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[0:02] Okay, welcome gorgeous ones. So,
[0:06] this week has been an interesting one
[0:08] and
[0:09] I've been every day since Wednesday, cuz
[0:13] this is meant to come out on a
[0:14] Wednesday, my weekly vlog,
[0:16] I have been
[0:18] tuning in, asking, and getting a no. And
[0:22] I'm like, okay. Uh yesterday I did the
[0:24] same and I'm like, okay. And then this
[0:27] morning I was like, okay, are we doing
[0:29] this? And it's like a yes.
[0:32] So,
[0:33] today's episode is
[0:36] going to be uh
[0:39] little journey into the unknown.
[0:42] Um
[0:43] and just to say that I've been doing uh
[0:46] quite a bit of work. So, after last
[0:48] week's episode on synchronicity and and
[0:51] all the exciting things that
[0:53] has um unfolded through the journey the
[0:57] last few months. Um the rest of the week
[1:00] obviously also disappointed after I
[1:02] recorded that and I ended up journeying
[1:05] into some beautiful um deep shadowy
[1:09] parts of myself and also going into some
[1:13] um
[1:13] really significant ancestral healing and
[1:16] discovering some brand new things as
[1:18] well, which I will talk about next week
[1:20] seeing that we heading towards the Wayne
[1:22] um next weekend and it just felt like I
[1:26] just need to let it percolate and let it
[1:29] sit and let it do its little thing and
[1:32] then I can speak about it next week and
[1:34] I can I can share what I want to share
[1:36] about it.
[1:38] >> [clears throat]
[1:38] >> So, then this week I was just like,
[1:40] well,
[1:41] you know, I talk about like my
[1:42] experiences in this vlog and I talk
[1:44] about like what's happening and and like
[1:46] bringing all of this like weird things
[1:49] that I see and that happens in my life
[1:51] into reality, right? And and how we can
[1:54] all do that and um
[1:56] >> [laughter]
[1:57] >> and I've been like, okay, dudes, like
[1:59] you got to you got to give me something.
[2:01] We got to we got to work with something
[2:02] here."
[2:03] And then it was really this morning when
[2:06] I was tuning in um
[2:09] and I was lying in this frequency cuz
[2:12] I've got these like uh yesterday I got
[2:14] these new cool frequency headphones and
[2:17] and like I'm really playing with
[2:19] frequency in my my body at the minute.
[2:21] And I was was in the frequency of 639.
[2:25] Um
[2:26] and I was just like really like in there
[2:29] and I could feel myself in my body and
[2:31] just going in and it was absolutely
[2:34] beautiful and it was like like let's
[2:36] journey inwards. Let's see what we find
[2:38] if we journey together, right? Um
[2:41] so that's where today is going to go.
[2:44] So, if you haven't journeyed with me
[2:46] before, um I would suggest not listening
[2:48] to this whilst you're driving. Um I
[2:51] would suggest finding a nice quiet space
[2:54] for however long we will be recording
[2:57] and doing this.
[2:58] Um and just finding a a place where you
[3:01] can basically be with your eyes closed
[3:04] and not disturbed and you will hear me
[3:08] channeling different things. You will
[3:10] hear me channeling in different
[3:11] languages as well. So, if you don't
[3:13] understand what I say, don't worry. I
[3:15] speak light language as well. So, that
[3:17] comes through in the actual um
[3:21] meditation as well. And the the energy
[3:24] of that is basically these are
[3:26] frequencies and codes that your body
[3:28] will receive and your deep psyche will
[3:29] receive and that will basically do what
[3:32] it needs to do without you having to
[3:33] worry about it. So, that's the beauty of
[3:35] light language. And yeah, so just
[3:40] make some time now to get quiet with me
[3:43] and let's go and journey and see where
[3:46] we're going to go today. Okay.
[3:49] Beautiful.
