Transcript
[0:05] [Music]
[0:18] the amazing hypnotic bedtime story
[0:21] written by Jody Whitely chapter 1 the
[0:27] cottage ordinarily you wouldn't rent a
[0:32] cottage in an unlikely place like Sarnia
[0:35] Ontario Canada to stay here for a few
[0:38] weeks all by yourself but something
[0:41] unusual happened for several months
[0:46] before you arrived here when you engaged
[0:49] in any kind of social media you noticed
[0:53] an advertisement for this cottage it
[0:58] announced itself as outrageously
[1:02] inexpensive and just the right place for
[1:04] you you pointed this out to friends and
[1:08] family but not one of them seemed to
[1:11] think there was anything unusual about
[1:14] these ads and none of them thought going
[1:17] there was a good idea for them but every
[1:21] time one of your people did look at an
[1:23] ad they would dreamily say you should go
[1:31] often you had been waking up with vague
[1:35] recollections of dreams about yourself
[1:37] being at this cottage these were
[1:43] interesting dreams you wished you could
[1:45] remember more of
[1:47] [Music]
[1:49] a series of coincidental events led you
[1:54] to have two weeks off all to yourself
[1:57] without much to do so you clicked on the
[2:01] ad from this time forward everything
[2:07] kept falling into place automatically
[2:10] till you found yourself here where you
[2:13] are right now in this little cottage not
[2:17] far from the beach reading this book you
[2:23] are in the living room half sitting half
[2:26] lying on the sofa this is an extremely
[2:31] comfortable sofa and you enjoy how it
[2:34] feels beneath you
[2:36] as it softly and securely supports your
[2:39] weight
[2:44] you are relaxed every fiber of every
[2:50] muscle has released any and all tension
[2:54] gun loose and limp and has just let go
[3:01] you take a deep breath almost like a
[3:05] sigh and relax even more deeply sinking
[3:11] just a little bit deeper into the soft
[3:14] cushions because you feel more heavy
[3:17] when you completely relaxed you are
[3:25] joyfully thinking to yourself about how
[3:28] happy and relaxed you really are in this
[3:31] place how good that feels and what a
[3:35] good idea it is for you to be here
[3:46] the living room is the only room in the
[3:49] little house that could be considered
[3:52] large the floor is hardwood and the
[3:58] walls are painted the nondescript color
[4:01] usually referred to as builder's beige
[4:07] at the end of the sofa not too far from
[4:12] your feet is a modern flat-screen
[4:15] television with a desktop computer
[4:18] beside it left here for your use and
[4:21] enjoyment these courtesies have turned
[4:28] out to be a total waste of time because
[4:31] the internet access here is constantly
[4:35] interrupted and usually not working at
[4:39] all the same applies to the telephone in
[4:45] the house and your cell phone as well
[4:52] you met your neighbor Annabelle as you
[4:56] are bringing your things in earlier
[4:58] today she turned out to be a kindly
[5:02] silver-haired old widow who has been
[5:06] living in a house only a few yards from
[5:08] your cottage for many years she
[5:15] complained her house was much too big
[5:17] for her but letting it go would be the
[5:20] same as letting go of all the memories
[5:23] that contained and these were too
[5:26] precious for her to part with
[5:32] during your conversation that was
[5:35] briefed by Sarnia standards and
[5:38] unusually long compared to how much time
[5:41] people in other cities spent talking to
[5:44] strangers she mentioned the area was
[5:48] what was called a known problem area her
[5:52] cell phone coverage she also reported
[5:56] other tenants had complained of signal
[6:00] problems across a variety of devices
[6:03] guessing this was because the building
[6:06] was made of cement with a copper roof
[6:11] it's worse by the well she added not in
[6:15] knowingly about something you know
[6:18] little about yet the well is behind you
[6:25] behind the house and you can't see it
[6:29] right now because it is dark outside so
[6:32] dark outside you can see nothing outside
[6:36] of the windows they are all just black
[6:41] dimly reflecting the contents of each
[6:44] room
[6:50] part of your mind notices as you are
[6:53] reading this book how relaxed your
[6:55] breathing has become you are breathing
[7:01] deeply and evenly slowly and softly you
[7:12] become aware you are breathing the way
[7:14] someone would breathe if they were
[7:16] already deeply asleep
[7:20] [Music]
[7:24] you like the relaxed way the muscles in
[7:28] your abdomen feel as they gently rise
[7:31] and fall with each soft slow relaxing
[7:37] breath your entire body all at once
[7:44] feels heavy and relaxed but all the
[7:48] little muscles in your face feel even
[7:52] more so especially the ones around your
[7:55] eyes
[8:02] your eyelids feel heavy and each blink
[8:06] seems to take longer and longer till you
[8:11] realize you are not really blinking your
[8:15] eyes are closed and you are just forcing
[8:18] them half open from time to time to
[8:22] convince yourself you are awake and you
[8:25] feel so sleepy you are honestly not sure
[8:29] you are awake the words on the page are
[8:37] too difficult to focus on anymore so you
[8:40] put the book down close your eyes for
