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[0:10] Glor
[0:32] to you.
[0:38] Sing
[0:41] glory
[0:43] [singing]
[0:43] to you.
[0:57] The
[0:59] world
[1:05] is
[1:14] sincerity
[1:25] and crush
[1:27] Receive [singing]
[1:49] me
[1:55] and
[2:06] our sins.
[2:22] >> [music]
[2:25] >> your grad.
[2:40] [music]
[2:49] angot.
[3:04] [music]
[3:06] [singing]
[3:25] Lord,
[3:32] you are a temple
[3:37] of
[3:45] that you
[3:48] are
[4:02] Sing.
[4:21] [clears throat]
[4:27] Oh
[4:33] son
[4:41] May
[4:44] your
[4:56] adra
[5:19] Shanty, shanty, shanty.
[5:27] Lead us from the unreal to the real.
[5:33] Lead us from darkness unto light.
[5:37] Lead us from death to immortality.
[5:43] Reach us through and through ourselves,
[5:46] O Lord,
[5:49] and protect us ever more with your
[5:51] loving presence.
[5:55] Oh peace, peace, peace.
[6:03] >> Good morning.
[6:06] Uh my name is Swami Aru Peshananda and
[6:09] the title of today's talk is the goddess
[6:14] of fortune.
[6:16] And so two questions immediately come up
[6:22] when you hear the goddess of fortune.
[6:26] What is a goddess? What is a fortune?
[6:30] So
[6:32] I remember when I was in elementary
[6:34] school a long time ago now back in the
[6:37] 70s um the teacher told us that Hinduism
[6:41] was polytheism that they believed in
[6:43] many gods
[6:45] and I remember thinking well that
[6:48] doesn't sound like such a great idea and
[6:49] that Christianity was monotheism there's
[6:51] only one god I thought that makes more
[6:54] sense
[6:56] but that was a misunderstanding of what
[6:59] This idea of gods and goddesses are in
[7:02] Hinduism.
[7:04] You know, we have these super high
[7:07] almost inaccessible truths in the
[7:09] Mahavakyas. I'm sorry. And I got ahead
[7:11] of myself there. In the vadas, which are
[7:14] called mahavakas,
[7:17] a braasmi, [snorts]
[7:18] I am Brahman. Tatamasi that thou arts.
[7:22] Nha nasti kinchana.
[7:26] There is no multiplicity whatsoever.
[7:30] You think about that one for a second.
[7:32] There is no multiplicity whatsoever.
[7:35] Well, here I am. Here you are. We're
[7:39] different. And I'm I'm a person and this
[7:42] is a podium. That's different.
[7:44] Multiplicity. It's my right hand. Left
[7:47] hand. They're they're not the same.
[7:49] Multiplicity is everywhere. It is our
[7:51] experience in everyday life. This is
[7:53] directly contravening everything we've
[7:55] ever known since day one of existence
[7:57] here on this world. And so we think,
[8:02] what were these rishies smoking?
[8:05] What is this? It doesn't make any sense
[8:06] to me. [clears throat]
[8:08] And so what do we get?
[8:12] We get stories. We get the itas and the
[8:15] piranhas and all these stories of gods
[8:18] and goddesses and people and magical
[8:20] talking frogs and all these things to
[8:24] illustrate these high more or less
[8:28] inaccessible teachings. They are so
[8:30] esoteric and these manifestations take
[8:33] the form of rituals, mythology and they
[8:38] take different shapes and and
[8:41] appearances
[8:42] as they trickle through different
[8:44] societies. And so you find in India
[8:48] that
[8:50] this goddess of fortune frequently
[8:51] called mother Lakshmi is celebrated in
[8:54] many different ways in many different
[8:55] places and at many different times.
[8:58] Today just happens to be her birthday
[9:01] for most of eastern parts of India like
[9:04] Bengal.
[9:05] Whereas we find in the north places like
[9:08] Delhi that you actually have more of a a
[9:11] Lakshmi celebration at Diwali which is
[9:14] not for several days.
[9:17] So the manifestation of these gods and
[9:19] goddesses are different and the aspects
[9:21] that are important to the various
[9:23] societies are emphasized. So we find
[9:27] that the goddess of fortune in some
[9:29] parts of the Indian subcontinent
[9:32] is considered primarily to be an
[9:34] agricultural
[9:37] uh benefactor.
[9:39] In other parts, the obvious one, money,
[9:42] we all think about that.
[9:45] And then in some places she's actually
[9:46] considered to be the giver of education.
[9:51] In some places she's considered to be
[9:53] the giver of domestic bliss
[9:57] or societal peace. That's another one.
[10:00] So all these things the goddess of
[10:02] fortune is attributed is attributed to
[10:05] her in various parts of the subcontinent
[10:08] because that's what those societies
[10:10] needed. That's what they valued for
[10:11] whatever reason. And the celebrations
[10:14] and mythology around these versions of
[10:16] Lakshmi take different forms.
[10:20] So I say this word mythology but I think
[10:22] it's important to understand
[10:26] that that doesn't mean it's false or
[10:30] made up. People have experiences
[10:35] of these manifestations of the one
[10:39] that are in fact said to be
[10:43] more real than the experience that we're
[10:46] having here right now.
[10:48] The experience we're having here right
[10:50] now is mediated.
[10:54] It is mediated through the mind and the
[10:56] senses. I perceive you. I see your face
[11:01] and I infer something about your state
[11:03] of mind. You're bored or you're
[11:06] irritated or you're happy to be here.
[11:08] Whatever it is,
[11:11] that's our ordinary perception here.
[11:16] These experiences that we have of gods
[11:20] and goddesses
[11:22] are not like that.
[11:24] It is said
[11:27] that we withdraw the mind from this
[11:30] external perception.
[11:32] We completely pull it within and focus
[11:35] it on our chosen ideal. Today I'm
[11:38] picking Lakshmi.
[11:41] And when we succeed in this,
[11:44] and those of us who have made a regular
[11:47] practice of prayer and meditation know
[11:50] just how lofty of an objective that is.
[11:53] But when we succeed in this, we have an
[11:56] experience that is more real than this
[12:00] one because it is not mediated by
[12:04] anything. It is a direct perception.
[12:07] Aparrochia it is called a direct
[12:09] perception. the mind is out of the way
[12:13] and it is far more intense than the
[12:16] perception we're having here right now.
[12:20] So I do not mean to say by the use of
[12:22] the word mythology
[12:24] that these gods or goddesses are in some
[12:27] way less real than we are than our
[12:32] experiences. They are in fact more real
[12:35] than this experience.
