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Pavāraṇā Talks: Why Junior Monks Teach Without Notes

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Abhayagiri Buddhist Monastery
Oct 30, 2026
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出典:Abhayagiri

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On the evening that closes the three-month rains retreat, a monastery in the Luang Por Chah lineage does something most Buddhist gatherings never attempt: it hands the microphone to the people who are usually expected to listen. At Abhayagiri, the Pavāraṇā talks are a yearly custom in which anagārikas, sāmaṇeras, and navaka and majjhima monks, meaning those with fewer than ten years in the robes, are invited to offer Dhamma reflections with no slides, no script, and very little warning. The 2026 recording runs just over an hour and moves through nine speakers, from Ajahn Suddhiko, who would become an Ajahn at dawn the next day, to Tan Rakkhito near the close. Underneath the laughter and the nervous pauses is a single question the room keeps circling: how does a person who is still learning speak about the Dhamma honestly, and what does that honesty teach the people listening?

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What happens when the monks are asked to speak without preparation?

The evening opens with a moderator laying out the house rule in plain terms. Whoever is called up should bow to Luang Por, ask permission, recite the namo tassa three times, and begin. He admits he doesn't know who will go first and promises to be "as random as possible." A snort, a burst of laughter, and then a senior monk steps forward having not thought about what he'd say at all.

That small joke is the whole point of the format. Ajahn Suddhiko, opening the talks, said he hadn't expected to speak that night and hadn't prepared, "which, maybe, might make this better." The line gets a laugh, but it also describes the discipline. The talks are not a showcase for polished material. They are an exercise in reflecting on the Dhamma in real time, in front of people who know you.

Where does the Pavāraṇā custom come from, and why does this lineage keep it?

The custom is tied to the Luang Por Chah tradition, and the speakers treat it as a marker of identity. Ajahn Suddhiko described it as "one of the things that defines us as a Wat Nong Pa Pong branch monastery": the practice of having end-of-vassa Dhamma talks given by the people who don't normally give them. The description of the recording makes the invitation explicit. Monasteries in this tradition invite the anagārikas, sāmaṇeras, and junior monks to give reflections on the day that marks the end of the rains retreat.

Ajahn Suddhiko tied the custom to Luang Por Chah's teaching style. He appreciated "his encouragement just to freestyle the Dhamma talk, if you will." He then offered an analogy that is more precise than it first sounds. A roommate once told him freestyle was not real, and he disagreed, comparing it to freestyle hip hop. "It's actually part of your brain that you can develop," he said in the talk, adding that such skills can be mapped onto cognitive ability. The point is that improvisation is trainable. You don't wait for inspiration. You build the capacity.

What that capacity serves, in his account, is continuous reflection. The custom "really encourages us to always be continuously reflecting on Dhamma themes." The hardest part is not the reflecting but the coherence: "picking up a theme and then sticking with it and making a coherent Dhamma discourse, which is a bit harder to do."

How do you build a coherent talk from one theme?

The sāmaṇera who speaks at about 8:01 gives the clearest working image of how that coherence might feel. He begins with something almost embarrassing to admit: how hard it is to keep things simple. Even doing the same thing every single day, he says, he can still complicate everything. He recalls driving past fields of cows as a child, watching them do essentially the same thing every day, sitting or eating grass, and not seeming to mind.

"Once a cow knows that it's in a field, it just starts eating the grass." (sāmaṇera, talk beginning around 8:01)

His metaphor treats the field as the theme. The previous winter retreat, he explains, used the four foundations of mindfulness as its field, but "you could really do whatever you want. You can contemplate sīla." Once you know which field you are in, you stop wandering the boundaries and start grazing. He applies it even to the most basic object: watching the breath go in and out of the nose. "I'm just breathing," he says, "but somehow I make that complicated."

The image works because it names a real problem in contemplative life. The meditator's environment is complicated by default, and random things arrive to stir the mind up. His answer is not to remove the complications but to decide in advance what you will attend to for the next twenty minutes. That decision is the field. The rest of the practice is staying in it.

The talk ends with a candid note. He describes the way the mind can jump from the breath to a lengthy inner commentary, and then he returns to the cow. The lesson he draws is modest and practical: simplicity is not the absence of thought. It is a choice about where to stand while thoughts come and go.

Can you become a teacher without ever teaching?

Ajahn Suddhiko's opening talk gives the strongest answer, and it is more about example than instruction. He had been thinking about his tenth vassa and the new title of Ajahn, "which just means teacher," and he admitted he felt it was "just another thing to let go of." Ten years, as Luang Por says, is "nothing to be sneezed at," yet also "really just a drop in a bucket." He said the practice was only beginning to blossom for him.

"It takes a village to raise a child, it takes a Sangha to raise Ajahn." (Ajahn Suddhiko, opening talk, from 1:10)

The line is a joke with a serious core. The title is not earned alone. It is shaped by the community that keeps him supported and accountable. He framed the monastic life as deeply dependent: "being completely dependent on the lay community for support and our monastic brothers" and the nuns and monks ordained and unordained.

From there he moved to what teaching actually looks like. "You don't necessarily need to get up and tell people about the Buddhist teachings," he said, "but rather through living them by keeping sīla and practicing." He argued that the precepts, and people's own dedication to keeping them, teach more than any talk. "You become what you want to be in the world," he said, and the result is a kind of serenity and peace that anyone can embody. "You don't have to be ordained." Teaching, in his telling, happens through calmness and the way a person moves through the world.

He returned to Luang Por Pasanno to make the point personal. Years ago, Luang Por Pasanno "didn't have to say or really give me any teachings," Ajahn Suddhiko recalled. He was simply a "wise, happy, kind man that's just totally at ease in the world," and that ease was enough to start an inquiry: what is he doing? The speaker had never met anyone like the senior monks, people living "much more harmoniously than the people I knew in the world." That was, he said, the spark that started his own practice.

What does the talk reveal about discouragement and joy?

The talks are not uniformly confident, and that is part of their value. Around 34 minutes in, one speaker voices a fear many practitioners recognize: "I feel like my practice isn't going well." The reflection that follows turns toward the search for happiness "here and in the future," and the monk points his listeners toward what is actually in their control rather than toward a feeling of progress.

Near the 49-minute mark, another speaker describes finding "a lot of joy in" a sense of energy and helping each other. The phrase is simple, but it reframes the monastic life. The practice is not only solitary effort. It is held by a community that gives energy back to the people who give to it.

Why does this format still matter now?

The Pavāraṇā talks carry a tradition from one generation of monastics to the next. The origin is the Luang Por Chah lineage and the Wat Nong Pa Pong branch monasteries that the speakers invoke. The evolution is visible in the recording itself: a custom passed on as a point of identity, applied to a room of people at every stage of training, from the newly ordained to the nearly ordained. The present is a recording published on 30 October 2026, which, at the time this article was written, had 835 views on YouTube. That modest number says nothing about the talks' worth. The recording is a document of how a monastic community trains its own voices.

For a reader who has not watched it, the most useful takeaway is the structure the talks reveal. Choose a theme and stay with it. Treat your ordinary object, even the breath, as a field worth grazing. Let your conduct do the teaching before your words do. And recognize that the people who are "not yet" teachers may have the most to say about how practice is actually going.

Where to go from here

Watch the full recording with the timestamps in mind. The opening talk, from 1:10, shows the most direct statement of teaching by example. The sāmaṇera's talk, beginning around 8:01, is the clearest explanation of the cow-in-a-field image. The later segments, from roughly 34:00 and 49:00, carry the reflections on discouragement and community joy.

Then try the exercise the talks suggest. Pick one ordinary object, such as the breath, a daily task, or the precepts, and commit to it for twenty minutes without adding anything new. Notice where the mind starts to complicate it. That is the moment the field is asking you to return.

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[0:01] All right. So, this evening will be the,

[0:03] uh,

[0:03] following our hallowed Wat Nong Pa Pong

[0:06] tradition. It's one of the things that

[0:07] defines us as a Wat Nong Pa Pong

[0:10] branch monasteries that we have these

[0:13] end of vassa Dhamma talks

[0:16] given by

[0:17] all of the, uh, people who don't

[0:19] normally give Dhamma talks.

[0:21] So, yeah, I'll I'll be calling on people

[0:23] and whoever comes up, you can just, uh,

[0:25] begin by bowing to Luang Por,

[0:28] ask permission, and then

[0:30] and do your,

[0:31] uh, namo tassa three times and begin the

[0:34] talk.

[0:36] So, I'll, uh,

[0:38] I don't know who's going to go first.

[0:41] I'll try to be as random as possible.

[0:44] >> [snorts]

[0:45] >> Okay, so there's

[0:46] one in our midst, uh, so all of, uh, the

[0:50] non-ajahns are giving talks, and there's

[0:52] one in our midst who, technically, he

[0:54] becomes an ajahn tomorrow at dawn. So,

[0:57] he can he can give a talk.

[1:00] So, Ajahn Sudiko.

[1:02] >> [panting]

[1:03] [laughter]

[1:06] [snorts]

[1:10] >> Namo tassa Bhagavato Arahato Samma

[1:14] Sambuddhassa.

[1:16] Namo tassa Bhagavato Arahato Samma

[1:20] Sambuddhassa.

[1:22] Namo tassa Bhagavato

[1:25] Arahato Samma Sambuddhassa.

[1:29] Buddham Dhammam Sangham Namassami.

[1:34] >> Well, I didn't think I was going to have

[1:37] to give a talk tonight, so I didn't

[1:38] think about it,

[1:39] which,

[1:41] maybe, might make this better.

[1:43] >> [laughter]

[1:43] >> Uh,

[1:46] one of the things I appreciate about the

[1:48] Luang Por Chah tradition is that, um,

[1:51] his encouragement just to

[1:53] freestyle the Dhamma talk, if you will,

[1:56] and that's actually

[1:58] something, uh,

[2:00] I remember being very, uh, upset with,

[2:02] uh, roommate of mine telling me he

[2:04] didn't believe that it existed because

[2:07] it's a big fan [snorts] of freestyle hip

[2:09] hop and it's actually

[2:12] it's actually, uh,

[2:14] part of your brain that you can develop.

