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[0:02] Okay, so this is our
[0:04] Uposatha day, our lunar observance day,
[0:07] new moon.
[0:09] And uh
[0:10] the uh
[0:12] monastic community
[0:14] recited their precepts this afternoon.
[0:18] And uh we had the
[0:20] transition of uh
[0:23] myself and [snorts] uh
[0:25] uh
[0:26] a few others
[0:28] and Obhasi
[0:30] Sumana in,
[0:32] Ambarindo
[0:34] uh coming out of uh
[0:37] retreat and uh and then a few more
[0:42] going in
[0:44] into retreat. That'll be the last group
[0:46] for the rains retreat.
[0:48] So, this traditional rains retreat of
[0:50] Vassa period, traditional rains retreat
[0:52] as is uh
[0:54] uh something that we do.
[0:56] Um the monastic community has the
[0:58] opportunity to
[1:00] have some some solitude.
[1:03] And it's very
[1:05] useful, very pleasant.
[1:07] It's always a delight to be
[1:10] up in the forest for a extended period
[1:13] of time.
[1:14] And uh
[1:16] just focus on formal aspects of
[1:18] practice.
[1:20] And contemplate
[1:23] just our own you know,
[1:25] where is the practice? What are we
[1:27] doing? Uh you know, which we
[1:30] say we should be doing all the time, but
[1:33] uh
[1:33] uh when we have this these these focus
[1:36] periods of
[1:37] of practice, it's it's helpful for um
[1:40] just you stepping back from {quote} the
[1:43] world.
[1:45] Cuz it's uh
[1:47] of course, the uh the Buddha
[1:50] emphasizes and you know, kind of the
[1:53] the world and you know, when he's asked
[1:55] what you know, the world world, what is
[1:57] the world?
[1:59] And there's the eye
[2:02] is the world, ear, the nose, the tongue,
[2:05] body,
[2:06] mind.
[2:07] These are the These are the world. How
[2:09] we receive the world, how we
[2:13] how we we uh we connect with the world,
[2:16] how we relate to the world
[2:18] and just through our senses, through
[2:20] this body and this mind. And uh
[2:23] as we can
[2:25] may not have
[2:26] we can be in complete solitude
[2:29] and carry around a, you know, a pretty
[2:32] big world with us, complicated world.
[2:35] And we can be living in with uh all
[2:39] sorts of engagement and the world is
[2:41] very simple and clear. Depends on the
[2:45] Yeah, well, how we carry it, how we hold
[2:46] it. I think of uh somebody like uh Luang
[2:50] Por Chah, my old teacher, Luang Por
[2:52] Liem, his uh
[2:54] uh his successor. Um they
[2:58] they take on a huge amount of
[3:01] responsibility, contact, connection with
[3:04] the uh both the the the monastic
[3:07] communities and the
[3:09] the uh
[3:11] um lay world around them and uh
[3:14] completely unshaken by the world. So,
[3:18] that that just being able to uh
[3:21] reflect and and uh on how do we
[3:25] I don't know. What do we What are we
[3:26] carrying with us? How are we How are we
[3:29] creating
[3:31] a problem? Are we able to just stay with
[3:35] the
[3:36] the Dhamma, stay with the stay with the
[3:39] um
[3:40] um just kind of this
[3:42] pristine truth of of the Buddhist
[3:46] teachings cuz they're there all the
[3:48] time. And it's just like the image that
[3:50] Ajahn Chah
[3:52] gives a a
[3:54] diamond
[3:55] that's fallen into a a mud puddle and
[3:58] it's
[3:59] and it's it's diamond is just going to
[4:02] be the diamond. It's not affected by it.
[4:05] And so that they the heart that is
[4:08] is
[4:09] well established in the Dhamma. And it's
[4:14] still
[4:15] the Dhamma is pristine. The heart can be
[4:18] pristine. That's just it's just how we
[4:21] uh
[4:21] >> [snorts]
[4:22] >> you know, what do we what do we invest
[4:23] in and and and what you know, what do we
[4:27] give importance to? Because we can get,
[4:30] you know, obsessed with all sorts of
[4:31] things.
[4:32] And is it really
[4:34] very useful or beneficial or
[4:37] or or or at all peaceful?
[4:40] Um
[4:40] of course, those are that's part of the
[4:44] say the duty of our
[4:46] mindfulness and reflection
[4:48] investigations. See what do we
[4:51] What do we investing in? What are we
[4:53] getting caught up in?
[4:55] Um so that uh
[4:58] and and just being able to
[5:01] sense of accepting just accepting the
[5:04] way things are. And is this really the
[5:06] basis of peace?
