first is grasping
[1:10:29] appropriating
[1:10:32] because it's have tendency to for um
[1:10:36] survival
[1:10:38] because of survival is want to have it.
[1:10:41] When you are hungry you want to have the
[1:10:44] food. Usually we we can offer food to
[1:10:48] other people but we when we hungry it's
[1:10:51] difficult to offer food for other right
[1:10:55] especially when you have very little.
[1:11:01] So we have tendencies to crap in for our
[1:11:03] for us and manas based on ego. Manas bay
[1:11:09] on ignorance
[1:11:13] is not based on wisdom or insight but
[1:11:16] based on ego. It is me. It is mine. It
[1:11:21] is my family. Is my
[1:11:24] sister. It is my brother. It is my job.
[1:11:28] It is my country. It's my race,
[1:11:32] it my education
[1:11:35] and because this
[1:11:38] it create topple.
[1:11:43] And the second function of manad is
[1:11:45] seeking
[1:11:51] for pleasure.
[1:11:59] It doesn't want to have something
[1:12:01] unfamiliar.
[1:12:04] It wants to have something familiar to
[1:12:07] be easy, to be at ease, to be peaceful,
[1:12:11] to be pleasant.
[1:12:13] But something is not pleasant, it
[1:12:15] doesn't like it.
[1:12:16] So it is why they have tendency to
[1:12:19] exclude the people they don't like
[1:12:24] the people they thought that is worse
[1:12:28] than them or is not good for them they
[1:12:32] exclude it
[1:12:34] that person doesn't support us we
[1:12:37] exclude it is a tendency of manas
[1:12:42] only accepting we feel comfortable we
[1:12:45] feel at ease with.
[1:12:51] And why is it seek for pleasure? Because
[1:12:55] it's ignore
[1:13:00] the danger of pleasure.
[1:13:23] It's like the fish.
[1:13:26] When the fish saw the bait,
[1:13:29] right away the fish catch the bait. But
[1:13:33] the fish
[1:13:34] doesn't realize that in the bait they
[1:13:37] eat the hook. If they catch the bait,
[1:13:40] they was hook hook up.
[1:13:44] So there are many things that maybe
[1:13:48] there is a hook in it and we are not
[1:13:51] aware of it. Maybe it's the fame,
[1:13:54] position,
[1:13:56] money, many things can be there hogen.
[1:14:01] So we have to be very careful.
[1:14:04] There may be danger in the pleasure in
[1:14:08] the pleasure.
[1:14:11] Even if you stay with the nice people
[1:14:14] but maybe they the hook in nice people
[1:14:18] because we don't have the opportunity to
[1:14:21] train ourself. We just enjoy
[1:14:25] we just enjoy their peace. We just enjoy
[1:14:27] their compassion. We just enjoy their
[1:14:30] goodness. We lose our the train, our
[1:14:34] opportunity to train ourself
[1:14:38] to be resilient,
[1:14:42] to be patient,
[1:14:44] to be
[1:14:46] embraced,
[1:14:48] to be included.
[1:14:51] So we have to be careful with this. And
[1:14:56] the four function of manas
[1:15:00] is ignore the suffering
[1:15:06] or run away from the suffering.
[1:15:19] avoiding suffering.
[1:15:26] When we see something difficult, we run
[1:15:29] away. We don't want to deal with we
[1:15:32] don't want to face with the suffering
[1:15:34] and we lose opportunity to learn to
[1:15:39] train ourself to be strong. So when the
[1:15:43] difficulty come take a pose, take a
[1:15:46] moment to see
[1:15:49] what we can learn from this. How we can
[1:15:51] learn from this but not run away right
[1:15:54] away.
[1:15:57] And why we avoid suffering? Because we
[1:16:00] don't see the goodness of suffering.
[1:16:23] Suffering help us to learn. Suffering
[1:16:26] help us to be compassion to understand.
[1:16:30] If we don't experience suffering,
[1:16:34] we cannot
[1:16:37] understand the suffering of other
[1:16:39] people.
[1:16:42] If we don't experience
[1:16:45] our
[1:16:47] mistake
[1:16:49] is really difficult to forgive people
[1:16:53] because we expect everyone to be
[1:16:57] perfect.
[1:17:01] But if we experience suffering, we know
[1:17:05] we understand other people. We know how
[1:17:08] to forgive.
[1:17:14] And the six function of manas
[1:17:17] is
[1:17:18] ignore
[1:17:24] the law of moderation.
[1:17:38] star consciousness know the moderation
[1:17:42] but not manas
[1:17:45] mana doesn't know the law of moderation
[1:17:50] it consume unhealthy food consume
[1:17:54] unhealthy drink didn't eat in
[1:17:57] moderation,
[1:17:59] stay up too late, spend too much time
[1:18:04] in entertainment for example and make
[1:18:07] our body and mind tired.
[1:18:10] So if when we are not in moderation, we
[1:18:14] know that it is a manas function and we
[1:18:19] invite the mindfulness come up. We
[1:18:22] invite the mind consciousness come up
[1:18:25] star consciousness come up to shine us
[1:18:29] in order that we can stop.
[1:18:37] So when someone
[1:18:45] when we see someone is better than us,
[1:18:50] happy us, we can ask ourself
[1:18:56] is their talent
[1:18:58] away our value.
[1:19:03] There does happiness
[1:19:06] away our happiness.
[1:19:10] What do you think? Not at all. Right?
[1:19:15] So thinking like that we are not jealous
[1:19:18] with people.
[1:19:20] Even we see that they are very talented
[1:19:22] but we happy with that. We see they are
[1:19:25] happy. We happy with their happiness
[1:19:30] because their talents, their happiness
[1:19:33] doesn't take away
[1:19:35] from our happiness and value.