[2:16] Like, uh, it's a neurological I mean,

[2:18] they can map that onto your

[2:20] uh, cognitive ability.

[2:23] So, it's a good good, uh, skill to

[2:26] develop and what it really encourages us

[2:29] to do as practitioners is to always be,

[2:33] uh, continuously reflecting on Dhamma

[2:35] themes.

[2:37] So,

[2:38] part of that is, um,

[2:40] picking up a theme and then sticking

[2:42] with it and making, uh, like a coherent

[2:46] Dhamma discourse, which is a bit harder

[2:49] to do.

[2:50] And, uh, certainly I've thought a lot

[2:53] about this

[2:55] 10th vassa and getting this new title of

[3:00] Ajahn, which just means teacher and in

[3:03] many ways it's just, uh,

[3:05] another thing to let go of. Uh, 10 years

[3:08] is

[3:09] nothing to be sneezed at, as Luang Por

[3:11] says.

[3:12] It's [snorts] certainly a commitment,

[3:14] but in another sense it's really kind of

[3:16] just a drop in a bucket.

[3:18] And, uh, in many ways I feel like, you

[3:22] know, the practice is really just

[3:24] beginning to blossom,

[3:26] uh, for me.

[3:27] And that it continues to be dynamic,

[3:30] unfolding and a continuing

[3:33] continuing process of investigation and

[3:36] insight.

[3:38] So,

[3:39] hopefully I'll have, uh, something more

[3:41] to say. I've certainly thought about

[3:43] I think a lot about different Dhamma

[3:45] talks or different themes to talk about,

[3:48] uh,

[3:49] if I were to ever be asked to give a

[3:51] talk. Mainly

[3:53] to repay the debt of gratitude for the

[3:56] Sangha's support and, uh, this

[3:59] lifestyle. It's a very

[4:01] it's a great blessing to be able to

[4:04] ordain and

[4:06] live as a monastic in this world being

[4:08] completely dependent on

[4:11] the lay community for support and our

[4:14] monastic brothers.

[4:16] The community

[4:17] brothers and sisters, monks and nuns

[4:20] ordained and unordained.

[4:23] So

[4:25] with that, you know, as a teacher

[4:29] or or trying to teach or trying to

[4:31] become a teacher or share some of the

[4:34] knowledge that you may have may have

[4:37] developed in your own practice

[4:40] I feel like you know, it's actually the

[4:42] precepts

[4:44] and people's own dedication to keeping

[4:48] the precepts and developing their own

[4:50] practice is what's going to teach them

[4:52] the most.

[4:54] So

[4:55] not sure how much uh

[4:57] more insight I can offer at this point

[5:00] other than just express uh

[5:02] a deep appreciation for

[5:04] all the support over the years and takes

[5:07] a

[5:08] just as it takes a

[5:10] village to raise a child, it takes a

[5:12] Sangha to raise

[5:15] Ajahn. And I really hope to uh

[5:19] >> [clears throat]

[5:19] >> be able to live up to the title and also

[5:23] you know, to support everybody in their

[5:26] practice and

[5:27] continue or

[5:29] maybe in another good way of teaching is

[5:31] to be a good example.

[5:34] You know, I think that you don't

[5:35] necessarily need to get up and

[5:38] tell people about the Buddhist teachings

[5:40] but rather through living them by

[5:43] keeping Sila and

[5:44] practicing is that you become

[5:47] what you want to be in the world and

[5:50] that's an example of the Buddhist

[5:51] teachings of a deep serenity and peace

[5:55] and I think

[5:57] we can all do that. You don't have to be

[5:59] ordained.

[6:01] Uh anybody that's practicing can

[6:04] through living

[6:05] the Buddhist teachings can become a

[6:07] teacher in their own right

[6:09] just by

[6:11] their interactions the world and their

[6:14] the way they move through the world,

[6:15] their their calmness and

[6:17] being.

[6:19] I think that

[6:21] was one of the many things that really

[6:25] started this journey for me was

[6:28] meeting Luang Por [clears throat]

[6:29] Pasanno many many years ago and he

[6:32] didn't have to

[6:34] say or really

[6:36] give me any teachings like direct

[6:38] teachings about it but rather just

[6:39] seeing him

[6:41] and

[6:43] interacting with him and being around

[6:44] him and seeing this, you know, just kind

[6:47] of wise, happy

[6:49] >> [snorts]

[6:49] >> kind man that's just totally at ease in

[6:52] the world was inspiring enough to start

[6:55] the inquiry of, you know,

[6:57] uh what is he doing? You know, what is

[6:59] it cuz I'd never met somebody like him.

[7:01] I've never met anybody like the monks,

[7:04] senior monks.

[7:05] And to

[7:07] you know, see people that are living

[7:08] much more harmoniously than the people I

[7:11] knew in the world.

[7:12] And that was really the spark to start

[7:16] the practice for me.

[7:18] So,

[7:19] just encourage everybody to keep the

[7:22] precepts,

[7:23] be good Buddhist, lives up to the

[7:25] teachings and

[7:27] in that way we can help influence and

[7:30] shape the world by interacting or

[7:33] influencing people around us and uh

[7:37] yeah.

[7:38] I think I'll leave it there for this

[7:39] evening and just say thank you to

[7:41] everyone.

[7:42] >> [clears throat]

[7:45] >> It's a good first

[7:47] talk.

[7:51] Okay, I'll try to make this

[7:53] really as random as possible.

[7:56] >> [snorts]

[7:58] >> All right, one of our

[8:01] samaneras

[8:03] samanera Chandima.

[8:09] >> Namo

[8:36] >> All right.

[8:38] Last year I went first.

[8:40] This year I'm going second.

[8:44] Around next year maybe I'll go third.

[8:47] We'll see what happens.

[8:49] I think what came up for me most this

[8:51] fossil was

[8:53] be how difficult it is to just keep

[8:55] things simple.

[8:57] Yeah, even basically just

[9:00] doing the same basically the exact same

[9:02] thing every single day.

[9:04] Yeah, I'm still

[9:06] able to complicate everything.

[9:10] So yeah, I was um

[9:12] just thinking about why why is it so

[9:14] difficult

[9:15] to keep things simple and and um

[9:18] the other day I I was thinking about

[9:21] when I was a kid I would um

[9:23] I would drive by

[9:24] these fields of cows just

[9:28] doing the same thing every day. You see

[9:30] a cow, it's basically either

[9:33] sitting down or eating grass. And

[9:35] that's about the only thing a cow does.

[9:38] Um

[9:40] and um but yeah, they don't they don't

[9:42] really seem to mind.

[9:44] They can just basically do that every

[9:46] day.

[9:47] So yeah, I was kind of thinking about

[9:50] why

[9:51] can't I do that or or how how could I

[9:54] actually apply that to practice and

[9:57] I was kind of thinking about how like um

[9:59] like the field that a cow is in is like

[10:02] whatever theme

[10:04] that you want to contemplate. So

[10:06] last winter retreat we did the four

[10:08] foundations of mindfulness, but you

[10:09] could

[10:10] I guess really do whatever you want. You

[10:12] can contemplate sila.

[10:15] But yeah, so you just find the field

[10:18] that you want to walk around.

[10:20] And then

[10:21] just once a cow knows that it's in a

[10:24] field, it just starts eating the grass.

[10:27] So,

[10:29] yeah, that I found that pretty helpful

[10:30] because even even something as simple as

[10:33] watching air go into my nose and leave

[10:37] my nose, I can still somehow contemplate

[10:39] that.

[10:40] Or somehow make that complicated.

[10:44] Like I make that complicated. I'm I'm

[10:45] just breathing. But yeah, so this

[10:49] this happens, but I was I was thinking

[10:51] like, "Oh, okay. Well, you just Okay,

[10:53] well, this is what I'm going to do for

[10:54] the next like 20 minutes.

[10:56] I'm just going to do this and um

[10:59] and then so the cow just starts eating

[11:00] the grass and you can just

[11:02] either think about the theme you want to

[11:04] think about

[11:06] or

[11:07] you know, just watch the object you want

[11:09] to watch, but

[11:10] yeah, I don't know. I just found

[11:12] that sort of

[11:14] simplified everything because

[11:17] most of my environment seemed to be

[11:19] complicated by default.

[11:21] So, random random things will happen and

[11:24] kind of stir me up.

[11:26] It's like, "Oh, it's just thinking about

[11:28] this, thinking about that.

[11:30] What do I do?" And then

[11:32] yeah, just complicating everything. So,

[11:34] just started thinking um

[11:36] thinking about that. So, this is the

[11:38] field I want to

[11:39] graze and just start eating the grass

[11:42] and then

[11:43] I guess when a cow

[11:44] is full, then it just is like, "I'm just

[11:46] not going to eat any grass anymore." and

[11:48] it like lays down.

[11:51] And so,

[11:53] made me think about Luang Por basically

[11:55] always encouraging us to check in

[11:58] check in with myself. He's more okay,

[12:00] well, was is what you're doing like

[12:02] working?

[12:03] You get really confused. And well, is

[12:05] this the problem? Is that the problem?

[12:06] Is

[12:07] It's like, "Oh, yeah, well, you're

[12:08] you're suffering." So,

[12:10] there you go. You're You're still

[12:11] suffering.

[12:13] And so, then I just asked myself, "Okay,

[12:15] well,

[12:16] is this like working at all?

[12:18] I'm still suffering. Okay, I'm still

[12:20] suffering. What is

[12:22] What is the reason? And what's what's

[12:24] making me suffer? And so,

[12:27] just kind of thinking about three

[12:28] things. I can I can count to three.