[3:51] And just as a thought
[3:53] >> [laughter]
[3:54] >> for those of you still
[3:57] struggling with that concept of walking
[4:00] into the unknown and not knowing where
[4:03] you're going and not knowing what's
[4:05] going to happen next,
[4:07] doing things like this
[4:09] is my way of reminding myself that
[4:13] there's always a way, okay? Coming
[4:16] online and going, "I've no idea
[4:18] what we're doing today."
[4:19] I mean, for me this is like it's a bit
[4:21] like, "Ah,
[4:21] I have no control." But, it's also, "Oh
[4:25] my god, what are we going to find?" And
[4:28] I've really shifted my perspective in
[4:31] the last few years on this, and
[4:32] especially when I'm teaching and and
[4:34] having worked so deeply with the
[4:35] dragons, a big part of my lesson has
[4:38] been to
[4:39] allow myself to become a vehicle and a
[4:42] clear channel for what wants to come
[4:44] through without my mind getting
[4:45] involved.
[4:47] And also, trusting that even if I don't
[4:49] know where I'm going, I'm going to get
[4:51] somewhere. Doesn't matter where it is.
[4:53] Doesn't matter what happens. But, that's
[4:55] where the magic comes in. So, I'm just
[4:56] dropping that as a little
[5:00] thought process for you to just sit in
[5:02] as well after today because
[5:05] sometimes the best things happen when
[5:08] we're not planning.
[5:09] Okay.
[5:12] So, take a moment, find your space,
[5:17] and just allow yourself to land with me.
[5:21] So, we are going to just start to
[5:24] breathe.
[5:26] And really
[5:29] just feeling yourself inside your body.
[5:34] And very much
[5:36] you know, every day we're busy giving
[5:38] our energy to so many things and so many
[5:42] people
[5:43] and ideas and social media and
[5:48] just all of that. I want you to just
[5:51] take a moment and just
[5:54] see all of those threads of your
[5:55] attention.
[5:58] All of it connected to all of these
[6:01] hundreds of places.
[6:04] And I want you to slowly
[6:06] take them back.
[6:09] Give yourself permission right now to
[6:11] unplug
[6:13] from the people that need you, the
[6:17] places, the institutions, the
[6:21] the ideas, the concepts,
[6:24] the world.
[6:26] Just pull all those threads right back.
[6:30] Bring all that energy into your body
[6:33] right now for you. This is your journey.
[6:36] This is your journey with me.
[6:39] And as I call upon all of the beautiful
[6:41] ancestors and the guides and the divine
[6:43] beings of light
[6:45] to guide us today. As I call upon you
[6:47] and your soul,
[6:49] you beautiful human,
[6:52] as we move into this space. And as I now
[6:55] open the circle for us to journey
[6:57] together. And as I turn to the south
[7:00] and the water and the beautiful dragons
[7:03] of water. And as I pull that energy into
[7:06] our circle right now.
[7:09] And we have these big storms raging
[7:12] outside and there is a lot of movement
[7:15] in the water at the moment. So, I'm
[7:18] bringing that water of movement,
[7:22] of clearing,
[7:24] of thrashing and letting go. We bring
[7:29] that water into our circle today.
[7:32] And as I turn to the east and to the
[7:35] fire and to the beautiful dragons of
[7:38] fire. And we bring that fire into our
[7:41] circle today.
[7:43] And that fire is that passion within
[7:46] you.
[7:48] That knowing within you, right in the
[7:52] center of you, that spark that is
[7:55] wanting to become a bigger flame right
[7:57] now. That spark that is
[8:01] needing more oxygen, more energy,
[8:05] but not always getting it. And we bring
[8:07] that energy into the circle, allowing
[8:11] that
[8:12] flame to be seen and experienced today.
[8:16] And as I turn to the north and the
[8:18] beautiful earth and the dragons of
[8:21] earth, and I pull that energy
[8:23] into our circle.
[8:27] And this is my steadfast grounded energy
[8:30] that I love so much. This is where we
[8:32] are connected to Gaia, no matter what we
[8:34] do.
