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[0:03] [Music]
[4:13] all righty here we
[4:15] go hey everybody uh sorry for the late
[4:20] start um H yeah seems compounded so late
[4:25] and I don't even have any tea today for
[4:27] my own tea with G what up horrible thing
[4:32] that is I make just a quick check here
[4:35] to make sure that the audio is sounding
[4:37] and everybody can hear great
[4:40] fantastic wonderful let's
[4:43] see um I got to move this over a bit get
[4:46] it out of the way of the
[4:49] camera
[4:51] so there it is okay good good so
[4:55] um
[4:56] uh I umum oh yeah Brent are you all
[5:02] right or you're safer on the east
[5:06] side very good very good yeah anybody
[5:09] else here from um Los Angeles area
[5:13] that's being
[5:15] affected um I'm going to check into
[5:17] anybody who might
[5:20] be so
[5:22] um it's one of those days when I I had
[5:26] no idea what I was going to um I was
[5:28] going to speak about but
[5:31] yeah since um you guys already
[5:35] um did that for me I mean Lisa here said
[5:40] our world is going through some serious
[5:42] shakeups I find this work for myself
[5:45] more important than ever yeah yes
[5:49] yeah and I kind of think that um it's
[5:53] the reason
[5:55] why the um this deeply spiritual
[6:00] approach this deeply spiritual
[6:04] path um has become so universally
[6:09] available
[6:11] now remember that the kind of
[6:14] teachings um the kind of conversations
[6:18] we have
[6:19] here
[6:21] uh think back long before mass media or
[6:27] even even books you know maybe some
[6:29] Scrolls and
[6:30] things
[6:32] uh the vast majority of uh Humanity
[6:36] never heard any of
[6:38] it and if you were fortunate enough to
[6:41] actually have a an enlightened being a
[6:44] guru in in your town you may have uh
[6:48] encountered it and also fortunate enough
[6:53] to have been uh accepted by that Guru as
[6:57] a student and then went through 12 years
[7:01] before you ever actually heard this
[7:06] stuff the act the depth of the
[7:09] teachings um that would not be a way uh
[7:14] that the this message and this path
[7:18] could be
[7:19] disseminated that would be uh very
[7:21] useful in our world
[7:23] today at the accelerating rate at which
[7:28] so many things are congealing
[7:31] um and it looks like the uh the dark
[7:34] side is going to
[7:36] win um the the the
[7:41] ubiquitous uh availability of it is um
[7:46] is really welcome and it means that this
[7:49] path to emotional health and spiritual
[7:53] awakening is in fact um has been made as
[7:57] short as is possibly as as is
[8:03] possible you don't require 12 30 years
[8:05] in a monastery or 12 years uh under a
[8:09] under a under a
[8:11] guru um you we need more guidance than
[8:14] just watching videos on YouTube for
[8:17] sure um but even that is available
[8:20] because we can do this right people hear
[8:24] from all over the world in my classes
[8:26] they're from all over the world um and
[8:30] and
[8:31] so uh the the facility is here for the
[8:36] depth of this teaching and the healing
[8:39] that it
[8:40] brings and the various uh different
[8:44] approaches to Healing that it brings the
[8:47] transformation it can bring about in in
[8:50] uh healing modalities that actually
[8:54] renew them regenerate them and give them
[8:57] a power uh and a depth
[9:00] that um
[9:03] uh it it it is reaching the world but
[9:08] the the way it actually reaches the
[9:10] world the information is there right
[9:14] it's now available
[9:17] universally every every
[9:21] major and a lot of
[9:23] minor spiritual uh books and uh
[9:28] approaches and paths and practices is
[9:32] now available at your fingertips and you
[9:36] know with phones it's not just at your
[9:37] fingertips it's anywhere your fingertips
[9:40] happen to
[9:41] go it it's
[9:44] there plus Universal
[9:48] communication
[9:50] uh what activates it though is of course
[9:54] the teacher who can guide you through
[9:57] it but equally important important and I
[10:01] think the real key to the thing because
[10:03] there there'll only be so many uh
[10:06] teachers you know it takes time for for
[10:09] the for our practices to mature to the
[10:11] point where we can take on that role of
[10:13] guiding
[10:14] others the thing it's going to do it is
[10:16] the sincerity of everyone who's on the
[10:19] path so the work that you are doing on
[10:25] yourself the sincerity and earnestness
[10:28] with which the inquiry is made made with
[10:31] which the the courage with which the
[10:34] emotional upheaval and the facing of the
[10:36] traumatic traumas and the wounds and and
[10:39] the difficulties that life throws at us
[10:42] uh is in fact the the the the energy
[10:49] that that drives the the healing and The
[10:53] Awakening of the whole world it isn't
[10:55] just the good teacher
[11:00] good teacher isn't a good teacher
[11:01] without good students I mean it requires
[11:03] it requires the
[11:05] whole the whole
[11:07] thing and it is actually
[11:10] my my
[11:12] deepest uh I call it a belief but to me
[11:16] it's just a certainty absolute
[11:19] certainty
[11:20] that the reason all of this this stuff
[11:24] is happening in the world the upset the
[11:27] adjustments the the um the rise of
[11:32] authoritarianism the the the the
[11:35] lopsided economic systems the but the
[11:38] natural disasters the deterioration of
[11:40] the the
[11:41] [Music]
[11:43] environment the the the darkness the
[11:46] greed the
[11:48] brutality that is that seeming to
[11:51] dominate The Fear the inforcement of of
[11:55] story through intimidation and threat
[12:01] is a reaction
[12:04] to the energy of Awakening that is
[12:08] simply said it is
[12:10] time it is time and it has been it has
[12:14] been
[12:16] percolating leavening you know like
[12:18] yeast in the bread you got to let it
[12:19] rise for a bit it's not done right it's
[12:24] dough but it's not bread yet it's got to
[12:27] go in the oven and I we're all in the
[12:30] oven and and I think I really believe
[12:35] with all my heart it's a conviction of
[12:37] mine it's not even a belief that the
[12:39] only reason all of this rampant
[12:42] evil in the world is
[12:45] happening is because the the uh the line
[12:51] is woken
[12:52] up Consciousness is
[12:58] Awakening uh
[13:01] it's and because it is it is of
[13:07] course anyone here and think all of you
[13:10] have been
[13:11] through some the some of the processing
[13:15] of of dealing with our own emotional
[13:17] pain pride and arrogance as well as just
[13:20] the wounded child the whole lot of it uh
[13:26] just in the same way the sincerity of
[13:29] the in query and the energy healing and
[13:31] the various modalities has pushed things
[13:34] to the surface because it was time for
[13:37] you to be free the same thing is
[13:40] happening
[13:41] universally and it's going to manifest
[13:43] as things like forest fires and
[13:46] hurricanes and people suddenly losing
[13:50] everything it's going to appear as
[13:53] oppression and like which is all the all
[13:57] the material all the stuff all the
[13:59] beliefs and assumptions and and
[14:02] delusions and Illusions being pushed to
[14:06] the surface on their way out that it is
[14:10] actually the result of the healing
[14:14] process and not just and not just
[14:17] something we have to respond to the work
[14:21] we're doing is actually uh forcing this
[14:25] stuff universally as we do it
[14:28] individually
[14:29] it gets
[14:31] reflected uh
[14:34] universally everything you do here just
[14:38] it just adds more fire to the fuel of of
[14:42] of uh of the dissolution of the faal
[14:45] sense of self throughout every every
[14:49] Victory and breakthrough you have makes
[14:50] it a just a tiny bit easier for that
[14:54] breakthrough to take place somewhere
[14:56] else this has actually been demonstrated
[15:00] um uh in a lab by scientists most
[15:04] notably rert
[15:05] sheldrake who had the uh who was looking
[15:09] at things like he's the one of the pH
[15:12] came up with epigenetics that was and um
[15:17] uh but at any rate um it seemed like
[15:21] they would have some creature some being
[15:24] you know a bug or a rat or something
[15:26] that would learn a uh that would be
[15:31] taught a new skill and it would take
[15:34] them um um you know let's say it took
[15:37] them three months to learn this skill
[15:41] and then have somebody on the other side
[15:42] of the world had no contact with it not
[15:44] even the same source of rats anything
[15:46] completely
[15:48] separate and once the first group was
[15:52] done and the in 3 months they had
[15:54] learned this and of course after a while
[15:56] you know 3 months yeah the whole process
[15:59] C of getting better and better at it so
[16:01] say it took 3 months for them to
[16:04] actually be able to do it you know
[16:07] regularly um the the the next group in a
[16:10] completely different part of the world
[16:11] it would only take them like two months
[16:13] when after that like you know 3 weeks be
[16:16] you know it it was the the learning
[16:17] curve had shrunk shrunk it's as if
[16:20] something transferred over uh without
[16:23] anything seeming to connect it now the
[16:26] interesting thing about that is they
[16:28] also did it with crystals because
[16:31] crystals take a certain amount of time
[16:33] and you make all sorts of different
[16:35] kinds the process and the process by
[16:37] which the crystal was made they tried it
[16:40] on crystals and the same thing happened
[16:42] it wasn't even just like a you know an
[16:45] entity a conscious being like us it was
[16:47] like crystals formed
[16:51] faster it's
[16:53] um there is a real honest to
[16:57] God conscious field
[17:00] it's not the quantum Fields they're
[17:01] actually you know they keep looking for
[17:04] the unified field and it's
[17:06] like the unified field is the one that's
[17:09] there looking for the unified field it's
[17:12] Consciousness and there's can and the
[17:14] and the notion the illusion of
[17:18] separation is actually breaking down and
[17:21] the evidence for it is popping up it's
[17:23] popping up all over the place even in
[17:25] scientific communities it hasn't bubbled
[17:27] up to the mainstream which is still uh
[17:30] which is still under the control of the
[17:32] ego um so it is still you know it's
[17:36] still in the story taking so it's
[17:39] completely steeped in delusion and um
[17:43] broadcasting that delusion but we don't
[17:45] need controls of the control of the
[17:47] radio or PV stations we don't need
[17:50] control of the
[17:51] internet uh because the that work that
[17:55] you do just like just like the rats
[18:01] just like the rats if it takes a uh you
[18:05] know if it takes you uh you know six
[18:07] months to get to a breakthrough or or
[18:09] you know two hours to get to a
[18:11] breakthrough um the next per somewhere
[18:14] somebody else somebody's going to get
[18:16] that breakthrough in less
[18:18] time and in fact even all the various
[18:22] techniques because I've had the personal
[18:25] experience of working with people and
[18:27] stuff that would take you 15 years of
[18:29] therapy disappear in one
[18:32] session the whole process is is speeding
[18:36] up to match the
[18:38] instantaneousness of
[18:40] Consciousness and so um don't mind the
[18:43] comparison with
[18:47] rats um but as long as I'm on the
[18:50] subject of rats just to give rats a
[18:53] little give them a little bit of you
[18:55] know a pat on the back and and also give
[18:57] us a bit of humility
[19:00] um the the experiments they've done with
[19:03] rats are really very
[19:05] fascinating they um they love chocolate
[19:09] chips for whatever reason they love
[19:11] chocolate chips and um the one
[19:14] experiment they did they wanted to test
[19:17] empathy they were looking for empathy
[19:20] and so they put a a rat in a in a nice
[19:24] luxurious cage with things to do and
[19:26] chocolate chip rewards right so that
[19:29] they get rewarded at stuff and adjacent
[19:33] to it was another cage very small and
[19:35] compact very uncomfortable nothing in it
[19:38] and there was a rat in there that was
[19:40] obviously in very high distress and the
[19:42] rat was in the that was in the luxury
[19:45] unit learned how to how to hit the
[19:49] switch that would let the other that
[19:51] would let the rat out of the cage first
[19:53] off it wanted to do that it wanted to
[19:56] let it out of the out of out of the cage
[20:01] um the amazing thing though because the
[20:04] you know the chocolate chips were for
[20:06] the reward for hitting the for hitting
[20:08] the lever to get them out of the cage
[20:10] the the that the rat in the big
[20:13] cage saved some chocolate chips to give
[20:17] to the rat when they got let out of the
[20:20] cage they were not expecting
[20:23] that there's
[20:27] a there is a we would call it a Humanity
[20:30] I just call it there's a there's a love
[20:32] in the life force and it's in absolutely
[20:36] everything and we we have we have to
[20:39] overlook it we have to become um cut off
[20:42] from it in order to have things like
[20:45] animal Agriculture and and the like to
[20:48] treat everything like a
[20:50] commodity and you know pretty much up to
[20:52] recently in a lot of places even
[20:54] recently women were a commodity they
[20:56] were a piece of property right right I
[21:00] mean they are in the Bible they are
[21:02] property and and regarded as regarded as
[21:05] such so um we
[21:09] are we're on the verge don't lose heart
[21:14] don't lose
