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[1:22] You can chant
[1:25] evening chanting in English which is on
[1:27] page 19 of Chy book volume one and
[1:31] there's a few dedications.
[1:34] There's a chapter request for Dave
[1:37] Anderson, stepfather of Bible from Clear
[1:40] Mountain. Today is nearing the end of
[1:42] his life and thanks for dedication for
[1:47] Art's grandmother Mila uh died yesterday
[1:51] age 94 and dedication for Kevin Flesa
[1:55] who's going through a rough timeless
[2:08] fully We obtain perfect enlightenment
[2:13] to the teaching which he founded so well
[2:18] and to the blessed ones disciples who
[2:23] have practice well to these the
[2:33] offerings our rightful homage.
[2:37] It is well for us that the blessed one
[2:41] having attained liberation
[2:45] still have compassion for later
[2:48] generations.
[2:51] May the simple offerings be accepted
[2:56] for our longlasting
[2:59] for the happiness it gives us.
[3:03] The Lord the perfectly enlightened and
[3:07] blessed one.
[3:09] I homage to the Buddha
[3:13] the blessed one.
[3:18] The teaching
[3:20] so completely
[3:23] by him. I bow to
[3:31] >> the blessed ones
[3:35] who have practiced well.
[3:44] Now let us pay preliminary homage to the
[3:47] Buddha.
[3:49] Homage to the blessed noble and
[3:54] perfectly enlightened one.
[3:58] To the blessed noble and perfectly
[4:03] enlightened one.
[4:06] The blessed noble and perfectly
[4:11] enlightened one. Now let us chant
[4:14] preliminary homage to the Buddha
[4:22] and perfectly enlightened.
[4:27] >> Now let us now let us check the
[4:30] recollection of the
[4:34] >> word of the blessed one's reputation
[4:39] has spread as follows.
[4:42] He the blessed one is indeed the pure
[4:47] one. The perfectly enlightened one. He
[4:52] is impeccable in conduct and
[4:56] understanding.
[4:58] The accomplished one, the know of the
[5:02] worlds. He trains perfectly those who
[5:07] wish to be trained. He is teacher of
[5:11] gods and humans.
[5:13] He is awake and holy.
[5:16] >> Now let us chant the supreme praise of
[5:19] the Buddha.
[5:21] the Buddha, the truly worthy one. And
[5:27] now with such excellent qualities,
[5:31] whose being is composed of purity,
[5:36] transcendental wisdom and compassion,
[5:40] who has enlightened the wise like a sun,
[5:45] awakening the lotus,
[5:48] I bow my head to that peaceful chief of
[5:53] conquerors,
[5:55] the Buddha
[5:56] Who is the safe
[5:59] refuge of all beings as the first object
[6:05] of recollection
[6:07] I
[6:12] am indeed the Buddha servant the Buddha
[6:17] is my guide the Buddha s destroyer
[6:24] will be so blessing on me to the Buddha
[6:29] I dedicate this body and life and in
[6:34] devotion I will walk the Buddha's path
[6:39] of awakening
[6:41] for me there is no other refuge
[6:46] the Buddha is my excellent refuge
[6:51] by the utterance of this truth may I
[6:56] grow in the master's way by my devotion
[7:01] to the Buddha
[7:04] and the blessing of this practice
[7:07] by it.
[7:10] May all obstacles be over.
[7:28] Now let us shout the recollection of the
[7:31] dharma
[7:37] blessed
[7:41] and now timeless
[7:44] encouraging investigation
[7:48] leading in
[7:50] to be experienced individually by the
[7:54] wise. Now let us chant the supreme
[7:58] praise of the dharma.
[8:01] It is excellent because it is well
[8:05] expounded
[8:07] and it can be divided into path and
[8:11] fruit learning and liberation
[8:18] those who uphold it from falling into
[8:21] delusion.
[8:23] I rever the excellent teaching
[8:28] that which removes darkness
[8:32] which is the supreme
[8:36] refuge of all beings
[8:38] as the second object of recollection.
[8:43] I venerate it with him. I am indeed the
[8:49] da servant.
[8:52] The is my lord and guide. The
[8:58] sorrows destroyer
[9:00] and bestows blessings on me to the
[9:07] dedicated body and life. And in devotion
[9:12] I will walk this excellent way of truth.
[9:18] For me there is no other refuge
[9:24] is my excellent refuge.
[9:27] By the
[9:29] truth may I grow in the master's way by
[9:36] my devotion to the dharma
[9:39] and the blessing of this practice
[9:43] by its power. May all obstacles be over.
[10:03] Now let us shout the recollection of the
[10:10] blessed disciples who have practiced
[10:14] well who have practiced directly
[10:19] who have practiced insightfully.
[10:23] Those who practice with integrity,
[10:27] that is the forebears, the eight kinds
[10:31] of noble beings.
[10:33] These are the blessed ones disciples.
[10:38] Such ones are worthy of gifts, worthy of
[10:43] hospitality,
[10:45] worthy of offerings,
[10:48] worthy of respect.
[10:50] They give occasion for incomparable
[10:54] goodness to arise in the world. Now let
[10:58] us chant the supreme praise of the sa
[11:06] that sa which has practiced well the
[11:11] field of the sa formed of eight kinds of
[11:15] noble beings
[11:18] guided in body and mind by excellent
[11:23] morality and virtue.
[11:26] I with the earth that assembly of beings
[11:31] perfected in purity.
[11:34] The sun god which is the supreme
[11:39] refuge of all beings as the third object
[11:44] of recollection.
[11:47] I venerated with death. I am indeed the
[11:53] SA servant.
[11:55] The SA is my lord and guide. The sa is
[12:01] sorrow destroyer.
[12:04] And it bestows blessings on me. To the
[12:09] god I dedicate his body and life.
[12:13] And in devotion I will walk the
[12:17] wellracted way of the sun god. For me
[12:23] there is no other refuge. The sa is my
[12:28] excellent refuge.
[12:30] By the appearance of this truth,
[12:34] [clears throat] may I grow in the
[12:36] master's way, by my devotion to the sa
[12:43] and the blessing of this practice,
[12:47] by its power. May all obstacles be over.
[59:52] Take come back with it from the top.
[1:05:54] Okay.
[1:06:48] Sorry.
