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[0:00] Thank you all for coming today.
[0:03] This is a Saturday meditation class. I
[0:06] usually do about 15 minutes of talking
[0:10] and then we start the meditation
[0:11] session.
[0:13] So, please find a seat for yourselves.
[0:16] I will start now even though there's
[0:19] still a few people just turning up.
[0:21] And one of the
[0:24] subjects that I'm talking about today is
[0:27] a lot of times
[0:29] you may read the standard teaching on
[0:33] Buddhist meditation as the Anapana Sati
[0:37] Sutta, meditation on the breath.
[0:40] And I'm just going to emphasize one
[0:42] point in that
[0:44] is that when one starts
[0:48] watching the breathing, sometimes you
[0:49] may not start intending to watch the
[0:52] breath.
[0:53] But when everything else disappears and
[0:55] vanishes
[0:57] this that's one of the last things which
[1:00] is still there.
[1:01] And a lot of times people doing breath
[1:04] meditation don't do it intentionally.
[1:07] It's just you know what happens. When
[1:10] you sit down and you're comfortable, the
[1:12] body starts to relax and you just do
[1:14] that. The next thing which happens is
[1:17] what are you watching without even
[1:19] choosing? You're breathing in and
[1:21] breathing out and that's what you watch.
[1:23] It's just automatic, not what you
[1:25] choose, but what happens.
[1:28] And because it becomes an automatic
[1:31] object of your mindfulness
[1:34] when everything else disappears
[1:37] with I'll just go back on that cuz when
[1:40] everything else disappears, you know,
[1:42] what of your busyness in life?
[1:45] What are you doing this morning? What
[1:46] are you doing this afternoon?
[1:48] And I just asked that question of
[1:50] myself. This afternoon I'm supposed to
[1:52] be organizing a Kathina ceremony
[1:56] tomorrow. You know, which is a huge
[1:58] amount of work.
[1:59] And a really big ceremony, thousands of
[2:02] people go to Bodhinyana Monastery, a
[2:03] couple of thousand anyway.
[2:06] And a big ceremony over there.
[2:08] And
[2:09] when I meditate,
[2:12] I don't think about it.
[2:13] It disappears.
[2:15] All of the burdens and worries which you
[2:18] have
[2:20] are supposed to vanish. Please let them
[2:22] vanish.
[2:24] Actually,
[2:25] I've been very good at that.
[2:27] I haven't been doing very much. I'm
[2:29] going to get in trouble.
[2:31] Am I?
[2:32] I prefer the silence and the quiet more
[2:34] than anything else.
[2:36] So, I let go of all my duties
[2:38] of the past
[2:40] and the future
[2:42] so I can just relax right here in this
[2:45] present moment.
[2:47] It's the first part of the meditation,
[2:49] letting go of stuff,
[2:51] like past and future.
[2:53] When you let go of stuff,
[2:56] you realize you don't have to do stuff.
[2:59] Then you get more quiet.
[3:02] The next thing which happens when you're
[3:03] quiet, now what do I do?
[3:07] When those things you normally think
[3:09] about
[3:10] and obsess with
[3:12] pass away,
[3:14] then you can be aware of
[3:16] a little thing like your breathing.
[3:19] When I was a student
[3:21] uh so many years ago,
[3:23] that's what I was told.
[3:26] And it became quite interesting to still
[3:28] put aside a week to go on a retreat.
[3:30] And they just said, "Watch your
[3:32] breathing."
[3:33] Can you watch your breath give it
[3:35] importance?
[3:36] When I started watching my breath go in
[3:39] and my breath go out, just that.
[3:42] And then the next thing I noticed
[3:45] is more than just watching your breath
[3:47] go in
[3:48] or your breath go out.
[3:50] It was actually watching from the very
[3:52] beginning
[3:54] of an in-breath
[3:56] to the end of the in-breath, the
[3:57] beginning of an out-breath to the end of
[3:59] the out-breath.
[4:00] You're becoming more aware of what you
[4:03] were doing.
[4:05] I don't know how much you understand of
[4:07] this because many of you do. You've been
[4:10] coming here for a long time.
[4:12] So, it's just like you're watching your
[4:14] finger
[4:15] go from the left to the right
[4:18] and from the right to the left.
[4:21] Okay, you say this is the right and
[4:23] that's the left, but as you see it.
[4:26] And when it passes by for the first time
[4:28] when you're watching the breath, you
[4:29] just you see it pass.
[4:32] And after a while you see it from the
[4:33] very beginning
[4:35] when it begins
[4:37] to come in
[4:39] and
[4:40] eventually stops coming in,
[4:42] pauses, and then starts to go out.
[4:46] Let's see it right to the very end. You
[4:49] see the whole process
[4:51] of something like your breathing.
[4:54] I'm not sure how many of you understand
[4:57] this because I've been over on retreat
[5:00] for the last 3 months.
[5:01] >> [snorts]
[5:02] >> So, this is the first talk back here in
[5:04] Nollamara. Look at many of you. You've
[5:06] been meditating for a long time.
[5:08] This is what you do.
[5:10] You It's natural. You go closer to the
[5:12] breath.
[5:13] See it from the very beginning to the
[5:15] very end.
[5:17] That's called like the whole of the
[5:20] breath meditation.
[5:23] And when you see the whole of the breath
[5:25] as you're meditating,
[5:27] quite naturally, you're not doing
[5:30] anything else.
[5:31] You're not controlling what you're
[5:33] watching. It becomes natural,
[5:37] calm, and peaceful.
[5:40] So, that's what you know happened to me.
[5:42] You can see the whole of the breath
[5:44] beginning to end.
[5:46] It's really really really really
[5:47] peaceful.
[5:49] Other thing which you notice, your
[5:51] awareness gets stronger and stronger.
[5:56] You don't fall asleep
[5:58] because it's kind of interesting. If you
[6:01] do get a little bit bored, you'll have
[6:04] someone like your teacher like me
[6:07] just asking you, which is longest?
[6:11] The space between the in-breath so
[6:16] and the out-breath
[6:17] or the space between the out-breath and
[6:19] the in-breath?
[6:20] Which takes more time? You finish
[6:22] breathing in
[6:25] and you just naturally wait until the
[6:27] body decides to breathe out.
[6:30] You breathe out and then you wait
[6:33] until the body starts to breathe in
[6:35] again.
[6:36] Which is the longest?
[6:39] It kind of makes it a tiny bit
[6:41] interesting.
[6:42] These are the tricks of the meditation
[6:45] instructions to make you a little bit
[6:47] more aware so you don't fall asleep
[6:49] because what happens afterwards
[6:52] you start to
[6:54] feel the the beauty and delight in the
[6:57] breath.
[6:58] It happens naturally.
[7:01] It's not you decide to do it or you're
[7:03] incapable of doing it. It happens all by
[7:06] itself. Why?