[5:08] And that's not a a prescription for
[5:12] absolute passivity and non-involvement,
[5:16] but it's just a
[5:17] sense you know, how how much
[5:20] does the world need me to
[5:23] provide its commentary all the time?
[5:27] It's [laughter] just
[5:29] how much
[5:31] how much do
[5:33] does my
[5:34] mind really need, my heart really need
[5:37] uh more proliferation and and and and
[5:43] and worries and anxieties and and uh
[5:47] and and my likes and my dislikes and my
[5:51] what I thinks things should be and how
[5:53] things shouldn't be. Is that really
[5:55] necessary? Can I just sort of be with
[5:58] This is the way things are. I'm saying
[6:01] And that's one of the insights
[6:04] that they
[6:05] is a part of the
[6:07] the deepening of deepening of insight
[6:12] and deepening of
[6:13] of
[6:15] really embracing and and entering into
[6:18] the Dharma and
[6:20] the Yadan Budan
[6:22] knowledge and vision of the way things
[6:24] truly are.
[6:26] This is This is This is the way things
[6:29] truly are. I'm saying few days ago it
[6:31] was It was blistering hot
[6:34] and
[6:36] and now
[6:37] and now it's
[6:39] the weather changed and it's
[6:41] all of a sudden it's really cold and
[6:43] then does it Is it make a difference if
[6:45] if you like one or dislike the other or
[6:48] does or do you ignore the fact that it
[6:51] is really hot and you you don't don't
[6:55] sort of go wandering out in the
[6:57] in the daytime
[7:00] and
[7:02] and not sort of cover yourself up find a
[7:05] show find shade find shelter find a
[7:08] quiet place to wait it out. The same in
[7:11] the you know when it's cold. This is not
[7:13] the same thing.
[7:15] That's the way things are.
[7:17] Takes uh
[7:18] And especially nowadays myself
[7:21] I really find as I'm getting older
[7:25] my Canadian genes are
[7:28] long gone and I'm freezing.
[7:31] >> [laughter]
[7:33] >> This uh
[7:34] I used to
[7:35] I used to love the cold and
[7:38] but yeah it's the way things are. So you
[7:40] have
[7:41] Fortunately I've got a really really
[7:43] great down vest, down jacket. And so
[7:46] >> [laughter]
[7:47] >> And you just
[7:49] And that's part of
[7:51] save down vest is being able to adjust
[7:54] to the way things are. And that's a
[7:56] place of peace.
[7:57] So, it's accepting the way things are
[7:59] and then adjusting accordingly.
[8:03] And the
[8:04] reality is that all things arise and all
[8:07] things pass away. Everything
[8:10] comes into being through conditions and
[8:13] dissipates, falls apart. The
[8:17] We're born and we die. It's that simple.
[8:20] And this is These are These are
[8:23] fundamental
[8:24] fundamental truths that that allow us to
[8:28] be at peace with the way thing with the
[8:30] way things are.
[8:32] And and and that uh
[8:35] um
[8:37] and our habit of, you know, wanting
[8:40] this, not wanting that, should be like
[8:42] this, shouldn't be like that. And it
[8:45] just this is is an is an addition that
[8:48] keep the mind out of balance.
[8:51] Keeps the mind Keeps the mind agitated
[8:55] and
[8:55] it loses its clarity. There is being
[8:58] able to return to a place of, you know,
[9:02] And this is where that that that
[9:04] cultivation, that simple cultivation of
[9:07] mindfulness.
[9:09] This Oh, this is
[9:11] being aware, being present,
[9:15] being kind of clearly steady within
[9:18] oneself, being very alert and watchful.
[9:21] This is this mindfulness in the present
[9:23] moment.
[9:25] Staying staying with the quality of
[9:28] knowing, abiding in the quality of
[9:30] knowing. And it's in that in it's in
[9:32] that knowing
[9:34] and it's not that you have to
[9:36] be there's some special knowledge or
[9:38] some degree in knowing that you have to
[9:41] get.
[9:42] Uh
[9:43] it's just it's just this this this
[9:45] quality of awareness and presence.
[9:48] And that can be
[9:51] relied on to be
[9:53] at peace with
[9:55] with with with with whatever. And you
[9:59] you don't have to make things
[10:01] be the way you want it.
[10:02] You don't have to run away from the
[10:04] things that you don't want. It's just
[10:07] it's oh this is this can be known.
[10:10] This guy can I can know this.
[10:13] This is how it comes to be. This is how
[10:15] it's established. This is how it it
[10:17] starts to shift and change and and and
[10:20] falls apart. And there's a there's a
[10:23] there's a kind of there's a
[10:24] a simplicity in that, but there's a real
[10:27] beauty that is is is is delightful. One
[10:32] of the is this being able to use
[10:34] everything to say to one's advantage.