[21:15] Faith um even you know faith is when you
[21:18] you're convinced of something even when
[21:19] you don't see
[21:21] it it's going to be seen it's going to
[21:24] happen I'm hoping I see it in my
[21:27] lifetime
[21:29] I hope I live long enough to see it I
[21:31] may not but I will I will die quite
[21:33] content that I have contributed to
[21:36] it so thank you for that to inspire me
[21:41] there um let me move this over here so
[21:44] it's easier to reach and I I don't keep
[21:46] bumping the mic um uh yeah Lisa thank
[21:50] you for mentioning that you you gave me
[21:53] my subject to speak about today oh my
[21:55] God that did go on didn't it well yeah
[21:59] it was several minutes the beginning
[22:00] when I wasn't here
[22:02] so hello everyone hello Rosario hello
[22:06] Lisa very cold in the UK there's David
[22:10] and Elaine also in the
[22:13] UK um hey
[22:16] Brent this is where Brent you okay are
[22:19] you okay um Eva
[22:23] Kula good to see you good to see you
[22:25] Namaste to you and then this is house br
[22:29] doing in La yeah looks like Armageddon
[22:32] not here we're safer on the east side so
[22:35] glad to hear that
[22:37] yeah um well
[22:41] yes you know you can
[22:46] pray you can
[22:48] pray it's not
[22:50] ineffective it doesn't even have to be
[22:52] well done hasn't have to be you know
[22:55] predescribed or anything like that just
[22:58] the desire I mean desire is
[23:02] prayer simple as
[23:04] that our job is to make those
[23:08] prayers purify them which means take the
[23:12] selfishness out of
[23:14] them make them more about yes I really
[23:17] would like this it feels like I really
[23:20] need this but I turn it all over to you
[23:25] yeah we would literally like to see the
[23:26] world healed
[23:31] and I turn it all the way over to you
[23:32] all of it all the way over to you it's a
[23:35] beautiful beautiful image in the Garden
[23:38] of Gethsemane with Christ struggling
[23:41] overd doing just that right Lord if it
[23:46] be no father if it's possible let this
[23:49] cup pass for me but not my will but th
[23:53] be done boy what an attitude we that
[23:57] would be represent in our own own lives
[24:00] yeah you know I don't know why this is
[24:02] here maybe here for a reason I don't
[24:04] like it I wish it would go away but not
[24:07] my will but thine be
[24:10] done um all right time for another story
[24:13] sorry about this told this story a lot
[24:16] maybe some of you have heard it but it
[24:18] is so so
[24:20] beautiful it's about uh the Avatar
[24:24] Rama uh any of you uh are not familiar
[24:27] with Rama he's one of the major avatars
[24:30] of
[24:32] India um the one of the the first very
[24:35] early in the writings part of the whole
[24:38] cultural history and mythology of of
[24:41] India his his story the other great
[24:44] Avatar you probably all do know is
[24:46] Krishna but Rama was before Krishna
[24:50] thousands of years or something I don't
[24:51] know um anyway he's an avatar which
[24:55] means he's a God man right he's he's
[24:57] part god like Christ right God part god
[25:00] part human you know a God on Earth
[25:02] taking on human form so he's living a
[25:05] human life and he's a
[25:08] God so he's out one day doing his God
[25:11] thing and um his particular human life
[25:14] at that particular time he was a he was
[25:17] a
[25:18] hunter and became a warrior and
[25:20] eventually a king in the whole story
[25:22] it's it's a great story great love
[25:24] affair story too Ramen
[25:25] Anda Roman this story's got everything
[25:28] it's got Romans said it's got
[25:30] Venture um anyway he's out doing his
[25:33] Avatar thing you know human thing out
[25:35] there in the forest and he stops for a
[25:38] while to to rest himself by a stream he
[25:41] sets down his bow he sets down it lays
[25:45] its arrows on on the ground and it just
[25:48] kind of relaxes there for a minute and
[25:51] after resting and refreshing himself he
[25:53] gets ready to go and he St and he gets
[25:55] up picks up his stuff picks up the bow
[25:57] and he picks up the arrows and he
[25:58] notices that on on the on the head of
[26:01] one of the arrows there's some
[26:04] blood he brushes away some leaves and
[26:06] there's this little frog with a wound in
[26:08] its head and he picks up the Frog
[26:11] remember he's a God right and he says to
[26:14] the says little frog why didn't you call
[26:17] out to me in my distress and the Frog
[26:20] says to him talking frogs back then
[26:21] right he says Lord I always cry out to
[26:25] you in my distress but when you cause
[26:28] the distress
[26:29] to whom do I cry out I accept it as your
[26:35] will what would we what would be like if
[26:39] we could if we could all
[26:42] just accept the events in our
[26:47] life as uh as the will of the will of
[26:50] God for our
[26:52] benefit and and let go of the suffering
[26:55] now that doesn't eradicate the the
[26:58] inquiry it doesn't eradicate our need to
[27:02] kind of get often get to the bottom of
[27:05] of emotional
[27:07] suffering but if we see that the events
[27:09] of Life
[27:11] themselves are not the cause of our
[27:14] suffering but our refusal to submit to
[27:18] them in any way our our idea is that
[27:20] somehow it should be different but
[27:23] instead just
[27:24] go not my will but thine be done
[27:28] suffering would vanish in an instant
[27:30] because there's nobody there to
[27:32] suffer the sufferer is the one who is
[27:36] resisting if if that
[27:40] Consciousness is uh shifted transformed
[27:45] into the one who has surrendered the
[27:48] suffering is Left Behind with the one
[27:50] who is
[27:52] resisted and it's like that it's not a
[27:55] you who is suffering who now becomes a
[27:58] you who is not suffering or you who is
[28:02] resisting and that you
[28:05] surrenders it looks like that excuse me
[28:08] because there's this
[28:10] continuity uh that we experience but
[28:14] what actually happens is the the one who
[28:18] is resistant
[28:20] dissolves and the one who is surrendered
[28:24] appears because that's closer to the
[28:27] truth which which finally does appear
[28:30] which is the one to whom we have been
[28:32] surrendering the whole
[28:35] time the the totality of the you
[28:39] surrenders and the only thing left is
[28:43] the one to whom all the surrendering is
[28:45] happening and you are
[28:48] that so hope you enjoyed my little story
[28:51] if it was a repeat I hope you enjoyed it
[28:54] on the repeat I hope it was worth
[28:57] hearing again so
[28:59] Eva loves the music before tea
[29:03] thanks Lisa so much love and prayers for
[29:05] all affected yeah all of us ouch
[29:08] beautiful oh thank you Ida oh Mary likes
[29:12] the music
[29:15] too I guess I should make some of my
[29:18] meditation music available to to
[29:21] folks yeah I've got I've actually had
[29:23] quite a bit of it I just never put it
[29:25] out anywhere where anybody can get it
[29:27] but uh oh maybe I should do that if if
[29:30] folks are interested enough yeah um cm's
[29:34] cm's got her tea good to see that great
[29:38] um let's see Joseph's got his
[29:42] tea got my G waiting for
[29:45] tea uh Hendrick wonderful to see you
[29:49] there's
[29:50] Ally um Mary says I heard California
[29:54] small earthquake this morning as well
[29:55] yeah the whole Earth
[29:59] is shaking ready to be
[30:03] born there's
[30:05] a there's a statement from Paul St Paul
[30:08] about that I can't think of it right now
[30:10] but anyway there's Fatima in Slovakia
[30:14] Savvy absolutely devastating two
[30:17] hurricanes back to back this year in
[30:19] Florida now the wild flowes in
[30:21] California my heart goes out to all
[30:23] those who lost loved ones pets and homes
[30:26] very sad yes it is yeah so your
[30:31] work yeah the dark side will not too
[30:34] many are Awakening since the pandemic to
[30:38] yeah it obviously uh uh awakened that
[30:42] opened a lot of eyes and Minds um yeah
[30:47] not closed a lot of them too but
[30:51] um yeah even the pandemic all of this is
[30:54] being is just basically the being
[30:58] pushed up to the top so it can be so it
[31:01] can be released it is just happening on
[31:04] a global
[31:07] scale that is what's happening right but
[31:10] of course look for
[31:12] yourself look for yourself take
[31:15] everything I say for checking until you
[31:17] see it for yourself that you see the the
[31:21] the undeniable correlation between the
[31:24] work you do on yourself and the process
[31:27] by which it happens
[31:29] and what's going on in the world and
[31:30] you'll get it it's like okay yep
[31:33] absolutely that is what's
[31:36] happening savy said I got the audiobook
[31:39] you and Jay were speaking about ah yes
[31:41] after the Ecstasy the laundry very good
[31:44] thus far it's it's very very helpful to
[31:48] anybody who's on this path after the
[31:50] Ecstasy of the laundry it's by Jack
[31:52] cornfield with a k um an amazing teacher
[31:57] great storyteller um uh and and the book
[32:00] is totally engaging and you know for
[32:04] anybody who's got this romanticized
[32:06] idealized state idea you know that
[32:09] you're Awakening and it's all you know
[32:11] rose petals and U and uh you know angels
[32:15] and people running in the forest with
[32:18] chiffon it boy it boy does that blow
[32:20] that illusion away after the Ecstasy the
[32:24] Kundalini experience or the the plant
[32:27] medicine
[32:29] the
[32:30] laundry everyday everyday life CU even
[32:35] the pequest of the peak experiences is
[32:37] an experience and it will
[32:41] pass we need this practice this path is
[32:45] about being is finding and abiding with
[32:49] that which does not pass that which does
[32:53] not come and go be it be it be it misery
[32:57] or ecstasy
[32:59] and that's where the real path is
[33:02] because that which is always here that
[33:05] which is not coming and going is
[33:12] you it's kind of
[33:17] obvious I'm here I've been here the
[33:19] whole time when I was five living living
[33:24] the life of I was here 15 25 I still
[33:28] here haven't gone anywhere 72 still
[33:33] here always it's always you you are what
[33:37] you've been looking
[33:38] for and it's yeah so anyway love the
[33:41] book there's my book review for today
[33:45] thanks to Ally thank you hm rert oh rert
[33:50] no
[33:51] sheldrake yeah sheldrick he's the not
[33:54] rubert Spyro he's the Nel teacher it's
[33:57] rubert sheld who is a
[34:00] scientist and
[34:02] um one who like many has become
[34:05] convinced that it is consciousness that
[34:07] is the at the root of of all of this and
[34:10] not some a bunch of material structures
[34:13] let's see zeep Zephyr hello Zephyr
[34:17] Zephyr with waves upside down stop sign
[34:21] and waves um hm light Joseph
[34:26] LOL uh oh there you are
[34:29] Alo GP looking forward to your uh on
[34:32] your meeting I couldn't be the last last
[34:34] day just wondering if you saw me yes I
[34:36] did sorry I haven't responded to it yep
[34:39] and um yeah and um I'll get you we
[34:44] we bat me um we'll get you we'll get you
[34:47] set up there and also in the EFT
[34:50] class so um um anybody else who wants to
[34:54] uh to join into that do I have a
[34:57] something for
[34:59] um the
[35:00] s u let me see real real real quick
[35:07] um
[35:11] say take it to the page to register yes
[35:14] it does look at that okay okay back to
[35:17] here so yeah I guess I do I'm just going
[35:19] to type it in though right anybody who's
[35:21] interested wants to join get a week for
[35:25] free if you're going to go in the EFT
[35:27] class though make I work out a
[35:29] completely different
[35:31] deal it is my self inquiry
[35:36] s n g h um and that I do once a week
[35:41] every Wednesday it's like 47 bucks a
[35:43] month to join so it's you know it's it's
[35:47] cheap um
[35:49] and uh we we do the inquiry some
[35:54] sometimes we um we go into some
[35:57] emotional healing if it's
[35:59] necessary I have done that during that
[36:01] but I have other things completely
[36:04] dedicated to emotional healing but the
[36:07] self- inquiry sa the focus is is being
[36:10] as precise and and thorough as we can in
[36:15] into the nondu self
[36:17] inquiry and the advantage is I actually
[36:21] get to sit there you and me on the
[36:24] screen and um I can interact I can see
[36:28] more that I I can take some time right
[36:30] with here I get a question I can answer
[36:32] it there we can dive in together and and
[36:35] go to those those places um in us that
[36:40] um that are blocking the view as to who
[36:43] you actually
[36:45] are um let's let's let's
[36:50] see um hendri oh Ella hello from
[36:55] grateful me for every message you bring
[36:57] oh thank
[36:58] you very very touching yeah rats and
[37:04] [Laughter]
[37:06] frogs yeah sorry Lord knows look the
[37:09] synapse fire I go that's it yeah that's
[37:13] it I don't question I just go I always
[37:16] do what the Little Voices tell me to do
[37:19] uh Carl GP I have a long way to go to
[37:22] reach your level of acceptance your
[37:24] stories today of Our Lord makes me feel
[37:26] that the Lord higher self has sadistic
[37:31] Tendencies
[37:33] um no
[37:37] um what we can't accept is the notion
[37:41] that somehow human life shouldn't be
[37:44] this idyllic thing where everything's
[37:47] working the way I want it to work you
[37:50] like that where did that come from
[37:53] um it's supposed to go the way I think
[37:56] it's supposed to go
[38:00] we we don't want to face the fact that
[38:04] in order for us to have experienc at all
[38:07] you must have the full range of