[7:09] It happens by itself because
[7:12] you naturally turn from watching the
[7:15] feeling of the breath
[7:18] to watching how your mind watches the
[7:21] breath.
[7:23] You're actually changing
[7:25] the
[7:26] vehicle of perception.
[7:29] I'm saying this. I'm not sure how much
[7:31] of you understand this is some of you I
[7:34] know would be able to
[7:37] because it starts to look beautiful.
[7:41] And it looks beautiful. What you're
[7:42] actually doing
[7:44] is you're changing the perception from
[7:47] feeling the breath
[7:49] to knowing the breath.
[7:52] Seeing through a different perception.
[7:55] The Buddha called it the uh from the
[7:57] body
[7:58] sankhara
[8:00] to the mind sankhara.
[8:02] Seeing through a different sense. And
[8:04] that different sense you can be much
[8:07] more mindful.
[8:08] Much more aware.
[8:11] You watch the breath going in
[8:13] and it's beautiful.
[8:16] You watch it going out
[8:18] and it's delightful.
[8:21] And I always like to just finish
[8:24] teaching a retreat to the Singaporeans
[8:27] over in Jhana Grove. I'd like to point
[8:29] that out
[8:31] because why is it
[8:33] that when people do meditation a lot
[8:37] they start to feel so much joy
[8:39] and happiness.
[8:41] Honestly, it's one of the nicest things
[8:43] you can ever do.
[8:45] And why you get all these incredible
[8:47] experiences
[8:48] which I love talking about.
[8:52] Like the beautiful clump of bamboo
[8:54] is one of those stories I said on Friday
[8:57] or the
[8:58] beautiful contents of the toilet bowl
[9:02] which is totally crazy for many people.
[9:06] But once you start to get into the
[9:07] meditation, whatever you look at
[9:10] starts to have an extra special beauty
[9:13] to it.
[9:15] They're like artwork.
[9:18] Have you been to art galleries?
[9:21] Why is it that sometimes you can see so
[9:24] much beauty there
[9:26] and other people can't see?
[9:29] It's still the same painting.
[9:33] All it is is after a while your mind
[9:36] kind of opens up and gets more joyful.
[9:39] And eventually
[9:41] when you would look at how the Buddha
[9:43] taught meditation
[9:46] the breath is just one of the first
[9:48] little vehicles.
[9:50] Soon the breath vanishes
[9:53] and then you see a lot of joy and
[9:54] delight in the mind.
[9:57] You see what I keep calling the
[9:59] nimittas. Please, I sorry for using the
[10:04] the Pali word how the Buddha taught it.
[10:07] But a nimitta is this beautiful light
[10:09] which appears in the mind.
[10:12] And it's gorgeous.
[10:14] You see that because the mind is still
[10:16] enough.
[10:17] And once you start seeing this beautiful
[10:19] light is in the mind in meditation,
[10:22] it's a sign that you're really getting
[10:23] somewhere in this practice of
[10:25] meditation.
[10:27] It gives you enormous joy and happiness.
[10:30] And it's like you're seeing a light.
[10:33] It's not a light because you're just not
[10:36] seeing it with your eyes.
[10:38] You're seeing this with your mind.
[10:41] For many of you, if you ever go on a
[10:42] retreat with me,
[10:45] uh uh we hold our retreats in Jhana
[10:47] Grove Meditation Center.
[10:49] And in that retreat center,
[10:52] you will see the windows in the hall
[10:56] are so high up.
[10:59] And you may notice the shutters
[11:02] on three of those sides.
[11:05] And any one of those sides where the sun
[11:09] is able to come through,
[11:12] we put shutters to make sure the sun
[11:15] can't shine in your eyes
[11:18] anywhere in that meditation hall.
[11:22] I designed that and made sure they put
[11:24] those shutters up
[11:25] because sometimes when you're
[11:27] meditating,
[11:28] you think, "Oh my goodness, someone's
[11:30] shining a light in my eye."
[11:32] They're not.
[11:34] You're seeing that by yourself.
[11:37] And because of the design of the hall,
[11:40] you can point out to office, "It's
[11:42] impossible. They're not shining a light
[11:43] in your eye."
[11:45] This is your nimitta arising for the
[11:47] first
[11:49] or couple of times.
[11:52] A good example of that
[11:54] is because I teach it and people get
[11:56] used to the concept of it.
[11:58] There's one of the ladies from
[12:00] Singapore. That she was very happy.
[12:02] She says a couple of days Well, no,
[12:04] that's three or four days ago now.
[12:06] She saw this beautiful light. She'd seen
[12:08] it before,
[12:09] but it's really brilliant and the time
[12:11] in in I think 10 years almost.
[12:15] Her meditation she started to really get
[12:16] into meditation again. It's getting
[12:18] stronger again.
[12:20] It's a beautiful experiences.
[12:22] And you can stay there for a long period
[12:24] of time.
[12:27] Sometimes when I teach meditation
[12:29] retreat,
[12:30] it's for many days.
[12:33] So sometimes on these retreats, [snorts]
[12:36] like a good example
[12:38] is uh
[12:39] uh
[12:39] Hong Kong Buddhists.
[12:42] And I gave this retreat to them a year
[12:45] ago.
[12:47] And on that retreat,
[12:49] I told them what was going to happen.
[12:52] And to some of them, they experienced
[12:53] it.
[12:55] Some of them there's a lady
[12:57] who was sitting outside.
[13:00] We have this beautiful little stupa
[13:02] there, like a monument.
[13:05] And sitting outside almost all night.
[13:09] And in the morning,
[13:11] the organizer of the retreat tried to
[13:14] wake her
[13:15] and tell her come now to the end of the
[13:18] retreat ceremony.
[13:21] And unfortunately,
[13:23] she didn't move.
[13:26] Unfortunately,
[13:28] the organizer of the retreat knew she
[13:32] wasn't dead.
[13:33] She was just in a deep meditation.
[13:36] And that's what happens.
[13:38] So, the next thing she came over and
[13:41] said, "I can't get her to move.
[13:43] What should I do?"
[13:45] And I told her,
[13:47] "Just go back there and tell her softly
[13:50] and kindly,
[13:52] it's time to come out of the
[13:54] meditation.
[13:56] And I jump on call to to come to the
[13:58] monastery."
[14:01] And then she drove over there to tell
[14:03] this to this lady.
[14:05] And the lady never responded. And I
[14:07] said, "Of course not. It takes a while
[14:10] for the message to be acted upon.
[14:12] You're going really, really slow
[14:14] motion."
[14:16] And of course about 10 or 15 minutes
[14:18] later
[14:19] she came into the hall in Bodhinyana
[14:21] Monastery.
[14:23] She come out of the retreat and just
[14:24] took her a little time to walk over.