[8:36] Here, in that depth and that darkness,
[8:39] lies all of the potential. And we allow
[8:42] that to guide us today.
[8:47] So, I turn to the west and the wind and
[8:49] the air.
[8:51] These beautiful winds whipping outside,
[8:54] bringing that rain and that storm.
[8:57] And these winds bring us to movement.
[9:00] They take out those cobwebs. They take
[9:03] out all that isn't needed, blowing it
[9:06] all away.
[9:08] Those loops in your head that keeps you
[9:10] circling and circling, we allow those to
[9:13] be blown away by the wind today.
[9:19] As we bring all of these energies into
[9:21] the circle, we move down through all of
[9:24] the layers of Gaia, right to the center
[9:26] of her, where we greet the beautiful
[9:29] golden mother dragon,
[9:32] the keeper of ether and the keeper of
[9:35] that connectedness.
[9:37] And we bring that energy up through all
[9:40] of the layers of Gaia, all of the layers
[9:42] of her.
[9:43] And we allow that energy to hold us,
[9:46] that oneness, that connectedness.
[9:49] That universal consciousness of divine
[9:51] love that we're all woven into.
[9:55] And we allow that to really
[9:58] support us today as we journey deeper.
[10:01] And then lastly, I take my attention up
[10:04] into the cosmos.
[10:06] Into that beautiful, vast
[10:09] cosmic womb, void space.
[10:14] Where the dragons circle, where the
[10:16] energies of the unknown, those streams
[10:19] of new information and light that is
[10:22] coming to us, that is flooding our
[10:24] planet right now. And we allow that to
[10:26] come into our circle to show us what we
[10:29] need to see today as well.
[10:36] Beautiful. And as I call in divine
[10:39] protection for us, as I call in
[10:42] all of the energies to support us today,
[10:44] making sure that everything that comes
[10:47] through here is for the highest good,
[10:49] making sure that this energy is
[10:52] supportive and from
[10:54] that spirit of integrity and divine
[10:57] love. And as I open this circle now,
[11:00] I say
[11:10] Thank you. Thank you. Thank you.
[11:15] Beautiful. Beautiful. Beautiful. So just
[11:18] staying with your eyes closed and
[11:19] allowing yourself now to
[11:22] >> [gasps]
[11:23] >> come with me as we journey to exactly
[11:27] where we need to go today.
[11:29] So I'm just going to have a have a here
[11:30] around and I'm just going to see
[11:33] where we need to go today.
[11:37] Right.
[11:38] Mhm.
[11:40] Okay, so we're on top of this beautiful,
[11:43] really, really high cliff and we are
[11:47] going to walk right to the edge of this
[11:50] cliff.
[11:52] And the sky is dark right now and it is
[11:56] full of stars, so many billions of
[11:59] stars.
[12:01] And as I look over the cliff, I can see
[12:05] how very, very high we are and I can see
[12:09] it going all the way down.
[12:12] And I can see even the clouds below us
[12:16] coming together.
[12:19] And so we take a seat here on the edge
[12:22] of this space.
[12:25] And really feeling your sit bones on
[12:28] Gaia right now.
[12:31] Feeling how she brings her energy from
[12:35] deep within as she greets us.
[12:40] And you can feel your spine
[12:43] as it connects with the ground.
[12:45] And you can feel this energy of her,
[12:47] this beautiful golden energy, these
[12:50] streams of energy that's coming towards
[12:53] us right now.
[12:54] And we take this energy and we bring it
[12:56] into our bodies.
[12:58] We allow ourselves to be held and
[13:00] tethered to her right now. So as she
[13:03] weaves that energy around your spine,
[13:07] all the way, all the way, slowly, slowly
[13:12] around and up your spine.
[13:16] And as it weaves and weaves and weaves,
[13:20] that energy encompasses that entire
[13:23] structure of your body, that nervous
[13:25] system,
[13:26] everything put together right now.