[38:10] opposites for light there must be dark
[38:13] otherwise it cannot be
[38:16] experienced for the Ecstasy there must
[38:20] be misery for Joy there must be sadness
[38:24] and grief there has to be that
[38:26] experience
[38:28] so we cling to the joy and so when the
[38:32] the other comes your way which it must
[38:35] and the joy departs which it must cuz
[38:38] these are all in a flow it they are all
[38:42] um un they are all temporary they're all
[38:44] constantly
[38:46] changing we say this shouldn't be
[38:48] happening God's
[38:51] sadistic no ain't
[38:54] so this is what happens and the whole
[38:58] point of our human life is to accept
[39:02] that as it is and transcend
[39:04] it there's a place that is not the
[39:08] Opposites that it is witnessing of the
[39:12] Opposites because how can you see the
[39:15] Opposites at all unless you're standing
[39:19] in a place that is uh that is outside of
[39:23] the Opposites when you're on a when
[39:26] you're in a car on a train
[39:29] there's no sense of you you you don't
[39:32] feel as if you're
[39:34] moving the the the things are going by
[39:37] and so we think we're moving but you
[39:39] know I used to fly airplanes um you know
[39:42] I have my pilotes license um just
[39:45] private never commercial or anything
[39:46] like that and I remember those times at
[39:48] night some
[39:50] spectacular when it was just really dark
[39:54] really dark couldn't really see much you
[39:57] know some lights here here and there the
[39:59] lights underneath me actually over the
[40:01] San Francisco Bay I was flying um and
[40:06] uh because it was it was it was dark
[40:09] there were no points of reference I was
[40:11] going about 180 M an hour and I had no
[40:14] sense of motion whatsoever I was just
[40:17] sitting in darkness completely
[40:20] motionless that's what I was
[40:22] experiencing
[40:25] right and yet at the same time
[40:29] all of this stuff was was going on there
[40:32] is a place in us that is absolutely
[40:37] still there has to be because that is
[40:41] the fulum the the the the point around
[40:44] which all the motion can happen you
[40:47] can't detect the motion unless you're at
[40:50] a point rela still at least relative to
[40:54] the thing that is in motion
[40:58] so we we can't taste the depths of love
[41:02] until we've experienced pain rejection
[41:06] broken heart hatred anger resentment we
[41:13] can't and then you find there's a
[41:16] place greater than all of
[41:19] it where there are no opposites it's
[41:23] the it's the opposite of everything that
[41:26] makes no sense right and not nothing it
[41:28] is everything and nothing it is it
[41:31] exists and does not exist it cannot be
[41:34] described it cannot be put into words
[41:36] you cannot do anything about
[41:39] it
[41:41] except the recognition that that is you
[41:45] that is where you are standing and that
[41:48] is what all of this is emanating from
[41:53] then God which is you at the center
[41:59] isn't
[42:01] sadistic that this is what must be there
[42:05] in order
[42:07] for experience to happen at all at all
[42:11] and the Paradox is that when that is
[42:16] actually seen and the sense of self that
[42:20] is in that is clinging to to the to the
[42:23] good side and and and trying to get rid
[42:27] of
[42:28] bads side or utter utterly resistant is
[42:31] not you that that's just a character on
[42:34] the screen the character
[42:36] disappears and what happens is
[42:39] everything on the screen harmonizes the
[42:41] Opposites are no
[42:43] longer uh sadistic or they're no longer
[42:47] a punishment or a
[42:49] blessing they are they in fact all
[42:54] become uh the the manifestation
[42:59] of the self in
[43:02] Harmony and you find there is only good
[43:07] there is only love but love for love to
[43:11] be manifested it has to appear against
[43:14] the background of some
[43:17] opposite in all the different ways it it
[43:21] can the key to going beyond the real
[43:25] Nirvana is
[43:28] finding that which is not
[43:31] changing from that perspective
[43:34] everything starts to make sense from the
[43:38] perspective of somebody who wants this
[43:40] but not
[43:42] that there will be a conflict between it
[43:44] all that doesn't actually exist in
[43:47] reality but is being created by the
[43:50] position of I want this I don't want
[43:55] that that is the
[43:59] stist and the masochist yeah both of
[44:02] them all rolled up into
[44:05] one um so
[44:08] um you don't have a long way to go stop
[44:11] thinking
[44:13] that who's this one Carl oh it's Carl
[44:16] yeah um you do not have a long way to
[44:20] go you don't have a long way to go to
[44:22] get to
[44:23] yourself
[44:26] right what I trying to preach here and
[44:29] teach here
[44:31] is it it isn't a path to get you
[44:35] somewhere it's a path that takes away
[44:38] everything that that is hiding from you
[44:42] what you already
[44:47] are it is
[44:49] so even the thought I have a long way to
[44:53] go to reach your level of
[44:55] acceptance if you believe that you
[45:00] manifest or become the eye that has a
[45:03] long way to go and you will then be
[45:06] walking on a path that has a long way to
[45:08] go and that's totally an illusion
[45:12] created by the belief in
[45:16] it because you don't have any distance
[45:20] to go whatsoever to be
[45:24] you obvious that's obvious
[45:28] so put all the attention on the sense of
[45:30] being disconnected from yourself
[45:33] separated from what you can't possibly
[45:35] be separated
[45:37] from and then notice the sense of ey the
[45:42] sense of
[45:43] identity that that because of
[45:46] experiences has interpreted this to mean
[45:50] I have a long way to go is that eye real
[45:55] is it truthful can you depend on it is
[45:58] it
[45:59] reliable if it's truthful it will be
[46:02] there all the time and it will have been
[46:05] there your whole life which means you
[46:08] know you're 5 years old God I got a long
[46:10] way to go it would otherwise it's coming
[46:14] and going like anything else and the eye
[46:18] the one who believes that is also coming
[46:21] and going because there was a time you
[46:23] didn't didn't even think about it
[46:26] there's nothing the that that eye was
[46:30] not having a long way to go on you're
[46:33] playing with trucks or something right
[46:35] or you know just figure out how you can
[46:37] get the get the
[46:39] date you you weren't it wasn't there
[46:43] which means it's it is not permanent
[46:45] it's not
[46:47] real the thing to get it's
[46:50] important and and really the centerpiece
[46:54] of this of of this path
[46:58] is it's not an eye that is now going to
[47:00] have a different way to reach it or an
[47:02] eye trying to realize that it is it the
[47:05] eye itself is the issue and you are not
[47:10] the eye that believes it has a long way
[47:12] to go to reach your my level of
[47:18] acceptance I didn't reach
[47:24] it the eye that felt
[47:29] separated uh dissolved not completely
[47:33] it's not gone yet I'm not a Buddha yeah
[47:36] I'm on the path just like you I'm I'm a
[47:40] bozo on the bus just like
[47:43] you but it's very clear what the path is
[47:47] it's very clear at this level
[47:50] of this level of investigating the eye
[47:54] right this eye that we're so convinced
[47:56] is on
[47:59] he that's the
[48:00] culprit that's Maya that is the great
[48:03] illusion and that sense that wants to
[48:07] pull us into
[48:10] identification is this very subtle
[48:12] energy we need to become aware of so
[48:16] thank you for that question Carl it
[48:18] really let me go go and Riff on a
[48:22] um a a a more
[48:24] quintessential teaching
[48:27] yeah you're not the you are not who you
[48:30] think you
[48:33] are find out who you actually
[48:38] are the one you actually
[48:40] are doesn't have anywhere to
[48:43] go you're it and you've been it the
[48:46] whole
[48:47] time because even now you say I have a
[48:50] long way to go isn't all of that the
[48:52] words the the the feeling the belief all
[48:55] of it isn't it being
[48:59] perceived
[49:01] well pay attention to the
[49:04] perceiver because that's not changing is
[49:07] it that picture on the screen the eye
[49:11] the belief the distance those are all
[49:14] changing but the perceiver of all of it
[49:17] is that
[49:18] changing find
[49:20] that and your
[49:25] home JV for some reason I was hoping
[49:28] this was just going to be a tea kettle
[49:30] whistling in the key of
[49:33] G um I can't whistle very well yeah my
[49:36] dad could but yeah annoyed my mother
[49:40] terribly which I think is why he did
[49:45] it anything to get a rib in um let's see
[49:50] SEI I always remember the sentence from
[49:53] the big book of AA pain is the
[49:55] Touchstone to all spiritual growth
[50:00] um I would actually amend that a little
[50:03] bit I'm very grateful I learned this at
[50:05] the beginning of my spiritual journey ye
[50:08] yes it's it's true but I want to amend
[50:10] it a little bit because we think somehow
[50:14] that we could we're going to escape from
[50:18] Human
[50:20] pain which would mean that um somebody
[50:25] really close to me dies and I won't feel
[50:28] anything because that's
[50:32] painful it's it's a subtle difference
[50:35] but
[50:36] what the real Essence what pain points
[50:40] us to find a relief to pain of course it
[50:43] does
[50:44] right we make a whole lot of really
[50:47] stupid choices trying to find the relief
[50:50] to that because we don't know what the
[50:52] actual cause
[50:54] is then looking closer we find there
[50:58] really there is a difference between
[51:00] pain and
[51:02] suffering that pain is a part of life
[51:05] just like pleasure
[51:06] is you know grief is is just so
[51:10] much just as much a part of life as is
[51:13] Joy you cannot separate
[51:16] them but suffering that's
[51:20] different that's
[51:22] different suffering is all and how we
[51:26] have been programmed trained and
[51:29] inculturated to respond to the pain and
[51:33] the
[51:34] pleasure grab onto the pleasure try to
[51:37] not let it go try and try to get rid of
[51:39] all the
[51:42] pain uh which of course is absolutely
[51:45] impossible because you cannot have one
[51:47] without the other but you can be free of
[51:51] suffering because that isn't a part of
[51:55] the thing it is an overlay on it created
[51:59] by the false sense of identity that puts
[52:02] itself in a position of disagreement
[52:06] with the way things actually are and
[52:09] know they should be different right or
[52:10] tries to explain it right you know that
[52:13] God did this and we're sinful and we're
[52:15] fallen and eventually when we die if we
[52:18] if we follow the rules to the letter or
[52:20] believe the way we're supposed to
[52:22] believe then we're going to get the
[52:24] reward of this perfect place well there
[52:27] is no pain for the rest of
[52:30] Eternity um these are all the ways in
[52:33] which we we simply avoid that this is
[52:36] the reality of it and then when you do
[52:40] that even a little bit you don't have to
[52:42] be a Buddha to do this you probably have
[52:45] all even experienced it I know uh many
[52:49] of you who have been in my classes have
[52:52] that that when the resistance to it is
[52:55] gone
[52:57] suddenly the pain isn't so painful that
[53:01] the pain of life is actually Amplified
[53:04] by the fear of it and and the resistance
[53:07] to it it it's bigger than it actually is
[53:10] that at the root the
[53:13] pain usually well it's always less than
[53:17] that sometimes it even goes away
[53:19] completely other times there's an
[53:22] equinity there there's a there is a
[53:25] surrender there that will sometimes
[53:29] actually even heal whatever it is that's
[53:32] causing the pain um but will make one be
[53:36] be so present with it that that some
[53:40] enormous benefit comes out of it and
[53:42] there are many people who have been very
[53:45] grateful see you know the illness that
[53:48] they got these severe illnesses they
[53:49] were grateful because it shook them up
[53:53] it restructured their priorities it made
[53:56] them it just made them appreciate life
[53:59] like they had to let go of what the way
[54:02] they think things should have
[54:06] been
[54:08] um it's kind of similar to when people
[54:11] have near-death experiences suddenly all
[54:13] of this is gone and a whole new context
[54:15] comes about and it's like well sure yeah
[54:18] I do want to go back sometimes not
[54:21] sometimes no I don't want to go back
[54:23] right uh but uh it it how about we do
[54:27] that before we die or have a near-death
[54:28] experience or have some major illness
[54:30] how about you know just say oh I get it
[54:33] you know you can go in you can in go in
[54:36] the door through suffering or you can go
[54:37] in the door through
[54:39] surrender you can go in through devotion
[54:41] or you can go in through
[54:44] vant through
[54:46] wisdom once you're wise enough you don't
[54:49] need these things happening over and
[54:51] over and over again and the stuff that
[54:53] does happen that's unavoidable in life
[54:56] they'll be just an equinity to go
[54:58] through it including getting
[55:02] old and everything that that that comes
[55:07] that comes from it right it's inevitable
[55:11] know the little kid wants to grow up and
[55:13] want to have all the freedom and stuff
[55:15] of a of of adulthood maybe really enjoys
[55:19] all the freedom and the fun and the
[55:20] extra pleasures and the like and
[55:22] eventually I don't want to get old you