[14:28] That's what happens
[14:29] when you get so deep in the meditation
[14:32] you start to get to nimitta stages.
[14:35] You've kind of left the world for a
[14:37] while.
[14:39] And it means you're really peaceful. You
[14:41] never regret it.
[14:43] If there's any health problems, you get
[14:45] so healthier.
[14:47] If there's any other problems, you get
[14:48] so more joyful.
[14:51] You're training the mind in deep
[14:53] meditation.
[14:55] And the deep meditation is not just for
[14:58] monks and nuns.
[15:00] It's for you as well.
[15:02] That's what happens.
[15:04] So, I just gave a a deeper talk today.
[15:08] Simply because
[15:10] uh
[15:11] next week and the week after and the
[15:14] week after that, I will not be here.
[15:17] I'm going uh traveling over to a
[15:19] conference in Poland. And that's
[15:22] followed by teaching retreat in UK.
[15:26] So, those who really interested
[15:28] this meditation goes incredibly deep.
[15:32] From just feeling things like the
[15:34] breathing
[15:36] to seeing the breath and it's gorgeous.
[15:39] For seeing the beautiful lights in the
[15:40] mind
[15:42] and be free from this body of yours.
[15:45] >> [snorts]
[15:47] >> As long as you want and come back again
[15:49] you're much better.
[15:51] Okay?
[15:53] You can think of any questions
[15:55] for later
[15:57] because now it's 3:20
[15:59] and I was uh 3:15 according to this
[16:02] clock. I'm going to pull what time it
[16:03] is, but let's do at least half an hour
[16:05] meditation
[16:07] or 40 minutes. Is that good?
[16:10] Okay. So, now I'll be quiet.
[16:13] And then
[16:15] sit as comfortably as you can.
[16:18] I hope those chairs are comfortable
[16:21] enough.
[16:22] If
[16:24] uh
[16:25] there's one chair which is not being
[16:27] used right now.
[16:30] Honestly, that's a very comfortable
[16:32] chair.
[16:33] If anybody wants to use the armchair
[16:35] here.
[16:36] And sometimes there's one person smart
[16:39] enough
[16:41] to use that. They're not here today, but
[16:42] anyone who wants to also use it is
[16:45] really comfortable. You can as a point
[16:49] of having a nice meditation chair. You
[16:52] need to lean against something, please
[16:54] lean against it.
[16:57] So the body can relax. That's one thing
[17:00] you don't have to worry about.
[17:02] So
[17:04] please
[17:05] get a comfortable posture
[17:07] and then close the eyes.
[17:22] >> [snorts]
[17:44] [snorts]
[17:51] [snorts]
[18:07] >> With the eyes closed
[18:11] what are you thinking about?
[18:14] Whatever duties or responsibilities
[18:18] you have to perform later
[18:21] please know that now is not later.
[18:26] So, just let it pass away for a while.
[18:33] You don't have to think about it.
[18:36] So, let it go.
[18:39] And if there's anything in the past,
[18:43] even earlier today which you're thinking
[18:45] about,
[18:47] also
[18:48] it's not useful
[18:50] to worry about it now.
[18:53] Whatever happened in the past,
[18:57] all you have of left of it is memory.
[19:00] And a lot of times,
[19:03] one's own memory is distorted.
[19:07] So, please let it go.
[19:15] So, all you have is this present moment.
[19:20] See if you can make it comfortable.
[19:25] We don't practice endurance.
[19:29] We practice enjoyment.
[19:34] So, right now, how can you make your
[19:36] body more comfortable?
[19:43] In order to make my body more
[19:44] comfortable right now,
[19:48] I'm aware of it.
[19:51] And I know it so well.
[19:53] Been meditating for years.
[19:56] I know how
[19:58] to move my legs or my butt,
[20:01] my back, my head, my arms.
[20:05] So, you feel
[20:07] comfortably relaxed.
[20:15] And once it is comfortably relaxed,
[20:22] I look at the comfort.
[20:26] I start to become precipient
[20:29] of the joy.
[20:34] Right now,
[20:36] I can feel my body for
[20:38] as you don't want me to do anything
[20:40] else.
[20:41] No.
[20:44] Relax to the max.
[20:47] And feel the wonderful feeling
[20:49] of freedom.
[20:52] Freedom not to do.
[21:01] And I find parts of my body
[21:04] which may be sore.
[21:06] I don't look at those parts.
[21:09] I find other parts of my body which feel
[21:11] to be joyful.
[21:17] So, I'm aware
[21:19] of the freedom
[21:22] that meditation is starting to grant me.
[21:29] And after a while
[21:31] of preparation,
[21:34] those of you who think you're ready for
[21:36] it,
[21:38] the breathing is there.
[21:42] You never choose the length of the
[21:45] breath,
[21:47] the shortness of the breath.
[21:50] You just whatever breath
[21:53] you're experiencing right now.
[21:58] You just know it.
[22:02] And after a while,
[22:05] you know more of it
[22:08] from beginning to end.
[22:11] You become like a musician.
[22:14] You're not just playing this note to
[22:16] that note.
[22:19] You get so aware of your instrument.
[22:22] You know it when it first move to pluck
[22:25] the string.
[22:28] And how hard and how long that one pluck
[22:31] means.
[22:33] And how to stop it afterwards.
[22:38] What for many people is just a pluck
[22:40] pluck pluck
[22:42] becomes a pull ah.
[22:47] You see more.
[22:52] And those of you who remember what I
[22:54] said,
[22:56] you get to know
[22:58] which is the longest.
[23:01] The time when your breathing in
[23:04] stops.
[23:07] And the breathing out is yet to start.
[23:11] Or the breathing out stops.
[23:14] And then the breathing in begins.
[23:18] Naturally.
[23:21] And if you be start
[23:23] and continue you just watching the
[23:25] breath
[23:26] so clearly.
[23:30] The joy starts to arise.
[23:33] You don't watch the breathing with
[23:35] force.
[23:37] You watch the breathing because it's
[23:39] beautiful.
[23:41] Like seeing the full moon in the sky at
[23:44] night.
[23:51] I will be quiet to now.
[26:34] >> Mhm.
[28:36] >> Mhm.
[32:42] >> Mhm.
[34:44] >> Mhm.
[36:47] >> Mhm.
[38:49] >> Oh.
[40:52] >> Mhm.
[42:55] >> Hey.
[44:57] >> Mhm.
[47:00] >> Hey.
[49:02] >> Mhm.
[51:05] >> Hey.
[53:08] >> Mhm.
[55:10] >> Mhm.
[55:35] >> How do you feel?
[55:39] What's it like inside?
[55:51] And see if you can invite your mind very
[55:53] gently
[55:56] to slowly
[56:01] come out from the meditation.
[56:04] But also
[56:06] how did that go?
[56:09] How do you feel?