[10:38] So I guess
[10:39] the the the the sense that
[10:43] because again that's a that's it's not
[10:45] like oh I've got to get conditions
[10:47] ex- absolutely right. I've got to get
[10:50] I've got to get this in order for me to
[10:52] be peaceful. I've got to I've got to
[10:53] accomplish that in order for me to have
[10:55] insight. It's just turning everything to
[10:58] to to one's advantage. There's a in in
[11:03] in there's a Thai cultural tradition of
[11:07] you know when when they do some
[11:09] particular ceremonies or they make
[11:12] offerings or they
[11:14] or they
[11:16] or they dedicate some period of time for
[11:19] for meditation practice.
[11:21] There's a
[11:24] tradition of making a a dedication
[11:28] of or that. And there's a nibana paccayo
[11:31] hotu. May this be the cause and
[11:33] condition for my realization of nibana
[11:36] and you realize you can be doing that
[11:38] it's not sort of all the you know say
[11:40] [snorts] once a year or once every once
[11:42] every once in a while
[11:43] due to a special ceremony but it's
[11:46] really learning how to take everything
[11:48] that one's doing and you know may this
[11:50] be the cause and condition for for for
[11:53] the
[11:54] freedom from
[11:55] from from dukkha
[11:57] cuz nibana is is is say the most
[12:01] common definition is is that that
[12:05] uh
[12:06] freedom from dukkha freedom from
[12:08] discontent disease dissatisfaction
[12:11] freedom from stress and or freedom from
[12:15] other definition freedom from greed
[12:17] hatred delusion freedom from any stain
[12:20] in the heart
[12:22] and that's
[12:23] that turning of the mind
[12:26] cuz yeah so you know
[12:29] our our mind gets
[12:31] we we we we we run after the moods of
[12:34] the mind and we get caught up and
[12:38] entangled in the
[12:40] kind of reactivity
[12:41] of the mind and the moods they get
[12:44] created
[12:46] and and the
[12:48] and just to be able to just lift up
[12:52] a perception
[12:54] may may this circumstance may this this
[12:57] effort may this this occasion
[13:00] be a
[13:02] cause and condition for
[13:04] the cessation and the ending of
[13:07] of dukkha for nibana for quenching and
[13:11] quenching that thirst that desire that
[13:14] that that
[13:16] craving that that that is agitating the
[13:19] mind all the time
[13:21] so that that we're
[13:23] and just by bringing that up and then
[13:26] there there can be really be a a release
[13:29] or a letting go or a relinquishment.
[13:32] And that And that That's really
[13:35] you know, it's just so helpful to have
[13:37] that catalyst to remind us to
[13:41] reminding us to let go. Reminding us to
[13:43] really
[13:44] reminding us to just or just stay with
[13:47] it. Be with the knowing. Be just be be
[13:50] steady in this quality of of awareness
[13:53] and and and and alertness presence.
[13:58] Uh let's just say again, there's a
[14:01] feeling there must be more to it than
[14:03] that. And there is. There's lots of
[14:05] things that we can be doing.
[14:08] But it's are we using it as a cause and
[14:11] condition for
[14:12] for
[14:14] freedom from dukkha or are we
[14:17] getting entangled in things so we just
[14:20] create more
[14:21] more dukkha.
[14:23] Uh more complication, more
[14:25] proliferation,
[14:27] more
[14:27] excuses.
[14:29] Cuz we've all we've all we we've always
[14:31] got a good story line for whatever
[14:34] particular flavor of of of of stress
[14:39] that we're creating. And uh
[14:42] but just being able to remind ourselves,
[14:44] well, we we we can
[14:46] uh
[14:47] even if something is difficult, oh, can
[14:50] we use this to be just be patient with
[14:52] this? Can we use reflection? Can we use
[14:54] investigation in order for it to be a
[14:56] cause and condition for the for freedom
[14:59] from suffering? Or everything's going
[15:01] really smoothly.
[15:03] Kind of be at ease, sukha is really
[15:05] flowing, there's joy and happiness, the
[15:07] mind is really settling, uh mindfulness
[15:10] is really
[15:11] is really firm and and and seemingly
[15:15] unshakable.
[15:16] Can we use that for freedom from
[15:18] suffering? Cuz we can we can create an
[15:22] an attachment and identity out of
[15:24] anything and everything.
[15:26] And we do.
[15:28] That's why we keep
[15:29] That's why we keep coming back and and
[15:33] and get get frustrated. So, it's just
[15:36] just this
[15:38] keeping that clarity of of of of What
[15:43] What's the purpose? What's the goal?
[15:45] Why are we doing this? And and then how
[15:48] how do we relate How do we relate to
[15:50] that? How do we relate to our practice?