[8:43] good this time and allow yourself to
[8:47] drift off to sleep you can't tell if it
[8:58] is taking you a long time or a short
[9:00] time to fall asleep and it doesn't
[9:03] really matter because this feeling of
[9:06] falling asleep is so delicious you are
[9:10] happy to savor this time drifting gently
[9:14] down into the soft darkness
[9:21] you
[9:25] and you can feel yourself drifting down
[9:28] as a very distinct physical impression
[9:34] you're floating down deeper deeper and
[9:39] even more deeply still in an infinite
[9:43] void where there is nothing but freedom
[9:46] and this is a very pleasant feeling at
[9:53] first all is black yet you do not sense
[9:56] you are in darkness the black seems
[10:00] somehow bright and alive you cannot see
[10:07] your hands or your body but you also
[10:10] know this is not because of any darkness
[10:14] you feel as if you have left your body
[10:18] behind comfortably snoozing on the couch
[10:26] you are exploring an abyss where there
[10:30] is still a part of your mind aware of
[10:33] the body on the sofa but what you are
[10:37] experiencing is so wonderful
[10:40] you must go deeper into it and the
[10:43] deeper you go into the void the better
[10:46] it feels as you listen to your own
[10:51] breathing you are not sure if it is
[10:55] getting louder or it is just filling
[10:58] your awareness and the space around you
[11:01] more completely it is a soft soothing
[11:09] rushing sound reminiscent of the sound
[11:13] you heard earlier when you were at the
[11:15] beach having a few minutes of quiet time
[11:18] watching the gentle waves roll in and
[11:23] contemplating the pretty round pebbles
[11:25] and stones the water was pushing up to
[11:28] the shoreline to Sparkle pale blue
[11:31] taking on the same monochromatic quality
[11:36] of the scene around you
[11:41] what is memory moves into your present
[11:44] reality as this sound changes without
[11:48] changing and you are hearing the sound
[11:52] of waves breaking upon the shore and
[11:55] this is something you can hear from
[11:59] anywhere on the property outside of this
[12:02] cottage because this is how close you
[12:06] are to the beach right now you think to
[12:13] yourself this is how it must be while I
[12:16] am sleeping
[12:18] I just never remember it you are
[12:22] grateful and glad to experience what it
[12:26] is like to be asleep while you are fully
[12:28] awake you are in fact more fully
[12:33] conscious than you have ever been before
[12:36] you feel as if your consciousness is
[12:39] singing with a live energy as your body
[12:43] snoozes on a sofa that is right here and
[12:47] far away all at the same time
[12:53] soon you become aware of specks and
[12:57] swirls of color moving around you and
[13:00] these little anomalies grow and change
[13:03] to form images in the beginning you see
[13:10] very little that makes sense
[13:13] or has any meaning but as you focus and
[13:17] give what you are looking at your full
[13:19] attention without thinking about
[13:21] anything else
[13:23] it all becomes more congruent and a
[13:26] scene forms below you you recognize the
[13:34] well right away you have seen the ruins
[13:38] of it earlier today when you were
[13:41] exploring the land around your temporary
[13:44] home you even stood on the flat round
[13:49] patio stone in the center of it that had
[13:52] been placed upon the dirt used to fill
[13:55] it in for some reason you felt the need
[13:59] to raise your hands to the sky and
[14:02] proclaim to whatever deity you believe
[14:05] in or not or that is real or imagined
[14:09] that you had arrived then you may or may
[14:14] not have felt a little silly and hoped
[14:17] no one saw you do this and even if this
[14:22] did happen you would have been
[14:24] generating useless anxiety because no
[14:28] one could see you back there through so
[14:30] many trees
[14:36] the well is not a ruin now in your
[14:40] vision or dream
[14:41] it looks newly built the rough hewn
[14:46] square stones are forming a 10-foot
[14:50] circle level with the mossy ground
[14:52] around it and within this enclosure is a
[14:56] lazy whirlpool of water that may be
[14:59] glowing ever so slightly or perhaps it
[15:03] is just a trick of the dawn's early as
[15:06] delight there isn't any dirt or stones
[15:13] within the well yet from your time when
[15:16] it has been filled in but you already
[15:19] know this is about to change the Sun
[15:27] peeks over the horizon to send golden
[15:30] shards of light through the trees and
[15:32] you are able to make out what is
[15:36] happening around the well there is a man
[15:41] standing beside it dressed as a man
[15:44] would be over a hundred years ago if he
[15:48] is a farmer and not very wealthy his
[15:54] head is bowed as if he is very sad there
[15:59] is a similar man beside him with his
[16:02] hand on the sad man's shoulder backed up
[16:08] to the well are two rough horse-drawn
[16:12] carts loaded with dirt each cart has a
[16:17] man on it
[16:18] shoveling the dirt into the well
[16:25] you focus your attention on the sad man
[16:28] and his companion to hear more clearly
[16:31] what his friend is saying
[16:35] tis Satan's water Abe he says as he
[16:40] massages a sad shoulder to ease some