[56:12] How peaceful
[56:14] was that?
[56:18] And when you're ready
[56:20] open your eyes.
[56:38] Thank you.
[56:45] Thank you all.
[56:51] We have a couple of questions
[56:53] from those watching online first of all.
[56:58] And the first question I guess you had
[57:01] time
[57:02] to get the mind
[57:04] back working again.
[57:06] So you may ask a question if If want.
[57:10] The question
[57:12] is from Germany.
[57:14] The monk was with me this morning.
[57:17] Uh he's also in German office.
[57:22] Dear Ajahn, I follow you for years.
[57:26] Of course your help.
[57:28] But how
[57:31] how come that my meditation is more more
[57:33] difficult
[57:34] after several operations?
[57:37] I got nervous and tight,
[57:39] but want peace.
[57:41] If you've had several operations
[57:45] and your body is a little weak,
[57:48] I say weak because it's been hurt,
[57:52] then look at your body
[57:54] and grant it peace.
[57:57] Be kinder to your body.
[58:00] And once you're kind to your body,
[58:04] you can be surprised
[58:06] just how your body will relax
[58:09] >> [snorts]
[58:09] >> and become really really really
[58:11] peaceful.
[58:14] It's a strange thing, the interaction
[58:16] between the body and the mind.
[58:20] After a while,
[58:22] you think that the meditation is more
[58:24] difficult.
[58:27] But after a while, when you learn how to
[58:29] include
[58:31] the body,
[58:32] sometimes what you do, you feel the
[58:35] aches and pains in the body or the the
[58:37] tension in the body,
[58:39] focus on that, relax it to the max.
[58:43] And the body relaxes so much,
[58:46] then the mind becomes very peaceful as
[58:48] well.
[58:54] This is Tom
[58:55] in Czechoslovakia.
[58:58] Dear Ajahn, in meditation when the mind
[59:00] is sometimes too active,
[59:02] should we try to calm it down with
[59:04] breath etc.
[59:06] or rather watch it passively
[59:08] even when the thoughts do not stop?
[59:11] If you do do it passively, properly,
[59:15] the thoughts usually do stop.
[59:18] And when you are watching the mind,
[59:21] every now and again you see moments or
[59:23] many moments of peace.
[59:26] Those are the moments you watch.
[59:28] And after a while the peace just grows.
[59:32] A lot of times we've been trained
[59:35] to see in distraction,
[59:39] movement.
[59:40] Now we do the opposite.
[59:42] We notice in our mind there's moments of
[59:45] peace.
[59:46] The moments where we're a little bit
[59:48] more calm than usual.
[59:50] And that's
[59:52] what teaches us how to be more and more
[59:54] calm.
[59:56] Another one from Germany.
[1:00:00] This is when pity is coming. That's the
[1:00:02] joy in a meditation.
[1:00:05] Where does attention go?
[1:00:09] Thanks Adam. So glad to have you back.
[1:00:12] See you in
[1:00:13] the UK where I'm going in a week or
[1:00:15] two's time.
[1:00:18] Uh where when pity is coming, where does
[1:00:20] the attention go?
[1:00:22] You learn in meditation to see if you
[1:00:24] can do nothing.
[1:00:27] In other words, when it's coming, just
[1:00:29] you let it come.
[1:00:30] If the mind is not strong enough yet for
[1:00:33] the pity, the joy to come and establish
[1:00:36] itself,
[1:00:37] then just let it disappear.
[1:00:40] You don't do things.
[1:00:42] You learn this beautiful passivity
[1:00:46] where you just sit there and watch.
[1:00:49] I know many times
[1:00:51] when I was young meditating, you watch
[1:00:53] the pity
[1:00:55] is about to come
[1:00:56] and you got excited, you did things,
[1:00:59] and it just spoiled the whole process of
[1:01:01] meditation.
[1:01:03] But other times
[1:01:05] you just were relaxed.
[1:01:08] So relaxed that sometimes the pity, the
[1:01:10] joy, the nimitta came and it was
[1:01:12] beautiful.
[1:01:14] And it got more beautiful.
[1:01:16] Other times
[1:01:18] you were just you interacted
[1:01:21] too much.
[1:01:23] Please be passive.
[1:01:26] And sometimes you say, "Well, it didn't
[1:01:27] work. The pity never lasted that long."
[1:01:31] But remember, you don't just meditate
[1:01:33] once in your lifetime.
[1:01:36] Sometimes you do it every day
[1:01:38] or once a week.
[1:01:40] And little by little you get closer.
[1:01:43] And there come days
[1:01:46] when just you you're so peaceful.
[1:01:49] The pity comes. You don't do anything
[1:01:51] with it. The joy comes. And it gets
[1:01:53] stronger and stronger and stronger.
[1:01:56] And sometimes you think, "Well, what did
[1:01:58] I do?"
[1:02:00] You'll find out that it's a patience
[1:02:04] which you did.
[1:02:06] You had this wonderful waiting.
[1:02:10] And it's worth it.
[1:02:14] And from
[1:02:16] I have time.
[1:02:18] From
[1:02:21] to what to you. Please help.
[1:02:23] In meditation I have strong pain.
[1:02:25] And after my muscles have strong and
[1:02:28] sudden movement like an epilepsy.
[1:02:31] Then I need a while to get out of
[1:02:33] meditation. I can't even open my eyes.
[1:02:36] What is that?
[1:02:38] I'm not quite sure. But usually if you
[1:02:41] start experiencing unpleasant feelings
[1:02:43] in your body when you are meditating,
[1:02:46] please move.
[1:02:49] In other words, sometimes you haven't
[1:02:51] got into a good posture at the beginning
[1:02:54] of the meditation.
[1:02:56] I always remember that. And sometimes I
[1:02:58] do that and kind of
[1:03:01] overdo it
[1:03:03] cuz I want people to see.
[1:03:05] Even I have to move at the beginning of
[1:03:07] the meditation sometimes.
[1:03:10] But usually as the meditation goes
[1:03:12] deeper,
[1:03:13] you understand how to make use
[1:03:16] of the pain in the body and make your
[1:03:17] body more relaxed.
[1:03:20] Look at how I'm sitting now.
[1:03:22] One of my
[1:03:24] feet is pointing that way.
[1:03:26] It's very comfortable.
[1:03:28] On this this morning or this afternoon,
[1:03:31] sorry.
[1:03:32] You don't always sit like this.
[1:03:33] Sometimes you have your your legs
[1:03:35] crossed.
[1:03:37] It's just now today that seems to be the
[1:03:39] best for me.
[1:03:41] So, when it gets to the comfort of your
[1:03:43] body,
[1:03:44] please be prepared to adjust it
[1:03:47] more at the beginning than in the later
[1:03:50] parts of meditation.