[15:53] And and trying to trying to keep it
[15:55] simple. And again, we're you know, we
[15:58] are
[15:59] really adept at I mean, the human mind
[16:02] is incredibly adept at making
[16:04] complications. So,
[16:06] it doesn't doesn't take much effort at
[16:08] all. But,
[16:10] just just keeping things really
[16:13] simple
[16:15] and clear.
[16:16] And I think of Luang Por Chah
[16:19] and the uh
[16:21] the one of the
[16:22] his expressions or you know, his his
[16:25] especially relating to
[16:27] practice and formal practice and and
[16:30] that that that image of
[16:33] Nam My Nim of uh
[16:36] stillness flowing.
[16:38] Uh
[16:38] how we relate to
[16:40] settling the mind
[16:42] and developing tranquility, developing
[16:46] insight. And but there's this kind of
[16:49] balance that's really needed
[16:51] of relying on that Yeah, that stillness
[16:56] of composing, of settling, of of
[17:00] concentrating the mind.
[17:02] Uh
[17:02] >> [clears throat]
[17:03] >> bringing it to tranquility.
[17:05] And reflection, investigation, insight.
[17:10] Anal- anal- analysis of of experience so
[17:14] that there's there's a
[17:17] you know, there's
[17:18] water that image of water being still
[17:22] but flowing in the same time. Or water
[17:25] flowing
[17:27] but being still within it. And that has
[17:31] to have to has to
[17:33] encompass
[17:35] the both those qualities in order to
[17:39] to really
[17:41] say accomplish its
[17:43] its its its task, its purpose of freedom
[17:47] of suffering. So that that
[17:49] finding an anchor within oneself
[17:52] of this
[17:54] this place of of attention of awareness
[17:58] of knowing, clear clear knowing.
[18:01] But not desperately hanging on to it.
[18:04] Paying attention, adjusting,
[18:06] investigating.
[18:08] Looking to the
[18:10] what's the nuance, what's the
[18:13] what's the shift, where's the change,
[18:15] what's the conditions.
[18:20] And being able to go back and forth but
[18:22] there within that
[18:25] that sense of the
[18:26] the water
[18:28] flowing but still, the water still but
[18:32] flowing.
[18:33] And so the mind the mind of stillness
[18:36] flowing.
[18:37] Is is uh
[18:40] is such an important
[18:43] image to be
[18:45] reminding ourselves of
[18:47] the possibility. And and what is it that
[18:50] really cuts through
[18:52] the uh
[18:53] the the the kind of obstacles that are
[18:56] are quite
[18:58] you know, quite natural.
[19:00] It's very ordinary to
[19:02] to have obstacles in in practice.
[19:06] It's very ordinary to have have
[19:09] challenges that that that change. Wow, I
[19:13] didn't didn't think I'd have to deal
[19:15] with that.
[19:16] But that that that that that's really
[19:20] ordinary. But say
[19:23] say for the heart of a practitioner,
[19:25] it's how we approach it, how we deal
[19:28] with it, how we work with it.
[19:30] Uh that that that's really important. So
[19:33] that that how do we surround something
[19:36] with
[19:38] stillness and composure and reflect,
[19:42] investigate,
[19:44] be alert and attentive to it,
[19:46] understanding its nuances.
[19:49] And so that it it doesn't turn into a
[19:53] turn into a story. You know, we love our
[19:56] stories.
[19:57] So to to
[20:00] you know, using these circumstances of
[20:04] of our of our practice,
[20:07] um whether we're in retreat or whether
[20:10] it is just the ordinary
[20:12] rhythm of of daily life in the monastery
[20:16] or rhythm of daily life in the world, uh
[20:19] how do we carry this
[20:21] practice into it because that's the
[20:24] I would say that's the beauty of the
[20:26] of the Buddhist teachings is that it's
[20:29] it's not it's not about special
[20:32] circumstances. It's just about seeing
[20:34] truth in
[20:36] seeing the way things truly are
[20:38] in in the same way that that
[20:41] image of of the the diamond in in
[20:45] uh
[20:45] in in it's not uh
[20:48] it's not shaken, it's not stained, it's
[20:50] not it's not diminished
[20:53] um
[20:54] by whether it is
[20:56] you know, in a a mud a mud puddle
[20:58] somewhere or it's in a
[21:01] you know, sat in in some kind of
[21:04] beautiful gold ring or or pendant or
[21:08] something.
[21:10] It's the same.
[21:12] And so that that that being able to
[21:15] return to that quality of the Yeah, that
[21:19] maybe that Yeah, that preciousness of
[21:22] truth, preciousness of seeing Dharma in
[21:25] this present moment. So offer that for
[21:27] reflection this evening.