[16:43] obvious grief and disappointment it
[16:47] isn't right let us be done with it
[16:51] there's plenty of water in the lake but
[16:55] a few yards yonder there's no need for
[16:58] this foolish well surely she will
[17:02] understand and be still then all is
[17:07] quiet for a time safe for the sound of
[17:11] shovels digging into the dirt and
[17:13] pouring it into the well you rise up
[17:31] floating up gently to see your cottage
[17:35] is no longer there nor are the
[17:38] neighboring houses you feel a little
[17:42] butterfly sensation in your stomach as
[17:45] you float up higher above the treetops
[17:48] till you can see the lake nearby and the
[17:53] pastures bordering the woods far below
[17:55] you your view stretching out from the
[17:58] road to the lake up the shore to a
[18:01] distant point on one side and to a small
[18:05] town where the lake meets the river on
[18:08] the other you would like to move your
[18:14] awareness to the town to explore but
[18:18] when you push your mind in this
[18:20] direction
[18:21] it feels magnetically drawn back to the
[18:24] well and the sound of dirt being poured
[18:27] onto it each sound sounds more and more
[18:35] like white noise or soft
[18:38] and grows even louder taking up more
[18:42] space in your consciousness till this is
[18:45] all you can hear and this sound closes
[18:50] in around you and stays the same as it
[18:54] changes and fades growing more quiet and
[18:58] moving within you you realize this is
[19:03] again the sound of your own relaxed
[19:06] sleepy breathing the scene below you is
[19:12] melting giving way to darkness and you
[19:15] find yourself watching what you do see
[19:19] when your eyes are closed and you pay
[19:22] attention to what you see on the backs
[19:25] of your resting eyelids observing your
[19:31] breathing you notice it is making the
[19:34] smooth yet raspy sound it makes when
[19:37] your throat has become so relaxed it has
[19:41] narrowed causing the inhalations and
[19:44] exhalations to make a quiet relaxing
[19:49] sound this is the sound you usually hear
[19:58] just before you snore and as soon as you
[20:02] think about this you very gently snore
[20:06] and enjoy listening to this sound
[20:09] likening it to the sound of a deeply
[20:12] contented cat's her
[20:19] you are able to feel how your body feels
[20:23] when it is sleeping and this is a very
[20:26] pleasant feeling you deeply feel
[20:31] yourself from inside yourself and are
[20:34] observing yourself as if your
[20:37] consciousness is a separate entity from
[20:40] the sleeping person that you are
[20:45] dimly at first the objects in the room
[20:49] around you form in the darkness then
[20:51] become more defined as you easily pass
[20:55] an invisible barrier to be in the room
[20:58] you are in leaving yourself on the couch
[21:02] to rest for a time at first glance the
[21:09] living room is exactly the way you left
[21:12] it when you first nodded off but then
[21:15] you look at the book you've placed
[21:17] facedown on the white coffee table you
[21:20] find it very interesting because when
[21:24] you put the book down you had only read
[21:26] a couple of pages yet as it sits now it
[21:30] appears as if a quarter of the book has
[21:33] been read and the coffee table looks
[21:36] just a little bit more dusty than it did
[21:39] before
[21:43] you look at the big window at the back
[21:46] of the house and this window is not
[21:49] black anymore it is a little bit grey
[21:53] tinged with soft light this window is so
[22:02] big it takes up most of the wall in the
[22:05] living room and it looks out onto a Sun
[22:08] porch that has a translucent plastic
[22:11] roof and so many windows you might say
[22:15] it resembles a green house you can see
[22:21] the windows facing onto the backyard are
[22:24] glowing grey more brightly you open one
[22:29] of the two sets of French doors
[22:31] conveniently placed either side of the
[22:34] huge window to complete at the back
[22:37] livingroom wall you ease your head in to
[22:42] see Aude bits of furniture left there
[22:45] and all looks as it should be so you go
[22:49] through the room to the sliding glass
[22:52] doors to get a better view of what is
[22:55] happening outside from this window at
[23:00] the back of the Sun porch back patio
[23:03] small yard rickety fence overgrown
[23:07] bushes crumbling steps second round yard
[23:11] containing what is left of the well and
[23:14] woods beyond all seem permeated with a
[23:18] soft grey glow
[23:23] the glow is so subtle you stare out for
[23:27] a little bit of time wondering if you
[23:29] really are seeing something unusual or
[23:32] if it is just a trick of the moonlight
[23:38] you pull open one of the sliding doors
[23:42] inhale deeply through your nose and the
[23:45] air smells fresh earthy and inviting the
[23:53] air in the Sun porch
[23:54] suddenly feels overly warm and stale
[23:57] when compared to the cool fresh air you
[24:01] are breathing from outside so you step
[24:04] out onto the cement patio and look up to
[24:08] see if the light is coming from the sky
[24:11] but it is not it seems somewhat brighter
[24:17] by the well now and you take a few steps
[24:20] in that direction before you pause and
[24:24] listen to a gurgling sound coming from