[12:38] And [clears throat]
[12:41] I'll just share I mean if we're going to
[12:43] have visions of gods and goddesses I'll
[12:45] tell you one that I always thought
[12:47] because it's Lakshmi and I always
[12:49] thought this would be such a great
[12:50] vision to have if we're going to have a
[12:52] direct experience.
[12:54] Lakshmi is the second manifestation of
[12:57] the divine mother we find in the chundi.
[12:59] She is the one who kills Mahishur
[13:04] Mahalakshmi.
[13:05] So what happens is this terrible demon
[13:07] throws the gods out of heaven and they
[13:09] all go crying on the earth and they pray
[13:11] to their mom
[13:13] and what happens is this light comes out
[13:15] of the bodies of all the gods and it
[13:17] gathers into one form and becomes this
[13:21] giant goddess.
[13:24] She has a thousand arms and they
[13:25] decorate her with weapons and ornaments
[13:28] and flowers and and and jewels
[13:32] and then they worship her and and she's
[13:35] huge. She's got a sky a diadem it says
[13:38] that scrapes the sky. She's this giant
[13:42] thing
[13:44] and they experience great joy.
[13:47] And then it says the demons of course
[13:49] don't like this. They're threatened by
[13:50] it and they all rush to attack.
[13:53] And then in the book it says
[13:57] that she without any strain on her face
[14:02] and with gods and sages extolling her
[14:06] throws her weapons and arms at the
[14:07] bodies of the Asuras. I've always
[14:09] imagined this giant goddess with a
[14:12] thousand arms. And I picture uh I
[14:15] picture Holy Mother's face the standing
[14:17] pose, you know, where she's she's like
[14:18] this. She has this look of just like
[14:22] majestic motherhood on her face. So,
[14:25] I've always imagined Holy Mother's face
[14:27] in that photo and and this giant goddess
[14:31] with all these arms and and you know, up
[14:34] in the clouds there's the sages
[14:36] and and uh the divine beings that are
[14:39] are worshiping her and singing her
[14:40] praises. And with her lower arm, she's
[14:42] just kind of tossing these weapons at
[14:44] these demons. No problem.
[14:48] So that is just my personal little
[14:52] fantasy so far.
[14:55] But um anyway, these experiences of gods
[14:59] and goddesses are blissful, beautiful,
[15:01] transformational.
[15:05] So [clears throat]
[15:08] how that's it for goddesses? How about
[15:12] fortune? What is a fortune?
[15:16] Um well like I alluded to already with
[15:20] the observance of mother Lakshmi's
[15:23] celebration we have all kinds of
[15:25] different ideas about what a fortune is
[15:28] we have you know food domestic bliss
[15:32] money education all these things we have
[15:34] an idea of what a fortune is and we have
[15:36] our own idiosyncratic ideas too I think
[15:39] I can't be happy unless I have a
[15:41] swimming pool
[15:43] well the goddess of portion is the one
[15:45] to talk to. She's got all the swimming
[15:47] pools
[15:49] or I feel like I need to be a concert
[15:53] chist to be happy. Well, she's the one
[15:55] to talk to. She's going to make you the
[15:56] concert chist if that's what you think
[15:57] you have to be. She's got the market
[15:59] cornered on whatever it is that we want.
[16:02] This is the fortune that I am talking
[16:04] about today. So, she is the one to ask
[16:08] for whatever you want. And so this, of
[16:11] course, is something that everyone
[16:13] walking God's green earth is interested
[16:14] in. We all want this. We're all here
[16:18] because we want something.
[16:21] And so, of course, I'm sure this talk
[16:23] will get millions and millions of hits
[16:25] on YouTube because everybody [laughter]
[16:28] everybody wants to know about this. Um,
[16:33] so [clears throat] what am I going to
[16:36] talk about today?
[16:38] I'm going to talk about first of all
[16:41] what we want a little bit more closely
[16:45] and then I'm going to talk about before
[16:47] I talk about how to get what we want,
[16:50] I'm going to talk about how not to get
[16:53] what we want.
[16:55] Then I'm going to talk about how to get
[16:56] what we want.
[16:58] And then I'm going to talk about what we
[17:00] really want.
[17:03] What we want to want. call it that.
[17:07] So that's sort of my approach today.
[17:10] So first of all,
[17:13] what exactly is it that we want? I
[17:16] listed some of these things already, but
[17:18] I'm going to go through them a little
[17:19] more carefully.
[17:21] Obviously, we want money. Everybody says
[17:23] Lakshmi. They think money. Most people,
[17:25] I think, think of money when they think
[17:27] of Lakshmi. Yes, we need money. On the
[17:29] other hand, the ancient Hindus were
[17:32] right. We also, she's got an
[17:34] agricultural purpose. There aren't many
[17:36] farmers in Hollywood, probably zero.
[17:38] But, uh, we need food. And, you know, if
[17:41] you've got money and no food, no good.
[17:45] There's got to be food around. You can't
[17:46] eat your money. So, we have to have
[17:48] food, money. And then, if we have both
[17:51] of those things, still without an
[17:53] education, we feel like we're not really
[17:55] fortunate
[17:57] because there's other people, they seem
[17:59] to know more than we do. And so we feel
[18:01] like we should have some kind of
[18:02] education. And then even if you have
[18:04] money, food, and an education,
[18:06] if you have no domestic peace, if your
[18:10] spouse is a philandering drunkard or
[18:13] your kids are irresponsible
[18:15] narring your car and making your life
[18:18] miserable, you're not going to feel like
[18:19] you are fortunate. Even with all that,
[18:22] you feel like you're not fortunate. And
[18:24] then even if you have all of those
[18:26] things, you've got money, you've got
[18:28] food, you've got an education, and your
[18:30] family is happy.
[18:33] If there are angry mobs roaming the
[18:35] streets, and you fear for your safety,
[18:38] well, you're going to feel like you're
[18:39] not fortunate. So the point is this all
[18:42] these things
[18:44] money, food, education,
[18:49] family peace, societal peace, all these
[18:53] things are required for us
[18:57] to feel like we are fortunate. We need
[19:00] all of these conditions to be fulfilled.
[19:04] If we are looking for a feeling of
[19:06] material fortune
[19:10] and if you think about that this is kind
[19:12] of the Toltoy problem you've all you're
[19:14] all familiar with Ana Cararanina I think
[19:17] it's the first sentence he says all
[19:19] happy families are alike but each
[19:20] miserable family is miserable in its own
[19:22] unique way
[19:25] we understand the points in order to be
[19:27] happy here many conditions must be
[19:31] fulfilled
[19:33] in order to be miserable. Here there are
[19:35] so many options.
