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Inspiration

Breath Meditation: From Body Sankhara to Mind Sankhara

Ajahn Brahm
Ajahn Brahm
Oct 31, 2026
8 Min. Lesezeit

Von Buddhist Society of Western Australia

Ansehen · 7

The room is still filling. Latecomers are finding cushions, a few people are settling into their posture, and the teacher is talking the way a bandleader talks before the first count-off: loosely, warmly, with one eye on the door. This is the first meditation class after a long stretch away, recorded in Nollamara and published by the Buddhist Society of Western Australia on 31 October 2026. Its subject sounds simple, and it is not. The teacher argues that when you sit long enough, the breath stops being something you choose to watch and becomes the thing that watches you back, the last object standing after your worries, plans and duties fall away. From there, he says, practice changes its vehicle: attention moves from feeling the breath to knowing how the mind is knowing it, which the Buddha described as the move from body sankhara to mind sankhara. The result, in his telling, is not a technique but a change in what the mind finds beautiful.

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Why does the breath become the last thing you notice?

The teaching turns on an observation most meditators will recognize but few have examined. You sit down, the body relaxes, and the breath is already there. Nobody decided to make it the object. It simply happens.

"When everything else disappears and vanishes, this is one of the last things which is still there."

— Ajahn Brahm, guided meditation class, Buddhist Society of Western Australia, 31 October 2026 (approx. 1:00)

He ties this to the Anapana Sati Sutta, the discourse on mindfulness of breathing that is the standard reference for breath meditation in the Theravada tradition. Many readers of the sutta assume the breath is chosen as an object from the outset. His point is that in practice it often becomes the object by default, because it is the one thing that is always present, requires no effort to find, and gradually outlasts the noise of a busy life. He offers a personal example: a few hours before the class he had been planning a large ceremony, a Kathina gathering at Bodhinyana Monastery expected to draw a couple of thousand people. When he meditates, he says, those obligations are supposed to vanish, and the breath is what remains.

The sequence he describes runs in stages. First comes letting go of the past and future. Then, as the mind quiets, the realization that you do not have to do anything. Only then does a small thing like breathing become visible. The breath is not special in itself; it is special because it is the last thing still being noticed when the mind has nothing else to hold.

How do you watch the whole breath, from beginning to end?

Early on, the teacher recalls being taught as a student simply to "watch your breathing." The instruction sounds almost too modest for a retreat, but he describes a deepening that happens without anyone forcing it. At first you notice the breath going in and going out. Then you begin to follow each breath from the first moment of the in-breath to its end, and from the beginning of the out-breath to its end.

He compares it to watching a finger move across your field of vision. At first you see it pass. After a while you see the whole movement, its start, its turning point, its return. Applied to breathing, this means seeing the in-breath begin, arrive, pause, and then give way to the out-breath, all as one continuous event rather than a series of disconnected moments.

"You see the whole process of something like your breathing."

— Ajahn Brahm, guided meditation class, Buddhist Society of Western Australia, 31 October 2026 (approx. 4:18)

He describes what happens when attention reaches this level of continuity. Watching the whole breath, he says, becomes natural and calm, and you stop controlling what you are watching. The awareness grows stronger. The mind does not wander into sleep, because the process has become quietly absorbing.

What is the trick of counting the pauses?

For practitioners who begin to drift, the teacher offers an intentionally small hook. He asks a question that is almost playful: which is longer, the pause between the in-breath and the out-breath, or the pause between the out-breath and the in-breath? You finish breathing in and wait, letting the body decide when to breathe out. Then you wait again for the next in-breath. Which gap takes longer?

He frames these as tricks of instruction, "to make you a little bit more aware so you don't fall asleep." The question is not a puzzle to be solved intellectually. It is a way of giving attention something to rest on while the breath is still felt in the body. Once that attention steadies, he says, something shifts on its own, and the practice begins to produce delight rather than effort.

What does moving from body sankhara to mind sankhara mean?

This is the center of the talk. The Pali term sankhara, usually translated as "formations," refers in this context to the mental and physical processes that shape experience. In the early stages of breath meditation, attention is occupied with the body's breathing, the felt sense of air moving and the chest and belly rising and falling. That is what the teacher calls the body sankhara. Later, the meditator begins to watch the mind watching the breath. That is the mind sankhara.

"You're actually changing the vehicle of perception. What you're actually doing is you're changing the perception from feeling the breath to knowing the breath."

— Ajahn Brahm, guided meditation class, Buddhist Society of Western Australia, 31 October 2026 (approx. 7:55)

The distinction matters because the two are not the same experience. Feeling the breath is physical and immediate. Knowing the breath is one step back, a kind of seeing through a different sense, from which the mind can be more mindful and more aware. The teacher's claim is that this step back is where the practice opens. He says that when the meditator makes it, the breath becomes beautiful in the in-breath and delightful in the out-breath, and this is not a metaphor he expects everyone to take on faith. It is something he describes as the natural outcome of sustained practice.

He draws a comparison that will be familiar to anyone who has spent time in an art gallery. The painting does not change, yet some visitors see extraordinary beauty and others see only paint on canvas. As the mind opens and becomes more joyful, he suggests, the same ordinary world begins to shine with an added quality. Even the contents of a toilet bowl, a detail he mentions with some humor, can appear differently once the mind has settled into this kind of attention.

What happens when the nimitta appears?

Beyond the breath, the teacher describes a further stage that the Buddha's instructions point toward. Once the breath itself begins to fade as an object, the meditator may see a nimitta, which he defines as "this beautiful light which appears in the mind." He is careful to clarify that it is not seen with the eyes. It appears to the mind, and it arises only when the mind is still enough to receive it.

He treats the appearance of this light as a sign of progress: "once you start seeing this beautiful light... it's a sign that you're really getting somewhere in this practice." He links the experience to joy and happiness that grow with practice, and he returns repeatedly to the idea that these states are not a reward for trying hard. They emerge when the mind has become quiet enough for them to be noticed.

What did a student ask about the shift?

Later in the recording, a student describes meditation that begins with feelings and asks about the transition to the mental side of practice. The teacher responds directly to the question, affirming that the process involves changing the object of attention from the felt body to the mind's knowing of the breath. The published excerpt available for this article does not carry the full answer, so the broader dialogue is best heard in the recording itself rather than reconstructed here.

Where to go from here

The talk is an intermediate and advanced class, and its ideas are easiest to test in sitting rather than in reading. A few practical starting points follow directly from the teaching:

  • Sit for a session without choosing the breath. Notice what the mind is still aware of when your plans and worries recede.
  • Try following one breath from its first moment to its last, as a continuous event, rather than counting or monitoring it.
  • Test the pause question. Which is longer, the gap after the in-breath or the gap after the out-breath? Let the question keep attention present without forcing it.
  • Watch for the shift from feeling the breath to knowing it. Notice whether the attention is now one step removed.

For the full recording, including the question-and-answer portion and the teacher's extended remarks, see the video published by the Buddhist Society of Western Australia. Further teachings from the same society are collected at bswa.org/teachings, and audio talks are available through its podcast feeds.

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[0:00] Thank you all for coming today.

[0:03] This is a Saturday meditation class. I

[0:06] usually do about 15 minutes of talking

[0:10] and then we start the meditation

[0:11] session.

[0:13] So, please find a seat for yourselves.

[0:16] I will start now even though there's

[0:19] still a few people just turning up.

[0:21] And one of the

[0:24] subjects that I'm talking about today is

[0:27] a lot of times

[0:29] you may read the standard teaching on

[0:33] Buddhist meditation as the Anapana Sati

[0:37] Sutta, meditation on the breath.

[0:40] And I'm just going to emphasize one

[0:42] point in that

[0:44] is that when one starts

[0:48] watching the breathing, sometimes you

[0:49] may not start intending to watch the

[0:52] breath.