[24:28] the well and as you listen the sounds
[24:31] form a pattern taking on a rhythm like
[24:35] music your feet do not move as you float
[24:42] towards and then over the source of this
[24:45] sound then you settle back down to stand
[24:49] at the edge of the well you look down
[24:54] into the water
[24:55] it is softly swirling where only dirt
[24:59] and stones once were or will be it is
[25:06] also beautiful in a hypnotic kind of way
[25:10] and you are drawn into the water in the
[25:14] well you enter without causing any kind
[25:20] of splash or disturbance and below the
[25:23] thin membrane of the surface it doesn't
[25:27] feel wet
[25:28] it doesn't feel like anything at all and
[25:32] you sink down into it gently and slowly
[25:37] sinking down below where it feels wet
[25:40] and into the airy space below above you
[25:48] you can see the water rotating and
[25:50] glowing yet around you feels just like
[25:53] empty air gently swaying the sway in
[26:00] that you reach out to feel the stones in
[26:03] front of you they are rough yet covered
[26:07] with a silky fine dust that enables your
[26:11] fingers to glide over them smoothly as
[26:14] you go deeper as you go deeper rough
[26:19] stones gives way to smooth white wall
[26:23] that sparkles just a little bit and this
[26:27] has its own soft glow
[26:34] the smooth crystalline rock feels warm
[26:37] and as you sink further down you feel
[26:41] pockets within it some vacant others
[26:45] holding round stones of various sizes
[26:52] you wonder how deeply you can go into
[26:55] the well and when you look down you see
[26:58] you can go deeper and deeper deeper and
[27:02] deeper deeper and deeper deeper and
[27:11] deeper and even more deeply still as
[27:15] this tunnel into the rock goes down much
[27:20] further into the ground
[27:24] floating down more softly slowing below
[27:34] you so far you see something that
[27:37] appears very small through a haze and
[27:40] even from so far away you can understand
[27:44] there are many round stones from the
[27:48] recesses in the walls that have fallen
[27:50] to the bottom of the well as you are
[27:59] reaching down towards them the air or
[28:02] water that feels like air around you
[28:06] grows warmer more moist then it feels as
[28:10] if it is pushing you upward like a
[28:13] breath and you rise up past the stones
[28:17] to the surface to gently Bob and float
[28:21] here in what feels like water around
[28:24] your neck and shoulders and what feels
[28:27] like a warm exhale to the bottom part of
[28:31] your body you hear something rustling in
[28:37] the undergrowth not far from where you
[28:39] are this could be a raccoon but it might
[28:44] be something bigger you continue to Bob
[28:48] and float for a moment feeling safer in
[28:52] the well as you try to decide if you
[28:55] should climb out and find out what it is
[28:58] stay in this warm semi-wet welcoming
[29:03] water or go back to the house in the
[29:09] rustling you think you hear a whisper
[29:11] that says
[29:16] you listen more closely and think you do
[29:20] hear this whisper come to you from the
[29:22] bushes saying and you trust this voice
[29:33] without really knowing why other than
[29:36] being in this well has filled you with a
[29:39] uniquely euphoric feeling you have never
[29:42] experienced before
[29:44] and you like what is happening so you do
[29:47] relax and lay back allowing your entire
[29:51] body to float up right the soft slow
[29:55] whirlpool as you look at the stars in
[29:58] the night sky you lazily muse about how
[30:08] it might be nicer if you could see more
[30:11] stars and perhaps you would but for the
[30:16] light that is always there in this area
[30:19] Tanjung the sky orange towards the
[30:22] southeast this is where the oil
[30:26] refineries and chemical plants that are
[30:29] Sarnia 'he's main industry lie and the
[30:32] giant Bunsen burners there never rest
[30:40] you are glad to be in the farthest
[30:43] northeast reaches of this small city
[30:46] inhabiting some of the most desirable
[30:49] real estate downwind of what ceaselessly
[30:53] works to reduce what we all use but
[30:56] would rather do away with you close your
[31:04] eyes and a thought manifests in your own
[31:07] mind that seems to come from somewhere
[31:10] else
[31:12] each time the thought softly speaks a
[31:16] soft light appears in the upper left
[31:20] corner of your field of vision and it
[31:23] says sky on fire dotted with stars I
[31:28] once knew as Sunnis and all as exactly
[31:33] as it should be
[31:38] you mumble to yourself all is exactly as
[31:43] it should be and for this time you
[31:46] believe this to be true
[31:50] the thought voice returns and tells you
[31:54] it is now time to go home and go to bed
[31:58] adding there is so much for you to do
[32:02] you will need your rest
[32:06] this comes with a feeling that is so
[32:09] kind and loving you trust it and feel
[32:13] perfectly safe and secure doing as it
[32:17] suggests you feel as if the water is
[32:24] assisting you as you climb out of the
[32:27] well without effort to rest for a moment
[32:30] on its mossy shore the bushes are quiet
[32:38] and still whatever was there before
[32:42] seems to be gone but you still feel as
[32:46] if someone is watching you as you walk