[12:31] I can count to three. Three's Three's

[12:32] not that big of a number.

[12:33] >> [laughter]

[12:35] >> And um

[12:36] yeah, I don't know. That That's kind of

[12:37] the only thing

[12:39] that was coming up for me is

[12:41] how to make something that

[12:42] seems really

[12:44] complicated a lot a lot simpler. So,

[12:47] yeah, just appreciating this the support

[12:50] this Vasa and

[12:51] appreciating being able to even do this,

[12:54] to even live here and practice.

[12:57] So, yeah, just appreciating the lay

[12:58] community and

[13:00] the Sangha for their support and

[13:02] that's all I have tonight.

[13:06] >> Thank you, Tan Geno.

[13:08] And they uh

[13:10] we're quite compassionate tutor

[13:12] community here. They only have to sit on

[13:14] these uh mats.

[13:16] At Wat Pah Pong, you have to get up on

[13:18] the Dhamma seat

[13:19] in front of every

[13:20] hundreds of people.

[13:23] Speak in Thai.

[13:24] >> [laughter]

[13:26] >> Try to speak in Thai.

[13:28] Okay, really trying to make this random.

[13:33] Okay, Tan Gino.

[13:36] At first I thought, "Wait, is he even

[13:38] here?"

[13:39] >> [laughter]

[13:39] >> Okay, yes, he's here. Yeah.

[13:46] >> Namo tassa Bhagavato Arahato Samma

[13:50] Sambuddhassa.

[13:51] Namo tassa Bhagavato Arahato Samma

[13:55] Sambuddhassa.

[13:56] Namo tassa Bhagavato Arahato Samma

[14:00] Sambuddhassa.

[14:02] Buddham Dhammam Sangham Namassami.

[14:07] >> I think my talk will be a bit briefer

[14:09] this evening. I don't

[14:11] have too much to say, I don't think. I'm

[14:14] feeling a bit cloudy-minded

[14:17] past week or so, but

[14:20] I guess one thing I've been reflecting

[14:22] on that is

[14:24] you know, it's just that would just be

[14:25] feeling cloudy-minded.

[14:27] So, kind of just whatever is coming up

[14:31] using that rather than judging it as

[14:33] good or bad or I [clears throat] got to

[14:35] get away from this. I got to get

[14:37] out of this.

[14:39] So, that's something that really

[14:40] interests me about Dharma practice

[14:42] because

[14:44] that means you can use anything for

[14:45] practice.

[14:47] You know, the good or the bad or you're

[14:49] feeling

[14:50] a lot of doubt or

[14:52] not sure how to proceed in that you

[14:54] know, in that very moment you can use

[14:57] [clears throat] that for

[14:59] a moment to be present and aware of just

[15:01] what's happening.

[15:03] So,

[15:05] just enjoying that lately in a way

[15:06] because sometimes you know, things can

[15:09] be going good and then that's great. We

[15:11] like it, but also

[15:13] we can learn to like and appreciate when

[15:15] things are going not so good because cuz

[15:18] that's an also a different opportunity

[15:20] that we

[15:21] might sometimes avoid uh

[15:24] just witness and pay attention to.

[15:28] So, uh

[15:30] yeah, and another I guess one other

[15:33] thing I've been

[15:34] >> [clears throat]

[15:34] >> working with practicing with it is um

[15:38] kind of the not sure quality of uh

[15:42] sometimes things just start out and

[15:45] you think it's bad, but then it ends up

[15:47] being good. You know, you at the first

[15:50] you might judge it this is bad.

[15:52] And then you would you proceed with it

[15:54] and then maybe just in the next moment

[15:56] next breath you see,

[15:58] "Oh, that was just a perception, you

[16:00] know, this this can be good." And then

[16:01] the same thing too, "Oh, this is really

[16:04] good. This is good." And then you

[16:06] you act on that and oh, that wasn't so

[16:08] good.

[16:10] So, uh

[16:12] those are just a couple contemplations

[16:14] I'll

[16:14] share with you tonight. Thank you.

[16:19] >> Okay, we're blowing through these Dhamma

[16:21] talks.

[16:23] >> [laughter]

[16:24] >> We'll need a graduated discourse before

[16:27] long.

[16:28] Let's see. Okay, randomizer.

[16:32] Samana Hirindo.

[16:35] Doesn't have to be a graduated

[16:36] if you can be if you want.

[17:08] It's a really disembodied experience to

[17:10] hear my voice amplified all around me.

[17:14] So, I'm kind of like catching up with

[17:15] myself even as I speak. So, it's

[17:18] Yeah, this is kind of crazy, kind of

[17:19] freaky.

[17:21] Uh last year I pretty much cried my way

[17:24] through my entire Dhamma talks. So, uh

[17:26] this year let's hope to do a little bit

[17:28] better with that.

[17:29] Maybe [clears throat] not. Maybe we'll

[17:30] just cry our way through this one, too.

[17:32] Maybe some of you have noticed that uh

[17:35] as we've gone up that uh

[17:38] another another monastic will come and

[17:41] grab that sitting cloth and uh put it

[17:43] down while the other monastic is paying

[17:45] respects.

[17:47] This is really really really lovely

[17:49] seeing this happen. Even Ajahn Sudhiro

[17:51] came from all the way across the entire

[17:52] Dhamma hall to make sure that Tan Jino

[17:55] was supported there.

[17:57] And um

[17:58] yeah, there's it's just such a beautiful

[18:00] quality this this kind of attending to

[18:03] one another. And uh

[18:05] I remember back in 2018 during winter

[18:08] retreat

[18:10] Bhikku Bodhi showed up and uh I saw

[18:12] Luang Por like literally pouring pouring

[18:16] drinks and making sure that uh Bhikku

[18:19] Bodhi was was taken care of. And I've

[18:21] seen Luang Por Sucitto fall to his knees

[18:24] and offer three bundles of lavender to

[18:27] Luang Por and I've [clears throat] seen

[18:29] Tan Ajahn Yanakayo just absolutely be

[18:33] just flawless ubattaking Kruba Ajahns

[18:36] coming from Thailand and so it's not

[18:38] just these junior monastics that you see

[18:41] attending to you know, other monastics.

[18:44] It's It's like we get excited to support

[18:48] each other. We get like really really

[18:50] excited and

[18:52] this might sound really weird. This is

[18:54] not very worldly thought, but when I

[18:56] woke up this morning, I was so excited

[18:59] cuz I knew that it was the Uposatha and

[19:02] that uh

[19:03] today I would get to uh

[19:05] unburden Tan Ajahn Yanakayo by lifting

[19:09] up his Sanghati off of his shoulder and

[19:12] uh this is one of my first thoughts I

[19:14] had today. I was just like I was like

[19:16] beside myself with excitement. I just

[19:19] like shot out of bed. I was like, "Oh,

[19:20] yes. Yes." And so maybe that's not every

[19:23] ubattak, but I really really like

[19:26] ubattaking and I remember the first time

[19:29] I ever saw this. I was a a freshly

[19:32] minted anagarika and you know, we had

[19:34] our our chanting. It was the end of

[19:36] Patimokkha and all of a sudden I saw Tan

[19:39] Hemako just go

[19:41] shooting across the mud and he was just

[19:44] bam, like right there. Right there

[19:47] behind Tan Ajahn Yanakayo and then bam,

[19:50] oh, Sanghati. And I was like, "What was

[19:52] that? That was crazy." And for me that

[19:55] was just like, "Oh, my god. I've got

[19:57] [clears throat] to be an ubattak, man."

[19:59] You know, I was just like, "I want to be

[20:00] an ubattak so bad."

[20:03] And uh I remember

[20:05] uh Samanera Virindo he got to ubattak

[20:08] someone and then remember Samanera

[20:11] Jinanno got to ubattak someone and I was

[20:13] just like 6 months in. I was just like,

[20:15] "I don't get to ubattak anybody."

[20:17] You know, and so I'm flipping shoes left

[20:19] and right around the monastery and I'm

[20:21] sure that, you know, a lot of you have

[20:23] been victims of my upatakin before I got

[20:26] to upatak Ajahn Yanakorn was kind of

[20:28] foreseeing my upatakin on everybody. I

[20:31] still do a little bit, mhm. And uh

[20:34] yeah, especially when Ajahn Yanakorn is

[20:35] out of town. But uh

[20:37] I remember then I was

[20:40] given this opportunity and I did kind of

[20:42] ask for it to be Ajahn Yanakorn's

[20:44] upatak.

[20:45] And uh yeah, it was very exciting. I

[20:48] remember my first patty mugga.

[20:51] I was going to get [clears throat] to

[20:53] get that sanghati. Oh my god, I was so

[20:56] excited. And so we got this we got this

[20:58] chanting, you know, we do at the end and

[21:01] you know, I was like, "Oh, I was locked

[21:03] into the chanting." But, you know,

[21:04] really I was thinking about the you

[21:06] know, getting that sanghati.

[21:09] And so uh yeah, we get through the

[21:11] chanting, we bow once, and I'm just kind

[21:14] of like creeping forward a little bit

[21:17] off of my off of my my mat, you know.

[21:20] We bow twice,

[21:22] creeping a little bit forward, you know.

[21:24] We bow three times and I'm like Usain

[21:26] Bolt, you know, like right off the

[21:28] starting blocks, like just ready to

[21:30] shoot across that room. And then boom,

[21:33] I go flying across the room and

[21:36] [clears throat] it's just like I'm so

[21:37] locked in on that sanghati and I'm just

[21:40] so excited and it's just like, you know,

[21:43] >> [snorts]

[21:43] >> yeah, it's just

[21:44] just an absolute blur and somewhere in

[21:48] the recesses of my mind I I hear voices.