[19:38] Infinitely many uncountably many
[19:40] infinitely infinite options to be
[19:42] miserable. Choose your poison. So many
[19:44] of them.
[19:47] Now stop right there and think about
[19:49] that.
[19:50] This is the paradigm for existence on
[19:53] this rock.
[19:54] Somehow this is where we landed. We're
[19:58] just passing through here, but this is
[20:00] the experience we're having.
[20:03] And you can't help but wonder. You look
[20:05] up at the sky. Well, you don't see it in
[20:06] Hollywood, but I used to live in the
[20:07] desert and there's all these stars out
[20:09] there. And they tell us that these stars
[20:12] have exoplanets. So many of them.
[20:16] Is this the only model for individual
[20:18] existence? This kind of dog eat dog
[20:20] experience that we have here. Is that
[20:21] all that's available to us? It's an
[20:23] interesting question. It's not the one
[20:24] I'm going to talk about today.
[20:27] That's a question for another day, but I
[20:30] think I might pursue that one. Um
[20:33] [clears throat]
[20:35] okay so where am I?
[20:39] Ah yes
[20:41] the spiritual fortune.
[20:44] Mother Lakshmi is also considered
[20:47] the source of spiritual fortune. And
[20:50] what is so interesting about spiritual
[20:53] fortune
[20:56] is that it is not like the rest of these
[20:58] things.
[21:00] It does not depend on anything else.
[21:03] If you have the spiritual joy,
[21:07] if your heart is really full of bliss,
[21:11] if you really have that,
[21:14] nothing else matters.
[21:16] You do not care about food, money,
[21:19] family, society, any of it. Nothing.
[21:23] The full heart
[21:26] is the answer to all of our issues here.
[21:32] I used to tell this to the new guys in
[21:34] Trabuko when they would show up. I would
[21:36] say monastic life has its ups and downs
[21:41] and um anyone who has lived even for a
[21:44] few days in a monastery has figured that
[21:46] out.
[21:47] Um, but I also said
[21:51] if it's working for you in the shrine,
[21:55] nothing else matters.
[21:57] That's what matters. If you can get it
[21:59] to work in the shrine, then you don't
[22:02] care about if brother so and so has got
[22:04] the peanut butter in the pantry or in
[22:06] the refrigerator, makes no difference.
[22:09] But if you don't have it working in the
[22:10] shrine, these other things become
[22:12] incredibly important.
[22:16] And so make it work in the shrine.
[22:18] Nothing else matters. But as we know,
[22:21] those of us who do this and try this,
[22:23] like I said before, this is not so easy
[22:25] to do. It's the pearl of great price,
[22:29] but it works. And if you don't believe
[22:32] me, I looked up a quote from Mother
[22:34] Teresa, not Mother Teresa, um, St.
[22:36] Teresa, St. Teresa of Aila.
[22:39] She talks about the effect
[22:43] of spiritual ecstasy on our lives. After
[22:46] you've had a genuine experience of
[22:48] spiritual ecstasy, what does it do for
[22:50] you?
[22:52] She says, "The soul after such a favor
[22:57] is animated with a degree of courage
[23:01] that if at that moment its body should
[23:04] be torn to pieces for the cause of God,
[23:07] it would not feel anything but the
[23:09] liveliest comfort."
[23:13] It now sees in name and fame nothing
[23:15] more than an immense lie
[23:21] of which the world remains a victim.
[23:25] It laughs at itself
[23:28] that there was ever a time in life when
[23:30] it worried about money that it ever
[23:33] cared anything for money.
[23:37] So there you go. After this happens,
[23:41] not only do we not care about money and
[23:43] food, we don't care about personal
[23:44] comfort or even personal safety.
[23:48] That fullness of the heart is that good.
[23:52] That's the lesson and that's what we're
[23:54] shooting for here. And this really I'm
[23:56] getting ahead of myself a little bit.
[23:58] This is what we want to want.
[24:01] But we're not quite sold on this right
[24:04] now because we don't think it's going to
[24:07] happen or we've got other things to do
[24:09] or the rent is calling or I've got this
[24:11] or that or it sounds good but but what
[24:14] if it doesn't work and then I still need
[24:16] food and and and and money and I now I
[24:20] don't have anything. I didn't get the
[24:21] spiritual thing and I don't get the food
[24:22] and now where am I? Um
[24:27] but [clears throat]
[24:31] we think this we think we need money and
[24:33] food and of course an education would be
[24:36] nice. Happy family would be nice. Those
[24:39] things are essential society that would
[24:41] be good too if the neighbors are happy.
[24:43] Some of us actually don't care about
[24:44] that too much.
[24:46] We think that if we just
[24:49] earn enough money, then we can hire some
[24:52] enough security to keep the unwashed
[24:54] masses away.
[24:57] And um that's better than paying taxes.
[25:01] So
[25:02] we decide that all I really need to do
[25:05] is make my own and protect my own.
[25:09] That brings me to how not to get what we
[25:14] want. That's an example of how not to
[25:16] get what we want. The ancient Hindus are
[25:18] not libertarians.
[25:21] What we earn honestly through our hard
[25:24] work is not ours to keep entirely for
[25:27] ourselves. We have a debt to society.
[25:30] According to the ancient Hindus and
[25:31] according to the modern Hindus, Swami
[25:34] Vivicanand says that every man for
[25:37] himself
[25:39] should be the motto of the householder
[25:41] never and nowhere.
[25:44] So we have a debt to our fellows. And
[25:49] yet when we acquire beyond our means, it
[25:54] has a tendency to blind us to this.
[25:57] We have a tendency to lose sight of
[25:59] this. I found a fascinating actually
[26:01] this I didn't find this recently. This
[26:03] is old. Uh it was a few years ago I read
[26:06] I think it was years ago. Whatever
[26:08] doesn't matter. Uh
[26:11] Bezos, we all know him. He's not the
[26:13] richest man in the world, but one of
[26:14] them.
[26:16] Uh he found, you know, he's got all
[26:18] these warehouses full of his toys and
[26:21] all these all these minions that are
[26:24] sorting through his stuff and and
[26:27] sending it out to the world so that he
[26:28] can get more money.
[26:31] And of course, what he wants to do is
[26:33] get as much work out of the minions as
[26:35] he possibly can and pay them as little
[26:37] as he has to. That's, you know, how it
[26:40] works, just business.