[1:03:53] And if you keep adjusting, your body
[1:03:55] never gets that tense and tired.
[1:03:59] And I think that's one of the the
[1:04:00] problems that
[1:04:02] lady was feeling.
[1:04:04] That strong pain.
[1:04:07] If you have strong pain, there must be
[1:04:08] some problem with your body.
[1:04:11] And if it gets really strong pain, then
[1:04:14] you find out that maybe you're sitting
[1:04:16] in an unpleasant situation.
[1:04:19] I keep on mentioning this story as well.
[1:04:22] I don't know if you should mention it,
[1:04:24] but it's so true.
[1:04:26] 51 years ago,
[1:04:28] when I was started off as a monk in
[1:04:31] Thailand,
[1:04:32] I had a very such a bad fever
[1:04:35] that I went to a hospital, which was
[1:04:38] really unpleasant in those days.
[1:04:41] Because number one, no one knew
[1:04:44] what was causing my problem.
[1:04:46] And even though people were being as
[1:04:48] kind as they could, it was a remote part
[1:04:51] of Thailand, and the resources just
[1:04:54] weren't there to help you very much.
[1:04:57] So, my uh
[1:04:59] body got weaker and weaker and weaker.
[1:05:02] And just that
[1:05:04] the tension and the fevers got worse and
[1:05:09] worse and worse.
[1:05:10] And then eventually
[1:05:13] I remembered
[1:05:15] let's try meditation. But how can you
[1:05:17] meditate during the middle of a fever?
[1:05:20] How can you meditate when the body feels
[1:05:22] like it just wants to go to sleep?
[1:05:25] But I tried that anyway.
[1:05:28] And then I was in one of the most weird
[1:05:31] postures I could ever imagine.
[1:05:34] One leg one way. I was on the bed.
[1:05:37] On my back. One leg was one way, one leg
[1:05:40] was another way.
[1:05:41] One arm over here, another arm another
[1:05:43] direction.
[1:05:45] But it felt pleasant.
[1:05:49] I wasn't following the books.
[1:05:52] I wasn't following what I was told to
[1:05:54] do.
[1:05:55] I just relaxed and was aware of my body
[1:05:58] enough
[1:05:59] to get it comfortable.
[1:06:01] My body disappeared.
[1:06:03] And I went into a beautiful meditation.
[1:06:06] And it was so wonderful
[1:06:09] that you know, having been in the
[1:06:10] hospital and not slept that well
[1:06:13] for weeks. I think I was in there about
[1:06:15] three or four weeks.
[1:06:17] And then having a beautiful experience
[1:06:18] like that was such a relief.
[1:06:22] You could not do that by following a
[1:06:25] usual posture.
[1:06:27] Sitting up or crossing your legs was
[1:06:29] impossible.
[1:06:31] So I did it another way.
[1:06:34] I followed just how I felt.
[1:06:37] And it worked.
[1:06:39] And that's the end of the fever.
[1:06:43] The last time I really got sick.
[1:06:46] It does actually work.
[1:06:48] But don't say don't feel what am I
[1:06:50] supposed to do?
[1:06:53] What do you feel like doing?
[1:06:55] How is your body? How can you relax it
[1:06:58] to the max?
[1:07:00] In that case,
[1:07:01] that was the best I could possibly do.
[1:07:04] And it worked.
[1:07:07] So that's with meditation. Don't just
[1:07:11] follow what other people say.
[1:07:14] Just not not on the specifics of it, but
[1:07:17] the basis of it, the essence of it.
[1:07:19] How do you relax your body?
[1:07:22] If you feel a lot of pain,
[1:07:24] see if you can move it one way.
[1:07:27] The pain doesn't disappear.
[1:07:29] Then just
[1:07:31] relax.
[1:07:33] And after a while, the pain does
[1:07:35] disappear.
[1:07:40] Please excuse me, but this was one of
[1:07:42] the other experiences I had as a young
[1:07:44] monk.
[1:07:45] It was not just a fever, but a
[1:07:52] But it was a very bad toothache which
[1:07:54] kept me awake all night.
[1:07:56] And this was in those simple
[1:07:58] monasteries.
[1:08:00] I got up. I walked. I tried to sit
[1:08:02] meditation. I couldn't do it.
[1:08:04] I went to the medicine cabinet. They had
[1:08:06] a medicine cabinet there with a big red
[1:08:08] cross on it.
[1:08:10] And I opened the medicine cabinet. It
[1:08:12] was empty.
[1:08:14] And so I was really stuck. They had no
[1:08:17] no antibiotics, no
[1:08:20] um
[1:08:21] panadol
[1:08:22] or aspirin or anything.
[1:08:25] And so you had this im- unbearable pain
[1:08:28] which got worse and worse and worse.
[1:08:31] And then when I tried chanting, that
[1:08:33] didn't work.
[1:08:35] I was shouting out the chant.
[1:08:38] And I thought if I carry on like this,
[1:08:39] I'll wake the whole monastery up.
[1:08:42] So you got to a point.
[1:08:45] And I love this little insight which
[1:08:47] came up. Actually, a big insight.
[1:08:50] It was like you could not move forward.
[1:08:54] You could not move back, and you
[1:08:56] couldn't stay still.
[1:08:59] In other words, you were out of all
[1:09:01] options. You tried everything.
[1:09:03] There's nothing you could do.
[1:09:05] If you've ever been in those situations,
[1:09:08] please remember.
[1:09:10] If you can't do anything,
[1:09:12] let go.
[1:09:15] You've heard that from monks like me
[1:09:18] before.
[1:09:19] And from nuns. And from other wise
[1:09:22] teachers in the world.
[1:09:24] But this, you know the words.
[1:09:27] You do it.
[1:09:30] It's a
[1:09:31] an honestly
[1:09:33] and I recall those memories cuz when
[1:09:35] it's something which is powerful, even
[1:09:37] if such a long time ago, you remember
[1:09:39] them so clearly.
[1:09:42] Let go.
[1:09:44] That's what I did.
[1:09:47] Fantastically
[1:09:49] one moment you're in unbearable pain.
[1:09:54] And it was.
[1:09:55] And the next moment
[1:09:57] the pain poof
[1:09:59] vanished.
[1:10:01] And you're in bliss.
[1:10:03] I could not believe
[1:10:05] how quickly it changed from something
[1:10:07] which was driving me crazy
[1:10:10] to beautiful happiness.
[1:10:13] So much so
[1:10:14] I didn't really feel like going to bed
[1:10:17] and just getting in half an hour rest.
[1:10:21] But I did.
[1:10:23] And I went to sleep.
[1:10:25] When I woke up in about half an hour, 45
[1:10:27] minutes later
[1:10:29] I had a toothache.
[1:10:31] It was aching but nowhere near as much
[1:10:33] as it was the night before.
[1:10:37] Please, your mind is very powerful.