[32:49] back to the cottage oddly enough it
[32:53] feels more like being watched over cared
[32:57] for and protected than anything that
[33:00] might cause you concern in the living
[33:07] room you see your body is not on the
[33:10] couch anymore and you feel as if you are
[33:13] standing in it as one whole person your
[33:20] clothing is already dry and you wonder
[33:23] for a moment if you ever were really in
[33:26] the well at all or if you were dreaming
[33:29] or sleepwalking or both
[33:39] your book is on the clean and tidy table
[33:43] as it should be with only a few pages
[33:46] read you are tired and would like to go
[33:53] to sleep now
[33:54] so you go into the bedroom where you
[33:57] tried out the bed earlier and found it
[34:00] to be the most comfortable bed you have
[34:03] ever lied down on this bad felt so good
[34:10] at the time you were tempted to take a
[34:13] nap right then and there but were
[34:16] curious about your new surroundings and
[34:18] wanted to explore and a nap too late in
[34:23] the afternoon can give you insomnia so
[34:27] you put off enjoying the bed until later
[34:34] now you are grateful to climb between
[34:37] the crisp white sheets and this bed is
[34:41] so magnificently comfortable if you had
[34:45] any worry about unusual things
[34:48] it quickly slips away and you inhale
[34:54] deeply filling your nose with a barely
[34:58] perceptible yet intoxicating fragrance
[35:01] of some kind of perfume or laundry
[35:05] product you have never smelled before
[35:07] but you must admit as you keep breathing
[35:11] in deeply through your nose is somewhat
[35:15] addictive
[35:23] something about this smell is making you
[35:26] feel even better happier and more
[35:29] relaxed you breathe in so much of it you
[35:38] begin to feel light-headed
[35:39] so you slow your breathing down
[35:43] to a more steady relaxed rhythm gently
[35:47] sampling the delicious aroma with each
[35:50] soft breath the fresh cool feel of the
[36:00] sheets is in contrast to the slate
[36:03] stuffiness in the room around you all of
[36:08] the windows have been shut because
[36:11] during this time of year being late
[36:14] summer or early fall it can be quite
[36:17] cool outside sometimes as it was when
[36:21] you first arrived and it can become
[36:23] suddenly warm or even hot out in the
[36:27] space of a few minutes you consider
[36:34] opening one of the heavy old wood frame
[36:37] windows but that seems like too much
[36:40] work right now as you are resting so
[36:43] well and would like to rest more and
[36:47] more deeply so you close your eyes ready
[36:51] to rest more deeply into a long sound
[36:55] comfortable sleep you would like to
[37:01] experience again what happened moments
[37:04] before during your nap on the sofa and
[37:07] patiently wait for those kinds of
[37:10] feelings to come to you to pass the time
[37:18] you remember what it was like when you
[37:20] took a little bit of time earlier in the
[37:23] day to visit the beach you take yourself
[37:29] back to this time because it was so
[37:31] tranquil it might help you fall asleep
[37:37] you remember the sand as being soft and
[37:40] warm under your hands feet and behind
[37:44] the water is still and Placid unusually
[37:49] so for a body of water so vast this lake
[37:55] is big enough to be called an inland sea
[37:58] were it not freshwater and barely a
[38:02] ripple is disturbing the surface the Sun
[38:09] is softened behind a veil of smooth pale
[38:12] blue clouds tiny little lapping sounds
[38:19] and the occasional call of a distant
[38:22] seagull are the only things painted on
[38:25] the palpable silence and you listen to
[38:30] the silence between the sounds and
[38:34] behind the sounds till the silence
[38:37] deepens and you close your eyes to more
[38:43] acutely feel how it feels to be in the
[38:48] presence of this quality of serenity
[39:14] you
[39:23] behind your closed eyelids you imagine
[39:27] all the shades of soft muted blue
[39:31] blending together in a misty seascape
[39:35] that has no sharp edges or defined lines
[39:41] [Music]
[39:49] [Music]
[39:50] you rest into this memory
[39:54] and rest here more deeply till you
[39:59] notice the same feeling of higher
[40:02] awareness you experienced in the living
[40:05] room as visited itself upon you again
[40:08] and you feel to feel if you can feel
[40:14] your body becoming more fully relaxed as
[40:18] it drifts into a light and pleasant
[40:21] slumber so you can float away into
[40:25] nothingness to enjoy interesting dreams
[40:39] you dream of water and the lady next
[40:44] door but these images come to you with
[40:49] no real context or meaning you dream of
[40:54] bits and pieces of things like a wall
[40:57] parting the trees in your backyard and
[41:00] crawling through a tunnel dug deep into
[41:03] the earth
[41:07] then your dreams drift off into alien
[41:11] territory becoming much more abstract
[41:18] you dream of crystals that sing to you
[41:22] making the most beautiful music they
[41:25] [Music]
[41:36] form multi-dimensional shapes you
[41:40] wouldn't be able to properly perceive or
[41:44] understand while you are awake these
[41:49] bursts into being energy flowers that
[41:53] rain sparks to drift down and rest upon