[55:24] want to stop the process right see even
[55:27] there's even some crazy lady um um
[55:32] Christian who who claims God has taken
[55:34] her and shown her heaven and it is you
[55:38] you get a nice spelt body back and I me
[55:41] you everybody looks you know hot and
[55:43] thin and you can eat whatever you want
[55:45] and you just look great all the time
[55:48] which is weird because there's no saxs
[55:50] there according to her so what's the
[55:52] point of looking good again exactly
[55:55] what's it but anyway you can see that
[55:58] that it it I don't know how I I don't
[56:02] I got got off on that but the idea I
[56:06] mean the idea of Heaven is this place
[56:08] where it's everything is the way I want
[56:10] it
[56:12] right it's just perfect for
[56:16] me heaven and hell are states of mind
[56:19] you can make a Hell or
[56:21] Heaven it's all in your hands you can
[56:24] make a God or a devil it's all in your
[56:26] hands
[56:29] Zephyr it's a dots sign
[56:33] actually not quite sure what you are
[56:37] referring to back back there but um
[56:41] doubt say well um
[56:44] fron uh hey
[56:46] Peter Peter in Italy
[56:51] y I had I had no idea it would take so
[56:54] long
[56:57] well you know compared to
[57:00] what right it took to so long compared
[57:05] to
[57:07] what maybe it just took as long as it
[57:10] needed to and still is and it it was
[57:13] going along exactly the right place and
[57:15] it's not too long or Too
[57:18] Short everything brings you to the next
[57:20] place the next place that's that's the
[57:22] path folks that's walking on the path
[57:25] that's that's what it means
[57:32] um first sentence in the book The Road
[57:34] Less Traveled life life is difficult
[57:37] that had a great impact on me I thought
[57:39] only my life and a certain few lives
[57:41] were difficult I was young and naive
[57:44] then yeah I grew up I grew up in the
[57:47] Midwest of the US which is a very weird
[57:50] place because you know life is you know
[57:52] in the midwest it's life is difficult
[57:54] very difficult and then you
[57:59] die very hopeful and then there's this
[58:02] you know the the promise of Heaven in
[58:04] the
[58:05] future and then the then the more the
[58:08] new thought uh uh Christian uh churches
[58:12] which other Christians don't think
[58:14] they're
[58:15] Christians in
[58:18] which it's all it's all in your mind
[58:22] right new thought which is kind of the
[58:23] the course of Miracles and you can
[58:26] manifest all these things which then
[58:29] shows up later as the Law of Attraction
[58:31] and all of that kind of stuff um that I
[58:34] can make this the heaven that I want
[58:40] right because I this is what's supposed
[58:43] to happening not this oh now I've got
[58:44] this power I can make that happen um
[58:48] without any regard for the the the ego
[58:51] or the or love or tenderness and
[58:54] compassion just complete dis disregards
[58:58] it it is um people often say that uh we
[59:03] quote the Buddha saying life is
[59:06] suffering um that's not actually what he
[59:09] said it's not what he put He says there
[59:12] is
[59:13] suffering life does not inherently
[59:17] involve
[59:19] suffering if you are the way we kind of
[59:22] use the
[59:23] words with with pain um um
[59:28] there are there's a subtle difference
[59:30] but of course the difference in
[59:31] definition is all in
[59:33] usage but the the animals in the wild
[59:37] don't really suffer in the way that we
[59:40] we suffer because they're
[59:44] not they're completely tuned to the
[59:47] environment and they respond to the
[59:50] environment yes they know fear they know
[59:52] they know pain and the like but there's
[59:55] nothing in them them to say this
[59:58] shouldn't be happening that would cause
[1:00:01] a psychological Rift that would create
[1:00:04] suffering because we say that and we
[1:00:06] live our entire lives clinging and
[1:00:09] pushing away and finding we can't do it
[1:00:12] so we try harder and different ways of
[1:00:14] doing it uh because we think life is
[1:00:17] somehow supposed to to accommodate and
[1:00:20] conform to my my personal needs well the
[1:00:25] animals don't have that
[1:00:28] they don't have that and it's really
[1:00:30] interesting when you see uh
[1:00:33] uh documentaries and the like of the of
[1:00:37] the kill right the cheetah gets the
[1:00:40] gazelle which he must do to survive as
[1:00:43] the gazelle must get away to survive um
[1:00:47] and there's a point and it happens in
[1:00:50] actually in every Critter um sometimes
[1:00:53] in humans usually not cuz we're so
[1:00:55] resistant to the whole idea but there's
[1:00:57] a moment that there's all the struggle
[1:00:59] everything's going on to try to try to
[1:01:01] get away and then all of a sudden you
[1:01:02] just see it
[1:01:04] Go and completely surrender to it may
[1:01:08] even seen it in your
[1:01:10] pets they know their time is
[1:01:13] coming and they just go off somewhere
[1:01:16] and they let it
[1:01:19] happen now that's just animals in the
[1:01:22] wild animals in captivity are completely
[1:01:24] different they have the same
[1:01:27] they know something's wrong right if
[1:01:29] they're in a the lion in a cage pacing
[1:01:31] back and forth is because he's supposed
[1:01:33] to be walking around a lot
[1:01:35] and he he can't do it with the whale in
[1:01:38] the swimming pool they're suffering
[1:01:41] because they're
[1:01:43] not they they don't have the opportunity
[1:01:45] to be themselves that is in fact what
[1:01:48] we're all suffering from and we think
[1:01:51] that that's going to somehow be
[1:01:54] ameliorated when I get things the way I
[1:01:57] want them and even if we did it's not
[1:02:01] enough and we keep going and most of the
[1:02:03] time we can't we just keep struggling at
[1:02:05] it struggling at it because that's not
[1:02:08] really what we want we want the freedom
[1:02:10] to be ourselves and the freedom to be
[1:02:13] yourself can't come from anything in the
[1:02:15] external World it must come from here we
[1:02:18] must go back the way we came removing
[1:02:22] everything that isn't you until you get
[1:02:24] to the gold which is you
[1:02:27] it's it's a process can take some time
[1:02:29] but once you know how to do
[1:02:32] it um it is the the direct most direct
[1:02:37] and the final path because there's no
[1:02:40] more distractions there's no more
[1:02:42] detours no more culd DEC you get stuck
[1:02:45] in yeah
[1:02:48] um uh yeah basically that's what I teach
[1:02:51] people how to do walk that path
[1:02:54] back and and feel treasurous cuz there's
[1:02:57] a lot of things that don't want you to
[1:02:58] walk that path back they want to keep
[1:03:00] you keep you up here both internal and
[1:03:02] external but but you know once you
[1:03:04] settle into
[1:03:06] it you know this is it yeah this is it
[1:03:11] and at some point L line you realize
[1:03:13] that this is the final
[1:03:16] path everything I've done all these
[1:03:18] other things this is it there aren't no
[1:03:21] more things this goes all the way
[1:03:27] so John John LEL I sure to hope that you
[1:03:30] all are having morally right
[1:03:32] [Laughter]
[1:03:35] Christians and
[1:03:37] I I I I I hope with all my heart that
[1:03:40] you're
[1:03:41] [Laughter]
[1:03:47] not oh
[1:03:49] yes very
[1:03:52] funny see um the popularity of Law of
[1:03:55] Attraction got all
[1:03:57] confused yeah as I was talking about I
[1:04:00] actually I caught that outside of my eye
[1:04:03] because it says we can get everything we
[1:04:05] want manifest the life we want you can
[1:04:08] have it all so we can't accept when it's
[1:04:11] when it's not the way we want to expect
[1:04:13] it yes
[1:04:15] and I don't think I have to it's not a
[1:04:19] long stretch right to to assume that you
[1:04:22] know for a fact that in those times I
[1:04:26] can't get it when I want and I'm
[1:04:27] supposed to be able to get it when I
[1:04:29] want I suffer and I blame myself for it
[1:04:32] and I try hard and I do everything they
[1:04:34] tell me to do and it doesn't work and
[1:04:36] they say it doesn't work and they say
[1:04:38] you didn't do it right it's all your
[1:04:42] fault oh man same old
[1:04:46] original sin in the back door
[1:04:51] yeah um you don't need
[1:04:54] to life will take care of you when you
[1:04:56] stop fighting
[1:05:00] it as uh David WR the uh David right
[1:05:07] right I think I got the name wrong
[1:05:09] Steven Steven right said uh so
[1:05:12] beautifully he says
[1:05:14] um you can't have it all where would you
[1:05:18] put
[1:05:23] it Sam when is it respond ible to Dawn
[1:05:27] the eye and remove the eye is there ever
[1:05:30] a time when interacting in the world
[1:05:32] that eye should be worn explicitly is
[1:05:35] being without IE always sociable viable
[1:05:40] also looking great GP thanks Sam we
[1:05:44] always enjoy those com
[1:05:46] comments I take the pose oh what I need
[1:05:49] is like a little you know a
[1:05:51] sophisticated shot of of like cognac or
[1:05:55] something uh
[1:05:57] I used to do things for
[1:05:59] commercials
[1:06:02] um the question
[1:06:04] [Laughter]
[1:06:11] sorry this is such a great question Sam
[1:06:14] so wonderful and it is one of the places
[1:06:19] that I I really have focused to kind of
[1:06:22] break down the barrier between the eye
[1:06:29] that that is that appears to be acting
[1:06:33] in the world and the eye that you truly
[1:06:36] are
[1:06:38] um and it's it's very very
[1:06:41] subtle and it it it takes some time to
[1:06:46] uh to for it to really become clear how
[1:06:49] it
[1:06:49] works um which is why I teach classes
[1:06:52] about it right and
[1:06:54] I and that is
[1:06:57] the finding that flow between the the
[1:07:02] absolute and the relative is the point
[1:07:06] there's a lot of nonuel teaching that
[1:07:09] says that somehow think you get into the
[1:07:12] absolute and you get rid of the relative
[1:07:16] well doesn't that sound kind of
[1:07:20] dualistic that's not non nonduality at
[1:07:23] all the absolute and the relative are
[1:07:25] not not
[1:07:27] two duel and nonuel are not
[1:07:32] two what isn't that the
[1:07:36] eye what actually happens
[1:07:41] is life and all of its interactions
[1:07:44] right everything you're experiencing
[1:07:46] right now all of it the UPS the Downs
[1:07:49] the successes the failures the romance
[1:07:53] right the family the relationship
[1:07:56] all of that right isn't a problem it's
[1:08:00] it's innocent right the ey that needs to
[1:08:05] be removed is the belief in a particular
[1:08:09] person for whom it is their life and
[1:08:13] these things are happening too and come
[1:08:16] back to the absolute perceiver the
[1:08:19] ultimate the true eye that is the one
[1:08:22] who's actually experiencing everything
[1:08:26] in
[1:08:27] life and when that
[1:08:29] happens the that the little eye
[1:08:33] disappears but the individuality does
[1:08:37] not the form through which the true eye
[1:08:42] is manifesting itself has become also
[1:08:45] has also become Li liberated so the
[1:08:49] sense of eye now not identified and tied
[1:08:52] to a particular eye
[1:08:56] moves very fluidly through the world
[1:08:59] because no you don't show up you don't
[1:09:02] show up well you show up without an eye
[1:09:05] but that doesn't mean you show up and
[1:09:07] what I'm
[1:09:10] just the form is still constantly
[1:09:14] morphing and changing taking different
[1:09:16] shapes you show up as you know as friend
[1:09:19] as as lover as employee as Employer
[1:09:23] right I show up as Grandpa right I've
[1:09:25] got two two beautiful young
[1:09:27] granddaughters and I've got a um a
[1:09:30] grandson right who was about to go into
[1:09:34] Premed here maybe even here at
[1:09:35] University of Washington so I get see
[1:09:37] him more he lives down in Phoenix so
[1:09:40] when I'm with them I'm Grandpa kind of
[1:09:43] well cuz the other one the the the older
[1:09:46] one I inherited through so we but we
[1:09:48] have established a really beautiful
[1:09:49] relationship e nor I'm not his
[1:09:51] biological
[1:09:52] grandfather so that's a different
[1:09:54] relationship
[1:09:56] the relationship I have with the
[1:09:57] three-year-old granddaughter is
[1:09:59] different than the one I have with the
[1:10:00] 8-year-old Grand granddaughter which is
[1:10:02] different with all the people in in in
[1:10:05] my life all of them are slightly
[1:10:08] different right some of them are very
[1:10:11] very close to me right they're just like
[1:10:14] right here am my you know the ones that
[1:10:17] are just for me right and then there are
[1:10:20] those that are just every day and my and
[1:10:23] students have very close relationship
[1:10:25] with and I'm very different there than I
[1:10:29] am with my granddaughters and my sons
[1:10:31] and their wives and and the you know the
[1:10:35] the the people I meet all the day and
[1:10:36] the other people who have live in this
[1:10:38] house that I that I live in and all very
[1:10:41] very different
[1:10:44] and something shows up a sense it's it's
[1:10:48] not an eye that shows up the form
[1:10:51] changes to to be
[1:10:53] present appropriately in that
[1:10:56] circumstance with those people if I
[1:10:58] showed up as the spiritual teacher doing
[1:11:00] non-u inquiry with my three-year-old how
[1:11:03] how far you think I would
[1:11:05] get I show up as you know I'm on the
[1:11:08] floor we're playing with dolls and and
[1:11:11] Legos and I'm that and we we're now
[1:11:13] we're trains right
[1:11:17] right you know I