[1:07:07] Then after my sex
[1:07:20] She came all the way from Florida.
[1:07:25] >> Tomorrow,
[1:07:35] welcome.
[1:07:38] She thought
[1:07:40] okay she came all the way
[1:07:55] Okay.
[1:08:15] Shalom.
[1:08:35] They say
[1:08:59] Not more
[1:09:05] sudd.
[1:09:09] Not
[1:09:16] some buddhasa.
[1:09:23] [clears throat]
[1:09:37] Isn't that a little bit loud?
[1:09:41] I mean, it sounds loud to me.
[1:09:46] Okay.
[1:09:56] Okay. So, Saturday night
[1:09:59] gathering
[1:10:01] and uh
[1:10:06] we've had a
[1:10:09] of course we just finished the
[1:10:12] range retreat
[1:10:14] uh for this year
[1:10:16] and this last
[1:10:19] well since the what was full moon would
[1:10:23] have been Monday I
[1:10:27] And then uh
[1:10:29] so we've had a a quiet week this week.
[1:10:35] Janico had compassion on all of us.
[1:10:40] We can have a break from morning pujas,
[1:10:43] evening pujas. Still quiet time.
[1:10:53] But this is our our regular Saturday
[1:10:56] night gathering. Come together, reflect
[1:10:58] on the dharma
[1:11:02] this evening for the I'm just thinking
[1:11:05] about [clears throat] something to
[1:11:11] um talk about or address. um
[1:11:15] came to mind was was the uh
[1:11:21] about a month ago I uh was invited to
[1:11:26] Berkeley to attend a a gathering.
[1:11:30] Um there was a big gathering all sorts
[1:11:33] of as at a Tibetan center
[1:11:36] and it was in honor of a
[1:11:40] a uh
[1:11:42] a very old Tibetan teacher
[1:11:46] and uh they asked me to give a talk on
[1:11:49] the
[1:11:51] with the topic of a noble being
[1:11:55] and uh so I thought that's a
[1:12:01] and and and in that this past while it
[1:12:04] sort of yeah it's kind of reverberated
[1:12:06] around in my mind and thought about and
[1:12:08] and uh so maybe bring up some
[1:12:12] reflections
[1:12:14] um
[1:12:16] this evening on with that that kind of
[1:12:20] that that that theme that topic of noble
[1:12:22] being because I think it's important to
[1:12:25] [clears throat]
[1:12:26] you know particularly from the from from
[1:12:28] the Buddha's perspective or a Buddhist
[1:12:31] perspective,
[1:12:33] you know, what what is a a noble being,
[1:12:36] what is a worthy being,
[1:12:38] um what is a superior person, what is a
[1:12:41] good person? and uh and that uh um
[1:12:47] because it's I think it's it's helpful
[1:12:50] to be to have some kind of perspective
[1:12:55] and measuring stick of you know yeah
[1:12:58] what is a what is a good person what you
[1:13:02] know what is a a superior being
[1:13:05] um you know and whether we're reflecting
[1:13:08] in terms of a a religious teacher or
[1:13:11] religious leader or a uh just within
[1:13:17] society within
[1:13:21] a social setting uh or or political
[1:13:25] setting. What what how do you measure
[1:13:28] how do you measure that or or is there
[1:13:31] any measurement of that in a from a from
[1:13:35] a Buddhist perspective
[1:13:38] and how do we even measure ourselves?
[1:13:40] How do how do we reflect on okay because
[1:13:44] you know am I a am I a good person? Am I
[1:13:47] am I a decent being my superior? Am I Am
[1:13:52] I
[1:13:56] just another
[1:13:59] run-of-the-mill schlub?
[1:14:02] You know, the the I just think of the
[1:14:08] something that comes to mind is a
[1:14:11] like a riff on on Patrick Henry,
[1:14:15] you know, give me liberty or give me
[1:14:18] death,
[1:14:20] you know.
[1:14:22] Nowadays it's more you know give me
[1:14:24] apathy or give me whatever
[1:14:27] you know it's
[1:14:30] not much of an aspiration or an
[1:14:32] aspiration to to mediocrity
[1:14:35] right so
[1:14:38] how do we elevate ourselves motivate
[1:14:41] ourselves how do we how do we how do we
[1:14:44] measure that so it's it's it's it's a I
[1:14:47] think it's a really useful
[1:14:52] uh perspective to to to reflect on and
[1:14:56] recognize. Yeah, of course from there
[1:15:00] are perspectives from from in in a way
[1:15:05] for in the teachings and and the
[1:15:08] traditions of of Buddhism. Of course,
[1:15:11] the I think the
[1:15:13] you know the very first go-to option
[1:15:17] uh of course is to
[1:15:20] the recollection of the of the Buddha as
[1:15:23] say
[1:15:26] and uh that
[1:15:30] uh qualities of the of the Buddha and
[1:15:32] even in the ordinary
[1:15:35] way that we begin our our chanting
[1:15:41] I just that
[1:15:44] you say in in in polyo
[1:15:52] you know homage to the blessed noble
[1:15:56] perfectly enlightened one those but
[1:15:58] those those
[1:16:02] words in poly are sort of pointing to to
[1:16:05] certain qualities
[1:16:08] um
[1:16:09] um of and that that theme comes up over
[1:16:13] and over and over again throughout the
[1:16:15] teachings and and say the liturgy, the
[1:16:19] chanting or the and the again the
[1:16:22] recollection of the Buddha that uh you
[1:16:25] know the Buddha exemplified somebody who
[1:16:28] was was highly developed in wisdom,
[1:16:32] compassion, purity
[1:16:34] [snorts] and those are qualities for
[1:16:36] ourselves to try to be uh aspiring to
[1:16:40] and developing, cultivating
[1:16:44] that sense of of
[1:16:46] wisdom, of discernment,
[1:16:49] um an astuteness of of of
[1:16:56] discernment.