[13:29] Garana dar yula dar inda.
[13:33] And feeling that energy going right to
[13:35] the base of your skull.
[13:37] And dula la inda hiya ka. And as she
[13:40] takes these little fine
[13:43] tentacles into your brain,
[13:46] she allows it to start to
[13:49] merge and mix with all of those
[13:51] beautiful
[13:53] pathways and all the firing that's
[13:56] happening in there. Turana dar hiya ka.
[14:00] And everything inside you starts to
[14:03] drop.
[14:04] >> [sighs]
[14:05] >> There is the sense of being held right
[14:08] now.
[14:09] There's the sense of being completely
[14:11] safe in your own body.
[14:30] And these energies of Gaia, Matara inda
[14:34] hi.
[14:35] There is so much power in this. There is
[14:38] so much
[14:40] healing
[14:42] power within these streams of energy
[14:47] that we walk upon every single day.
[14:52] And you becoming aware of this and you
[14:55] starting to appreciate
[14:59] the absolute
[15:02] necessity
[15:05] of remembering her underneath your feet.
[15:09] As we sowing these seeds of remembering
[15:12] today inside of your body.
[15:15] And just feel that softness returning.
[15:17] Feel that absolute
[15:20] support that is
[15:23] inside of you.
[15:25] And how your nervous system is
[15:27] responding to Gaia.
[15:29] It doesn't even
[15:31] It doesn't even need anything more right
[15:33] now.
[15:36] You've taken your energy back.
[15:40] And you're allowing yourself just to
[15:42] lean back into this.
[15:45] To lean back into the supportedness.
[15:54] Indo tu ara hi aka.
[15:57] And now as I place my hands on your
[16:00] back, on the shoulder blades.
[16:09] And as we start to pull out
[16:14] those energies
[16:21] the self-imposed restrictions
[16:26] as we start to pull out, pull out all of
[16:29] that dense energy out of you. Right now.
[16:34] Hiya ka. That self-doubt
[16:38] the pain
[16:42] or na hiya ka, the judgement ya ra ma te
[16:46] gu ru ala hiya ka. And as we start to
[16:48] pull deeper and deeper and deeper
[16:54] taking this out of your body right now.
[17:00] And as we give this to Gaia, we allow
[17:03] all of this to drop. Because she takes
[17:06] it and she alchemizes all of this. So we
[17:08] allow that to happen for you right now.
[17:18] This world that I am
[17:21] is
[17:23] so full of opportunity
[17:26] for all of us.
[17:27] But so often you hold yourself back. You
[17:31] hold yourself in that brace position.
[17:34] You hold yourself in that position of
[17:36] needing to be
[17:39] safe and secure.
[17:41] And these energies that we are inviting
[17:43] in, these energies that are heading
[17:46] towards us now from the cosmos, from
[17:49] space as I can see it coming through
[17:52] this dark night sky as we sit here.
[17:55] These energies want to play. These
[17:57] energies are here for exploring and
[18:00] going into the depths of the unknown.
[18:02] And you, dear one,
[18:06] you can be an active participant
[18:10] in the receptivity
[18:14] of these amazing streams of light that
[18:17] is coming towards us.
[18:20] But if you keep your heart closed, keep
[18:22] your back closed, keep your back closed,
[18:24] keep your back closed, keep your heart
[18:26] closed, keep your back closed and do not
[18:28] allow yourself to move into the space of
[18:31] unknown
[18:35] territory, the space of unknown and
[18:38] unfelt and unseen
[18:41] territory,
[18:45] what will you be missing out on? What is
[18:47] there for you
[18:51] that
[18:55] can change the entire trajectory of
[18:58] where you are heading right now?
[19:05] The possibility is there.
[19:12] Those are light codes.