[26:42] And uh so he finds out
[26:47] that these people that are working for
[26:49] him are not entirely happy and they have
[26:52] certain needs that they want met and
[26:55] they are beginning to talk about these
[26:56] things and collectively
[26:59] bargain their thinking with their boss.
[27:01] Maybe we'll form some unions.
[27:04] And of course this is the nightmare of
[27:06] every bureaucrat.
[27:09] And so what does he do?
[27:13] Does he try and find out what they want?
[27:18] Do they want a dental plan? Do they want
[27:21] a retirement 401k? Is that what does he
[27:24] do that? No, he does not do that.
[27:26] [snorts]
[27:27] Instead, what he does is he hires a
[27:30] bunch of private investigators
[27:33] to infiltrate his warehouses,
[27:37] find out who the union agitators are,
[27:42] and then have them fired.
[27:44] That is the solution that he comes up
[27:46] with. Now, you think about it.
[27:50] You take that same money and give them a
[27:52] dental plan.
[27:57] Isn't that a better way to solve the
[27:58] problem? But see that what happens to us
[28:02] when we amass, when we hoard, when we
[28:04] are greedy. This is greed. When we get
[28:07] in the habit of hoarding, we get in the
[28:09] habit of protecting ours from external
[28:13] threats, real and imagined.
[28:17] We form such a habit of thinking that
[28:20] even when a charitable beneficial act is
[28:23] in our own best interest, we fail to see
[28:26] it.
[28:29] Our habits of hoarding and protecting
[28:32] has made us mean and petty and
[28:35] small-minded. Even if we own a huge
[28:37] thing like Amazon, still we cannot see
[28:40] clearly the more benevolent path because
[28:44] we're so out of the habit of thinking
[28:45] that way.
[28:49] [clears throat]
[28:52] By contrast,
[28:55] when we think charitably,
[28:59] when we go for the dental plan, we are
[29:01] enlarging ourself.
[29:04] We are identifying with something bigger
[29:06] than our stuff and our bodies.
[29:10] We are identifying if it's a dental plan
[29:13] with the common pl plight of humanity.
[29:16] We all have teeth. They all hurt. I'm
[29:18] part of the bigger picture here. I'm
[29:21] working on behalf of something larger
[29:23] than just a business.
[29:26] I'm working for the welfare of the
[29:28] general population that expands my sense
[29:31] of self.
[29:33] It also makes me feel good.
[29:37] It makes me feel good. Why does it make
[29:39] me feel good?
[29:41] Because an expanded sense of self,
[29:43] according to Vidanta, is closer to what
[29:45] we really are.
[29:47] When we hoard and protect our personal
[29:50] interest, we strengthen that idea of
[29:53] personal self, this body being the self.
[29:55] When we act on the in the interest of
[29:59] our fellow man, we expand our sense of
[30:01] self to something greater than that.
[30:04] This is closer to what we really are.
[30:09] And there's a tremendous lesson in here
[30:11] for us.
[30:14] What is it?
[30:17] If you want to be happy,
[30:21] pray that you may be a source of
[30:23] happiness for others.
[30:26] If you want to be comfortable,
[30:29] pray that you may be a source of comfort
[30:30] to others. If you want to be rich, pray
[30:34] that you may be a source of wealth to
[30:35] others because you cannot give what you
[30:37] do not have.
[30:40] And when you give, we have the spiritual
[30:44] benefits.
[30:46] We expand our sense of self. We grow.
[30:49] And we feel good about ourselves.
[30:55] But
[30:58] we have become so
[31:02] inured to this way of thinking
[31:05] because life, this world is hard and it
[31:07] drives us to work and we find that we
[31:10] have to struggle for our existence and
[31:11] we get in this habit of struggling for
[31:13] our existence.
[31:15] And so we forget these kinds of things.
[31:17] Although we know it deep down,
[31:20] the daily grind just grinds it out of
[31:22] us. And and yet our divinity, that inner
[31:26] voice of divinity, won't quite let us
[31:28] go. It won't let us off the hook. We get
[31:31] these little qualms of conscience.
[31:33] Shouldn't I be doing something bigger
[31:35] than this? Am I not bigger than this?
[31:39] So, we get these little pangs of of
[31:42] doubt in our life. And of course, we
[31:45] don't like that. And so we go to a
[31:47] preacher to have him tell us that
[31:48] everything's okay. And there's no
[31:50] shortage of them that will tell us
[31:54] that a life of material prosperity is in
[31:57] fact a sign of great spirituality.
[32:00] You find this in every religion that to
[32:02] be rich is actually to be holy. Um in
[32:07] this country I think the most prominent
[32:09] movement in this direction is the uh
[32:11] prosperity gospel.
[32:13] Heard of that prosperity gospel. Some of
[32:16] you have
[32:18] um so somehow
[32:22] uh Jesus came to make us all rich
[32:25] and being a sign being poor is actually
[32:28] a sign of
[32:31] spiritual retardation.
[32:34] Never mind the fact that Jesus was
[32:35] homeless and didn't have any money.
[32:37] That's we're going to just sort of iron
[32:39] smooth out that wrinkle somehow. But you
[32:42] see, I won't I won't bother to refute
[32:45] the prosperity gospel. There's no points
[32:48] because people hear what they want to
[32:50] hear and they disregard what they don't.
[32:52] As Swami Vivikananda said, paraphrasing,
[32:55] if you want to give religion to a thief,
[32:57] you have got to tell them that stealing
[32:58] is holy.
[33:01] And there is no shortage of people who
[33:05] are lined up to do just that. Yes, I
[33:07] will clear your conscience. Just sign
[33:08] right here. Write me a check.
[33:10] Hilariously, I cannot resist this.
[33:14] One of the prime advocates of this
[33:17] prosperity gospel in this country, one
[33:19] of the most prominent people is Pastor
[33:22] Dollar.
[33:24] [laughter]
[33:25] >> You just you can't make this up. You
[33:28] cannot make that up. Pastor Dollar. He's
[33:30] also called Dr. Dollar because he has a
[33:33] doctorate in something. So, Pastor Dr.
[33:36] Dollar and he was born that way. He did
[33:38] not take that name. So this is God's
[33:40] sense of humor which you really I mean
[33:43] you can't compete with God's sense of
[33:44] humor. Uh [clears throat]
[33:48] so we have this idea in religion
[33:52] that uh we can be rich
[33:56] and still be spiritual. And it's not
[33:58] entirely false
[34:01] because religion does promise
[34:03] prosperity.