[21:51] And this is kind of an uncommon

[21:52] occurrence during the end of patty

[21:54] mugga. Like, why would people be

[21:55] talking? I hear like, "Woah, woah, woah,

[21:56] woah, woah, woah, woah." You know, and

[21:58] just like I'm up at the front of the

[22:00] room and I and I look to the right and

[22:02] Ajahn Chunda is like, "We've got to pay

[22:05] respects to Luang Por first."

[22:07] And I remember looking up

[22:10] and seeing Ajahn Guy towering over the

[22:13] top of me.

[22:14] >> [laughter]

[22:15] >> And he looks down at me and he says,

[22:17] "Keep your shirt on, Sparky."

[22:20] >> [laughter]

[22:25] >> Yeah,

[22:27] >> [cough]

[22:27] [laughter]

[22:29] >> I was fairly aptly named Harindo because

[22:33] I felt an immense amount of shame in

[22:35] that moment.

[22:36] And I received a bit of feedback around

[22:38] it and most everybody said that was

[22:41] pretty amazing.

[22:43] But don't ever do that again.

[22:46] >> [laughter]

[22:47] >> And uh

[22:49] yeah, ubha taking is one of the

[22:50] hallmarks of the Luang Por Chah

[22:52] tradition, but

[22:53] it goes back all the way to the time of

[22:55] the Buddha.

[22:57] And when when we think about it, you

[22:59] know, it's

[23:00] the Buddha even after receiving this

[23:02] this enlightenment

[23:04] chose to teach.

[23:06] And this act of teaching is like one of

[23:08] the greatest acts of service and ubha

[23:10] taking that that one could ever possibly

[23:12] imagine and it's just so hard to do.

[23:15] And it just passed all the way down, all

[23:17] the way down, all the way down, you

[23:18] know.

[23:19] And it's not just the ubha tak

[23:22] that's attending to the to the sasana

[23:25] and to the monastics and to the lay

[23:28] audience. We were all supporting each

[23:30] other through these acts of generosity.

[23:33] These acts of service. The robes I'm

[23:35] wearing right now,

[23:37] I'm actually wearing Tan Hemako's G1 and

[23:39] he was

[23:41] Ajahn Yaniko's ubha tak before me.

[23:44] And I'm wearing a sabong that was

[23:48] [clears throat] sewed by Ajahn Kantiko

[23:50] and I'm wearing a jacket that was given

[23:53] to me by Ajahn Yaniko and my belly is

[23:56] filled with the food that the lay

[23:58] audience gave me. It's this There's

[24:00] nothing

[24:02] currently kind of

[24:04] on my body or really in my body that

[24:08] that I just gave myself, you know.

[24:11] And

[24:12] these acts of service are just are just

[24:14] so beautiful. They're just so beautiful.

[24:17] And we come here, we come to this place

[24:20] just unique

[24:22] among the entire world

[24:24] where

[24:25] everything everything is built upon

[24:27] generosity.

[24:29] Everything everything we have,

[24:30] everything we do. And I just see all the

[24:33] faces of the laity and they're just

[24:35] filled with so much joy to just come

[24:38] here and and and and have these these

[24:40] beautiful fearless acts of generosity.

[24:43] They just come here just to just to just

[24:45] to support. And no one's asking them to

[24:48] do that. There's no like secret kind of

[24:50] like, you know,

[24:51] I don't know, person that's going to

[24:53] like give you a ticket or tell you, "Oh,

[24:54] you didn't you know, meet your quota

[24:56] for, you know, being generous." It's

[24:58] just you wake up and you're like, "Oh

[25:01] man, you know, I'm going to I'm going to

[25:03] go and, you know, I'm [clears throat]

[25:04] going to get that sanghati off of, you

[25:06] know, Ajahn Ñāṇiko's shoulder today, you

[25:08] know. I'm going to go to the monastery

[25:09] and cook this beautiful dish." It's just

[25:11] like it's all enmeshed and we're all

[25:13] serving each other in this whole thing.

[25:16] And I remember

[25:17] one of the first times I ever had a

[25:19] conversation with Luang Por, this was

[25:22] about 2 months of me living in here uh

[25:24] living here in 2018.

[25:27] I had uh

[25:28] decided that I wanted to just be the one

[25:31] to do tea time for Luang Por and uh

[25:34] Ajahn Ṭhānayano and Ajahn Dhammadharo

[25:35] very compassionately gave up the tea

[25:37] times for me and so I did tea time for 2

[25:40] months straight just so I could be with

[25:42] Luang Por and uh

[25:44] I watched him just tirelessly tirelessly

[25:48] just answer people's questions and be

[25:50] there for people day after day after day

[25:52] after day.

[25:54] And I remember maybe like 3 or 4 weeks

[25:56] in, there was no one there and I was

[25:59] just kind of sitting in the back of the

[26:01] the room and I hadn't really talked to

[26:02] Luang Por up until that time and

[26:05] he says in his, you know, his normal

[26:07] way, you know, "So, Theo, you know,

[26:10] how's it going? How are you settling

[26:12] in?" And I said,

[26:14] "Well, Luang Por,

[26:16] I'm filled with doubt and I just I the

[26:19] suffering is crazy." And he looked at me

[26:22] and he laughed at me and he said,

[26:25] "Well, that's because you're

[26:25] delusional."

[26:27] >> [laughter]

[26:31] [snorts]

[26:31] >> And I was like, "Oh, okay, you know."

[26:34] >> [laughter]

[26:36] >> But then he followed that up with,

[26:38] "And you're in need of training." And

[26:40] then you're in need of training.

[26:42] And I think [clears throat] that what

[26:43] makes all this training possible

[26:46] is this generosity. Without generosity,

[26:48] there is no training.

[26:50] There [clears throat] is no training.

[26:51] Without these acts of service, there is

[26:52] no training.

[26:54] And I didn't really get that at the

[26:55] time. I knew that I wanted to be here

[26:57] and to be a part of this thing and to

[27:00] serve, but to like truly train in this,

[27:03] to truly be a part of this, and to

[27:05] receive the generosity of my brothers

[27:08] and the holy life that generously and

[27:10] entirely trained me.

[27:13] And and and are patient with me each and

[27:16] every single day as I as I learn and

[27:18] grow and make a lot of the same mistakes

[27:20] that they themselves made and they

[27:22] patiently patiently teach and

[27:25] and and and stand beside me in this.

[27:28] It just blows me away. It just blows me

[27:30] away. And so,

[27:32] today I just I feel an overwhelming

[27:35] sense of generosity for how much I I am

[27:38] indebted by this community. This

[27:41] community that that cares for me and

[27:43] there's nothing that I've ever

[27:45] experienced like this. And so, I just

[27:48] want to say thank you to all of my my

[27:50] brothers in the holy life and my my

[27:52] fathers and my uncles and my sons and

[27:56] yeah, it's just it's absolutely crazy

[27:58] that I get to live this life and uh

[28:01] Also, Debbie, thank you so much as well.

[28:03] Yeah.

[28:03] >> [laughter]

[28:05] >> Uh so, thank you all for being here

[28:06] tonight and thank you to the Bhikkhu

[28:08] Saṅgha for for taking me on. Yeah.

[28:13] >> 1/3 of the way through.

[28:15] >> [sighs]

[28:15] >> That's our fourth speaker. Thank you.

[28:19] Okay.

[28:21] Trying to

[28:22] make it random here.

[28:24] Anagarika Kyle is next.

[28:29] >> Namo tassa Bhagavato Arahato

[28:32] Sammāsambuddhassa.

[28:35] Namo tassa Bhagavato

[28:50] >> Okay, so

[28:52] it's a

[28:54] full moon day. It's a full moon

[28:57] of October

[28:59] 8:40 p.m.

[29:01] I just got off my two-week solitary

[29:05] retreat.

[29:07] So, here we are.

[29:09] So, I'm I'm really grateful for that

[29:11] opportunity to

[29:13] to be up in the forest and just come

[29:16] down if I want to eat.

[29:18] And that just

[29:20] have quiet time to really lean into the

[29:23] practice.

[29:25] The um

[29:27] something that I

[29:30] thought maybe I'd talk about is just

[29:32] give some encouragement to

[29:35] follow the advice

[29:37] that we get.

[29:38] We get a lot of really really good

[29:40] teachings.

[29:42] And

[29:43] it's kind of

[29:45] like a recurring theme in my practice

[29:47] that I'll

[29:49] go down some

[29:50] rabbit hole of

[29:52] doubt or speculation or you know, trying

[29:55] to

[29:56] figure my way around something and then

[29:59] I think well, well, okay, well,

[30:02] okay, I've tried what I think. Now, I'll

[30:06] you know, I'll hear it hear it down the

[30:08] talk from Luang Por Ajahn Yana okay,

[30:10] I'll

[30:10] I'll give that a try and usually that

[30:12] works a lot better.

[30:14] So,

[30:15] and and it's

[30:16] a lot about finding the right um

[30:19] you know, the skillful means for the

[30:21] moment. It's not like you can just pick

[30:23] up uh

[30:24] there's a big

[30:26] there's a lot of advice like the Dhamma

[30:28] is kind of all

[30:30] the Buddha figured out the way to

[30:32] get to this

[30:34] goal worth getting to.

[30:36] And then he spent the next 45 years of

[30:40] his life just giving really good advice

[30:42] to people.

[30:43] And then

[30:44] people who followed that advice for the

[30:47] have carried it on and they've kept

[30:49] giving it and

[30:51] and it's here for us now to if we if we

[30:53] actually want to

[30:54] try it. You know, you just have to

[30:57] think

[30:58] you know, we think of where you're at

[31:00] and look around at what's around you and

[31:02] think about what you can actually do.

[31:03] It's not about

[31:05] you know, you can read these

[31:07] a lot of these suttas and okay, I need

[31:09] the advice I'm getting right now is to

[31:11] uh cultivate all four jhanas and then

[31:14] with uh I'll direct my mind toward the

[31:17] recollection of past lives and then with

[31:19] the divine eye I'll

[31:21] s- you know, [laughter and snorts]

[31:21] surpass I'll I'll I'll sur- purify and

[31:24] surpass this the human I'll see beings

[31:27] passing away and reappearing and

[31:29] I'll understand karma and then I'll

[31:30] understand the asavas and then I'll

[31:33] attain unsurpassed perfect enlightenment

[31:36] here and now.