[19:14] But I
[19:16] have been traveling towards us
[19:20] for thousands and thousands and
[19:23] thousands of years
[19:30] and as I come through
[19:34] they get to go through your body
[19:38] they get to land where they need to land
[19:42] unless you have your barriers up but you
[19:45] don't want that I hear color share so
[19:48] now this here
[19:51] is your opportunity and
[19:54] to step into that continuum of courage
[19:59] and
[20:00] into that
[20:06] beautiful vortex marine
[20:09] in the
[20:10] car that plays into
[20:13] that he had got a core of your being
[20:15] into the essence of you and
[20:23] because as they always say but you don't
[20:25] want that I hear car that pain of
[20:27] staying the same more than you
[20:30] is it really worth it and
[20:33] you saw that he had got that pain of not
[20:36] letting go is it really worth it but you
[20:38] don't want that I hear car because the
[20:41] opportunities but you don't want that I
[20:43] hear car the adventures but you don't
[20:45] want that I hear car and those new
[20:47] pathways that are waiting to be formed
[20:50] within you and you don't want that I
[20:52] hear car that is all available much more
[20:55] of that he had got but you don't want
[20:58] that I hear car so what are you choosing
[21:01] for yourself as we sit here and you
[21:03] don't want that I hear car As you said,
[21:07] as you open your heart to courage right
[21:10] now,
[21:15] as we allow that flame in the center of
[21:17] your heart to start burning
[21:21] with the force that was meant for it.
[21:24] Malashina
[21:27] is
[21:30] mantra
[21:32] is love
[21:34] and
[21:35] love.
[21:37] Mean jot
[21:39] to you.
[21:41] >> [sighs]
[21:42] >> Shalash
[21:45] and using that
[21:46] matter
[21:48] to allow that flame to take the oxygen
[21:52] matter
[21:54] that desire within you that knowing that
[21:56] courage more
[21:59] and we allow that flame to burn brighter
[22:02] matter
[22:03] we allow matter
[22:06] the barriers of self-doubt and judgement
[22:10] and
[22:11] to crumble like the walls of Jericho.
[22:28] And I hear God the essence of you who
[22:33] you came here to be and do
[22:37] we are finding those flames today.
[22:57] Beautiful,
[22:58] beautiful, beautiful and I want you to
[23:01] look out over this vast space.
[23:05] Over the cosmos as we sit here. Let the
[23:08] hear car.
[23:10] On this beautiful beautiful cliff top.
[23:14] And do do what that I hear see those
[23:16] streams of light heading towards us.
[23:19] That I hear car I hear car.
[23:23] See your body.
[23:25] Your blueprint. Your codes.
[23:28] Waiting for those keys to land.
[23:31] And if you keep the doors shut.
[23:34] If you keep those doors of what you
[23:36] perceive to be protection.
[23:39] Shut.
[23:43] Then this beautiful blueprint of yours.
[23:46] It doesn't get to play.
[23:48] It doesn't get to create and experience
[23:51] and be and feel.
[23:54] And do what it wants to do. This
[23:56] blueprint came in with you. This
[23:58] blueprint came in with your soul.
[24:01] This is your map.
[24:04] This is the keys not just for you but
[24:06] every single key here in this blueprint
[24:09] is connected to all of the other keys on
[24:12] this planet. It is connected to Gaia. It
[24:15] is connected. To all that we are
[24:18] creating right now.
[24:19] And do do what that I hear car you are a
[24:22] crucial piece of a puzzle that you can't
[24:25] even comprehend yet. Mother I know that
[24:27] I hear car.
[24:29] So do not hold back.
[24:32] Do not let yourself miss out on this
[24:35] opportunity.
[24:37] And do do what that I hear car I hear
[24:39] shna I hear to weave back this world.
[24:43] Mother I know that I hear car.
[24:45] This beautiful beautiful mother I know
[24:48] that I hear car connected consciousness.
[24:52] And do do what that I hear this deep
[24:55] love. Mother I know that I hear car that
[24:58] we are all
[25:00] that we are all deserving right now. But
[25:03] don't know that I hear car this deep
[25:06] remembering of the community that we are
[25:09] as humans
[25:11] and how we interact with all of Gaia and
[25:14] all that she holds dear
[25:16] and do do wanna tell you
[25:18] not just the other humans but everything
[25:21] everything around you.