[34:04] It does. And this is something that the
[34:07] prosperity gospel people are fond of
[34:08] quoting. It is John 10:10. Uh I am come.
[34:12] That's I Jesus. I am come that they
[34:14] might have life and they might have it
[34:16] more abundantly. Abundant life. Jesus
[34:20] promises us abundant life.
[34:23] In the Quran we read, "Whoever does
[34:26] righteousness, whether male or female,
[34:28] while being a believer, we will surely
[34:31] cause him to live a good life,
[34:34] abundant life. the good life. This is
[34:37] what we want.
[34:41] [clears throat] In Hinduism, of course,
[34:43] we have this idea of artha, wealth. It
[34:45] is a legitimate objective for human
[34:47] existence. We are allowed to pursue
[34:50] wealth. Sri Krishna even says that the
[34:52] people who come to him praying for
[34:53] wealth are noble. He lists four kinds of
[34:56] people that come to him praying and he
[34:58] says noble indeed. And one of them prays
[35:00] for wealth. He says noble indeed are all
[35:02] these.
[35:04] So it is a noble thing to go to Krishna
[35:07] and ask for wealth.
[35:11] And so [sighs] there is some balance
[35:15] here that we could achieve something
[35:18] that will allow us to have a fortune
[35:22] here in whatever sense we take that term
[35:25] and grow spiritually at the same time.
[35:28] There is a way to do this
[35:31] and that's something I think as at least
[35:34] all of us here today and I think maybe
[35:36] even people who are not here today would
[35:38] be interested in
[35:40] how to live an abundant good life
[35:44] satisfying life and grow spiritually at
[35:47] the same time. I think this is something
[35:49] we all want to do.
[35:52] And so [clears throat] this brings me
[35:56] to the next part of this talk, which is
[35:57] how to get what we want. What I just
[35:59] talked about was how not to get what we
[36:01] want. And that's the Bezos way. And
[36:05] what's wrong with the Bezos way?
[36:08] The Bezos way is that he's not enjoying
[36:11] his money.
[36:13] That's the problem.
[36:17] He is
[36:19] by protecting and hoarding and having
[36:22] this
[36:24] idea in his mind of threats all the
[36:26] time. He is serving his money.
[36:31] That's not what we want. That's not
[36:32] really a fortune. You don't want to
[36:35] serve your money. You want your money to
[36:37] serve you. That's what we want.
[36:40] >> [snorts]
[36:41] >> And I think there's a holy mother quote
[36:42] here that I think captures this. Um, so
[36:47] what happens? There is uh a mother and a
[36:50] daughter. They come to visit holy mother
[36:52] and they're poor
[36:55] and so they got no land and so they got
[36:58] no food and so they're hungry and they
[37:01] come to Holy Mother hungry and poor and
[37:04] desperate.
[37:06] It's a mother and a daughter. Did I say
[37:07] that already? It's a mother and a
[37:09] daughter. And the daughter apparently
[37:13] eats and eats and eats and eats until
[37:16] she cannot get up. She is actually lying
[37:19] flat on the ground or on the floor,
[37:21] whatever it is there. And she can't
[37:23] move. She has eaten so much food.
[37:28] So then finally somehow they leave. I
[37:30] don't know, they take her out on a
[37:32] stretcher or whatever, but they she
[37:33] leaves.
[37:35] Holy mother's comment. She says,
[37:39] "What poverty, what greed,
[37:43] the girl ate and ate until she was about
[37:46] to vomit. Such a big girl and no sense
[37:49] at all.
[37:51] Nothing will benefit these people.
[37:54] Prosperity will never attend them." Now,
[37:58] that last line I thought was
[37:59] interesting. Prosperity will never
[38:01] attend. Is it them? attend on them.
[38:04] Prosperity will never attend on them.
[38:09] See, that's what we want. It turns out
[38:12] what that I I looked it up. I was
[38:14] curious. And the original bangala is lmi
[38:17] charar dosha which means literally I
[38:21] mean figuratively it means you know
[38:23] these people are kind of losers but
[38:26] literally what it means is a state where
[38:29] Lakshmi has left the person.
[38:34] And so I thought that was interesting.
[38:37] That's what we see. This is what we
[38:40] really want. We don't want what Bezos
[38:42] has. Maybe we think we do. I would
[38:45] handle it better. That's what we think.
[38:46] Give me his money and I'll see how I
[38:47] handle it. Uh
[38:50] but
[38:53] that problem he has where he is
[38:55] constantly serving and fighting for his
[38:57] money.
[38:59] He's not enjoying his fortune. We want
[39:01] our fortune to attend on us. We want to
[39:04] enjoy our fortune. That's being
[39:06] fortunate.
[39:09] That's the idea that Holy Mother gives
[39:11] here. And what's the problem with these
[39:13] people? How come they're not going to
[39:14] get this? What do they lack?
[39:18] They lack
[39:20] self-control,
[39:22] self-regulation, moderation.
[39:25] [snorts] The girl eats and eats and eats
[39:26] until she can't get up.
[39:28] Mother Locki doesn't like that. She
[39:30] doesn't want us to behave that way. And
[39:33] this is basically kind of how we are.
[39:34] You see um you know the kids in the the
[39:37] little toddlers in the supermarket with
[39:39] their moms. You know, mother Lakshmi is
[39:42] our mom. This is the divine mother.
[39:44] She's our mom and she doesn't want us to
[39:47] behave this way. But you see it all the
[39:48] time in the supermarkets. Little kids
[39:49] with their moms. They're walking around.
[39:51] They want to put every shiny thing in
[39:52] their mouth.
[39:55] you know, the big blue hockey puck. Put
[39:57] it in your mouth. No, it's a urinal
[39:58] cake. It's toilet bowl cleaner. You
[40:00] don't put that in your mouth. And and
[40:03] so, you know, you take that away from
[40:04] the kid and he screams and cries, "My
[40:07] mother's such a villain. She never gives
[40:08] me anything that I want." We have this
[40:10] idea, but you know,
[40:15] we haven't really changed that much.
[40:18] We're still kind of the little kids in
[40:20] the grocery store wandering around here
[40:22] and putting trying to put everything in
[40:23] our mouth. That's kind of what we're
[40:24] doing. I mean, we're just a little bit
[40:25] more sophisticated about it, but it's
[40:27] our basic approach. You see it, you want
[40:29] it, you have it, take it, mine, all of
[40:31] it all the time. That is our default
[40:34] reaction or our default reaction to our
[40:36] the external stimulation that is
[40:38] constantly being thrown at us in this
[40:40] world.