[1:16:58] um wisdom not just as a uh
[1:17:03] um
[1:17:05] knowledge but but also just I say like
[1:17:08] or just in the the chanting
[1:17:11] this evening we begin the recollection
[1:17:13] of the Buddha he is impeccable in
[1:17:16] conduct and understanding we charge our
[1:17:20] that sense of being impeccable complete
[1:17:23] fulfilled
[1:17:24] in in in in knowledge and conduct So
[1:17:28] it's not just having
[1:17:31] the having that balance of of
[1:17:34] uh of knowledge of understanding of
[1:17:37] wisdom discernment but then also
[1:17:42] uh the conduct and and the the a purity
[1:17:47] of of of
[1:17:52] and integrity of of of virtue and
[1:17:56] that conduct The body body, speech and
[1:17:59] mind are are are
[1:18:02] beautiful
[1:18:05] and and that and that it's but it's also
[1:18:10] um you know grounded in compassion.
[1:18:14] So that that sense of being
[1:18:21] and the
[1:18:30] That sense of compassion is is a that
[1:18:34] that wish for the well-being and freedom
[1:18:38] of from suffering of other beings or the
[1:18:41] another word for compassion in the in
[1:18:44] the poly language is ana which is kind
[1:18:47] of like to it's the the image is kind of
[1:18:53] the the heart trembling ling in
[1:18:55] resonating with with the the uh the
[1:18:59] plight of of of of other beings and
[1:19:03] wanting to be of some yeah service
[1:19:07] assistance uh able to help in some way.
[1:19:12] So those those are are are qualities of
[1:19:15] a of a noble being and and
[1:19:19] worthy of
[1:19:22] aspiring and cultivating for ourselves
[1:19:25] and then to reflecting on the uh conduct
[1:19:30] of
[1:19:32] others. You know is is this a a noble
[1:19:36] being? Is this a worthy being? a
[1:19:38] superior person
[1:19:43] because we want to
[1:19:45] say we want to draw close to
[1:19:49] must be like one of the things that the
[1:19:51] Buddha points to as a
[1:19:55] fundamental to growing and maturing as a
[1:20:00] human being is having
[1:20:03] good spiritual friendships, good
[1:20:05] spiritual companions and drawing close
[1:20:08] to good people. Uh so that that uh uh
[1:20:12] that drawing we've got to be how do we
[1:20:15] identify
[1:20:17] uh that appropriately so that we we can
[1:20:21] draw close to to that those examples
[1:20:26] people who do support us or encourage us
[1:20:28] or or inspire us.
[1:20:32] that those are that's a that's a kind of
[1:20:35] a standard.
[1:20:37] Um also just the in [clears throat] the
[1:20:43] sutas
[1:20:45] um
[1:20:47] discourses of the Buddha the the
[1:20:50] overwhelming
[1:20:53] description or the most common
[1:20:56] description of a somebody who has say
[1:21:01] entered the stream of Dhamma who has
[1:21:03] become a um
[1:21:06] their First glimpse of awakening, first
[1:21:09] glimpse of of freedom from duka.
[1:21:12] Um
[1:21:14] the an arya pugal
[1:21:17] a noble being
[1:21:20] uh is is the say confirm confidence in
[1:21:24] the Buddha confirm confidence or faith
[1:21:27] in the in the dham in the teachings
[1:21:29] confirm confidence in the sa and
[1:21:34] completely
[1:21:36] unshakable in in their virtue in their
[1:21:40] commitment to the five precepts.
[1:21:42] It's actually a, you know, a fairly
[1:21:48] straightforward because you think that
[1:21:50] well that that that's actually a a
[1:21:54] pretty
[1:21:56] uh clear description of of the uh
[1:22:02] the uh
[1:22:05] your your your basic
[1:22:09] uh commitment as a lay person in in uh
[1:22:13] uh say in in Buddhist practice of trying
[1:22:17] you know what's the first thing one does
[1:22:20] say beginning ceremonies or on a regular
[1:22:23] basis of
[1:22:25] take three refugees and the five
[1:22:27] precepts and and you think well that
[1:22:30] must be pretty ordinary well it's
[1:22:33] when one fulfills it and is unshakable
[1:22:38] in it that is your foundation for a real
[1:22:43] transformation
[1:22:44] as a as a human being
[1:22:47] so that the one's priorities are really
[1:22:51] clear uh in one in one's life that
[1:22:56] so that then things become quite
[1:22:59] straightforward actually and simple.
[1:23:03] So there's that sense of how to
[1:23:09] establish oneself clearly in those in
[1:23:12] those say that's
[1:23:16] yeah those fundamentals of a being a
[1:23:19] noble person a noble being
[1:23:25] there's also another set of teachings
[1:23:27] that the Buddha gave
[1:23:30] uh that are a bit more fleshed out or
[1:23:35] um
[1:23:38] or a bit more yeah a bit more fleshed
[1:23:40] out the seven
[1:23:44] qualities of a of a noble person or of a
[1:23:48] sapurisma sapuris superior being noble
[1:23:52] person good person
[1:23:57] so that that the uh that's a another
[1:24:02] set of teachings that are are a good way
[1:24:06] of of you know both for ourselves. How
[1:24:09] do we aspire to
[1:24:11] ground ourselves in those qualities but
[1:24:14] then also uh how do we discern
[1:24:17] uh whether somebody is is is a good
[1:24:22] person, noble being
[1:24:25] superior person.
[1:24:29] So they uh
[1:24:32] the first
[1:24:34] quality is uh
[1:24:41] first well actually the first two
[1:24:42] qualities are there because they're kind
[1:24:45] of a pair that go together
[1:24:49] dhamut anuta is to be
[1:24:52] um having a say damuta having the sense
[1:24:57] of the dhamma having or having ana is
[1:25:00] like knowledge or clear understanding.
[1:25:04] So if somebody has a knowledge of of the
[1:25:06] dhamma or the knowledge of the
[1:25:08] teachings, knowledge of the knowledge of
[1:25:11] the method, knowledge of the the uh
[1:25:17] one of the the kind of the way really.
[1:25:21] [clears throat] And uh and the second
[1:25:24] one as a as a uh a quality is at
[1:25:29] which is uh
[1:25:31] um ata in not as
[1:25:36] self but as say
[1:25:39] but ata a t h a ata
[1:25:43] which means uh kind of the essence uh uh
[1:25:48] the the purpose the goal
[1:25:51] And know so there's like okay knowledge
[1:25:54] of the or knowledge of the purpose
[1:25:58] what's the purpose of the teachings
[1:25:59] what's the purpose of the of the goal.