[25:23] Lush and glorious in a he could I hear
[25:31] Take a deep breath.
[25:34] As you sit there I want you to just open
[25:36] your arms right now.
[25:39] Feel that potential that is radiating
[25:43] through you right now. Feel that flame
[25:45] in
[25:46] the center of your chest.
[25:51] And if you need to come back and listen
[25:52] to this again, if you need to be
[25:54] reminded again and again and again
[26:00] please please do. God send or I hear
[26:03] car.
[26:06] This is the time.
[26:09] This is the time. This is the time.
[26:11] Yeah, Marat Goran Eli E.
[26:14] Beautiful beautiful beautiful beautiful.
[26:16] Whoo.
[26:19] Ish no I say good I hear.
[26:23] And as I thank all of my beautiful
[26:25] dragons behind me Maranda Goran Eli E.
[26:30] So I think those beautiful cosmic
[26:32] dragons. Yes, and I hear I hear car.
[26:36] And they message.
[26:38] >> [gasps]
[26:39] >> And do do what that I hear they are
[26:40] calling all of us now. They are calling
[26:43] us to wake up to what is happening out
[26:45] there and what they are bringing to us
[26:49] down here.
[26:50] And do do what I hear car. So with so
[26:53] gratitude
[26:54] So,
[26:57] see yourself standing up now.
[26:59] Looking over this vast expansive
[27:04] place. Get out of my head.
[27:07] Seeing the heavens, seeing the earth.
[27:11] And knowing that this is yours.
[27:17] Your heart wide open.
[27:21] Waiting, waiting, waiting. Get out of my
[27:24] head. Let that ego
[27:27] Okay, beautiful.
[27:29] So,
[27:31] I want you to become very aware of your
[27:33] body right now.
[27:35] Your feet on the ground.
[27:38] And I'm going to take your hand and
[27:40] we're going to start walking back now.
[27:42] We're going to walk all the way back to
[27:44] where we started from. And every single
[27:47] step that you take,
[27:49] I want you to feel how you draw back
[27:51] into your body, how you draw back into
[27:55] the room, back into the moment, back
[27:58] into reality, back into this 3D world.
[28:03] We walk all the way back and we plant
[28:06] our feet.
[28:09] And I want you to still be aware of that
[28:11] connection with Gaia. We're not severing
[28:14] that. I want you to have a a refresher
[28:17] on that, a re-remembering
[28:20] of her always, always connected to you.
[28:24] Because she is that great mother.
[28:27] It is from her watery womb that every
[28:30] single one of us came.
[28:33] Every single little bit of what you see
[28:35] around you today
[28:38] was inside her watery womb
[28:41] 2 billion years ago. And now look at it.
[28:45] Look Look what she made. Look at you.
[28:47] Look at what you have become.
[28:52] This child of Gaia, Marata in the Yako.
[28:57] So, take a deep breath in,
[28:59] soften your body, just make sure
[29:02] everything
[29:04] >> [sighs]
[29:05] >> feels beautifully soft.
[29:12] And as I close our circle now, Misula
[29:14] says I hear
[29:21] and so much gratitude
[29:23] for all of the guys that walked with us
[29:25] today.
[29:28] Take a deep breath in and out. Move your
[29:30] fingers and your toes and come back into
[29:33] your body. Back, back, back, back, back.
[29:37] Beautiful, beautiful, beautiful.
[29:46] Okay.
[29:49] So, take a few moments now just to let
[29:52] all of this sink.
[29:56] Allow yourself just to be in this energy
[29:59] and feel your body. Feel what she's
[30:02] trying to tell you.
[30:07] Okay.
[30:10] Have a amazing week and I will be back
[30:13] next week and I'm sending you lots and
[30:15] lots of blessings.