[1:10:40] Whoever asked that question
[1:10:43] that's what I would try.
[1:10:45] Just a simple suggestion.
[1:10:47] 100%
[1:10:50] and let go.
[1:10:54] Anyway
[1:10:55] those are the questions from
[1:10:57] the people overseas or the people
[1:11:00] interstate.
[1:11:02] So thank you for asking those questions.
[1:11:05] Now, any questions from the people here?
[1:11:09] About the meditation.
[1:11:17] Anyone have a question or a comment?
[1:11:22] Yeah, thank you. Yeah.
[1:11:23] >> I have a question.
[1:11:26] With your do meditation,
[1:11:28] if you imagine that
[1:11:30] >> The
[1:11:31] >> maybe. Thank you.
[1:11:34] >> In my meditation, yeah?
[1:11:35] >> Sometimes when I'm meditating,
[1:11:39] I might do breath meditation, but
[1:11:40] sometimes I might do one where
[1:11:42] it feels like
[1:11:45] my mind is going bigger and bigger and
[1:11:48] bigger.
[1:11:49] And that helps me then be more peaceful
[1:11:52] and focus on the breath and it's like a
[1:11:54] horizon.
[1:11:56] >> Great.
[1:11:56] >> Is that something that you
[1:11:58] >> Brilliant.
[1:11:59] Yes. I don't always do the breath
[1:12:01] meditation.
[1:12:03] But if you're giving a talk and trying
[1:12:05] to describe something,
[1:12:07] you describe one aspect of the
[1:12:09] meditation.
[1:12:11] And the main reason I said about the
[1:12:13] breath meditation is something which I
[1:12:16] rarely do. And I thought I should do
[1:12:18] more.
[1:12:20] Which is to see just how during the
[1:12:22] meditation you start with feelings and
[1:12:24] even the feeling of the breathing.
[1:12:26] Physical.
[1:12:28] And that disappears and then you know
[1:12:29] the breath.
[1:12:31] That becomes so much easier to meditate.
[1:12:34] So much joyful.
[1:12:38] >> Thank you.
[1:12:39] >> I just have something. Thank you.
[1:12:41] Whatever
[1:12:42] you imagine to be and it feels good and
[1:12:45] peaceful and helpful,
[1:12:47] separation from you
[1:12:49] and whatever you're watching,
[1:12:52] a distance,
[1:12:54] like on the horizon.
[1:12:56] Or your your mind becomes huge.
[1:12:59] Imagine it not just huge, but
[1:13:01] beautifully huge.
[1:13:03] Because no, what you're describing
[1:13:05] there, you can't know the breath like
[1:13:08] that for physical or the the feeling
[1:13:10] like the mind like that through feeling.
[1:13:13] You're actually changing to the mental
[1:13:15] perception of the breath. Of the mental
[1:13:18] perception of the mind.
[1:13:21] And that gives you enormous credit.
[1:13:25] You make it all beautiful,
[1:13:27] bright,
[1:13:28] full of energy.
[1:13:33] Thank you.
[1:13:36] Yes.
[1:13:38] Okay.
[1:13:42] You sometimes see if you have to leave,
[1:13:44] please leave.
[1:13:46] Yes.
[1:13:47] >> When you said um relaxed to the max you
[1:13:50] went it through it last night
[1:13:52] and you're relaxing to the max and
[1:13:54] there's you got the pleasant feeling and
[1:13:56] then
[1:13:57] sometimes I feel I feel that there's
[1:13:59] something that's
[1:14:00] I'm relaxing to the max and there's
[1:14:02] something that's not fully letting go.
[1:14:03] Like I'm going quite deep and there's
[1:14:05] thing I feel like I should go further
[1:14:07] and then it's like ah
[1:14:09] and it's like a pause and then there's
[1:14:13] What is this thing that has to relax
[1:14:15] more? Like it's it's like
[1:14:16] >> I think one of those ones which needs to
[1:14:18] relax more is a feeling you should relax
[1:14:21] more.
[1:14:23] You know that feeling we always have
[1:14:26] about we can do better.
[1:14:29] That's pretty good for now.
[1:14:32] So, sometimes even I say that, okay,
[1:14:34] this is good enough. For example, even
[1:14:36] I'm supposed to be a teacher
[1:14:38] even I'm supposed to be experienced and
[1:14:39] describe things.
[1:14:41] This is enough.
[1:14:43] As soon as I do that
[1:14:45] I let go.
[1:14:48] And then you amaze yourself with all
[1:14:50] these things which you experience.
[1:14:53] >> [snorts]
[1:14:54] >> So, be prepared
[1:14:56] for wonderful time.
[1:15:02] Honestly, thank you. Okay.
[1:15:09] Is there anybody else
[1:15:11] have a question I wish to ask?
[1:15:14] Sometimes, as usual, things don't
[1:15:17] change.
[1:15:18] A few people, thank you so much, ask
[1:15:21] questions
[1:15:23] in public.
[1:15:25] Others
[1:15:26] you wait till we're all finished and
[1:15:28] then you queue up in front of me.
[1:15:32] I got great thank you for that.
[1:15:35] Another question, yeah.
[1:15:37] >> Ajahn Brahm, with the breath, sometimes
[1:15:40] um
[1:15:42] like I feel like
[1:15:44] the breath like hooks me too much. Like
[1:15:47] I'm
[1:15:48] >> Yeah.
[1:15:48] >> it I feel like I get stuck on the breath
[1:15:51] and
[1:15:52] when I
[1:15:53] like I don't know, focus on meta or
[1:15:57] loving kindness,
[1:15:58] >> Yeah.
[1:15:59] >> somehow that makes me feel let go, but
[1:16:03] if I do the breath, it seems to bring me
[1:16:06] into my body more.
[1:16:08] >> Okay, fair enough.
[1:16:08] >> So, I wonder what I'm doing wrong there.
[1:16:11] >> Yeah, that's just when you're watching
[1:16:13] the breath,
[1:16:14] you don't allow it to disappear and be
[1:16:18] actually watched by the mind instead of
[1:16:20] by the body.
[1:16:22] You know, when I start the breath
[1:16:24] meditation,
[1:16:25] uh I'm aware of the body,
[1:16:28] but not the body of the breath,
[1:16:31] but it's really physical.
[1:16:33] But then I just keep watching and I'm my
[1:16:36] body knows what to do. It just lets go.
[1:16:38] And you see the breath through your
[1:16:40] mind.
[1:16:41] And it feels so much different, so much
[1:16:44] easier.
[1:16:46] And
[1:16:47] I was just saying about physical
[1:16:49] feelings.
[1:16:50] You know, they At the beginning of my
[1:16:51] meditation this time, I've got an
[1:16:54] irritable throat. It's not a uh
[1:16:57] it's not a
[1:16:59] uh
[1:17:00] what do you call a disease or anything?