[1:26:02] Um so because those those do they're
[1:26:07] they go to kind of go together and and
[1:26:09] they need to be balanced.
[1:26:12] um learning how to how to balance out
[1:26:15] because you got the you can get caught
[1:26:18] in the details of the teachings and and
[1:26:21] and the uh
[1:26:25] and forget what they're for. Um
[1:26:30] there's a uh
[1:26:37] a nice little story
[1:26:41] about Sherlock Holmes
[1:26:43] is is maybe appropriate.
[1:26:47] The uh where
[1:26:51] Sherlock Holmes and Dr. Watson go
[1:26:55] camping
[1:26:56] and uh so they're off camping
[1:27:01] somewhere
[1:27:02] and uh
[1:27:08] Sherlock Holmes uh wakes up in the
[1:27:10] middle of the night and and sort of
[1:27:14] prods
[1:27:15] Dr. Watson and
[1:27:18] Dr. Watson, what what can you deduce
[1:27:21] about the the our circumstances right
[1:27:24] now and and certainly in the
[1:27:27] surroundings? What's what what what can
[1:27:29] you deduce and and uh so Dr. Wat well he
[1:27:34] looks up and
[1:27:37] by the position of the stars uh it's
[1:27:40] probably about such and such time of the
[1:27:45] night and
[1:27:47] and there no
[1:27:51] Well, see, by the the phase of the moon,
[1:27:55] it's probably this this time of the of
[1:27:58] the month.
[1:28:00] I said,
[1:28:02] sure. No, no. Said, "Well, I can feel by
[1:28:06] the uh
[1:28:09] there's kind of a breeze picking up and
[1:28:11] maybe the weather's changing." I said,
[1:28:14] "No,
[1:28:18] somebody's stolen our tent."
[1:28:21] So he get
[1:28:24] so that
[1:28:26] it's this I mean there was paying
[1:28:29] attention to the detail and discern
[1:28:31] getting lots of information and
[1:28:33] discernment from it but sort of the the
[1:28:36] most important thing was missed
[1:28:39] was we don't have a tent covering us
[1:28:42] anymore. So,
[1:28:45] so this this the importance of of of
[1:28:49] being able to say yeah there's there's
[1:28:51] and there's it's great to have the
[1:28:53] knowledge of of the details and sometime
[1:28:56] and it's really important and there but
[1:28:58] they have to go together.
[1:29:00] So the the knowledge of the dhamma
[1:29:03] knowledge of the of the of the uh of the
[1:29:08] goal of the purpose how do we use this
[1:29:11] this path so that it is serving its
[1:29:14] purpose and of course the purpose that
[1:29:16] the Buddha
[1:29:18] um emphasizes over and over again it's
[1:29:21] this freedom from suffering is there's
[1:29:25] just so many times in the sutas
[1:29:28] the uh the Buddha uh saying that that uh
[1:29:34] you know I teach only two things duka
[1:29:38] and the ending of duka.
[1:29:40] And so that that sense of of how is this
[1:29:45] is this giving me increased knowledge
[1:29:48] and understanding of of this this sense
[1:29:52] of of of
[1:29:54] discontent, dissatisfaction, disease,
[1:29:57] stress
[1:29:59] and is it leading to the end of of
[1:30:02] stress of duka? So
[1:30:06] it's in getting those getting that
[1:30:09] priority. So that knowledge or the sense
[1:30:11] of the damn is not just you know because
[1:30:16] say in the in the suta the the Buddha
[1:30:21] you know there's knowledge of of the
[1:30:24] teachings and the the discourses and the
[1:30:28] questions and answers and the um all of
[1:30:32] the different elements of the teachings
[1:30:34] and the birth stories and the marvelous
[1:30:36] things and all that. But um but
[1:30:40] sandwiches but it's so it's so sort of
[1:30:43] like pointing to the the the teachings
[1:30:46] but then also to the the various methods
[1:30:48] like in and meditation
[1:30:52] we can get so wrapped up in technique
[1:30:58] uh trying to trying to perfect
[1:31:01] mindfulness of breathing
[1:31:03] um we forget what it's for or
[1:31:07] So that well it's actually to make my
[1:31:10] mind peaceful and sharp and clear rather
[1:31:14] than getting obsessed with you we use
[1:31:18] the the technique we use the method we
[1:31:22] rely on it but it also we can't forget
[1:31:26] its purpose
[1:31:28] purpose is always how do we increase our
[1:31:31] mindfulness and discernment
[1:31:34] how do we benefit how do we benefit from
[1:31:37] that.
[1:31:39] So this
[1:31:42] knowledge and and and that goes for the
[1:31:44] whole path. There's a there's a uh
[1:31:50] a beautiful discourse in the uh
[1:31:57] middle length discourses.
[1:31:59] Majima 30, the shorter discourse on the
[1:32:03] simile of the heartwood where the Buddha
[1:32:05] goes through all the different elements
[1:32:07] of of the [clears throat] of the
[1:32:12] teachings and the practice and and the
[1:32:14] cultivation and but he's saying it's not
[1:32:17] for the saying this is we don't do this
[1:32:20] or develop this for the rewards of
[1:32:24] the rewards of gain and offering or
[1:32:28] fame. you know, acknowledgement,
[1:32:30] recognition,
[1:32:32] uh, or the or the the the
[1:32:37] say the rewards of that come from
[1:32:40] consummation of virtue, of integrity,
[1:32:46] that cultivation of of our of our
[1:32:49] goodness. Or the rewards that the reward
[1:32:53] of the
[1:32:55] it's come from the the from consummation
[1:32:59] of samati of of the meditation kind of
[1:33:04] the the mind being very clear very
[1:33:07] steady very sharp very bright and
[1:33:09] brilliant and measurless boundless and
[1:33:13] it's not it's not for that it's not for
[1:33:16] the consummation of knowledge in insight
[1:33:21] even because you can because there is on
[1:33:24] a certain level there is no end to that
[1:33:27] but What the I said but it it's for the
[1:33:30] for the sure heart's release or for the
[1:33:33] unshakable
[1:33:35] deliverance of the mind
[1:33:38] which is is really important. Everything
[1:33:41] is in the service of freeing the heart.
[1:33:44] Uh
[1:33:51] that that uh again the and we have to
[1:33:56] rely on the teachings. I mean the
[1:33:59] teachings are so important to give us
[1:34:03] the they point the way, give us that
[1:34:06] encouragement, giving us the confidence.