[0:53] But when everything else disappears and

[0:55] vanishes

[0:57] this that's one of the last things which

[1:00] is still there.

[1:01] And a lot of times people doing breath

[1:04] meditation don't do it intentionally.

[1:07] It's just you know what happens. When

[1:10] you sit down and you're comfortable, the

[1:12] body starts to relax and you just do

[1:14] that. The next thing which happens is

[1:17] what are you watching without even

[1:19] choosing? You're breathing in and

[1:21] breathing out and that's what you watch.

[1:23] It's just automatic, not what you

[1:25] choose, but what happens.

[1:28] And because it becomes an automatic

[1:31] object of your mindfulness

[1:34] when everything else disappears

[1:37] with I'll just go back on that cuz when

[1:40] everything else disappears, you know,

[1:42] what of your busyness in life?

[1:45] What are you doing this morning? What

[1:46] are you doing this afternoon?

[1:48] And I just asked that question of

[1:50] myself. This afternoon I'm supposed to

[1:52] be organizing a Kathina ceremony

[1:56] tomorrow. You know, which is a huge

[1:58] amount of work.

[1:59] And a really big ceremony, thousands of

[2:02] people go to Bodhinyana Monastery, a

[2:03] couple of thousand anyway.

[2:06] And a big ceremony over there.

[2:08] And

[2:09] when I meditate,

[2:12] I don't think about it.

[2:13] It disappears.

[2:15] All of the burdens and worries which you

[2:18] have

[2:20] are supposed to vanish. Please let them

[2:22] vanish.

[2:24] Actually,

[2:25] I've been very good at that.

[2:27] I haven't been doing very much. I'm

[2:29] going to get in trouble.

[2:31] Am I?

[2:32] I prefer the silence and the quiet more

[2:34] than anything else.

[2:36] So, I let go of all my duties

[2:38] of the past

[2:40] and the future

[2:42] so I can just relax right here in this

[2:45] present moment.

[2:47] It's the first part of the meditation,

[2:49] letting go of stuff,

[2:51] like past and future.

[2:53] When you let go of stuff,

[2:56] you realize you don't have to do stuff.

[2:59] Then you get more quiet.

[3:02] The next thing which happens when you're

[3:03] quiet, now what do I do?

[3:07] When those things you normally think

[3:09] about

[3:10] and obsess with

[3:12] pass away,

[3:14] then you can be aware of

[3:16] a little thing like your breathing.

[3:19] When I was a student

[3:21] uh so many years ago,

[3:23] that's what I was told.

[3:26] And it became quite interesting to still

[3:28] put aside a week to go on a retreat.

[3:30] And they just said, "Watch your

[3:32] breathing."

[3:33] Can you watch your breath give it

[3:35] importance?

[3:36] When I started watching my breath go in

[3:39] and my breath go out, just that.

[3:42] And then the next thing I noticed

[3:45] is more than just watching your breath

[3:47] go in

[3:48] or your breath go out.

[3:50] It was actually watching from the very

[3:52] beginning

[3:54] of an in-breath

[3:56] to the end of the in-breath, the

[3:57] beginning of an out-breath to the end of

[3:59] the out-breath.

[4:00] You're becoming more aware of what you

[4:03] were doing.

[4:05] I don't know how much you understand of

[4:07] this because many of you do. You've been

[4:10] coming here for a long time.

[4:12] So, it's just like you're watching your

[4:14] finger

[4:15] go from the left to the right

[4:18] and from the right to the left.

[4:21] Okay, you say this is the right and

[4:23] that's the left, but as you see it.

[4:26] And when it passes by for the first time

[4:28] when you're watching the breath, you

[4:29] just you see it pass.

[4:32] And after a while you see it from the

[4:33] very beginning

[4:35] when it begins

[4:37] to come in

[4:39] and

[4:40] eventually stops coming in,

[4:42] pauses, and then starts to go out.

[4:46] Let's see it right to the very end. You

[4:49] see the whole process

[4:51] of something like your breathing.

[4:54] I'm not sure how many of you understand

[4:57] this because I've been over on retreat

[5:00] for the last 3 months.

[5:01] >> [snorts]

[5:02] >> So, this is the first talk back here in

[5:04] Nollamara. Look at many of you. You've

[5:06] been meditating for a long time.

[5:08] This is what you do.

[5:10] You It's natural. You go closer to the

[5:12] breath.

[5:13] See it from the very beginning to the

[5:15] very end.

[5:17] That's called like the whole of the

[5:20] breath meditation.

[5:23] And when you see the whole of the breath

[5:25] as you're meditating,

[5:27] quite naturally, you're not doing

[5:30] anything else.

[5:31] You're not controlling what you're

[5:33] watching. It becomes natural,

[5:37] calm, and peaceful.

[5:40] So, that's what you know happened to me.

[5:42] You can see the whole of the breath

[5:44] beginning to end.

[5:46] It's really really really really

[5:47] peaceful.

[5:49] Other thing which you notice, your

[5:51] awareness gets stronger and stronger.

[5:56] You don't fall asleep

[5:58] because it's kind of interesting. If you

[6:01] do get a little bit bored, you'll have

[6:04] someone like your teacher like me

[6:07] just asking you, which is longest?

[6:11] The space between the in-breath so

[6:16] and the out-breath

[6:17] or the space between the out-breath and

[6:19] the in-breath?

[6:20] Which takes more time? You finish

[6:22] breathing in

[6:25] and you just naturally wait until the

[6:27] body decides to breathe out.

[6:30] You breathe out and then you wait

[6:33] until the body starts to breathe in

[6:35] again.

[6:36] Which is the longest?

[6:39] It kind of makes it a tiny bit

[6:41] interesting.

[6:42] These are the tricks of the meditation

[6:45] instructions to make you a little bit

[6:47] more aware so you don't fall asleep

[6:49] because what happens afterwards

[6:52] you start to

[6:54] feel the the beauty and delight in the

[6:57] breath.

[6:58] It happens naturally.

[7:01] It's not you decide to do it or you're

[7:03] incapable of doing it. It happens all by

[7:06] itself. Why?

[7:09] It happens by itself because

[7:12] you naturally turn from watching the

[7:15] feeling of the breath

[7:18] to watching how your mind watches the

[7:21] breath.

[7:23] You're actually changing

[7:25] the

[7:26] vehicle of perception.

[7:29] I'm saying this. I'm not sure how much

[7:31] of you understand this is some of you I

[7:34] know would be able to

[7:37] because it starts to look beautiful.

[7:41] And it looks beautiful. What you're

[7:42] actually doing

[7:44] is you're changing the perception from

[7:47] feeling the breath

[7:49] to knowing the breath.

[7:52] Seeing through a different perception.

[7:55] The Buddha called it the uh from the

[7:57] body

[7:58] sankhara

[8:00] to the mind sankhara.

[8:02] Seeing through a different sense. And

[8:04] that different sense you can be much

[8:07] more mindful.

[8:08] Much more aware.

[8:11] You watch the breath going in

[8:13] and it's beautiful.

[8:16] You watch it going out

[8:18] and it's delightful.

[8:21] And I always like to just finish

[8:24] teaching a retreat to the Singaporeans

[8:27] over in Jhana Grove. I'd like to point

[8:29] that out

[8:31] because why is it

[8:33] that when people do meditation a lot

[8:37] they start to feel so much joy

[8:39] and happiness.

[8:41] Honestly, it's one of the nicest things

[8:43] you can ever do.

[8:45] And why you get all these incredible

[8:47] experiences

[8:48] which I love talking about.

[8:52] Like the beautiful clump of bamboo

[8:54] is one of those stories I said on Friday

[8:57] or the

[8:58] beautiful contents of the toilet bowl

[9:02] which is totally crazy for many people.