[41:58] the ground glowing less and less
[42:02] brightly till they simply lie there as
[42:06] softly sparkling white gravel you drift
[42:18] in and out of consciousness often aware
[42:21] that you are dreaming as each little
[42:24] parcel of time drifts by
[42:37] your bed becomes more warm and your body
[42:42] feels more awake and alive
[42:52] you soon feel as if you have rested long
[42:56] enough and are refreshed energized and
[43:01] ready to do something fun
[43:18] you long to be outside in the fresh air
[43:24] you put on your most comfortable
[43:27] slippers and round the bend in the
[43:30] hallway opting to stop at the front door
[43:33] this time to find out what is happening
[43:36] in the front yard
[43:44] you open the heavy black wooden door and
[43:48] peer out into the semi-darkness
[43:58] you are welcomed by a knight bathed in
[44:01] pale blue moonlight the sky twinkles
[44:09] with a few bright stars and fireflies
[44:14] dance among the flowers
[44:40] there is a slight breeze smelling like
[44:43] the lake and this night is so lovely you
[44:48] must go out to spend some time in it you
[44:54] can hear the sound of waves rolling up
[44:57] on to the shore more loudly than you
[44:59] normally would
[45:10] the water here is as changeable as the
[45:13] weather it can be completely still one
[45:19] moment and then churn itself into
[45:24] rolling surf the next
[45:32] this night the sound is as if the
[45:35] largest of lumbering swells are turning
[45:39] themselves over to slam down onto the
[45:42] pebbles but line the shore each time a
[45:51] wave roars you hear a tinkling undertone
[45:55] that sounds almost like shattering glass
[45:59] but it's somewhat more musical in nature
[46:10] it is a short and pleasant two acre walk
[46:15] to the beach
[46:21] just across the narrow road as a path
[46:25] between two houses that are like all of
[46:29] the houses in this area larger than your
[46:32] own along this path you are kept company
[46:40] by a row of ancient gnarled maple trees
[46:53] there is another narrow road virtually
[46:57] devoid of traffic at any time of day and
[47:01] of course completely abandoned now
[47:05] except for yourself to cross to come to
[47:09] the gate and the white chain-link fence
[47:12] that is the same as the dilapidated
[47:14] white fence bordering your inner
[47:18] backyard and you are sure these fences
[47:22] were erected many years ago by someone
[47:27] who thought it might keep someone out
[47:31] but they do not so they are purely
[47:35] decorative but only if you are able to
[47:40] imagine things that are neglected
[47:44] abandoned shoddily built and useless
[47:49] decorative
[48:00] on the other side of the gate the trail
[48:03] widens for the last few yards to the
[48:05] beach and it goes between two houses
[48:10] that may be considered mansions by some
[48:16] these houses are majestically perched
[48:19] upon a gentle rise that slopes away down
[48:23] to the sand
[48:34] the Walker is calmer than the sound of
[48:37] the waves earlier suggested and the
[48:43] sound of surf fades away to silence as
[48:46] you approach the shore there is a warm
[48:53] wind coming off of the lake driving
[48:56] small swells and ripples towards you you
[49:03] kick off one slipper and sample the
[49:07] water with your toes it is warm almost
[49:13] bathtub warm a perfect temperature of
[49:20] warm inviting you to go in further you
[49:27] slip your foot out of your other slipper
[49:29] and wade in under an ever growing and
[49:33] more brightly glowing full moon now we
[49:43] both know you already know you are not
[49:48] supposed to swim alone at night
[49:52] but you still feel watched over cared
[49:56] for and completely safe and secure so
[49:59] you tell yourself you will not go in
[50:02] very deeply and continue
[50:16] the water swirls around your lower legs
[50:19] and delightful warm and cool Eddie's
[50:24] and this feels nice enough to lure you
[50:28] in further with your feet treading down
[50:31] onto soft sand with each step and you
[50:37] take each step slowly one step at a time
[50:43] then wait between each one to feel how
[50:48] the water feels when you step in just a
[50:52] little bit more deeply and the deeper
[50:57] you go into this water the better it
[51:01] feels as you move slowly downward with
[51:06] the water gently swelling around your
[51:09] hips and thighs
[51:24] the water has stilled to being as a vast
[51:28] sheet of glass
[51:32] and each step is making you feel lighter
[51:36] lifting you up before setting you down
[51:39] again to rest on the soft bottom all
[51:54] thoughts of caution have drifted away on
[51:58] the warm wind
[52:00] and you are calmly going in more deeply
[52:16] the water is up to your waist when you
[52:20] realize there is something different
[52:23] under one of your feet you move your
[52:29] toes over and around it to feel a round
[52:33] stone about the size of a softball
[52:44] it is perfectly smooth and very slippery
[52:56] as you move on you find another and
[53:00] another and as you continue in up to
[53:05] your chest
[53:06] these stones become more common till as
[53:10] you are going more deeply into the lake
[53:13] you are walking up through a pile of
[53:17] these round stones so slippery your feet
[53:21] become too confused to stay on task