[1:34:09] Uh but then also
[1:34:11] paying attention to the the meaning the
[1:34:15] the the purpose the essence ata as
[1:34:20] a a
[1:34:22] t h a is also like essence what's the
[1:34:26] essence of something.
[1:34:30] So those are the say the first two
[1:34:33] qualities that the uh the the Buddha
[1:34:37] points to
[1:34:39] and the third one is
[1:34:42] atuta which is knowing knowing oneself.
[1:34:48] So that that having knowledge of
[1:34:50] oneself. So it's like knowing
[1:34:53] one's own [clears throat]
[1:34:55] and in the suta the the Buddha points to
[1:34:58] the to knowing self. It's just knowing
[1:35:00] one's measure of
[1:35:04] um
[1:35:09] say proficiency in
[1:35:12] qualities that lead to to
[1:35:16] say fulfillment of practice. uh in a uh
[1:35:23] say one's one's one's own faith, one's
[1:35:27] own virtue, one's own,
[1:35:30] one's own learning, one's own
[1:35:32] generosity, one's own discernment or
[1:35:34] wisdom.
[1:35:36] You you know for yourself that's okay.
[1:35:39] This is
[1:35:42] I'm I I'm still lacking in faith or
[1:35:45] confidence or I'm still lacking in
[1:35:48] generosity. I could I could polish up my
[1:35:51] my my generosity. I could work on my
[1:35:54] discernment
[1:35:56] or
[1:35:59] that that's pretty solid. Now that's
[1:36:01] okay. So that that knowing oneself.
[1:36:06] So it's also then yes. So knowing one's
[1:36:09] own strengths, one's own weaknesses,
[1:36:11] knowing one's own abilities.
[1:36:14] Um so that say
[1:36:18] this
[1:36:20] uh sense because so often we look to
[1:36:24] to others for
[1:36:27] uh either for affirmation or or the the
[1:36:31] or the worry of of appropriation or fear
[1:36:35] worry of of criticism is rather than
[1:36:38] looking at ourselves and having
[1:36:41] confidence within ourselves or clarity
[1:36:43] within ourselves and we spend our time
[1:36:45] that's why the they say the Buddha
[1:36:48] talks about the you know the the nature
[1:36:50] of the world or the the you how we we
[1:36:55] spin around with worldly dumbness and
[1:36:57] praise and blame gain and loss
[1:37:04] uh see recognition lack of recognition
[1:37:08] or status lack of status or happiness
[1:37:10] and suffering and these are the things
[1:37:13] that that people are shaken by or chase
[1:37:15] after or fear fear uh spend their time
[1:37:19] in fear but there this sense of knowing
[1:37:23] oneself it's just okay
[1:37:26] this is this is this is where where I'm
[1:37:29] at this is this is my capacity this is
[1:37:32] my ability this is on that uh
[1:37:37] because also especially as say as as say
[1:37:42] spiritual practitioners
[1:37:46] we tend to have certain ideals that we
[1:37:50] uh aspire to um which are are are
[1:37:55] you know again noble u but we can also
[1:38:00] torture ourselves with trying to uh live
[1:38:04] up to those ideals all the time without
[1:38:07] understanding okay where where am I at
[1:38:10] how am I doing um what is my capacity
[1:38:16] there's So
[1:38:20] it's a story in Ajan Cha's biography
[1:38:24] of uh an incident where which is a good
[1:38:29] illustration of of
[1:38:33] uh knowing oneself
[1:38:38] the uh where he's a
[1:38:42] he's a younger monk. I mean this is when
[1:38:45] he was on
[1:38:47] Tudong
[1:38:48] and and he had he had left
[1:38:52] uh his his home monastery, home village
[1:38:55] which he had spent about
[1:38:59] six years around his six or seven years
[1:39:02] around his home home monastery home
[1:39:04] village home area
[1:39:07] studying mostly studying
[1:39:10] and then he got interested in practice
[1:39:12] and wanted that commitment and then went
[1:39:14] off to seek out teachers and and and
[1:39:17] then practiced on his own. Uh seeking
[1:39:20] out situations that were conducive for
[1:39:24] practice and
[1:39:27] uh living in different situations and
[1:39:28] seeking out different
[1:39:31] teachers, spiritual masters were gaining
[1:39:33] more understanding. But any one time he
[1:39:36] was with he was on his was almost on his
[1:39:40] own. He was with he had a a uh an
[1:39:44] anagara
[1:39:46] with him and uh
[1:39:50] they were staying in a close to a a
[1:39:54] village.
[1:39:56] Um and uh and there was
[1:40:01] a a person who started coming out every
[1:40:04] day to uh offer food. And there was a
[1:40:07] young woman who was a a widow and she
[1:40:10] had a a young son
[1:40:13] and uh
[1:40:17] and she'd come and make offerings every
[1:40:19] day and talk and and uh and Ajencha was
[1:40:24] was would be there with her and and
[1:40:29] then uh
[1:40:32] after that went on for a little while
[1:40:34] and then one night
[1:40:37] Ajenta woke up in the middle of the
[1:40:39] night and and told the Anagara to
[1:40:44] pack your stuff, get we're we're getting
[1:40:46] out of here. And it was it was this is
[1:40:49] as a
[1:40:51] a young monk
[1:40:54] who was intent on practicing and
[1:40:57] training and and relinquishing the
[1:40:59] world. He started realizing
[1:41:03] he was developing attachment, developing
[1:41:07] he was getting swept up in fantasy and
[1:41:10] and uh uh a desire and lust and is
[1:41:15] and he knew himself. He was was was not
[1:41:20] uh
[1:41:22] didn't have the didn't have the didn't
[1:41:26] have the tools to to deal with it.
[1:41:29] didn't have the the strength to to uh so
[1:41:33] that uh rather than going to an ideal of
[1:41:37] I should have the strength to be this I
[1:41:40] should have the compassion I should I
[1:41:42] should have the wisdom and then just end
[1:41:46] up getting swept up and and
[1:41:50] entangled saying I better I better get
[1:41:53] myself out of here and so it's it's it's
[1:41:56] just uh
[1:41:59] not maybe not the most noble thing in
[1:42:01] the moment
[1:42:03] but it was it was what all he could do.