[1:11:19] mean now but when you don't have a sense
[1:11:23] of being stuck in an identity itty you
[1:11:27] realize that the the the forms that are
[1:11:31] taken are coming and going constantly
[1:11:33] and you're free to all of them you know
[1:11:36] you you know when to be angry right and
[1:11:40] and and protect and say absolutely no
[1:11:43] further in a boundary and many people
[1:11:45] you need to do that with but you don't
[1:11:47] become an angry person you are the the
[1:11:53] free uh uh formless eye that takes form
[1:12:00] in any manner
[1:12:02] necessary and when you are freed from
[1:12:04] the sense of eye as
[1:12:07] identity the exactly right form shows up
[1:12:11] for every
[1:12:13] circumstance and for me exactly right
[1:12:15] means it's the form that gives voice
[1:12:20] presence to the most love possible in
[1:12:24] that situation
[1:12:28] but it's always
[1:12:30] absolutely dead nuts
[1:12:32] on when you're not uh when you don't
[1:12:36] have a a sense of identity if you do
[1:12:40] have a sense of identity that this is
[1:12:41] who I am I'm like this and you know um
[1:12:44] then that identity showing up uh
[1:12:50] socially is only going to be be able to
[1:12:52] you won't have access to any other
[1:12:54] resources so it's just going to always
[1:12:56] be trying to impose itself on it on the
[1:12:59] the circumstance tring to change it so
[1:13:01] it fits in it or else get really shy and
[1:13:03] pull back from it because it can't deal
[1:13:05] with it it doesn't have the access to it
[1:13:07] the sense of eye has been compressed
[1:13:09] into this what you can now call the
[1:13:12] person right rather than just the form
[1:13:15] which is the manifestation of the self
[1:13:18] you have the person projected on the
[1:13:22] manifestation right that cuts itself off
[1:13:25] from the totality of the manifestation
[1:13:28] and then feels rightly um I don't have
[1:13:32] how do I do this how do you know afraid
[1:13:34] or aggressive or whatever it needs to be
[1:13:37] so every situation you show up in like
[1:13:41] as I am right now and and totally in I'm
[1:13:46] there but when all of this you know
[1:13:49] turns off I say goodbye I I I close the
[1:13:51] screen I turn off the lights then it's
[1:13:54] just me there's just nothing no
[1:13:58] one and then oh make something eat cuz
[1:14:02] my body's hungry I've got some some
[1:14:04] other things I want to do this afternoon
[1:14:07] I'm I'm going to be talking with um a a
[1:14:10] close a close friend later today um and
[1:14:17] uh none of them are me all of them are
[1:14:21] me some simply because
[1:14:25] um in in some in some
[1:14:29] relationships and in some circumstan
[1:14:31] even some
[1:14:32] groups like in a s like in the sa like
[1:14:35] in the s that I do um the uh We've
[1:14:40] created a very safe space so more of
[1:14:44] there's more freedom to be you there's
[1:14:46] th those things kind of come down and
[1:14:50] you now can get used to not being stuck
[1:14:53] in a form and then entally you know
[1:14:56] spills over into the into the rest of
[1:14:59] your life so the quality of
[1:15:03] relationships is is part of it as as as
[1:15:07] well until you come to recognize that
[1:15:11] who you really are isn't caught in any
[1:15:13] of it but is present in all of
[1:15:18] it right and you know and we and we all
[1:15:21] have I mean the the real essence of a
[1:15:23] romantic relationship
[1:15:25] is a place where you can be 100%
[1:15:28] yourself that's what it's about and if
[1:15:30] you can't um there's something wrong and
[1:15:35] and you need to get on it right
[1:15:37] otherwise at some point it'll fall apart
[1:15:40] but if you can if you can recognize that
[1:15:42] it's really about becoming free to be
[1:15:44] yourself and that's Mutual it can it can
[1:15:48] sustain you know can be actually
[1:15:52] potentially could be a love affair your
[1:15:53] whole life
[1:15:55] the the strictly non-u absolutist
[1:15:58] approach completely disregards
[1:16:01] relationship they they're not important
[1:16:02] at all they're illusory like everything
[1:16:05] else they're only illus if you project a
[1:16:09] self on them otherwise they are this
[1:16:12] self that is a finite false sense of
[1:16:15] self onto
[1:16:17] them look at all of human life right one
[1:16:21] of the best examples I can best
[1:16:24] metaphors I can think of is the Mirage
[1:16:28] in the
[1:16:30] desert the the the non dualist would say
[1:16:35] none of it exists it's all an illusion
[1:16:36] it's all Mirage more
[1:16:39] accurately there's a mirage water right
[1:16:44] there's a desert there's sand it's hot
[1:16:47] I'm sweating I'm thirsty I'm getting
[1:16:50] really really tired there's there's heat
[1:16:53] the the waves of heat are arriving ringg
[1:16:55] from the sand creating these
[1:16:57] disturbances in the air and I see a
[1:17:00] mirage water there and I go for it the
[1:17:03] desert's real The Mirage isn't there's
[1:17:05] no water there the desert is actually
[1:17:08] here but the illusion projects on it
[1:17:12] something that isn't
[1:17:14] here all of human life is the self made
[1:17:18] Manifest this the the the essence from
[1:17:21] which it is emanating and the emanation
[1:17:23] are one they are not two not an absolute
[1:17:25] and relative not a Divine and a human
[1:17:28] you know and not a not a sacred and a
[1:17:31] profane they are
[1:17:33] one the the idea the belief the the Maya
[1:17:37] the great illusion is a somebody who is
[1:17:41] there and that's actually being
[1:17:43] projected onto what is actually here
[1:17:46] that's the Mirage the ego the sense of
[1:17:49] self the the the the sense of an I am I
[1:17:53] am this or that uh that's the Mirage
[1:17:56] there's nobody there everything else
[1:17:59] it's here
[1:18:05] enjoy um uh so
[1:18:10] um let's see let's see here Sam
[1:18:13] continued wow surprisingly that makes
[1:18:15] really good sense the removal of the
[1:18:17] belief is primary then the Eyes true
[1:18:19] expression arise uniquely met with very
[1:18:22] yes you're no longer stuck right
[1:18:25] uh thanks so much I'll meditate also you
[1:18:28] taught me that the Buddha mind can
[1:18:30] code can code more than a year ago uh
[1:18:35] knowing this has made my journey in
[1:18:36] dealing with Earth and logic
[1:18:38] fantastically more sensible I'm now
[1:18:40] freelancing as a programmer wow I did I
[1:18:43] did that for a long time actually since
[1:18:46] 1984 before I finally started started my
[1:18:49] own company life but anyway we'll send
[1:18:51] you a h check when my manifestation
[1:18:53] practice beat my
[1:18:56] no I got the
[1:18:59] sarcasm I I to you it was there it was
[1:19:02] very clear
[1:19:04] yeah yeah if anybody wasn't getting it
[1:19:06] it's good they saw but I I I could I
[1:19:08] could I could feel it I I could feel it
[1:19:12] um yeah removal of the eye as RAM Mahari
[1:19:17] put it the eye removes the eye and yet
[1:19:20] Remains the eye and um you know the the
[1:19:25] the word in uh Sanskrit that is
[1:19:29] translated in all the Buddhist texts as
[1:19:32] suffering um and it's actually the same
[1:19:34] word in poly which is the language
[1:19:36] Buddha actually spoke um the word for
[1:19:40] suffering is Dua duka is the word that
[1:19:42] gets translated into suffering in uh in
[1:19:46] all the English
[1:19:47] texts now duka is a very interesting
[1:19:50] word because it refers to the hub of a
[1:19:54] wheel that has gotten out of true to the
[1:19:58] point where the wheel either can't H at
[1:20:01] all or with great difficulty right in
[1:20:04] other words it's
[1:20:07] stuck suffering is when I get stuck in
[1:20:12] an identity this eye I am this eye which
[1:20:16] this little thing there starting with I
[1:20:18] am the body stuck there everything from
[1:20:21] the world is perceived like that all of
[1:20:25] what all of the rest of the flow which
[1:20:28] is the actual nature of life is now is
[1:20:31] now out uh not available to that one as
[1:20:36] long as I believe it I will feel as if
[1:20:39] it doesn't belong to me but I'm not
[1:20:44] him so to to be free of suffering
[1:20:48] doesn't mean changing anything it means
[1:20:52] freeing yourself pulling your feet out
[1:20:54] of the mud
[1:20:55] that has
[1:20:57] frozen frozen you in a position on the
[1:21:00] flow that's made it look like this is my
[1:21:03] this is me this is who I am and
[1:21:07] everything is seen from then and then
[1:21:08] you begin to realize you suffer it
[1:21:10] doesn't fit
[1:21:13] everywhere you know I I I I can't be the
[1:21:17] nondu teacher with my with my
[1:21:22] grandkids or even with any of the
[1:21:25] fellows I live here the other guys that
[1:21:27] live in this this house that I'm living
[1:21:29] in um waste of time I show up the way as
[1:21:34] something I don't show up as anything I
[1:21:36] have no agenda I just show up and
[1:21:38] somebody
[1:21:42] appears and it's really funny some of
[1:21:44] the misinterpretation people say ask me
[1:21:46] about different things it's hysterical
[1:21:48] with they project yeah anyway um great
[1:21:52] Sam fantastic and we all
[1:21:56] got the uh we all got the
[1:21:59] sarcasm uh let's
[1:22:02] see
[1:22:05] uh whoops that sounds more like hell
[1:22:09] everyone looks good but you don't
[1:22:10] satisfy your desire ever I know it yes
[1:22:13] it is hell I mean she even talking about
[1:22:16] pizz the size of tables and you can eat
[1:22:18] the whole thing and not
[1:22:20] get the right-wing Christian
[1:22:23] nationalists
[1:22:25] are
[1:22:27] insane there I said it they're Pat
[1:22:31] crazy okay dangerously crazy though
[1:22:35] let's point that
[1:22:37] out Brent one of my favorite jokes is
[1:22:40] Jesus knocking on someone's door the
[1:22:42] people inside ask why should we let you
[1:22:44] in and Jesus replies to save you from
[1:22:47] what I'm going to do to you if you
[1:22:52] don't
[1:22:53] perfect I'm that's perfect yes there it
[1:22:57] is there's the distorted
[1:23:00] Christianity in the fewest number of
[1:23:02] words possible I absolutely love
[1:23:06] [Laughter]
[1:23:07] it
[1:23:09] Isabelle um that reminds
[1:23:11] me I'm actually going to be doing a
[1:23:14] class called reclaiming
[1:23:16] God uh a workshop for recovering
[1:23:20] evangelists
[1:23:22] fundamentalists and anyone else who has
[1:23:25] been traumatized by the Loveless
[1:23:28] religion if anybody's
[1:23:31] interested I don't know if I let me see
[1:23:34] something if I have something about it h
[1:23:37] i don't shoot I don't have a link to
[1:23:40] join uh I do have a logo for it but I
[1:23:43] don't have a link to join so um I'll put
[1:23:46] something up here pretty soon right
[1:23:49] about it because uh I haven't wanted to
[1:23:52] do anything other than the nonu
[1:23:54] self-inquiry
[1:23:55] um s that I've got and the EFT trainings
[1:24:00] um immersions that I've got this the
[1:24:03] first time I've actually felt inspired
[1:24:05] for a very long
[1:24:07] time
[1:24:09] um uh to do anything other than those
[1:24:12] two I've been really focused there and
[1:24:15] want to keep it that way one time I had
[1:24:17] I think it was close to 120 different
[1:24:20] programs and workshops on my on on uh my
[1:24:24] learning
[1:24:27] platform I was crazy I Whitted it down I
[1:24:30] Whitted it down to like six and waited
[1:24:34] and a few people said what happened to
[1:24:36] and everyone that said what happened to
[1:24:37] I put it back so I'm I'm down to a much
[1:24:40] more manageable number but the only new
[1:24:42] stuff I've been doing has been about
[1:24:44] nonu self-inquiry and emotional
[1:24:47] Freedom uh and this is the first time um
[1:24:52] I have uh felt like I I've really wanted
[1:24:55] to um to address something very
[1:24:58] specifically because I I have a lot of
[1:25:00] students who are in fact recovering from
[1:25:03] the the horrible Damage Done to them by
[1:25:07] these extreme
[1:25:09] right-wing Evangelical uh uh people who
[1:25:13] in fact hide behind the the Bible and
[1:25:18] the and and
[1:25:19] Jesus in fact do not love God they love
[1:25:22] power and they want more of it
[1:25:26] uh but have deceived many right they
[1:25:30] will come in my name and deceive any do
[1:25:33] not be deceived um no we're
[1:25:38] not yeah not and I'm just so grateful
[1:25:41] for those who have come to me for some
[1:25:43] relief from the the brainwashing and the
[1:25:47] the constant fear and and coercion that
[1:25:50] that troubles them but it's as many here
[1:25:53] can testify it
[1:25:57] it there is a way out and it doesn't
[1:25:59] take a long
[1:26:01] time so um Joseph gp's gp's approval of
[1:26:06] me is more important than my
[1:26:08] [Laughter]
[1:26:10] dad's that's says Brent uh wow I don't
[1:26:15] know he said about that nandu
[1:26:19] Grandpa I see oh oh God I I miss some
[1:26:23] things for Isabelle oh Isabelle is in
[1:26:26] she's in both my AF class and the
[1:26:29] self-inquiry Sanaa thank you for that
[1:26:31] perspective on pain versus self
[1:26:33] suffering that's really helpful yeah and
[1:26:37] and but you know let me be really clear
[1:26:40] because it's so it gets so easily people
[1:26:42] distorted very very quickly it doesn't
[1:26:45] mean it doesn't mean an avoidance of
[1:26:48] pain nor does it mean that I've got to
[1:26:50] suffer it's nothing like that right it
[1:26:53] just get everything in persp perspective
[1:26:55] so the pain that you're feeling is just
[1:26:58] the pain that you're feeling there's
[1:26:59] nothing additional being added on to it