[9:06] But once you start to get into the

[9:07] meditation, whatever you look at

[9:10] starts to have an extra special beauty

[9:13] to it.

[9:15] They're like artwork.

[9:18] Have you been to art galleries?

[9:21] Why is it that sometimes you can see so

[9:24] much beauty there

[9:26] and other people can't see?

[9:29] It's still the same painting.

[9:33] All it is is after a while your mind

[9:36] kind of opens up and gets more joyful.

[9:39] And eventually

[9:41] when you would look at how the Buddha

[9:43] taught meditation

[9:46] the breath is just one of the first

[9:48] little vehicles.

[9:50] Soon the breath vanishes

[9:53] and then you see a lot of joy and

[9:54] delight in the mind.

[9:57] You see what I keep calling the

[9:59] nimittas. Please, I sorry for using the

[10:04] the Pali word how the Buddha taught it.

[10:07] But a nimitta is this beautiful light

[10:09] which appears in the mind.

[10:12] And it's gorgeous.

[10:14] You see that because the mind is still

[10:16] enough.

[10:17] And once you start seeing this beautiful

[10:19] light is in the mind in meditation,

[10:22] it's a sign that you're really getting

[10:23] somewhere in this practice of

[10:25] meditation.

[10:27] It gives you enormous joy and happiness.

[10:30] And it's like you're seeing a light.

[10:33] It's not a light because you're just not

[10:36] seeing it with your eyes.

[10:38] You're seeing this with your mind.

[10:41] For many of you, if you ever go on a

[10:42] retreat with me,

[10:45] uh uh we hold our retreats in Jhana

[10:47] Grove Meditation Center.

[10:49] And in that retreat center,

[10:52] you will see the windows in the hall

[10:56] are so high up.

[10:59] And you may notice the shutters

[11:02] on three of those sides.

[11:05] And any one of those sides where the sun

[11:09] is able to come through,

[11:12] we put shutters to make sure the sun

[11:15] can't shine in your eyes

[11:18] anywhere in that meditation hall.

[11:22] I designed that and made sure they put

[11:24] those shutters up

[11:25] because sometimes when you're

[11:27] meditating,

[11:28] you think, "Oh my goodness, someone's

[11:30] shining a light in my eye."

[11:32] They're not.

[11:34] You're seeing that by yourself.

[11:37] And because of the design of the hall,

[11:40] you can point out to office, "It's

[11:42] impossible. They're not shining a light

[11:43] in your eye."

[11:45] This is your nimitta arising for the

[11:47] first

[11:49] or couple of times.

[11:52] A good example of that

[11:54] is because I teach it and people get

[11:56] used to the concept of it.

[11:58] There's one of the ladies from

[12:00] Singapore. That she was very happy.

[12:02] She says a couple of days Well, no,

[12:04] that's three or four days ago now.

[12:06] She saw this beautiful light. She'd seen

[12:08] it before,

[12:09] but it's really brilliant and the time

[12:11] in in I think 10 years almost.

[12:15] Her meditation she started to really get

[12:16] into meditation again. It's getting

[12:18] stronger again.

[12:20] It's a beautiful experiences.

[12:22] And you can stay there for a long period

[12:24] of time.

[12:27] Sometimes when I teach meditation

[12:29] retreat,

[12:30] it's for many days.

[12:33] So sometimes on these retreats, [snorts]

[12:36] like a good example

[12:38] is uh

[12:39] uh

[12:39] Hong Kong Buddhists.

[12:42] And I gave this retreat to them a year

[12:45] ago.

[12:47] And on that retreat,

[12:49] I told them what was going to happen.

[12:52] And to some of them, they experienced

[12:53] it.

[12:55] Some of them there's a lady

[12:57] who was sitting outside.

[13:00] We have this beautiful little stupa

[13:02] there, like a monument.

[13:05] And sitting outside almost all night.

[13:09] And in the morning,

[13:11] the organizer of the retreat tried to

[13:14] wake her

[13:15] and tell her come now to the end of the

[13:18] retreat ceremony.

[13:21] And unfortunately,

[13:23] she didn't move.

[13:26] Unfortunately,

[13:28] the organizer of the retreat knew she

[13:32] wasn't dead.

[13:33] She was just in a deep meditation.

[13:36] And that's what happens.

[13:38] So, the next thing she came over and

[13:41] said, "I can't get her to move.

[13:43] What should I do?"

[13:45] And I told her,

[13:47] "Just go back there and tell her softly

[13:50] and kindly,

[13:52] it's time to come out of the

[13:54] meditation.

[13:56] And I jump on call to to come to the

[13:58] monastery."

[14:01] And then she drove over there to tell

[14:03] this to this lady.

[14:05] And the lady never responded. And I

[14:07] said, "Of course not. It takes a while

[14:10] for the message to be acted upon.

[14:12] You're going really, really slow

[14:14] motion."

[14:16] And of course about 10 or 15 minutes

[14:18] later

[14:19] she came into the hall in Bodhinyana

[14:21] Monastery.

[14:23] She come out of the retreat and just

[14:24] took her a little time to walk over.

[14:28] That's what happens

[14:29] when you get so deep in the meditation

[14:32] you start to get to nimitta stages.

[14:35] You've kind of left the world for a

[14:37] while.

[14:39] And it means you're really peaceful. You

[14:41] never regret it.

[14:43] If there's any health problems, you get

[14:45] so healthier.

[14:47] If there's any other problems, you get

[14:48] so more joyful.

[14:51] You're training the mind in deep

[14:53] meditation.

[14:55] And the deep meditation is not just for

[14:58] monks and nuns.

[15:00] It's for you as well.

[15:02] That's what happens.

[15:04] So, I just gave a a deeper talk today.

[15:08] Simply because

[15:10] uh

[15:11] next week and the week after and the

[15:14] week after that, I will not be here.

[15:17] I'm going uh traveling over to a

[15:19] conference in Poland. And that's

[15:22] followed by teaching retreat in UK.

[15:26] So, those who really interested

[15:28] this meditation goes incredibly deep.

[15:32] From just feeling things like the

[15:34] breathing

[15:36] to seeing the breath and it's gorgeous.

[15:39] For seeing the beautiful lights in the

[15:40] mind

[15:42] and be free from this body of yours.

[15:45] >> [snorts]

[15:47] >> As long as you want and come back again

[15:49] you're much better.

[15:51] Okay?

[15:53] You can think of any questions

[15:55] for later

[15:57] because now it's 3:20

[15:59] and I was uh 3:15 according to this

[16:02] clock. I'm going to pull what time it

[16:03] is, but let's do at least half an hour

[16:05] meditation

[16:07] or 40 minutes. Is that good?

[16:10] Okay. So, now I'll be quiet.

[16:13] And then

[16:15] sit as comfortably as you can.

[16:18] I hope those chairs are comfortable

[16:21] enough.

[16:22] If

[16:24] uh

[16:25] there's one chair which is not being

[16:27] used right now.

[16:30] Honestly, that's a very comfortable

[16:32] chair.

[16:33] If anybody wants to use the armchair

[16:35] here.

[16:36] And sometimes there's one person smart

[16:39] enough

[16:41] to use that. They're not here today, but

[16:42] anyone who wants to also use it is

[16:45] really comfortable. You can as a point

[16:49] of having a nice meditation chair. You

[16:52] need to lean against something, please

[16:54] lean against it.

[16:57] So the body can relax. That's one thing

[17:00] you don't have to worry about.

[17:02] So

[17:04] please

[17:05] get a comfortable posture

[17:07] and then close the eyes.

[17:22] >> [snorts]

[17:44] [snorts]

[17:51] [snorts]

[18:07] >> With the eyes closed

[18:11] what are you thinking about?

[18:14] Whatever duties or responsibilities

[18:18] you have to perform later

[18:21] please know that now is not later.

[18:26] So, just let it pass away for a while.