[1:42:07] So just knowing what knowing himself and
[1:42:11] of course then he was able to
[1:42:14] um become a a great
[1:42:18] eventually after many years of practice
[1:42:20] and training did become a great
[1:42:23] spiritual master who was was was
[1:42:28] able to to be an example to to others.
[1:42:32] So, but knowing oneself, knowing one's
[1:42:35] knowing one's strengths, knowing one's
[1:42:37] weaknesses, knowing one's capacity.
[1:42:42] So, that's
[1:42:48] matany
[1:42:51] is the fourth one and that is knowing
[1:42:55] moderation.
[1:42:57] And so that that
[1:42:59] [clears throat] and of course in in the
[1:43:01] suta that the Buddha is using the
[1:43:03] example of a of a monk knowing
[1:43:05] moderation in the four requisites the
[1:43:09] requisites of of of
[1:43:12] robes of alms food of lodging of
[1:43:15] medicines. But that applies to to
[1:43:18] everything's the moderation knowing
[1:43:20] moderation
[1:43:24] in in in how we
[1:43:29] right amount you know moderation is
[1:43:31] knowing what's the right amount
[1:43:34] um what's just right
[1:43:39] and that's something that that Ajan Cha
[1:43:41] would talk about a lot in in his in his
[1:43:46] teachings of you know this this kind of
[1:43:48] the the say the nature of of of say of
[1:43:54] of the right practice of dharma is that
[1:43:57] which is just right in the sense it's
[1:44:00] not in an ideal sense
[1:44:05] uh you've got to put in this one then
[1:44:07] this many hours of meditation this many
[1:44:10] hours of chanting this many hours of uh
[1:44:14] it's It's it's it's what is just right.
[1:44:18] What's the right amount? What's what's
[1:44:20] what's appropriate? Uh and knowing
[1:44:23] knowing moderation
[1:44:25] being able to because it's it's again
[1:44:29] not just in but certainly in in one's
[1:44:32] relationship with the world around one.
[1:44:37] you knowing the right amount of of of
[1:44:41] because sometimes you know what do we
[1:44:46] like for say the right amount of food
[1:44:51] um I mean we are incredibly fortunate
[1:44:55] here at the monastery
[1:44:58] people are very generous so that
[1:45:02] at at the meal time there is there's
[1:45:05] almost invar variably a large amount of
[1:45:08] food. You really have to pay attention
[1:45:10] what is the right amount.
[1:45:13] You can't uh
[1:45:15] you can't let your your uh
[1:45:20] your your
[1:45:23] desires be the judge because everything
[1:45:26] look especially when you're hungry, you
[1:45:28] haven't eaten for a day, you're hungry,
[1:45:31] everything looks delicious.
[1:45:33] you can but you have to pay attention to
[1:45:38] what's the right amount you have to work
[1:45:40] on it so the same in the world I mean
[1:45:44] just the uh
[1:45:48] what is the right amount of for our
[1:45:52] consumption what is the
[1:45:55] what's our means
[1:45:58] uh
[1:46:00] and and what is is is appropriate
[1:46:04] for for the for the situation for the
[1:46:10] context of of what we're living in um
[1:46:13] our ability. So that that just that
[1:46:15] sense of really paying attention to
[1:46:18] what what is what's what's what's mo
[1:46:21] more what's enough.
[1:46:25] It's like
[1:46:29] one time Ajancha was was uh um was
[1:46:34] toward the end of his teaching career
[1:46:38] before he got too sick to be able to
[1:46:41] teach. And uh
[1:46:46] and he was he was surrounded by um as as
[1:46:50] was
[1:46:52] almost always the case surrounded by
[1:46:55] uh a group of monks would be around and
[1:46:58] lay people would be around like lay
[1:47:00] women and uh people would be asking
[1:47:04] questions or but anyways there was a
[1:47:07] sort of a bit of a lull and and and he's
[1:47:11] just sort of apppropo of nothing. He
[1:47:13] said, "You know, there's never been
[1:47:17] never been any rich people come to to to
[1:47:20] this monastery, Wapong, his monastery."
[1:47:24] And people said, "Hey, Lau, how can you
[1:47:26] say that? This
[1:47:30] been all sorts of wealthy people show
[1:47:33] up. you know people who are people who
[1:47:35] are are also you know really from
[1:47:39] various
[1:47:41] places of high status and and uh rank in
[1:47:45] in the society how can you say that
[1:47:48] never been a wealthy person a rich
[1:47:50] person come to Watapong he said
[1:47:54] no he says there's never been any rich
[1:47:56] people all that's all all all that's
[1:48:00] ever come here is people who don't have
[1:48:02] enough.
[1:48:05] So it's
[1:48:06] so that because yeah, there's that sense
[1:48:09] of you know because it doesn't really
[1:48:10] matter how much you actually have. If
[1:48:13] it's not enough, you're not very
[1:48:14] wealthy, you're not very rich. Um so
[1:48:18] that uh you know paying attention to
[1:48:22] what is what's just right what's the
[1:48:24] right amount and it's not just in
[1:48:27] material things you know what's the
[1:48:31] right amount of mindfulness what's the
[1:48:33] right amount of samadei what's the right
[1:48:36] amount of knowledge and wisdom
[1:48:38] and of course it's always you have to be
[1:48:43] because the the nature of desire
[1:48:46] Yeah, it just doesn't confine itself to
[1:48:49] material things or to the world. It
[1:48:52] confines it
[1:48:54] it extends itself to you. You're always
[1:48:58] if there's doubt in the mind or or or a
[1:49:02] you know not a clear understanding of
[1:49:04] what is what what is the right amount. I
[1:49:07] say you you're always you're always
[1:49:09] going to be striving for just a little
[1:49:13] bit more
[1:49:14] mindful, little bit more peaceful,
[1:49:17] little bit more wisdom and and it's
[1:49:22] that feeling of not enough is is just is
[1:49:27] haunts you and that that and and of
[1:49:31] course that's exactly why the Buddha's
[1:49:33] teaching is is grounded And
[1:49:38] those two things that knowledge of
[1:49:42] duka, knowledge of dissatisfaction,
[1:49:45] disease and freedom, freedom from
[1:49:49] suffering, freedom from dise disease,
[1:49:52] discontent, dissatisfaction, stress.