[40:41] You, you know, they sift through the
[40:42] stuff you don't like and the stuff you
[40:43] do like, swallow it, keep it.
[40:47] Well, this [clears throat] is not
[40:51] how to get fortune to attend on us.
[40:56] We can't just eat, see it, and eat it
[40:59] over and over and over again until we
[41:00] get sick and expect mother Lakshmi to be
[41:04] pleased with us and expect to be living
[41:06] the good life, living the life abundant.
[41:08] That's not how we do it. It's the sort
[41:10] of instinctual reaction, but it's not
[41:13] spiritual life.
[41:16] So, [clears throat]
[41:18] how do we practice this self-control?
[41:20] What is the first step?
[41:23] According to the wisdom of the east, the
[41:25] first step is to realize that desire is
[41:29] the problem.
[41:32] So, we don't understand this. We get we
[41:35] want a new car and we buy a new car and
[41:37] we get the new car and we're so happy
[41:40] for a while
[41:43] and then we think gosh this new car made
[41:46] me so happy. No. According to this
[41:48] thinking, what made us happy is we no
[41:49] longer have the desire for the car.
[41:52] That's what made us happy. The absence
[41:53] of desire is what makes us happy. Then
[41:55] we drive the car around for a couple of
[41:57] weeks and think, well, it doesn't quite
[41:58] do this or that or the other thing and
[41:59] the floor mats are getting dirty and now
[42:01] it's time for another car. And if we buy
[42:03] a new car every time the floor mats get
[42:05] dirty, according to this thinking, we
[42:06] will never satisfy our desire for cars.
[42:10] In fact, it will just get worse. This is
[42:13] what we're told. For those of you this
[42:15] doesn't sound familiar, I'll quote it.
[42:16] It's the bog vot. Desire cannot be
[42:18] quenched by the fulfillment of its urge.
[42:21] Desire cannot be quenched by the
[42:23] fulfillment of its urge. Desire
[42:26] increases by its fulfillment. As when
[42:28] clarified butter is poured over fire, it
[42:31] increases the velocity of ferocity of
[42:33] the flame.
[42:35] And um the same thing works for not just
[42:40] possessions but lust and fame as well.
[42:42] Hilariously,
[42:44] our wonderful President Donald Trump a
[42:46] few days ago floated the idea of naming
[42:49] an ocean after himself. [laughter]
[42:52] He wants an ocean named after himself.
[42:54] Now, this man has put his name on
[42:58] buildings for decades. Got the Trump
[43:01] Tower and the Trump Casino, and now
[43:02] we're going to have the Trump Ocean.
[43:05] I don't even know how you do that.
[43:07] [laughter]
[43:09] But you see, he's not learning the
[43:11] lesson here. It's just getting worse.
[43:13] And I'm not talking about his politics.
[43:15] You may not may not agree with his
[43:17] policies. That's not what this is about.
[43:18] I cannot help working this guy into a
[43:20] sermon every once in a while because he
[43:22] is a consistent example of how not to be
[43:24] spiritual. Doesn't necessarily make him
[43:26] a bad politician.
[43:28] In fact, it might make him a pretty good
[43:29] one. But on the other hand, as a
[43:31] spiritual exemplar, he is a perfect
[43:33] counter example to so many teachings
[43:37] and this is one of them. Trump Ocean.
[43:43] [clears throat] He cannot understand
[43:46] this simple thing.
[43:48] What's the simple truth? Putting your
[43:51] name on a building does not change who
[43:54] you are. It doesn't make you bigger.
[43:57] Putting your name on an ocean, however
[43:59] you do that, doesn't change who you are
[44:00] or make you bigger. He can't get this
[44:04] because he's been consuming his whole
[44:06] life and his and his viewpoint is
[44:07] distorted.
[44:11] [clears throat] So
[44:13] the way around this, the way to fulfill
[44:16] our needs is not through satiety. It is
[44:20] through controlled indulgence, temperate
[44:23] indulgence.
[44:24] We have to temper this. And of course,
[44:27] this is the last thing we want to do. We
[44:29] want to bite the apple, eat the whole
[44:31] thing, swallow it all. I told this, it
[44:34] was um
[44:37] hilarious at USC a few days ago.
[44:39] Somebody asked about um this
[44:41] self-control business and I said,
[44:44] uh, you know, instead of playing video
[44:46] games, they're younger. Uh, instead of
[44:48] playing video games, you know, practice
[44:50] yoga, practice yoga. This is an
[44:52] austerity, right? The horror on his
[44:54] face. My god, that's austerity.
[44:58] uh we have this idea that self-control
[45:01] is pain
[45:03] self-denial it's a painful thing
[45:09] it is and you know I won't deny it's not
[45:12] painless but it is not a state of pain
[45:15] how do we overcome this don't just cut
[45:19] the video games off or whatever it is
[45:21] ice cream Netflix whatever our our we
[45:24] get home from work and we do something
[45:25] we had a rough day and We have our
[45:28] indulgence, coping mechanism, whatever
[45:30] you want to call it
[45:32] for, you know, the 20some age group,
[45:34] video games. I think teenagers, too. Um,
[45:40] I'm a big advocate of spiritual
[45:42] gratification delay.
[45:44] It doesn't mean you cut it off because
[45:47] that's too painful. Nobody wants to do
[45:49] that.
[45:51] What it means is you give God the first
[45:58] hour or half an hour, not less than a
[46:01] half an hour. Uh you give God the first
[46:04] half an hour after work. You come home
[46:06] and you want to do whatever you want to
[46:07] do.
[46:09] First
[46:10] give some time to God and then go do
[46:13] your thing, whatever it is.
[46:17] I say this because I've seen it work in
[46:19] my own life and the lives of others.
[46:20] It's a kind of balance, a very practical
[46:23] method of self-control that is not that
[46:26] painful. If you can just delay it for a
[46:28] half an hour while you pray and meditate
[46:30] or do your yoga practice, whatever it
[46:32] is,
[46:33] then after you're finished, what happens
[46:37] when you go to, you know, pick your
[46:38] poison and when you go to it?
[46:41] Two things. First of all, you won't feel
[46:43] so guilty about it.
[46:46] I practiced my yoga. Now I can do this.
[46:48] The second thing
[46:51] is that you somehow or other through
[46:53] this practice of yoga will begin to see
[46:56] through it. It will not have the same
[46:58] appeal that it had before.