[18:33] You don't have to think about it.

[18:36] So, let it go.

[18:39] And if there's anything in the past,

[18:43] even earlier today which you're thinking

[18:45] about,

[18:47] also

[18:48] it's not useful

[18:50] to worry about it now.

[18:53] Whatever happened in the past,

[18:57] all you have of left of it is memory.

[19:00] And a lot of times,

[19:03] one's own memory is distorted.

[19:07] So, please let it go.

[19:15] So, all you have is this present moment.

[19:20] See if you can make it comfortable.

[19:25] We don't practice endurance.

[19:29] We practice enjoyment.

[19:34] So, right now, how can you make your

[19:36] body more comfortable?

[19:43] In order to make my body more

[19:44] comfortable right now,

[19:48] I'm aware of it.

[19:51] And I know it so well.

[19:53] Been meditating for years.

[19:56] I know how

[19:58] to move my legs or my butt,

[20:01] my back, my head, my arms.

[20:05] So, you feel

[20:07] comfortably relaxed.

[20:15] And once it is comfortably relaxed,

[20:22] I look at the comfort.

[20:26] I start to become precipient

[20:29] of the joy.

[20:34] Right now,

[20:36] I can feel my body for

[20:38] as you don't want me to do anything

[20:40] else.

[20:41] No.

[20:44] Relax to the max.

[20:47] And feel the wonderful feeling

[20:49] of freedom.

[20:52] Freedom not to do.

[21:01] And I find parts of my body

[21:04] which may be sore.

[21:06] I don't look at those parts.

[21:09] I find other parts of my body which feel

[21:11] to be joyful.

[21:17] So, I'm aware

[21:19] of the freedom

[21:22] that meditation is starting to grant me.

[21:29] And after a while

[21:31] of preparation,

[21:34] those of you who think you're ready for

[21:36] it,

[21:38] the breathing is there.

[21:42] You never choose the length of the

[21:45] breath,

[21:47] the shortness of the breath.

[21:50] You just whatever breath

[21:53] you're experiencing right now.

[21:58] You just know it.

[22:02] And after a while,

[22:05] you know more of it

[22:08] from beginning to end.

[22:11] You become like a musician.

[22:14] You're not just playing this note to

[22:16] that note.

[22:19] You get so aware of your instrument.

[22:22] You know it when it first move to pluck

[22:25] the string.

[22:28] And how hard and how long that one pluck

[22:31] means.

[22:33] And how to stop it afterwards.

[22:38] What for many people is just a pluck

[22:40] pluck pluck

[22:42] becomes a pull ah.

[22:47] You see more.

[22:52] And those of you who remember what I

[22:54] said,

[22:56] you get to know

[22:58] which is the longest.

[23:01] The time when your breathing in

[23:04] stops.

[23:07] And the breathing out is yet to start.

[23:11] Or the breathing out stops.

[23:14] And then the breathing in begins.

[23:18] Naturally.

[23:21] And if you be start

[23:23] and continue you just watching the

[23:25] breath

[23:26] so clearly.

[23:30] The joy starts to arise.

[23:33] You don't watch the breathing with

[23:35] force.

[23:37] You watch the breathing because it's

[23:39] beautiful.

[23:41] Like seeing the full moon in the sky at

[23:44] night.

[23:51] I will be quiet to now.

[26:34] >> Mhm.

[28:36] >> Mhm.

[32:42] >> Mhm.

[34:44] >> Mhm.

[36:47] >> Mhm.

[38:49] >> Oh.

[40:52] >> Mhm.

[42:55] >> Hey.

[44:57] >> Mhm.

[47:00] >> Hey.

[49:02] >> Mhm.

[51:05] >> Hey.

[53:08] >> Mhm.

[55:10] >> Mhm.

[55:35] >> How do you feel?

[55:39] What's it like inside?

[55:51] And see if you can invite your mind very

[55:53] gently

[55:56] to slowly

[56:01] come out from the meditation.

[56:04] But also

[56:06] how did that go?

[56:09] How do you feel?

[56:12] How peaceful

[56:14] was that?

[56:18] And when you're ready

[56:20] open your eyes.

[56:38] Thank you.

[56:45] Thank you all.

[56:51] We have a couple of questions

[56:53] from those watching online first of all.

[56:58] And the first question I guess you had

[57:01] time

[57:02] to get the mind

[57:04] back working again.

[57:06] So you may ask a question if If want.

[57:10] The question

[57:12] is from Germany.

[57:14] The monk was with me this morning.

[57:17] Uh he's also in German office.

[57:22] Dear Ajahn, I follow you for years.

[57:26] Of course your help.

[57:28] But how

[57:31] how come that my meditation is more more

[57:33] difficult

[57:34] after several operations?

[57:37] I got nervous and tight,

[57:39] but want peace.

[57:41] If you've had several operations

[57:45] and your body is a little weak,

[57:48] I say weak because it's been hurt,

[57:52] then look at your body

[57:54] and grant it peace.

[57:57] Be kinder to your body.

[58:00] And once you're kind to your body,

[58:04] you can be surprised

[58:06] just how your body will relax

[58:09] >> [snorts]

[58:09] >> and become really really really

[58:11] peaceful.

[58:14] It's a strange thing, the interaction

[58:16] between the body and the mind.

[58:20] After a while,

[58:22] you think that the meditation is more

[58:24] difficult.

[58:27] But after a while, when you learn how to

[58:29] include

[58:31] the body,

[58:32] sometimes what you do, you feel the

[58:35] aches and pains in the body or the the

[58:37] tension in the body,

[58:39] focus on that, relax it to the max.

[58:43] And the body relaxes so much,

[58:46] then the mind becomes very peaceful as

[58:48] well.

[58:54] This is Tom

[58:55] in Czechoslovakia.

[58:58] Dear Ajahn, in meditation when the mind

[59:00] is sometimes too active,

[59:02] should we try to calm it down with

[59:04] breath etc.

[59:06] or rather watch it passively

[59:08] even when the thoughts do not stop?

[59:11] If you do do it passively, properly,

[59:15] the thoughts usually do stop.

[59:18] And when you are watching the mind,

[59:21] every now and again you see moments or

[59:23] many moments of peace.

[59:26] Those are the moments you watch.

[59:28] And after a while the peace just grows.

[59:32] A lot of times we've been trained

[59:35] to see in distraction,

[59:39] movement.

[59:40] Now we do the opposite.

[59:42] We notice in our mind there's moments of

[59:45] peace.

[59:46] The moments where we're a little bit

[59:48] more calm than usual.

[59:50] And that's

[59:52] what teaches us how to be more and more

[59:54] calm.

[59:56] Another one from Germany.

[1:00:00] This is when pity is coming. That's the

[1:00:02] joy in a meditation.

[1:00:05] Where does attention go?

[1:00:09] Thanks Adam. So glad to have you back.

[1:00:12] See you in

[1:00:13] the UK where I'm going in a week or

[1:00:15] two's time.

[1:00:18] Uh where when pity is coming, where does

[1:00:20] the attention go?

[1:00:22] You learn in meditation to see if you

[1:00:24] can do nothing.

[1:00:27] In other words, when it's coming, just

[1:00:29] you let it come.

[1:00:30] If the mind is not strong enough yet for

[1:00:33] the pity, the joy to come and establish

[1:00:36] itself,

[1:00:37] then just let it disappear.

[1:00:40] You don't do things.

[1:00:42] You learn this beautiful passivity

[1:00:46] where you just sit there and watch.

[1:00:49] I know many times

[1:00:51] when I was young meditating, you watch

[1:00:53] the pity

[1:00:55] is about to come

[1:00:56] and you got excited, you did things,

[1:00:59] and it just spoiled the whole process of

[1:01:01] meditation.

[1:01:03] But other times

[1:01:05] you just were relaxed.