[1:17:02] It's just when a tiny part of my throat
[1:17:05] gets a bit irritated, you start
[1:17:07] coughing.
[1:17:08] And you heard me if you were listening
[1:17:11] or looking at me.
[1:17:13] There's nothing wrong. All I need to do
[1:17:15] is just to relax.
[1:17:18] And then afterwards, start watching my
[1:17:21] breathing through the mind.
[1:17:24] And it's always a
[1:17:26] such a wonderful technique
[1:17:29] for me. I can just let it go and it
[1:17:31] goes.
[1:17:33] And that's actually kind of I said kind
[1:17:35] of thank you
[1:17:36] to my mind for taking over rather than
[1:17:39] my physical sense.
[1:17:40] You can feel
[1:17:42] the breathing and it's beautiful.
[1:17:44] You have nice joys and limiters
[1:17:47] instead of just the usual
[1:17:49] >> [clears throat]
[1:17:50] >> and having to take some medication
[1:17:53] and then to heal that. It's a pain.
[1:17:57] And it's also it's reminded me of you
[1:18:00] know having the
[1:18:03] the what's it called the toothache.
[1:18:06] Which at the time because I was trying
[1:18:08] to fix it
[1:18:10] and find something to get rid of it
[1:18:12] it got worse.
[1:18:16] As soon as I let it be
[1:18:18] it vanished.
[1:18:21] >> Thanks, that makes sense.
[1:18:22] >> Okay, great.
[1:18:28] Oh, yeah, great. Got some more
[1:18:29] questions. Thank you for that. You
[1:18:30] encouraged other people to ask
[1:18:31] questions.
[1:18:34] >> Hi. Hi, thanks.
[1:18:35] >> Hi.
[1:18:36] >> So, I was um it happens quite a lot when
[1:18:39] I meditate and I can recognize the body
[1:18:41] and then I can get that to relax. I can
[1:18:43] recognize the breath and I can get quite
[1:18:46] cute in there.
[1:18:47] >> Great.
[1:18:48] >> But then there's the sort of the mind
[1:18:50] which just keeps chattering and going
[1:18:52] and going.
[1:18:53] >> Ah.
[1:18:53] >> And eventually he can become very quiet.
[1:18:56] But I also recognize that
[1:18:59] it's kind of a survival instinct this
[1:19:02] chatter just to kind of find problems
[1:19:04] and chew on them, kind of find
[1:19:06] solutions, work them out.
[1:19:07] And it's
[1:19:09] a very energy consuming in everyday
[1:19:11] life, but it's also got some utility.
[1:19:14] So, I was just wondering to pick your
[1:19:15] brain about
[1:19:16] what the relationship is that you should
[1:19:18] have with that part of the brain.
[1:19:20] >> Okay, first of all the mind and the
[1:19:22] brain are not connected.
[1:19:27] It's uh
[1:19:28] I don't know when people start talking
[1:19:29] about the mind they talk up here.
[1:19:33] I think it's my it's better if you talk
[1:19:35] about the mind it's better it's not
[1:19:37] accurate.
[1:19:38] Think of the mind in here.
[1:19:40] The loving-kindness type mind.
[1:19:43] Or just connect it here, not up here.
[1:19:47] You know, I was an intellectual.
[1:19:50] I went to Cambridge University,
[1:19:52] graduated, and stuff.
[1:19:55] But that
[1:19:57] was just
[1:19:58] not really a waste of time. It was
[1:19:59] useful to get cred from my family.
[1:20:04] So, when I told them I was going off to
[1:20:06] become a monk, they let me.
[1:20:10] But
[1:20:12] these days I saw the problem of thinking
[1:20:14] so early on.
[1:20:16] I let it go.
[1:20:19] And instead
[1:20:21] valued silence.
[1:20:25] It's not silence of the brain.
[1:20:28] Silence of the mind.
[1:20:31] You don't even watch the brain. The
[1:20:33] brain just gets quiet and stops.
[1:20:38] One
[1:20:39] of the examples of that
[1:20:42] you start to really
[1:20:44] have wonderful experiences which teach
[1:20:47] you a lot.
[1:20:49] One of those was as a layperson
[1:20:53] I was
[1:20:54] I would go to any retreat which was
[1:20:57] being held. I didn't mind which
[1:20:59] tradition.
[1:21:01] And this tradition was a Zen retreat.
[1:21:05] And on that Zen retreat I wasn't given
[1:21:07] much instructions.
[1:21:10] Just know sit and watch the wall right
[1:21:13] in front of me.
[1:21:15] That was incredibly boring.
[1:21:18] Just a white-washed wall.
[1:21:21] What am I supposed to do?
[1:21:23] But at least I had a
[1:21:25] little bit of trust.
[1:21:27] You know, it's not the first uh
[1:21:31] type of Zen retreat which taught that.
[1:21:35] There must be something to it. I don't
[1:21:36] know what it is.
[1:21:38] So, what I did was just follow the
[1:21:40] instructions.
[1:21:42] I didn't think.
[1:21:47] That was the most important part of it.
[1:21:50] Just watch the wall without thinking.
[1:21:53] I've done enough of Buddhist meditation
[1:21:55] of Theravada. You just be mindful.
[1:21:59] That's what I was.
[1:22:02] And that's because I wasn't thinking.
[1:22:06] I just watched that wall.
[1:22:09] And after about 10-15 minutes, it
[1:22:11] vanished.
[1:22:13] The wall disappeared.
[1:22:16] I was fully awake.
[1:22:19] They There's a one of those Zen monks
[1:22:21] was walking behind me with the Zen
[1:22:24] stick.
[1:22:26] And they would hit you if you fell
[1:22:27] asleep.
[1:22:29] So, I didn't fall asleep. And I knew I
[1:22:32] couldn't be asleep with that Zen monk
[1:22:34] behind me.
[1:22:35] But it's beautiful.
[1:22:37] Just watching a wall. One moment it was
[1:22:39] there, next minute it was gone, and I
[1:22:40] was fully awake and fully mindful.
[1:22:44] One of the sense doors sight
[1:22:47] had vanished.
[1:22:49] I was perfectly healthy.
[1:22:52] I didn't tell anybody. I didn't tell any
[1:22:53] doctor afterwards.
[1:22:55] Otherwise, they'd say there's something
[1:22:56] wrong with you.
[1:22:59] And nothing wrong with me.
[1:23:01] It was just a meditation experience.
[1:23:04] Which was gorgeous.
[1:23:07] So, that's actually what happened. Don't
[1:23:09] think so much. Well, there's nothing to
[1:23:11] think about.
[1:23:13] Honestly.
[1:23:15] You have one idea, someone else has
[1:23:16] another another idea. Who's right?
[1:23:19] You end up arguing.