[31:37] That advice is pretty simple.

[31:41] >> [laughter]

[31:44] >> So, but then there's other suttas that

[31:47] maybe you could read from those ones,

[31:48] too. And it and and it's more

[31:51] it's monks say it it's good to

[31:54] resort to a solitary dwelling. It's good

[31:56] to keep your dwelling clean. It's good

[31:58] to It's good [laughter] It's good to

[32:01] It's good to have good friends in the

[32:02] holy life and to like the Buddha's

[32:04] advice to Venerable Mahakassapa

[32:07] where he says when Mahakassapa's

[32:10] ordained and I I read the Kassapa Sutta

[32:14] on the good advice of Venerable Hirindo

[32:17] and it's

[32:18] really good advice the Buddha gives. He

[32:20] says you should do three things. You

[32:22] should

[32:23] when the Dhamma's being spoken, you

[32:25] should listen with a keen ear

[32:27] and you should never

[32:29] give up mindfulness of the body

[32:31] connected with joy

[32:33] and you should abide with a

[32:36] with a sense of hiri, with a sense of

[32:39] shame, with the sense of

[32:41] understanding that

[32:43] you know, if you

[32:44] there are certain things that are are

[32:46] not worthy of the kind of person that

[32:48] you're trying to be and you shouldn't do

[32:49] those things.

[32:51] And

[32:52] you know, that's advice that's very

[32:54] universal and it's advice that we get in

[32:56] all in all in some way, shape or form

[32:59] from

[33:00] you know, all the teachers of this

[33:01] tradition.

[33:03] Luang Por Mun, Luang Por Chah

[33:05] they're telling you

[33:07] come back to mindfulness of the body.

[33:08] Luang Por Pasanno, come back to

[33:10] mindfulness of the body, come back to

[33:11] the breathing.

[33:13] You know, you'll try to go off in all

[33:14] these different directions, but there's

[33:15] a there's this really good

[33:17] steady, simple advice that's here for

[33:19] you.

[33:21] Come back to goodwill towards yourself,

[33:23] come back to

[33:24] these foundational teachings

[33:26] and understand that there are things

[33:28] that that

[33:29] you are above, that

[33:31] >> [snorts]

[33:31] >> you you can go above

[33:34] and have a comfortable just way of

[33:36] being.

[33:38] Like you can be above having living in

[33:40] [clears throat] a dirty place. You can

[33:42] have a nice clean space.

[33:44] And if that's all that you can handle,

[33:46] you're not cultivate you're not

[33:48] surveying the world with the divine eye,

[33:50] but you're sweeping your floor

[33:53] then you're following the advice of the

[33:54] Buddha and all the guru bhajans.

[33:57] And that's something that

[33:58] in my in my practice at least like if

[34:00] I'm having a

[34:02] a time where I'm

[34:03] you know, getting down on myself or I

[34:05] feel like my practice isn't going well

[34:06] or you can I can

[34:07] go I know I can go back to my kuti and I

[34:09] can read The Way Forward

[34:11] and I can read Luang Por Ban talking

[34:13] about oh, it's

[34:15] it's not that hard. You can just sweep

[34:16] around your kuti and take care of your

[34:18] belongings and

[34:20] really be with this perception that

[34:22] you're you're above being someone who

[34:24] lives in filth.

[34:26] And you can have a

[34:28] a clean way of being and a and a and an

[34:30] easeful way of being.

[34:32] And then I can sweep my floor and I can

[34:34] it's not just sweeping my floor, it's

[34:35] following the advice of all the guru

[34:37] bhajans and it's

[34:38] following in the footsteps of something

[34:40] [snorts] really great.

[34:42] And you're really doing it. You're

[34:44] really following the advice.

[34:46] So, just

[34:48] just finding advice that's

[34:50] timely, advice that's

[34:53] fitting for your character type.

[34:55] And there's

[34:57] you know, advice that's

[34:58] universal. Like if you want to

[35:02] attain happiness here and in the future,

[35:04] then

[35:05] generosity and keeping precepts and and

[35:08] mindfulness, these are things that are

[35:09] just going to bring good fruit. They

[35:12] can't not bring good fruit. You can't

[35:15] by not

[35:17] killing and stealing and and engaging in

[35:20] sexual misconduct and and wrong speech

[35:24] and taking intoxicants. By By By not

[35:27] taking intoxicants, you'll never

[35:29] be sitting there and I just you know,

[35:31] you'll never be beset by those kinds of

[35:33] feelings. It just can't happen. The kind

[35:36] of feelings of regret and feelings of

[35:37] dullness and

[35:39] feelings of

[35:40] not being so sure of of what your

[35:42] intentions were.

[35:44] And then the

[35:46] going from the five precepts to the

[35:47] eight precepts, you can

[35:49] with that sense of hiri,

[35:52] you can feel, oh, like there's

[35:55] there is this way of just

[35:58] living a life that is happy, but there's

[36:00] also this way of

[36:02] kind of going beyond the ways of

[36:04] this push and pull with the world that

[36:07] comes from things like

[36:09] like indulging in the food that we want

[36:10] to get or

[36:12] or sleeping on, you know, big luxurious

[36:14] furniture or entertainment or

[36:17] the singing and dancing and it can sound

[36:19] harsh if you're looking at it from them

[36:21] like a moral perspective on

[36:23] like kind of a

[36:25] you know, the way we're we're brought up

[36:26] in the West. It's like

[36:28] the the good and evil.

[36:30] Well, what's the evil in

[36:32] in singing and dancing?

[36:35] But

[36:36] if you're

[36:37] I mean, and there's suttas where the

[36:39] Buddha is you know, an actor will go to

[36:41] the Buddha

[36:42] and say, you know,

[36:44] "Lord, in our In our tradition, we say

[36:46] that when

[36:48] when an actor passes away, they go to

[36:50] the heaven of the laughing angels."

[36:53] And what do you think about that? And

[36:54] and the

[36:56] >> [clears throat]

[36:57] [laughter]

[36:57] >> the blessed one

[36:58] was silent, which is a

[37:01] a sure sign that you shouldn't go do the

[37:03] umpitatiumpi.

[37:05] Cuz you're not going to like the answer,

[37:07] but he goes do the umpi.

[37:10] He says the second time, "Blessed one,

[37:12] you know,

[37:13] we say this about actors, they go to the

[37:15] heaven of the laughing angels." And a

[37:16] third time,

[37:18] and the blessed one says,

[37:19] you know,

[37:20] "I don't [clears throat] even want to

[37:21] tell you this, but you asked three

[37:23] times, so

[37:24] >> [laughter]

[37:25] >> they actually go to the hell of the

[37:28] laughing demons."

[37:30] >> [laughter]

[37:31] >> It's tough.

[37:33] But it's not, you know, this isn't

[37:36] you can It's Oh, this is really harsh

[37:38] towards the actors. [laughter]

[37:41] But

[37:42] but uh

[37:44] but it's not because it's acting is like

[37:46] killing somebody, but it is this kind of

[37:49] when you're engaging in

[37:51] artistic expression, like I was a

[37:52] musician for a long time, or a lot of my

[37:54] life I've been really involved in music

[37:56] and playing music and writing music, and

[37:59] you do get into this state

[38:01] where you want

[38:03] what like when a great music when a

[38:05] musician is really

[38:07] great

[38:08] and respected, and people, you know, you

[38:10] go to a a show, and wow, that's really

[38:12] amazing, it's cuz they made you feel

[38:14] something, and you could see that they

[38:15] felt it.

[38:17] But

[38:18] is that the kind of thing we want to be

[38:19] cultivating in our lives where we have

[38:21] these pre-recorded You go to the book

[38:24] of, you know, songs you've written, "Oh,

[38:25] this is the sad song."

[38:27] And you want to go up on stage, you want

[38:29] to play your sad song.

[38:31] And if you go to a show and someone's

[38:33] singing a song about how sad they are,

[38:35] but they're smiling and laughing, and

[38:37] they're clearly really happy, you'd be

[38:39] like, "This guy's like totally faking.

[38:40] Like he's totally

[38:42] He's trying to Who does he think he is?"

[38:45] He's not a good

[38:46] You're not moved by it.

[38:48] But, this isn't a teaching for being

[38:50] moved

[38:52] in in these really entertaining and

[38:55] powerful emotional ways. This is a

[38:57] teaching for not being moved when really

[39:00] powerful emotions and powerful

[39:02] experiences come up and you can be

[39:04] steady and you can

[39:06] not go along with the flow of these

[39:07] things.

[39:09] So, there's a

[39:11] plug for not um

[39:14] being a

[39:15] a musician.

[39:17] >> [laughter]

[39:23] >> But,

[39:25] a a real plug for just um

[39:28] following things that, you know, someone

[39:31] appears really steady and

[39:33] if someone appears like they can, you

[39:35] know, go through all the

[39:37] great highs and lows and like they can

[39:39] take you through these great stories

[39:41] where they suffered, but then they,

[39:43] you know, it's like, do I want to follow

[39:45] through this whole story or do I want to

[39:46] follow the people who they

[39:48] have a story where they saw suffering

[39:50] and they they saw it for what it was and

[39:51] then they got the end of it.

[39:54] And

[39:55] I'm really grateful just to add to this

[39:58] add to the

[39:59] songs of gratitude

[40:01] that have been shared up here tonight.

[40:03] I'm really grateful for everybody

[40:05] and for

[40:07] yeah, taking me in as as an anagarika.

[40:10] I'm really grateful for Tristan who's

[40:12] been my

[40:13] anagarika

[40:15] compatriot for the last 5 months and I'm

[40:17] really grateful to anagarika Mike for

[40:19] being our new little brother.