[1:27:03] right no resistance to it because that
[1:27:06] means all the energy that was going into
[1:27:09] the resistance can be there for a
[1:27:13] solution whatever that might look like
[1:27:16] we don't have to go off I'm going to
[1:27:17] make it all go away because that's just
[1:27:19] more resistance you're totally present
[1:27:22] with what is actually here
[1:27:25] and that makes all the resources present
[1:27:27] which means the true eye is present God
[1:27:30] is present love is present all the stuff
[1:27:33] needed to bring about whatever
[1:27:35] resolution needs to bring about right
[1:27:38] and sometimes the only reason that pain
[1:27:40] is there is to get you to
[1:27:43] surrender and the moment you do it's
[1:27:46] gone not everything there's there's a
[1:27:49] lot of energy here there's there's
[1:27:51] there's many uh there can be many levels
[1:27:54] but the levels are not infinite they do
[1:27:57] not go on forever right there is an end
[1:28:00] to this and the very good news is that
[1:28:04] you are all on the final path that leads
[1:28:08] to the end of it no more tributaries
[1:28:11] you're in the river that goes to the
[1:28:16] ocean let's
[1:28:18] see
[1:28:20] um posting with a class conac I'm
[1:28:23] watching only for the moments of few
[1:28:24] [Laughter]
[1:28:30] I'm I'm going to have to do that
[1:28:31] sometime I'm going to have to show up to
[1:28:33] hey everyone welcome to te with G we're
[1:28:36] going to be here till about 4 in the
[1:28:37] morning and uh you hear you can catch us
[1:28:40] every Sunday
[1:28:43] afternoon do the commercial for maybe
[1:28:46] I'll get more
[1:28:47] [Laughter]
[1:28:50] views Joseph you're a lucky guy I'm not
[1:28:53] sure he's saying that too um um I feel I
[1:28:58] feel quite blessed actually
[1:29:01] yeah just a lot of things um just of
[1:29:04] late coming into my life after a a
[1:29:08] period
[1:29:09] yeah uh you know not a lot of things
[1:29:13] but I feel very blessed I feel very very
[1:29:18] blessed it just makes all of the all of
[1:29:21] the stuff that I've been through in my
[1:29:23] life and it's quite a long
[1:29:25] list um the things that happened to me
[1:29:28] the things that I myself
[1:29:30] did um just brings them all into
[1:29:33] perspective and it was worth it it was
[1:29:36] worth it we have to be squeezed by life
[1:29:41] to
[1:29:47] surrender we don't like it we don't want
[1:29:49] it we'll fight it as long as we can
[1:29:51] until until you just run out of moves
[1:29:53] it's like like God locks all the doors
[1:29:56] blocks up all all the
[1:29:59] windows right Paints the floor you are
[1:30:02] in the corner there's no place left to
[1:30:04] go
[1:30:06] and oddly enough for some reason you
[1:30:09] Just
[1:30:11] Surrender got nowhere to go you
[1:30:13] surrender here you take
[1:30:16] it not my will but th Dy and be done and
[1:30:22] Magic
[1:30:23] happens not necessarily right
[1:30:26] [Laughter]
[1:30:28] away and the things that can happen that
[1:30:31] lead up to that moment you can resist
[1:30:35] and fight and push away you can try all
[1:30:37] the manifestation techniques you every
[1:30:39] technique I don't care what what is even
[1:30:41] tab whatever it is and it none of it
[1:30:44] will
[1:30:46] work because they've all done they've
[1:30:49] all done that they've done their job
[1:30:51] they've brought you here and now it's
[1:30:53] time for the big
[1:30:57] squeeze but all it's really doing doing
[1:31:00] is basically squeezing the toothpaste
[1:31:03] out of the tube because inside the tube
[1:31:06] it's like this but it's a little bitty
[1:31:08] hole you got to go through before you
[1:31:10] get out oh look it's a big world you
[1:31:13] know the snake molting its skin right
[1:31:16] and when a snake mols its skin it's not
[1:31:18] like a zipper you know and it comes off
[1:31:19] and you hang it up I mean it just comes
[1:31:21] off in pieces and parts and the snake
[1:31:23] actually has to go through really tiny
[1:31:26] places and rub up against you know rough
[1:31:28] spots and the like so it actually all
[1:31:30] come all comes off um that's more like
[1:31:34] the the process of of Spiritual
[1:31:37] Awakening but the good news is is that
[1:31:39] you didn't choose it you didn't start it
[1:31:42] and you're not doing it it's pure grace
[1:31:44] we think I'm doing it I'm walking the
[1:31:47] path I'm doing it be good job and you're
[1:31:50] not doing any of it it is all pure grace
[1:32:02] so no no oh jeez come on now I
[1:32:07] can't you're getting good at polish oh
[1:32:10] yeah really
[1:32:13] okay um I am a k Baka how do I stop
[1:32:17] obsessing over
[1:32:18] men
[1:32:20] um by accepting the fact that even
[1:32:23] though you are aaka you are devotional
[1:32:27] to K which means you completely
[1:32:30] surrender to to K
[1:32:35] surrender the all all that is first own
[1:32:38] it right you know uh you're a
[1:32:43] woman inherent in the female body well
[1:32:47] you know female bodies that are
[1:32:50] attracted to men there can be femal
[1:32:53] bodies that aren't
[1:32:55] and it is natural
[1:32:57] [Laughter]
[1:33:00] right it does happen it's part of nature
[1:33:03] it's like everything else yes it's real
[1:33:05] anyway but you're not you're a vakta um
[1:33:09] so um you are obsessing over
[1:33:13] men what you're what's actually
[1:33:16] happening is the very the absolutely
[1:33:19] natural feelings that are going to be
[1:33:21] there in a woman for a man
[1:33:24] all of it romantic and emotional as well
[1:33:27] as just pure lust they're all there
[1:33:31] except that they're there of course
[1:33:33] they're there you don't have to get rid
[1:33:35] of them they can be there and they can
[1:33:40] be there even as you're devoted to to KH
[1:33:45] right and then you will you will find in
[1:33:48] that the strength to um I don't know if
[1:33:52] your if your path has is has uh asked
[1:33:55] you to make a vow of
[1:33:57] celibacy and the like in which case
[1:34:01] just
[1:34:03] don't don't disown it don't think it's
[1:34:06] not supposed to be there right because
[1:34:08] what you're really obsessing over
[1:34:10] is there's this I can't have it I want
[1:34:14] have I I want it I can't have it I want
[1:34:15] it can't have it I want can't it you see
[1:34:17] just going back and forth you don't need
[1:34:19] that suffering you don't need that um
[1:34:22] that uh uh inner conflict right so just
[1:34:27] let it go right I want that because
[1:34:31] that's a fact right that's that's the
[1:34:33] feeling perfectly natural I want that
[1:34:36] and then you can take that as a
[1:34:39] prayer and I want this um I leave it to
[1:34:44] you fulfill
[1:34:46] it uh in some way I actually with a man
[1:34:50] and it's and it is quality and loving
[1:34:53] and and the life
[1:34:56] um or you you just remove the desire
[1:35:00] from me which is fine as
[1:35:03] well or you leave it long enough for me
[1:35:06] to learn the lesson from it and come to
[1:35:09] the place of
[1:35:10] equinity and accept my my humanity and
[1:35:14] then offer that up in your
[1:35:19] devotion that's what de devotion
[1:35:22] means I have this these are my needs
[1:35:25] these are my desires I give them to you
[1:35:28] it's not a disowning them and you don't
[1:35:30] have to obsess over them you don't have
[1:35:32] you don't have to do it you just have to
[1:35:35] accept what is actually
[1:35:38] here without judging it or condemning it
[1:35:41] because it's here it's just the way it
[1:35:46] is yeah there's this there's just this
[1:35:49] natural warm desire that is pure is
[1:35:53] innocence
[1:35:55] itself it's it's all of these religious
[1:35:57] ideas we get that somehow we're not
[1:35:59] supposed to feel that it's like the too
[1:36:03] late the only reason you're tell me I'm
[1:36:05] not supposed to is because I already am
[1:36:08] and why would you tell me I'm not
[1:36:09] supposed to when I'm doing exactly what
[1:36:12] comes absolutely
[1:36:17] natural because you're trying to control
[1:36:19] me oh yeah that's what it is right so um
[1:36:24] in the Baka it's not a condemnation it's
[1:36:27] an invitation to have a focal point
[1:36:30] where this is the most important on the
[1:36:33] on the path of nonu self inquiry which I
[1:36:36] talk about which here right which I did
[1:36:39] with somebody questioning the
[1:36:42] eye the path of non-dual self-inquiry
[1:36:44] cannot succeed without the path of
[1:36:47] devotion or Bak it's it's called Nana um
[1:36:52] or vidanta
[1:36:54] um uh for the for the self inquiry and
[1:36:58] it's called bakti or devotion for the
[1:37:02] for the path of devotion sometimes
[1:37:04] Tantra because Tantra is kind of Tantra
[1:37:06] is a form of that the bakti is is
[1:37:08] different um and so what you see
[1:37:14] is the the inquiry cannot complete
[1:37:17] itself without that in fact it really
[1:37:21] goes off the rails the the reason why
[1:37:24] why I call out the
[1:37:27] absolutist uh folks uh who do uh who
[1:37:31] teach that form of of nonduality where
[1:37:35] this is this is all there is that's all
[1:37:37] an illusion none of it exists you don't
[1:37:39] exist none of this is important doesn't
[1:37:41] matter what you do um which was somebody
[1:37:44] used the phrase Neo adviti ists or no no
[1:37:47] adiah holics that was what it
[1:37:50] was and and what happens on that side
[1:37:54] inevitably well almost inevitably it's
[1:37:57] possible maybe not but is that they
[1:37:59] become
[1:38:02] arrogant full of themselves it's very
[1:38:04] intellectual and and and and because of
[1:38:08] that it's actually a way for them to
[1:38:10] suppress their feelings their wounded
[1:38:12] inner child and and
[1:38:14] stuff and try to avoid avoid it and
[1:38:17] they're usually gaslighting they're very
[1:38:19] harsh on other people they want other
[1:38:21] people to be subordinate and look up to
[1:38:23] them and that sort of thing as my own
[1:38:25] teacher Muji said talking about the Nana
[1:38:29] path that absolutist path and the and
[1:38:32] the devotional path he says there's a
[1:38:34] whole lot more arrogance in the in the
[1:38:38] absolutist path than there is in the in
[1:38:41] the devotional path without that
[1:38:43] devotional path we will get
[1:38:45] arrogant and uh uh and uh Papa G who is
[1:38:50] muji's parent um um teacher uh said
[1:38:55] truth cannot come to an arrogant
[1:39:00] mind so they we need each other the
[1:39:03] devotion has to be there and the
[1:39:05] Devotion to Ki KI is the a goddess
[1:39:09] manifests all sorts of
[1:39:11] amazingly qualities uh you know the the
[1:39:15] really harsh ones right and then the
[1:39:18] then the other the other ones the
[1:39:20] dissolution of it's really beautiful but
[1:39:22] um but she represents the truth of being
[1:39:26] she represents you who you really
[1:39:31] are the the ultimate of the devotion is
[1:39:34] to walk right up to
[1:39:36] Oneness with the object of
[1:39:39] devotion um and that's where that's as
[1:39:43] far as it can go because the the devotee
[1:39:47] just wants to be wants to worship their
[1:39:50] beloved and so that next step is the
[1:39:54] thing that breaks down the wall so you
[1:39:56] become you disappear
[1:39:58] into that into the object of your
[1:40:03] devotion you find that that Kali was
[1:40:05] nothing was nothing other I don't mean
[1:40:08] it like that Kali was the representation
[1:40:11] the externalization of your own
[1:40:15] nature which because of all sorts of
[1:40:17] reasons we became disconnected
[1:40:21] from and and in in that disconnect felt
[1:40:25] ourselves separate and the various paths
[1:40:28] like like bakti or SAA yoga or karma
[1:40:31] yoga or Nana yoga with nand all lead
[1:40:35] back to that Union and all of these are
[1:40:39] part of it and and they can't really
[1:40:42] can't get along it can't get there um
[1:40:46] without the right mix mix of them all so
[1:40:50] I I will talk about prayer right and the
[1:40:53] worship
[1:40:54] of God right but not the worship of a
[1:40:57] personal wrathful God that I need to
[1:40:59] worship or he's going to beat the
[1:41:01] out of me or worse I mean punish me
[1:41:06] forever it's like
[1:41:09] insane absolutely
[1:41:11] insane um it is a god of of pure
[1:41:16] formless
[1:41:18] love that is beyond all opposites is
[1:41:22] male and female right God is gender
[1:41:28] neutral neither beyond all beyond all
[1:41:31] opposites which you know pops up in the
[1:41:34] various even in the even in the
[1:41:36] abrahamic religions like Christianity
[1:41:38] the mystics show
[1:41:40] up they show up there that that have
[1:41:43] that sense of a God and um sometimes
[1:41:46] they suffer for it and sometimes not but
[1:41:49] so anyway uh yeah love lovely lovely
[1:41:56] that will that will take
[1:41:58] away the inner conflict maybe even the
[1:42:02] the shame and self-recrimination
[1:42:04] you're you're doing yourself because you
[1:42:07] have the feelings that are inherently
[1:42:10] human and you can let go of the
[1:42:13] obsessing it's okay to have them it's
[1:42:16] okay to have them and then choose
[1:42:19] whether you're going to act on them or
[1:42:21] not um but they don't need to go
[1:42:25] away right and it's okay to think about
[1:42:28] it it's okay to want it and it may very
[1:42:31] well be possible that on your path of
[1:42:35] devotion that a a healthy relationship
[1:42:39] with a man is part of the
[1:42:41] devotion you can see Bak K in in him
[1:42:46] right you can worship each other as
[1:42:50] manifestations not as an idol as an
[1:42:52] object like like that but you can