[1:01:08] So relaxed that sometimes the pity, the

[1:01:10] joy, the nimitta came and it was

[1:01:12] beautiful.

[1:01:14] And it got more beautiful.

[1:01:16] Other times

[1:01:18] you were just you interacted

[1:01:21] too much.

[1:01:23] Please be passive.

[1:01:26] And sometimes you say, "Well, it didn't

[1:01:27] work. The pity never lasted that long."

[1:01:31] But remember, you don't just meditate

[1:01:33] once in your lifetime.

[1:01:36] Sometimes you do it every day

[1:01:38] or once a week.

[1:01:40] And little by little you get closer.

[1:01:43] And there come days

[1:01:46] when just you you're so peaceful.

[1:01:49] The pity comes. You don't do anything

[1:01:51] with it. The joy comes. And it gets

[1:01:53] stronger and stronger and stronger.

[1:01:56] And sometimes you think, "Well, what did

[1:01:58] I do?"

[1:02:00] You'll find out that it's a patience

[1:02:04] which you did.

[1:02:06] You had this wonderful waiting.

[1:02:10] And it's worth it.

[1:02:14] And from

[1:02:16] I have time.

[1:02:18] From

[1:02:21] to what to you. Please help.

[1:02:23] In meditation I have strong pain.

[1:02:25] And after my muscles have strong and

[1:02:28] sudden movement like an epilepsy.

[1:02:31] Then I need a while to get out of

[1:02:33] meditation. I can't even open my eyes.

[1:02:36] What is that?

[1:02:38] I'm not quite sure. But usually if you

[1:02:41] start experiencing unpleasant feelings

[1:02:43] in your body when you are meditating,

[1:02:46] please move.

[1:02:49] In other words, sometimes you haven't

[1:02:51] got into a good posture at the beginning

[1:02:54] of the meditation.

[1:02:56] I always remember that. And sometimes I

[1:02:58] do that and kind of

[1:03:01] overdo it

[1:03:03] cuz I want people to see.

[1:03:05] Even I have to move at the beginning of

[1:03:07] the meditation sometimes.

[1:03:10] But usually as the meditation goes

[1:03:12] deeper,

[1:03:13] you understand how to make use

[1:03:16] of the pain in the body and make your

[1:03:17] body more relaxed.

[1:03:20] Look at how I'm sitting now.

[1:03:22] One of my

[1:03:24] feet is pointing that way.

[1:03:26] It's very comfortable.

[1:03:28] On this this morning or this afternoon,

[1:03:31] sorry.

[1:03:32] You don't always sit like this.

[1:03:33] Sometimes you have your your legs

[1:03:35] crossed.

[1:03:37] It's just now today that seems to be the

[1:03:39] best for me.

[1:03:41] So, when it gets to the comfort of your

[1:03:43] body,

[1:03:44] please be prepared to adjust it

[1:03:47] more at the beginning than in the later

[1:03:50] parts of meditation.

[1:03:53] And if you keep adjusting, your body

[1:03:55] never gets that tense and tired.

[1:03:59] And I think that's one of the the

[1:04:00] problems that

[1:04:02] lady was feeling.

[1:04:04] That strong pain.

[1:04:07] If you have strong pain, there must be

[1:04:08] some problem with your body.

[1:04:11] And if it gets really strong pain, then

[1:04:14] you find out that maybe you're sitting

[1:04:16] in an unpleasant situation.

[1:04:19] I keep on mentioning this story as well.

[1:04:22] I don't know if you should mention it,

[1:04:24] but it's so true.

[1:04:26] 51 years ago,

[1:04:28] when I was started off as a monk in

[1:04:31] Thailand,

[1:04:32] I had a very such a bad fever

[1:04:35] that I went to a hospital, which was

[1:04:38] really unpleasant in those days.

[1:04:41] Because number one, no one knew

[1:04:44] what was causing my problem.

[1:04:46] And even though people were being as

[1:04:48] kind as they could, it was a remote part

[1:04:51] of Thailand, and the resources just

[1:04:54] weren't there to help you very much.

[1:04:57] So, my uh

[1:04:59] body got weaker and weaker and weaker.

[1:05:02] And just that

[1:05:04] the tension and the fevers got worse and

[1:05:09] worse and worse.

[1:05:10] And then eventually

[1:05:13] I remembered

[1:05:15] let's try meditation. But how can you

[1:05:17] meditate during the middle of a fever?

[1:05:20] How can you meditate when the body feels

[1:05:22] like it just wants to go to sleep?

[1:05:25] But I tried that anyway.

[1:05:28] And then I was in one of the most weird

[1:05:31] postures I could ever imagine.

[1:05:34] One leg one way. I was on the bed.

[1:05:37] On my back. One leg was one way, one leg

[1:05:40] was another way.

[1:05:41] One arm over here, another arm another

[1:05:43] direction.

[1:05:45] But it felt pleasant.

[1:05:49] I wasn't following the books.

[1:05:52] I wasn't following what I was told to

[1:05:54] do.

[1:05:55] I just relaxed and was aware of my body

[1:05:58] enough

[1:05:59] to get it comfortable.

[1:06:01] My body disappeared.

[1:06:03] And I went into a beautiful meditation.

[1:06:06] And it was so wonderful

[1:06:09] that you know, having been in the

[1:06:10] hospital and not slept that well

[1:06:13] for weeks. I think I was in there about

[1:06:15] three or four weeks.

[1:06:17] And then having a beautiful experience

[1:06:18] like that was such a relief.

[1:06:22] You could not do that by following a

[1:06:25] usual posture.

[1:06:27] Sitting up or crossing your legs was

[1:06:29] impossible.

[1:06:31] So I did it another way.

[1:06:34] I followed just how I felt.

[1:06:37] And it worked.

[1:06:39] And that's the end of the fever.

[1:06:43] The last time I really got sick.

[1:06:46] It does actually work.

[1:06:48] But don't say don't feel what am I

[1:06:50] supposed to do?

[1:06:53] What do you feel like doing?

[1:06:55] How is your body? How can you relax it

[1:06:58] to the max?

[1:07:00] In that case,

[1:07:01] that was the best I could possibly do.

[1:07:04] And it worked.

[1:07:07] So that's with meditation. Don't just

[1:07:11] follow what other people say.

[1:07:14] Just not not on the specifics of it, but

[1:07:17] the basis of it, the essence of it.

[1:07:19] How do you relax your body?

[1:07:22] If you feel a lot of pain,

[1:07:24] see if you can move it one way.

[1:07:27] The pain doesn't disappear.

[1:07:29] Then just

[1:07:31] relax.

[1:07:33] And after a while, the pain does

[1:07:35] disappear.

[1:07:40] Please excuse me, but this was one of

[1:07:42] the other experiences I had as a young

[1:07:44] monk.

[1:07:45] It was not just a fever, but a

[1:07:52] But it was a very bad toothache which

[1:07:54] kept me awake all night.

[1:07:56] And this was in those simple

[1:07:58] monasteries.

[1:08:00] I got up. I walked. I tried to sit

[1:08:02] meditation. I couldn't do it.

[1:08:04] I went to the medicine cabinet. They had

[1:08:06] a medicine cabinet there with a big red

[1:08:08] cross on it.

[1:08:10] And I opened the medicine cabinet. It

[1:08:12] was empty.

[1:08:14] And so I was really stuck. They had no

[1:08:17] no antibiotics, no

[1:08:20] um

[1:08:21] panadol

[1:08:22] or aspirin or anything.

[1:08:25] And so you had this im- unbearable pain

[1:08:28] which got worse and worse and worse.

[1:08:31] And then when I tried chanting, that

[1:08:33] didn't work.

[1:08:35] I was shouting out the chant.

[1:08:38] And I thought if I carry on like this,

[1:08:39] I'll wake the whole monastery up.

[1:08:42] So you got to a point.