[47:02] That's the magic of this prayer and
[47:03] meditation is that our poison that we
[47:06] need so much at the end of the day
[47:09] doesn't quite have the same appeal as it
[47:11] once did.
[47:15] So that is why this self-control isn't
[47:19] self-denial.
[47:23] We gradually outgrow these lower
[47:27] desires. They don't appeal to us as much
[47:30] as they once did. I don't have to fight
[47:32] the urge to play video games
[47:35] and a bunch of other things that I don't
[47:37] have to. And we all have things that we
[47:38] urges that we don't have to fight. We
[47:40] have certain things that just don't
[47:42] appeal to us. According to vdantic
[47:44] thinking, it's because we have already
[47:46] seen through them.
[47:48] And we have to do the same thing in this
[47:50] life. We have to see through these
[47:52] things.
[47:56] And I advocate spiritual gratification
[47:58] delay self-control. And you say, "Well,
[48:00] that doesn't really sound like what I
[48:02] want. I don't want self-control. I want
[48:04] to I want to bite the apple. I want to
[48:05] eat the whole thing. I want to play the
[48:07] video game until I rescue the princess
[48:10] or kill the dragon or whatever it is or
[48:12] shoot the bad guy, whatever. I want to
[48:13] win. I want to win. I want to have it
[48:16] all.
[48:18] But see, it doesn't work. And if you
[48:20] don't believe me, I quote psychologist,
[48:22] her name is Kelly McGonagal. She's out
[48:24] of Stanford.
[48:26] She says,
[48:29] "Studies have found that people with
[48:31] self-control
[48:32] lead better and more fulfilling lives
[48:34] than those without self-control by
[48:36] almost any metric.
[48:40] Self-control has been shown to be more
[48:42] important to academic success at
[48:44] university than intelligence."
[48:47] Kind of makes sense. You might get a
[48:49] high score on the SAT, but if you can't
[48:51] stay away from the frat parties, you're
[48:52] probably not going to make it out of
[48:53] college.
[48:56] On the other hand, if you're not so
[48:58] smart, but you can stay in the library
[48:59] on the weekends, you got a shot at it.
[49:04] [cough and clears throat]
[49:06] Self-control is more capable of
[49:08] effective leadership than charisma.
[49:10] Another one that makes sense. You have
[49:11] to respect your leader. If your leader
[49:14] throwing temper tantrums and and and has
[49:16] whatever other lack of self-control
[49:19] issues, you're going to think, "Well, I
[49:20] don't think I'm gonna follow this guy."
[49:23] you know, it doesn't matter if they're
[49:25] good-looking or whatever. If they've got
[49:27] some character flaw, you're going to
[49:29] think, "Well, this person needs to work
[49:30] on this, and I think I'll keep my
[49:31] distance."
[49:33] On the other hand, if we're steady, if
[49:35] we practice steadiness in our lives,
[49:38] balance,
[49:41] the people around us see that,
[49:44] they'll say, "Hey, this guy looks like
[49:45] he's kind of doing okay. What's he doing
[49:47] there? I think I'll try and practice
[49:49] steadiness and balance." It's a natural
[49:51] leadership.
[49:55] [clears throat]
[49:57] Self-control is more capable of of of
[50:00] where am I? Self-control is more capable
[50:02] of more important to a successful
[50:04] marriage than empathy. That's another
[50:07] one that's pretty easy to figure out. I
[50:09] mean, you got a very understanding
[50:11] husband who's a philanderer. Well,
[50:15] you know, it'd be nice to have someone
[50:16] that just didn't get into trouble.
[50:20] >> [cough]
[50:20] [clears throat]
[50:22] >> People with more self-control have
[50:24] higher self-esteem, more satisfying and
[50:26] longer relationships, better health,
[50:30] higher career advancements, and yes,
[50:32] more money. They even live longer.
[50:38] Self-control is not living the dream.
[50:42] It is the life abundant. The life
[50:44] abundant is not living the dream. The
[50:46] good life is not living the dream.
[50:49] But it is the life that brings us
[50:52] fulfillments
[50:54] and elevates us spiritually.
[51:00] See, we have this negative idea of
[51:02] religion that it's this denial thing.
[51:06] But what happens with this self-control
[51:08] practice when we see through these lower
[51:10] desires and we start to elevate our
[51:12] desires? We don't want them anymore. The
[51:14] self-control is gone. We're just not
[51:15] attracted to them anymore. We're
[51:17] attracted to something higher. This
[51:19] practice continues and continues and
[51:21] continues. We get finished with des
[51:24] lower desires one after another. Slowly
[51:28] and slowly we elevate our objective to a
[51:31] higher ideal.
[51:33] This is called probably a lot of you
[51:36] know purification of the heart. That's
[51:39] what this is. This is purification of
[51:41] the hearts. elevating our desire to a
[51:44] higher objective through temperate
[51:47] indulgence. This is what mother Lakshmi,
[51:49] the goddess of fortune, wants us to do.
[51:55] [clears throat]
[51:56] This is how we lead the good life. And
[51:58] it is not a life of repression or
[51:59] self-denial. It's a life of growth and
[52:02] satisfaction.
[52:04] It's the life abundant.
[52:08] And this purification of heart
[52:10] ultimately leads to a place where we
[52:12] want nothing but the highest.
[52:15] We have the highest possible objective
[52:18] that the human mind can conceive of
[52:20] which is God. And Christ says, "Blessed
[52:23] are the pure in heart, for they shall
[52:24] see God." And that's why
[52:27] because we have purified our intention
[52:31] over careful living for God knows how
[52:33] long. And then the grace descends on us.
[52:35] When we really want what we should want,
[52:38] what we when we want what we want to
[52:40] want,
[52:42] that's when the grace descends. That's
[52:44] when we get the fulfillments. And we
[52:45] think, okay, yeah, but
[52:50] the thing about God is I I just don't
[52:52] find him as interesting as a new car.
[52:54] See, we're we're we're conditioned. Our
[52:57] idea of God is conditioned because our
[52:58] practice of religion we find oppressive.
[53:01] We figure that that a religion that asks
[53:04] me to uh con to sort of restrain myself
[53:08] in this way, all these religions ask us
[53:10] to do this. You won't find one that
[53:11] doesn't. Well, that must be run by a god
[53:13] who wants me to restrain myself in a
[53:15] certain way. This god must be full of
[53:17] rules and regulations. And I don't think
[53:18] I want to get too involved with him
[53:20] because all of his religions are are
[53:22] troublesome and and full of regulation.