[40:23] And then just, yeah, so grateful for all

[40:26] everyone who's

[40:27] guided me here.

[40:30] I think I'll

[40:32] leave it at that.

[40:35] >> Okay.

[40:36] Next up

[40:40] anagarika Tristan.

[40:43] >> Namo tassa Bhagavato Arahato Samma

[40:46] Sambuddhassa.

[40:48] Namo tassa Bhagavato Arahato Samma

[40:51] Sambuddhassa.

[40:57] >> [snorts]

[41:03] >> And the the hell of the the laughing

[41:05] demons

[41:07] it's

[41:09] it's where the the tortures of hell in

[41:12] that hell

[41:13] it's like they're they're kind of actors

[41:16] in a play

[41:17] where they torture the people that are

[41:19] in that hell.

[41:21] They put on costumes and stuff and

[41:23] torture [clears throat] the

[41:25] people that went there.

[41:27] Some

[41:28] and it's a subject of debate whether the

[41:30] people that torture the people that are

[41:32] in hell

[41:34] are actual beings.

[41:36] Supposedly a way you could be reborn as

[41:38] a torturer is uh

[41:41] if you're a teacher that leads other

[41:44] people into hell

[41:45] >> [snorts]

[41:46] >> and you'd be the people the person that

[41:48] tortures them.

[41:50] One thing when we did the

[41:52] 108 TV shows

[41:55] we had a 10-minute break in between each

[41:58] 36.

[42:00] I'm not even sure if it was 9 minutes.

[42:03] It's a factor of 108.

[42:07] Something I like to think about is

[42:11] if you want to talk the talk, you have

[42:13] to have walked the walk.

[42:16] Yeah, if you're talking about

[42:18] mindfulness, but

[42:20] don't have [clears throat] any and

[42:22] it's probably best you just be mindful.

[42:25] You know, like [clears throat]

[42:26] just spray all the all the stuff off of

[42:28] the dishes

[42:29] instead

[42:30] talking about mindfulness.

[42:34] All right, [laughter] that's 5 minutes.

[42:38] Okay.

[42:39] >> [sighs]

[42:42] >> Next is Ton Obasi.

[42:46] >> Namo tassa Bhagavato arahato samma

[42:51] sambuddhassa

[42:53] Namo tassa Bhagavato

[43:11] >> So, it seemed like something that I

[43:14] heard about being talked about already

[43:16] in a number of talks and something I

[43:19] wanted to

[43:20] reflect upon is is

[43:22] is Sila.

[43:24] Because I think it's underrated.

[43:27] I think it's the cornerstone of kind of

[43:28] everything that we do and

[43:30] reflecting upon it again and again is

[43:32] just kind of like a

[43:34] I get really happy about it. It's like

[43:36] um

[43:37] how wonderful it is. You think like,

[43:40] "Oh, today

[43:42] I didn't do this. I didn't do that. I

[43:43] did this. I did that." But, I didn't

[43:45] kill anybody.

[43:46] That's pretty good.

[43:48] And then it goes even further. It's like

[43:50] I

[43:51] I didn't kill anybody. I didn't kill any

[43:53] animal. I didn't even swat a fly.

[43:57] I didn't steal.

[43:59] I didn't do anything sexual today and I

[44:02] didn't lie. I didn't take any

[44:04] intoxicants and

[44:06] I think the reason it's underrated is

[44:08] because it sounds so simple.

[44:10] It's like, "Well, yeah, of course." But,

[44:13] it's one thing to keep

[44:15] these things and it's another thing to

[44:17] bring it to mind again and again and

[44:19] again because

[44:21] it feels like the fertile soil

[44:24] for any kind of mind cultivation.

[44:27] Cuz it it seems to me a more subtle kind

[44:30] of

[44:31] contentment or joy than say the

[44:33] exhilaration you get from watching a

[44:35] movie or from having a conversation.

[44:37] Rather, it's the contentment that comes

[44:39] from not doing things based out of

[44:42] greed, hatred, and delusion.

[44:44] And I find the Buddha describes it

[44:46] masterfully

[44:48] when he talks about how

[44:50] just as a king who has defeated his

[44:52] enemies in all directions,

[44:55] He just has nothing to fear. There's

[44:57] no chance of the enemies coming back and

[44:59] attacking him. He can rest completely at

[45:02] ease. He feels completely safe.

[45:05] In the same way, a practitioner endowed

[45:07] with virtue,

[45:09] he

[45:11] senses no danger from any direction.

[45:14] He experiences a blameless

[45:17] kind of contentment internally.

[45:20] And so, I get really curious about this.

[45:22] It's like

[45:24] saying when I'm when I'm with myself and

[45:25] I'm just looking at my mind and what's

[45:27] going on today? What's running through

[45:28] the mind?

[45:30] There's always something to look at.

[45:31] It's like

[45:32] how can I improve my conduct so that I'm

[45:35] not harming anyone

[45:38] but others not myself?

[45:41] And these really simple ways and uh

[45:44] yeah, I just found the

[45:46] a lot of stability and and enjoy just

[45:49] reflecting upon these things again and

[45:50] again.

[45:51] Because it's just so simple. It's not

[45:53] like what did I accomplish today or what

[45:55] did I do? What did I obtain? It's like

[45:58] what did I not do?

[46:01] And so, I I

[46:02] I like to use curiosity as one of the

[46:04] driving factors for investigating the

[46:06] mind in terms of this blameless conduct,

[46:09] the the attempt at

[46:10] blameless conduct and going throughout

[46:13] the day and wondering well, like

[46:15] how can I be more harmless today? And

[46:18] how can I feel more at ease in the mind

[46:20] and the body throughout the day? And

[46:21] then

[46:22] sitting in quiet, sitting in solitude,

[46:24] something comes up

[46:26] and it's like it's like a moment for

[46:28] investigation. It's like I'm in a moment

[46:30] to purify.

[46:31] To make that baseline, that sort of

[46:34] home that Thanissaro is talking about,

[46:36] that mansion, trying to make it

[46:39] as comfortable

[46:40] as possible.

[46:43] And like I mentioned, the enemy goes in

[46:44] the exact opposite direction of all the

[46:46] pleasure that we're conditioned by and

[46:47] that we're so used to going for the easy

[46:49] stuff, the

[46:51] the food, the sex, the music, the

[46:53] movies.

[46:55] It's all in the exact opposite direction

[46:57] of

[46:58] I kind of feel happy just doing nothing,

[47:00] just being with my own mind.

[47:03] And I just I I want to

[47:06] I really want to give a shout-out for

[47:07] the joy that can come from that and for

[47:08] the energy and kind of curiosity that

[47:10] can come along with that because I think

[47:12] it can be presented in a rather dry

[47:14] manner. It's like you keep these

[47:15] precepts, you shall not do this, you

[47:16] shall do this and

[47:18] it sounds kind of dry and abstract and

[47:20] rigid.

[47:22] But I found it much more interesting and

[47:24] cyclical.

[47:25] Why am I doing this? Why do I choose not

[47:27] to kill things? Why do I choose not to

[47:29] steal?

[47:30] Why do I choose to limit entertainments?

[47:34] And I think that kind of questioning is

[47:37] endless and endlessly fruitful,

[47:39] honestly. Just getting very clear about

[47:40] that. Why are you living the way that

[47:42] you are? What are your intentions behind

[47:45] these things? And so, I find that as I

[47:47] question this personally, I get really

[47:48] curious about it. It's like

[47:50] So, I think that the precepts act as a

[47:52] scaffolding to look at your intentions.

[47:55] Look at well, am I doing anything? Am I

[47:57] acting out of the hindrances? Am I

[47:59] acting out of any way out of out of

[48:01] greed, hatred, or delusion in any way?

[48:03] And how can I

[48:04] how can I not do that?

[48:06] >> [clears throat]

[48:07] >> And so, I think it's it's difficult. It

[48:09] goes against the grain, but I uh

[48:12] also think it's really interesting and

[48:14] curious and it I think it leads to

[48:17] actual contentment rather than momentary

[48:21] gratification.

[48:24] And yeah, I I get kind of excited when I

[48:26] think about it. I get to keep the

[48:28] precepts for the rest of this life. I

[48:29] have that opportunity. There's like I

[48:31] get to not do unwholesome things to my

[48:34] best of my abilities as long as I live.

[48:37] And that's like such a such a wonderful

[48:38] thing. It's very rare to be able to do

[48:40] that. And so, having the choice to live

[48:42] that way, cultivate it continuously,

[48:45] bring it to mind again and again, and

[48:47] let that feed the practice in terms of

[48:48] joy, energy, curiosity. It feeds upon

[48:51] itself.

[48:52] And I found creates a stable platform

[48:55] for the mind to rest on.

[48:57] Yeah, so I find a lot of joy in

[49:01] purifying intention and searching for

[49:03] the intentions that aren't quite pure

[49:05] yet and questioning well, why is this so

[49:07] and

[49:08] how can it how can be more peaceful?

[49:11] How can be better?

[49:13] So yeah, just wanted to give a a shout

[49:16] out for the for the precepts and for

[49:18] Sila in general for being more of a

[49:19] playground than a laboratory rather than

[49:22] a a dry

[49:24] kind of jail cell.

[49:25] A dry prison.

[49:28] And yeah, I do I think that

[49:30] being able to live this way as a

[49:32] monastic or just by the Buddhist

[49:33] standards I've I've found

[49:36] this community and this place, this way

[49:38] of life to be extremely conducive for

[49:40] that.

[49:41] And they the energy of the Sangha here

[49:43] and the lay practitioners, everyone that

[49:44] comes to this place that I found so far,

[49:47] it is

[49:49] flooded with good intention. And so

[49:51] regardless of what happens externally, I

[49:54] have faith that the people here are

[49:55] acting with good hearts and there's a

[49:58] sense of safety that comes with that a

[49:59] sense of energy and helping each other

[50:02] out and so

[50:03] for that I have much gratitude for

[50:06] people that are

[50:08] putting forward their best effort to

[50:09] practice well

[50:11] every moment, every day and that

[50:13] cumulative energy is a beautiful and

[50:16] rare thing.