[53:25] so you launch yourself forward using
[53:29] smooth strokes to glide across the
[53:32] surface of the glassy water feeling more
[53:35] buoyant than you normally would you swim
[53:43] out far away from the shore carried by a
[53:47] warm and gentle current that is
[53:50] gradually turning you around till the
[53:54] darkness you are swimming into becomes
[53:57] the dark outline of houses trees and the
[54:01] beach from this vantage point you can
[54:07] see the inky indigo nearly black water
[54:12] is glowing ever so slightly in a band
[54:16] just off the shore that matches where
[54:19] your feet first encountered the round
[54:22] stones
[54:30] this glowing effect is so barely
[54:33] perceptible it could just be a
[54:36] reflection of the moonlight or it could
[54:40] be something else so when you come to
[54:43] this place you slip under the water for
[54:46] a moment to retrieve a round stone to
[54:51] see if it glows you hold it in both
[54:58] hands as firmly as you can without
[55:01] causing it to slip away and use your
[55:07] legs to kick yourself past the last few
[55:11] feet to where you know you can stand
[55:14] more firmly
[55:26] holding the stone or up to the moonlight
[55:30] you carefully balance it on the palm of
[55:34] your right hand
[55:43] it feels like it likes to stay there and
[55:48] balances easily in spite of the fact it
[55:51] is so slippery and it is spinning it
[56:02] seems to be repelling your hand hovering
[56:05] micrometers above it as if riding on a
[56:09] magic field
[56:20] it's pearlescent surface shines and
[56:22] sparkles and it does glow ever so
[56:28] slightly
[56:37] your palm pleasantly tingles and you
[56:42] like how this feels so you keep this
[56:44] with you as you walk the last few feet
[56:47] out of the lake and onto the shore
[56:51] careful to keep your ball balancing on
[56:54] your right hand you become very aware of
[57:07] how weighted down you are by your wet
[57:10] clothing yet you feel refreshed and
[57:13] energized as well the sand you tiptoed
[57:25] so lightly over on the way here feels
[57:29] more heavy and harder to march through
[57:40] when you transfer the orb to your left
[57:43] hand the warm wind grows stronger as if
[57:48] helping you and pushing you along drying
[57:51] your clothes as you go
[57:59] you transition from sopping wet to just
[58:02] slightly damp quickly and you climb the
[58:07] hump on your way back to the house you
[58:12] summit the little hill and on top of it
[58:17] the air changes drastically from warm
[58:21] and windy to still and icy cold
[58:32] you can see your breath escaping you as
[58:35] clouds of steam
[58:47] you feel your clothing to feel it is now
[58:50] completely dry and your left palm is
[58:55] warm this warmth coming from the stone
[59:02] is now floating past your wrists and
[59:06] into your lower left arm
[59:18] your elbow warms up as does your upper
[59:21] left arm to your shoulder
[59:32] each joint this warm feeling flows
[59:35] through is being infused with a deeply
[59:40] pleasant warmth that radiates into every
[59:44] fiber of your connective tissues then
[59:47] flows out along your nerves filling them
[59:51] with feelings of pure pleasure and bliss
[59:59] this feeling now flows across your chest
[1:00:03] into your right arm up into your neck
[1:00:08] head and all of the little muscles bones
[1:00:13] and joints in your face
[1:00:27] you bow your head and close your eyes to
[1:00:33] focus on feeling this wonderful tingling
[1:00:37] warmth flowing down into your abdomen
[1:00:41] and down your back to pull into the bony
[1:00:47] basket of your pelvis it is flowing past
[1:01:01] your hips thighs into your knees down
[1:01:06] your calf muscles and bones to your
[1:01:08] ankles feet big toes and each and every
[1:01:15] smaller toe you are warm
[1:01:27] side and by contrast the sharp cold air
[1:01:32] feels deliciously clean and refreshing
[1:01:36] on your skin when you open your eyes you
[1:01:51] see the trees and undergrowth have taken
[1:01:55] on a heavy layer of frost and you are
[1:02:00] walking down through a sparkling frozen
[1:02:03] mist that lights up the area of your
[1:02:07] stone helping you see your way through
[1:02:10] the darkness and stay on the path to the
[1:02:14] gate the gate is frozen closed obscured
[1:02:26] by layer upon layer of icicles in a
[1:02:29] thick mass covering the entire fence
[1:02:40] in slow motion you sit down floating
[1:02:46] down onto a soft pillow of thick mist to
[1:02:50] study this phenomena
[1:02:52] more closely the light from the sphere
[1:03:01] points rays that reach out to the
[1:03:03] icicles each one finding its own home to
[1:03:08] flicker and reveal itself in the ice to
[1:03:11] be a separate scene being played out in
[1:03:14] each individual ice capsule you focus
[1:03:26] your attention closely on the larger
[1:03:29] ones in front of you you see a distorted
[1:03:40] and somewhat blurry image of yourself
[1:03:44] standing in the driveway of the cottage
[1:03:50] there are half a dozen people with you
[1:03:54] but you can't make out very many details
[1:03:58] about who they are save one you think
[1:04:01] might be Annabelle
[1:04:14] you can tell she and three of the others
[1:04:18] are female and two are male they are all