[1:49:56] And how do we free the heart from its
[1:49:59] its the ways that we the the ways that
[1:50:01] we torture ourselves we keep ourselves
[1:50:04] off balance
[1:50:06] that knowing the right amount.
[1:50:13] The next quality is in knowledge of kala
[1:50:18] knowledge of the of the right time.
[1:50:25] Tim timing is everything.
[1:50:27] You can say the most
[1:50:31] say correct thing
[1:50:34] at the wrong time and really put your
[1:50:37] mouth you put
[1:50:40] put your put your foot in your mouth. So
[1:50:44] there just knowing the right time.
[1:50:45] When's the right time for ourselves?
[1:50:48] What's when's the right time for you for
[1:50:51] putting forth effort? When's the right
[1:50:52] time for relaxing? When's the right time
[1:50:55] for speaking? when's the right time for
[1:50:58] staying silent? When's the right time
[1:51:01] for seclusion? When's the right time for
[1:51:03] for engaging? And so just knowing the
[1:51:07] right time is is you really figuring
[1:51:10] that out, understanding that
[1:51:15] cuz you can, you know, on on a certain
[1:51:17] level and you can be doing something
[1:51:19] that's really, you know, really good
[1:51:22] again really noble.
[1:51:24] uh but uh it can have repercussions as
[1:51:29] well. A good example is one time
[1:51:33] uh at Wat Nanachad there was a uh
[1:51:38] um a younger monk uh who was
[1:51:42] uh learning the uh
[1:51:45] um pimoka which is something that as
[1:51:48] monks we we uh um aspire to do and and
[1:51:53] and and many of the the monks who are
[1:51:56] here are can chant the py mocha and And
[1:51:59] so um that's the 227 rules of of the
[1:52:06] discipline which is basically the
[1:52:09] skeleton of the of the whole training
[1:52:12] and the the the
[1:52:15] protocols of of of living as a as a as a
[1:52:20] Buddhist monastic.
[1:52:22] And then every
[1:52:25] full moon and new moon
[1:52:27] we gather and if there's and this is
[1:52:30] from the time of the Buddha if there's
[1:52:34] four or more monks living together in
[1:52:36] one place then chant the pimoka together
[1:52:41] and and it's you know it's quite a feat
[1:52:44] of memory
[1:52:48] um it takes about if you chant really
[1:52:52] fast.
[1:52:54] Uh
[1:52:56] it you know about 45 minutes is a is an
[1:53:00] average. So and and if there's any
[1:53:04] uh syllables or words
[1:53:08] mispronounced or or forgotten, there's
[1:53:13] somebody checking to make sure that it's
[1:53:16] basically letter perfect, word perfect.
[1:53:18] So it's quite a feat of memory and it
[1:53:20] takes a lot of to when you're learning
[1:53:23] it.
[1:53:25] uh certainly for myself
[1:53:28] when I was learning it then would spend
[1:53:31] at least an hour or two in the morning
[1:53:34] chanting it um after the meal and then
[1:53:39] later in the afternoon would take
[1:53:41] another hour or two and re review it and
[1:53:45] trying to drum it into into memory and
[1:53:49] so that it's it takes a lot of effort
[1:53:52] and take and it's and of course it's
[1:53:54] something that uh is is yeah you know
[1:53:57] it's a noble thing to do. It's praised
[1:53:59] but um needed in the community
[1:54:04] to pass on the tradition but then
[1:54:07] there's a monk was a monk was learning
[1:54:10] it and he was getting
[1:54:13] um
[1:54:14] and he was kind of fired up to to learn
[1:54:18] it and he was fulfilling his different
[1:54:21] duties.
[1:54:22] So then not not only not only was he
[1:54:26] doing it practicing it in the daytime
[1:54:29] but then after evening puja at night you
[1:54:34] started going back and then
[1:54:37] um so everybody else had gone back. So
[1:54:41] the forest is very quiet
[1:54:44] and uh and everybody else is either
[1:54:48] wanting to meditate or wanting to sleep.
[1:54:52] And then the monk is and it's the in
[1:54:56] Thailand in particular it's everything's
[1:54:58] flat more or less in the monastery
[1:55:00] especially one chant it's flat so
[1:55:03] everybody's actually even though you
[1:55:05] can't see each other
[1:55:07] you can hear
[1:55:09] and so loud chanting at night was wasn't
[1:55:15] long before the complaints were coming
[1:55:17] in for this monk
[1:55:19] keeping everybody awake with his efforts
[1:55:23] to learn the chanting. So, but was it a
[1:55:26] bad thing? No, not at all. It was a
[1:55:28] really good thing. Was it the right
[1:55:30] time? No. So, it's,
[1:55:35] you know, knowing the right time,
[1:55:37] knowing
[1:55:39] knowing the circumstance.
[1:55:42] The uh the sixth quality is partisan
[1:55:47] Utah which is a
[1:55:51] no
[1:55:52] the sense of the assembly
[1:55:56] or of the social situation.