[50:18] So I wanted to thank the extended

[50:20] Sangha, both all the monastics and the

[50:22] and the Ajahns that lead the way

[50:25] as well as the lay community for yeah,

[50:28] coming together and putting forth good

[50:29] intentions every day and making

[50:31] both this monastery and the world a

[50:34] better place. So

[50:35] I'll leave that for reflection.

[50:39] >> All right. Well,

[50:41] he was probably dreading this, but

[50:43] Anagarika Mike.

[50:48] >> [laughter]

[50:50] [snorts]

[50:51] >> Namo tassa Bhagavato

[50:56] Arahato

[50:57] Samma Sambuddhassa.

[51:00] Namo tassa Bhagavato

[51:24] >> So, one random thought that popped into

[51:27] my head as I was listening to people

[51:29] talk was

[51:30] I remember

[51:32] my introduction

[51:33] to the Thai Forest tradition was reading

[51:36] Stillness Flowing and then I got into a

[51:38] bunch of the

[51:39] biographies of the greats.

[51:42] And I would lament to myself

[51:45] that there weren't any tigers in the

[51:46] world because it seemed like practice

[51:48] progressed a lot when people

[51:51] faced their fear and

[51:52] sat with tigers and I'm pretty sure this

[51:55] is the next best thing.

[51:57] >> [laughter]

[51:59] >> A microphone in a room full of people,

[52:01] so I'm going to give it a shot though.

[52:06] I guess one of the things that has

[52:08] sort of been rolling around for me was

[52:11] um

[52:12] after our

[52:14] exiting faster patimokkha today

[52:16] [clears throat]

[52:17] Luang Por gave a short talk and he

[52:20] talked about the importance of

[52:23] chanda or interest, desire

[52:26] for the wholesome, desire for practice

[52:29] and um

[52:30] And uh recently Ajahn Yana and I were

[52:33] driving out to Three Jewels and he was

[52:35] asking me how my time was going and I

[52:37] told him

[52:38] that uh one of the things I've really

[52:39] been appreciating is the differences

[52:41] that I'm actually seeing, the diversity

[52:43] of the monastic community.

[52:46] It can sometimes seem like a unified

[52:48] face.

[52:49] There's a lot of you know, commonality

[52:51] with just like the form.

[52:53] But during Pavarana you get to encounter

[52:55] the substance or when entering the

[52:57] monastic community you get to know

[52:58] people on a one-on-one

[53:00] basis and you get to see all these

[53:02] differences and um it's really valuable.

[53:05] It's like

[53:07] just to reflect that um

[53:09] perhaps

[53:10] there's that it's pointing to the

[53:12] universality of the truth of these

[53:14] teachings that such a diverse array of

[53:16] people are

[53:17] drawn to it and people you would find

[53:19] yourself

[53:20] maybe not interacting with as often on a

[53:22] day-to-day basis.

[53:24] You sit right next to them or

[53:26] you know, you get their perspective and

[53:28] so that's been

[53:29] really interesting for me.

[53:31] And I think

[53:33] from a desire perspective

[53:35] we have to find our voice.

[53:38] We have to

[53:39] figure out what works for us as you've

[53:41] heard Tenzin Palmo

[53:43] and Anyasa talk about.

[53:45] And

[53:46] I sort of see it as this flywheel

[53:49] that if you can get it up and running

[53:52] yeah, it's going to lead

[53:54] lead onward, lead to good things.

[53:56] And uh it

[53:58] in a lot of ways interest, generating

[54:00] interest is uh particularly important

[54:03] because

[54:04] interest leads to the mind engaging with

[54:07] the object.

[54:09] And when the mind engages with the

[54:10] object it absorbs into the object.

[54:13] And then at some point along the way

[54:15] it becomes more

[54:17] workable and um

[54:20] and then in you can

[54:22] you know, you can start to really

[54:23] investigate and generate insights and

[54:26] that's when your heart is sort of

[54:28] open to actually seeing or

[54:31] knowing with a capital K. You know, you

[54:34] know things with your mind but uh

[54:37] this is a process of knowing things with

[54:40] your heart.

[54:41] And it can be

[54:42] challenging

[54:44] because that interest has to be there

[54:46] for um

[54:48] yeah, for your heart to be sort of

[54:51] ready and willing and um

[54:54] so that was one thing that was coming up

[54:55] for me.

[54:56] And um

[54:58] when I used to uh I was also a musician

[55:01] and when I used to teach music I taught

[55:03] middle schoolers who were just starting

[55:05] on their instrument just like I'm sort

[55:07] of starting now.

[55:10] And um

[55:11] >> [clears throat]

[55:11] >> we would sort of split things into two

[55:13] pieces during the lesson.

[55:15] The first part would be

[55:17] we're going to work on

[55:19] what are called rudiments or sort of the

[55:20] building blocks of the instrument. How

[55:23] do you hold your sticks?

[55:24] You know, how do you play the drum just

[55:26] from

[55:27] a mechanical perspective.

[55:29] And that's really important, you know,

[55:31] that's some of the form that we pick up

[55:33] as monastics, the bowing,

[55:35] the chanting together,

[55:37] the way that the reflections are

[55:39] written.

[55:40] >> [clears throat]

[55:40] >> Those are sort of

[55:42] the mechanics or the the nuts and bolts

[55:44] of the practice.

[55:46] And then

[55:47] for the second half of the lesson, I

[55:48] mostly just focused on

[55:51] creating a sense of passion or love for

[55:54] the instrument, interest, if you will.

[55:57] And that's all about allowing the person

[55:59] to express himself, to be playful, to be

[56:01] creative,

[56:02] to pick their favorite song and play it.

[56:05] And then you would just sort of gently

[56:07] guide them and observe. And

[56:10] for myself,

[56:11] I found that that's really important in

[56:12] the practice.

[56:14] So, just to give a concrete example,

[56:17] metta or metta

[56:20] didn't really resonate with me for a

[56:21] long, long time.

[56:23] And um

[56:24] >> [clears throat]

[56:25] >> my interest was much more

[56:27] leaning toward the aesthetic and uh

[56:30] sort of the warrior ethos, if you will.

[56:34] And um

[56:35] but as my discernment

[56:38] grew about my own

[56:40] temperament and what worked and what

[56:42] didn't and trying things and

[56:44] them not working and having teachers

[56:45] point me

[56:47] in the right direction,

[56:48] >> [clears throat]

[56:48] >> I mean, I had an interest, but I didn't

[56:50] necessarily

[56:52] close the loop uh with my

[56:55] seeing, well, is this is this actually

[56:57] working?

[56:58] And for me, it was coming from

[57:00] you know, it was coming from the wrong

[57:02] place or the wrong attitude. I was

[57:03] holding it in the wrong way.

[57:05] And um so, I begrudgingly

[57:09] moved into metta.

[57:10] And part of the sticking point for me

[57:12] was I had no interest.

[57:14] The the language

[57:16] may all beings be at ease, it felt very

[57:19] dry.

[57:21] And uh then at some point along the way,

[57:24] I frustratedly started to find my voice.

[57:27] So as an example of my voice,

[57:29] there are millions of

[57:33] animals living on this property.

[57:36] And every single one of those animals

[57:37] has a heart.

[57:39] And every single one of those hearts is

[57:41] beating right now.

[57:43] And it's beating

[57:45] with

[57:46] fear, desire,

[57:48] just whatever living beings experience.

[57:52] And

[57:53] when I think about that,

[57:55] I can connect with a sense of warmth,

[57:58] tenderness,

[58:00] basically, yeah, metta.

[58:03] And um

[58:05] then I can watch that

[58:07] and feed that, and we're off to the

[58:08] races.

[58:10] And um so part of finding your voice is

[58:13] being willing to

[58:15] listen to what teachers tell you

[58:17] and give it a try.

[58:20] And when you start, it's going to be

[58:21] awkward, it's going to be weird, it's

[58:23] not going to quite

[58:25] Yeah, it you won't know how to do it.

[58:27] And then you'll find your voice.

[58:29] And

[58:31] I think part of that is allowing

[58:32] yourself to

[58:34] play, explore,

[58:35] you know, maybe you don't quite have it

[58:37] right,

[58:38] but you can kind of trust that

[58:40] it's in the right direction.

[58:43] So another example would be the triple

[58:45] gem.

[58:46] >> [clears throat]

[58:46] >> Like what does it mean to bow to the

[58:48] Buddha, the Dharma, the Sangha?

[58:51] To like actually take that into your

[58:52] heart.

[58:54] And I had to find my own voice with

[58:56] that. And so for me,

[58:59] the Buddha represents this capacity.

[59:02] And given my temperament, it's basically

[59:05] I can do this.

[59:08] I can do this.

[59:10] And the Dharma, his teachings,

[59:13] the way is known and available,

[59:17] and the Sangha.

[59:18] There are wise beings who want to help

[59:21] me

[59:22] if I make myself available for it.

[59:25] And then all of a sudden bowing becomes

[59:27] very powerful for me.

[59:29] It's no longer mechanistic.

[59:32] The mechanism of bowing is still there,

[59:33] but now it's in your heart.

[59:37] So,

[59:38] just a couple of thoughts.

[59:39] I think I'll leave it there.

[59:43] >> Well, there's only one more.

[59:46] So,

[59:48] Tan Rakkhita.

[59:52] >> Namo Tassa Bhagavato

[59:56] Arahato

[59:57] Samma Sambuddhassa. Namo Tassa Bhagavato

[1:00:04] Arahato Samma Sambuddhassa. Namo Tassa

[1:00:10] Bhagavato

[1:00:12] Arahato

[1:00:13] Samma Sambuddhassa.