[1:19:40] So
[1:19:42] the important is always to go back to
[1:19:45] ourself and deepen our practice in order
[1:19:50] that we can cultivate
[1:19:53] our inner quality,
[1:19:56] the peace, the joy, happiness,
[1:19:59] resilience, understanding, compassion.
[1:20:04] And if we always go back to ourself to
[1:20:08] train ourself in this way,
[1:20:12] we'll will transform the discrimination.
[1:20:38] Someone asked us how can we be in touch
[1:20:41] with Tai when we don't see him in person
[1:20:48] as our monastic brother and sisters and
[1:20:50] also lay friend who are sitting here we
[1:20:54] didn't see the Buddha in person right we
[1:20:58] didn't see Buddha Sakya money in person
[1:21:02] but we can be in touch with the Buddha
[1:21:04] right who feel that you are you had the
[1:21:08] capacity to be in touch with the Buddha
[1:21:10] Sakyamuni please raise your hand
[1:21:14] brave raise your hand see please look
[1:21:18] around continue to raise your hand look
[1:21:20] around to see how many hands up many
[1:21:23] hands up right
[1:21:26] why why we can be in touch with the
[1:21:29] Buddha
[1:21:30] Is it because of practice?
[1:21:33] Right? So because of the practice, we
[1:21:36] can be in touch with the Buddha. Even we
[1:21:40] don't see the Buddha in person, but
[1:21:43] thanks to practice, we can connect with
[1:21:46] the Buddha. So it is the same with Tai.
[1:21:49] Even you don't see Tai in person but
[1:21:53] with the practice if you are in touch
[1:21:55] with the practice you can feel connected
[1:21:58] with Tai connect
[1:22:01] with the brothers and sister who embody
[1:22:04] the practice transmitted by Tai by the
[1:22:07] Buddha and then you can be in touch with
[1:22:11] Tai
[1:22:13] if T is here in person and if we don't
[1:22:16] practice we cannot connect with Tai
[1:22:20] So it is the same with the brother and
[1:22:22] sister older brothers and sister if you
[1:22:25] don't practice maybe you see them in
[1:22:27] person but you don't have any connection
[1:22:31] with them even you see them in person so
[1:22:35] if you want to be in touch with Tai
[1:22:38] please go back to the practice and to be
[1:22:44] in touch with the practice so then you
[1:22:46] see Tai in you and around you.
[1:22:52] Go back to practice to learn the dharma.
[1:22:55] Sometime we feel vague
[1:22:58] because it's very broad.
[1:23:02] Many kinds of practice, many kinds of
[1:23:06] teaching,
[1:23:08] many sutras and we don't know how we
[1:23:11] focus
[1:23:14] and what we focus in. Do you have that
[1:23:18] kind of thinking? Yes. I see many had
[1:23:22] know it
[1:23:25] and we don't know what to follow, how to
[1:23:28] follow.
[1:23:30] I also felt that one many times in the
[1:23:34] past and I wrote T a letter and I see
[1:23:38] dear Tai somehow I felt that the dharma
[1:23:42] is vague and I didn't know how to do
[1:23:47] what to follow
[1:23:50] because it's very vast the dharma is
[1:23:53] very vast
[1:23:56] and when they uh met The lamb
[1:24:00] transmitten ga
[1:24:04] roll the ga like this.
[1:24:21] The night sky assembles a festival of
[1:24:25] thousand stars.
[1:24:27] The moon adorned the path with
[1:24:30] understanding.
[1:24:32] The ancestors hands passed down their
[1:24:35] galaxy.
[1:24:37] The ancient vow nears fulfillment.
[1:24:41] Opportunity draw close.
[1:24:46] And that gata woke me up.
[1:24:50] I thought that oh the moon even in the
[1:24:54] sky very vast very immense but still had
[1:24:58] the path to walk on had the path to
[1:25:02] enter
[1:25:03] had to had the path to adorn.
[1:25:08] So the same with the dharma
[1:25:11] and is
[1:25:15] fortifies my faith in the dharma. I just
[1:25:18] continue to practice
[1:25:22] and if the moon had the part I'm sure
[1:25:25] that I had the part to walk through the
[1:25:28] dharma through the practice
[1:25:32] and slowly slowly I can deepen into the
[1:25:35] practice. deepen into the practice is
[1:25:38] not something that we learn more
[1:25:41] but something that we go back to
[1:25:44] ourself. Maybe the same breathing, the
[1:25:47] same sitting, the same walking, the same
[1:25:50] eating and mindfulness. But the more you
[1:25:53] practice, the deeper you become, the
[1:25:57] deeper practice become. Not something
[1:25:59] out there you've tried to look for, you
[1:26:03] try to search, but something that you go
[1:26:06] back to yourself
[1:26:08] to deepen
[1:26:10] into the practice. So three month
[1:26:12] retreat is opportunity for us to go back
[1:26:16] to ourself and deepen our practice and
[1:26:20] day by day we will see the result and
[1:26:23] also after the three month retreat or
[1:26:26] after one week or two weeks you will see
[1:26:29] the result.
[1:26:32] We will have the opportunity to learn
[1:26:34] more about the nondiscrimination during
[1:26:38] this winter retreat. So I would uh I
[1:26:42] wish you a happy, joyful and successful
[1:26:46] ren retreat. Thank you very much for
[1:26:49] being here.
[1:27:16] >> [music]
[1:27:25] [music]
[1:27:38] [music]
[1:27:48] [music]
[1:27:57] [music]
[1:28:05] [music]
[1:28:12] [music]
[1:28:18] [music]
[1:28:29] [music]
[1:28:35] [music]