[1:23:22] That's why I was talking to someone
[1:23:23] today. They're not here. They came for
[1:23:25] lunch.
[1:23:27] It was a Thai girl and a Western man.
[1:23:30] And she's a nurse. She was some
[1:23:32] therapist. And he was some therapist.
[1:23:35] So, they're getting married.
[1:23:37] So, they wanted some advice.
[1:23:39] My advice was, don't think too much.
[1:23:43] And if you do think, you'll see
[1:23:44] different ways of you know what life is
[1:23:46] all about. You have an argument.
[1:23:49] I'm going totally off track here, but
[1:23:51] it's a beautiful story.
[1:23:53] When my mom and dad, they lived in a
[1:23:55] very small apartment. They were poor.
[1:24:00] Honestly.
[1:24:01] And when they had an argument
[1:24:04] because I was their son, I would see it,
[1:24:07] hear it.
[1:24:09] And they wouldn't speak to each other.
[1:24:11] You know, for
[1:24:13] a few hours or a day or something.
[1:24:15] But when I that happened, I actually
[1:24:18] looked forward to it.
[1:24:22] And the reason why I enjoyed it was cuz
[1:24:25] I knew
[1:24:27] that the house was too small
[1:24:29] for them to carry on having an argument.
[1:24:32] They had to reconcile.
[1:24:34] In such a small house
[1:24:36] or small apartment, I would see it when
[1:24:38] they reconciled.
[1:24:40] And it was so beautiful
[1:24:42] to see my mom and dad hug each other
[1:24:45] and say sorry.
[1:24:48] So reconciliation
[1:24:50] was worth it as far as I was concerned
[1:24:53] that they had argued.
[1:24:57] And to see the how
[1:25:00] the argument ended. It didn't matter who
[1:25:01] was right and who was wrong.
[1:25:04] "I should not have upset you." said my
[1:25:05] dad. "Yeah, and I shouldn't have upset
[1:25:07] you."
[1:25:08] said my mom.
[1:25:11] That's what they taught me.
[1:25:13] I don't know who they intended to teach
[1:25:15] me like that, but it certainly worked.
[1:25:19] So don't think so much.
[1:25:21] Love more.
[1:25:26] You're smiling. You understand. Well
[1:25:28] done.
[1:25:29] Yeah.
[1:25:30] Absolutely true.
[1:25:34] Any other questions you have?
[1:25:38] Okay. The car has come to
[1:25:41] take me back to the monastery to get
[1:25:43] ready for Katina.
[1:25:45] But before I go
[1:25:48] I'm going to tell you another story.
[1:25:50] If you haven't heard this already,
[1:25:53] I got this in an Some of you have, but
[1:25:56] some of you haven't.
[1:25:58] I got this in an email a couple of days
[1:26:00] ago
[1:26:02] from Ajahn Mudito.
[1:26:04] He's the monk looking after a monastery
[1:26:07] which we are building
[1:26:08] close to Albany.
[1:26:11] And every morning, not I say every
[1:26:14] morning, a lot of mornings he said, if
[1:26:16] he has the time,
[1:26:19] he's not working too hard,
[1:26:21] he takes a walk from the monastery
[1:26:25] to the beach.
[1:26:26] A special beach called Muttonbird Beach.
[1:26:30] Within walking distance.
[1:26:32] >> [snorts]
[1:26:32] >> And he goes there for a swim.
[1:26:37] Straight away many of you said, is that
[1:26:40] allowable for a monk? It's for exercise.
[1:26:45] And so, before he goes for a swim, it's
[1:26:48] really
[1:26:50] um empty that morning, a long way from
[1:26:52] anywhere.
[1:26:53] So, he's always alone.
[1:26:55] But before he goes into the water,
[1:26:58] he would always chant the
[1:27:00] loving-kindness sutra.
[1:27:02] Metta
[1:27:04] for all beings.
[1:27:06] He said he does that mainly in case
[1:27:08] there's any sharks
[1:27:10] in the water.
[1:27:12] It's the ocean.
[1:27:15] But he's never seen a shark
[1:27:17] in the ocean, so it's been safe for him.
[1:27:21] But a couple of days ago,
[1:27:23] he saw two other
[1:27:25] natural beings in the water,
[1:27:28] which he couldn't believe would come in
[1:27:30] so close.
[1:27:32] Two whales.
[1:27:36] A big mother whale
[1:27:38] and the calf.
[1:27:40] And they swam right towards him.
[1:27:44] Only 2 m away.
[1:27:47] To check him out.
[1:27:49] Because he had done his loving kindness.
[1:27:52] He wasn't afraid.
[1:27:54] The whales were They were huge animals,
[1:27:57] a real whale.
[1:27:59] A lot of time, if you go out looking for
[1:28:01] whales,
[1:28:02] you've got to pay a lot of money, go in
[1:28:04] a boat,
[1:28:05] and it's a tourist attraction, and they
[1:28:07] drive the whales crazy.
[1:28:10] And a lot of time, you don't see them.
[1:28:13] This time, he was just swimming alone.
[1:28:16] For exercise,
[1:28:18] you know, in the ocean,
[1:28:20] close to his monastery,
[1:28:22] and two whales came to see him.
[1:28:27] I don't know.
[1:28:28] He's such an honest monk.
[1:28:31] And when he told me that story this
[1:28:33] morning,
[1:28:34] is that true? I read it many times to
[1:28:36] make sure it wasn't a misunderstanding.
[1:28:39] And he said, "The only thing which was
[1:28:41] dangerous was when the whales turned.
[1:28:43] They're such huge animals
[1:28:45] that he would think they might get hit
[1:28:47] by the fins.
[1:28:49] But they were so careful when they
[1:28:51] turned.
[1:28:53] He never even came close
[1:28:55] to being hurt.
[1:28:58] That's what big, wild animals
[1:29:02] would actually do when you're kind to
[1:29:04] them.
[1:29:05] They checked out, "What is a Buddhist
[1:29:07] [snorts] monk in the water? Or what is
[1:29:09] that being?"
[1:29:13] And they realized it's totally safe, and
[1:29:15] then they swam away.
[1:29:18] That's That's such a wonderful
[1:29:19] experience.
[1:29:21] >> [snorts]
[1:29:21] >> So lucky that he could do that. That's
[1:29:23] why I shared it with you.
[1:29:27] Totally true.
[1:29:28] Okay, I'm now going to finish off. The
[1:29:31] car is waiting for me.
[1:29:33] So, I wish you all happiness and
[1:29:35] well-being.
[1:29:37] Very good.
[1:29:38] And if you go swimming in the ocean,
[1:29:40] very remote,
[1:29:42] then do loving kindness first,
[1:29:44] and you'll meet whales, not sharks.
[1:30:48] >> Close your eyes.
[1:30:52] Take some deep