[1:04:31] silver haired and wearing a grey uniform
[1:04:35] that resembles surgical scrubs or
[1:04:39] perhaps pajamas you are hugging these
[1:04:53] people with each taking their turn and
[1:04:57] as you observe the body language of all
[1:05:01] involved you can discern you are all
[1:05:04] very happy
[1:05:14] you get into your car and pull out of
[1:05:17] the driveway and drive away as your
[1:05:22] friends wave goodbye to you through
[1:05:30] another icicle you see a long empty
[1:05:33] hallway with red carpeting white walls
[1:05:37] and black doors on either side
[1:05:51] the third one reveals a great wildfire
[1:05:54] burning over the crest of the hill in a
[1:05:58] distant city located somewhere with a
[1:06:01] more tropical climate
[1:06:13] the fire swirls high into the sky coming
[1:06:17] towards you as you go towards it till it
[1:06:20] fills the entire icicle and through the
[1:06:24] flames vague images of buildings and
[1:06:27] other cities form then dissipate and
[1:06:30] disappear into the flames all together
[1:06:44] this icicle is beginning to melt giving
[1:06:48] way to the flames your face is so close
[1:06:58] it is almost touching and starting to
[1:07:02] feel a little too warm so you pull back
[1:07:06] to watch as the fire consumes the ice
[1:07:10] spreading out from the gate along the
[1:07:13] fence line
[1:07:27] your stone catches your attention by
[1:07:30] vibrating and you look down to see it
[1:07:34] has turned into a clear bubble of ice
[1:07:37] with lacy patterns of frost waltzing
[1:07:41] across its surface your cool skin
[1:07:52] gratefully absorbs the warmth of the ice
[1:07:55] fire and you watch the frost pattern
[1:08:00] swirl and vibrate more quickly then in
[1:08:04] an instant the bubble pops and is gone
[1:08:08] leaving you with only a few specks of
[1:08:11] slightly glowing water on your left hand
[1:08:14] that very quickly evaporate the fire ice
[1:08:21] and frost are all gone now and you are
[1:08:25] sitting on ordinary ground in front of
[1:08:29] the gate with all being as it normally
[1:08:32] would be on the little paths between the
[1:08:36] two houses
[1:08:46] through the gate you cross the first
[1:08:48] little road where there is sun light
[1:08:51] from a lonely street lamp
[1:08:53] oddly looking like a flying saucer on a
[1:08:57] pole with a light bulb in it across the
[1:09:04] road on the path through the last acre
[1:09:06] where the woods are somewhat thicker you
[1:09:10] walk into total darkness and stop you
[1:09:24] are not sure if you should continue or
[1:09:28] go back to the road that winds around to
[1:09:32] be the road that goes in front of your
[1:09:35] house if you follow it long enough
[1:09:48] something rustles in the bushes and you
[1:09:51] back up to be on the road
[1:10:03] to the left is a dead end that isn't
[1:10:06] really a dead end but the beginning of
[1:10:10] someone's driveway that goes to a house
[1:10:13] that cannot be seen but judging from the
[1:10:18] impressive wrought iron gates blocking
[1:10:20] this way it must be a true mansion
[1:10:34] you would like to find a way through or
[1:10:37] around these gates to explore what is
[1:10:41] beyond the driveway that wins out of
[1:10:44] sight and into the trees but you are
[1:10:49] starting to feel tired again and a fine
[1:10:54] mist of light rain is dampening your
[1:10:58] face and tickling your nostrils each
[1:11:03] time you breathe in so you take the
[1:11:07] right way and follow the smoothly
[1:11:11] flowing road this way and that between
[1:11:15] houses that can be seen and not seen
[1:11:28] each Bend leaves behind another
[1:11:31] streetlight only to give you a new UFO
[1:11:35] to light your way for the next part of
[1:11:38] your journey the road soon becomes wet
[1:11:53] and your path is sparkling reflecting
[1:11:57] the light from each streetlight on its
[1:12:01] slick black surface
[1:12:12] on the way to your front door you see
[1:12:15] the sky is taking on a pinkish quality
[1:12:17] that is foretelling of the early dawn
[1:12:28] one last pink star winks out of sight as
[1:12:33] you take hold of the doorknob feeling
[1:12:36] ever so weary and ready to go back to
[1:12:40] bed to catch what you hope will be a few
[1:12:44] more hours sleep before exploring your
[1:12:47] new surroundings later on in the day
[1:13:03] in the bedroom closet you find a set of
[1:13:06] clean white flannel pajamas hung on an
[1:13:10] old-fashioned wooden hanger and covered
[1:13:14] in plastic as if they had come from the
[1:13:17] dry cleaners you remove the plastic and
[1:13:27] are happy to smell they smell the same
[1:13:30] as your bedding and you eagerly remove
[1:13:35] your damp clothes to slip into your
[1:13:38] pajamas to feel the heavenly soft dry
[1:13:42] flannel warming your cool skin
[1:13:51] you dive into bed with so much force you
[1:13:55] bounce on the springs a few times before
[1:13:58] the bed is still and your consciousness
[1:14:02] drains away spinning slowly down into a
[1:14:06] beautiful darkness and oblivion that
[1:14:10] lasts for several hours leaving you in
[1:14:13] perfect peace till you are woken up by
[1:14:17] the sound of birdsong early in the
[1:14:20] afternoon end of chapter 1 thank you so
[1:14:36] much for listening
[1:14:46] you