[1:08:45] And I love this little insight which

[1:08:47] came up. Actually, a big insight.

[1:08:50] It was like you could not move forward.

[1:08:54] You could not move back, and you

[1:08:56] couldn't stay still.

[1:08:59] In other words, you were out of all

[1:09:01] options. You tried everything.

[1:09:03] There's nothing you could do.

[1:09:05] If you've ever been in those situations,

[1:09:08] please remember.

[1:09:10] If you can't do anything,

[1:09:12] let go.

[1:09:15] You've heard that from monks like me

[1:09:18] before.

[1:09:19] And from nuns. And from other wise

[1:09:22] teachers in the world.

[1:09:24] But this, you know the words.

[1:09:27] You do it.

[1:09:30] It's a

[1:09:31] an honestly

[1:09:33] and I recall those memories cuz when

[1:09:35] it's something which is powerful, even

[1:09:37] if such a long time ago, you remember

[1:09:39] them so clearly.

[1:09:42] Let go.

[1:09:44] That's what I did.

[1:09:47] Fantastically

[1:09:49] one moment you're in unbearable pain.

[1:09:54] And it was.

[1:09:55] And the next moment

[1:09:57] the pain poof

[1:09:59] vanished.

[1:10:01] And you're in bliss.

[1:10:03] I could not believe

[1:10:05] how quickly it changed from something

[1:10:07] which was driving me crazy

[1:10:10] to beautiful happiness.

[1:10:13] So much so

[1:10:14] I didn't really feel like going to bed

[1:10:17] and just getting in half an hour rest.

[1:10:21] But I did.

[1:10:23] And I went to sleep.

[1:10:25] When I woke up in about half an hour, 45

[1:10:27] minutes later

[1:10:29] I had a toothache.

[1:10:31] It was aching but nowhere near as much

[1:10:33] as it was the night before.

[1:10:37] Please, your mind is very powerful.

[1:10:40] Whoever asked that question

[1:10:43] that's what I would try.

[1:10:45] Just a simple suggestion.

[1:10:47] 100%

[1:10:50] and let go.

[1:10:54] Anyway

[1:10:55] those are the questions from

[1:10:57] the people overseas or the people

[1:11:00] interstate.

[1:11:02] So thank you for asking those questions.

[1:11:05] Now, any questions from the people here?

[1:11:09] About the meditation.

[1:11:17] Anyone have a question or a comment?

[1:11:22] Yeah, thank you. Yeah.

[1:11:23] >> I have a question.

[1:11:26] With your do meditation,

[1:11:28] if you imagine that

[1:11:30] >> The

[1:11:31] >> maybe. Thank you.

[1:11:34] >> In my meditation, yeah?

[1:11:35] >> Sometimes when I'm meditating,

[1:11:39] I might do breath meditation, but

[1:11:40] sometimes I might do one where

[1:11:42] it feels like

[1:11:45] my mind is going bigger and bigger and

[1:11:48] bigger.

[1:11:49] And that helps me then be more peaceful

[1:11:52] and focus on the breath and it's like a

[1:11:54] horizon.

[1:11:56] >> Great.

[1:11:56] >> Is that something that you

[1:11:58] >> Brilliant.

[1:11:59] Yes. I don't always do the breath

[1:12:01] meditation.

[1:12:03] But if you're giving a talk and trying

[1:12:05] to describe something,

[1:12:07] you describe one aspect of the

[1:12:09] meditation.

[1:12:11] And the main reason I said about the

[1:12:13] breath meditation is something which I

[1:12:16] rarely do. And I thought I should do

[1:12:18] more.

[1:12:20] Which is to see just how during the

[1:12:22] meditation you start with feelings and

[1:12:24] even the feeling of the breathing.

[1:12:26] Physical.

[1:12:28] And that disappears and then you know

[1:12:29] the breath.

[1:12:31] That becomes so much easier to meditate.

[1:12:34] So much joyful.

[1:12:38] >> Thank you.

[1:12:39] >> I just have something. Thank you.

[1:12:41] Whatever

[1:12:42] you imagine to be and it feels good and

[1:12:45] peaceful and helpful,

[1:12:47] separation from you

[1:12:49] and whatever you're watching,

[1:12:52] a distance,

[1:12:54] like on the horizon.

[1:12:56] Or your your mind becomes huge.

[1:12:59] Imagine it not just huge, but

[1:13:01] beautifully huge.

[1:13:03] Because no, what you're describing

[1:13:05] there, you can't know the breath like

[1:13:08] that for physical or the the feeling

[1:13:10] like the mind like that through feeling.

[1:13:13] You're actually changing to the mental

[1:13:15] perception of the breath. Of the mental

[1:13:18] perception of the mind.

[1:13:21] And that gives you enormous credit.

[1:13:25] You make it all beautiful,

[1:13:27] bright,

[1:13:28] full of energy.

[1:13:33] Thank you.

[1:13:36] Yes.

[1:13:38] Okay.

[1:13:42] You sometimes see if you have to leave,

[1:13:44] please leave.

[1:13:46] Yes.

[1:13:47] >> When you said um relaxed to the max you

[1:13:50] went it through it last night

[1:13:52] and you're relaxing to the max and

[1:13:54] there's you got the pleasant feeling and

[1:13:56] then

[1:13:57] sometimes I feel I feel that there's

[1:13:59] something that's

[1:14:00] I'm relaxing to the max and there's

[1:14:02] something that's not fully letting go.

[1:14:03] Like I'm going quite deep and there's

[1:14:05] thing I feel like I should go further

[1:14:07] and then it's like ah

[1:14:09] and it's like a pause and then there's

[1:14:13] What is this thing that has to relax

[1:14:15] more? Like it's it's like

[1:14:16] >> I think one of those ones which needs to

[1:14:18] relax more is a feeling you should relax

[1:14:21] more.

[1:14:23] You know that feeling we always have

[1:14:26] about we can do better.

[1:14:29] That's pretty good for now.

[1:14:32] So, sometimes even I say that, okay,

[1:14:34] this is good enough. For example, even

[1:14:36] I'm supposed to be a teacher

[1:14:38] even I'm supposed to be experienced and

[1:14:39] describe things.

[1:14:41] This is enough.

[1:14:43] As soon as I do that

[1:14:45] I let go.

[1:14:48] And then you amaze yourself with all

[1:14:50] these things which you experience.

[1:14:53] >> [snorts]

[1:14:54] >> So, be prepared

[1:14:56] for wonderful time.

[1:15:02] Honestly, thank you. Okay.

[1:15:09] Is there anybody else

[1:15:11] have a question I wish to ask?

[1:15:14] Sometimes, as usual, things don't

[1:15:17] change.

[1:15:18] A few people, thank you so much, ask

[1:15:21] questions

[1:15:23] in public.

[1:15:25] Others

[1:15:26] you wait till we're all finished and

[1:15:28] then you queue up in front of me.

[1:15:32] I got great thank you for that.

[1:15:35] Another question, yeah.

[1:15:37] >> Ajahn Brahm, with the breath, sometimes

[1:15:40] um

[1:15:42] like I feel like

[1:15:44] the breath like hooks me too much. Like

[1:15:47] I'm

[1:15:48] >> Yeah.

[1:15:48] >> it I feel like I get stuck on the breath

[1:15:51] and

[1:15:52] when I

[1:15:53] like I don't know, focus on meta or

[1:15:57] loving kindness,

[1:15:58] >> Yeah.

[1:15:59] >> somehow that makes me feel let go, but

[1:16:03] if I do the breath, it seems to bring me

[1:16:06] into my body more.

[1:16:08] >> Okay, fair enough.

[1:16:08] >> So, I wonder what I'm doing wrong there.

[1:16:11] >> Yeah, that's just when you're watching

[1:16:13] the breath,

[1:16:14] you don't allow it to disappear and be

[1:16:18] actually watched by the mind instead of

[1:16:20] by the body.