[1:42:55] actually use the
[1:42:58] humanness in in in the service of the
[1:43:01] devotion there's there's nothing that
[1:43:03] says you can't have great relationships
[1:43:05] and great sex and not become
[1:43:10] awakened Ain't
[1:43:13] So Nar gadada was married with h four
[1:43:17] kids I think it was um I think I think
[1:43:21] da S I don't really remember now I I
[1:43:24] thought it was Sons but I I think there
[1:43:26] were some Sons and Daughters any four of
[1:43:27] them householder regular guy nothing
[1:43:31] special right married and all and all
[1:43:34] that came one of the greatest ages of
[1:43:35] all
[1:43:38] time so yeah so yeah is this help
[1:43:43] freeing you up there um oody yeah is
[1:43:47] this help kind of freeing up all that
[1:43:49] energy for
[1:43:51] you getting rid of just
[1:43:54] know getting you don't have to get rid
[1:43:56] of the obsessing it oops it'll take care
[1:43:59] of it'll take care of
[1:44:01] itself it'll just disappear because it
[1:44:03] it won't have anything to feed on there
[1:44:05] won't be any
[1:44:06] conflict right that lets it feed on it
[1:44:09] so
[1:44:11] beautiful and and thank you for that
[1:44:13] because it really allowed me to to uh
[1:44:17] give some really really um
[1:44:21] profound quintessential teachings about
[1:44:24] the about the B some clarity to it as we
[1:44:27] do we we get extreme this only this push
[1:44:31] everything else away it's not that it's
[1:44:33] an embracing of everything and from that
[1:44:36] embracing comes the power and authority
[1:44:39] to to use the human energy towards the
[1:44:44] Transcendent goal now pure now now
[1:44:49] humanity is serving the the Supreme what
[1:44:53] what could that's the highest
[1:44:58] devotion Moody I'm crying thank
[1:45:04] you yeah you just been set
[1:45:08] free so
[1:45:11] beautiful David thanks for calling the
[1:45:15] Evangelist evangelicals what they are
[1:45:17] yeah that's exactly what they
[1:45:20] are did you mean the um bat or the
[1:45:24] the lust for power and uh and uh using
[1:45:29] the their rather Twisted interpretation
[1:45:32] of the Bible is
[1:45:33] justification both are true yep both are
[1:45:36] we'll go with
[1:45:38] both Mary py said I saw that yesterday
[1:45:41] that course about claiming God I'll sign
[1:45:43] up for it well I knew you I knew you
[1:45:45] would yeah but um so I
[1:45:48] just ah
[1:45:50] just everything's kind of slowed down
[1:45:53] for me
[1:45:54] late beautifully
[1:45:57] so it's been a yeah it's been quite a
[1:46:00] quite a ride the last few
[1:46:02] weeks so anyway Jay there's this truck
[1:46:06] driver I've been following on YouTube
[1:46:08] for a while and he posted a video
[1:46:10] recently talking about his 2025
[1:46:12] goals one of them was about him spending
[1:46:15] more time with
[1:46:17] God and he was asking
[1:46:19] fellow father's advice on instilling the
[1:46:23] fear of God and their kids I went on to
[1:46:26] mention the story about
[1:46:27] Eli if I my memory serves me right and
[1:46:31] the story of
[1:46:33] Abraham um Eli wow God I haven't heard
[1:46:37] of that one in a long time I don't
[1:46:39] remember the story off hand but actually
[1:46:42] what I want to do in that um in that uh
[1:46:49] class that Workshop I do have a
[1:46:52] Battlefront let me show you
[1:46:53] no let me media let me show you let me
[1:46:56] show you what it looks
[1:46:57] like thought it was a great picture um U
[1:47:02] even though I don't know when it's going
[1:47:03] to happen yet I mean I could get a very
[1:47:05] long link you know because it is ready
[1:47:08] to sign up let me take a quick minute
[1:47:11] here as I answer that um because the
[1:47:16] reason I wanted um uh bring this up is
[1:47:21] because one of the things I wanted to do
[1:47:24] uh in the
[1:47:26] class was to have people bring
[1:47:29] in uh Bible stories that we could then
[1:47:34] look together at them I'll take it down
[1:47:36] now because I'm I whoops I've gone away
[1:47:41] um we look at them together and dig in
[1:47:45] there for a for a deeper meaning for a
[1:47:47] much more spiritual meaning you know
[1:47:50] there's there is in the New Testament
[1:47:53] you see little sparkles of the of the
[1:47:56] deeper meaning especially the idea of
[1:47:58] the new tongue where that just speaks in
[1:48:03] a completely different language it's not
[1:48:06] the stuff you see of people doing a
[1:48:07] bunch of
[1:48:09] gibberish anyway it is the eye that
[1:48:14] pierces through the appearance and sees
[1:48:16] the underlying
[1:48:18] meaning so there's there are some
[1:48:20] meanings to the stories and the Bible
[1:48:24] like I can't remember Eli but Abraham of
[1:48:26] course was the kind of the patriarch of
[1:48:29] all of all of the of the of the Jewish
[1:48:33] history um and uh but they mythological
[1:48:40] stories they're stories that are there
[1:48:42] to to uh Inspire contemplation to to
[1:48:47] look at things that the results of
[1:48:48] people's
[1:48:51] contemplation Abraham didn't exist
[1:48:54] neither did
[1:48:57] Moses many of the people didn't a lot of
[1:49:00] the prophets did There's archaeological
[1:49:03] evidence of it or at least the somebody
[1:49:07] wrote it
[1:49:10] right right there was the name they name
[1:49:14] Isaiah it's all you know there people
[1:49:17] spending their whole lives putting all
[1:49:19] this stuff together and there's a couple
[1:49:20] of uh um of U Bible scholars that I'm
[1:49:24] really enjoying Dan mlen is a new one
[1:49:26] that I've just discovered you might want
[1:49:28] to look him up who actually listens to
[1:49:32] videos from right-wing uh fundamentalist
[1:49:37] Christians all this stuff about the
[1:49:39] Bible and then going back and correcting
[1:49:41] it well there's no data to support this
[1:49:44] there's no evidence for this whatsoever
[1:49:46] right and he's really good at catching
[1:49:48] the way they twist things in the the
[1:49:51] apologists so um I Dem he's a good one
[1:49:54] you should look you should look up um um
[1:49:57] and um I'm I follow that a lot and I
[1:50:02] look at those kinds of things to see
[1:50:04] what is the actual historical evidence
[1:50:08] for him as real people Christianity has
[1:50:11] painted itself in a
[1:50:13] corner these guys have painted
[1:50:15] themselves in a corner anyway um because
[1:50:18] now because they say the Bible is
[1:50:20] inherent you know it's a single voice
[1:50:23] throughout um it there can't make and
[1:50:26] it's historically absolutely accurate
[1:50:29] this is the way things actually
[1:50:30] happened now once you make that claim
[1:50:34] you got to back it up and unfortunately
[1:50:36] there's absolutely no evidence
[1:50:39] whatsoever that any of it well that the
[1:50:43] vast majority of it never
[1:50:46] happened there are places that are
[1:50:48] mentioned that actually exist right
[1:50:51] right there may be some characters
[1:50:54] here and there that may have existed
[1:50:56] there may have been a character who was
[1:50:59] a loved King right and that became the
[1:51:03] AR the the figure of David right you
[1:51:06] know this this perfect King well not
[1:51:08] perfect this weaknesses um um just like
[1:51:12] King Arthur right there may have been
[1:51:14] somebody there or a group of of people
[1:51:18] serving as a leader in a small group
[1:51:21] that kind of got m if finded into a into
[1:51:24] a legend a mythological character and
[1:51:26] becomes King Arthur and the round table
[1:51:29] and this idealized Camelot and this
[1:51:31] idealized setting but if if you look at
[1:51:34] it there's all sorts of meaning in there
[1:51:37] that you can find what's the holy
[1:51:40] gra it's the
[1:51:43] self it's the looking inward right
[1:51:46] that's what the quest was for the for
[1:51:49] the Grail was when you try to look at it
[1:51:51] historically it's just it's nonsense the
[1:51:54] Virgin birth looked at it's as a
[1:51:56] historical event it's nonsense right
[1:51:59] Buddha being born out of the side of his
[1:52:01] mother it's nonsense all of it right if
[1:52:06] you look at it as a historical fact but
[1:52:08] if you look at it through the eyes of
[1:52:11] the new tongue Through The Eyes of the
[1:52:13] of the of the spirit suddenly there's a
[1:52:16] deep meaning in it there's stuff there
[1:52:19] to be gleaned from it Moses wasn't
[1:52:22] actually talking to a bush that was
[1:52:24] burning and not burning up it wasn't
[1:52:27] some guy in sandals with a shepherd's
[1:52:29] crook standing in the mountain looking
[1:52:31] at that never happened but there
[1:52:35] was uh for somebody who wrote that down
[1:52:39] an experience of finding the voice of
[1:52:43] God in the midst of his
[1:52:45] suffering that's what the word burning
[1:52:47] means you can look it up it's a Hebrew
[1:52:49] at least one of the meanings of it it's
[1:52:51] mental turmoil it's burning
[1:52:55] this guy who'd fallen from Grace you
[1:52:57] know the Pinnacle of the fa of of life
[1:53:00] is the pharoh son falling into the you
[1:53:04] know a Shepherd out in the field
[1:53:06] watching a bunch of sheep you know no no
[1:53:09] iPhone right nothing right it's the the
[1:53:12] hero's journey the classic journey of
[1:53:14] the Fall U this is Adam and Eve all all
[1:53:18] if you look at it like
[1:53:20] that if you look at it like that
[1:53:23] suddenly a very different picture begins
[1:53:26] to emerge you don't have to prove any of
[1:53:28] it historically you don't have to find
[1:53:31] the connections to to see oh is this
[1:53:33] perfect line starting here going down to
[1:53:35] there which it
[1:53:37] isn't there a bunch of things cobbled
[1:53:40] together right like the you know the
[1:53:42] first and second chapter of of of uh of
[1:53:46] uh Genesis you know God created the
[1:53:49] Heaven and Earth in seven days right
[1:53:51] that's the first chapter of of and the
[1:53:53] second chapter is Adam and Eve being
[1:53:55] created right put like that so that it
[1:53:59] looks like a nice little chain of events
[1:54:01] well oh we're going to zoom in now in
[1:54:02] the detail right but but the the
[1:54:06] differences are like amazing because
[1:54:08] they're two different
[1:54:12] authors two different authors and they
[1:54:15] were both written 500 years they were
[1:54:17] written 500 years apart and the Genesis
[1:54:20] one was written after
[1:54:23] afterward Genesis 2 is 500 years before
[1:54:26] Genesis
[1:54:30] 1 the names of God in it are different
[1:54:33] right the the sequence of events is
[1:54:36] different I I I I mean um they're
[1:54:39] they're not the same they come so okay
[1:54:42] there's one creation story and here's a
[1:54:45] different creation story and they have a
[1:54:46] different emphasis and a different
[1:54:48] meaning and the like so that's the stuff
[1:54:50] I want to explore and I actually do have
[1:54:53] it's a long one but if you guys are
[1:54:55] interested in registering it for it
[1:54:58] that's the ACT I haven't made a short
[1:55:00] one for it yet but that's a real one you
[1:55:02] can you can uh sign up for it I don't
[1:55:05] think I think it's cheap I think I made
[1:55:07] it like 50 bucks two payments 25 but I
[1:55:10] was trying to find a way to make a
[1:55:11] sliding scale but um wasn't able to do
[1:55:15] it but this is I love exploring this and
[1:55:18] I find that when people who have been uh
[1:55:22] ra well in in the extreme which is the
[1:55:25] evangelicals but all of us in the west
[1:55:28] right it that is the memorial the the
[1:55:31] ethical the social kind of of uh
[1:55:35] foundation of the West it is that
[1:55:37] approach to things it is that
[1:55:39] relationship with God so
[1:55:43] um uh it influences all of us that's why
[1:55:46] there are atheists who are Bible
[1:55:48] scholars because it is has such such an
[1:55:51] effect structurally on our on the way we
[1:55:55] live and think and interact so it's
[1:55:58] influencing all of us right whether we
[1:56:01] like it or not some it's crippled and uh
[1:56:05] so I I invite everybody to that if you'd
[1:56:07] like to if you'd like to come
[1:56:10] um okay uh
[1:56:13] Moody
[1:56:15] yeah you're of got on so up well
[1:56:19] it
[1:56:21] is it is
[1:56:24] you cannot love someone you
[1:56:28] fear you can't do it I'm sorry please
[1:56:32] you know fear of God's I love God I'm
[1:56:35] love God because he's you fear him
[1:56:37] you're afraid of what he's going to do
[1:56:38] if you don't
[1:56:42] right fact you don't love God at all you
[1:56:45] love you love you love
[1:56:48] reprieve from from this from the from
[1:56:51] the pain and you want the goodies of
[1:56:54] Heaven what
[1:56:57] If God Was the Same God when you're
[1:57:00] worshipping right now but there was no
[1:57:03] Heaven there was no great reward for for
[1:57:06] what if there was no hell and there was
[1:57:08] no great punishment would you still love
[1:57:11] God would he still be so important would
[1:57:15] you still be singing to him on Sundays
[1:57:17] and and like and donating to uh his
[1:57:21] Representatives here on Earth Earth if
[1:57:23] there was no
[1:57:30] payoff uh don't love God you love what
[1:57:34] you think God's going to do for
[1:57:38] you the true love of God Is the Love of
[1:57:40] Truth for the sake of Truth you love God
[1:57:45] because it's God
[1:57:48] period
[1:57:49] no no
[1:57:52] promise of some you know great thing
[1:57:55] that's going to happen happen just you
[1:57:58] love love because it's love you love
[1:58:00] truth because it's
[1:58:04] truth and that's