[1:00:16] Buddham Dhammam Sangham Namassami.

[1:00:23] >> The handful of

[1:00:25] chocolate-covered espresso beans I ate a

[1:00:28] while ago is

[1:00:29] pretty much worn off.

[1:00:32] So,

[1:00:33] >> [laughter]

[1:00:36] >> bear with me. Uh um

[1:00:39] it's uh

[1:00:41] um um this is the last talk and uh yeah,

[1:00:45] don't don't confuse this with like uh

[1:00:48] maybe back, you know, like in the day

[1:00:50] going to a music festival and

[1:00:53] you sit through a string of

[1:00:56] other bands waiting to get to that final

[1:00:58] band and

[1:01:00] um

[1:01:01] it's it's nothing like that.

[1:01:05] It's more like uh some old man pushing a

[1:01:08] broom after a ticker-tape parade

[1:01:11] is what you're getting here.

[1:01:13] Um which suits me better anyway. Um,

[1:01:17] yeah, we've we've already had a lot of a

[1:01:19] lot of good talks already.

[1:01:21] And I'll I'll try to say a few words. Uh

[1:01:26] This last Vasa, it's been uh

[1:01:29] definitely one of the most pleasant,

[1:01:30] peaceful,

[1:01:32] calm, and um

[1:01:34] drama-free kind of time periods uh

[1:01:38] that that I can remember and uh

[1:01:41] kind of hearkens to a a stock phrase

[1:01:44] that's frequently mentioned in the

[1:01:47] in the Sutta regarding um

[1:01:49] like harmonious communities, which is uh

[1:01:53] they blend it like milk and water.

[1:01:56] And it really kind of had that feel.

[1:01:58] Except maybe it also had a little bit of

[1:02:01] sweet cocoa mixed in, too.

[1:02:03] It just There was a kind of a sweetness

[1:02:06] and a lot of kindness in the

[1:02:09] in the community through this period, a

[1:02:11] lot of generosity.

[1:02:13] And uh yeah, it was I feel very

[1:02:15] fortunate to have

[1:02:17] been here during this time.

[1:02:20] Couple of random reflections. Uh

[1:02:23] Earlier today I had Mudita for Ajahn

[1:02:26] Sudhiko, thinking that he dodged a

[1:02:28] bullet this year with not having to give

[1:02:31] a talk, but

[1:02:33] but the the abbot he's a sharpshooter

[1:02:37] and uh

[1:02:39] and so I had to change my Mudita to

[1:02:42] it was

[1:02:44] hearing a nice talk from our new Ajahn.

[1:02:47] Appreciation to him.

[1:02:49] And then the

[1:02:51] earlier

[1:02:52] Jinananda was talking about cows in the

[1:02:55] pasture and

[1:02:57] I just sounded so yeah, it just sounded

[1:02:59] so uh yeah, tranquil. I was kind of

[1:03:01] settling into that uh

[1:03:03] that image, but then I started thinking

[1:03:05] about how my cows work sometimes and

[1:03:09] and they start seeing the grass on the

[1:03:10] other side of the fence.

[1:03:12] It's like my that's yeah, green grass on

[1:03:15] the other side of the fence and they're

[1:03:16] trying to walk through the electric

[1:03:18] fence and

[1:03:19] so um um

[1:03:21] and uh

[1:03:22] I have to work with that one a little

[1:03:24] better.

[1:03:25] But I guess um

[1:03:27] mostly what I wanted to talk about was

[1:03:29] uh uh gratitude and uh

[1:03:32] indebtedness that that quality that uh

[1:03:36] helps me quite a bit through um you

[1:03:40] know, supports my practice, underpins

[1:03:43] my practice, kind of keeps me in

[1:03:45] wholesome [clears throat] places uh

[1:03:48] more often.

[1:03:49] And uh

[1:03:51] there's a you know, there's a couple

[1:03:52] ways of

[1:03:53] I guess of indebtedness uh you know,

[1:03:56] when I was a

[1:03:57] a layman and

[1:03:59] you know, I

[1:04:00] bought a house and took out a mortgage

[1:04:02] and

[1:04:04] you know, I was grateful that I was able

[1:04:05] to do that and have a house and

[1:04:08] not be renting and

[1:04:10] >> [clears throat]

[1:04:11] >> but then you know, I inherited this you

[1:04:13] know, 30-year mortgage

[1:04:16] and uh quite a bit of indebtedness

[1:04:18] there, you know, if you've ever had a

[1:04:19] mortgage and

[1:04:20] if you pay [clears throat] the thing off

[1:04:22] it

[1:04:23] for 30 years by the end of it you've you

[1:04:25] know, how many times over did you

[1:04:28] pay the principal, you know, and uh so I

[1:04:30] was very motivated to

[1:04:32] pay that thing off as quickly as I

[1:04:34] could, paying more

[1:04:37] just trying to get that burden off my

[1:04:38] back and

[1:04:40] and that's you know, that's that's one

[1:04:41] kind of uh indebtedness and uh and one

[1:04:44] and kind of gratitude but

[1:04:46] since coming to the monastery that I've

[1:04:48] discovered kind of a more a cleaner

[1:04:51] maybe uh yeah, kind of more pure, more

[1:04:53] wholesome kind of a indebtedness and uh

[1:04:56] gratitude just uh

[1:04:59] being able to live this life here, being

[1:05:02] allowed to come to the monastery uh

[1:05:04] especially as an old man

[1:05:06] and uh live this life and have the

[1:05:09] opportunity to um

[1:05:10] >> [clears throat]

[1:05:11] >> you know, be in a community with uh Kru

[1:05:13] Ba Chan, uh

[1:05:15] our very own Kru Ba Chan here, Luang Por

[1:05:17] Pasanno and

[1:05:19] the opportunity to you know, meet all

[1:05:21] kinds of uh different monks from around

[1:05:23] the world, great teachers, and

[1:05:26] all these great opportunities, and the

[1:05:28] um

[1:05:29] the amazing support from the lay people.

[1:05:33] And I think about the uh you know, like

[1:05:35] the 30 years now, over 30 years now

[1:05:40] and all the hands and all the effort and

[1:05:42] all the work that went into making

[1:05:45] what this place is today, which you

[1:05:48] know, there's and we see pictures of

[1:05:51] what it used to be like, how rugged and

[1:05:54] and austere it was, and uh and all of

[1:05:56] this had to be developed and

[1:05:59] and it took a lot of hands, lot of, you

[1:06:01] know, hundreds and hundreds of different

[1:06:03] people contributing, working at this,

[1:06:05] and planning, and

[1:06:07] and today we have the fruits of all that

[1:06:09] effort, and uh

[1:06:11] the you know, we glean the the benefit

[1:06:13] of all that good work, and uh

[1:06:16] and it just radiates out from there. And

[1:06:19] it And for me, it's just

[1:06:21] to be in this time and this place with

[1:06:23] these people, and

[1:06:25] just uh yeah, breeds a lot of gratitude

[1:06:27] and

[1:06:28] a different kind of indebtedness,

[1:06:30] though, uh

[1:06:31] different than the mortgage. It's uh

[1:06:33] it's an indebtedness that uh

[1:06:36] I I don't want to, you know, I I I want

[1:06:38] to pay I want to pay on it, but I

[1:06:41] I'm never going to be able to pay it

[1:06:42] off.

[1:06:43] And that's not a glum state.

[1:06:46] It's actually a very bright, kind of

[1:06:48] joy-inspiring [clears throat]

[1:06:49] state to just uh be able to uh serve and

[1:06:52] contribute to this,

[1:06:54] you know, the just all the uh

[1:06:57] you know, the the heritage

[1:06:59] of this tradition going back.

[1:07:02] And just, you know, being able to do

[1:07:04] something good, and uh yeah, I don't I

[1:07:07] don't ever want to pay I'm never going

[1:07:08] to be able to pay this off.

[1:07:10] This is uh I'm, you know, a mortgage I

[1:07:13] want to keep until I die, and uh

[1:07:15] yeah, it's just a different way of

[1:07:17] looking at it, and uh

[1:07:19] yeah, maybe I'll just call it a night

[1:07:21] there.

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Pavāraṇā is the day that marks the end of the three-month rainy season retreat. In the Luang Por Chah tradition, monasteries customarily invite anagārikas, sāmaṇeras, and navaka and majjhima monks, those with fewer than ten years in the robes, to give Dhamma reflections on that evening.
The custom is designed for the people who don't normally give talks. Ajahn Suddhiko described Luang Por Chah's encouragement to freestyle the Dhamma talk as a skill that can be developed, comparing it to freestyle hip hop. The practice encourages continuous reflection on Dhamma themes.
A sāmaṇera in the 2026 Pavāraṇā talks compared the meditation theme to a field. Once a cow knows it is in a field, it just starts eating the grass, so once you choose a theme such as the four foundations of mindfulness, or even breathing, you can settle into it rather than wandering. He said the mind tends to complicate even simple objects.
Ajahn Suddhiko offered the line as a play on the proverb about raising a child. He meant that the title of Ajahn, which means teacher, is shaped by the community that supports him and his monastic brothers and sisters. He framed the monastic life as completely dependent on lay support.
According to Ajahn Suddhiko in the 2026 Pavāraṇā talks, yes. He said teaching often happens through living the Buddhist teachings, keeping sīla, and being calm and at ease in the world. He added that you don't have to be ordained to do this.
The talks do not state a general rule. Ajahn Suddhiko was in his tenth vassa, or rainy season, and was set to become an Ajahn at dawn the following day. The Pavāraṇā description separately defines navaka and majjhima monks as those with fewer than ten years in the robes.
Choose one theme or object and commit to it for a set period, such as twenty minutes. The sāmaṇera's point was that simplicity comes from deciding in advance where you will stand, and then returning to that field each time the mind wanders off to complicate things.

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