[1:16:22] You know, when I start the breath

[1:16:24] meditation,

[1:16:25] uh I'm aware of the body,

[1:16:28] but not the body of the breath,

[1:16:31] but it's really physical.

[1:16:33] But then I just keep watching and I'm my

[1:16:36] body knows what to do. It just lets go.

[1:16:38] And you see the breath through your

[1:16:40] mind.

[1:16:41] And it feels so much different, so much

[1:16:44] easier.

[1:16:46] And

[1:16:47] I was just saying about physical

[1:16:49] feelings.

[1:16:50] You know, they At the beginning of my

[1:16:51] meditation this time, I've got an

[1:16:54] irritable throat. It's not a uh

[1:16:57] it's not a

[1:16:59] uh

[1:17:00] what do you call a disease or anything?

[1:17:02] It's just when a tiny part of my throat

[1:17:05] gets a bit irritated, you start

[1:17:07] coughing.

[1:17:08] And you heard me if you were listening

[1:17:11] or looking at me.

[1:17:13] There's nothing wrong. All I need to do

[1:17:15] is just to relax.

[1:17:18] And then afterwards, start watching my

[1:17:21] breathing through the mind.

[1:17:24] And it's always a

[1:17:26] such a wonderful technique

[1:17:29] for me. I can just let it go and it

[1:17:31] goes.

[1:17:33] And that's actually kind of I said kind

[1:17:35] of thank you

[1:17:36] to my mind for taking over rather than

[1:17:39] my physical sense.

[1:17:40] You can feel

[1:17:42] the breathing and it's beautiful.

[1:17:44] You have nice joys and limiters

[1:17:47] instead of just the usual

[1:17:49] >> [clears throat]

[1:17:50] >> and having to take some medication

[1:17:53] and then to heal that. It's a pain.

[1:17:57] And it's also it's reminded me of you

[1:18:00] know having the

[1:18:03] the what's it called the toothache.

[1:18:06] Which at the time because I was trying

[1:18:08] to fix it

[1:18:10] and find something to get rid of it

[1:18:12] it got worse.

[1:18:16] As soon as I let it be

[1:18:18] it vanished.

[1:18:21] >> Thanks, that makes sense.

[1:18:22] >> Okay, great.

[1:18:28] Oh, yeah, great. Got some more

[1:18:29] questions. Thank you for that. You

[1:18:30] encouraged other people to ask

[1:18:31] questions.

[1:18:34] >> Hi. Hi, thanks.

[1:18:35] >> Hi.

[1:18:36] >> So, I was um it happens quite a lot when

[1:18:39] I meditate and I can recognize the body

[1:18:41] and then I can get that to relax. I can

[1:18:43] recognize the breath and I can get quite

[1:18:46] cute in there.

[1:18:47] >> Great.

[1:18:48] >> But then there's the sort of the mind

[1:18:50] which just keeps chattering and going

[1:18:52] and going.

[1:18:53] >> Ah.

[1:18:53] >> And eventually he can become very quiet.

[1:18:56] But I also recognize that

[1:18:59] it's kind of a survival instinct this

[1:19:02] chatter just to kind of find problems

[1:19:04] and chew on them, kind of find

[1:19:06] solutions, work them out.

[1:19:07] And it's

[1:19:09] a very energy consuming in everyday

[1:19:11] life, but it's also got some utility.

[1:19:14] So, I was just wondering to pick your

[1:19:15] brain about

[1:19:16] what the relationship is that you should

[1:19:18] have with that part of the brain.

[1:19:20] >> Okay, first of all the mind and the

[1:19:22] brain are not connected.

[1:19:27] It's uh

[1:19:28] I don't know when people start talking

[1:19:29] about the mind they talk up here.

[1:19:33] I think it's my it's better if you talk

[1:19:35] about the mind it's better it's not

[1:19:37] accurate.

[1:19:38] Think of the mind in here.

[1:19:40] The loving-kindness type mind.

[1:19:43] Or just connect it here, not up here.

[1:19:47] You know, I was an intellectual.

[1:19:50] I went to Cambridge University,

[1:19:52] graduated, and stuff.

[1:19:55] But that

[1:19:57] was just

[1:19:58] not really a waste of time. It was

[1:19:59] useful to get cred from my family.

[1:20:04] So, when I told them I was going off to

[1:20:06] become a monk, they let me.

[1:20:10] But

[1:20:12] these days I saw the problem of thinking

[1:20:14] so early on.

[1:20:16] I let it go.

[1:20:19] And instead

[1:20:21] valued silence.

[1:20:25] It's not silence of the brain.

[1:20:28] Silence of the mind.

[1:20:31] You don't even watch the brain. The

[1:20:33] brain just gets quiet and stops.

[1:20:38] One

[1:20:39] of the examples of that

[1:20:42] you start to really

[1:20:44] have wonderful experiences which teach

[1:20:47] you a lot.

[1:20:49] One of those was as a layperson

[1:20:53] I was

[1:20:54] I would go to any retreat which was

[1:20:57] being held. I didn't mind which

[1:20:59] tradition.

[1:21:01] And this tradition was a Zen retreat.

[1:21:05] And on that Zen retreat I wasn't given

[1:21:07] much instructions.

[1:21:10] Just know sit and watch the wall right

[1:21:13] in front of me.

[1:21:15] That was incredibly boring.

[1:21:18] Just a white-washed wall.

[1:21:21] What am I supposed to do?

[1:21:23] But at least I had a

[1:21:25] little bit of trust.

[1:21:27] You know, it's not the first uh

[1:21:31] type of Zen retreat which taught that.

[1:21:35] There must be something to it. I don't

[1:21:36] know what it is.

[1:21:38] So, what I did was just follow the

[1:21:40] instructions.

[1:21:42] I didn't think.

[1:21:47] That was the most important part of it.

[1:21:50] Just watch the wall without thinking.

[1:21:53] I've done enough of Buddhist meditation

[1:21:55] of Theravada. You just be mindful.

[1:21:59] That's what I was.

[1:22:02] And that's because I wasn't thinking.

[1:22:06] I just watched that wall.

[1:22:09] And after about 10-15 minutes, it

[1:22:11] vanished.

[1:22:13] The wall disappeared.

[1:22:16] I was fully awake.

[1:22:19] They There's a one of those Zen monks

[1:22:21] was walking behind me with the Zen

[1:22:24] stick.

[1:22:26] And they would hit you if you fell

[1:22:27] asleep.

[1:22:29] So, I didn't fall asleep. And I knew I

[1:22:32] couldn't be asleep with that Zen monk

[1:22:34] behind me.

[1:22:35] But it's beautiful.

[1:22:37] Just watching a wall. One moment it was

[1:22:39] there, next minute it was gone, and I

[1:22:40] was fully awake and fully mindful.

[1:22:44] One of the sense doors sight

[1:22:47] had vanished.

[1:22:49] I was perfectly healthy.

[1:22:52] I didn't tell anybody. I didn't tell any

[1:22:53] doctor afterwards.

[1:22:55] Otherwise, they'd say there's something

[1:22:56] wrong with you.

[1:22:59] And nothing wrong with me.

[1:23:01] It was just a meditation experience.

[1:23:04] Which was gorgeous.

[1:23:07] So, that's actually what happened. Don't

[1:23:09] think so much. Well, there's nothing to

[1:23:11] think about.

[1:23:13] Honestly.

[1:23:15] You have one idea, someone else has

[1:23:16] another another idea. Who's right?

[1:23:19] You end up arguing.

[1:23:22] That's why I was talking to someone

[1:23:23] today. They're not here. They came for

[1:23:25] lunch.

[1:23:27] It was a Thai girl and a Western man.