[1:56:00] Um
[1:56:02] that's
[1:56:03] or they like the uh a modern idiom just
[1:56:07] reading the room. This is just knowing
[1:56:10] the knowing the situation, knowing the
[1:56:12] people, knowing the
[1:56:15] understanding what's appropriate in in
[1:56:19] this situation. what's appropriate with
[1:56:21] with uh say dealing with this class of
[1:56:27] people or dealing with this uh social
[1:56:31] situation
[1:56:32] and what what and so that that you know
[1:56:36] you're having that sense of being able
[1:56:39] to adapt and and and fit in and have a
[1:56:43] and have an I mean either accumulated
[1:56:46] knowledge or an intuitive knowledge of
[1:56:48] of of what what's appropriate what's
[1:56:51] what would be the right thing to do and
[1:56:55] so that
[1:56:59] the a circum again using Ajancha as an
[1:57:02] example
[1:57:04] um
[1:57:06] the very first time he came
[1:57:09] to uh
[1:57:12] to the west he went to England
[1:57:16] went with Ajento
[1:57:19] And uh
[1:57:22] and there was another lay man from
[1:57:24] Wuborn there and uh traveled with them
[1:57:29] and
[1:57:32] and so Ajancha as a senior
[1:57:38] very respected teacher in the northeast
[1:57:41] of Thailand there's a kind of level of
[1:57:43] respect that is is uh um
[1:57:48] very much accorded
[1:57:52] him and socially
[1:57:55] just
[1:57:58] it's just known it's like that and uh
[1:58:01] culturally
[1:58:03] very strong
[1:58:05] but then and so he's given deference and
[1:58:09] space and and and respect
[1:58:12] and so anyway he gets they they get off
[1:58:15] the plane in in London and
[1:58:21] and that was
[1:58:24] what was that 1977 I guess first trip
[1:58:28] um Heathrow
[1:58:30] and
[1:58:32] uh
[1:58:34] there's
[1:58:36] buses to pick them up at the at the
[1:58:39] plane and so you know bus pulls up and
[1:58:43] everybody piles on the bus and and uh
[1:58:47] and Ajan Cha sort of I mean if it were
[1:58:50] if it were in Thailand there would be a
[1:58:53] there'd be a separate vehicle come you
[1:58:55] say oh there's a senior monk there's a
[1:58:57] monk go pick him up look after him and
[1:59:00] make sure he's I'm not having to he's
[1:59:04] sort of given a place of difference and
[1:59:06] respect uh that did not happen at
[1:59:09] Heathrow
[1:59:11] so it's just this everybody's piling on
[1:59:13] the bus and a gentile sort of looked
[1:59:15] looked around, saw the situation.
[1:59:18] Okay, get on the bus. It was just it was
[1:59:22] just it was a it was a it was it was a
[1:59:26] social situation. That's what it what it
[1:59:28] called for
[1:59:30] wasn't anything that he was familiar
[1:59:32] with, but he was ready to go for it. So
[1:59:35] that that that sense of being able to
[1:59:38] again reading the room what's what's the
[1:59:40] appropriate thing.
[1:59:45] The last quality that the Buddha points
[1:59:48] to is the pugalanut is knowing
[1:59:51] individuals
[1:59:53] recognizing that
[1:59:56] human beings are different. individuals
[1:59:59] are very yeah they are very different
[2:00:03] and being able to have that knowledge of
[2:00:06] of or recognition. You're not trying to
[2:00:11] pin people into a
[2:00:14] um a particular
[2:00:18] okay so so and so has to be like this
[2:00:21] they're always or they've always been
[2:00:24] like this they have to be like this
[2:00:29] and so that knowing the the individuals
[2:00:32] and being recognizing
[2:00:35] that that differences of of individual
[2:00:39] temperament, individual personality,
[2:00:42] individual circumstance.
[2:00:44] So that that that that again it gives
[2:00:48] one a a sense of freedom or comfort. So
[2:00:53] you're not creating duka out of out of
[2:00:56] the just the the the uncertainty and
[2:01:00] changing nature of the world or the
[2:01:02] diverse nature of the world. That's just
[2:01:05] the way it is.
[2:01:07] and uh and we can learn from it. We can
[2:01:09] we can adapt to it. We can live within
[2:01:12] it and and again not create suffering.
[2:01:16] So that's the uh
[2:01:20] of course the
[2:01:22] the probably the o overwhelming
[2:01:26] characteristic of a a noble being
[2:01:31] is is one who
[2:01:35] doesn't create suffering for themselves.
[2:01:37] It doesn't create suffering for others.
[2:01:40] It's a
[2:01:41] it's a it's is a baseline that is
[2:01:46] seems very simple but the more you
[2:01:50] explore it and the more you start
[2:01:51] recognize wow I why do I complicate this
[2:01:56] why do I why why is this such a source
[2:01:59] of suffering why is this such a source
[2:02:00] of confusion and you realize oh this is
[2:02:04] this is
[2:02:06] it's a standard that is is is very
[2:02:08] worthy to to work on both for oneself as
[2:02:12] well as for again the sense of how do we
[2:02:14] gauge the measure of of others. When we
[2:02:18] look at others again, whether they're
[2:02:20] spiritual teachers or within society,
[2:02:24] culture,
[2:02:26] whatever
[2:02:28] kind of responsibility or
[2:02:33] position they have.
[2:02:35] You know, as human beings, we want to
[2:02:38] have something that we we we can both
[2:02:41] aspire to, but then also to see what
[2:02:46] what's being worthy of of of associating
[2:02:50] with or or or being supportive of.
[2:02:58] So anyway, those are some reflects or
[2:03:01] reflections thoughts on a noble being.
[2:03:28] We can close with a chant on page 41.
[2:03:45] May I abide in
[2:03:50] freedom from affliction
[2:03:54] in freedom from hostility
[2:03:59] in freedom from ill will
[2:04:03] in freedom from anxiety
[2:04:08] and may I maintain
[2:04:11] wellbeing
[2:04:13] in myself.
[2:04:16] May everyone
[2:04:18] abide in wellbeing
[2:04:21] in freedom from hostility
[2:04:26] in freedom from ill will
[2:04:30] in freedom from anxiety
[2:04:34] and maintain
[2:04:38] wellbeing
[2:04:40] in themselves.
[2:04:42] May all beings be released from all
[2:04:47] suffering
[2:04:49] and may they not be parted from the good
[2:04:54] fortune they have attained
[2:04:59] when they act upon intention.
[2:05:03] All beings are the owners of their
[2:05:07] action
[2:05:09] and inherit his results.
[2:05:13] Their future is born from such action
[2:05:19] to such action
[2:05:22] and cause will be their home.
[2:05:27] All actions with intention
[2:05:30] be they skillful or harmful
[2:05:35] of such acts they will be
[2:05:53] >> the Lord
[2:05:55] The perfectly enlightened and blessed
[2:06:00] one.
[2:06:01] I render homage to the Buddha,
[2:06:06] the blessing.
[2:06:10] The teachings
[2:06:12] so completely explained by him. I bow to
[2:06:23] >> the blessed one's disciples
[2:06:27] who have practiced well.
[2:06:30] I bow to the sun.
[2:06:46] Remember
[2:06:57] to turn your clocks back tomorrow
[2:07:05] time.
[2:07:07] Anyway, for those who are here in the
[2:07:09] monastery,
[2:07:10] yeah, there's no no food here in the
[2:07:12] morning, but chores at 6:30.