[1:58:07] enough no more expectations on top of
[1:58:09] that if you were given just genuine love
[1:58:12] you discovered the
[1:58:15] truth what more do you want you got the
[1:58:19] bread you know stop asking for avocado
[1:58:23] toast
[1:58:26] Jesus
[1:58:28] ah see I'm saying when you say this is
[1:58:30] the only pass it does feel like that
[1:58:33] 100% everything else just Falls away I
[1:58:36] wonder if I if I'd found your teachings
[1:58:38] that things in my life didn't happen the
[1:58:40] way it happened if i' I've I'd found
[1:58:44] your teachings Destiny is what happens
[1:58:47] now um uh
[1:58:52] no no it was lined up in this
[1:58:57] way for you
[1:59:03] specifically and everyone is different
[1:59:05] that's why there are so many paths but
[1:59:08] they all eventually
[1:59:11] converge the many will get you very
[1:59:14] close the bakti path will get you all
[1:59:16] the way there complete and total
[1:59:18] surrender to God that's the Saint the
[1:59:21] saint who says you ask the sage what
[1:59:23] they want they say whatever God gives
[1:59:27] me and there's but there's
[1:59:31] still this me and God this is completely
[1:59:35] devotional there's no ego left there's
[1:59:38] no will of its
[1:59:39] own and no ego no will of its own
[1:59:42] everything it does is God does then it's
[1:59:46] literally God acting through
[1:59:49] them the only thing has to be to be let
[1:59:52] go of at that time the last bit to
[1:59:56] surrender is that there is anyone there
[1:59:59] at
[2:00:00] all through which God needs to pass I
[2:00:04] give my whole self to God me told him
[2:00:09] now I'm
[2:00:11] gone and all that's left is
[2:00:19] God that's why there but there are so
[2:00:21] many paths because it's it's
[2:00:24] individual you can always tell a false
[2:00:27] path because it's demanding that you
[2:00:29] follow
[2:00:30] it and then they're all wrong none of
[2:00:34] them are wrong they are all absolutely
[2:00:36] right at the right time like the right
[2:00:38] word said at the right time right a word
[2:00:43] you know the a word at the at the at the
[2:00:46] at the wrong
[2:00:47] time could start a
[2:00:50] war a brutal War
[2:00:53] a word at just the right time can end
[2:00:55] the
[2:00:56] war that's how powerful these these
[2:01:00] these these things are so it's all
[2:01:03] valuable where wherever you happen to be
[2:01:07] God shows up in precisely the right form
[2:01:10] that you need to see at that
[2:01:12] time guiding you where back to herself
[2:01:17] back to the heart back to the reality of
[2:01:20] you that
[2:01:24] that uh
[2:01:26] they
[2:01:27] themselves just the the gender neutral
[2:01:31] term have started the eye came from that
[2:01:38] eye and then the to the I am became the
[2:01:41] I am this or
[2:01:43] that the eye that removes the eye right
[2:01:47] is where that eye came
[2:01:50] from that's
[2:01:55] yeah it's as far down that I have to go
[2:01:58] that's that's kind of it's a big one to
[2:02:01] get
[2:02:02] so um forget that I even said that the
[2:02:05] jury will strike that from the record
[2:02:07] anyway um I wonder if oh find it teach
[2:02:10] yeah Destiny yeah it had to be that way
[2:02:12] but know that it's an act of love and
[2:02:14] grace well love and grace same thing um
[2:02:17] it's an act of Grace because it's what
[2:02:19] you needed right and your path is your
[2:02:22] yours and yours alone this is the
[2:02:23] beautiful uniqueness and individuality
[2:02:26] that allows us to embrace and love our
[2:02:29] human lives as they are because they are
[2:02:32] the
[2:02:35] path they are the
[2:02:40] path let's see boy let's
[2:02:44] see elen kashir pure heart's intention
[2:02:49] will dissolve fear Divine love is is
[2:02:52] present around the world Amen and divine
[2:02:55] love is the only
[2:02:57] presence the only
[2:03:02] self the the the the bakti or
[2:03:06] bakta right it right at the threshold of
[2:03:10] of God nothing left but the will of God
[2:03:13] that Divine love being
[2:03:16] present the notion of God as other
[2:03:20] dissolves God is a form God is a thing
[2:03:24] and the infinite boundless formless love
[2:03:27] is all there is and of
[2:03:29] course it's infinite it's everything and
[2:03:34] everywhere it's right
[2:03:36] here I mean the infinite the infinite
[2:03:39] includes this it's not like it's
[2:03:42] everywhere except here nope nope so this
[2:03:46] is it you are it and the individuality
[2:03:52] is not lost it's just free to transform
[2:03:55] from one thing to another and then you
[2:03:57] find out there's there's never been a
[2:03:59] birth there's never been a
[2:04:01] death the experience of past lives past
[2:04:04] lives and all that has not it's just
[2:04:07] it's just been movements in
[2:04:08] Consciousness right hi syia Joseph
[2:04:13] beautiful picture yeah I like that one I
[2:04:15] like that yeah good to see her thanks
[2:04:17] for your service you're very welcome
[2:04:20] abon
[2:04:22] watch L Bible scholars on YouTube old or
[2:04:24] Miss from civilizations being revised
[2:04:26] and taken as act yes it happens all the
[2:04:29] time they get concretized and we live in
[2:04:31] a very literal concretized scientific
[2:04:35] material world everything is it's it's a
[2:04:39] material form of materialism lit
[2:04:41] literally it's not true unless I can
[2:04:43] verify it some way but these are myth
[2:04:47] mythological they sometimes have some
[2:04:50] real things happen of course that's the
[2:04:51] whole Pur Pur is to help guide us to a
[2:04:53] higher place to to share the insights
[2:04:57] somebody wise within that group or tribe
[2:05:00] or whatever with others in the form of
[2:05:03] story that's the way it was
[2:05:06] communicated and you know acted at out
[2:05:08] and lots of movements of the hand and
[2:05:10] tell lots of stories sound familiar yeah
[2:05:14] and there's a lot of evidence that the
[2:05:17] that the the the Jewish stories had
[2:05:20] originated from other from other
[2:05:24] cultures because everything kind of
[2:05:26] interacted before Jews as a as a
[2:05:29] particular group uh uh
[2:05:31] emerged with their own distinct
[2:05:34] characteristics but they all evolved
[2:05:36] they came from somewhere else brought
[2:05:38] things with them you know the the great
[2:05:41] king could have been the leader in a
[2:05:43] tribe of a hundred
[2:05:46] right you know that settled somewhere
[2:05:49] and um it's actually beautiful the way
[2:05:52] it works because the thing is clearly
[2:05:55] Illustrated is is the the unchanging
[2:05:59] reality of the of our
[2:06:02] heart's need to reconnect with with
[2:06:06] ourselves with the with the
[2:06:10] higher it's it's there it's in the cave
[2:06:13] paintings you it's in the the bear caves
[2:06:17] where they arranged the bones of the
[2:06:18] Bears that were that were were were
[2:06:20] killed for food you can see this
[2:06:23] emerging as this this recognition that
[2:06:27] there's something going on here there's
[2:06:29] something something Big's going down
[2:06:32] right it's so evident that's what's
[2:06:35] important and how people approached it
[2:06:39] right and how people U uh and how they
[2:06:42] um how they managed to do it and and put
[2:06:45] it into a form that was culturally
[2:06:47] viable that acceptable that could work
[2:06:50] within the context of the World in which
[2:06:53] they were living at the time right and
[2:06:56] then we sit up here in our world trying
[2:06:58] to you know make it fit in it's just
[2:07:00] this just it's stupid it's still stupid
[2:07:03] nothing you know nothing but
[2:07:05] stupid
[2:07:06] so coming to see it in those terms you
[2:07:10] you you don't throw the baby out with
[2:07:12] the bath water you don't say all
[2:07:14] religion sucks get rid of it all which
[2:07:16] is a which is an approach a lot of
[2:07:18] people take a lot of people coming out
[2:07:20] of of um Christianity seeing through it
[2:07:24] go go to totally to
[2:07:27] atheism um some more mythological and
[2:07:31] the like and some see it rert sh Drake
[2:07:35] went back and joined the his uh
[2:07:37] episcopal episcopal the Ang Anglican
[2:07:40] Church that you grew up in as a
[2:07:42] kid because it's a tradition it's in me
[2:07:44] it's part of the part of the deal and
[2:07:46] actually it was uh I think it was some
[2:07:48] Guru who said maybe you should just do
[2:07:50] that go back to where you came from
[2:07:52] so he does he's a practicing
[2:07:55] Christian but a real
[2:07:59] one fantastic and all all all the fath
[2:08:04] faiths have the same essential truth in
[2:08:06] it if you start looking for that instead
[2:08:09] of trying to prove your particular uh
[2:08:13] ideology right and nowadays it's uh it's
[2:08:16] white uh Su Supremacy um uh theocracy
[2:08:22] uh the dominance of others and uh an
[2:08:28] authoritarianism you can read that into
[2:08:30] the Bible too obviously right that's the
[2:08:32] point they're Miss they're made to be
[2:08:35] interpreted right and then the and then
[2:08:37] we claim that my interpretation is the
[2:08:39] only interpretation this is exactly what
[2:08:41] it meant that's what they meant when
[2:08:42] they wrote it and that's who wrote it
[2:08:44] and that's the guy that's it showing the
[2:08:47] evidence not
[2:08:50] true oh my well enough about that oh my
[2:08:53] I've gone over here that's why I I
[2:08:56] appreciate the teachers who teach the
[2:08:58] aads and the babad Gita because they
[2:09:00] will go into the deeper meaning of these
[2:09:02] stories and even what some pictures mean
[2:09:05] like um Krishna and Arjuna on The
[2:09:07] Chariot what a an incredible
[2:09:10] picture you have the human self having
[2:09:13] to fulfill its Destiny you've got the
[2:09:16] reality the awakened being driving The
[2:09:20] Chariot with its Five Horses which are
[2:09:23] the senses the picture is absolutely
[2:09:27] [Laughter]
[2:09:31] perfect yeah it's yeah it's wonderful
[2:09:34] alen beautiful Alchemists we are yes you
[2:09:38] are The Alchemist and you're also the
[2:09:40] chemical that's being
[2:09:42] alchemized that's why that's why it
[2:09:45] feels kind
[2:09:46] of yeah it takes yeah there's some yeah
[2:09:49] there's some chemical transactions
[2:09:52] happening there so um the body oh the
[2:09:56] the body the horses the five yeah that's
[2:09:58] right I just I didn't even read that
[2:10:00] yeah yeah it's so beautiful AR Arjuna
[2:10:03] Arjuna the Krishna oh really I saw
[2:10:05] Krishna as being the awakened being and
[2:10:07] Arjun of the fulfilling his Destiny
[2:10:11] right as the human as the human as the
[2:10:14] Jiva so um don't always look at love of
[2:10:17] God love of truth yes that's what I
[2:10:19] choose small steps at us up cleaning and
[2:10:22] doing Simple tasks all second devoted
[2:10:25] act yes yes little stuff devote it all
[2:10:29] to God right I got to you know I got to
[2:10:33] change my I got to change my
[2:10:35] granddaughter's diaper well the Young's
[2:10:38] finally out of she's out of diapers now
[2:10:40] right but you know clean the poop in the
[2:10:44] name of the
[2:10:47] Lord it can be it's because in fact that
[2:10:50] that's all there is
[2:10:52] that's that's the Embrace that's the
[2:10:55] embrace it's all Divine yep even that
[2:10:58] it's holy yep yeah absolutely
[2:11:02] thanks is always G much love to you love
[2:11:05] to to David and elain Eli's kids were
[2:11:08] engaging in immoral behavior and God
[2:11:10] sent a prophet to warn Eli kids continue
[2:11:12] to do that oh my God they were eating
[2:11:15] meat engaging INXS oh probably but not
[2:11:18] Kosher meat right meat was right
[2:11:22] right the same meat if it wasn't kosher
[2:11:25] was in fact it was in fact you're right
[2:11:28] it's more like a loving marriage than it
[2:11:29] is worship worship doesn't yeah it's not
[2:11:33] worship kind but you know we to use you
[2:11:36] know we never really love with someone
[2:11:38] it's like you it's it's a worship it's
[2:11:41] an honoring they've transformed your
[2:11:43] life nothing looks horrible after that
[2:11:46] when you're in love there's no that's
[2:11:48] all you see it's everywhere it's like
[2:11:49] you're you're just
[2:11:53] you get you get lost in it yeah the
[2:11:57] loving marage marriage
[2:12:00] yeah yeah my inquisitive nature and the
[2:12:04] Christian I was raised in never mixed
[2:12:06] well I always felt it was not good fit
[2:12:09] but I believe the problem was me until
[2:12:13] well of course it is you're the sinner
[2:12:16] you ate you ate the the the fruit it
[2:12:20] wasn't an apple by the way it wasn't
[2:12:21] anything anyway
[2:12:23] anyway darl Sanders wow so is Holy
[2:12:26] too I love it well where do you think
[2:12:29] the phrase came from it's in the Bible I
[2:12:32] think it's in you know numbers three or
[2:12:34] something holy
[2:12:37] ah thank you Ava thank you everyone
[2:12:43] and um
[2:12:45] yeah come join the class it'll be a lot
[2:12:48] of
[2:12:49] fun and uh uh well all the things that I
[2:12:53] I have to just you know make sure on my
[2:12:56] mailing list or something like that or
[2:12:58] just put comments on any of my videos I
[2:13:01] pick them up I do read them all right at
[2:13:04] least I try to get to them all I
[2:13:06] sometimes find that some have slipped
[2:13:08] through but anyways everyone thank you
[2:13:12] so much for being here it's time for me
[2:13:14] to not be teacher now and um and just be
[2:13:19] like guy hanging out you know in the
[2:13:22] house having something to eat all right
[2:13:25] see you all