[1:23:30] And she's a nurse. She was some

[1:23:32] therapist. And he was some therapist.

[1:23:35] So, they're getting married.

[1:23:37] So, they wanted some advice.

[1:23:39] My advice was, don't think too much.

[1:23:43] And if you do think, you'll see

[1:23:44] different ways of you know what life is

[1:23:46] all about. You have an argument.

[1:23:49] I'm going totally off track here, but

[1:23:51] it's a beautiful story.

[1:23:53] When my mom and dad, they lived in a

[1:23:55] very small apartment. They were poor.

[1:24:00] Honestly.

[1:24:01] And when they had an argument

[1:24:04] because I was their son, I would see it,

[1:24:07] hear it.

[1:24:09] And they wouldn't speak to each other.

[1:24:11] You know, for

[1:24:13] a few hours or a day or something.

[1:24:15] But when I that happened, I actually

[1:24:18] looked forward to it.

[1:24:22] And the reason why I enjoyed it was cuz

[1:24:25] I knew

[1:24:27] that the house was too small

[1:24:29] for them to carry on having an argument.

[1:24:32] They had to reconcile.

[1:24:34] In such a small house

[1:24:36] or small apartment, I would see it when

[1:24:38] they reconciled.

[1:24:40] And it was so beautiful

[1:24:42] to see my mom and dad hug each other

[1:24:45] and say sorry.

[1:24:48] So reconciliation

[1:24:50] was worth it as far as I was concerned

[1:24:53] that they had argued.

[1:24:57] And to see the how

[1:25:00] the argument ended. It didn't matter who

[1:25:01] was right and who was wrong.

[1:25:04] "I should not have upset you." said my

[1:25:05] dad. "Yeah, and I shouldn't have upset

[1:25:07] you."

[1:25:08] said my mom.

[1:25:11] That's what they taught me.

[1:25:13] I don't know who they intended to teach

[1:25:15] me like that, but it certainly worked.

[1:25:19] So don't think so much.

[1:25:21] Love more.

[1:25:26] You're smiling. You understand. Well

[1:25:28] done.

[1:25:29] Yeah.

[1:25:30] Absolutely true.

[1:25:34] Any other questions you have?

[1:25:38] Okay. The car has come to

[1:25:41] take me back to the monastery to get

[1:25:43] ready for Katina.

[1:25:45] But before I go

[1:25:48] I'm going to tell you another story.

[1:25:50] If you haven't heard this already,

[1:25:53] I got this in an Some of you have, but

[1:25:56] some of you haven't.

[1:25:58] I got this in an email a couple of days

[1:26:00] ago

[1:26:02] from Ajahn Mudito.

[1:26:04] He's the monk looking after a monastery

[1:26:07] which we are building

[1:26:08] close to Albany.

[1:26:11] And every morning, not I say every

[1:26:14] morning, a lot of mornings he said, if

[1:26:16] he has the time,

[1:26:19] he's not working too hard,

[1:26:21] he takes a walk from the monastery

[1:26:25] to the beach.

[1:26:26] A special beach called Muttonbird Beach.

[1:26:30] Within walking distance.

[1:26:32] >> [snorts]

[1:26:32] >> And he goes there for a swim.

[1:26:37] Straight away many of you said, is that

[1:26:40] allowable for a monk? It's for exercise.

[1:26:45] And so, before he goes for a swim, it's

[1:26:48] really

[1:26:50] um empty that morning, a long way from

[1:26:52] anywhere.

[1:26:53] So, he's always alone.

[1:26:55] But before he goes into the water,

[1:26:58] he would always chant the

[1:27:00] loving-kindness sutra.

[1:27:02] Metta

[1:27:04] for all beings.

[1:27:06] He said he does that mainly in case

[1:27:08] there's any sharks

[1:27:10] in the water.

[1:27:12] It's the ocean.

[1:27:15] But he's never seen a shark

[1:27:17] in the ocean, so it's been safe for him.

[1:27:21] But a couple of days ago,

[1:27:23] he saw two other

[1:27:25] natural beings in the water,

[1:27:28] which he couldn't believe would come in

[1:27:30] so close.

[1:27:32] Two whales.

[1:27:36] A big mother whale

[1:27:38] and the calf.

[1:27:40] And they swam right towards him.

[1:27:44] Only 2 m away.

[1:27:47] To check him out.

[1:27:49] Because he had done his loving kindness.

[1:27:52] He wasn't afraid.

[1:27:54] The whales were They were huge animals,

[1:27:57] a real whale.

[1:27:59] A lot of time, if you go out looking for

[1:28:01] whales,

[1:28:02] you've got to pay a lot of money, go in

[1:28:04] a boat,

[1:28:05] and it's a tourist attraction, and they

[1:28:07] drive the whales crazy.

[1:28:10] And a lot of time, you don't see them.

[1:28:13] This time, he was just swimming alone.

[1:28:16] For exercise,

[1:28:18] you know, in the ocean,

[1:28:20] close to his monastery,

[1:28:22] and two whales came to see him.

[1:28:27] I don't know.

[1:28:28] He's such an honest monk.

[1:28:31] And when he told me that story this

[1:28:33] morning,

[1:28:34] is that true? I read it many times to

[1:28:36] make sure it wasn't a misunderstanding.

[1:28:39] And he said, "The only thing which was

[1:28:41] dangerous was when the whales turned.

[1:28:43] They're such huge animals

[1:28:45] that he would think they might get hit

[1:28:47] by the fins.

[1:28:49] But they were so careful when they

[1:28:51] turned.

[1:28:53] He never even came close

[1:28:55] to being hurt.

[1:28:58] That's what big, wild animals

[1:29:02] would actually do when you're kind to

[1:29:04] them.

[1:29:05] They checked out, "What is a Buddhist

[1:29:07] [snorts] monk in the water? Or what is

[1:29:09] that being?"

[1:29:13] And they realized it's totally safe, and

[1:29:15] then they swam away.

[1:29:18] That's That's such a wonderful

[1:29:19] experience.

[1:29:21] >> [snorts]

[1:29:21] >> So lucky that he could do that. That's

[1:29:23] why I shared it with you.

[1:29:27] Totally true.

[1:29:28] Okay, I'm now going to finish off. The

[1:29:31] car is waiting for me.

[1:29:33] So, I wish you all happiness and

[1:29:35] well-being.

[1:29:37] Very good.

[1:29:38] And if you go swimming in the ocean,

[1:29:40] very remote,

[1:29:42] then do loving kindness first,

[1:29:44] and you'll meet whales, not sharks.

[1:30:48] >> Close your eyes.

[1:30:52] Take some deep

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In this teaching, body sankhara refers to the early stage where attention is occupied with feeling the physical breath, the rising and falling of the chest and belly. Mind sankhara is the later stage where the meditator watches the mind watching the breath, which the teacher describes as seeing through a different perception.
The teacher explains that when you sit comfortably the body relaxes and the breath is already present, so it is not chosen. As busy thoughts and worries disappear, the breath is one of the last things still being noticed, so it becomes the object of mindfulness without deliberate selection.
Start by noticing the in-breath and out-breath, then gradually follow each breath from its first moment to its end, including the pause before the next breath. The teacher compares it to watching a finger move across your field of vision until you see the whole movement as one continuous process.
In this class, the teacher describes a nimitta as a beautiful light that appears in the mind rather than to the eyes. He presents its appearance as a sign that practice is deepening, and as something that arises when the mind is still enough.
The teacher suggests that attention can drift when the breath feels routine, so instructions can help keep the mind interested. One example he gives is asking which is longer, the pause after the in-breath or the pause after the out-breath, which keeps awareness engaged without forcing it.
The class is described as intermediate and advanced, and it assumes familiarity with watching the breath over time. Beginners can still use the core ideas, such as letting go of planning and observing the breath as a continuous process, as a gentle reference point for their own sitting.

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