[53:24] I want freedom.
[53:27] We want freedom.
[53:30] But see what we don't understand
[53:33] is that this this life I'm not saying
[53:36] it's without work but this life of
[53:38] overcoming the lower desires means that
[53:41] we free ourselves from them. It is a
[53:44] path of freedom.
[53:47] Each desire that we conquer frees us
[53:50] from it.
[53:52] We go up and up and up in the scale of
[53:54] desire until we are perfectly free. That
[53:57] perfect freedom is what we all want. It
[54:01] is bliss. It is love.
[54:04] And as I said in the beginning, when we
[54:07] have that, we want nothing else. What is
[54:10] that love? It is a love that fills us so
[54:13] full
[54:15] that we wonder how we can function in
[54:17] this world.
[54:19] Not only do we not care about
[54:21] functioning in this world, we think we
[54:23] can't because this love is so satisfying
[54:25] and so fulfilling and so elevating.
[54:28] And if you don't take my word for it, I
[54:31] found a good quote from Swami Trigonand.
[54:33] He was one of Shriramak Krishna's
[54:35] disciples
[54:37] who uh came to this country and he spoke
[54:40] in San Francisco for many years. He
[54:43] built the temple there. Uh some of you
[54:45] have seen the old temple in San
[54:46] Francisco. Amazingly, it's the only
[54:48] structure that survived the 1906
[54:50] earthquake.
[54:52] Uh, and I think he said when he built
[54:54] it, I think he said, "If if God has put
[54:57] this together, it will stand. And if I
[54:59] have put this together, it will fall."
[55:00] And within a couple of years, I think
[55:02] after that, the earthquake struck and
[55:04] flattened everything in the city except
[55:06] the temple.
[55:09] So, that's pretty amazing. Anyway, um,
[55:12] he was lecturing. He's in a foreign
[55:14] country. He wants to know how he's
[55:15] doing. He asks one of his disciples for
[55:17] some constructive criticism
[55:20] [snorts] and uh the disciple says well
[55:22] Swami you know sometimes
[55:26] when you're up at the podium talking
[55:28] your voice kind of modulates a little
[55:30] bit it quivers and uh it's it's kind of
[55:33] hard to figure out what you're saying
[55:35] and uh so his response
[55:39] he says he's aware of the problem and he
[55:42] says I have tried my utmost to control
[55:47] But as I go on to the platform,
[55:50] my divine mother appears to me and fills
[55:54] me full of such feelings of love that I
[55:58] find it difficult to speak.
[56:02] So that is what St. Teresa of Avila is
[56:06] referring to.
[56:08] A love that fills us so full that we
[56:11] can't get the words out.
[56:14] Just try just to try and imagine that
[56:18] you are so full of love you can't catch
[56:20] your breath.
[56:22] That's the real ecstasy.
[56:25] And we come down from that state. And as
[56:28] St. Teresa said in the beginning,
[56:31] we are adorned with a courage that
[56:36] protects us from everything,
[56:40] from want of any kind. We laugh at the
[56:43] desire for money.
[56:45] All these things are just looked at as
[56:47] and we feel sorry for the people who
[56:49] think that name and fame or whatever
[56:50] else in this world are worth pursuing.
[56:56] >> [clears throat]
[56:58] >> And so we wonder perhaps
[57:01] why these crazy aesthetics sleep on beds
[57:03] of nails or or wander the earth without
[57:07] roofs
[57:10] or or jobs or knowing where their next
[57:13] meal is going to come from. We wonder
[57:15] why they do that. It's because they want
[57:18] nothing else.
[57:21] They want nothing that this world has to
[57:23] offer.
[57:25] They only want this highest bliss. No
[57:28] other joy are they interested in.
[57:32] As Sri Krishna says in the Gita, the
[57:35] mind is firm
[57:37] and the heart is so full that it hardly
[57:39] holds its love.
[57:43] That's what we want to want. That's what
[57:46] we want to pray to the goddess of
[57:48] fortune for. May we all have it on this
[57:51] holy Lakshmi puja day. May the good Lord
[57:55] bless you and keep you. May he make his
[57:57] face to shine upon you and be gracious
[57:58] unto you.
[58:01] May he lift his countenance upon you and
[58:03] give you peace.
[58:08] [snorts] May good be tied to all.
[58:13] May happiness come to all.
[58:20] May all see the face of truth.
[58:25] and be fortified with the armor of love,
[58:31] goodwill,
[58:35] joy,
[58:39] and understanding.
[58:43] Oh, peace, peace,
[58:47] peace,
[58:49] peace be unto us.
[58:55] Peace be unto all.
[59:00] Har
[59:03] to
[59:17] Awesome.
[1:00:08] Oh my god.
[1:00:30] Father
[1:01:03] is blessing.
[1:02:23] Okay. So
[1:02:26] uh oh we got a treat next Sunday you're
[1:02:29] going to like this the swami from Rhode
[1:02:31] Island he's great he's really fantastic
[1:02:34] you should come and see um Swami
[1:02:36] Yogatmanandanda
[1:02:37] uh he's going to talk about Ramakrishna
[1:02:39] in the hymn of by Vivikananda
[1:02:43] it doesn't really matter what he's going
[1:02:44] to talk about you should come and see
[1:02:45] him uh he's he's worth seeing uh anyway
[1:02:50] so of course Kali puja is coming up Um I
[1:02:53] don't know when that's this is the end
[1:02:55] of October.
[1:02:56] >> The following Sunday.
[1:02:57] >> Following Sunday. Thank you.
[1:02:59] >> November.
[1:03:00] >> Okay.
[1:03:02] Um you want to take over here? Go ahead.
[1:03:05] >> Only then we have a unscheduled karma
[1:03:07] yoga day next Saturday. We need to get
[1:03:11] our kitchen and grounds and things ready
[1:03:14] for Kali Puja. So we invite you to join
[1:03:16] us for an unscheduled according to this
[1:03:18] schedule yoga day. next this coming
[1:03:23] Saturday at 9:15 and stay for lunch.
[1:03:27] >> Stay for lunch. That means next time or
[1:03:29] today?
[1:03:31] >> Then then after,
[1:03:33] >> right? Okay. So today, um I'm going to
[1:03:36] go into the green room so we can all
[1:03:38] chat in there. Um and there's coffee and
[1:03:41] donuts out there. So feel free. So thank
[1:03:45] you all for coming. See you next time.
[1:03:49] [clears throat]